How I Started Late and Still Became an Animator
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In this video I’ll show you what led to me working as a 2D animator on Bleach, Boruto, Lackadaisy, Disney Descendants, Gawr Gura’s first music video, and how I conquered the obstacles of learning animation on my own.
This is the story of how Toy Story’s “We didn’t aim for the truck” changed my life and pushed me to try and make a Gobelins short film on my own.
I hope you too Don’t Aim for the Truck!
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Truely another great video, thank you for putting all this effort into making high quality content, I hope you reach 100K soon!
I'm honestly pretty demotivated. While on one hand being derivative is this big black mark on your work, actually good works like Star Wars THRIVE on their derivation, and that's essentailly what reference is. But you know HOW Star Wars gets popular? By mass audiences hating or ignoring all the source material it's derived from, dismiss the giants on whose shoulders George Lucas stood, and act like he's some decorated genius for coming up with such creative worlds "all by himself".
Now fans want the derivation to come, not from a body of great works like Buck Rogers and Buster Keaton, but all this Legends content, which actually IS just paid-by-hour grunt work, paperback novel writing, that isn't rooted in ANY sort of artistic reference but simply stuff the writers came up with on the toilet. Rule of cool, and for fans by fans, who will outright get offended if you infer anything GEORGE LUCAS seems to have been trying to SAY through the work. Listening to the auteur gets you CALLED making up stuff that was never "official" (but what IS official, is money moving those paperbck novels, in publishing cartels adn their magazine stands).
What does this tell me if I want to make MY art and have my word HEARD? It will only get popualr, if it gets backing by this huge industry of ECONOMICALLY legitimized fan-fiction, that DOESN'T know anything about 100 year old films or 1000 year old poems, and does't WANT to. They want to knee-cap the giants. THEY want movies that HATE the book, for being "only" a book, and "deserves" to be a 1:1 soulless recreation in film form, prioritizing the film MEDIUM. Or, you get the opposite end with Alan Moore and Frank Miller, who think the story s too sacred to adapt.
The only way to make art, in THIS society, is to rob the graves of your predecessors and rely on the credit never being known: but dance like a maniac around all your contemporaries, who are screeching about their "creator's rights" about this or that Twitter art, "my own original chracter, do not steal". The hypocricy, is not something I WANT to get recognition from. I want to carry on the ideas that inspire me, but all it does is generate IP so that mass audiences can only watch stuff FOR the IP adn ignore the soul. For example, Spideverse ONLY is given the opportunity, because they made this fantasti Four or octro Strange kind of story, into a vacuous Spider-Man vehicle for the brand recognition and transforming exploited animator labor into profits. And the "fans" HAE you for not agreeing it's one-sidedly falwless, a thing you are ONLY allowed to have positive opinions on. Fans like that would be my death, as an artist.
Looked up Twitch. You last streamed 5 years ago? Any plans on picking that up again?
woah!!
I mean it when I say, this video is the best thing you can send to a fellow artist struggling to move on. Thank you for your work and for showing many that everyone can reach the top of the mountain.
Thank you for the huge compliment! 🙇 I'm so very glad my emotions came across!
As you can tell I'm extremely passionate about this craft we do, and was worried it could come out as self-centered,
when what I wanted to make was a video that we can go back to when we're feeling down or demotivated. So your comment makes me so happy!
Thanks for being here!!
Anime saved SO many lives, because remember the last time someone got kicked out of art school???
@@Darth_BatemanYour try-hard edgy unfunny comment is not appreciated here.
@@YumegakaMurakumo 👏🏅I agree
@@ManuMercurialI'm Sorry If This Sounds Rude But If You Failed Art Then How Can You WORK Om The Anime In The Thumbnail🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨?”
My brain disability prevents me from remembering things I’ve learned.
So animation and learning to draw is taking me to basics again after again.
It’s a passion of mine but my brain thinks it’s okay to lose everything I’ve learned.
I’ve got multiple huge steep mountains to climb.
If I can continue to keep climbing time after time, forgetting and relearning every month and year, I know others can too.
