OMG…I have chills head to toe when you played that audio. You were speaking light language. When I had my spontaneous awakening, I said OUT LOUD “HERE IT COMES” and then “light” entered my head and I could “see” it moving and rearranging all of the atoms in my brain. While this happened, it was as if “I” were just watching, inside of my body. I had no emotion, just observation. My entire body vibrated. I heard a loud low rumble during this, and then four or five HUGE bursts of light INSIDE of my body exploded. A few other bizarre things happened, and when it was all over, I could SMELL burnt wires! Once I could function again, I looked at all of the electrical outlets to make sure something wasn’t on fire, and finally realized IT WAS MY ARMPITS! I know that sounds so gross, and I didn’t have any hair in my pits, but THAT was where the electrical smell was!! I was never afraid during any of this. “I” had told myself “here it comes” so I must’ve known on a Higher level what was about to happen. I went to the kitchen to get a drink of water and the microwave said 11:11 and for some reason I closed my eyes and ZOOM I was in space, amongst the stars. It was utterly beautiful. That night after falling asleep, I had my first out of body experience and my first lucid dream. The next morning I could see golden honeycomb shapes all over everything and five gold telescoping rings in a line in the sky. No clue what that was about. I was in constant tingles and couldn’t/didn’t need sleep. I was totally in bliss, holding bumblebees (no fear) and other odd stuff. And SO THIRSTY!! Constantly- I couldn’t get enough water. I could keep going on and on with the things that have happened since, but I’ve taken up enough space already! Just wanted to share and also thank YOU for sharing your experience ❤
I was going to put 11:11 in a comment because I saw it in my corner, but then I saw that it was a link to a timeframe in the video so I deleted it. 😅 Probably should've left it. But then a little while later I noticed I had 33% battery at 3:33 pm. 🤷🏻♀️
PLEASE NOTE ‼️all comments suggesting I've been possessed, am demonic or anything else of that nature WILL be removed and you will be blocked. I have shared this experience for those that wish to listen with an open mind. My connection to God is the basis of my life. While this wasn't a textbook root to crown integrated Kundalini Awakening (they rarely are when spontaneous and ill-prepared for), I know benevolent the nature of this experience. Believe me when I say I've been to hell and back to ensure this was aligned with God's will and not shadow forces. The grace, loving presence and connection to God that has been established since this experience has far outweighed any of the challenges my human has faced as a result of this process. So please - take your judgement and dogma elsewhere. Namaste 🙏🏼
I haven't even listened to the the video yet and i can already tell you are sharing your full truth to help others! Those who judge it, shouldn't even be here!
I had a spontaneous Kundalini Awakening Jan 2023. These last 4 months have been quite a year...lol. The ruminating thoughts are relentless. This started with an ex I've known since childhood...the catalyst. I'm going through everything you are talking about.
This!! I got ran into a psych ward because religious leaders saw me as demons and I was trying to preach to them about Jesus to get them to see I was having a medical emergency. It was insanity. Thanks for sharing your story publicly. Would love you on my podcast if interested. 🤍
My spontaneous kundalini awakening happened in 2020. The sheer amount of information I downloaded was incredible. During the peak of the activation, any question or thought that I had, I was able to pull the answer for straight from inside. The history of humans, how we got here, the purpose, anything and everything I could think of. Synchronicities started happening so often that I could no longer just count them out as a coincidence. My whole outlook on life changed in a day. I could also no longer lie to myself about anything. The hardest thing about it was cognitive dissonance and dealing with that alongside of realizing you can never show the people you care about how real this experience is and what it means…. I’m so glad it happened to me though or I’m not sure I would’ve ever believed in anything.
Wow you are sooo lucky! I know it's a lot of info but would you mind sharing about the history of human kind you got? Also what is the purpose of life and all the info you've got. Perhaps you can make a youtube video and let me know I would love to watch it!!!
@@catherine_is_in_the_MOON It Was Demonic not even a couple weeks after i made this comment demons attacked me and Jesus Came and busted the doors down and saved me! DO NOT CONTINUE DOWN THIS PATH!
I want to thank you for having the bravery to open this door in a very courageous way. I applaud you, my sister. I understand everything you said, because i was there, too. Different window dressing, same lessons. Amazing, horrible, beautiful, terrifying, serene. All of it. And we didn't break. We can help others.
Hi guys! Thank you for taking the time to watch this long but vulnerable share of mine 💖 I'd like to take this opportunity to clarify a few things that I may not have mentioned or made clear in the video: - This was by no means a "full" awakening; simply the catalysing event that started this intense purification process. As I mentioned in the video, I believe the Kundalini was already stirring from 2017 - and the process is very much ongoing! - I feel many of us are encouraging this process unwittingly by engaging in spiritual systems and practices without a deep appreciation for the implications of what it truly means to awaken, and without sufficient grounding in our humanity. Even if your goal is not to raise the Kundalini (like me), this may be a consequence if you are engaging in spiritual practices regularly. I say this as a word of caution! - Although this process can often feel like a curse mentally, emotionally and physically (especially if spontaneous), I believe many of us have experienced awakenings around the same time (especially the window between 2018-2021) to support the individual and collective awakening and ascension process, which was amplified in 2020 - I would personally never encourage anyone to seek a Kundalini awakening without sufficient support and training- ideally in a devotional space under supervision if that is your goal Comments, experiences, insights and questions welcome - let's keep it respectful please 🙏🏼 with love and gratitude, Tash x
Thank you so much for posting this video about your spontaneous kundalini awakening. This seems to be happening to so many people now. I had a spontaneous kundalini awakening in 2016 (the year I turned 55) while on a spiritual gathering with an amazing man called Abdy Electriciteh and 54 other participants. He works with Christ Consciousness energy and I had so many profound experiences while there, including the awakening of my kundalini. The week before we were to fly to Bali I felt electrical energy moving in my feet and coursing up my legs. I intuitively knew this was to do with the journey I was about to take with Abdy. After returning to Perth, Western Australia my purging began. I was not afraid at all and, like you, I was consciously aware of what was happening to my physical body. My purging continued over many months and would be activated by meditation, certain music or images and would come out of the blue. I was thankful to be home alone where I felt safe, would close all windows/doors and play my music loudly to cover the howling, crying, toning and light language that came up. My hands were moving rapidly above my body and chakras, the electrical energy I had felt before the trip was now coursing from my feet to my crown, my body was shivering and vibrating and my teeth were chattering. While laying down in meditation, relaxation or trying to sleep, I had internal tremors, spontaneous pranayama, body twitches and my body was involuntarily moving (head and neck lifting from pillow repeatedly/stomach crunches etc) and my body and hands were forming into what I now understand were spontaneous kriyas and mudras. The kundalini energy would rise up through all my chakras and with it my consciousness, until I was in an altered state of bliss and oneness. Also, the sexual energy I was feeling at the time of my kundalini awakening was so intense and nothing seemed to dull this, (if you understand my meaning 😉). It was there for many months and was literally driving me crazy. I knew this was the kundalini energy and thankfully this also settled down after a while. These states continued off and on every day for months until finally slowly subsiding. In 2017 I met up with an old school acquaintance, who I came to understand to be my twin flame. While driving on the freeway to meet him I could feel the energy activating in my root chakra and it shot up through my spine. My entire body was shaking, shivering, teeth chattering and energy was flowing out of my crown. I held onto my own consciousness in my body long enough to pull over and allow it to do what it needed to do. I knew it was because of the energy between myself and this other person. On another occasion when we met I was instantly in a bliss state just sitting near him. It’s all so intriguing and magical. Thank you again for sharing your experience as I feel that if more people share, others will come forward too 💜🙏🏼🕉
I had a spiritual awakening earlier this year and so many Phenomenal things has happened since then. But I am a single mother with two young boys. And I need guidance. I live in the state of Tennessee in America and I don’t know where to turn. If anyone has any knowledge of what I can do to further my experience and dive in deep. Please help❤ Sending love light and spirituality 🫶🏻Tahisha🫶🏻
I recently started clearing blockages and bringing light to my body. First I felt nothing, a few days later my arm started to shake, then weeks later my whole body trembled. Now I feel the energy within all the time and when I'm ready to release all sorts of weird things happen like vomiting but nothing comes out, yesterday I had a headache, and I'm feeling so tired. I want to be able to have as much clearing done before if I get a Kundalini awakening. Hopefully it happens when my body has cleared out most blockages. Thank you for sharing your experience.
Thank you for your universal contributions... I've been through 3 Kundalini Awakening over the past three months starting in 1/2024, and I was not even looking for it. The 1st was 30 min., 2nd 1-1/2 hrs., and the last was 14 hours! I'm not alone in this journey, and neither are you. You are loved, I am loved!
Dear Lovely Woman, Thank you so much for the "testimonial". I have been going through some strange things in the last few years, encouraged by several years of 6 hours a day meditation, trance work, breath work, etc... Hyper intuition, witnessing, channeling, a healing form terminal Cancer, over a year now of constant shaking, sometimes violently, visions, healing others, and as of a few months ago feeling completely unmoored, disconnected. I had a night of energy lifting me off my bed, tossing me around while screaming uncontrollably, heart busted wide open.... I have had 8 years of plant medicine work, 120 sittings with Grandmother, Dietas, time in the Jungle, all of it! But this was different. Sober for one thing, and it went on all the next day as well, and the most profound (and confusing) experience of my 70 years. I now find myself depressed, suicidal ideations, angry at the universe for taking me from years of near Blisss to this, IN NO TIME! I have been confused as Hell, thinking that I might have a "Screw loose". So now I am realizing what it is, you hit most every point, and I am soooooo relieved! Where I was seeing only darkness and dread, crushed that I had lost my Magic, feeling totally alone with nobody to talk to about all this, I have some hope! Thank you.
I had a spontaneous Kundalini Awakening 2 years ago, where I experienced an Ego Death(obsessive thinking), then one night a strong fiery energy rose up my spine through my head, like something was pulling the energy. For the duration I couldn’t breathe, and my last thought was unconditional love before passing back out. I awoke that morning feeling an immense bliss of love and that I was everything and that everything is One. For me, it was a feeling of remembering the bliss of Heaven, but also that we reincarnate to evolve to the remembrance of our true Self, which is the ascension and expansion of consciousness. It’s like a graduation for the infinite soul, which is consciousness.
I unlocked light language probably several months after my first kundalini awakening. My hands and fingers now move as of like 3 months ago. I basically go into spontaneous Kriyas. My hands literally perform a celestial surgery on my body, realign my chakras, harmonize my sacred masculine and feminine, rewire my mind, purge trauma, reprogram DNA… a lot ha. And often in the middle of the night when i have work the next day. But you don’t want to stop the process because you know it’s important. A few times I’ve been like… are we almost done? It can be very exhausting. But I’m so grateful. We are lucky.
Thank you for sharing your souls journey. I just found your channel, at the perfect time. I think I had a partial kundalini awakening in 2014 when I was stuck in Dallas after a business trip. There was a snowstorm in my hometown of Atlanta. For 3 extra days at the company’s expense, I stayed in a nice hotel, ate good meals, and visited the wonderful museums. I was drawn to the Ross Perot Children’s Museum and their gem exhibit. Where I experienced the crystals and gems speaking to me through my heart. The 10 foot tall amethyst geode was like a huge purple angel, presiding over the crystal families. I cried as I felt the most peace and love I’ve ever felt awake. My awareness was pulled to the cosmos, as if the crystals were teaching me that’s where we come from. For weeks after, when I looked at the pictures I made on my phone of the crystals, I cried uncontrollable tears. I’m incredibly grateful the earth mother spoke to me so gently, spontaneously and lovingly.❤🔮
I had a spontaneous awakening in 2012. It’s been awhile since I’ve really reflected on it. Thank you for sharing! Amazing how similar and different our experiences were! I’m speaking on a podcast about my experience soon. I’ve been feeling compelled to share what I went through lately. Love and light to you! ❤
Oh dear, I'm so glad you shared this. I had mine 3 years ago too in this period, but mine was scary and awful. I had so many blocks that I lived a spontaneous combustion, I felt my arms and my veins literally on fire with liquid fire flowing inside them. I also purged a suicide attempt I had in my adolescence, I had no control on my body and emotions, I purged so much emotional fear and pain. I had tremor in my legs and hands. I was taken at a hospital were I was sedated and I slept for one week. I felt like an enourmous van had hit me on the ground, really. I send you love and light for our journey ✨
I hope you are ok now. I experienced excruciating pain as well initially but was lucky to stumble on a yoga program called inner engineering. Out of the woods now and starting my life again.
@Success-mu5zh can u explain the program u did and how it helped. Was this after before or during ur awakening. I haven't had mine yet.i. trying g to male sure im grounded properly and it comes as natural as possible. I'm afraid of anything spontaneous. Thanks ahead of time for any info ❤
Wow! I’m 20 minutes in and I had the EXACT experience on 5meodmt. I felt every single emotion of past or parallel lives before having a release that sounded identical to your audio clip, including the singing
I went through a spontaneous Kundalini in my mid thirties, I was 3 months pregnant and alone . I know that my faith in our Lord Jesus got me through it . I was going through a lot of trauma at the time . Thankyou for being so brave and sending you much love and greetings from Sydney ❤️🙏❤️🌹
Thank you so much! I only just realized a few months ago that I had gone through a Kundalini awakening about a year ago. I was diagnosed in 2020 with end stage liver disease and needed a transplant. Thanks to the universe and my best friend who wanted to be my donor I am still here today. About 2.5 months after transplant I had the event. Mine was very euphoric, so I feel extremely lucky. I still have so many questions and keep searching the internet for community and resources. So please don't stop sharing because of comments you receive. The more love and light we put out to this world the bigger our community will become. Peace to you!
