TimothyMac - "So Tired" (Official Music Video)

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  • Опубліковано 8 лют 2025
  • This is the latest music video from TimothyMac, called "So Tired". A powerful Song that delves deep into his personal journey of recovery. Directed by Fatbeezy, and Edited by The Intrepid Network, this video tells a poignant story of addiction and the path to overcoming it.
    Through evocative visuals and heartfelt lyrics, TimothyMac shares his own experience, offering a raw and honest look at the struggles and triumphs of recovery. This video is not just a song-it's a story of hope and resilience.
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 461

  • @artsyd6820
    @artsyd6820 3 місяці тому +28

    Prayer for my brothers. I seen what alcohol does and I pray each and everyone of you find your worth is more than what is in the bottom of the bottle. Jesus loves you

  • @dennismosher
    @dennismosher 3 місяці тому +31

    💖💖💖💖🙏🙏🔥 For everyone of us feeling like this, we are worthy and need to let our feelings show. Someway and somehow, we will make it through the darkness 💖💖🙏

    • @IrieVibez0520
      @IrieVibez0520 3 місяці тому +2

      Helps to know we are not alone in this struggle. Thank you and bleshya

    • @ProudMoma08
      @ProudMoma08 2 місяці тому +1

      It does help not we're not alone in all this struggle I just don't feel worthy and it's hard for me to let my feelings show

  • @sfrazier7384
    @sfrazier7384 29 днів тому +3

    If I could put into words what this song set into motion . It's crazy how on point this was with my life. Thank you for the song that has become an anthem in my life. Thank you Jesu so Christ for another day with another chance. If you are at that 1000th time of quitting, don't stop quitting, it took me a 1001 times! My prayers go out to anyone thats "So damn Tired"
    No matter what your community, certain churches or even your family got you to thinking, you ain't alone and it ain't too late!

  • @Jennifer-l3k8f
    @Jennifer-l3k8f 2 місяці тому +10

    Jesus Christ is great please father help me.

    • @PamelaShkywoods
      @PamelaShkywoods Місяць тому

      Just believe sweetheart god there’ just lessen and believe in faith he take all the pain with in side your soul that’s facts.. just hold on sweetheart god carrying you

    • @MichaelDansby-xt1mw
      @MichaelDansby-xt1mw Місяць тому +1

      Amen to that

    • @jacquelinemarol9812
      @jacquelinemarol9812 Місяць тому

      My prayers for you all ❤️

  • @alexflores4120
    @alexflores4120 3 місяці тому +43

    God I'm so tired I need You

    • @loveandfaithfulness4479
      @loveandfaithfulness4479 3 місяці тому

      Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. We serve God who can do all things. Romans 8:31 tells us, “what, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?” this means that no man, woman, boy or girl is a threat to the purpose God placed on the inside of you. This means that the ONLY way you experience defeat is when you surrender. In moments of worry and anxiety, we are called to bring our concerns before God in prayer. Instead of allowing anxiety to consume us, we can find peace and comfort in knowing that the Almighty God is attentive to our needs for He cares for us deeply. In the storms of life, God is our only hope. His faithfulness and His goodness are present Even during the darkest storm. we have a lot of growing up to do. we should continue to grow in our relationship with God, and there is no point where we can say we've "had enough" Jesus tells his followers not to worry about food, drink, clothing, or tomorrow, and instead to seek first God's kingdom and righteousness and He will give us everything we need. Give thanks and be appreciative of the small and big things that God is doing in your life. Doing that means that you are looking for God throughout your day. You’re looking for God in your situation. You’re looking for God in your struggles and your pains, and keeping your focus on God instead of focusing on all the bad that’s going on. It’s what God wants you to do. He wants you to keep your eyes on Him. for the Lord will give you understanding in everything. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, all you have to do is Repent and have Faith. The Bible teaches that God's sovereignty is an essential aspect of who He is, that He has supreme authority and absolute power over all things. There is nothing that God is not in control of. Everything that happens, God either causes to happen or He allows it to happen. However, Everything God does is done in love. There is always some reason for it, and for those who love God and are called according to His purpose, He will work everything out for good. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. Our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. We fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. we need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. so rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your Strength.
      John 14:27
      "Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."

