T. Your life experiences are incredible to hear. Thank you for sharing. I’ll be tuning in to hear more. Hope you are getting all the support you need. Thank Sam for providing the platform to tell your story.
Thanks so much Sam and Mrs T. So many laughs and smiles amidst a sometimes painful story. Much to learn from: yes, about mental illness and state responses, but equally about human resilience and hope through better understanding.
Well done T and thank you for making the effort, no small task, to share your story with us. Its a sad and frighting story but it seems you took everything the bastards could throw at you and here you are today. What a story, I have no words......it shocking and surely criminal the things that have been done to you. I have some experience to schizophrenia in a family member and am glad you've been able to stabalise with meds. Best of luck and love to you. Also, well dome Sam, the work you do behind the scenes must be huge. You interview so well prep, compassion, understanding and rapport. You are a skilled Pro and an example to everyone else.
I love T, such a character , bless her! I loved her truthfullness n the way she told her story. Such a Sad life she has led, i hope she finds peace now , she deserves it 🥰 Ahh at the end “ see u later sunbeam” to sam🥰😂, such a lovely soul T has x
Wow what a amazing profound sensitive insight into the reality of living with schizophrenia found this really educational and informative provides a very intelligent important perspective would like to thank T for sharing her story with us I’m so happy she’s in a more stable place in her life right now this lady deserves to be happy in closing great work as always Sam thank you for providing a platform for people to share their stories your truly an inspiration to us all
I live with schizophrenia although its been years since I needed or took my Chlorapromazine.., has to come a point when you have to man the phuck up and get a grip of yourself.., but the end result is I have no friends or family around me (my choice).., I love sociology and I would imagine many schizophrenics would also?.., I have a rated IQ of 130 (130) seems to be the base line of all the tests I have taken.., you strike me as a seeker of knowledge yourself or rather enjoy learning about the aspects of the human mind?.., my journey into schizophrenia was forced upon me as the result of a violent childhood and domineering mother who never showed me any love.., I remember I must have been about 8 years old and my father (wont call him Dad) lost one of his slippers.., he sent me and my kid brother (God rest his soul) out to find it but he made it spicey.., he started to count down from 10.., 9.., 8.., 7.., 6.., and when he got to 3 I hid under my bed.., (My father was ex SAS).., I seen his feet walk into my room.., bed lifts up and.., I repressed what happened next.., a friend of mine offered me repression therapy I I said NO THANKS!.., took me a lifetime to forget the chit that happened to me in my childhood and I am in no hurry to revisit it.., but long story short I cry often and the oceans couldnt quench my rage.., thats why I keep myself to myself.
Its funny because I was seen by the top consultant Psychiatrist at the time (1992) Dr Helen Harbison who said I was either very very shrewd or very very insane.., I think I was abit of both.
This poor lady all she's been through God love her, yet her sense of humour is brilliant 👏 I wish her all the luck and happiness in the world Mr S. Hope she stays healthy and happy. Love to you and yours Mr S ❤ xx
Best interview yet, Mr S! What a life story. Such a long time before being diagnosed and being given any medication. surely so much pain could have been spared
Thank you so much T. I hope you find happiness and peace for the rest of your life. Through everything you have been through, you come across as such truthful and genuine person, qualities that are hard to find these days. I find people who have been through so much truly amazing. They speak with so much clarity and teach us so much about the conditions they have and continue to suffer. Sam, im a carer and in the last year have met some amazing people with complex issues, i watch you during the videos and hope i give off the relaxed caring and trustworthy nature that you have. Keep up the good work. X
What an AMAZING lady! She had my ultimate respect for everything she’s been through and I’d like to say a big thank you to her for sharing her experience. It’s given me an incredible insight into an extremely complex and cruel illness. Wishing T the very best for the future.
Used to work in a complex trauma house for children, its so tragic when you come across such young children with severe personality disorders due what they’ve been through. Shocking and heartbreaking what you hear and see. Hope T finds some peace. She’s very brave to share her story.
