Our GESTATIONAL SURROGACY JOURNEY Has Come To An End // Infertility SUCKS!
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- Опубліковано 13 гру 2020
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Our GESTATIONAL SURROGACY JOURNEY Has Come To An End // Infertility SUCKS!
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Hi friends,
Finally sharing a long overdue update.
Thanks again for your kind support and love.
xo
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OUR TTC BACKGROUND:
~ Married - May 2013
~ Conceived naturally after a couple months trying, ended in missed miscarriage at 9w4d - Oct 2014
~ D&C
~ Laparoscopy surgery after 1 unsuccessful year of TTC following first miscarriage - Nov 2015
~ Surgery revealed blocked tubes due to infection following D&C
~ Conceived naturally prior to starting IVF, ended in another missed miscarriage at 7w6d- Feb 2016
~ Another D&C
~ Conceived naturally again prior to starting IVF, ended in chemical pregnancy- March 2016
~ IVF egg retrieval #1 - April 2016
~ Fresh embryo transfer ended in chemical pregnancy with 0 embryos frozen
~ IVF egg retrieval #2 - June 2016
~ Fresh embryo transfer ended in chemical pregnancy with 1 embryo frozen
~ Conceived naturally, slow rising HCG & ended in blighted ovum - Sept 2016
~ Yet another D&C
~ FET #1, never happened as our 1 frozen embryo didn't survive the thawing process - Dec 2016
~ IVF egg retrieval #3 - May 2017
~ FET #2- September 2017 - Heartbreaking BFN with PGS normal embryo...
~ Another Laparoscopy & Hysteroscopy surgery - November 2017.... TUBES NO LONGER BLOCKED!
~ DQ Alpha gene partial match - unexplained infertility FINALLY explained! = alloimmune implantation dysfunction
~ IVF egg retrieval #4 - June 2019 - total fertlization failure
~ IVF egg retrieval #5 - September 2019 - 2 PGS normal embryos frozen
~ Gestational surrogacy process started - Nov 2019
~ Gestational surrogacy application hearing to get approval - March 2020
~ FET preparation with gestational surrogate - March 2020
~ Gestational Surrogacy FET #1 with PGS tested embryo - April 2020 - chemical pregnancy
~ Gestational Surrogacy FET #2 with PGS tested embryo - August 2020 - miscarriage at 6w
~ Gestational Surrogacy FET #3 with untested hatching embryo - Oct 2020 - BFN
After 8 pregnancy losses, 11 surgeries, (including egg collections), & 6.5 long years of receiving constant bad news, we are so ready to finally hold our longed for rainbow baby in our arms! - Розваги
So sorry for these years of endurance Celeste. And the toll this is taking. Having watched every video you have uploaded it is so disheartening to see that your much wanted baby is still not here - and I know we will never be able to fully comprehend all that you and Tim go through. It's heartbreaking. I'm so glad you are looking at other options to become the mother you so deserve to be - and not just to your precious angels. Truly, words cannot express how sad this all is. I know you don't, but never lose sight of your beautiful marriage, friendships and inner strength and beauty. I know these have all been tested and it is not always easy but I truly believe we will see this journey have such a positive turn of events and this current upset will not endure forever. Lots of love. X
Thank your so much for your beautiful heartfelt message ♥️
My heart hurts with you celeste... Prayers and hugs for whatever your journey looks like next year ❤️
I can't fathom the sheer number of hurdles the universe has erected in front of you. I hope you and Tim find peace in whatever you decide. Wishing you strength (and I think you also already have so much strength!).
I struggle to fathom it, too... seems never ending! Thank you for your kind words ♥️
Wishing you nothing but comfort and clarity at this time💕 Love and healing sent yalls way❤️
I went thru years of infertility (many, many years ago) and you never forget that journey. Praying that 2021 is your year!!
I’ve shed so many tears for you Celeste. Your strength and the way you carry yourself through all the heartache and sadness is truly incredible. I think of you and your journey often and hope one day you are blessed with your rainbow so very soon. Keeping you in my prayers always ❤️
I cant ever imagine being in your place... you and tim are so strong all this time. I can only send love and prayers 🙏
I'm so sorry surrogacy didn't work out for you Celeste, it breaks my heart how much you've had to go through 😢 Sending you and Tim lots of love and hugs 🥰🤗💖🌈 Xxx
I hope one day you are gifted with more than you’ve ever dreamed or imagined! You truly deserve it! 🌈
Thank yoy Celeste for your video. My heart weeps for you and Tim. You are a courageous woman for shedding a light into the infertility world that many, many people don't understand. You have been my strenth in this relentlessly heartbreaking journey. Please take the time to look after your mind and body.
