I never spoke either as a child, I've never heard anyone else describe the feeling of not relating to your peers as a kid like that. I don't even think I really realized thats what it was until you said it. Feeling a little less alone now. Thank you for sharing 💜
Thank you so very very very much for being so open and honest about your childhood. It honestly breaks my heart to hear about everything you've had to endure but you are truly incredible for the bravery, strength and resillience you have continued to show. I've absolutely loved your music for years and years now. Wishing you and your family the absolute best for the future. never forget how brave, strong, resillient and incredible you are. Much Love ❤❤❤
As an empath and old soul myself , I think the loneliness and being so self aware at such a young age was traumatizing. Feeling like you have all this worldly knowledge and wisdom yet with no experience. With knowledge comes sadness, a deep sadness because you feel like the world is your responsibility but you didnt sign up for it . But as I got older , you realize how beautiful life is , because you also notice the innocence in a child , the smell of flowers , the sound of waves crashing . Its bittersweet bliss .
I'm truly sorry you went through these experiences as a child. I can't imagine how lonely and isolating that was. My anxiety came on late in life from medications and it's been brutal. I hope you keep doing your podcasts because this shows a real side that I don't think I ever saw from your music or social media.
Your voice is very soothing in this Niykee. Feel like I’m listening to a late night advice call in show with a sexy raspy voiced radio therapist. 😉 So glad you’re posting again. Missed u. ❤️
To me it’s hard for me to share how I feel. Because nobody would listen. If they did listen. They ignored what o shared and they basically expressed by saying nobody wants to listen to your piddy party. It’s very hard. Instead of uplifting me and let me know everything will be okay. I just get put down or ignored. So I know how how you felt. School didn’t make it easier. So my life growing up was pretty much the same! Your story is amazing and I’m happy you shared this! But I’m thankful you are being you. I feel like most people try to be like someone else. We are our own person. I always get told all the time oh well other kids do it. I’m not the other kids. I’m my own person. I don’t want to be like the other kids. From what I learned is that people has their own group bubble. That everyone joins that. We are our very own unique person. Our own unique soul. We should live our own self. Just like you. I don’t want to be like anybody else. I want to be me. This story you have shared has helped me understand. Stop fearing, stopping trying to be anybody else, and just be myself. I realized that everything I went through that got me here today was for a reason. Be myself. I love your podcast and and so happy I got to be able to hear them! You are not ignored! You will be heard!🥰❤️
You are extraordinary! Thank you for opening up to us and sharing your story! The way you speak moves mountains. I’ve never felt such strong energy from listening to someone’s words. NBK💜
Just finished watching the first episode and I loved it so much I also luv the fact that you are being your self and being unapologetic like if ppl don't want see or hear what you got to say than they can go somewhere else
This is so beautiful, I had tears and chills throughout & it’s amazing to see what you have done & become because of everything you’ve been through. Incredibly inspiring to have followed you for years, listening and resonating so deeply with your music and hearing your story now. I was at the bedroom tour toronto show & met you backstage💓
I resonate with you so well, I’m sitting here thinking how awesome it would be to have a real conversation with you. I’ve never met anyone with such a similar story to mine. I’m proud of you. You’re so well spoken im in awe. I’ve been a fan for years and I always come to look for more content, I normally don’t do that. I tend to forget, but I always kept up to date with you. I understand why I’m always drawn to you. You’re drawn to those who share the same struggle. Love you niykeee.
"Sue, we don't have to do this." 😂 I find it beautiful that those who were considered weird misfits in childhood grow to express our experiences as an artform. Transmutation of internalized chaos & pain to healing for the souls which are resonating similarly, conscious recognition or otherwise. Music is so powerful, as are you for acting as a channel for this power. 💕 Thank you, Niykee.
Lol there's so many parts of this that are relatable! You just can't help but laugh at some parts " yeahh, even the teachers thought I was weird" 😂 lmaoo.
I’m on the brink of tears listening to the part where her sister was about to die.
I never spoke either as a child, I've never heard anyone else describe the feeling of not relating to your peers as a kid like that. I don't even think I really realized thats what it was until you said it. Feeling a little less alone now. Thank you for sharing 💜
You are an amazing communicator. I'm astounded, not just by your voice, but by your story. 😢
All of us who have been here since the beginning wanted this so bad, thank you for sharing, we love you ❤️ and thanks for making us not feel so alone
Omg she brought tears to my eyes talking about her sister, and the maturity you had at such a young age is amazing! Truly inspirational, much love
Been a fan since I first saw you playing and singing. wow .... Almost 10 years ago so proud of you. I cry for your loss but rejoice with your success
Nikki has one of the most beautiful voices I've ever heard. She can whisper in my ear anytime.