    • @IrieVibez0520
      @IrieVibez0520 3 місяці тому +1

      Love you man! I’m in the same boat. Stay strong out there

    • @reneewilson4920
      @reneewilson4920 3 місяці тому

      I’m there with you, stay strong 💪 we got this no matter what the struggle is, satan isn’t going to stop us! Amen 🙏 ❤

    • @BrandyinIndy
      @BrandyinIndy 3 місяці тому

      🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

    • @nataliefox-fn6rs
      @nataliefox-fn6rs 2 місяці тому

      What you posted is the BEST place to start!!!!!.....right where you are is right where Jesus will met you! Lots of people think you need to do some kind of works, or something, in order to let God know you are trying to prove you need Him! Here's the thing,....God KNOWS exactly where you are, and sometimes I haven't been able to take even 1 step but God knew that too, and He met me where I was at! Here's the other thing, IF I had the strength, or willpower to make steps toward my goal, then I wouldn't need God, would i?!?!
      Remember this, The King of Kings, The Alpha and Omega, The Great Physician, The Comforter, Yeshua, ect....all the Names He is called, are for YOU to best understand WHO HE is, and since He made you don't you think He knows EXACTLY where you are and in what way He needs to help you?
      Another thing is, He is Sovereign, meaning all good, all knowing, and all powerful, so just call out to Him for help inthe most honest and personal way you can. God bless you all! I'm not perfect, and don't have much figured out, but I know His perfect love, and live in His grace! Oh, side note, I'm still struggling in my diseases and would appreciate any and all prayers for freedom and complete healing, and restoration between my children and myself! Thank you from the bottom of my heart! Sending all my love, prayers, and giggles to all who needs and wants it!!!!🎉❤

  • @krazedshade1834
    @krazedshade1834 3 місяці тому +48

    Lord I’m so damn tired. But I won’t give up.

    • @kristencline40
      @kristencline40 3 місяці тому +2

      Same.

    • @Athena-oo3qi
      @Athena-oo3qi 3 місяці тому +3

      I’m with u on that one..

    • @cindyevans7005
      @cindyevans7005 3 місяці тому

      Thanksgiving

    • @aaronsimmons9523
      @aaronsimmons9523 3 місяці тому

      What makes you stay ? I’m running out my reasons

    • @krazedshade1834
      @krazedshade1834 3 місяці тому

      @@aaronsimmons95232 kids who depend on me and deserve a good mom. A family that needs me to keep my head straight. A heart that cares too much about what would happen after I’m gone.

  • @lottielawrence6869
    @lottielawrence6869 3 місяці тому +14

    My God, so many people help us!!

    • @reneehammershoy281
      @reneehammershoy281 2 місяці тому

      To all who feel they're at the end of their rope, PLEASE, PLEASE ask for help, my nephew committed suicide this past Sunday, leaving behind his wife and two sons. We're all going thru hell trying to cope with the loss.

    • @RobertMatthiesen-su7on
      @RobertMatthiesen-su7on Місяць тому

      He is!❤

  • @Courtnort-j1n
    @Courtnort-j1n 2 місяці тому +2

    I don't wanna feel this way...I wanna kill my pain!! Never heard so much truth in the way I feel most of the time. I'm so damn tired of being strong.