What a wonderful lady she just made more sense then I have heard for a long time wow what a life thus poor lady has had but she’s still standing and should be very proud of her self that was a pleasure to listen to you may your life now be everything you want it to be bless you sweetheart
Mr samworth and I call u that as I have up most respect for u, I wanna say keep doin what your doin, your doin an amazing job at this podcast business, u r very inspirational, and massively educational, I love all of your 1 2 1’s with people but this 1 has defo gripped me, poor poor women, but also big respect to her for coming on and telling her story, well done to her for bein on the straight and narrow, u defo get me through my days at work and when I have down days I always think there’s people out there that have it a lot worse than me, big love my friend and big big respect
God bless and love 😍 her and I hope she enjoys the rest of her days happily away from the hell of a psych ward.... Too bad she didn't find out before spending so long in and out of psychiatric service... Wish you the best of luck love from the USA 🇺🇸
God luv this lady, such a strength of character, for all she has been put through by a system that let her down badly she’s not let um break her spirit ❤ sending big love to you T from one Yorkshire lass to another xx
Hope your well Sam good luck to this lady hope she stays well in future and stays our of hospital she's still got houmer after all she's been through bless her
Hey Sam, just watching Netflix here about John Wayne Gacy and a former cop said what he done was carry round a coin, and what he would do at the end of every shift when he got home was place that coin in a cup at the door.., that represented his shift and how he left his work at the door.., and before he left in the morning he would put the coin in his pocket and repeat the process.., I thought that was an important lesson?
Your talking about CNR Sam, I was arrested this night buy the RUC (Northern Ireland) and I was abit gobby, was only in my early 20's living in east Belfast .., hands were cuffed in front of me and was placed into the back of the car.., the 3 officers were dealing with my mates asking them to let me go.., I wound down the window and opened the back door (because of the child locks).., mates were saying ffs let him go and I came up behind them and said ffs let him go.., I had had a few drinks.., well the cops manhandled me over to the car and cuffed my hands behind my back and tossed me onto the back seat.., one cop got in and sat on my legs and the other (ginger haired sergeant) got in the other side and sat on my back.., the ginger nut farted on my back and I went nuts and in the struggle my top half ended up in the footwell of the passenger side of the rear seats.., cop was still sitting on my legs and I could hardly breath and a few times I felt like I was passing out.., thank God it was only a 5 minute ride to Strandtown RUC station or I feel that I wouldnt be tapping on this keyboard right now.., it was that bad.
@@RealPorridgePodcast Thats not the worst of it Sam, when I was taken before the custody sergeant and poked the ginger nut in the chest saying what happened the sergeant punched me right in the mouth and dropped me to my knees.., didnt knock me out as I recall his mates restraining him (unlike US cops who would have joined in).., but after 15 minutes in the custody suit in Strandtown I was taken by car to Newtownards and my arrest time was altered to state I had never been in Strandtown and got the broken nose.., was a dark time back in the very early 90's over here and I cant say I blamed them because they were playing piggy in the middle between both Loyalist and Republicans.
Women are failed daily by an NHS and psychological service utterly underfunded and undertrained. My Mum was one of those women. The right, paced and balanced therapy and medication will help ex addicts and victims of abuse. John Lennon was spot on when he made his controversial statement that "women are the n-words of the world”.
She wants her story told , but wants to remain anonymous. She's spent a very long time in hmp & hospitals & is now out & living her life. She is known to many professionals/authority, so I don't blame her for wanting to remain blurred out.
T. Your life experiences are incredible to hear. Thank you for sharing. I’ll be tuning in to hear more. Hope you are getting all the support you need. Thank Sam for providing the platform to tell your story.
Thanks so much Sam and Mrs T. So many laughs and smiles amidst a sometimes painful story. Much to learn from: yes, about mental illness and state responses, but equally about human resilience and hope through better understanding.
Well done T and thank you for making the effort, no small task, to share your story with us. Its a sad and frighting story but it seems you took everything the bastards could throw at you and here you are today. What a story, I have no words......it shocking and surely criminal the things that have been done to you. I have some experience to schizophrenia in a family member and am glad you've been able to stabalise with meds. Best of luck and love to you. Also, well dome Sam, the work you do behind the scenes must be huge. You interview so well prep, compassion, understanding and rapport. You are a skilled Pro and an example to everyone else.
Cheers dude much appreciated💜❤️🙏
love her, im glad she is out and trying to find some normal life. EXCELLENT PODCAST 11/10.
Cheers dude very kind🙏💜
What a great interview. My dad had mental issues and now in his 80s. Give T a hug for me.
