I’m leaving my cottage in 4 months - change is hard :(
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mentally preparing to leave my cottage in 4 months - Change Is hard (Info at timestamp 8:49)
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I guess I’ve had a bit of a nervous week, it’s really hitting home that I will be leaving my cottage l in just 4 months. It’s crazy to think about, and while I am so happy to be potentially having a new home, change is SO HARD. It is freaking me out, but I am taking deep breaths. It’s funny how you can want two things at the same time: to change and grow, but also for things to stay the same forever. If you have not seen my previous videos, I am getting married and moving into a new home this year, after over 2 years at my cottage. So many mixed feelings, but it is also a wonderful reminder that I am alive to feel these emotions, and that is a beautiful gift.
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(more info @ 8:49) I guess I’ve had a bit of a nervous week, it’s really hitting home that I will be leaving my cottage l in just 4 months. It’s crazy to think about, and while I am so happy to be potentially having a new home, change is SO HARD. It is freaking me out, but I am taking deep breaths. It’s funny how you can want two things at the same time: to change and grow, but also for things to stay the same forever. If you have not seen my previous videos, I am getting married and moving into a new home this year, after over 2 years at my cottage. So many mixed feelings about leaving home, but it is also a wonderful reminder that I am alive to feel these emotions, and that is a beautiful gift.
Consider making it a rental property, that way it provides some passive income, future security, and you can always return. Win, win, win, win.
It is such a gift to allow yourself to be honest with your feelings, fears, joys, etc. We are too quick to think fears, sadness, or other “negative” emotions are a bad thing, but it’s important we allow ourselves to feel them and process them. It took me 40+ years to learn that. I enjoy your videos and the wisdom you have at such a young age. That is such a gift. Thank you for sharing, and for being willing to be vulnerable.
I too have been having similar feelings, it's kinda funny that I am getting married at about the same time as you. I have also wanted 2 things at the same time. I love my fiance and want to be with him everyday but I also love the comfort of being home with my family, the unknown about getting a house and where to live has been stressful. Change is very scary and hard even if you are looking forward to it at the same time.
I'm so much happy for you😌💛
That's what life is,to Love 💛
My dear Paola. You left me speechless today. Your video have touched home and my heart in so many ways. Yo soy de apellido Morales from Puerto Rico tambien and your comments regarding your abuela's background also run in my own family. I am proud to say that I am the cycle breaker. I can't go on because it's too emotional but I wish you so many blessings and continued success now and in your future home. Todo estara Bien!!! Voy a ti!!
One of the saddest feelings I get is that last look at somewhere I’ve lived before closing the door for the last time. It always fades away but in the moment, no matter how much I’m excited for the new home, it makes me feel like I’m leaving a little piece of me behind. I think it’s because we put so much of ourselves into our spaces.
I know exactly what you mean. When my grandmother was sick and we had to sell her house, I remember standing in the middle of the living room. Everything was moved out at this point and the memories came flooding back. Christmas, Easter, family gatherings. It was very emotional 😢
I left my home of over two years this summer to move across the country with my husband. The day we finally cleared everything out and finished cleaning it was just starting to get dark and I was so sad leaving that place. Like you said, it doesn't last long but it was a deep pain. Like saying goodbye to someone you love. When I visit home I drive by just to see it.
Pam's Pretty Plants-For me it's the echo of my footsteps in the empty rooms as a make the final check.Only then does it all sink in.
I totally get this feeling. Even closing the door on a place I lived for a short time, I still LIVED and GREW in that space. I feel the same about towns/cities I've lived in and how a piece of my soul remains there when I go away.
So very true. As someone who has had to move many times....I always say, it kills you a bit. The process of thinking of what was home, as not being home anymore is excruciating...
Oh that sentence touched me soo much.
"I will for ever cherish the people in my life that decided to stop hurting and start healing." It is a wonderful inspiration to me. Thank you!