  • @jennifermorabito9698
    @jennifermorabito9698 2 місяці тому +13

    My daddy passed in 2011 he was 16 years sober and he’s the strongest man I know to this day. 🙏💪🙌🙌🙌🙏

    • @billbennett9623
      @billbennett9623 2 місяці тому

      Mine died in 05 he was clean for ten years 10 bucks of dope done him in im 44 now wish he could of met the grandbabys life is fragile much love guys stay positive power in positive thinking is real

  • @dnail4205804209
    @dnail4205804209 2 місяці тому +2

    Great Song 🎶❤️‍🔥

  • @ElaineWilliams-cp2sc
    @ElaineWilliams-cp2sc 4 місяці тому +11

    Lord have mercy I feel the same way father we give it to you have mercy on all of us❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @tamihall9784
    @tamihall9784 22 дні тому

    This life needs strong ones to bring us all to the cross.....one person at a time....Amen

  • @SDForsberg70
    @SDForsberg70 5 місяців тому +13

    Been there, brother. A strong man will always survive. We are always searching for home. Pain only makes us stronger

  • @ShillowWoods-
    @ShillowWoods- 2 місяці тому +2

    I love this song so much truth in this song never give up always keep faith in god and prays never let nothing stop you ❤sweetheart god has you on a journey keep pushing

  • @melindapentz7729
    @melindapentz7729 3 місяці тому +2

    jesus is the way i have so much peace now after 62 years of running god bless us all have faith don’t give up god loves you i have been blessed and blessed others let go and try it what do you have to loose? i know you will gain the love for jesus and it’s all so much better to love than hate❤😊

  • @lauralynn6666
    @lauralynn6666 2 місяці тому +2

    All these monsters and demons have taken my soul away
    My entire family. Always
    Everytime.
    Please make the monsters go away🙏🙏

    • @brendaleemcdurmitt6862
      @brendaleemcdurmitt6862 Місяць тому

      Yes In Jesus Name gives all Mercy and Grace that is hurting and Touch there Mind , body and soul Father God Bless Them I Ray The Blood of Jesus over Them 🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤

    • @brendaleemcdurmitt6862
      @brendaleemcdurmitt6862 Місяць тому

      Yes I Jesus Name 🙏🙏😘

    • @brendaleemcdurmitt6862
      @brendaleemcdurmitt6862 Місяць тому

      Pray the Blood of Jesus over Them

  • @sherrellbarrett4880
    @sherrellbarrett4880 3 місяці тому +2

    I feel your pain. 🙌❤️🙏🏼🙌

  • @davidcorder4909
    @davidcorder4909 2 місяці тому +1

    I gave up alcohol 15 yrs ago it was an escape for me only when I woke up the problem was still there so I go on that mission over and over and over again. It took my mother and brother from me and thats good enough for me !!!!

  • @heathermichelle6738
    @heathermichelle6738 3 місяці тому +1

    This song is my new #1 fav! I’ve hit rock bottom so many times!! My kids are what saves me every single time! This song touched a special place in my heart and keeps reminding me that I’m not alone feeling this way! 🙏 ❤

  • @ExcitedMastiff-hb1nd
    @ExcitedMastiff-hb1nd 3 місяці тому +3

    Nice, beautiful words and ur voices, yeah love it ❤❤❤XXX

  • @danielmacarini8315
    @danielmacarini8315 Місяць тому

    🔥🙏🏽 força irmão
    Música boa!!

  • @aprilleburden9586
    @aprilleburden9586 2 місяці тому +1

    I know this feeling I am with you.. love these words ❤️❤️

  • @StephenDickenson-l3v
    @StephenDickenson-l3v 5 місяців тому +10

    THIS SONG WAS A BLESSING!!!!!!! thank you for this 🤘🤘

    • @timothymac6836
      @timothymac6836  5 місяців тому +2

      Thank you for supporting 🙏

    • @SlotQueen74
      @SlotQueen74 4 місяці тому

      I love you understand 😘😊

  • @melindapentz7729
    @melindapentz7729 3 місяці тому +2

    amen❤

  • @devinbrintley2902
    @devinbrintley2902 4 місяці тому +11

    Coming up on 4 years clean 10-11-2020 so glad of the person im becoming, started listening to country music when i started my journey and I love this song thanks for sharing 💝

