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amazingly unserious

I don't fully understand what's going on but I'm happy for you

i wasn't prepared for the rambley the raccoon plot twist

This sounds fucking awful. I hope you recover

BRO dis is NOT helping me beat da plural allegators.....

So here some terms Alter types The host : the one that is fronting the most Protector : These alters are responsible for protecting the system as a whole and keeping the body from harm. They are risk minimisers and can be more firm and upfront about issues surrounding safety, wellbeing, external interactions and are often aware of trauma. Caretaker : caretakers role is to look after other members of the system and sometimes in the "real world" too. they are often a more gentle and caring person They also can be responsible for the Child alters Persecutors: These alters are often called "bad alters" or "evil alters" because of what they where created to do. Persecutors are alters that are often more negative and difficult for the whole system and those in the external environment. They may self harm, leave scary notes, yell at others, destroy things externally that create joy, disagree with others about everything, be angry, overly sexual or emotional They may act out of internalized trauma and serve as a means of coping with guilt or shame Littles: These alters are They infants and children who are possibly stuck in the age of trauma or trauma time. This isn't always the case but most often is. Littles can also be a distraction from trauma and memories and be completely carefree, happy, and living the childhood we missed. Introjects: Alters that represent significant figures from the individual’s life, such as parents or abusers. They can embody the traits and behaviors of these figures, influencing the system's dynamics. Functional Alters: Alters that take on specific tasks or responsibilities, such as managing daily life (e.g., work, school) or handling emotions. They help the system function in daily activities. Roles of Alters Memory Holders: - Some alters may hold specific memories related to trauma or significant life experiences. This can help the system compartmentalize difficult memories. Emotional Regulators: - Alters may manage emotional responses, taking on feelings that the host cannot process. This can include anger, sadness, or joy. Social Facilitators: - Certain alters may be more socially adept, helping the system navigate social situations and interactions with others. Coping Mechanisms: - Alters often serve as a way to cope with stress, anxiety, or trauma, allowing the individual to dissociate from overwhelming feelings. Conflict Resolvers: - Alters may engage in negotiation or conflict resolution within the system, helping to mediate between different parts and fostering communication. Integration Facilitators: - In therapy, some alters may take on roles that facilitate the integration process, helping the system to work towards a more cohesive identity. Just some terms to help l hope you are fine Also if you want more comunicación Maybe you put a diary or note system Also there may be more alters you dont yet

we hope y'all enjoy eachother's company, learning to like eachother has probably been the single biggest improvement to quality of life since we became aware of ourselves.

I FUCKING KNEW IT WAS RAMBLEY I CAN’T BELIEVE I WAS RIGHT

Telescope unboxing when. Im ome of these people who would give you money just so Nix can have one.

Are we invalid for not having every symptom you have?

i thought this was about windows or software I'm so fucking stupid 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I'm curious about whoever is using rambley as a persona. I wonder if they will differentiate themself as their interest in the character waxes and wanes

I'd play a CRPG with this skill system.

3:00 nothing to laugh about. I have a friend who has had alters pick up names personality traits and even languages based on media and games that she got obsessed with. So..yeah I get it

I love the use of "helping" I think I'm gonna steal that since I experience something very similar. Good video thanks for making it <3

holy shit i’m on plural yt?? amazing algorithm pull

I'm plural too, and once you hit the six month mark of trying organize and understand everyone things are way easier (according to our host from the time) If you're dealing with amnesia day to day (probably are) I'd advise journaling the days events, and making sure everyone does it. We used this to create an "internal document system" to keep everyone up to date and it worked really well and was considered fully functional after about 1.5 years of journaling. I'm part of a programmed system so there are some things that are different, but these didn't really help us out early on (according to alters who were there at the time, I only came out of dormancy a few months ago)

Oh yeah, I thought I might be a system, but I don't really 'know' who these guys are- "My Plurality is Blended and covert." "Everyone has gotten good at masking as each other". "The one thing I know about this disorder is that you're not supposed to notice it consciously".... Ah, shit lads, not again.