“And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom. - Anais Nin”
Best wishes and lots of love, dear Paola! ✨
Love this! How apropos❣
I'll so miss seeing your beautiful little cottage in the hills, Paola, but I'm sure it won't be long before you make your new home just as cosy and welcoming. I hope so much that you'll continue to share your videos with us. Take care, until next time xx
Change is always hard, especially when it involves leaving a place that feels like home. You get so used to the way life is, your routine, the smells around you, the sights, the sounds. And suddenly it's all gone. For me, I try to focus on the excitement that change brings. All the new opportunities that will come that wouldn't have had I not made these changes. Anything can happen, and although it's scary, it makes life that much more exciting. I wish you all the best, Paula. I can't wait to see all the new adventures that your life will bring you soon! Thank you as always for sharing these little parts of your heart and soul with us. 🥰
Needed to hear this 😇 Thnx a lot
Exactly the support what Paolo needs what a thoughtful message to an inspiring young woman
What a beautiful, well-thought and well-expressed comment, Ellary😊 And it was a much needed perspective of how change can spark joy in our lives and create new opportunities to grow new limbs and new leaves 🍃 I enjoy writing poetry and was drawn to your writing style as it is so melodious and flowing. Thank you for sharing your thoughts💜
The story of your abuela is so inspiring. It makes me think about how the world could be such a better place if more people were like her and chose to end the cycle of hate and embrace love.
Así es!! 🙏💜
"I will forever cherish the people in my life that decided to stop hurting and start healing"...that's a message a great many people today desperately need to hear before they hurt themselves more, and a message all of us need to hear at some point. Thank you.
"Charge is hard at first, messy in the middle and gorgeous at the end." - Robin Sharma.
You come from such a strong lineage of people who are very, very proud of you. I'm so excited to see you grow on your journey, thank you for sharing it with us! I can't wait to see how the barn turns out ❤
Undoutably my favourite 'brain tattoo' from Robin. The man is a terrific mentor without having actually met him
OR- CHANGE IS EASY- THE MIDDLE IS EASY AND EVERLASTING
I love the sweater your neighbor gifted you. How thoughtful. It looks adorable on you.
Being in the middle of a big transition myself, i came across a quote i'd like to share:
_"Never sacrifice who you could be for who you already are."_
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Gracias por compartir!! 🙏💜
Beautiful!
Que linda eres mi niña ❤ Que Dios te bendiga ❤
My Japanese mom told me that “change is not always bad” when I was getting worked up about moving from the city to a very rural area. Long story short, she was right.
I know you’ll be ok Paola.
Thank you for visiting my channel btw. I’m truly honored. You’re my inspiration. Nuff love (in my Jamaican voice). ❤️
Yes, your cottage is home, and
"Home is where the heart is." Some people though, have a gift; they take "home" with them wherever they go, you've got that gift.
It shows in your cottage, your words, art, and videos we all love.
So many people love the peace, calm and centered self that you project so beautifully, and are so willing to share, I hope you know how much we all want you to feel us sending it back to you.
You will make a beautiful new home, with parts of the other for this new phase of your life, I'm sure of it.
Thank you so much for sharing it all, and for being yourself. That's a blessing for all of us!