  • @Billy-e1e
    @Billy-e1e 23 дні тому

    I and many more are going through it and sick and tired , the only thing that keeps me going is helping others heal , and awaiting my own healing, I am thankful to Christ Yeshua for helping me thus far

  • @lakessawilliams3006
    @lakessawilliams3006 4 місяці тому +2

    🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾praying for us all who fight silent battles. God help us to trust you and to endure to the end. Thank you for keeping us thus far

  • @AdamSutter-e1l
    @AdamSutter-e1l Місяць тому +1

    😢😮😢 Timothy Mac, Sir, I think It's BRUTAL, but the Truth!!!

  • @RobertCobbSpokane
    @RobertCobbSpokane Місяць тому

    🎉 THAT is good music! Happy New Year🎉 im gonna WIN to this track! kickin it off right
    😊

  • @Celesteheavenlyangel
    @Celesteheavenlyangel 3 місяці тому +2

    🔥🔥🔥

  • @taragraeber1976
    @taragraeber1976 28 днів тому

    When we can relate to a song or music; it’s a reminder that we are not alone.

  • @Tattedpetals
    @Tattedpetals Місяць тому +1

    Tired of the pain. Lord heal my heart n head amen I pray 🙏 I trust you Lord. I believe in Him.

  • @JessicaRice-fm6od
    @JessicaRice-fm6od 3 місяці тому +2

    This song I love I hear ya loud n clear my friend.

  • @nakaylakaitlyn9752
    @nakaylakaitlyn9752 4 місяці тому +9

    God this hits me in the feels. Trust when I say there's too many of us that are tired of it all.

  • @Bean-l6h
    @Bean-l6h 24 дні тому

    Dammm badass song...fabulous 🖤🦂

  • @deejohns594
    @deejohns594 2 місяці тому +1

    This is how I feel I love this song❤️

  • @tommykellihermann7045
    @tommykellihermann7045 5 місяців тому +4

    The definition of AMAZING is FILLED WITH ASTONISHMENT AND WONDER,that's what the FATHER,the HOLY SPIRIT AND Jesus THINKS ABOUT you 🔥🔥🔥🤯💥

    • @timothymac6836
      @timothymac6836  4 місяці тому +2

      thank you 🙏

    • @tommykellihermann7045
      @tommykellihermann7045 2 місяці тому

      ​@@timothymac6836I just watched your video agian, you are my homie and don't even know me 🔥🔥🔥🤯💥😎

  • @kennethlame80
    @kennethlame80 28 днів тому

    Holy hell, Dax is the voice for so many. Thank you for saying what so many people are screaming.

  • @anthonylopez8288
    @anthonylopez8288 5 місяців тому +140

    Nobody wants it to be… but the answer really is and always will be Jesus!!! 2 years sober with my kids loving their daddy again!!!🙏💜🙌🏽✝️💯💪🏽

    • @JenniferRodriguez-b9x
      @JenniferRodriguez-b9x 5 місяців тому +9

      God bless you and your family! I'm so suicidal, it's not even funny, cuz I don't have ANY FRIENDS OR FAMILY! IM ALONE, AND AM SO TIRED OF BEING STRONG! IM DONE

    • @JenniferRodriguez-b9x
      @JenniferRodriguez-b9x 5 місяців тому +6

      You NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE UNTIL ITS GONE!

    • @eppssrshawn
      @eppssrshawn 4 місяці тому +1

      Congrats on that!!

    • @philgood9263
      @philgood9263 4 місяці тому +1

      Thats good stuff bro!