That's the spirit! Keep at it!
Maybe give an update too while you're at it!
Wait what's the disability called?
U got no treatment for it or smth?
Hope u doin well tho :)
Can you make a guide for yourself? Something like notes about shortcuts and important steps that you come back to every time. Or even a UA-cam playlist dedicated to videos you reference over and over? And put it on your desktop or somewhere easy to find. Something that can make the relearning experience slightly easier next time.
I call cap
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“And the answer was suddenly very clear, every day of my life when I laid in bed, when I listened to music, when I took a bus, I was thinking of characters and stories that will never see the light of day unless I make them myself.” This was enough to keep me motivated about starting my own journey and making more progress as a small artist who just started making 3D animations
You have no idea how badly i needed to see this. I'm 20 years old now, nearly failed my last semester at college, and feel the same sort of intimidation when I go online and see people who are even younger than me already at a professional level. I struggle to do something even every day, but recently I've been trying to push myself, even if it's just a little bit of drawing/practice every day. I feel really alone in my journey, but after watching this, I feel much less alone. Thank you so much for making this video.
Same here I’m 22 but I feel like you’re one of those people too who’s at a professional level
I’m 16 and I have a dream to start a series, have it well known, and work on a fan fiction of comic/animated series of my fanfiction that is about my favorite franchise, Sonic
I had a spark of motivation after I Binged watched Sonic Prime and I will try everything to reach my dream
I had faced bad art block and creative block
What I find comforting is that even those who draw at a "professional" level often struggle with the same things beginners do. As someone who gets told that my art looks professional at times, I know that more than half of my work doesn't meet the same level as the art that I get those compliments for. And yet, the value of those "better" artworks doesn't diminish because I don't always draw that good. You might even say that makes them more special.
I think I'm an intermediate on the artist growth scale. A lot of the people whose art looks professional are actually just intermediates like me, and we still struggle with anatomy, perspectives, composition, and all that hard stuff. There's a lot of things that I'm afraid to attempt drawing because I know it will look worse than my other work, due to my lack of experience in depicting that specific object. But it's only in taking that plunge and accepting that it will look bad, that I gain the experience needed to perfect it.
When you're at that stage where you start to take art more seriously, it often stops being fun, because you're so caught up in getting better and catching up with those professionals. It's incredibly important to take a step back and examine what made you want to draw in the first place, and what you find most fun about the process. And when I do this for myself, I always remember how much I like experimenting, trying out new things instead of making myself conform to one specific style or theme. So not only was my fear of making bad art keeping me from improving, it also took the fun out of drawing. So when art starts to become stressful, exhausting and embarrassing to you, take a step back and ask yourself, "Why?"
Simmilar here, i'm 20, went to study Logistics cause it's "useful". I passed my egzams and realised how misrable i am. Then decided to sign for art school. I had to made portfolio from a scratch in 3 months. Non of them wanted me. I have last interview next tuseday i Hope they would consider.
Keep pushing forward, you can make it bro 🔥
I always wanted to get into art but every time I thought about starting I kept remembering all the inconstancies and failures I had made with my art in the past and decided to put it off. This video has been my equivalent to "we're not aiming for the truck." Thank you.
Toy Story?
@@soku330 yeah. I'm just saying that this was inspiring to me
So very happy to hear this! Wish you the best of luck in your journey! 💪
Same. I was the "little artist kid" growing up and I didn't care about being professional, I found new techniques and that's how I became better with time, but after taking it seriously and comparing myself to people who have much more knowledge than me I kept sabotaging myself and eventually gave up. But after finding this video I'm thinking about grabbing the pen again. I don't know... I'm basically having a battle with myself right now. Well, good luck, I hope you can make it.
@@redpanda6497 don't compare yourself to others! the way you improve is unique to only you and if you must compare, then see what you can learn instead of how far behind you believe yourself to be lacking.
I`m genuinely crying right now.
I`m not even an animator, I`m a pedagogy student.
I`m horrible at my tasks, my lessons for kids are terrible and everything falls out of my hands.