Aww such lovely words spoken! I personally believe everyone has this gift in them I guess some people are more in touch with this ability than others but nonetheless we all have this ability ☺️❤️
Que bonito
Beautifully said! 👍
Beautifully written. ❤️
Over the past two weeks I have discovered the Cottage Fairy and watched all of your videos. And I was patiently awaiting this weeks. My cat, Sonny recognizes the music every time and sits right in front of the TV to watch the animal and nature segments. The month of December 2021 was a very difficult one for me but when I found your videos it really helped me ground myself and identify what I want out of my life. Thank you so much for creating these videos. I feel like we would be friends if we knew each other in person, thanks again 🌿❤️
-Eva from Wisconsin
I love how Aegar is trying to snatch the little cookie while you are turning your back to him in the kitchen
These videos are so calming for what we as humans are facing right now. 🙏🏾❤️
She is my inspiration to start a UA-cam journey
As I live in country side of India
So I thought why not
Yeaaah we cannot wait to see the transition between a cottage fairy and a barn fairy! ❀ Much love from The Czech Republic. ♡
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Me Too!!!🥰
Hi Paola, I'm writing to say hello from the most rural place in NZ. We both have a common love for rural life. I grew up in the most busy city in VN - Sai Gon but I decided to leave city life forever and started a country life in NZ. We live in a little house on the top of the hill. It wasn't easy to handle rural life as a city girl but I received help from lovely neighbours. I'm happy to find you here, I feel we have a special connection. You helped me to find the calmness after a busy day at work. I wish to meet you one day. My best wishes and congrats to your own most beautiful home on earth ❤️🏡
Being from a Brazilian family with heavy trauma and also being the first generation to decide to move forward I was entirely inspired and touched by your family’s background and where you were able to get to because of their dedication and kindness. I hope to one day be the grandmother my descendants recall as faithful and hard working. May there be more and more Latinos and Latinas to grow new branches full of love on our family trees. ❤️☺️ also I’ll be praying for your new home 🙏🏼
Wow. Your abuela’s story of cutting generational curses is inspiring. I’m doing the same. It’s so difficult but worth it because I know my children won’t go through the same as me.
In our Latino culture there is so much beauty but also stories of struggle and sadness. It’s so beautiful that you can honor your grandma and it’s so awesome that you can reap her harvest of blessings.
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Seriously, this is the most wholesome place on UA-cam. Thank you for being you! I feel like 2022 brings about a lot of change for many people, myself included, so let's embrace it together. Sending hugs! I really felt those snow play moments. We hardly get snow anymore these days.
As a 33 years old woman living with my mum and boyfriend I felt it really deep when you talked about having your home. A home that is yours, no need to be perfect. We are struggling a lot finding a job and sometimes I feel completely lost but I don’t want to lose hope. Thank you for sharing as always.
Be positive everything will be okay
Mucho ánimo!! 🙏💜
I hope things are well at your place.
I remember seeing that cookbook in my grandmother’s kitchen, she passed it down to my mom and she still has it to this day.
Thank you for what you said about being respectful towards the wildlife. It is their home and we are the intruders. I feel that way about all of the natural world. 🌿🦉🐞
You are so right. We need animals to survive, they don’t need us.
Beautiful video! After 6 months of marriage we moved from my beloved hometown. It’s been 31 years now and moved 7 times. It’s hard, but along the way we’ve made good friends. Embrace the change and always have a bird feeder!!
Mi querida Paola, qué bien poder escucharte en español! Me encantó escucharte.
Extraordinaria la historia de tu abuela, cómo la de tantas abuelas, madres, mujeres y hombres…que deciden Sanar el legado hasta entonces: Recomenzando, concediéndose otra oportunidad, volviendo a escribir nuevas páginas de color hermoso en la historia familiar. Bravo por tu abuela. Bravo por todos ellos; por todos aquellos que deciden por si mismos cambiar el rumbo de lo que parecía estar escrito. Nada está escrito. En un gran porcentaje, mucho depende de nosotros, de nuestras acciones. Nos definen las decisiones personales que tomamos, y que después llevamos a cabo.
Gracias por esa historia. Gracias por ese paseo por la blanca y majestuosa nieve, con todos los seres que le acompañan. Gracias por ese delicioso homenaje dulce que nos has brindado, cocinándote… cada vez que lo haces, nos haces saber que te cuidarás siempre.
Gracias una vez más, por ser y existir. Con amor, Susy, ❤️
If you put your soul into renovating your new place, it will be most beautiful home on this planet. Because you are such a special person...Thank you for another heartwarming video! God bless you!