I can't believe how much I can relate to your experiences and personality. I've experienced demon possession and kundalini as well, so I believe there's a difference. I've had an attachment for over two years now, and have received healing on four separate occasions from a higher D being. Can totally relate to the ego shock all this brings. I've grieved countless times over it all, especially after trying to force life like you say and something completely destroying my plans. I've been told I'm a Lyran too.
Thank you so much for putting out this video! I had my spontaneous kundalini experience over 4 years ago after meeting my twin. It was a very profound experience. I only made the commitment to myself to self-heal a year prior but during that time in my life I had no idea what a twin flame was or kundalini or really any of those terminologies, I didn't even believe in past lives until I had constant visions and messages from my own past life trauma from 500 years ago I needed to heal in this lifetime. I really haven't talked to many people about it, although this path has forced me to let go of so many friendships, even creating boundaries around family and this time in my life right now I don't have people, though I know it is only temporary. It is in this moment I have begun to seriously meditate and through clearing lineages that needed to be healed in my family line that I have started to receive clear messages from so many loving beings from different Light Rays. Thank you for this video, especially right now as I undergo this process of being without friends, it's a good reminder of what awaits!
There are so many of us having a spontaneous kundalini awakening. Know that you are not alone. Mine began in July 2016 after a spiritual retreat in Bali ♥️😘
Very similar to me! Experienced kundalini awakening and heart activation upon meeting my TF/soul recognition. Had never heard of TF. Intense experience that lasted a few months. My life has changed so much since in every way.
I really appreciated your bravery in sharing your experiences here. Natasha! ❤ I haven't had an awakening but have experienced many unusual things over the years and agree with your sunmary about being aligned with love and God. I know there are many non human beings here with us and in quantum dimensions, we are all One. I'm having involuntary movements lately in meditation and lots of synptoms. Currently doing 10 weeks of breathwork and so much past life grief to process, like I must give birth to it to get it out of me. I've always asked 'make me a channel for your peace'. I resonated with your story and so sorry to hear you werent supported by the Sadhguru Centre, that speaks volunes to their legitimacy sadly. Much love on your journey. Helena
Dearest Tash, I have been navigating this energy 15 and a half Years now. I have had many ….let’s just call them “points of activation”. I was guided to this particular video and can’t thank you enough. The clarity, transparency of how you communicate and the encouragement you give has given me a lot of hope ti keep going. Thank you for your bravery to speak up. Truly inspiring. Angela.
I’m watching this video for the first time a year after you posted it and I just want to say thank you for explaining some thing that I feel like nobody talks about. This is some thing that I feel like it’s kind of hidden or buried or just not explained very well, but I appreciate your vulnerability and explaining all of it and sharing what you did. I look forward to watching more of your videos.❤
Thanks to everyone who have shared their experiences. It is so reassuring to know we are not alone or nuts! My initial experience was when I was bent over in the garden, weeding. As I stood up my whole inside exploded like thousands of fireworks. I was filled with intense bliss. This bliss came and went for a few years.
Thank you for sharing your experience. My awakening started back in 2019, and it also started with meeting my twin flame. It was a turbulent, romantic relationship. It's come in many waves for me, and over this past summer, I was traveling through Europe and had the strongest experience, so far. I lost control over my body, it was so intense and thankfully a friend was traveling with me. I'm not sure how I would've ever made it back home if that wasn't the case. I stopped sleeping for 2-3 months. You're totally right about the power of kundalini. She was the one in charge and all resistance is futile. Now, I'm learning how to work and support myself in ways I never knew I could. I hope to share my own story soon, but it just keeps unfolding! Thanks again. 💖
I feel like I need to write a book to explain my kundalini awakening. It’s been going on since I think 2017 but I see my life as a story and I’ve always been experiencing it. I don’t think anyone can be equipped for this. I don’t think anyone would want to do it 😵💫 but it changed me to a person I can honestly say is who I’m supposed to be. I was so blessed because before the pain came I got drunk for 3 days of bliss and God told me everything was gonna be amazing and I would never die. My husband aka twin flame got the same message and when we told each other it was just divine confirmation. Since then all I can say is again I need to write a book. You’re my first to hear that had trance states. I went into a realm of light (still in my bedroom and could see my room) with my eyes closed and had a conversation with God. Oh man I have had so many events I hope I can remember them. We will be known by our testimony. I believe they will make movies about our lives. Thank you for sharing. It’s not been easy and I don’t think it’s fun sometimes but I genuinely believe something loving is helping us through. Love is the ultimate intention. We have so much to look forward to ❤️
I am so happy there are so many discussions about kundalini awakenings now. Mine happened in 1989. I was given shaktipat diksha in a lucid dream by a Master Yogi. Back then, there was next to nothing written about it. It took years to process, particularly the shadow work part. It caused a rapid and accelerated explosion if the siddhi’s too, which changed the course of my life.
Hello, LOVE!!! This was absolutely fantastic! I, too, had an spontaneous Kundalini Awakening. When I had mine, I had made several trips to India to be with Sathya Sai Baba and my local community at home considered themselves to be quite Spiritually Awakened. YET, no one who was a self-professed spiritual authority, or anyone else for that matter, knew what had happened to me. In fact, they were quite dismissive about it. All of that happened in about September 1999. It took me several years before I received the clarity from Divine Self as to what had transpired. Thank you for your courage to share. I, myself, only publicly shared my Kundalini Awakening experience last year (24 years later) because I felt it was important for those having their own experience to have a touchstone. In fact, I remember saying that my personal experience would likely not be the same for others, but hopefully, they would remember my experience and then intuitively understand what was happening to themselves. Much love to you, Beloved, heart~2~heart.
Thank you for sharing. I had an awakening sixty years ago --It settled down and I lived a full life -- and now when I am older it is activating again in terms of almost daily sometimes overwhelming insights. I have written three books and am presently working on a workbook to help people stop reacting automatically to events of their lives and make conscious choices as to how they think and behave. So good to hear your share. Love. Bonnie Nack Ed.D.
Thank you so much for your openness and vulnerableness🙏💜 I think this was very interesting, also scaring what you have experience. I am an empath,too, 57 years old. Love from Norway🙏🌷
Amazing account. Thank you for sharing. I hope you’ve found confidence to leave any egoic self consciousness behind. If people don’t understand, then it’s simply not yet for them. 🙏
Tash you precious angel, thank you for making yourself so vulnerable, and sharing your Kundalini awakening story so eloquently. You are helping the masses prepare for what is to come. I also appreciate you mentioning in the comments that you are acknowledging that this wasn’t the “Full” awakening. I feel the full awakening coming for the first wave of Lightworkers here to lead Humanity. I feel a big part of the Twin Flame Collective included in that where unions will happen, and they will join forces in great purpose. I keep hearing the phrase “Wham, bam, thank you. Ma’am,” and now realize the Maam is the full Kundalini, that I have not experienced, yet. I celebrate you, your beauty, and you rising into your great voice and gifts!! Bravo!!!
Thank you so much for sharing this. Finding support and people who can relate throughout this experience is really difficult - this made me feel less alone. I'm so glad I've come across your channel!
Because of your courage in sharing your experience you have (maybe literally) saved my life. With literally no previous knowledge of Kundalini I had a spontaneous awakening a month ago (after meeting my twin) and I thought I was insane. My physical manifestations have echoed yours in many ways. Your light has cleared my confusion. Sending you so much love!
Wow! I can't tell you how happy this makes me to read - it makes my work here feel so worthwhile to know it is helping others. I see you sister! It can be a really tough, confusing and lonely process to navigate alone, but you are really not alone - there are many of us moving through this profound evolution and period of preparation. Sending love and ease for your onward journey
As I mentioned before in a comment on another videos of yours, my "Awakening" happened during the year 2019 as well. But it was much more subtle with only some moments of trauma release by muscle tentsion release while meditating. I spend the whole year learning about psychologie, especially narcissism and its manifestations. When I realized that the only way for myself to cope with betrayal is forgivness, it started the final phase of the "Awakening". At this point I want to quickly mention that every awakening seems to be different as well as the ways leading to it. I have never been a spirituel person and I didnt even know the word Kundalini when it happened to me. But once it happened I searched the whole Internet because I so deeply wanted to know what had happened in that moment that I couldnt understand logically. so ... how it happened: It woke me up in the middle of the night at exactly 00:00 on the clock form 11.10 to 11.11 of the year 2019. it felt like a warm energy crawling up my spine from the sacrum upwards to the area of the heart. I was shivering a little bit all over my body and it felt like sitting in a whirlpool of energy bubbles. It was only about 60 to 90 seconds. Than it stopped. I had no god expolosion or cosmic orgasm or so :) just that. Through my learnings I think it was the "Heart Chakra" opening ... that which other call "Kundalini Shakti" rising, The "Christ Consciousness" or the "Holy Spirit" Nevertheless ... after that experience I started to remember past lives. The 1st Rememberance revealed that we are Citizens of the Universe having a temporal human experience ! The 2nd revealed that we are beings of Light. Indeed we are Light at the deepest or highest level however you wanna put it ! These were experiences not connected to earth ... All other past life rememberance are from living on earth ! I have been a jewish construction worker that emmigrated from the bolshevist Russia to Boston in 1884 I have beem a afro american slave named Paul in 1819 working on a plantage in Mount Vernon I have been a Soldier of the Sultan of Kairo in 1735 figthing against food shortage and Bedhuine Riots I have been a simple Farmer in colonial 17th century And one more going even farer back in "Time" If someone would have told me this 4 years ago, I would have called him crazy and full of shit, but when it happens to you, you know and you can never ever not know again ! Its like Neo in the Matrix. Once unplugged, theres no way back !
What's funny is that you two are trying to correct this person about "when" this happened, according to human history and the calendar we use... The irony.
Thank you for being so brave and sharing this deeply sacred and intimate experience with us - it is so interesting that the twin flame brother who stabbed you in the back in the past life, became your chiropractor in this life - I guess he is also clearing out his karma and thats amazing !
Thank you I'm keeping my kundalini in check compared to you because of life reasons but still gone mad twice once for three days lots of deep emotional purging manyother craziness seeing this is so helpful for me❤❤❤the audio is awesome SURRENDER SURRENDER SURRENDER
First I should preface that this was 1986- I had no foreknowledge of yoga or kundalini August evening long ago at the age of 24 earth yrs, in the presence of newly bonding friends. We tripped the light fantastic beyond the rainbow slinky's end. Before me appeared and stretched a Lightening bolt, vibrating on the floor,as we clutched our separate ends of the undulating coil. Then in an instant my friend released their grasp and the Thunderbolt of Vajra Lightening, recoiled to strike my waiting hand. Into my arm it flew and traveled down my spine. Pulled and grounded me to the earth below, the vibrations then began to grow. Ida and Pingal freed now made their upwards climb, through each chakra they flowed, the lotuses opened pulsing and spinning, till it shot forth in a fountain from my head. My ego surrendered ,it had been struck dead. I stepped or was thrown out of time. I Descended then into the black abyss, the lair of things most horrible and fowl. A voice said "Well look who's just dropped in!" Then other entities laughed and mocked and growled. As I began to fear and more truly to despair, another gentle voice filled my mind."You don't belong down there" it intoned and lifted me up into the light. And there I beheld and heard such Wonders as I could not fully comprehend.projections of the entire cosmos from micro to macro, all entwined with the sacred tones and geometries of the Universal Mind. These "downloads" with their encryptions recalibrated and upgraded my bio computers software and rewrote the outmoded code. Now newly awakened and updated I was seated on a throne. It was craved of living opal, colors swirling and mixing like Auroras shifting there inside the stone. It's seat was broad, the back quite high, arm rests wide on either side. Then to my left in my periphery I saw another grand chair the match and mate to mine. And from beside me there emanated a radiance and power so awesome and intense I dared not turn my face,for I instinctively knew not to seek to look directly upon it, the incomprehensible Godhead. In complete and utter awe I sat, pondering the impossible, this audience and encounter with the ultimate Source. As this thought came to me I was engulfed, no longer me, but I within the "I Am That I Am"and there perceived and perceiving as One - Cocreating Dreaming all that is and is not into reality. The plan and its infinite perfection flowing forth constantly from the eternal wellspring of infinite Love- the One, Great Spirit the Divine. Universes blinked in and out of existence, nebulas and galaxies in infinite numbers were spawned, coalesced, then collapsed, civilizations sprouted, grew,flourished, withered and died. Never ending cycles of generation,growth, death and disintegration. As it was, so it is, so shall it ever be. One Love, One Life, Alpha and Omega, As Above So Below in perfect harmony and union everlasting. "For now we see through a glass darkly, but then face to face. For now I know in part, but then shall I know, even as I am also known." This world without end. And we- these sparks of Universal Consciousness the eyes and ears of God. For an eternity I rested there, truly "Home" my heart and soul in rapturous bliss and contentment. Pure and abiding LOVE! Then all to soon my time came to return. I found myself back in the room, sitting crosslegged and rocking on the floor, my hands spontaneously arranging and rearranging themselves in endless and unknown to me mudras, as words of no recognizable origin poured forth of their own volition from my lips. The others stared confounded as the contortions and exaltations raged and ran their course. After several long hrs, so I've been told, my conscious mind returned. My body felt as it were made of light, it glowed lit from within. I saw with fresh eyes! And decades since that fateful eve this inner mounting flame - the vivid recollections of my transcendent state of blissful Samadhi has lived in me. Through the years that now have past filled with bright times and with grey, I've been blessed and grateful for the truth of Grace, granted to me that day. It was a gift given freely, neither consciously sought nor by worthiness gained. Not special or unique, lucky am I, just another pair of eyes gazing out from the One as me. Loved! My own personal experiential confirmation of Divine Spirits unceasing unconditional Love for all creation. And if I ever have doubts or fears, when the chaos and evil that seems to run amuck in this world or personal and private pains fall heavy on my heart, I have only to glimpse the strands -a small shock of white hair which from that day sprouted at my crown. A physical reminder of a vision -A Blessing bestowed and an Awesome saving Grace! To that end I strive (not always succeeding) to find and recognize myself and God in every face!Pneuma!Spirit we are! I believe the only true goal is our returning- all of this back to the One. The contraction that follows the expansion. We shall come together again. Truly HOME again united in the single mind. No movement, no sound, no light nor dark - Only Love Eternal - The cycle will begin again- CLK I have had more synchronicities and crazy experiences in the years after than I can even remember! Should have kept a diary! Thanks to you and everyone who has shared! Like RamDass says"We're all just walkin' each other Home❤"
Thanks love for including the audio of your release.. It touched me and talked to me deeply and I.. I am just grateful for whatever reason that was so needed to hear for me. I just.. Thanks for the guts to include your vulnerability. I am in great Aw of you and your being. Love from Austria, Amabel 😌♥️🙏
Yes, yes, yes, She sure does wear the personal self/conditioning down. She has been very gentle with me, I am an old dude (76), my activation occurred about 4-5 years ago. I have experienced most of what you have said albeit in a way that has been gentle on this old body. I find what you call light language interesting, I had an episode of this only once I thought WTF is this about. She Usually does a number on me just as I am relaxed and dropping off to sleep. All very transformational, I have surrendered totally to it now. Thanks for the post!