Bless dude and cheers❤️💜🙏
I love T, such a character , bless her! I loved her truthfullness n the way she told her story. Such a Sad life she has led, i hope she finds peace now , she deserves it 🥰 Ahh at the end “ see u later sunbeam” to sam🥰😂, such a lovely soul T has x
Wow what a amazing profound sensitive insight into the reality of living with schizophrenia found this really educational and informative provides a very intelligent important perspective would like to thank T for sharing her story with us I’m so happy she’s in a more stable place in her life right now this lady deserves to be happy in closing great work as always Sam thank you for providing a platform for people to share their stories your truly an inspiration to us all
Take care sam🙏❤️
@@RealPorridgePodcast same to you my friend
I live with schizophrenia although its been years since I needed or took my Chlorapromazine.., has to come a point when you have to man the phuck up and get a grip of yourself.., but the end result is I have no friends or family around me (my choice).., I love sociology and I would imagine many schizophrenics would also?.., I have a rated IQ of 130 (130) seems to be the base line of all the tests I have taken.., you strike me as a seeker of knowledge yourself or rather enjoy learning about the aspects of the human mind?.., my journey into schizophrenia was forced upon me as the result of a violent childhood and domineering mother who never showed me any love.., I remember I must have been about 8 years old and my father (wont call him Dad) lost one of his slippers.., he sent me and my kid brother (God rest his soul) out to find it but he made it spicey.., he started to count down from 10.., 9.., 8.., 7.., 6.., and when he got to 3 I hid under my bed.., (My father was ex SAS).., I seen his feet walk into my room.., bed lifts up and.., I repressed what happened next.., a friend of mine offered me repression therapy I I said NO THANKS!.., took me a lifetime to forget the chit that happened to me in my childhood and I am in no hurry to revisit it.., but long story short I cry often and the oceans couldnt quench my rage.., thats why I keep myself to myself.
Its funny because I was seen by the top consultant Psychiatrist at the time (1992) Dr Helen Harbison who said I was either very very shrewd or very very insane.., I think I was abit of both.
This poor lady all she's been through God love her, yet her sense of humour is brilliant 👏 I wish her all the luck and happiness in the world Mr S. Hope she stays healthy and happy. Love to you and yours Mr S ❤ xx
Right back at ya lovely❤️🙏💜
@@RealPorridgePodcast do you know a prisoner named David Charlton he was in that documentary in a wheelchair
Wishing T nothing but the very best from now onwards ❤
Very kind cheers
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She has such a warm, funny nature. Hope she's got good support around her and wish her every happiness ❤🙏 * Hope the dog was okay...
Best interview yet, Mr S! What a life story. Such a long time before being diagnosed and being given any medication. surely so much pain could have been spared
Indeed dude, cheers and take care🙏❤️
Thank you so much T. I hope you find happiness and peace for the rest of your life. Through everything you have been through, you come across as such truthful and genuine person, qualities that are hard to find these days.
I find people who have been through so much truly amazing. They speak with so much clarity and teach us so much about the conditions they have and continue to suffer.
Sam, im a carer and in the last year have met some amazing people with complex issues, i watch you during the videos and hope i give off the relaxed caring and trustworthy nature that you have.
Keep up the good work. X
Bless ya love take care💜❤️🙏
@@RealPorridgePodcast why wasn’t she put in Broadmoor Hospital?
What an AMAZING lady! She had my ultimate respect for everything she’s been through and I’d like to say a big thank you to her for sharing her experience. It’s given me an incredible insight into an extremely complex and cruel illness. Wishing T the very best for the future.
She’s shown me her knees…. Not just me knees! 😂 lovely woman, great interview! Thanks Sam and T
Cheers lovely take care🙏❤️
Used to work in a complex trauma house for children, its so tragic when you come across such young children with severe personality disorders due what they’ve been through. Shocking and heartbreaking what you hear and see. Hope T finds some peace. She’s very brave to share her story.
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What a wonderful lady she just made more sense then I have heard for a long time wow what a life thus poor lady has had but she’s still standing and should be very proud of her self that was a pleasure to listen to you may your life now be everything you want it to be bless you sweetheart
Very kind take care dude🙏💜
@@RealPorridgePodcast can’t wait for part two mr samworth
Bless her what a life, good interview can’t wait for part 2 👍🏻
Very kind love x
ahhhhh much and more love to you yo🎉ure spirit is not broken and yourr well conected to youre beautifull soul salt of the earth 💚😇
👏 wel done T ❤... brave women .. and i think i have a hard life ... Great interview .....look forward too the 2nd interview
Very kind, take care dude🙏💜
Oh bless her - so brave! Someone else failed by the system. I hope she finds some happiness now ❤
Mr samworth and I call u that as I have up most respect for u, I wanna say keep doin what your doin, your doin an amazing job at this podcast business, u r very inspirational, and massively educational, I love all of your 1 2 1’s with people but this 1 has defo gripped me, poor poor women, but also big respect to her for coming on and telling her story, well done to her for bein on the straight and narrow, u defo get me through my days at work and when I have down days I always think there’s people out there that have it a lot worse than me, big love my friend and big big respect
Great interview T is very brave well done.
Cheers dude take care
Couldn’t ask for a nicer person to tell your story to x
Is that a ponty twang I hear T? 😊thank you for sharing your experiences and Sam amazing as always x
What a story .just goes show how they treat the mentally ill.wish you well T .great interview sam
Cheers dude tough life that!