Your videos are always so beautiful and inspiring. I am Puerto Rican and was born and raised in the island, but currently reside in the states. After a long history of generational trauma all I wanted to do was disconnect from my culture and not associate with the parts that had been so hurtful. But after watching your videos I began falling in love with my culture all over again. I want to feel connected to my roots more than ever before and appreciate the beauty and the gifts my culture has to provide. The food, the music and the values of family connection and hospitality are something I never want to lose. So thank you for reminding me through your videos how amazing and enriching the Puerto Rican culture is. You are making a beautiful impact on this world through your videos. May God continue to bless your gifting.
I look forward to every notification that you have posted another vlog. I am 56 but it is so inspiring to see a beautiful young woman as yourself finding joy in all the little things life offers. The best to you as you soon start a new chapter of your life. I hope you will still vlog!
This was extra comforting today. I will also be embarking on a huge change in a few months time so it's nice to know that we'll be on this journey of change and transition together.
I found your channel less than a year ago and you've become a huge inspiration to me. I come from a dysfunctional household and I've struggled with finding myself but with your videos I've learnt so much about knowing who I really am and what I really want.
I wish you the best in this new journey!!
May I make a request/suggestion? I love your paintings, your outlook and words of wisdom, and your recipes for teas, treats, oils etc. It would be lovely for you to create a small recipe book with recipes you've learned from old books, your family and culture as well as some things you've created and to have a thought or verse on each page before it. To make the book that much more of a keepsake, to add your drawings, paintings and sketches framing the recipes or as pages within the book would be lovely. I would cherish a book like that if you were ever to make it and it would be a wonderful display of your talents. I know this isn't something that is easy but I would be first in line to purchase one if you ever did create it. Thank you for another lovely video😊
Growing up in your valley, I can remember snow so deep we could make tunnels and mini-igloos on the playground. Obviously, i was a child, so my sense of size and scale may be way off, but I loved all of the snow. Of course, I didn’t have to drive in it or worry about pipes freezing like my parents did! The barn renovation sounds so fun! I cannot wait to see that you and Luke accomplish! Thanks for all of your content Paola! 🙏🦊🍄✨
I’ve always been resistant to change because the unknown can be scary. But a lot of times on the other side of change is growth. Hope that reigns true for you too 💜
For all of you out there, if you would like to sample these deserts, flan and bread pudding, you can do so right here on the continent. All of different kinds of Spanish deserts are available in just about every bakery and restaurant in Miami, Florida and probably, by now, all over Florida and New York city, as well. They are Yum! Delicious.
Oh my dear Cottage Fairy- what a lovely episode and such an exciting time in your life! Getting the opportunity to build out and create your own home for the generations to come that you will be starting- Your abuela would be ever so proud as are your abuela's on this channel (me being one =) Go into this next adventure in life with great anticipation for memories/excitement of change and joy! WE LOVE YOU COTTAGE FAIRY PAOLA and LUKE!
Your cottage and the happiness you knew there will always have a warm place in your heart and your memories. But we can only go forward with hope and determination and make our dreams come true. I know you'll do well! I look forward to seeing the magical and loving environment you and Luke will create out of that barn and I am so grateful to you for sharing with us! It will be such a joy to build your home together, believe me! I do know what you mean though...about wishing things could stay the same...in a perfectly happy moment of peace and bliss....and yet we yearn to grow and learn and deepen our experience of life and change is necessary to achieve that. I'm in a strangely similar spot. My husband's much older than me and struggling with multiple illnesses which will ultimately take his life. He is frail and I spend much of my time caring for him. We are so happy together and this time we've had has literally been the love I always dreamed of when I was a girl; I saw him in a vision when I was just 13 years old, though I did not meet him until 24 years later. Yet I know this story will end. I want to cling to moments of peace and comfort together but I know I cannot. I feel stuck in some ways, unable to move forward with my life because he cannot walk with me--at least, not much further. I know change is coming and it will be brutal. Yet part of me knows I will find a way to thrive, heal and grow. It's all the cycle of life. And it's good to still be alive. Cheers, Paola! Everything will be okay.