i hate the kundalini and havent surrendered in 5 years. im not giving up my personal self. it will have to kill me. im not giving it up. so far i lost 50 lbs, developed a terrible neurological disease and became bed ridden. i will fight this until my death. STUPID SERPENT
I don’t know why but I believe everything you’re saying even though I’ve never been through that level of consciousness,thanks for sharing it seems like I was supposed to hear this for some reason 🙏.
I love kundalini stories especially spontaneous ones from people who were not spiritual. Persons already into yoga and on awakening journeys don’t excite me as much but I’m so appreciate of others sharing their experiences 🙌 🙏
@@rorscach1 did u make a video I’d love to hear more about this, what constitutes having an awakening what were you asleep too and what is the spiritual activity I’m curious
Today I bumped into your video. Thank you so so so so much for sharing this. It makes so much sense to me. The sound fragment you shared sounds so familiar to what I am going through on a daily basis now. Don't ba ashamed. Your genuine honest sharing makes this video so powerful and comforting to me. It gives me courage to surrender to the process, the hardest part of it not knowing where I will end up in life. As you said: your life is no longer yours. Complete loss of control and having a life sorted out. I live from day to day now, hour to hour in isolation. My body breaks down repeatedly during the day. Sometimes, I have some time 'off' to shop for food or other basics or do a small walk. Other than that, my day is sitting still on a chair or lying down, undergoing emotional rollercoasters and physical pain. It seems endless. I also believe a twin flame is involved in my case, but this is hard to quantify. Could be coincidence. My Kundalini was already stirred beginning 2023, but since the breakup with a new woman I met after being divorced for a couple of months, I crashed and the turmoil in my body began. Once again: your video truly resonated. It is a game changer for me! ♥
I had one May 8. I feel amazing . But the mania unnerves me and the downloads . I appreciate you . Ive learned a lot about mine, as its only been a few weeks . Immediately my fingers picked your video . 🙌🏽📿 bless 🌙
Thank you so much, I relate to all you shared....mine started in 2015 and my light language opened up and my life is completely different...flow it my way of being. Thank you for your courage to share: it can be a lonely journey and it really helps me to hear other's experience:much gratitude to you
Thank you for your courage for sharing. So relatable for me and how I would love to have others to talk with who have been through this. Your story brought up so much of my own bewilderment and awe for the reality of this multiverse. 🙏❤️thank you
Thank you so much for sharing! I experienced something similar and noone around me could explain it like this. Thank you for sharing the audio too because that was so similar to mine. I never knew or heard about the word kundalini until 3mths after the experience. I don't feel I'm equipped but I trust the right information will present itself at the right time such as seeing this video 10mths after my experience
Dear Natasha, thank you so much for this video. I have gone through a Kundulini experience in April 2023 and presently experience some of what you have explained. The purging and space you needed for it, I have only experienced about a month ago. I have found so much guidance from your experience and and your video. As you spoke towards the end the tears just flowed and it will greatly support me on my journey. Wish you all the best. Spiritual Love ❤️Fred
Thank you for your vulnerable and honest story!❤My spiritual process and the Kundalini awakening is closely related to my twin flame journey as well. Light and Love to you from Germany
I have watched your video with great interest. I to have had my own awakening and wanted it to stop but became unwell,thought I was going mad but knew I had to continue as I had no option but to do so. The whole of myself has definitely gone through and still if healing and purifying. I actually understand it more now after watching this video. Thank you for sharing and being open. I am now a sharmanic Crystal practitioner. I would not be doing what I am now if it hadn't been for my awakening. ❤💜🙏
Thank you for sharing your experience. I am on my path to awakening and I'm just learning of the intensity of this. It's quite interesting and not for the faint of heart, it appears. I keep watching information on the dark night of the soul, which you have described in different terms, I believe. In any case, I appreciate your sharing this very much. Much peace, love and light to you!
Great job. I had listened to all these horror stories that asking for this would cause all sorts of turmoil and paranoia. I have reason to believe I just sort of accidentally triggered this a few hours ago. I was freaking out about it for a minute. Still having all these random burning sensations all over and vibrations in my back and along my spine giving me crazy anxiety but this made me realize I need to trust myself and just allow it to happen. Thank you for sharing this. I'm much more calm and centered now.
I had a spiritual awakening in the fall of 2019. I had no idea what the hell was going on. Still in it now, it took years for me to figure out what happened. Shortly after my awakening, I was randomly told that "something big is coming, and you need to be ready" by a disembodied voice. Again, it took me years to figure out what that meant. I now believe that I need to prepare for my kundalini awakening. Half of my large family is schizophrenic and I'm coming to realize that this is the reason why. They had their awakenings and went nuts. Hence why my guides decided to warn me because I need to be ready or it'll be disastrous. I think I'm meant to heal my family. The problem is, I'm a totally normal person. I knew hardly anything about spirituality until a a year or so ago. Only recently started meditating, and I'm not very good at it. So idk how I'm supposed to get ready for this. It honestly scares me.
Thank you for sharing. I’ve noticed that 2017 (or there about) brought a massive energetic shift to the planet that initiated awakenings in many forms for so many people. My own Kundalini energy spontaneously opened in early 2017 during a healing session. I’d already experienced an awakening in 2011 that woke up a passion to know all about energy healing. And looking back, the education I received and healing I experienced prior to Kundalini opening prepared me for it, even though I wasn’t exactly trying to achieve that goal. It appears that my process is still underway with Kundalini bringing up aspects of separation consciousness for me to heal. Despite understanding what’s going on, embodying separation consciousness as much as I have on a daily basis has been and still is 100% not fun yet. Yet I was guided to 2 beautiful souls with whom I do sacred healing work (reconnection) every few weeks. The connection with my Higher Self has never been stronger, and at some point things will ease a bit more. ❤️✨
Thank you for sharing the experience. I also had a kundalini awakening a few days back, I also didn’t have much mystical experience except the body’s doing all types of spontaneous movements and the sensation that of the energy release from the body. And I can totally understand what you said the ego was just sitting at the back witnessing the experience. My ego was like “hey man, just do your thing but please wrap it up soon, I am feeling kinda tired to be honest”. It was a good experience and I suspect I will get another one later since the I am still feeling blockage at the crown chakra . Like you mentioned in the video, surrender is the key.
IV been through all of this and completely understand. I my spiritual journey to heal cptsd took place from 2016 and in 2021 I started my own personal therapy as I felt that no therapist could help me. I had a similar release during my ahuasca ceremony and then in my spontaneous kundalini awakening in December 2023. I love your video, it is beautiful and so clear. I'm very glad you could explain all of this to so many people. Yours is the first discussion that resonates with what I experienced. I dont feel quite so akone now in what I experienced. Blessings to you 🙏✨
Thank you for sharing this remarkable moment in your journey. It takes courage and strength to be vulnerable enough to be with being at a loss, out of control, and a big sister to all of us who have not but might yet experience something similar to your awakening. My spiritual experience has been a lot more sedate than yours, so I'm a little envious of the drama you struggled with, since my commitment to "spiritual perfection", began in earnest when I was eight years old. In an activity called Sahaja Yoga, our dispensation allowed us to awaken only a strand of Mother Kundalini, so of course the energy was easier to manage, but once the mother was awakened, we could awaken Her in any others. I look forward to following you on your journey since your honesty and openheartedness opens my heart. I want to pranam at your feet because that feels like the only gesture worthy of the heroic stance You have chosen to lead by example, no matter the cost. Thank you for being the ongoing blessing You are for us all. 🙏🙏🙏
Because of this testimony, I'm beginning to think I already had a Kundalini Awakening and thought I just had something like a NDE, that makes sense but I need more testimonies.
Bravo! Those who see this and think it’s not of God have a 1% understanding based on a superficial and fundamentalist understanding of the Bible or other scriptures. Information about consciousness and everything she speaks about has been documented millennia ago in India. Do not be afraid to take a look at for example Paramahansa Yogananda’s “Autobiography of a Yogi” or simply research the Vedas and Google the several films about Jesus in India.
So...my dear one is not spontaneous, you ask for it.❤ For my self happend giving birth to my first child, on 8/04/2017 ... i didn't know anything! Anything! In that moment i went out from my body , my consciousness expanded and i saw my self giving birthday on the hospital bed, with my husband next to me, doctor...nurses... I was in the body and outside of it and all i known is the knowing that i have everything under control, that i have choose all. After my dear one...ohh...is to much to write in here!😂❤ Much blessings and infinite live to you!
Two nights ago I had this random experience of the room spinning so much, and eventually a burning feeling in my head. I didn't have a fever and my skin was cold, and yet on the inside it felt like burning. I have a sense that eventually I will experience a kundalini awakening. It isn't the first time I've experienced this fiery feeling, but I'm still not exactly sure what it was.
Incredible video, thank you so much for sharing your experience. I had my spontaneous kundalini awakening meeting my twin 12 months ago. I had no knowledge of twin flame let alone kundalini and I thought I had a broad spiritual understanding. It has been the most traumatic and amazing 12 months of my life. I am still coming to terms with what has happened to me and why. It has been so helpful to hear your story as I have similar experiences. Thank you, thank you xx
Wow! I love this story. I was atheist dabbling with law of attraction when I had my spontaneous kundalini experience. I felt the energy shoot up my spine and out the top of my head. Total bliss for two weeks. After that state faded is when the shit hit the fan. Just all my shadows coming up, crying non stop, anxiety, thinking I was dying, obsession over my twin. This went on for a year and a half before life started to feel normal again. It’s been gradual but I’m feeling so much better. This happened maybe 3 months after my twin and I broke up. While we were dating the energy was moving up and my skin was breaking out in these huge red hit boils, major anxiety, suicidal, couldn’t sleep. I thought I was going crazy.
This happened to me as well. I was hospitalized in Feb of 2020 two weeks before covid hit. I watched a video with Michelle Fondin on the twin flame journey and instantly there was a shift. But because I am neurodivergent it is difficult admitting I have a twin soul connection, not only because that I feel crazy, but also because I have many insecurities about myself. As a black woman it is hard explaining to others my experience with the spiritual realm, because my family and friends think I am crazy in believing in it.
@@Sirena_belle I understand completely! I was a pretty logical person and through this process I kept going back and forth thinking that I just had a mental illness or was trauma bonded and that this TF stuff wasn’t real. The more I would try to let go, the more signs I would get. I’m at a place now where I’ve accepted it and just feel a lot of love in my heart. I don’t talk to my family about much except for my stepsister and I don’t think she really understands either. This is a solo journey and you know your truth. 💙
@Adriane I think what I did wrong was that, before I was hospitalized, my grandmother told me I was saying weird shit. So I disclosed to my grandmother first not knowing what I said, and that is a mistake I made. I also still feel a little denial. There was a guy who I had no romantic feelings for, one I knew him because I worked with this family at a daycare center, 2, his cousin and I are really close friends, 3 I didn't really know him. All of a sudden I felt a bolt of romantic interest in him, and that I needed to be near him. I felt like I was growing obsessed and I didn't know what was wrong with me. Before I was admitted to the psych ward, my grandmother said that I was saying that he was my twin flame, and stuff about having the third eye, and other stuff. My grandmother who is also spiritual, but doesn't believe in everything I said, told me it is a bunch of shit. Granted that I also had pmdd, and 2 weeks later covid hit. I thought I was going crazy and that maybe it isn't real. I couldn't talk to anybody. I was put onto medication, so that I wouldn't have to hear things nor see things. I genuinely thought I was going schizo, crazy, so. As a neurodivergent person I already had a cardiovascular heart condition. But I didn't think I had a spiritual awakening nor a kundalini awakening of somesort. I just thought everything was due to my cycle.