Hello!! We are plural too! Thank you for coming out, the internet is a terrible and hostile place, so it’s nice that you’re talking about this! Our system isn’t much like yours, but know that you are not alone! Literally! You will never be alone again lol

I've been extremely proud and hyped for your journey through all this. I felt you were so damn real during your rambley arc and the fact it helped awaken all this is neat as hell. I hope youre getting a great deal of catharsis through 5his self understanding. I have found the process of facets just simply talking about their own thoughts on subjects makes it much easier to process and go through day to day. In fact, the day you posted this, I helped talk a friend through the process of identifying their aspects and making their relationships to each other more healthy. I do hope you continue flying your flag. Plurality isnt some mental illness or making things up or anything inherently damaging. It's a tool the meat and the consciousness use to make existing easier. It's a means of delegating tasks to different parts of the psyche; and it can work wonderfully if the partnership among them all has open communication and cooperation.

I haven't really heard anyone else talk about this. I relate to many things in the previous video, and this one too. Weird. Good to know we're not alone out there. I had a more active 'system' back when I was in early teens, somewhere from 13 to 16. I would often talk to prominent identities, sometimes create new ones tulpa-style, etc. It wasn't really the easiest time of my life, I was stressed out a lot and stressed out often, so having someone else in my head helped a bunch. Kind of like an imaginary friend, except all of them are you. For me, it wanes and blossoms depending on how stressed I am. If I'm spiraling, I suddenly get a *lot* of extra voices weighing in on everything that's happening. Compounded with auditory and visual hallucinations that happen on top of that, it gets slightly fucked. If I stay up past midnight in that state it's like I'm Chunter deep in the fucking mines. When I'm happy and peaceful though, everyone essentially merges into one *me*, or the changes are so subtle that I don't really consciously notice that I'm probably one me here, and probably another me there. A prominent experience I had was probably, like, the *host* changing over time. I don't really feel continuity of the self, but I know for sure that I identified as *him* at one point, and now I'm closer to *them*. My name comes as naturally to me as my very breath - at one point, it was the name I spoke out in public, the one that was assigned to me, the name I acted out in public, the combination of traits that made me, me. And that me, created another me, me. We talked, negotiated, guided one another, fell out and came back together, and eventually, piece by piece, the Ship of Theseus was rebuilt into, uh, the name that I identify with on the internet. In real life, when I open my mouth in private, in the comfort of the people I know and feel safe around, the name that comes out is Dogied. Everything else stems off of Dogied, now, not the guy I was before. And I don't know where that silly little guy is, but I hope he's fine. This shit is weird. But I think I'm doing well as Dogied. I'm not, like, superb, but I'm trying to get there. I hope you're going to find a state of mind you feel comfortable with, too.

Glad you found a good therapist!

Every drawing of the alters are sooo cute

puppyhelic pyramid

"and the last one... don't laugh... it's captain disillusion" *captain disillusion theme plays*

“someone just duct taped a puppy to the controls” inhaled my drink thanks

Good luck with the therapy

i knew it. on rambly, we have a member who is a fictive but who may be an older member in a strange unbroken line. even with all of her changes she finds depictions of herself to be informative of actions she has taken or how she would react to things, either from the source material or curtain interpretations of her in fanworks. at first i had thoughts that i too was like this, but i am my own being inadvertently created to help this fictive present a human front to the world. i am sticky. i hope you all resolve everything smoothly, it sounds like you have great support.

Love that you're finally figuring yourself out! I will also give a system update: ever since I watched your last video, I realized myself that I'm plural as well (and very recently realized why). It's leaning closer to median with some alters, plural with others. We've had pretty good communication with each other, and I'm learning who comes out when and what they're like. We've even made a plan to schedule our switches for specific situations. In total, I've found 17 alters/facets I've switched into. And at least 4 who've been in a helper position. We have a pretty good shared memory, but we still have interpersonal relationships and conflicts. Either way, it's been eye opening finding out where everybody's from and why this all happened in the first place (and the past journal entries where I mentioned stuff like this). Thank you.

'system update' like a computer, haha

i saw that people assumed it was Rambley already, very cool

Is rambler somehow related to the earlier feelings you expressed about becoming a tanooki in that one vid? Idk just putting it out there since tanookis and raccoons are pretty similar and that could possibly point to him indeed being older than the game that the rambley character is from. Sorry if I am being stupid idk much abt being plural, just thought I might point out this connection

Lol, I clicked on this thinking it'd be about NixOS, the linux distro. Regardless, hope u get better

Maybe I'm misunderstanding, but it all sounds pretty normal to me, i dont think people have a coherent singular self. People use terms like "inner child" (Nix) "super ego" (Amber), "ego" (Avery) to describe parts of themselves. Like these are just names for much more abstract, parts of a big emotional soup we call our conscious. Somedays it's clear and coherent , somedays it's a chaotic mess. It seems strange to rush to call it a disorder; but if being aware of them is causing suffering then i can understand that. Personally, i call my aspects Jimmy (child), James(self), and Dog (impulse/instinct). Funny that you say they communicate in feelings and hunches, that resonates with me. Like James can speak to the others, but others can only communicate in feelings (dog in horny and fear) (Jimmy in joy and sorrow). And there on feel like more atomic aspects, but they're more elusive. In short it sounds like you're just developing greater awareness of your semi and unconscious mind; i don't see where the disorder part is.