The fact you’ve shared your journey and continue to do so is amazing. I’m certain you’ve helped so many just by your experiences and others knowing infertility is unfortunately common. It took my husband and I 8 years, back in the early 90’s, and I wish I’d had support throughout those days, months, years. Despite your heartache you still share. Bless you and your husband. You are always in the back of my mind and definitely in my daily prayers. From half way around the world. 🥰
My heart breaks for you and Tim. I am sending you prayers for peace and clarity and most of all success on your journey in the new year!!!
I’m so sorry Celeste. Sending so much love and keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Will always support you ❤️
Sending all the love and prayers to you and Tim.
I’m so sorry you’ve all faced these struggles, but thank you for sharing 💗 I still believe without a doubt you will look down at your little one one day and know this pain was part of the journey that while you hated you’d do all over again...
Thank you for continuing to share your journey with such generosity of spirit. I know so many women have found strength from your strength. I’m so sorry.
I am really admired. I don't know anyone who would have such a difficult path to motherhood. most people would have given up on the way. I admire you for your persistence
Teared up hearing all you've been through. I have so much compassion for women and couples that are in the ttc journey. I wish you didn't have to endure these heartaches. Sending you a virtual hug, and wishing, hoping, and praying for you.
You are so strong Celeste. I know the decisions you make going forward will be difficult, but we wish you nothing but the best ❤️
Prayers for peace and clarity in whatever path you decide.
We all wrap our arms around you in the biggest, warmest hug Celeste. xx
I am so sorry for all that yall have gone through. My heart hurts for you guys and I am praying so incredibly hard for guidance, comfort, love sent, and for acceptance of his great plan.
Sending you love and light.
Whatever comes next for you, thank you for sharing your journey with us thus far.
Thank you xx
Life can seem so cruel sometimes 💔 You and Tim have been dealt way more that your fair share of hurdles and disappointment. Glad to hear there are more options in the pipeline. Christmas wishes to you both 🎄✨
I hate that I’m mourning with you instead of rejoicing. I wish things were different. You deserve all the best, Celeste. Don’t understand why things can’t go right. So incredibly sorry. ☹️
I’m so exhausted by it all... wish things were different too. Thanks so much, Emily ♥️
@@TimandCeleste sending love, always ❤️
What a lovely comment Emily 😊 xx
Thank you for sharing this with us. I am so incredibly sorry that you and Tim have to experience this difficult journey. I am hopeful for you two still as it seems you have options planned out for yourselves for the new year. You have so many people rooting for you and praying for you 🙏🏻 Sending you so much love and baby dust 💕✨
I’m so sorry this chapter has ended for you guys. I’ve had such a bad week this week with continued infertility bad news and genuinely one of my first thoughts was to come to your channel and seek some support from your videos as you have so generously shared your story over the years. Although it of course isn’t much consolation, you should know that you continue to help and support others in bravely sharing your story. It certainly helps me to feel less alone. Praying for your next chapter, whatever it may be. 🧡 wishing you all the best xx
This means so much to me, thank you. I’m sorry you’ve had a terrible week. Wishing you all the best for the coming year, too ♥️😘
You give so much to so many by just sharing your story. Thank you Celeste ☺️
❤ love and support from Canada ❤ I started following you during our 5yr infertility journey and I wish I could tell you that what worked for us would work for you but your journey is your own. I wish you and Tim all the best in 2021, no matter what direction you take ❤
We are here always to support you, such a lovely person, we are all wishing you the best in any decision you make xxx
Celeste and Tim you have been through so much and you continue to persevere. Always hold onto your dream to grow your family. Just know you are surrounded by so many people who love and are praying for you. I will not stop praying for you two. You are a blessing to us all and we treasure your openness. You are strong and loved. I pray for the journey ahead.❤️🙏🏻
Sending you so much love and prayers. This is heartbreaking. Im currently going through secondary infertility myself. Your so strong for what you've been going through, always remember that
Uggh my heart breaks for all of you. Infertility drains you to the core. I am so sorry for all you have been through. I am thinking of you and Tim as you work towards the next step in your journey. Thank you for being incredibly brave and sharing your story
I so appreciate your transparency and information through all of your videos. Our hearts are with you and Tim 💛 xoxo
You and Tim continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Although it’s great to see you on I wish you had better news. I am so sorry. You and Tim have to do what’s best for you no matter what anyone says. You are such an amazing lovely lady. Wishing you the best!!💜💜
Hi Celeste, I'm in awe of your strength. It's not like you have a choice, but you are a fierce warrior. How you got through the video without crying, is beyond me. Sending you lots of love and strength, thank you for reminding me I'm not alone. Here is your reminder that you aren't either. ❤️
Always here cheering you on! I’m sorry you’re in this situation. It’s a total mind $&@#!!