    • @philgood9263
      @philgood9263 4 місяці тому +1

      ​@@JenniferRodriguez-b9xive been in the same boat just recently my whole world crashed around me and i even blamed God at the time. I just didnt know he had a plan. He then blessed me when i least expected it. Just hang in there and have faith he will make things better because he will. It will get better i promise, hang in there

  • @joeywilliams3633
    @joeywilliams3633 3 місяці тому +29

    I swear Jesus took over my you tube tonight. I SOOOO NEEDED THIS

  • @johnnyedwards8428
    @johnnyedwards8428 2 місяці тому +2

    Brother,I've made it 51 years, and tired isn't the word for it. I was sitting here with a hook blade to my wrist earlier. Pulling it down my arm. I feel like can't keep going, but I'm too damn mean to quit. I feel this down deep keep up the kick ass tunes bro. 🔥🔥🔥

  • @tiffanyd1528
    @tiffanyd1528 5 місяців тому +5

    Love this song, everyone should listen to this. It also hits home. Keep your head up brother 💪

  • @shaunbasso1000
    @shaunbasso1000 6 місяців тому +5

    This is a hit....this song should be everywhere

    • @timothymac6836
      @timothymac6836  5 місяців тому +2

      I feel the same, let’s keep pushing!!

  • @KariThompson-kn4pd
    @KariThompson-kn4pd Місяць тому

    Always keep going. I think alot of people can relate to this song.

  • @bmerrittful
    @bmerrittful 3 місяці тому +4

    Fire song bro! life is peaks and valleys so just hang tight riding those valleys bc you always come back up.

  • @tasha10136
    @tasha10136 3 місяці тому +1

    Love it keep doing what you are doing

  • @MikeHimmel-t4z
    @MikeHimmel-t4z 2 місяці тому +2

    Damn you speak some truth in that song

  • @bngracious2me
    @bngracious2me 2 місяці тому

    God, we need you. Im so tired broken yet blessed and not alone. I pray for my family loved ones, pastors there wives neighbors any enemies. Thank you thar im not drinking today most days now. Long road. I praise God. ❤

  • @whathanavorn4870
    @whathanavorn4870 2 місяці тому +4

    This is how I feel everyday, it’s just a matter of time for me

  • @cirarivera6338
    @cirarivera6338 3 місяці тому +1

    Great song Blessings to all! Timothy you need someone to hear you I'm hear from NYC Blessings ❤😊.

  • @ShianLawson-z7d
    @ShianLawson-z7d 3 місяці тому +1

    God please help me you know my prayers and my strongholds!😢 I love my kids and I need your help father 🙏

  • @conniehuizar9342
    @conniehuizar9342 3 місяці тому

    Praying to god he gets me through a lot of struggles staying strong for my self and my kids lost my kids father 10 yrs ago and then lost my daughter it will be 2 yrs Nov 10 a few days after my birthday life been a struggle with out there dad a car and my medical problems I seem like life gets harder with so much pain I pray to god he keeps me going for my kids who are now adults but I still have to be here for my grandkids as well who my daughter left who I worry so much about 🙏❤️

  • @brianreid4410
    @brianreid4410 5 місяців тому +2

    Such a good song 🙏

  • @rickychandler4200
    @rickychandler4200 5 місяців тому +6

    Just found your music, and my god does this song hit home brother...right down to it!

  • @donnataylor8340
    @donnataylor8340 3 місяці тому

    Short term pain for long term gain praise you lord thank you Jesus amen 🙏

  • @soniacanales163
    @soniacanales163 4 місяці тому +1

    No wonder you’re so tiered …you’re damning it instead of fighting spiritual warfare…we only make things deeper than they seem 🗣️JESUS is the solution ❤

    • @thedon8613
      @thedon8613 4 місяці тому +1

      I want to meet him sooner than later. I'm not worthy, and I do believe, but this war is over

  • @KellyJo-qn3jm
    @KellyJo-qn3jm Місяць тому

    Imagine sitting alone, grieving over your soul mate that you lost that was living this song to the tee, then kooking up and seeing that the singer has the same name as the person you lost. RIP ,Timothy Scott Mackin 12/20/2979- 04/23/2020. 😊

