Animash - Can You Hear Me Now (vent/tribute)

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These last 6 months have been HEAVY. A lot has been going on, but letting 3 of my furry-four legged siblings go one by one has been more than my little heart can bare. I think I've cried all my tears yet the tears keep falling.
Today, we had to put our precious baby-doll, Mai Mai down.....out of all the pets I've had to say goodbye too, hers was the hardest, ugliest, most painful one of all. Two months ago, out of nowhere, Mai was diagnosed with one of the most aggressive, invasive cancers. It suddenly made every moment with her indescribably valuable, joyful, but also heart wrenching at the same time. Knowing everything was to be her last....I can't....believe she's gone, it doesn't seem real. She's been such a vibrant part of our family since 2011. We loved her like no other dog, and she loved us even more.
I started this video not long after receiving the news. I finished it over this past weekend, as if, signaling that the time was near. sobs
Sorry this is such a terribly edited, raw vid, but that's how I'm feeling right now, and I honestly didn't have a lot of time to edit it with work and contract VFX work. This song is from a movie called Letters to God. I've never seen the film, but I stumbled across the music video several years ago, and I've been saving it for someone dear to me. The movie deals with a mother losing her son to cancer, so it seemed appropriate to make a vid for my pets who all recently passed away due to cancer.
First was my beautiful tortoiseshell, India (or Indigo) She passed away December 16th, 2021, from a cancer that started in her eye.
Next was Cuddles (or "Big Mama".) She developed a cancer in her mouth and we had to put her down April 18th 2022.
If you'd like to learn more about them you can read the pinned comment below, but I won't labor it here.
Forgive me if I do not reply to any comments....I'm not even sure if I can watch this vid again, at least for awhile. Im also not sure if I will leave this vid public or not, its so sad and personal. For some reason it feels like the next right thing to do. I guess thats why I do it.
I didn't know what thumbnail to make for this either, so I'm just going with what YT gives me.
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🎬 Video #202
🎼 Footage: How To Train Your Dragon 2-3, Frozen 1-2, Inside Out, Bambi 1-2, Brother Bear, Lion King, SpiderVerse, Tangled, Raya & The Last Dragon, Big Hero 6, Land Before Time, Moana, Bolt, Clone Wars, Rebels, Up, Fox and The Hound, Encanto
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