Oh My heart ❤ new subbie here. I am so sorry for all you and your husband and your friend have been through. I can hear your heart cry through this whole video. I know this has been emotionally, physically, and mentally overwhelming. I can't believe your question wasn't taken with the seriousness needed to prevent the results you guys have been receiving, that's crazy! My husband and I have been struggling with infertility for 7 years and we're doing our first embryo transfer in January 2021 and I am learning to trust my gut and my voice in this process too. Infertility sucks man....
Hi C. I’ve gone thru infertility since 2012 and after so many treatments and procedures our rainbow baby arrived this year so pleaseee. Stay positive and keep on moving forward the way I got thru it was with the attitude of okay what’s the next step and kept on moving forward and not looking back. Praying you find the answers and become the mother you deserve to be. Also all the pain and tears I went thru I don’t remember because the love and joy will overcome allllll of what you’re going thru right now. God bless.
That is so true. As years pass that is the only way to survive it. One foot in front of the other to keep moving forward. We do not have luxury of time. But when success happens (no matter how one finally gets there), you realize that the baby you have in your arms is the baby you were always meant to have. I never could have imagined my steps to motherhood. Never. Crazy enough I am now grateful for what I went through because if I didn't have the courage to continue, I wouldn't have my exact children. And being without my exact children is unfathomable. They are my everything.
I’m so sorry this path hasn’t worked for you both. It must be incredibly difficult battling so many unknowns. Thinking of you both as you embark on 2021, and this new journey. Sending love and light. 🤍
Wishing you all the best ❤️ there is so much to consider in this infertility journey and I hope you find peace in your decisions for your next steps.
My heart hurts for you so much listening to you share such personal and vulnerable experiences with your subscribers. My husband and I have been TTC for a year and a half and this journey has brought such emotional pain upon us that it now feels physical. Not something anyone could understand unless they’d also been down the road of hundreds of negative tests - and then in others cases, IVF, loss, and more. I’m so upset for you. To want something so badly, to do everything in our power to try and make it happen to come up with let downs is just some of the worst pain imaginable. I’m so sorry you’re having to go down this road. I’m praying for you.
The most beautiful words have already been written here. I can only add that I have no doubt that one day you and Tim will get your miracle baby. You will find the way. It will be okay. Sending lots of love✨❤️
I am so sorry that you're dealing with all this! Infertility sucks so much! I just want to wish you the best of luck no matter what you and Tim decide!
Hey lovely, I’m 4 years into my journey also. I’m in my 2 week wait on our 3rd IUI, it’s a long heartbreaking road but I’m sure it’ll all be worth it in the end, sending all my love and prays to you and Tim 💖
Sending lots of love to you and Tim! Found your station shortly after we started our journey! I too failed every time! I have three pgs tested abnormal embryos left, in my 40’s now and I’m just mentally stuck! I know your pain well!! Sending lots of love!!
We support you Celeste! Looking forward to buying your book soon 😊
I am so sorry this has been so hard. Sending you love, hope, and prayers 💜
I'm so upset for you guys, I've been following you since I started IVF in 2018 & was inspired by your strength & honesty. I was rooting for you every step & it's awful that things have gone this way :( I hope next year opens the door on a fresh idea that you're happy with & will finally give you that precious rainbow baby xx
My heart hurts. I’ve been praying for years for you and Tim. You are still in my prayers. Especially during these difficult times.
I’ve been following you for several years now, but I’ve never commented. I found you after I had a miscarriage, and I’ve had you on my heart since then. I check every few days to see if you’ve updated! Just know you have friends all over this world that are fully supporting you and your journey and to ignore the negative people! You are such an incredibly strong and amazing woman! Hugs ❤️
As always sending you love. So truly sorry this journey has not been the ending you hoped for xx
Ohh, Celeste, my heart aches for you and Tim. I had so hoped this would be the way forward for you both. Sending you lots of hugs and love from the USA.