Thank you so very very very much for being so open and honest about your childhood. It honestly breaks my heart to hear about everything you've had to endure but you are truly incredible for the bravery, strength and resillience you have continued to show. I've absolutely loved your music for years and years now. Wishing you and your family the absolute best for the future. never forget how brave, strong, resillient and incredible you are. Much Love ❤❤❤
As an empath and old soul myself , I think the loneliness and being so self aware at such a young age was traumatizing. Feeling like you have all this worldly knowledge and wisdom yet with no experience. With knowledge comes sadness, a deep sadness because you feel like the world is your responsibility but you didnt sign up for it . But as I got older , you realize how beautiful life is , because you also notice the innocence in a child , the smell of flowers , the sound of waves crashing . Its bittersweet bliss .
You make me cried. In a beautiful way. I felt it. X thank-you for sharing.
I'm truly sorry you went through these experiences as a child. I can't imagine how lonely and isolating that was.
My anxiety came on late in life from medications and it's been brutal. I hope you keep doing your podcasts because this shows a real side that I don't think I ever saw from your music or social media.
I love her . ♥️ Thank you so much for sharing you’re story .
Your voice is very soothing in this Niykee. Feel like I’m listening to a late night advice call in show with a sexy raspy voiced radio therapist. 😉
So glad you’re posting again. Missed u. ❤️
To me it’s hard for me to share how I feel. Because nobody would listen. If they did listen. They ignored what o shared and they basically expressed by saying nobody wants to listen to your piddy party. It’s very hard. Instead of uplifting me and let me know everything will be okay. I just get put down or ignored. So I know how how you felt. School didn’t make it easier. So my life growing up was pretty much the same!
Your story is amazing and I’m happy you shared this! But I’m thankful you are being you. I feel like most people try to be like someone else. We are our own person.
I always get told all the time oh well other kids do it. I’m not the other kids. I’m my own person. I don’t want to be like the other kids. From what I learned is that people has their own group bubble. That everyone joins that.
We are our very own unique person. Our own unique soul. We should live our own self. Just like you. I don’t want to be like anybody else. I want to be me.
This story you have shared has helped me understand. Stop fearing, stopping trying to be anybody else, and just be myself. I realized that everything I went through that got me here today was for a reason. Be myself.
I love your podcast and and so happy I got to be able to hear them! You are not ignored! You will be heard!🥰❤️
You are extraordinary! Thank you for opening up to us and sharing your story! The way you speak moves mountains. I’ve never felt such strong energy from listening to someone’s words. NBK💜
i just watched Episode 1 and now this is even better 💓 i’m ready for Episode 3 after this 💓
You are amazing. Thank you for being you❤️ i love these podcasts. Such a inspiration!
Just finished watching the first episode and I loved it so much I also luv the fact that you are being your self and being unapologetic like if ppl don't want see or hear what you got to say than they can go somewhere else
This is so beautiful, I had tears and chills throughout & it’s amazing to see what you have done & become because of everything you’ve been through. Incredibly inspiring to have followed you for years, listening and resonating so deeply with your music and hearing your story now. I was at the bedroom tour toronto show & met you backstage💓
I resonate with you so well, I’m sitting here thinking how awesome it would be to have a real conversation with you. I’ve never met anyone with such a similar story to mine. I’m proud of you. You’re so well spoken im in awe. I’ve been a fan for years and I always come to look for more content, I normally don’t do that. I tend to forget, but I always kept up to date with you. I understand why I’m always drawn to you. You’re drawn to those who share the same struggle. Love you niykeee.
Thank you ❤
Love the way you break into what u say , feels very transparent
Thank you for this podcast , for sharing ur life experiences and I really love u very much!!
I love this so much. Thank you for being you.
Bless your heart Niykee ❤
I had no idea but I have been following you sins your covers of the rap songs. you are great thank you for being so strong
20:31 - u just Re-motivated Me Like an Angel . i used to tell the same thing
"Sue, we don't have to do this." 😂 I find it beautiful that those who were considered weird misfits in childhood grow to express our experiences as an artform. Transmutation of internalized chaos & pain to healing for the souls which are resonating similarly, conscious recognition or otherwise. Music is so powerful, as are you for acting as a channel for this power. 💕 Thank you, Niykee.
Wow… you brought me back to my childhood. In the worst/best way. Reminded me of who I was.
Bad intentions 🔥🔥❤️❤️my fav😍
I needed to hear this. ♥️🥺
Love you!❤️
Lol there's so many parts of this that are relatable! You just can't help but laugh at some parts " yeahh, even the teachers thought I was weird" 😂 lmaoo.
Also if you make a song called warrior it would be amazing! It fits you! 🥰
You’re different, so what? Those bullies are haters, and don’t sell yourself short, you are who you are and you can’t take that back, niykee.
Exited
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It was the blue path I love you very much ant but I love you very much
I wonder if you’ve ever had visions or dreams of your sister now