I watch my groupmates doing this so easily and feel so worthless.
But I have a goal, and I see where I`m now. I just need to understand what to do, so I can achieve it.
Thank you.
I too am a medical student
No matter what profession, seems that we're all facing our weighty weakness haha. Wish the best for you. You'll be a great pedagogy student on your own, keep it up!
knowing where you are now, and where you want to be is just the beginning, finding truth is essential to grow in any part of life.
Sadhguru's words: There is no such thing as failure for a committed human being, if you fail 100 times stand up and take 101th step.
Success is like cooking - Starting fire of efforts to adding your leanings by understand truth and practice, and the time it takes to achieve something can be totally different for each person. but everyone is capable of doing something great.
God did't say everyone must do this and that, if you pay attention to the creation, even ants can teach great things if you are sensible enough to learn from them.
same man, I am an Math teacher but.. It's just so hard.. the most hard part is how to motivate students to learn.. and I suck at that..
@@Luluskuyif you become blissful and joyful you would find ways or you don't do what you don't like to do.
Most people are doing what they don't want to do that is really hard.
To earn money you can find ways.
Basic math is enough for the majority of people.
I can't believe I'm sobbing in the middle of the day right now. I only draw as a hobby for the longest time, like really really long, and looking back I don't feel like I made any progress at all. This was like a reality check and it hit me like bricks. When you said "Whatever amount you put into it, you're going to get that amount of progress in return", I felt so guilty about how lazy I am about something I really love. But at the same time, it's very inspirational and it moved me to tears. Thank you sir for sharing this video. I will put more effort into my art!
What really helped me to see if I improved or not is checking your oldest to latest art
As someone who has graduated with a bachelors of Game Art & Design, And struggles with my own worth and progress, I love this video. I can relate a lot with this, and even gives me a bit of inspiration for what I want to eventually do. We all have our own mountain to climb, and one day we'll reach the top we so desire. I wish you the best on your climb!
I appreciate this video a lot, and I agree with everything you say on an intellectual level. But on an emotional level, I just can't compute. I'm a 23 yo animation graduate and I feel like giving up. I drew so much lately that my arms constantly hurt now, and yet I feel like I've got nothing to show for it. I'm not creative or anything, I don't have a good story to tell. I just like animation. But I'm losing motivation. Man, it's hard not to feel like a failure, yknow.
You don’t know what you don’t know. Sometimes I spin my wheels practicing and getting nowhere. Idk if this is your issue, and I constantly struggle with motivation, but I can say this:
I improved the most when I started taking classes at Concept Design Academy. They have online classes and all of the teachers are pros.
A lot of schools aren’t great but this one is.
This advice might seem weird, but it sounds like non-artistic problems of yours might be affecting your artistic growth. Personally, when I feel the way you described, I can usually get out of it by improving my mental state. Going for a walk, meditating, sleeping, etc. I find that creativity is mostly subconscious, so no matter how much I focus myself and consciously practice, if my subconscious is a mess then I won't have anything worthwhile to express.
I mean, you said it yourself. You get it intellectually but not emotionally. Maybe what I'm saying is obvious.
Everybody has a story to tell. Your foggy brain is just getting in your way. So clear your head! I hope I'm being helpful here lol
I think that everyone has their own personal things they are good at and things they aren't.
I for example felt very confused when I saw that allmost all my fellow artist friends already have 20 OCs and full on saga of a story in their head. I couldn't grasp to any of that and respected them for that.
I tried to learn how to write stories with all the theory in the world but nothing really sticks in my brain. Like I can tell what is a cool story is and what is a Deus ex machina moment but that's ok. That means that I'm still in the process of finding my artistic voice - what I want to tell.
On the other hand now I'm pretty ok at drawing, colors and digital tools. And if I think about it.. it seems like it's the opposite with a lot of artists I know 😅 and yeah that's what led me to choosing a UX design as my profession and teaching the art side of things I'm good at as my passion project.
Watching anime, cartoons, any sort of animations are the ways I get my motivation back. Don't stop improving, it's a struggle.