I'm so sorry I will continue to send love and light your way for wherever your journey goes from here. ❤
I am so sorry for all you've had to endure. I so admire your strength and selflessness in sharing your story. Your videos help me feel I'm not alone in this endless IVF struggle (recurrent implantation failure, 7 failed transfers/miscarriages, no children, etc). I deeply relate to the pain in your voice at the mention of not hearing from your clinic. The quietness after a failed transfer is utterly heartbreaking. Infertility is painful and unfair and it steals so much from you. Whatever you decide to do moving forward, I truly believe it will bring you the success you so badly deserve. Until then, I will be in your corner supporting you, wishing you strength and sending all the positive vibes your way. Xx
I’m sorry for all you’ve had to endure also... and it is utterly heartbreaking. Sending all my love & best wishes for the new year ahead ♥️🙏🏼
Ugh I am so incredibly sorry! I can’t imagine how frustrating it was to learn about the natural killer cells. I admire your bravery and perseverance Celeste. Many hugs and prayers to you and Tim ❤️
I'm so sorry you have had to go down this path in life and all of your losses. I think about you and Tim often and I wish there was an answer to this all. 💕
My heart aches with you...Sending you strength and wisdom to get the answers you need to become the wonderful parents you will be:)
I cannot imagine the pain that you are going through and have endured, but more so I cannot fathom the bravery and strength of character it takes to meet these hardships and continue to fight for what you want. I am in absolute awe of you. In many years, when your heart has healed through motherhood, I hope you consider a new career/niche of infertility liaison/advocate that works on women’s behalf to understand, interpret and push for appropriate treatments and diagnostics. I,like you and many others lost so much time because I followed the drs orders instead of my own judgement and instinct. After two years of treatment, my husband finally insisted on a specific test that led to my diagnosis and we were ultimately successful because of this knowledge. I was so angry that I had been ignored for 2 years.
Thank you for your very kind words! There’s definitely a hole in the process and lack of knowledge so many couples have to navigate through - it’s heartbreaking... so much time lost 💔 Glad you finally had success 😘
You are one strong woman. Keep pushing forward; the right road will emerge. Sending love from the U.K. 💕
Sending loads of love your way...I hope you get your beautiful miracle soon.
The tears are spilling as I listen. I wish I could give you a huge hug and just do something to help or make you feel better !! 😞❤️🙏
im so sorry your going through this heartache . really hope next year is a better year for you.
I’m so sorry surrogacy wasn’t the answer for you guys 💔 I am so sorry for all you are going through currently! I truly understand on the deepest level what you’re both going through! I went through 6 and 1/2 years of my own fertility journey and I’m so glad every time that voice in my head said “just give up” I quieted it and said “No! I won’t!” Because if I listen to that voice I wouldn’t be holding my now 10 month old beautiful baby girl! Just don’t give up! You’re time is coming! And I’m praying that 2021 is the year of miracles for you and your family! Much love 💞🌈🤱🏼
This video breaks my heart. Thinking of you both and wishing you all the luck in the world with however you choose to move forward ❤️
Oh Celeste. My heart is shattered for you. I know how badly you want this. I hope you always remember no matter what path you take, that you are still a mother ❤️ Sending you so much love!!!!
Sending so much love your way. So so sorry for all you’ve been through ❤️
I've been following your story for a long time now and I'm so sorry that surrogacy hasn't worked for you ... Life can be so un fair and I am honestly rooting for you ... I can't wait in the future to see you with your baby ... It will happen ❤️ xxx
I’m someone who has had a infertility and ivf battle .. I do understand what you mean when people try and tell you what you shouldn’t do.
Our journeys are all so unique and different.
I hope you guys get your miracle x
Sending you so much love. I pray you can find clarity to make the best choice and finally hold your baby in your arms. ❤️
My whole entire heart feels for u and your husband sending so much love hope and well wishes xxx
i, too, have been following your journey for years now. Attention must be paid to honor your continued diligence, focus and courage as you have faced such heartbreak. Please know your journey is understood by many - one follower of your channel might have known the anger, another the continued loss, and still another possibly the heartbreak of not yet being a parent. Please know that this “club” of which many of us are unwilling members cares, supports and reaches out to you and your dear Tim with hope and comfort.
Thank you so much ♥️
I was waiting for this update. I really thought liv was the solution. So many questions, so many unanswered. Infertility does in fact suck but I’m hopeful because you haven’t given up.... prayers are with you and Tim.