She speaks the truth any person that has been abused carries it with them the rest of your life
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Absolutely brilliant craic thanks
Love this lady could listen to her speak all day can we have a part 2, wish her all the best in life can she be a co host
God bless and love 😍 her and I hope she enjoys the rest of her days happily away from the hell of a psych ward.... Too bad she didn't find out before spending so long in and out of psychiatric service... Wish you the best of luck love from the USA 🇺🇸
Very kind love take care💜🙏❤️
my heart goes out to your guest mate thanks to you for this thanks
Cheers dude take care🙏❤️
Bless her, all this she has been through and still has a sense of humour. You take care me duck xx
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God luv this lady, such a strength of character, for all she has been put through by a system that let her down badly she’s not let um break her spirit ❤ sending big love to you T from one Yorkshire lass to another xx
That’s the biggest problem with this disease!! They stop taking the meds cause they think they are better!! A vicious cycle!! Bless you T!!
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Looks like your sat next to an end of level Boss in Minecraft there fella. 😅😅😅😅
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Wow...hope she is doing OK Sam 😊
Shes a tough one dude, cheers
@Real Porridge with Sam Samworth for sure Sam 👌
She's lovely love her accent I had Yorkshire great auntie Huddersfield she was old Yorkshire talking 😊Best Wishes to All 🌹 😊
Very kind and cheers dude, take care
God bless this lady ❤
Hope your well Sam good luck to this lady hope she stays well in future and stays our of hospital she's still got houmer after all she's been through bless her
Cheers dude and take care
Your a good man Sam !!!!
Good interview. Thats a Lancashire twang btw. She's funny besides the rest. Good luck T.. .. ..
Cheers dude take care
She should be seeking compensation..this is sad to hear tbh poor lady has been to hell an back...
Hey Sam, just watching Netflix here about John Wayne Gacy and a former cop said what he done was carry round a coin, and what he would do at the end of every shift when he got home was place that coin in a cup at the door.., that represented his shift and how he left his work at the door.., and before he left in the morning he would put the coin in his pocket and repeat the process.., I thought that was an important lesson?
Wowser, now thats food for thought dude, cheers.
Your talking about CNR Sam, I was arrested this night buy the RUC (Northern Ireland) and I was abit gobby, was only in my early 20's living in east Belfast .., hands were cuffed in front of me and was placed into the back of the car.., the 3 officers were dealing with my mates asking them to let me go.., I wound down the window and opened the back door (because of the child locks).., mates were saying ffs let him go and I came up behind them and said ffs let him go.., I had had a few drinks.., well the cops manhandled me over to the car and cuffed my hands behind my back and tossed me onto the back seat.., one cop got in and sat on my legs and the other (ginger haired sergeant) got in the other side and sat on my back.., the ginger nut farted on my back and I went nuts and in the struggle my top half ended up in the footwell of the passenger side of the rear seats.., cop was still sitting on my legs and I could hardly breath and a few times I felt like I was passing out.., thank God it was only a 5 minute ride to Strandtown RUC station or I feel that I wouldnt be tapping on this keyboard right now.., it was that bad.
Jeez dude!❤️🙏💜
@@RealPorridgePodcast Thats not the worst of it Sam, when I was taken before the custody sergeant and poked the ginger nut in the chest saying what happened the sergeant punched me right in the mouth and dropped me to my knees.., didnt knock me out as I recall his mates restraining him (unlike US cops who would have joined in).., but after 15 minutes in the custody suit in Strandtown I was taken by car to Newtownards and my arrest time was altered to state I had never been in Strandtown and got the broken nose.., was a dark time back in the very early 90's over here and I cant say I blamed them because they were playing piggy in the middle between both Loyalist and Republicans.
T it’s grand to listen to you please never ever say sorry for being you ❤
So so sad ,the authorities owe her so much ,but I think that they don't care😢
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Love this woman a no a shouldn't laugh but the story about the dog a nearly wet me sell
Bravo to this lady. You need to fight for proper meds and proper therapy.
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Women are failed daily by an NHS and psychological service utterly underfunded and undertrained. My Mum was one of those women. The right, paced and balanced therapy and medication will help ex addicts and victims of abuse. John Lennon was spot on when he made his controversial statement that "women are the n-words of the world”.
cnr mate it hurts
Nah. Pixilated is bollox
She's a very vulnerable person, it is only right to protect her identity, to prevent aggressive people challenging or attacking her.
Bollox to respect a lady's privacy?
She wants her story told , but wants to remain anonymous. She's spent a very long time in hmp & hospitals & is now out & living her life.
She is known to many professionals/authority, so I don't blame her for wanting to remain blurred out.
sorry mate i must turn you off to much
What a lovely woman T is.
Indeed she is💜❤️🙏
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