@@Sirena_belle ya, just keep this stuff to yourself when it comes to your family. People don’t understand what they don’t experience. My mom doesn’t get it either. We do t need their energy or negative thoughts getting into your mind and making you more confused. I just talk to spirit and continue to ask for the truth. I eventually get signs or a certain video on here that feels true. You know that you’re having a spiritual awakening, trust yourself. You are not crazy and you don’t need to take meds long term. I had to take meds to help me sleep for awhile but they are not needed anymore. Weird shit is going to happen but it’s just the kundalini clearing out the blocks in your chakras and opening them all up. I feel like my third eye is starting to open more and gifts are coming online. I’m scared and excited at the same time but it helps to know what is happening. This energy is intense and will make you feel crazy, can’t sleep but once it anchors back down through the root chakra you will feel more balanced and peaceful. Just focus on this and not your TF. The twin flame journey is your spiritual awakening, they are the same. Love yourself no matter what, set boundaries with others, protect your energy right now. I’ve been in hermit mode for three years. It’s ok and takes as long as it takes.
Thank you so much. You helped me so much. No one would help me. I went to a shaman which he didn’t help me. I didn’t understand what was happening to me but thanks to you I understand. Thank you I appreciate you and I’m grateful for your story
Thankyou for sharing such a relatable experience , even down to the feeling of being possessed when channeling. Such a high frequency can definitely feel scary but I then realized it was being afraid of my own power. Your mention of a complete energetic purge in a safe space is something I really needed to hear as I can feel I am carrying a lot that needs to be released an can come out spontaneously with light language or kriyas and perhaps am just needing a safe space to fully let go. Very grateful for this message.
@templeofakasha TY for sharing your experience and how you described it! This was so so so helpful to me!! I have not gone through this personally- rather, my loved one is going through a spontaneous awakening now. Neither of us have ever known of this. We were raised in a traditional christian western world. This body energy is foreign to that world. I have had many doubts on what my loved is going through - is it okay, is it psychosis, is it temporary, is it just a movement of energy? You sharing your experience was very confirming and comforting to us. Much love!
Thank you so much for your video. It's so nice to hear someone whos had basically the same experience as I have had now two different times. Like you I was in no way prepared or equipped to deal with this truely profound experience. I had never really even heard about Kundalini until about a year ago but it wasn't until watching your video I now know 100% thats what happened. I must have had much more learning to do because once the experienced symptoms wore off I think I spiraled to what I would say was the worst time in my life. Lost my job as a firefighter became homeless and dependent on hard drugs. Thanks to the unconditional love of my family I finally got off the streets and Iv really tired finally putting in the work again and I can feel it starting to awaken. I think I'm going to document the experience if I can cause Im getting this premonition that I'm going to go through this this time finally free from my dependence on hard drugs and earthly materialistic things. The previous two times I went through the experience completely sober but went to rehab shortly afterwards only to be put on drugs again. Thank you so much for your video it truly answered so many questions I was seeking. Namaste 🙏
❤so much love for sharing your experiences. I've been through a few kundalini awakenings.... or recalibrations... but I had no idea what it was called until recently and came across your video. Much gratitude for your vulnerability and openess. That takes courage. It is comforting to know that I am not alone in this process. Lol maybe one day there will be safe spaces and guidance for such experiences in society. That are accessible to people who it would help. I guess the first step is to bring awareness and speak up. So thank you. I think the collective human consciousness' throat chakra is blocked... but speaking your truth helps. ❤
The audio you shared was interesting. I knew exactly where you were at when I heard it. I can relate to a lot of the symptoms you shared. I was literally doing death metal vocals and throat singing in my experience. 😊
God I can relate. Whenever I'm alone, or in doubt of what I've been through and am still going through its seeking out videos like this to relate to on such an intimate level that keeps me grounded in my heart with it all. Thank you love
love your story sister... brings much insight and hope to those like me who have undergone this process. You are the one holding up the crucifix to all those who want to remain in the dark. They will sizzle and be triggered but continue throwing those loving spanners into the world thought. Lovely to see that you shine your light and you definitely have been equipped to handle this process. Now you have the tools to be of assistance. :)
So interesting that you mention being told about a friend saying you was possessed by a demon as i recently have had a similar experience which has brought up a subconscious fear of this stuff happening to others as i witnessed similar stuff as a child. Really making me look at my experience with a new perspective, thank you. I would like to learn more about your experience around this and also how you came to your understanding on how the dark/everything is ultimately being held in love.
Very cool, ive been going through a very long prolonged version of this. So interesting hearing how it played out in one day - probably due to the work you were doing leading up to it! Thanks for sharing this :)
my experience is also very long and ongoing..now that i have figured out what is happening to me, ive realized the beginning of my experience was end of 2018 and have been going thru t since. Dark night of the soul, channeling, contacted by beings, become extremely intuitive to spirit which has changed the course of my life although my life is still in upheaval, death, rebirth, really strange skin and hair symptoms and only lately have i finally got the picture that what i thought or rather my what my ego thought my plan was...i have finally surrendered, et go, and realized that that Infinite Divine has another idea..or rather, what mysoul chose my purpose here on earth is. Only today has my vision, destiny and purpose become vividly clear with a knowing with out a doubt an understaning of my truth as i let divine guide me. ive lots touch with reality, been in deep bouts of despair, and bi polar moments of intense joyful amd positiv energy and evrything in between. yes we have a gift, and a vital service to humanity that is divine order. this has beben lonely, insane, and i still have not even left my home in so long...Bless this Angel and her inspiring soul.. we are spiritual alchemists not to be taken lightly meant to lead by exampple an follow our intuition and find our truth and live it with clarity as we be an inspiration to others and a healing energy among the collective in these times where the Divine leads us. a beautiful oppertunity to learn who we are, our unique aspects and gifts, meet our higher selft, unederstand brain and heart coherence, anchor our light, raise the vibration and frequencies, transamute all the fear and other negative energy that we can as Mother gaia ascends, humanity learns our true origin and truth and as we witness this outrageus time, we can be the way showers and illumunate a path of understanding for those that have not awakened or tuned in to what is really happening. NATASHA...you BRAVE Soul. THANK YOU for being a confirmation and a Divine guiding light. I am so grateful for your inspirational presence here. I am so glad i found you and your kindred healing ad spiritual energy. Question: Do you still have symptoms? Side note...i wonder if we are discovering our soul tribe as we awaken...thru the law of attraction as a result of our energies tuining into one anothers consciousness vibration and ultimately resonating on the same frequency ...Soul is Soaring and my vision idea im am setting an intention with and blueprint for manifest just expanded. Again Natasha, thankyoufor sharing your story, you gifted me with the motivation now to move forward as well. i cant stay in forever. My cup runneth over. All love, conscious thinking, living by design, anchored in truth, stepping into Divine creative limitless power. 7 raysof light, their enrgies perfectly balanced as we integrate beauty, trust, the Power of Belief, Desire, confidence, empathy, compassion and forgiveness into protective and comforting blanket of violet and pink fluffy clouds pearlescent healing light and wrap Mother Earth in it as she this collective rewrite our human story and ascend. Kindred Spiritual Soul Darlings...adventure begins...until we meet again... and Darlings...Lets find where our Brave is now, yes? much love
I’m 13 months into my spontaneous kundalini awakening. I’m in this “purging stage” and I don’t have much to say. It was a beautiful experience and the first few months were beautiful as well but now I’m at the dark night of soul mixed with many physical symptoms and I’m finally surrendering not knowing what that meant or that I even had to do that. Everything that I’ve been through has been extremely difficult but a blessing at the same time but I’m still in the thick of it so I haven’t seen “the other side” of this so it’s hard to be optimistic. I’d go into more detail but it just feels too sacred to say too much. Edit : I feel compelled to mention that I went to an entirely different universe when the energy went up my spine and my body began to move strangely and my hands started doing mudras. I was shown that I was everything, everywhere, all at once. Before all of this, I just asked them to heal me but I got more than I bargained for and I hope to some day have more energy back in my body and actually do something. It’s messing with me not to have energy to do anything.
jesus I'm 4 weeks into my purging stage and I feel like I'm a deaths door can't imagine still purging after that long how are you still alive? can anyone help or give advice to get out the purging stage?
Your story is so absolutely helpful for people on the path to truth. Thank you so very much Natasha. You are a very brave and honest soul. I admire you for your courage and openness.
Thank you for sharing mine happened with uncontrollable laughter it was like a faucet was turned on I gut rolled for an hour only gasping in between to catch a breath spontaneous mudras people don't realize what lies dormant if they go a little deeper anyone will see sorry no punctuation I'm at work😅❤
Kundalini sister ❤ thank you so much for sharing this openly your experience. I loved listening to you. I was laughing so much because I knew exactly what you are talking about! I had my spontaneous kundalini awakening, like in the book, rising from the root up to crown. My whole body was pulsing hard and fast as it was rising and opening each chakra until the point of catharsis in which my head was all light open like the lotus. It was sooo scary and I felt the same divine presence of my own soul like behind me talking to me so I knew what was happening. I also didn’t have support or understanding around me. I needed to figure that out by myself. I was 25. Today I’m 44. It changed everything. I started to feel all the pain as the kundalini has awakened my whole nervous system so I began living with chronic pain for years. What really helped me to purge all that needed to clear was Ayahuasca. There I had these crazy purges like you described and lots of trauma could leave my body. Ohhh my story is long… here I shared a bit of it. Just so happy to see more of us you know. It feels like home 😊 Sending you a big hug dear sister. And yes let’s be our full authentic selves like kundalini guide us to be.
You are one of the bravest women out there. Thank you for sharing your journey, youre absolutely right, some of us are overwhelmed with drastic changes within ourselves to the point were feeling alone.. but on top of it if this happens.. Thank you for preparing us, giving us a taste of what yin energy might be ❤
Wonderful just wonderful! I totally get you on all you say about this, i practice Zen meditation for many years( drying out the wood as it were) before meeting a shaktipat guru who lite me up big time. What followed was clearing and facing absolute terror at time's. Thanks for sharing, we need more space for this kind of experience to be accepted in the UK
Thank you for your insights. I began to go through what I thought was a spiritual awakening... Now I believe it is Kundalini. I can feel her move through my lower chakras but she stops at my heart. Psychic abilities have gotten more intense since the awakening began but now I feel her move. I had a moment at work where I felt like lightning had gone through my crown down to my root and back up again very quickly. I thought that might have been what you were describing but nothing happened afterwards though I have a feeling my body is being prepped for it... I've been more sick in the last 6 months than ever....I have those observer moments when I'm witnessing myself watching the outside world through my eyes. Aside from trying to remove the resistance, I'm working on grounding and being a vessel of love. So much appreciated, I look forward to other videos!
I hope as you go forward that you open to experiencing the immense love, joy and pleasure that that a full kundalini awakening creates when the Universe embraces oneself in the bliss of cosmic consciousness. You might like Swami Muktananda's little book on Kundalini and GK Khalsa's book Kundalini Rising. Wishing you much love.
I’ve had mine , it was great to see what he showed me and to hear the voice ... now I’ve phased into it and don’t plan on ever leaving it ever , mine happened August of 2022 Sending Peace Light and Love . 💜🙏
Bless you for being so honest. I was reminded of laughing at the way someone pronounced something when I was a teenager. It wasn’t malicious and I found it so hilarious, but I still feel bad, when I think about it 😂
Thank you for your testimony. I shared some aspects of your experience. I didn't know what it was. It took over my fingers, hands, and arms. Pins and needles over my whole body. Mine only lasted like 10-15 seconds and I was driving down the highway at the time at 70 mph. It took an unsought, chance, remote encounter with a Native American Medicine Man who read my palm and informed me via his own tradition that I was special in the kundalini way. It took just a bit of binging through one specific aspect of Native American tradition to find the kundalini connection. The name given to people who've experienced kundalini awakening is Red Tail Hawk, and that is the name I was given. It took me over 4 years to figure out what it was that had happened to me.
OMG…I have chills head to toe when you played that audio. You were speaking light language. When I had my spontaneous awakening, I said OUT LOUD “HERE IT COMES” and then “light” entered my head and I could “see” it moving and rearranging all of the atoms in my brain. While this happened, it was as if “I” were just watching, inside of my body. I had no emotion, just observation. My entire body vibrated. I heard a loud low rumble during this, and then four or five HUGE bursts of light INSIDE of my body exploded. A few other bizarre things happened, and when it was all over, I could SMELL burnt wires! Once I could function again, I looked at all of the electrical outlets to make sure something wasn’t on fire, and finally realized IT WAS MY ARMPITS! I know that sounds so gross, and I didn’t have any hair in my pits, but THAT was where the electrical smell was!! I was never afraid during any of this. “I” had told myself “here it comes” so I must’ve known on a Higher level what was about to happen. I went to the kitchen to get a drink of water and the microwave said 11:11 and for some reason I closed my eyes and ZOOM I was in space, amongst the stars. It was utterly beautiful. That night after falling asleep, I had my first out of body experience and my first lucid dream. The next morning I could see golden honeycomb shapes all over everything and five gold telescoping rings in a line in the sky. No clue what that was about. I was in constant tingles and couldn’t/didn’t need sleep. I was totally in bliss, holding bumblebees (no fear) and other odd stuff. And SO THIRSTY!! Constantly- I couldn’t get enough water. I could keep going on and on with the things that have happened since, but I’ve taken up enough space already! Just wanted to share and also thank YOU for sharing your experience ❤
Thankyou for sharing- especially about the bees🐝🌻
Wtf why did I look at the clock when I read this and it was actually truly 11:11
I was going to put 11:11 in a comment because I saw it in my corner, but then I saw that it was a link to a timeframe in the video so I deleted it. 😅
Probably should've left it.
But then a little while later I noticed I had 33% battery at 3:33 pm.