Sending so much love to you and Tim and wishing the best for whichever way your journey takes you both 💗💗💗
My heart breaks for you all... Infertility not only affects the couple at hand but all your family as well. I only hope that at some point things finally work in your favour. Wishing you and Tim a Happy Christmas 🎄 even though 2020 hasn’t been the best for you. 🌸🐨🌸
I’m so incredibly sorry that you have all had to go through this. I wish there was anything I could do or say to take this pain away from you. 💕
You truly are amazing , wonderful things will come your way because you deserve it - thank you for your videos ( you do them so well) . All the very best xxxxccxx
You’re so brave. All you’ve been through will serve as a love letter to your future child.
so sorry love!! sending you so much light and healing ♥️
My heart is hurting for you both. I am sending everything I possibly can your way. Love, prayers and kisses x
I'm so sorry and heartbroken for you and your husband and that this didn't work. I was so hopeful with you. Prayers and love and wisdom for the future. Will never stop hoping and praying for your future baby. 💗
I'm praying for you and have a deep feeling that everything will be turn out right soon♥️
I admire you so much Celeste you are one gutsy woman and truly an inspiration to all women.. thanks for sharing your Journey.. I am very selfish in hoping you continue pushing for your dream.. ♥️
I’m so sorry. All my love ❤️ please never give up hope, you are going to be the best mum and Tim will be the best dad
Keep pushing for answers xx
My heart is just breaking for you and Tim and Liv.....you've all been through way too much. Sending you all cyber hugs. There's just nothing else to add, except to agree with you....infertility SUCKS!
You are in my thoughts often! Sending you love and support ❤ 💗 xx
Oh Celeste. My heart aches for you sweetheart. I have so much hope for your future. You and Tim are such an amazing team. You're such a lovely person and I pray that this happens for you both
So much love from me to you ♥️♥️♥️ You are not alone. The endless sea of feelings and emotions is difficult to navigate...
You are such a beautiful, strong soul girlfriend ♥️👌🥰 I am wrapping my virtual arms around you. With love from a friend in Canada 🇨🇦
In 2016 I listened to your updates on the way to so many IVF appointments. You kept me going and I thought if she can get through this so can I. That year I did 3 rounds of IVF and finally got my second miracle baby in the Summer of 2017.
I don’t know what I would do in your shoes now! So many hard decisions have already been made. I hope so much that whatever route you choose you get your baby in the end. I feel like you deserve surprise twins or something !! 👶🏼👶🏼 You are in my thoughts and prayers...fingers crossed that a miracle is just around the corner. ❤️
I'm so sorry this path did not work out for you. You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I'm praying that your little one comes home to you soon, however, he/she comes into your lives, they will be so loved.
Prayers for answers, for peace, for clarity and most of all for a healthy beautiful baby!!
I’m so sorry! 😥 This most be so hardt for you and Tim. I wish you all the best in the new year, and I hope with all my heart that this is the year your dream becomes true! ❤️
Nice to see you Celeste! I have been thinking of you, hoping you were okay. The killer cell information is a kick in the guts. I’m so sorry to hear that. I agree with you about all possibilities should have been covered. Even as a lay person you suspected this so it makes me wonder about the medical community!? They failed you, at your expense. So you are on pause while you reconsider and think things through. You’ll know when the time is right. I wish you nothing but the best.❤️
You have gone through a lot. ❤️ I pray for what ever choice you and Tim made.
I'm so glad to see an update. My heart hurts for you. 🫂
Wishing you and your husband all the best in whatever you choose to do. We support you guys 😉. All the best
Wishing you and Tim nothing but love and peace 💗
What a journey of ups and downs it’s been for you all. My thoughts and prayers are with you al this time.
I’m so sorry Celeste. I hope you get some clarity around where to from here. Thinking of you and Tim 💛🌻
Sending so much love and light your way. The biggest virtual hugs to you and yours 💗
I'm so so sorry.. I'm not going to EVER tell you what you should do! Your so right it's so sensitive and so HARD to go through loss so many times over! I had 7 miscarriages and everyone being sweet or not try to tell you what you should try and what worked for them and you do get so regrets and wished you pushed harder! Please give yourself some grace and just love on each other x I do have two miracle baby boys and I just want you to know I know what the loss and regret is like.. just please please give yourself grace.. it's not easy but you and Tim need to love on each other too x