  • @ShillowskyWoods
    @ShillowskyWoods 2 місяці тому

    Love this song

  • @Danceonem1tyme
    @Danceonem1tyme 27 днів тому +1

    Boy i felt that

  • @mistymiller5013
    @mistymiller5013 6 місяців тому +2

    This is awesome!!!!!! Hits so close to home.🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥keep em coming and you already know🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @melaniehaynes4033
    @melaniehaynes4033 5 місяців тому +4

    I felt this to my core. Here I am struggling after brain surgery months into recovery. I feel lost most days. Watching things in my life fall apart. All I can do is watch and pray God has me.

  • @rainfieldmusic
    @rainfieldmusic 2 місяці тому +1

    I identify 👍
    Great tune brother 🙌

  • @DanielRosén-t8u
    @DanielRosén-t8u 3 місяці тому +3

    Good damn song

    • @michaelr42
      @michaelr42 3 місяці тому

      There's always a better day coming. Please don't give up.

  • @Mylou-v5n
    @Mylou-v5n 4 місяці тому +5

    These boys hit you where it hurts. On the real, its what we need. The only answer is Him. PHILIPPIANS 4:13

  • @gailgrant3209
    @gailgrant3209 5 місяців тому +2

    Deep! Relatable to millions. TY

  • @robinrenee1802
    @robinrenee1802 2 місяці тому +2

    So damn tired 🔥 🥀🔥

  • @MuseGoddessBaby
    @MuseGoddessBaby 4 місяці тому +4

    We’re all tired. They want us like that. Separate and divide. Head up chest out soldier. I got you ♥️ fights not over yet stay strong & sober.

  • @SharonSamu
    @SharonSamu 3 місяці тому

    wow you nailed it ☝👌

  • @hollysnydertaggart4605
    @hollysnydertaggart4605 2 місяці тому

    Wow! Powerful! Thank you!

  • @SHAUN-GFROMDAVALLEY
    @SHAUN-GFROMDAVALLEY Місяць тому +1

    Yo T-MAC you went hard on dis one homie. One love from the CORA ❤

  • @stevenclark5682
    @stevenclark5682 19 днів тому

    Good heart vibe. I know the feel used do all the stuff to numb my past

  • @CharlesShankosky-m7q
    @CharlesShankosky-m7q 2 місяці тому +1

    Don't give up, it won't be long ,just be ready ❤

  • @ShaunRuble
    @ShaunRuble 2 місяці тому

    ❤ Amazing Song Right Here. Amen

  • @crystalboucher8765
    @crystalboucher8765 2 місяці тому +1

    I've been feeling this way for a while now can't seem to pull myself out this time.

  • @beartoothtuner1891
    @beartoothtuner1891 2 місяці тому

    Thanks Timothy.

  • @brittniewesley2865
    @brittniewesley2865 24 дні тому

    Love the ford 💙.