🤷🏻♀️
I'd love to hear more of experiences
Wow. Thank you for sharing
PLEASE NOTE ‼️all comments suggesting I've been possessed, am demonic or anything else of that nature WILL be removed and you will be blocked. I have shared this experience for those that wish to listen with an open mind. My connection to God is the basis of my life. While this wasn't a textbook root to crown integrated Kundalini Awakening (they rarely are when spontaneous and ill-prepared for), I know benevolent the nature of this experience. Believe me when I say I've been to hell and back to ensure this was aligned with God's will and not shadow forces. The grace, loving presence and connection to God that has been established since this experience has far outweighed any of the challenges my human has faced as a result of this process. So please - take your judgement and dogma elsewhere. Namaste 🙏🏼
I haven't even listened to the the video yet and i can already tell you are sharing your full truth to help others! Those who judge it, shouldn't even be here!
Amen and beautifully said! Thank you so much for sharing your story!
I had a spontaneous Kundalini Awakening Jan 2023. These last 4 months have been quite a year...lol. The ruminating thoughts are relentless. This started with an ex I've known since childhood...the catalyst. I'm going through everything you are talking about.
This!! I got ran into a psych ward because religious leaders saw me as demons and I was trying to preach to them about Jesus to get them to see I was having a medical emergency. It was insanity. Thanks for sharing your story publicly. Would love you on my podcast if interested. 🤍
Just a side effect of the internal judgement that runs endlessly within most unawakened minds. Too ridiculous to address. 🙏
My spontaneous kundalini awakening happened in 2020. The sheer amount of information I downloaded was incredible. During the peak of the activation, any question or thought that I had, I was able to pull the answer for straight from inside. The history of humans, how we got here, the purpose, anything and everything I could think of. Synchronicities started happening so often that I could no longer just count them out as a coincidence. My whole outlook on life changed in a day. I could also no longer lie to myself about anything. The hardest thing about it was cognitive dissonance and dealing with that alongside of realizing you can never show the people you care about how real this experience is and what it means…. I’m so glad it happened to me though or I’m not sure I would’ve ever believed in anything.
Incredible! Thank you for sharing 🙏🏼 the process truly is beyond words and for our highest good.
Wow you are sooo lucky! I know it's a lot of info but would you mind sharing about the history of human kind you got? Also what is the purpose of life and all the info you've got. Perhaps you can make a youtube video and let me know I would love to watch it!!!
@@catherine_is_in_the_MOON It Was Demonic not even a couple weeks after i made this comment demons attacked me and Jesus Came and busted the doors down and saved me! DO NOT CONTINUE DOWN THIS PATH!
@@catherine_is_in_the_MOON I am going to make a video on exactly the whole situation including the kundalini experience
@@Neo.Dynasty Awesome let me know when you post it and please give me the link! I will watch it!
I want to thank you for having the bravery to open this door in a very courageous way.
I applaud you, my sister. I understand everything you said, because i was there, too. Different window dressing, same lessons. Amazing, horrible, beautiful, terrifying, serene. All of it. And we didn't break. We can help others.
Thank you sister, I appreciate your sharing so much, especially at this point of my own personal process 😘🌹
Hi guys! Thank you for taking the time to watch this long but vulnerable share of mine 💖 I'd like to take this opportunity to clarify a few things that I may not have mentioned or made clear in the video:
- This was by no means a "full" awakening; simply the catalysing event that started this intense purification process. As I mentioned in the video, I believe the Kundalini was already stirring from 2017 - and the process is very much ongoing!
- I feel many of us are encouraging this process unwittingly by engaging in spiritual systems and practices without a deep appreciation for the implications of what it truly means to awaken, and without sufficient grounding in our humanity. Even if your goal is not to raise the Kundalini (like me), this may be a consequence if you are engaging in spiritual practices regularly. I say this as a word of caution!
- Although this process can often feel like a curse mentally, emotionally and physically (especially if spontaneous), I believe many of us have experienced awakenings around the same time (especially the window between 2018-2021) to support the individual and collective awakening and ascension process, which was amplified in 2020
- I would personally never encourage anyone to seek a Kundalini awakening without sufficient support and training- ideally in a devotional space under supervision if that is your goal
Comments, experiences, insights and questions welcome - let's keep it respectful please 🙏🏼 with love and gratitude, Tash x
Thank you so much for posting this video about your spontaneous kundalini awakening.
This seems to be happening to so many people now.
I had a spontaneous kundalini awakening in 2016 (the year I turned 55) while on a spiritual gathering with an amazing man called Abdy Electriciteh and 54 other participants. He works with Christ Consciousness energy and I had so many profound experiences while there, including the awakening of my kundalini. The week before we were to fly to Bali I felt electrical energy moving in my feet and coursing up my legs. I intuitively knew this was to do with the journey I was about to take with Abdy.
After returning to Perth, Western Australia my purging began. I was not afraid at all and, like you, I was consciously aware of what was happening to my physical body. My purging continued over many months and would be activated by meditation, certain music or images and would come out of the blue. I was thankful to be home alone where I felt safe, would close all windows/doors and play my music loudly to cover the howling, crying, toning and light language that came up. My hands were moving rapidly above my body and chakras, the electrical energy I had felt before the trip was now coursing from my feet to my crown, my body was shivering and vibrating and my teeth were chattering. While laying down in meditation, relaxation or trying to sleep, I had internal tremors, spontaneous pranayama, body twitches and my body was involuntarily moving (head and neck lifting from pillow repeatedly/stomach crunches etc) and my body and hands were forming into what I now understand were spontaneous kriyas and mudras. The kundalini energy would rise up through all my chakras and with it my consciousness, until I was in an altered state of bliss and oneness. Also, the sexual energy I was feeling at the time of my kundalini awakening was so intense and nothing seemed to dull this, (if you understand my meaning 😉). It was there for many months and was literally driving me crazy. I knew this was the kundalini energy and thankfully this also settled down after a while. These states continued off and on every day for months until finally slowly subsiding.
In 2017 I met up with an old school acquaintance, who I came to understand to be my twin flame. While driving on the freeway to meet him I could feel the energy activating in my root chakra and it shot up through my spine. My entire body was shaking, shivering, teeth chattering and energy was flowing out of my crown. I held onto my own consciousness in my body long enough to pull over and allow it to do what it needed to do. I knew it was because of the energy between myself and this other person. On another occasion when we met I was instantly in a bliss state just sitting near him. It’s all so intriguing and magical. Thank you again for sharing your experience as I feel that if more people share, others will come forward too 💜🙏🏼🕉
I had a spiritual awakening earlier this year and so many Phenomenal things has happened since then. But I am a single mother with two young boys. And I need guidance. I live in the state of Tennessee in America and I don’t know where to turn. If anyone has any knowledge of what I can do to further my experience and dive in deep. Please help❤
Sending love light and spirituality 🫶🏻Tahisha🫶🏻
I recently started clearing blockages and bringing light to my body. First I felt nothing, a few days later my arm started to shake, then weeks later my whole body trembled. Now I feel the energy within all the time and when I'm ready to release all sorts of weird things happen like vomiting but nothing comes out, yesterday I had a headache, and I'm feeling so tired. I want to be able to have as much clearing done before if I get a Kundalini awakening. Hopefully it happens when my body has cleared out most blockages. Thank you for sharing your experience.
Thank you for your universal contributions... I've been through 3 Kundalini Awakening over the past three months starting in 1/2024, and I was not even looking for it. The 1st was 30 min., 2nd 1-1/2 hrs., and the last was 14 hours! I'm not alone in this journey, and neither are you. You are loved, I am loved!
Dear Lovely Woman, Thank you so much for the "testimonial". I have been going through some strange things in the last few years, encouraged by several years of 6 hours a day meditation, trance work, breath work, etc... Hyper intuition, witnessing, channeling, a healing form terminal Cancer, over a year now of constant shaking, sometimes violently, visions, healing others, and as of a few months ago feeling completely unmoored, disconnected. I had a night of energy lifting me off my bed, tossing me around while screaming uncontrollably, heart busted wide open.... I have had 8 years of plant medicine work, 120 sittings with Grandmother, Dietas, time in the Jungle, all of it!
But this was different. Sober for one thing, and it went on all the next day as well, and the most profound (and confusing) experience of my 70 years. I now find myself depressed, suicidal ideations, angry at the universe for taking me from years of near Blisss to this, IN NO TIME! I have been confused as Hell, thinking that I might have a "Screw loose".
So now I am realizing what it is, you hit most every point, and I am soooooo relieved!
Where I was seeing only darkness and dread, crushed that I had lost my Magic, feeling totally alone with nobody to talk to about all this, I have some hope!
Thank you.
I had a spontaneous Kundalini Awakening 2 years ago, where I experienced an Ego Death(obsessive thinking), then one night a strong fiery energy rose up my spine through my head, like something was pulling the energy. For the duration I couldn’t breathe, and my last thought was unconditional love before passing back out. I awoke that morning feeling an immense bliss of love and that I was everything and that everything is One. For me, it was a feeling of remembering the bliss of Heaven, but also that we reincarnate to evolve to the remembrance of our true Self, which is the ascension and expansion of consciousness. It’s like a graduation for the infinite soul, which is consciousness.
I unlocked light language probably several months after my first kundalini awakening. My hands and fingers now move as of like 3 months ago. I basically go into spontaneous Kriyas. My hands literally perform a celestial surgery on my body, realign my chakras, harmonize my sacred masculine and feminine, rewire my mind, purge trauma, reprogram DNA… a lot ha. And often in the middle of the night when i have work the next day. But you don’t want to stop the process because you know it’s important. A few times I’ve been like… are we almost done? It can be very exhausting. But I’m so grateful. We are lucky.
Thank you for sharing your souls journey. I just found your channel, at the perfect time. I think I had a partial kundalini awakening in 2014 when I was stuck in Dallas after a business trip. There was a snowstorm in my hometown of Atlanta. For 3 extra days at the company’s expense, I stayed in a nice hotel, ate good meals, and visited the wonderful museums.
I was drawn to the Ross Perot Children’s Museum and their gem exhibit. Where I experienced the crystals and gems speaking to me through my heart. The 10 foot tall amethyst geode was like a huge purple angel, presiding over the crystal families. I cried as I felt the most peace and love I’ve ever felt awake. My awareness was pulled to the cosmos, as if the crystals were teaching me that’s where we come from.
For weeks after, when I looked at the pictures I made on my phone of the crystals, I cried uncontrollable tears. I’m incredibly grateful the earth mother spoke to me so gently, spontaneously and lovingly.❤🔮
I had a spontaneous awakening in 2012. It’s been awhile since I’ve really reflected on it. Thank you for sharing! Amazing how similar and different our experiences were! I’m speaking on a podcast about my experience soon. I’ve been feeling compelled to share what I went through lately. Love and light to you! ❤
Oh dear, I'm so glad you shared this. I had mine 3 years ago too in this period, but mine was scary and awful. I had so many blocks that I lived a spontaneous combustion, I felt my arms and my veins literally on fire with liquid fire flowing inside them. I also purged a suicide attempt I had in my adolescence, I had no control on my body and emotions, I purged so much emotional fear and pain. I had tremor in my legs and hands. I was taken at a hospital were I was sedated and I slept for one week. I felt like an enourmous van had hit me on the ground, really. I send you love and light for our journey ✨
i really hate this energy. hope to leave this world to escape it
@@megaman55 we love you ❤
I hope you are ok now. I experienced excruciating pain as well initially but was lucky to stumble on a yoga program called inner engineering. Out of the woods now and starting my life again.
@Success-mu5zh can u explain the program u did and how it helped. Was this after before or during ur awakening. I haven't had mine yet.i. trying g to male sure im grounded properly and it comes as natural as possible. I'm afraid of anything spontaneous. Thanks ahead of time for any info ❤
@@tarafaulkner
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Wow! I’m 20 minutes in and I had the EXACT experience on 5meodmt. I felt every single emotion of past or parallel lives before having a release that sounded identical to your audio clip, including the singing
I went through a spontaneous Kundalini in my mid thirties, I was 3 months pregnant and alone . I know that my faith in our Lord Jesus got me through it . I was going through a lot of trauma at the time . Thankyou for being so brave and sending you much love and greetings from Sydney ❤️🙏❤️🌹
I cannot imagine going through that while pregnant! That’s insane!
Thank you so much! I only just realized a few months ago that I had gone through a Kundalini awakening about a year ago. I was diagnosed in 2020 with end stage liver disease and needed a transplant. Thanks to the universe and my best friend who wanted to be my donor I am still here today. About 2.5 months after transplant I had the event. Mine was very euphoric, so I feel extremely lucky. I still have so many questions and keep searching the internet for community and resources. So please don't stop sharing because of comments you receive. The more love and light we put out to this world the bigger our community will become. Peace to you!
I can't believe how much I can relate to your experiences and personality. I've experienced demon possession and kundalini as well, so I believe there's a difference. I've had an attachment for over two years now, and have received healing on four separate occasions from a higher D being. Can totally relate to the ego shock all this brings. I've grieved countless times over it all, especially after trying to force life like you say and something completely destroying my plans. I've been told I'm a Lyran too.
Thank you so much for putting out this video! I had my spontaneous kundalini experience over 4 years ago after meeting my twin. It was a very profound experience. I only made the commitment to myself to self-heal a year prior but during that time in my life I had no idea what a twin flame was or kundalini or really any of those terminologies, I didn't even believe in past lives until I had constant visions and messages from my own past life trauma from 500 years ago I needed to heal in this lifetime. I really haven't talked to many people about it, although this path has forced me to let go of so many friendships, even creating boundaries around family and this time in my life right now I don't have people, though I know it is only temporary. It is in this moment I have begun to seriously meditate and through clearing lineages that needed to be healed in my family line that I have started to receive clear messages from so many loving beings from different Light Rays. Thank you for this video, especially right now as I undergo this process of being without friends, it's a good reminder of what awaits!