Don't give up! Everyone learns differently, for some they can pick it up very easily and others it takes alot longer to understand things. Thats ok, we are all unqiue and special and have our own storys to tell, i feel you should enjoy the journey of exploring and creating your style, enjoy learning how to animate even if it very hard, if you love it you should enjoy it and feel happy your creating artt! Ive been through many ups and down and ive still got do much to learn but im enjoying it and trying to be patient and kind to myself ❤
Good luck i believe in you:)
Just know you kinda saved me right now. Sometimes there are road blocks in life from small to big. In front of me right now is the biggest of them all. I have bad health,country at war,barely have time to go to the gym,bad at school,I can be drafted at any point,family slowly falling apart and trying to be a designer. You gave me a little bit more hope to not end it here thank you
Wishing you all the best! Thank you for your kind words
3 years sounds like a long time but a very short time to become extremely skilled at a trade
I loved this video. I started drawing at 18, now 22. I've always had this feeling like I'm behind. I've started many projects, but stopped halfway because I thought I wasnt good enough. This video resonated a lot with me, thank you! I'm gonna keep on working!
And also, congrats for your success, well deserved!
I don't know what to say
I was losing hope in myself cuz of ai and the community that I'm in that doesn't care about artists
But now I'm crying remembering why i wanted to be an animator at first....i want to be someone who gives others hope in themselves just like how you did to me
Thank you for reminding me .
10:43 Lol, I actually come from the same class at Gobelins as both of your competitors in this festival (I worked on COFFIN in case you're curious). Amazing people.
And indeed, even though a good school can help, it's not mandatory to become a good animator (in fact one of my animation supervisors who worked on Arcane is fully self-taught). It's mainly a matter of investing yourself in your craft, little by little, surrounded by people who share your passion, while enjoying it despite the hurdles.
Huge congratulations on your film and path, and I wish you the best in your future endeavors. 👍
Bro failed art school but chose the good ending💀
At least He got accepted !
He became a goat and won
Unlike a certain Austrian painter 😂
how original
"Nah, I'd win"
I'm an artist and my dream goal in life is to one day work in the animation industry, and maybe even one day have my own studio. I loved watching cartoons and anime anime growing up. I was so inspired by what I saw that I drew for hours on end. I ddi everything I could to achieve it, from going to an art and design school, to pulling all noghters to hone my skills, etc. Sadly, after I graduated from college I was unable to get a job working as an artist, so I was forced to work as a carpenter. Right now I'm saving money and working on my art in my free time. I never gave up on being an artist, especially one that works in animation.
What kind of art and design school did you go to? it doesn’t look like they taught you art and animation properly
I’d recommend being wary of the industry, considering how shoddily execs pay while time crunching you
i'm not crying you are shut up
In all seriousness, your passion and hard work is seriously inspiring. I literally have your Clip Studio Paint Animation tutorial in another tab right now; I've been watching it religiously in an attempt to force myself to learn to animate (a dream I've had for over a decade now and only just got the courage to actually attempt.)
I too failed art school, and finally decided to try and chase my dreams again. It's almost a relief to see that almost every artist struggles at some point in their lives, and the only difference between a failed artist and those who make it are the ones who keep going. Seeing all your passion and hard work pay off in the end brings me absolute joy.
Thank you for putting yourself out there, and allowing yourself to fail. Who needs a truck, anyway??
Keep doing amazing stuff, Manu!!! You deserve every win you've worked for!
This is really comforting, honestly. I'm about to be a senior at SCAD and I honestly feel like I haven't done enough at all. Videos like this make me realize that I just need to keep pushing and that my dreams will come true, too if I see to it.
As someone who’s applying to art schools for animation this year, what do you think of SCAD? I hear wildly different things about it all the time but it’d be nice to see the perspective of someone who’s currently attending
I'm in my late 20s and I've grown to love art and animation more and more every year. I have so many stories I've wanted to share with others but I've always procrastinated from putting them on paper. Recently I've thought about creating my own comic or manga and the more I think about it the more I know that's the medium I want to tell my story. Only problem Is I'm not good at drawing. I haven't drawn in years and It seems like too big a mountain. Your "We're Not Aiming for the Truck" analogy is really encouraging. I actually have been collecting references recently so I have some understanding of what I needed before, I just need to take that leap of faith at work on my drawing every day.