  • @michellegeldart5062
    @michellegeldart5062 2 місяці тому +1

    I'm sitting in a parking lot right now its 5:21 a.m. I am almost 9 nearest clean and sober and I I have not had it easy the whole time it started at 7 months over when I found my son dead on my couch at 22 years old I found him it was the day after Christmas on the 26th 2016 I was never the same I will never be the same I know he went with God my higher power ahead of me that's okay I never got mad never got mad at God I thanked him for taking my son home before me it's okay it's okay it's just I can't see him I can't feel him I can't hear him physically but I feel him internally living within me almost like I have two Heartbeats I was pregnant with him once for nine months I know what it feels like to have him inside me I remember I feel it all over again since he's been gone he's inside me but in a different location he's in my heart and at times it feels like there's two heart beating at opposite times sometimes I crave all dressed chips I never liked them he did I eat them at least one bag a year all at once I think it's him wanting those chips it's amazing how God can show you signs and wonders and it just leaves you in in a way that you just can't fathom how that just happened or how this happened or that could you look at it like miracles like how everything fits together like a puzzle puzzle you built a million times but it was torn up by the world and the people in it and yourself me being my worst enemy now the higher power in the in my life he's putting all the pieces in I don't even have to stand there and do anything anymore he does the puzzle he puts all the pieces where they're supposed to go I don't even have to do anything all I have to do is follow him it's the easiest walk of my life because I trust who is guiding me I don't even have to doubt not for a minute even when bad things happen I think you're bad they may actually be good they may actually be what his will is and maybe what bad may be good to take what was wrong and turn it around and use it maybe he needs to use me for all the other mothers out there that lose their children he has a will for me kids will is perfect and his timing is always perfect everything is always perfect with him I may not always understand it as it goes but when I look back and I said wow oh my goodness that's why that happened oh my goodness that's why that happened wow all I can say is wow and and it just seems like the Earthly things just all melts away and My Eyes Are Fixed On Heavenly things My Eyes Are Fixed On the lord they're fixed on him his purpose his will for my life is so much bigger than anything Earthly I was interested with my son when he was born when he was born I was told by God that he was mine for a time being that I that God trusted me to raise him the best I could you know to give him the best I could and I did that and he got to go home first he had a dream when he was 8 years old and he came running in my room and he's like Mommy Mommy I had a dream I said what was it he said Mommy I was really really big and I was building you a mansion and the light that was busting out of that kid was just so bright you know I didn't even have my light on in my room and my room was lit I'll never forget that but I did forget it for a long time but I only remembered it after his funeral God gifted me with our memory of Brandon's dream when he was 8 years old you know and that gave me my answer I bet you he's building me the best biggest mansion out of gold there's so much to look forward to you know if you look at the world that we live in right now and you know you might see a lot of negative you might see a lot of what you think is bad you know fix your eyes on the father moving forward he's 10 ft in front of you he is looking over his right shoulder and he said come with me come with me child follow me you're 40 years around the mountain are done there'll be no more of you veering off on your own child it's my will not yours now I revealed that my will for your life to you and you will work for me now and what you will do will be to help people and you will never stop and I'm so grateful for that today moving forward in my recovery I really see the will of God in my life and I see it I'm supposed to help others it's a big job that he has given me but I am so grateful I'm so grateful for my life I'm so grateful to be able to have discernment and to be able to clearly see who is of him and who is not of him and who is of him who is not of him they may both be part of his will for me moving forward I can't judge anybody I really can't I don't put my opinion in on everybody and what they're doing in their lives you know but I know that I have to act the best I can and to be a representation of who my father is and what he is and he is love that is what he is this is long I know I'm sorry I maybe shouldn't have put this on here but you know I just needed someone to talk to at this time and to get my thoughts straight about my heart of power and they are right where they're supposed to be at this moment I wish you all recovery I wish I wish you all recovery don't ever give up your recovery is dependent on your spiritual condition daily put God first take Jesus's guidance allow the Holy Spirit to enter you feel happy take in the Holy Spirit feel the Holy Spirit allow it to come call for it you're all children of God and you have the authority as his children to use Jesus's name for your protection against Darkness you also have the right to cast out any darkness in the name of Jesus Christ and third you must read scripture it is your armor you're only defense read scripture aloud speak it in the name of Jesus Christ anyway all of this was on my heart I hope it helps someone God bless like-minded people who walk the Narrow Path

  • @ScarsandShadows
    @ScarsandShadows 2 місяці тому

    Heard this on 15th Bend. This is magnificent. So beautiful. ❤‍🔥❤‍🔥❤‍🔥

  • @Kelly-l7l5z
    @Kelly-l7l5z Місяць тому

    Oh how I know that feeling!😢

  • @jamescurtiss0
    @jamescurtiss0 5 місяців тому +6

    Once he sees himself in the mirror under the waterfall the water begins to flow upwards. Brilliance.