Sending you love, brave soul :))
There are so many of us having a spontaneous kundalini awakening. Know that you are not alone. Mine began in July 2016 after a spiritual retreat in Bali ♥️😘
Can you describe/share what your kundalini experience was? How it felt for you?
Very similar to me! Experienced kundalini awakening and heart activation upon meeting my TF/soul recognition. Had never heard of TF. Intense experience that lasted a few months. My life has changed so much since in every way.
@@mgn1621 I completely understand. Life will never be the same in the best possible way
I really appreciated your bravery in sharing your experiences here. Natasha! ❤ I haven't had an awakening but have experienced many unusual things over the years and agree with your sunmary about being aligned with love and God. I know there are many non human beings here with us and in quantum dimensions, we are all One. I'm having involuntary movements lately in meditation and lots of synptoms. Currently doing 10 weeks of breathwork and so much past life grief to process, like I must give birth to it to get it out of me. I've always asked 'make me a channel for your peace'. I resonated with your story and so sorry to hear you werent supported by the Sadhguru Centre, that speaks volunes to their legitimacy sadly. Much love on your journey. Helena
I recent began experiencing this and hearing your story gave me a deep sense of being supported.
Thank you so much!
Dearest Tash,
I have been navigating this energy 15 and a half Years now. I have had many ….let’s just call them “points of activation”.
I was guided to this particular video and can’t thank you enough.
The clarity, transparency of how you communicate and the encouragement you give has given me a lot of hope ti keep going.
Thank you for your bravery to speak up.
Truly inspiring.
Angela.
I’m watching this video for the first time a year after you posted it and I just want to say thank you for explaining some thing that I feel like nobody talks about. This is some thing that I feel like it’s kind of hidden or buried or just not explained very well, but I appreciate your vulnerability and explaining all of it and sharing what you did. I look forward to watching more of your videos.❤
Thanks to everyone who have shared their experiences. It is so reassuring to know we are not alone or nuts! My initial experience was when I was bent over in the garden, weeding. As I stood up my whole inside exploded like thousands of fireworks. I was filled with intense bliss. This bliss came and went for a few years.
Thank you for sharing your experience. My awakening started back in 2019, and it also started with meeting my twin flame. It was a turbulent, romantic relationship. It's come in many waves for me, and over this past summer, I was traveling through Europe and had the strongest experience, so far. I lost control over my body, it was so intense and thankfully a friend was traveling with me. I'm not sure how I would've ever made it back home if that wasn't the case. I stopped sleeping for 2-3 months. You're totally right about the power of kundalini. She was the one in charge and all resistance is futile. Now, I'm learning how to work and support myself in ways I never knew I could. I hope to share my own story soon, but it just keeps unfolding! Thanks again. 💖
I feel like I need to write a book to explain my kundalini awakening. It’s been going on since I think 2017 but I see my life as a story and I’ve always been experiencing it. I don’t think anyone can be equipped for this. I don’t think anyone would want to do it 😵💫 but it changed me to a person I can honestly say is who I’m supposed to be. I was so blessed because before the pain came I got drunk for 3 days of bliss and God told me everything was gonna be amazing and I would never die. My husband aka twin flame got the same message and when we told each other it was just divine confirmation. Since then all I can say is again I need to write a book. You’re my first to hear that had trance states. I went into a realm of light (still in my bedroom and could see my room) with my eyes closed and had a conversation with God. Oh man I have had so many events I hope I can remember them. We will be known by our testimony. I believe they will make movies about our lives. Thank you for sharing. It’s not been easy and I don’t think it’s fun sometimes but I genuinely believe something loving is helping us through. Love is the ultimate intention. We have so much to look forward to ❤️
I am so happy there are so many discussions about kundalini awakenings now. Mine happened in 1989. I was given shaktipat diksha in a lucid dream by a Master Yogi. Back then, there was next to nothing written about it. It took years to process, particularly the shadow work part. It caused a rapid and accelerated explosion if the siddhi’s too, which changed the course of my life.
Hello, LOVE!!! This was absolutely fantastic! I, too, had an spontaneous Kundalini Awakening. When I had mine, I had made several trips to India to be with Sathya Sai Baba and my local community at home considered themselves to be quite Spiritually Awakened. YET, no one who was a self-professed spiritual authority, or anyone else for that matter, knew what had happened to me. In fact, they were quite dismissive about it. All of that happened in about September 1999. It took me several years before I received the clarity from Divine Self as to what had transpired. Thank you for your courage to share. I, myself, only publicly shared my Kundalini Awakening experience last year (24 years later) because I felt it was important for those having their own experience to have a touchstone. In fact, I remember saying that my personal experience would likely not be the same for others, but hopefully, they would remember my experience and then intuitively understand what was happening to themselves. Much love to you, Beloved, heart~2~heart.
Thank you for sharing. I had an awakening sixty years ago --It settled down and I lived a full life -- and now when I am older it is activating again in terms of almost daily sometimes overwhelming insights. I have written three books and am presently working on a workbook to help people stop reacting automatically to events of their lives and make conscious choices as to how they think and behave. So good to hear your share. Love. Bonnie Nack Ed.D.
Thank you so much for your openness and vulnerableness🙏💜
I think this was very interesting, also scaring what you have experience.
I am an empath,too, 57 years old. Love from Norway🙏🌷
+ 1 on spontaneous kundalini starting 2019. Yes, sharing is a service. Thanks for your bravey.
Amazing account. Thank you for sharing. I hope you’ve found confidence to leave any egoic self consciousness behind. If people don’t understand, then it’s simply not yet for them. 🙏
Tash you precious angel, thank you for making yourself so vulnerable, and sharing your Kundalini awakening story so eloquently.
You are helping the masses prepare for what is to come.
I also appreciate you mentioning in the comments that you are acknowledging that this wasn’t the “Full” awakening.
I feel the full awakening coming for the first wave of Lightworkers here to lead Humanity.
I feel a big part of the Twin Flame Collective included in that where unions will happen, and they will join forces in great purpose.
I keep hearing the phrase “Wham, bam, thank you. Ma’am,” and now realize the Maam is the full Kundalini, that I have not experienced, yet.
I celebrate you, your beauty, and you rising into your great voice and gifts!! Bravo!!!
Thank you so much for sharing this. Finding support and people who can relate throughout this experience is really difficult - this made me feel less alone. I'm so glad I've come across your channel!
Because of your courage in sharing your experience you have (maybe literally) saved my life. With literally no previous knowledge of Kundalini I had a spontaneous awakening a month ago (after meeting my twin) and I thought I was insane. My physical manifestations have echoed yours in many ways. Your light has cleared my confusion. Sending you so much love!
Wow! I can't tell you how happy this makes me to read - it makes my work here feel so worthwhile to know it is helping others. I see you sister! It can be a really tough, confusing and lonely process to navigate alone, but you are really not alone - there are many of us moving through this profound evolution and period of preparation. Sending love and ease for your onward journey
I went through this . Came out a born again Christian -God Bless you darlings x
As I mentioned before in a comment on another videos of yours, my "Awakening" happened during the year 2019 as well. But it was much more subtle with only some moments of trauma release by muscle tentsion release while meditating.
I spend the whole year learning about psychologie, especially narcissism and its manifestations. When I realized that the only way for myself to cope with betrayal is forgivness, it started the final phase of the "Awakening".
At this point I want to quickly mention that every awakening seems to be different as well as the ways leading to it. I have never been a spirituel person and I didnt even know the word Kundalini when it happened to me. But once it happened I searched the whole Internet because I so deeply wanted to know what had happened in that moment that I couldnt understand logically.
so ... how it happened: It woke me up in the middle of the night at exactly 00:00 on the clock form 11.10 to 11.11 of the year 2019.
it felt like a warm energy crawling up my spine from the sacrum upwards to the area of the heart. I was shivering a little bit all over my body and it felt like sitting in a whirlpool of energy bubbles. It was only about 60 to 90 seconds. Than it stopped.
I had no god expolosion or cosmic orgasm or so :) just that.
Through my learnings I think it was the "Heart Chakra" opening ... that which other call "Kundalini Shakti" rising, The "Christ Consciousness" or the "Holy Spirit"
Nevertheless ... after that experience I started to remember past lives.
The 1st Rememberance revealed that we are Citizens of the Universe having a temporal human experience !
The 2nd revealed that we are beings of Light. Indeed we are Light at the deepest or highest level however you wanna put it !
These were experiences not connected to earth ...
All other past life rememberance are from living on earth !
I have been a jewish construction worker that emmigrated from the bolshevist Russia to Boston in 1884
I have beem a afro american slave named Paul in 1819 working on a plantage in Mount Vernon
I have been a Soldier of the Sultan of Kairo in 1735 figthing against food shortage and Bedhuine Riots
I have been a simple Farmer in colonial 17th century
And one more going even farer back in "Time"
If someone would have told me this 4 years ago, I would have called him crazy and full of shit, but when it happens to you, you know and you can never ever not know again ! Its like Neo in the Matrix. Once unplugged, theres no way back !
There was no such thing as bolshevist Russia in 1884
@@exeexecutoryou’re right! It began in 1917. Do you think he’s telling the truth?
@@FreakThoughtLab ofcourse not :D
@@exeexecutor😂😂 thanks 🙏
What's funny is that you two are trying to correct this person about "when" this happened, according to human history and the calendar we use...
The irony.
I’m so grateful to have come across your channel. So much insight into who I am. Thank you Akasha. You are Divine 🤍
I absolutely adore you! Thank You so so much for sharing your beautiful experience!!!!!!! ❤
Thank you for being so brave and sharing this deeply sacred and intimate experience with us - it is so interesting that the twin flame brother who stabbed you in the back in the past life, became your chiropractor in this life - I guess he is also clearing out his karma and thats amazing !
Thank you I'm keeping my kundalini in check compared to you because of life reasons but still gone mad twice once for three days lots of deep emotional purging manyother craziness seeing this is so helpful for me❤❤❤the audio is awesome SURRENDER SURRENDER SURRENDER
First I should preface that this was 1986- I had no foreknowledge of yoga or kundalini
August evening long ago at the age of 24 earth yrs, in the presence of newly bonding friends.
We tripped the light fantastic beyond the rainbow slinky's end. Before me appeared and stretched a Lightening bolt, vibrating on the floor,as we clutched our separate ends of the undulating coil. Then in an instant my friend released their grasp and the Thunderbolt of Vajra Lightening, recoiled to strike my waiting hand.
Into my arm it flew and traveled down my spine. Pulled and grounded me to the earth below, the vibrations then began to grow. Ida and Pingal freed now made their upwards climb, through each chakra they flowed, the lotuses opened pulsing and spinning, till it shot forth in a fountain from my head. My ego surrendered ,it had been struck dead. I stepped or was thrown out of time. I Descended then into the black abyss, the lair of things most horrible and fowl. A voice said "Well look who's just dropped in!" Then other entities laughed and mocked and growled. As I began to fear and more truly to despair, another gentle voice filled my mind."You don't belong down there" it intoned and lifted me up into the light.
And there I beheld and heard such Wonders as I could not fully comprehend.projections of the entire cosmos from micro to macro, all entwined with the sacred tones and geometries of the Universal Mind. These "downloads" with their encryptions recalibrated and upgraded my bio computers software and rewrote the outmoded code. Now newly awakened and updated I was seated on a throne. It was craved of living opal, colors swirling and mixing like Auroras shifting there inside the stone. It's seat was broad, the back quite high, arm rests wide on either side. Then to my left in my periphery I saw another grand chair the match and mate to mine. And from beside me there emanated a radiance and power so awesome and intense I dared not turn my face,for I instinctively knew not to seek to look directly upon it, the incomprehensible Godhead.
In complete and utter awe I sat, pondering the impossible, this audience and encounter with the ultimate Source. As this thought came to me I was engulfed, no longer me, but I within the "I Am That I Am"and there perceived and perceiving as One - Cocreating Dreaming all that is and is not into reality. The plan and its infinite perfection flowing forth constantly from the eternal wellspring of infinite Love- the One, Great Spirit the Divine. Universes blinked in and out of existence, nebulas and galaxies in infinite numbers were spawned, coalesced, then collapsed, civilizations sprouted, grew,flourished, withered and died. Never ending cycles of generation,growth, death and disintegration.
As it was, so it is, so shall it ever be.
One Love, One Life, Alpha and Omega, As Above So Below in perfect harmony and union everlasting. "For now we see through a glass darkly, but then face to face. For now I know in part, but then shall I know, even as I am also known." This world without end. And we- these sparks of Universal Consciousness the eyes and ears of God. For an eternity I rested there, truly "Home" my heart and soul in rapturous bliss and contentment. Pure and abiding LOVE!
Then all to soon my time came to return. I found myself back in the room, sitting crosslegged and rocking on the floor, my hands spontaneously arranging and rearranging themselves in endless and unknown to me mudras, as words of no recognizable origin poured forth of their own volition from my lips. The others stared confounded as the contortions and exaltations raged and ran their course. After several long hrs, so I've been told, my conscious mind returned. My body felt as it were made of light, it glowed lit from within. I saw with fresh eyes!
And decades since that fateful eve this inner mounting flame - the vivid recollections of my transcendent state of blissful Samadhi has lived in me.