This video was so nice to watch. I graduated from an art school with specifics in Game art, but I have nothing to show for it. In those years I've only done schoolprojects, but I never did anything related to art outside of it. Now looking back, and being 22, I wished I did more of what I've been wanting to do for so long, I wish I had been drawing more all these past years.
I'll let this year be my new starting point in the journey I started so long ago, I want to give myself another chance at doing what I didn't do earlier.
Keep going! For every person that went to art school there’s another who never had the opportunity despite wanting to go! So keep pushing! The world is literally in your hands.
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That moment came to me at age 17 the last year of School ,
I was studying Chemistry and Physics , I loved the subject , I still do.
But the moment I came back from my school or Cram school , I went straight into my room to get my sketchbook and start drawing !
One day as I was preparing myself for school, I stopped and looked to my reflection in the bathroom mirror and asked,
"In 15 years from now, you look in the mirror , what do you see? , who are you? , what are you doing for a living , are you happy? "
That day I didn't went to school.
Had to think about that, I knew deep inside me what I really wanted to do , but I wasn't sure about myself.
The day I told my parents about it was a day to remember !
But it all ended well , prepared for art school (it's different in Greece , the school is free, but very, VERY hard to get in),
managed to pass the exams after 3 times (3 years) .
The problems didn't stop there, but I knew that I was in the right path !
Wait, Greece?? Omg is there an art school that's free? I hadn't heard about it!! Which exam is it, a school specific or with the panhellenics score???/gen
Currently I’m a very young artist who has a dream that’s probably way too big. I’m a sucker for one piece. That anime changed my life in ways you cant imagine. I want to create a life changing story like one piece. But right now I’m stuck. I don’t have any motivation to improve because no one seems to care. I’ve been looking at videos like this but this one really opened my eyes. This video gave me to hope to continue on my journey. Thank you so much for that!
As someone who just turned 20 years old and is really struggling with art, I really needed to hear this, thank you. Man I cried
This is gonna be one of those videos I regularly return to for motivation when I'm feeling down.
I took a day to reflect on your story. You pushed me to start doing animation as a way to further express my creativity. Thank you!
Thank you for this. Seriously. As someone who basically gave up on art after I graduated from high school and my longtime teacher passed away, this made me want to pick up a pencil again. Thank you.
20 and stuck in a day job where ill literally get fired if i have a pencil or paper on hand. I really needed this.
This is an underratedly good story telling and motivation,I think tears dropped from my eye.This is one of the best thing I have ever seen on youtube. Thank you for making this
Just found your channel and omg you inspire me man! I'm an artist who's been drawing since I was a child but I have always wanted to make animation! And work within acting is my life passion and the way you describe how to reach your goal, where to go and how to see it is really motivating! As a disabled person I always think ''there's no way I can manage to do this'' but I need to think small steps at a time! Can't reach the top of the stairs by jumping, tysm for this man, genuinely! I will come back to this video when I doubt my art and when I need motivation for my passion in acting!
Bro for bleach, mad respect❤...hopefully in a year I could create a single frame
"Everyone wants to be on the top of the mountian, but nobody wants to be seen climbing" Such a heartfelt scentence! I just woke up from bed, but I'm already feeling motivated from this quote.
As someone who's looking to write stories, this is God send. Thanks for sharing you story and hopefully one day, I can as well
I cant even begin to explain how much this helped me.
Thank you for sharing tour story 🙏🏽
Man, I literally needed this video. I have a really hard time staying motivated to keep working at my art.
But while I was watching your video, I started crying. I’ve only cried from artists’ stories twice - once when I watched the director of Elemental discuss his journey and now, after watching you.
I’m 28 now, and I just started drawing for the first time about a year ago.
Your video and story motivated me to start climbing the mountain. Thank you.