    • @timothymac6836
      @timothymac6836  4 місяці тому +1

      thank you 🙏

    • @answers3711
      @answers3711 4 місяці тому

      @@timothymac6836please continue to make this kind of music…. So many men feel this and can’t express themselves to some as they will be looked at as being weak…. This is a powerful song. I’m a female and was raised as my brother to toughen up and my brother is no longer here 😢

  • @helderpimentel5539
    @helderpimentel5539 26 днів тому

    Great song

  • @razorbackgal4421
    @razorbackgal4421 Місяць тому

    ❤❤❤❤FIRE🎉🎉🎉

  • @IrieVibez0520
    @IrieVibez0520 3 місяці тому

    Listen to this at 6am. I needed this. Thank you Timothy Mac

  • @AJ-Goober
    @AJ-Goober 2 місяці тому

    Good song!!

  • @TinaNormand
    @TinaNormand Місяць тому

    Love this song I can relate plus he so handsome

  • @Arnie63
    @Arnie63 3 місяці тому +1

    I feel this song soooo much

  • @chaubinbear
    @chaubinbear 5 місяців тому +4

    🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @AtxBigdog
    @AtxBigdog 5 місяців тому +1

    On replay 💯💯💯❤️‍🔥

  • @DoctoralCandidateReneePurdie
    @DoctoralCandidateReneePurdie 4 місяці тому

    This voice ... and the song help heal those broken 💔 places.

  • @angellowrey4827
    @angellowrey4827 5 місяців тому +5

    For those who here this song it hits the truth in every point the waterfall going backwards is how it is when you see yourself to relize your problems to make a change it’s like a second chance to see who you really are so keep your heads up stay strong spread this song around

  • @susangullion.7844
    @susangullion.7844 4 місяці тому +1

    I love this song. When you said its hard to run from when it rins in family " brother I lost it! 😢 bawling like a baby. ❤ thank God i got clean off herion 17 years ago. Suboxen free since October 11, 2023. That was hard man!
    Oh wow today is 1 year of subs. Thank u Jesus!!
    Yesterday 18 year old son sent me your song im not okay. He said, "my eyes are glossy because that is the perfect song explains my mom.' Keep doing your thing jelly roll!! ❤❤

  • @nichloasgillis1907
    @nichloasgillis1907 6 місяців тому +4

    Just how I feel love this song

  • @RhiannonLeslie-i8c
    @RhiannonLeslie-i8c Місяць тому

    Thank you for this. I can feel your pain in this song. Didn't think I was going to cry. I'm spending Xmas Eve in my car, alone. I'm so mad because I've been hacked stolen from and have loads of proof even had death threat yet people won't even look. Ppl want to put me in psych ward before even looking at my mail. Talk about feeling unsupported. I'm very indecisive, usually. Today I've never been so sure yet nobody will even fkn look much less help!!!!

  • @MicaelaCarbajal-p6m
    @MicaelaCarbajal-p6m 3 місяці тому

    ❤ I relate 1 hundred percent bro. My mind has been in the darkest place since o was 2 years old.

  • @mariahorn9697
    @mariahorn9697 2 місяці тому +1

    😊

  • @JensonJarvis12
    @JensonJarvis12 6 місяців тому +3

    This is really good bro! The music, the acting, the story, it all is dope!🔥💯

  • @zackeletonfh8940
    @zackeletonfh8940 2 місяці тому

    I felt this! So sick of being in pain!

  • @sethriley6371
    @sethriley6371 3 місяці тому

    I am so glad to hear nova in her natural voice love it and lo e you guys. Never a disappointment

  • @PaulSink
    @PaulSink 2 місяці тому

    Great music.Keep at it !!Will be needing more like this for sure .

  • @DerekSwartz-p1d
    @DerekSwartz-p1d 3 місяці тому +3

    This is Derek in Columbus Ohio and I lived this song and I couldn't perform this track any better myself