Through the years that now have past filled with bright times and with grey, I've been blessed and grateful for the truth of Grace, granted to me that day. It was a gift given freely, neither consciously sought nor by worthiness gained. Not special or unique, lucky am I, just another pair of eyes gazing out from the One as me. Loved!
My own personal experiential confirmation of Divine Spirits unceasing unconditional Love for all creation. And if I ever have doubts or fears, when the chaos and evil that seems to run amuck in this world or personal and private pains fall heavy on my heart, I have only to glimpse the strands -a small shock of white hair which from that day sprouted at my crown. A physical reminder of a vision -A Blessing bestowed and an Awesome saving Grace!
To that end I strive (not always succeeding) to find and recognize myself and God in every face!Pneuma!Spirit we are! I believe the only true goal is our returning- all of this back to the One. The contraction that follows the expansion. We shall come together again. Truly HOME again united in the single mind. No movement, no sound, no light nor dark - Only Love Eternal - The cycle will begin again-
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I have had more synchronicities and crazy experiences in the years after than I can even remember! Should have kept a diary! Thanks to you and everyone who has shared! Like RamDass says"We're all just walkin' each other Home❤"
Thanks love for including the audio of your release.. It touched me and talked to me deeply and I.. I am just grateful for whatever reason that was so needed to hear for me. I just.. Thanks for the guts to include your vulnerability. I am in great Aw of you and your being. Love from Austria, Amabel 😌♥️🙏
Yes, yes, yes, She sure does wear the personal self/conditioning down. She has been very gentle with me, I am an old dude (76), my activation occurred about 4-5 years ago. I have experienced most of what you have said albeit in a way that has been gentle on this old body. I find what you call light language interesting, I had an episode of this only once I thought WTF is this about. She Usually does a number on me just as I am relaxed and dropping off to sleep. All very transformational, I have surrendered totally to it now. Thanks for the post!
i hate the kundalini and havent surrendered in 5 years. im not giving up my personal self. it will have to kill me. im not giving it up. so far i lost 50 lbs, developed a terrible neurological disease and became bed ridden. i will fight this until my death. STUPID SERPENT
i will never surrender. that would suck
When i heard the audio, i knew it was an ancient pastlife.
I hsvent experienced it.
Thankyou for sharing everything.
I don’t know why but I believe everything you’re saying even though I’ve never been through that level of consciousness,thanks for sharing it seems like I was supposed to hear this for some reason 🙏.
I love kundalini stories especially spontaneous ones from people who were not spiritual. Persons already into yoga and on awakening journeys don’t excite me as much but I’m so appreciate of others sharing their experiences 🙌 🙏
That was so me! I was a church going Pentecostal who left our church after I got sick (start of kundalini). I wasn’t spiritual at all. All legalistic.
thanks for sharing and i see you make videos, i'll check em out @@kimmierae9493
I don't think I had a kundalini, but I had an awakening as an agnostic atheist and spiritual activity. 🤷🏻♀️
@@rorscach1 did u make a video I’d love to hear more about this, what constitutes having an awakening what were you asleep too and what is the spiritual activity I’m curious
Today I bumped into your video. Thank you so so so so much for sharing this. It makes so much sense to me. The sound fragment you shared sounds so familiar to what I am going through on a daily basis now. Don't ba ashamed. Your genuine honest sharing makes this video so powerful and comforting to me. It gives me courage to surrender to the process, the hardest part of it not knowing where I will end up in life. As you said: your life is no longer yours. Complete loss of control and having a life sorted out. I live from day to day now, hour to hour in isolation. My body breaks down repeatedly during the day. Sometimes, I have some time 'off' to shop for food or other basics or do a small walk. Other than that, my day is sitting still on a chair or lying down, undergoing emotional rollercoasters and physical pain. It seems endless. I also believe a twin flame is involved in my case, but this is hard to quantify. Could be coincidence. My Kundalini was already stirred beginning 2023, but since the breakup with a new woman I met after being divorced for a couple of months, I crashed and the turmoil in my body began. Once again: your video truly resonated. It is a game changer for me! ♥
I had one May 8. I feel amazing . But the mania unnerves me and the downloads .
I appreciate you . Ive learned a lot about mine, as its only been a few weeks . Immediately my fingers picked your video . 🙌🏽📿 bless 🌙
Thank you so much, I relate to all you shared....mine started in 2015 and my light language opened up and my life is completely different...flow it my way of being. Thank you for your courage to share: it can be a lonely journey and it really helps me to hear other's experience:much gratitude to you
Thank you for your courage for sharing. So relatable for me and how I would love to have others to talk with who have been through this. Your story brought up so much of my own bewilderment and awe for the reality of this multiverse. 🙏❤️thank you
Thank you for sharing. I too have experienced this. Truly the most beautiful year of my life.
Much love.
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I love how it was the embodied masculine that created the safe container for you to finally surrender ❤
Thank you so much for sharing! I experienced something similar and noone around me could explain it like this. Thank you for sharing the audio too because that was so similar to mine.
I never knew or heard about the word kundalini until 3mths after the experience.
I don't feel I'm equipped but I trust the right information will present itself at the right time such as seeing this video 10mths after my experience
Thank you love, for sharing in this beautiful way. So beautiful to hear your stories. Much love D.
Dear Natasha, thank you so much for this video.
I have gone through a Kundulini experience in April 2023 and presently experience some of what you have explained. The purging and space you needed for it, I have only experienced about a month ago.
I have found so much guidance from your experience and and your video. As you spoke towards the end the tears just flowed and it will greatly support me on my journey. Wish you all the best. Spiritual Love ❤️Fred
Your video popped up in my feed and has helped for sure. Thank you for making yourself vulnerable. Totally agree about love being the way. ❤
Thank you for your vulnerable and honest story!❤My spiritual process and the Kundalini awakening is closely related to my twin flame journey as well. Light and Love to you from Germany
With such a lovley smile ,and eyes clear as a childs ,kundalini had no choice but to come up and salute you !
I have watched your video with great interest. I to have had my own awakening and wanted it to stop but became unwell,thought I was going mad but knew I had to continue as I had no option but to do so. The whole of myself has definitely gone through and still if healing and purifying. I actually understand it more now after watching this video. Thank you for sharing and being open.
I am now a sharmanic Crystal practitioner. I would not be doing what I am now if it hadn't been for my awakening.
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Thank you for sharing your experience. I am on my path to awakening and I'm just learning of the intensity of this. It's quite interesting and not for the faint of heart, it appears. I keep watching information on the dark night of the soul, which you have described in different terms, I believe. In any case, I appreciate your sharing this very much. Much peace, love and light to you!
Great job. I had listened to all these horror stories that asking for this would cause all sorts of turmoil and paranoia. I have reason to believe I just sort of accidentally triggered this a few hours ago. I was freaking out about it for a minute. Still having all these random burning sensations all over and vibrations in my back and along my spine giving me crazy anxiety but this made me realize I need to trust myself and just allow it to happen. Thank you for sharing this. I'm much more calm and centered now.
I had a spiritual awakening in the fall of 2019. I had no idea what the hell was going on. Still in it now, it took years for me to figure out what happened. Shortly after my awakening, I was randomly told that "something big is coming, and you need to be ready" by a disembodied voice. Again, it took me years to figure out what that meant. I now believe that I need to prepare for my kundalini awakening. Half of my large family is schizophrenic and I'm coming to realize that this is the reason why. They had their awakenings and went nuts. Hence why my guides decided to warn me because I need to be ready or it'll be disastrous. I think I'm meant to heal my family. The problem is, I'm a totally normal person. I knew hardly anything about spirituality until a a year or so ago. Only recently started meditating, and I'm not very good at it. So idk how I'm supposed to get ready for this. It honestly scares me.
I believe you although every experience is different from another . Thank you for sharing❤
Thank you for sharing. I’ve noticed that 2017 (or there about) brought a massive energetic shift to the planet that initiated awakenings in many forms for so many people. My own Kundalini energy spontaneously opened in early 2017 during a healing session. I’d already experienced an awakening in 2011 that woke up a passion to know all about energy healing. And looking back, the education I received and healing I experienced prior to Kundalini opening prepared me for it, even though I wasn’t exactly trying to achieve that goal. It appears that my process is still underway with Kundalini bringing up aspects of separation consciousness for me to heal. Despite understanding what’s going on, embodying separation consciousness as much as I have on a daily basis has been and still is 100% not fun yet. Yet I was guided to 2 beautiful souls with whom I do sacred healing work (reconnection) every few weeks. The connection with my Higher Self has never been stronger, and at some point things will ease a bit more. ❤️✨
Thank you so much for sharing your Journey. My kundalini begin to rise spontaneously in 2018. It has been on heck of a journey.
Thank you for sharing the experience. I also had a kundalini awakening a few days back, I also didn’t have much mystical experience except the body’s doing all types of spontaneous movements and the sensation that of the energy release from the body. And I can totally understand what you said the ego was just sitting at the back witnessing the experience. My ego was like “hey man, just do your thing but please wrap it up soon, I am feeling kinda tired to be honest”. It was a good experience and I suspect I will get another one later since the I am still feeling blockage at the crown chakra . Like you mentioned in the video, surrender is the key.
IV been through all of this and completely understand. I my spiritual journey to heal cptsd took place from 2016 and in 2021 I started my own personal therapy as I felt that no therapist could help me. I had a similar release during my ahuasca ceremony and then in my spontaneous kundalini awakening in December 2023.
I love your video, it is beautiful and so clear. I'm very glad you could explain all of this to so many people.
Yours is the first discussion that resonates with what I experienced. I dont feel quite so akone now in what I experienced. Blessings to you 🙏✨
Thank you for sharing this remarkable moment in your journey. It takes courage and strength to be vulnerable enough to be with being at a loss, out of control, and a big sister to all of us who have not but might yet experience something similar to your awakening. My spiritual experience has been a lot more sedate than yours, so I'm a little envious of the drama you struggled with, since my commitment to "spiritual perfection", began in earnest when I was eight years old. In an activity called Sahaja Yoga, our dispensation allowed us to awaken only a strand of Mother Kundalini, so of course the energy was easier to manage, but once the mother was awakened, we could awaken Her in any others. I look forward to following you on your journey since your honesty and openheartedness opens my heart. I want to pranam at your feet because that feels like the only gesture worthy of the heroic stance You have chosen to lead by example, no matter the cost. Thank you for being the ongoing blessing You are for us all. 🙏🙏🙏
I am going trough this and right now it feels like a catastrophy. I had a better life living with my traumas running in background.
Because of this testimony, I'm beginning to think I already had a Kundalini Awakening and thought I just had something like a NDE, that makes sense but I need more testimonies.
Thank you for sharing! I am going through one as well with totally different experience but that is how it goes. Extending my heart to you. 🧡
Bravo! Those who see this and think it’s not of God have a 1% understanding based on a superficial and fundamentalist understanding of the Bible or other scriptures. Information about consciousness and everything she speaks about has been documented millennia ago in India. Do not be afraid to take a look at for example Paramahansa Yogananda’s “Autobiography of a Yogi” or simply research the Vedas and Google the several films about Jesus in India.
So...my dear one is not spontaneous, you ask for it.❤
For my self happend giving birth to my first child, on 8/04/2017 ... i didn't know anything! Anything!
In that moment i went out from my body , my consciousness expanded and i saw my self giving birthday on the hospital bed, with my husband next to me, doctor...nurses...
I was in the body and outside of it and all i known is the knowing that i have everything under control, that i have choose all. After my dear one...ohh...is to much to write in here!😂❤
Much blessings and infinite live to you!
Two nights ago I had this random experience of the room spinning so much, and eventually a burning feeling in my head. I didn't have a fever and my skin was cold, and yet on the inside it felt like burning. I have a sense that eventually I will experience a kundalini awakening. It isn't the first time I've experienced this fiery feeling, but I'm still not exactly sure what it was.
Incredible video, thank you so much for sharing your experience. I had my spontaneous kundalini awakening meeting my twin 12 months ago. I had no knowledge of twin flame let alone kundalini and I thought I had a broad spiritual understanding. It has been the most traumatic and amazing 12 months of my life. I am still coming to terms with what has happened to me and why. It has been so helpful to hear your story as I have similar experiences. Thank you, thank you xx
Wow! I love this story. I was atheist dabbling with law of attraction when I had my spontaneous kundalini experience. I felt the energy shoot up my spine and out the top of my head. Total bliss for two weeks. After that state faded is when the shit hit the fan. Just all my shadows coming up, crying non stop, anxiety, thinking I was dying, obsession over my twin. This went on for a year and a half before life started to feel normal again. It’s been gradual but I’m feeling so much better. This happened maybe 3 months after my twin and I broke up. While we were dating the energy was moving up and my skin was breaking out in these huge red hit boils, major anxiety, suicidal, couldn’t sleep. I thought I was going crazy.
This happened to me as well. I was hospitalized in Feb of 2020 two weeks before covid hit. I watched a video with Michelle Fondin on the twin flame journey and instantly there was a shift. But because I am neurodivergent it is difficult admitting I have a twin soul connection, not only because that I feel crazy, but also because I have many insecurities about myself. As a black woman it is hard explaining to others my experience with the spiritual realm, because my family and friends think I am crazy in believing in it.