The way you phrase the way your alters work makes me think of the Dog ending from Silent Hill 2 but with all your alters fussing over the buttons and levers while James is awkwardly shuffling backwards out the room muttering "oh uh sorry wrong door"

I have no real context to understand this plural stuff. I find that the way you describe it to be facinating and legitimate. I wish you luck on figuring this stuff out.

this is such a good description of my own plural experiences too. thanks:-)

That explains the picture of train-enjoyer Rambley in the corner, but not Captain Disillusion or Mario getting clobbered by a plastic fire bar.

Im so glad you are going to therapy!!! And its amazing that you are being able to communicate with them, thats great!!! Good luck patty, i hope you make lots of progress in therapy

This felt all too relatable, I wish you the best with therapy and the future

I'm glad you're able to see a therapist who's helping you out about all this! watching this made me think about my own system situation but more importantly "someone duct taped a dog to the controls" makes me laugh to think about

ty for being so honest and kind to yourself. it's always so cool hearing people share their experiences and all y'all's shared and diverging experiences are real and meaningful!

Just realized there's text by Mario always changing

I can't fucking believe that you ended up with Rambley in your head like we were all joking about. Anyway, I don't know what it's like to go through this but it sounds very stressful, so I'm glad you're seeing a therapist to help you work through it. From what I've read about, these kinds of alters often do come about as a way to cope with and isolate trauma from the rest of your life, so the way that different ones are the ones hurt by or affected by things while others aren't does speak to that. Regardless it sounds like you're working toward a better understanding of yourself and a happier life. Learning to live with yourself and how your brain works is a lot healthier than trying to deny and bury things, so keep at it. Happy holidays by the way!

Hey pup. I wanted to assure you that having an alter emerge from a fictional character is normal. I have an alter, his name is Vince, and he at first emerged from Sans, even though he technically existed longer. You just recognized "yourself" or a part of you in Rambley and it kinda awoke the alter that was already there. So I know that Vincent is Vincent even though he spawned from Sans. Maybe you have something similiar.

There is another aspect to macro art that is both often overlooked and present in this piece, something that I am calling the care of scale. My family has a dog named Max. He is a cute little mixed breed, small stature, hypoallergenic brown and black molted fur, bright brown eyes, a grey muzzle and ears that perk with every word. He is a good dog, one of the most present companions in my life as we have had him since both he and I were young. I am not small. As I have grown fond of saying, I am built like the broad side of a barn, above average height, weight and width. Spotting my family is rather easy at the fair as we often stand taller than most, and part the crowds as we pass. And yet The casual crashes, the thumping of chests, the fist bumps and high fives, the crushing hugs and the playful fighting all would be devastating to Max. There is an inherent need to care about even casual actions with Max, and that is still well worth it. To have him as a friend has truly been joyous over the years, and as the marks of his waning time grow ever more evident, I am reminded of how much I care. I still gently scratch his ears, I pet his head, I rub his belly, and he remains unhurt. I have to care for him, but I would still care even if I didn't. That is the care of scale

best of luck to all of you!

this has motivated me to finally start figuring out my own plurality instead of pushing it off n shit

oh congrats on the discovery progress y'all! our system doesn't really work the same way (like we share memories, our plurality isn't really particularly "disordered" and we don't exactly form or function on a dissociative trauma basis) but the "helping" thing you're describing sounds a lot like what we like to call "copiloting", it's interesting how very different brain arrangements can end up with some surprisingly coherent similarities at times. ...also we have a Rambley too. his situation is probably pretty different than yours but you might've indirectly given our brain the idea to introject him a while ago lol, oops. uh, hopefully that's not oversharing haha anyway best of luck figuring yourselves out y'all! we do not know each other but it's cool to see more cool music nerds and up being openly plural

You got a 6th dimensional demon attached to you. If invest in cystals to draw out the alters based on horoscope wavelength to minerals .