Wishing you, Luke and your beautiful fur babies much happiness in your new home 🙏🏻💕🏡
Blessings for your new life, your new home, and for reopening your Etsy shop, beautiful Paola. Just stay true to yourself and all will be well. Love from Australia 🥰🙏🌈
Change is always difficult. You see beauty and with that creative mind of yours I have no doubt you will be able to make that barn a warm and comfortable home you will love. My best wishes and prayers. It's always the first step that's hard, but once you get started I'm sure you will be pleased with where this new adventure takes you.
Yes.. change can be a little scary but sometimes necessary. It’s exciting that you guys have the chance to purchase the barn! I hope you take us along on your adventure! Just think you have all of us cheering you on and wanting nothing but your happiness. ❤️
Paola, you only move forward in life through change! Trust me, I am a pioneer in my family, moved from Brazil to the US 32 years ago. Your barn project sounds amazing and I can’t wait to see what’s in store ahead for you and Luke. You will be such a lovely homeowner❤️
My darling girl you would make a shed an amazing home. The world needs more you. You are an amazing human.
Desde Madrid te envío un abrazo, tus videos son un remanso de paz y serenidad, gracias!!
Paola, your videos have helped me to find a moment of calm in a crazy world. I cannot thank you enough. I wish you much luck and happiness in the coming transition.
The way you honor your grandmother is beautiful. The good thing about renovating the barn is that you can make it anything you want (within the bounds of what you can afford, of course). I imagine it will be rustic and remind you of your cabin. Thank you so much for sharing the beauty of your world with us.
Dearest Earth Fairy, your beautiful and calming videos have brought me such a depth of comfort and peace that I was struggling to find due to a recent illness in my family. Thank you for sharing your precious spirit with all of us. You are a blessing to all who find your channel. God Bless and keep you strong and healthy. ❤ 🙏🏾
Your videos have been so helpful and calming in these tough times for me personally. Your channel is the best thing i've found in 2022 :')
Please share some of the barn renovation with us! That sounds so wonderful, I have always wanted to convert a barn into a home. 💕🤸
Estoy aprendiendo español y me da mucho alegría cuando hables español y compartes tu cultura en tu vídeos :) la historia de tu abuelos es muy inspirador como muchos inmigrantes en los Estados Unidos. ¡Estoy emocionada por tu futuro!
Gracias por compartir!! 🙏💜
Hablás muy bien!
My 90 year old Puerto Rican beautiful mother would so enjoy this. Wish you every happiness.
Eastern WA here , I'm moving across the country this spring to a small town that homes are affordable.
Wishing you and Luke many happy years full of fun adventures, laughter & love. Embrace the journey along the way! Hopefully your new home will not be too far from your parents home. Sending head scratches to Iger & Mr Darci ❤️
Will miss seeing your beautiful, peaceful cottage on our "visits" with you. I'm sure you will make your new home just as nice. Always hard leaving a place you made so "homey". Good luck.
I've actually never had a video touch me in a comforting way before like the ones you make. Keep up the great work its amazing the messages you bring to this platform!
My meditation teacher is a beautiful monk. He says that breathing is an act of love, and when facing uncertainty, change, or suffering, we can allow the breath to flow through any confusion, pain or doubt. Not to fix, or get rid of, but to love it. Breathe into your changes. Thank you for allowing us into parts of your life, we are all richer for it. I hope that even when you have moved, these will continue. Blessings.
Oh, I am looking forward to your new adventures and am so grateful you let us be a part of them 💚 Change is always unsettling, brings uncertainty but also potential and growth. I wish you all the happiness for this new chapter of your life.