@@Sirena_belle I understand completely! I was a pretty logical person and through this process I kept going back and forth thinking that I just had a mental illness or was trauma bonded and that this TF stuff wasn’t real. The more I would try to let go, the more signs I would get. I’m at a place now where I’ve accepted it and just feel a lot of love in my heart. I don’t talk to my family about much except for my stepsister and I don’t think she really understands either. This is a solo journey and you know your truth. 💙
@@Sirena_belle you can message me whenever! I don’t know anyone who is going through this. 🙂
@Adriane I think what I did wrong was that, before I was hospitalized, my grandmother told me I was saying weird shit. So I disclosed to my grandmother first not knowing what I said, and that is a mistake I made. I also still feel a little denial. There was a guy who I had no romantic feelings for, one I knew him because I worked with this family at a daycare center, 2, his cousin and I are really close friends, 3 I didn't really know him. All of a sudden I felt a bolt of romantic interest in him, and that I needed to be near him. I felt like I was growing obsessed and I didn't know what was wrong with me. Before I was admitted to the psych ward, my grandmother said that I was saying that he was my twin flame, and stuff about having the third eye, and other stuff. My grandmother who is also spiritual, but doesn't believe in everything I said, told me it is a bunch of shit. Granted that I also had pmdd, and 2 weeks later covid hit. I thought I was going crazy and that maybe it isn't real. I couldn't talk to anybody. I was put onto medication, so that I wouldn't have to hear things nor see things. I genuinely thought I was going schizo, crazy, so. As a neurodivergent person I already had a cardiovascular heart condition. But I didn't think I had a spiritual awakening nor a kundalini awakening of somesort. I just thought everything was due to my cycle.
@@Sirena_belle ya, just keep this stuff to yourself when it comes to your family. People don’t understand what they don’t experience. My mom doesn’t get it either. We do t need their energy or negative thoughts getting into your mind and making you more confused. I just talk to spirit and continue to ask for the truth. I eventually get signs or a certain video on here that feels true. You know that you’re having a spiritual awakening, trust yourself. You are not crazy and you don’t need to take meds long term. I had to take meds to help me sleep for awhile but they are not needed anymore. Weird shit is going to happen but it’s just the kundalini clearing out the blocks in your chakras and opening them all up. I feel like my third eye is starting to open more and gifts are coming online. I’m scared and excited at the same time but it helps to know what is happening. This energy is intense and will make you feel crazy, can’t sleep but once it anchors back down through the root chakra you will feel more balanced and peaceful. Just focus on this and not your TF. The twin flame journey is your spiritual awakening, they are the same. Love yourself no matter what, set boundaries with others, protect your energy right now. I’ve been in hermit mode for three years. It’s ok and takes as long as it takes.
Thank you for your courage and vulnerability in sharing this and contribute to the collective 🌱✨☺️
Thank you so much. You helped me so much. No one would help me. I went to a shaman which he didn’t help me. I didn’t understand what was happening to me but thanks to you I understand. Thank you I appreciate you and I’m grateful for your story
Thankyou for sharing such a relatable experience , even down to the feeling of being possessed when channeling. Such a high frequency can definitely feel scary but I then realized it was being afraid of my own power. Your mention of a complete energetic purge in a safe space is something I really needed to hear as I can feel I am carrying a lot that needs to be released an can come out spontaneously with light language or kriyas and perhaps am just needing a safe space to fully let go. Very grateful for this message.
@templeofakasha TY for sharing your experience and how you described it! This was so so so helpful to me!! I have not gone through this personally- rather, my loved one is going through a spontaneous awakening now. Neither of us have ever known of this. We were raised in a traditional christian western world. This body energy is foreign to that world. I have had many doubts on what my loved is going through - is it okay, is it psychosis, is it temporary, is it just a movement of energy? You sharing your experience was very confirming and comforting to us. Much love!
Thank you so much for your video. It's so nice to hear someone whos had basically the same experience as I have had now two different times. Like you I was in no way prepared or equipped to deal with this truely profound experience. I had never really even heard about Kundalini until about a year ago but it wasn't until watching your video I now know 100% thats what happened. I must have had much more learning to do because once the experienced symptoms wore off I think I spiraled to what I would say was the worst time in my life. Lost my job as a firefighter became homeless and dependent on hard drugs. Thanks to the unconditional love of my family I finally got off the streets and Iv really tired finally putting in the work again and I can feel it starting to awaken. I think I'm going to document the experience if I can cause Im getting this premonition that I'm going to go through this this time finally free from my dependence on hard drugs and earthly materialistic things. The previous two times I went through the experience completely sober but went to rehab shortly afterwards only to be put on drugs again. Thank you so much for your video it truly answered so many questions I was seeking. Namaste 🙏
❤so much love for sharing your experiences. I've been through a few kundalini awakenings.... or recalibrations... but I had no idea what it was called until recently and came across your video. Much gratitude for your vulnerability and openess. That takes courage. It is comforting to know that I am not alone in this process. Lol maybe one day there will be safe spaces and guidance for such experiences in society. That are accessible to people who it would help. I guess the first step is to bring awareness and speak up. So thank you. I think the collective human consciousness' throat chakra is blocked... but speaking your truth helps. ❤
The audio you shared was interesting. I knew exactly where you were at when I heard it. I can relate to a lot of the symptoms you shared. I was literally doing death metal vocals and throat singing in my experience. 😊
God I can relate. Whenever I'm alone, or in doubt of what I've been through and am still going through its seeking out videos like this to relate to on such an intimate level that keeps me grounded in my heart with it all. Thank you love
Thank you for sharing. I really needed to hear this today ✨
love your story sister... brings much insight and hope to those like me who have undergone this process. You are the one holding up the crucifix to all those who want to remain in the dark. They will sizzle and be triggered but continue throwing those loving spanners into the world thought. Lovely to see that you shine your light and you definitely have been equipped to handle this process. Now you have the tools to be of assistance. :)
So interesting that you mention being told about a friend saying you was possessed by a demon as i recently have had a similar experience which has brought up a subconscious fear of this stuff happening to others as i witnessed similar stuff as a child. Really making me look at my experience with a new perspective, thank you. I would like to learn more about your experience around this and also how you came to your understanding on how the dark/everything is ultimately being held in love.
Very cool, ive been going through a very long prolonged version of this. So interesting hearing how it played out in one day - probably due to the work you were doing leading up to it! Thanks for sharing this :)
my experience is also very long and ongoing..now that i have figured out what is happening to me, ive realized the beginning of my experience was end of 2018 and have been going thru t since. Dark night of the soul, channeling, contacted by beings, become extremely intuitive to spirit which has changed the course of my life although my life is still in upheaval, death, rebirth, really strange skin and hair symptoms and only lately have i finally got the picture that what i thought or rather my what my ego thought my plan was...i have finally surrendered, et go, and realized that that Infinite Divine has another idea..or rather, what mysoul chose my purpose here on earth is. Only today has my vision, destiny and purpose become vividly clear with a knowing with out a doubt an understaning of my truth as i let divine guide me. ive lots touch with reality, been in deep bouts of despair, and bi polar moments of intense joyful amd positiv energy and evrything in between. yes we have a gift, and a vital service to humanity that is divine order. this has beben lonely, insane, and i still have not even left my home in so long...Bless this Angel and her inspiring soul.. we are spiritual alchemists not to be taken lightly meant to lead by exampple an follow our intuition and find our truth and live it with clarity as we be an inspiration to others and a healing energy among the collective in these times where the Divine leads us. a beautiful oppertunity to learn who we are, our unique aspects and gifts, meet our higher selft, unederstand brain and heart coherence, anchor our light, raise the vibration and frequencies, transamute all the fear and other negative energy that we can as Mother gaia ascends, humanity learns our true origin and truth and as we witness this outrageus time, we can be the way showers and illumunate a path of understanding for those that have not awakened or tuned in to what is really happening. NATASHA...you BRAVE Soul. THANK YOU for being a confirmation and a Divine guiding light. I am so grateful for your inspirational presence here. I am so glad i found you and your kindred healing ad spiritual energy. Question: Do you still have symptoms? Side note...i wonder if we are discovering our soul tribe as we awaken...thru the law of attraction as a result of our energies tuining into one anothers consciousness vibration and ultimately resonating on the same frequency ...Soul is Soaring and my vision idea im am setting an intention with and blueprint for manifest just expanded. Again Natasha, thankyoufor sharing your story, you gifted me with the motivation now to move forward as well. i cant stay in forever. My cup runneth over. All love, conscious thinking, living by design, anchored in truth, stepping into Divine creative limitless power. 7 raysof light, their enrgies perfectly balanced as we integrate beauty, trust, the Power of Belief, Desire, confidence, empathy, compassion and forgiveness into protective and comforting blanket of violet and pink fluffy clouds pearlescent healing light and wrap Mother Earth in it as she this collective rewrite our human story and ascend. Kindred Spiritual Soul Darlings...adventure begins...until we meet again... and Darlings...Lets find where our Brave is now, yes? much love
I’m 13 months into my spontaneous kundalini awakening. I’m in this “purging stage” and I don’t have much to say. It was a beautiful experience and the first few months were beautiful as well but now I’m at the dark night of soul mixed with many physical symptoms and I’m finally surrendering not knowing what that meant or that I even had to do that. Everything that I’ve been through has been extremely difficult but a blessing at the same time but I’m still in the thick of it so I haven’t seen “the other side” of this so it’s hard to be optimistic. I’d go into more detail but it just feels too sacred to say too much.
Edit : I feel compelled to mention that I went to an entirely different universe when the energy went up my spine and my body began to move strangely and my hands started doing mudras. I was shown that I was everything, everywhere, all at once. Before all of this, I just asked them to heal me but I got more than I bargained for and I hope to some day have more energy back in my body and actually do something. It’s messing with me not to have energy to do anything.
jesus I'm 4 weeks into my purging stage and I feel like I'm a deaths door can't imagine still purging after that long how are you still alive? can anyone help or give advice to get out the purging stage?
@@remoteview46 Find a practitioner in your area that does Kundalini Bodywork- this will help you.
Your story is so absolutely helpful for people on the path to truth. Thank you so very much Natasha. You are a very brave and honest soul. I admire you for your courage and openness.
Thank you so much for sharing, I feel so much better knowing I’m not alone in this
Thank you for sharing mine happened with uncontrollable laughter it was like a faucet was turned on I gut rolled for an hour only gasping in between to catch a breath spontaneous mudras people don't realize what lies dormant if they go a little deeper anyone will see sorry no punctuation I'm at work😅❤
Kundalini sister ❤ thank you so much for sharing this openly your experience. I loved listening to you. I was laughing so much because I knew exactly what you are talking about!
I had my spontaneous kundalini awakening, like in the book, rising from the root up to crown. My whole body was pulsing hard and fast as it was rising and opening each chakra until the point of catharsis in which my head was all light open like the lotus. It was sooo scary and I felt the same divine presence of my own soul like behind me talking to me so I knew what was happening.
I also didn’t have support or understanding around me. I needed to figure that out by myself. I was 25. Today I’m 44.
It changed everything. I started to feel all the pain as the kundalini has awakened my whole nervous system so I began living with chronic pain for years.
What really helped me to purge all that needed to clear was Ayahuasca. There I had these crazy purges like you described and lots of trauma could leave my body.
Ohhh my story is long… here I shared a bit of it.
Just so happy to see more of us you know. It feels like home 😊
Sending you a big hug dear sister. And yes let’s be our full authentic selves like kundalini guide us to be.
You are one of the bravest women out there. Thank you for sharing your journey, youre absolutely right, some of us are overwhelmed with drastic changes within ourselves to the point were feeling alone.. but on top of it if this happens..
Thank you for preparing us, giving us a taste of what yin energy might be ❤
Wow. Thank you for such an authentic expression of your experience.
Wonderful just wonderful! I totally get you on all you say about this, i practice Zen meditation for many years( drying out the wood as it were) before meeting a shaktipat guru who lite me up big time. What followed was clearing and facing absolute terror at time's. Thanks for sharing, we need more space for this kind of experience to be accepted in the UK
Thank you for your insights. I began to go through what I thought was a spiritual awakening... Now I believe it is Kundalini.
I can feel her move through my lower chakras but she stops at my heart. Psychic abilities have gotten more intense since the awakening began but now I feel her move.
I had a moment at work where I felt like lightning had gone through my crown down to my root and back up again very quickly. I thought that might have been what you were describing but nothing happened afterwards though I have a feeling my body is being prepped for it... I've been more sick in the last 6 months than ever....I have those observer moments when I'm witnessing myself watching the outside world through my eyes.
Aside from trying to remove the resistance, I'm working on grounding and being a vessel of love.
So much appreciated, I look forward to other videos!
I hope as you go forward that you open to experiencing the immense love, joy and pleasure that that a full kundalini awakening creates when the Universe embraces oneself in the bliss of cosmic consciousness. You might like Swami Muktananda's little book on Kundalini and GK Khalsa's book Kundalini Rising. Wishing you much love.
I’ve had mine , it was great to see what he showed me and to hear the voice ...
now I’ve phased into it and don’t plan on ever leaving it ever , mine happened August of 2022
Sending Peace Light and Love .
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Bless you for being so honest. I was reminded of laughing at the way someone pronounced something when I was a teenager. It wasn’t malicious and I found it so hilarious, but I still feel bad, when I think about it 😂
Thank you for your testimony. I shared some aspects of your experience. I didn't know what it was. It took over my fingers, hands, and arms. Pins and needles over my whole body. Mine only lasted like 10-15 seconds and I was driving down the highway at the time at 70 mph. It took an unsought, chance, remote encounter with a Native American Medicine Man who read my palm and informed me via his own tradition that I was special in the kundalini way. It took just a bit of binging through one specific aspect of Native American tradition to find the kundalini connection. The name given to people who've experienced kundalini awakening is Red Tail Hawk, and that is the name I was given. It took me over 4 years to figure out what it was that had happened to me.