Your channel was recommended to me a couple months ago and I am so grateful for it. You have been a source of light in my life without knowing it. Thank you for letting us in on your life and being an inspiration to me. -Dana-💜
My parents, immigrants from Mexico. Enforced spanish in the household. We where not allowed to speak English. I thank them now for such an important lesson. Today, I’m a Spanish medical interpreter in my field and so grateful for being bilingual.
Wow...This gave me such hope. My husband and I both are "cycle-breakers", and it has been HARD... Probably one of the hardest things I have ever done in my life. But we decided the abuse, trauma, and pain will stop with us, and not continue on through our children. I truly hope someday, my grandchildren will say "My grandparents came from a difficult place, but they made it through and here I am". Thank you for this beautiful video
Paola: que hermoso video. Me senti tan orgullosa de ti y fue bien lindo escucharte hablar español. Thank you! thank you so much for your videos they do so much good on me. that pudin de pan looks so good... now yo tengo antojo!!! I also have a very old puertorrican cuisine book that even has a burner mark in the back. Dios Te Bendiga!!! Thank your parents for their service. I actually work in a VA hospital in Florida taking care of veterans and I know all the sacrifices that they had made to serve their country. My husband is a veteran as well and I consider him my hero and always do my best because they deserve our best.
Aw we will all miss your wonderful cozy little cottage❤️ So excited for your new adventures with your future husband! The recipes look so delicious 😍
January 14, 2022. I just found the Cottage Fairy Channel yesterday. It's the most beautiful scenery, the most peaceful presentation that birthed joy and many giggles because of Iger. You see, I own a black labrador, Leonidas, oh and my joy is continuous! Everyone just loves my Leonidas! I want you to know I fell asleep with the cottage fairy channel turned on. And I experienced the most peaceful sleep and pleasant dreams. You have an extraordinary beautiful self-giving gift. And I hope you find a way to create a new channel. Thank you so much for sharing! And by the way, I love children!
Love watching you bake, as well as when you paint or create… everything you do is artistic… your food presentation included! Loved your snow play! Blessings on you!
Congratulations on the new home, Paola! Can't wait to see your new projects! I'm sure that you're going to make everything shine and be special and unique 😘 . And what a surprise to hear you speaking my language and cooking one of our traditional dishes!👏👏👏 Mucha suerte para vuestro proyecto de hogar que seguro será maravilloso. Un abrazo desde España 💕.
Change is always so hard - let yourself feel the emotions, embrace each moment and savour every moment in your gorgeous cottage. We are gifted with the beauty of memories. They will stay forever with you as you move on to creating amazing new memories with your future husband, in your new barn.
Your opening describing your gentle place in relation to and with respect for earth's neighbors, brought tears. Thank you. Your channel is peace and comfort.
Your videos are a huge source of inspiration and relaxation for me, thank you ♥♥
I’m always delighted to see your videos and perspective on life, but this one really touched me. I could see the nervousness in your eyes when talking about having a home but also the excitement and heartfelt gratitude that you will have your own home! How excited I am for you both. There is nothing to be ashamed about when the best option you have is to live on family property or even with family. I’ve been in that situation several times as I’ve tried to navigate life. My husband and I have talked about buying land next to my family side as it has been in the family for a long long time. I wish more people didn’t look down upon it, mostly in the US, as so many other countries have multigenerational homes.
Also, I wish I had as wise and as kind of a friend as you when I was younger. Wishing you the best.
Living around family is a blessing when there is genuine love. But it is when family are on the Dark Side of the Force that there comes too much pain, manipulated feelings, double standards, etc for there to be any joy. I speak from experience.
@@a.katherinesuetterlin3028 You are right, not everyone is blessed with a blood related family that is actually filled with joy and love. Sadly there are so many broken families. But thankfully family can be found in friends and those who are not related. I’m sorry you have experienced that with your family- wishing you peace and love.
I have just started university and it is really quite stressful everyday. But seeing your videos make me calm and relaxed, thank you, Paola!
me too
I had to move to new town there my university is and it was really stressful first months. I very missed my hometown and all nature, my animals..
@@linasurvilaite2937 Actually same here! I had to move 2 hours away from my hometown where I've lived for 18 years. It was a very big change and in the midst of traffic I do miss the quiet forest walks where I used to live. I think the key to making things feel less scary and new is to find the old and comforting that may still be in your new life, best wished to you!
Me too
University stressful lol ?? Wait till you get your first job and have bills to pay lol Enjoy your university , good luck !
I am so glad that i found you, even though i am 70 year old women, you held my interest of your art and what you gather with nature and make beautiful and special items. As i watched you make that broom, that was amazing. I went on etsy and bought the fairy and sunflowers art. I wrote a book called, Jenniflowers World of Enchantment, its about fairies. It did not do well because there was no colored artwork, I was crushed. The storyline is a fun journeny. Take care girl. Blessings
"for me personally I've always wanted my own home " 😊 😊
"I'm grateful for the people in my life who chose to stop hurting and start healing". Oh! Balm to my battered soul! I, too, come from a long line of abuse and dysfunction. Profound sexual abuse on one side. Emotional and physical abuse on the other.
Cycle breakers take a whoopin', for sure.
But it's worth it!
Thank you for this, Paola. ❤
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Amen!
Thank you. Those words too resonated. 🧡
Mucho ánimo corazón!!, seguro que tu rompes ese ciclo de dolor, envuevete con el amor que te envio, un abrazo🙏💜
Right there with you. Here's to the cycle-breakers!
So beautiful to hear you speaking Spanish. My mother tongue is Portuguese and I guess I can say that Spanish is my “sister” tongue 😁.I am so happy for you, changes always awake all the butterflies in our stomach and I have no doubt you will make your new place as magic as this fairy cottage that gave you (and us) so many beautiful moments. Sending you tons of good vibes.
Yes yes si si to embracing love and walking away from suffering.
What fun and fluffiness is your snow!
Amazing how much is there. Enjoy the restful winter.
Paola it is nice to see you blossoming before our eyes with each video. I am particularly happy to see your playfulness come out in the funny faces you sometimes make and your silliness in the snow. Thank you for allowing yourself to be yourself. Ever since you announced that you were getting married, you seem to have this beautiful glow, like a woman expecting her first child. With all the change going on in your life it is obviously positive change. I am a believer that everything that comes to our life is there to help us evolve. Thank you for being such an incredibly beautiful little light being.
What an adventure in store for you and your new husband. I can not wait to see what you do to this barn to make it homey. I live on a farm and I think living in a barn would be hard work but exciting as well. Keep up the positive spirit as you are having the best time of your life right now. Ten years from now as you look back at this, you will smile.
I love how your dog stole a piece of bread from the counter. Sneaky! 😂
I also grew up with those deserts having a Cuban background. Flan de leche is still one of my favorites. Can’t wait to see all the magic you will create in your new home. How exciting!! ❤️
There is a lot to be said for comfortable places--familiar and cozy. As you grow older you find that those places stay close to your heart. They are the things you remember in hard times and in good times. The thing you strive for--safety and sure. But we are creatures that must change. And when we do--like the little caterpillar, we experience amazing things!!! Especially love! It feels so good to stretch and grow. So excited, little caterpillar, to see you grow and change and take that next step into the unknown knowing that there is so much love behind you.
I totally understand you will miss your little cabin. I have no doubt that you will be overjoyed to decorate and make your new home very special. Thanks for sharing the recipes and stories. 😊
Such a beautiful video to watch while I am drinking my coffee and also snowed in my home in the mountains of CO. Many thanks to your Abuela and Abuelo for keeping us all safe in our homes in the USA. I LOVE that Eiger found a little treat while your back was turned. We also have a Black Lab and they are sneaky but oh so lovable. Have a wonderful week.
Thisis so wonderful, I hope you enjoy your new home
Wish you luck for your future
Thank you for using the gifts you have to make these beautiful Video’s ! They bring joy, peace and hope to many peoples lives ! They are not in vain ! Hearts and eyes are listening ! Bless you !
I discovered your channel a few days ago. I'm officially addicted. I just play your videos while cooking and doing chores, so soothing ❣️. The fact that you're half Puerto Rican like me is a plus.
I love what you said about being amongst wildlife. It is wonderful the respect you have for nature. I'm so happy to hear that you have reopened your etsy shop as you are an amazing artist!
Best wishes for you Paola, sometimes it’s hard to start but I’m sure you can build a home anywhere ✨ I love your mittens 🤩
What a heroine your grandmother is !
Healing is a gift to all those who come after .
Change is never easy but we humans have this wonderful ability to turn a house into a home. I wish you the very best of luck through this very exciting phase of your life. I hope you new home is everything you wanted it to be! And may it always be filled with love, laughter, peace and hope.. also I can't wait to see your new home once you make it your own. I am sure you will make it beautiful ❤️❤️ sending you lots of love, support and blessings
The flan looks sooo good! 🥰 Change, especially in homes, is always a whirlwind of excitement, fear, happiness, worry, and a bit of sadness leaving behind what you’ve come to love. But I for one and so excited for the two of you as you set out on a new journey together. A barn renovation sounds amazing and daunting and and and … wow. Can’t wait to see you add your amazing beautiful touch to it. It’s going to be great! ❤️
Hola Paola.
Soy española y vivo en España. Queria darte las gracias por deleitarnos con algunas palabras en español. Me encanta tu estilo de vida y haces unas cosas preciosas y maravillosas con tus manos. Tienes una gran familia y vi q eres super agradecida con ellos. Tú eres su mejor versión 👏👏👏.
Creo q algún día compraré alguno de tus detalles pintados a mano para ponerlo aqui en casa. Me enamoró especialmente, la delicadeza con la q sueles realizar tus creaciones en pintura. Son fantásticas y el primor con el q las haces, hará q lo acoja con mucho cariño.
Sigo también a Rohan. Es estupendo escuchar la melodía de su flauta acompañada de su voz, tan especial.
Un fuerte abrazo.
I love seeing your content! Thank you for sharing the beauty of your part of the world.
Its a joy to watch your videos.
You are such a precious soul! Thank you for all of your life that you share with us.
I loved hearing about the appreciation for the people you are standing on the backs of! ❤️ It takes a lot of strength to turn away from the cycle of hurt, good on your grandma!!
Thank you for a beautiful video yet again and showing us a little of what Hispanic puerto Rican dishes are like ! The story of your grandmother is inspirational
Thank you so much for giving out such gentleness and charm. As always blessings in your new ventures and Congratulations on reopening your shop.
It's fun to renovate a building, and this is a barn! How exciting, it means you have all sorts of creative posibilities Paula, unlike an ordinary house. With your taste it will be ideal for you and your inner artist.
I'm so excited that you're working on a book! I can't think of anyone whose words/art I'd like to see printed more. Your abuela sounds like an incredible inspiration, and from the sounds of it, she'd be so incredibly proud of who you are. (As a fellow change-dreader, I completely understand that mix of joy and oh-my-god-could-someone-hit-pause-and-let-me-breathe-please.)
Please don't stop making your videos, they've been source of strength for me to go through my current life period. Thank you so much for inspiring and sharing so much beauty we can get in life.
I just wanted to thank you for the healing you provide through your videos. You make a difference.
You my dear lady you are a unique and beautiful soul. May your path on our beloved earth be always peaceful and filled with love in all its expressions. Your candidate approach to your self expression is restful and a delight to share , thank you.
Power to your abuela for stopping the generational cycle! I can only imagine her journey to healing and creating the family she's always wanted