Just one sentence : Thank you
This gives me so much hope for people and this is so damn comforting I don’t know what else to say but thank you and to all other artists I say we aim past the truck too ❤
Love this video Manu, really great story-telling and super heart-warming! I imagine this is going to encourage so many new animators and artists! ❤
This is so good! I’ve found myself chasing animation as a career very recently, but I’m struggling with my drawing skills. I have always doodled, but I never took my art seriously until 3 years ago when I entered an animation program at my local college. I’m 32 now, and I feel like throughout this animation degree I’ve been pursuing, I have picked up most of the top recommended books for learning how to draw and animate. I feel so behind, and it doesn’t help that I can look over at my classmates drawings and they are insanely good, every single one of them. But as I study, I tell myself that these are people that have been doing this for years. They have always focused on their art. I’m just learning to walk, and seeing Olympians racing around the track. It’s often motivating, but it can be disheartening on a bad day. I love seeing stories like yours because they show me that I’m not alone, and being behind at any stage, isn’t the end of the world.
I just finished the video, and I can't begin to describe how much it means to me. For the longest time, but especially as of recent, I've been filled with doubts and worries about whether I have what it takes to pursue a career in the animation industry and I found this video in just the right moment. Thank you for that.
"What if I gave myself the chance to fail?" Dude that was so powerful
man you got me choked up over here. im working on my final project right now, 3d animation, all that jazz. im proud of you dude, and thank you for such a heartfelt video
Dang man this is so moving, I'm also an animator a beginner but I'm doing my best to improve little by little, and seen this showed me that I'm not the only one who gets upset and depressed by not seeing the improvements and this really motivated me to keep pushing and to push harder so thanks for this🙏
Thank you so much for sharing your story, i've become inspired
I'm also 20 yrs old now and was drawing but lost interest 5 yrs ago due to depression, pressure and like your struggle "what are you gonna do now"
the pressure of other people might judge you negatively on your art affected me so hard like a brick, that made a domino effect and made me depressed for years, scared and feels like im losing interest and inspiration
Im scared of what im gonna do.... Im actually lost
I want a hard restart, for a long time, and watching your vid makes me wanna go and draw again
Again, Thank you ❤
I don't comment often and especially on youtube, but I wanted to say thank you for making this video and the one where show how you worked on Lackadaisy. Both were really interesting and well made. It's rare that I find a video that really get all my attention to the point I didn't even notice I watched it until the end, and even more rare that I'm actually really moved by it. Your message through those videos are really encouraring for artists and it motivates me to care less about failing, being behind others or doubting myself. I really liked your video and I hope you continue, everything in it is great from the message to the advices, even the presentation and little jokes.
I didn't expect to actually cry from genuine joy and inspiration/motivation by watching this, and I usually don't cry often, but I think "we're not aiming for the truck" will stay with me for a long time. Again you did an amazing job and thank you a lot for this video, I hope you have a nice day :]
Also you animate and draw really well holy shit-
12:10 "...now I have to do it again- ohh shi-"
Thank you I did a spit take almost HAHAH and I know the feeling but hey just think back to all your work when working and feel your accomplishments then get back to work after a small water break!
Thank you for this video. I’m currently seventeen, so not at all late for animation, but I am working towards getting into an animation school. I have known for months now what I need to do to get in, but could not find motivation to work on it, it felt like I was making no progress and deep down I am afraid I won’t get in. Your story on how you failed but persevered anyway and were able to accomplish your dream was so inspiring to me. I also appreciate the breakdown of what you studied in order to improve your skills that you gave in the video. Thank you
This made me cry.... This is my passion this is what I want to do with my life.... Animation is my dream
The direction of this video its so inspiring and lovely, thank you for doing this video, it's gonna help me and a lot for the future 😭
It's crazy that I got this video recommended to me DAYS AFTER I had the same realization. Before the summer of this year I got overwhelmed by my art class. I actually really liked it but so much was going on and I was so intimidated and confused that I decided to stop and look for something else. I never even drew a full rendered piece with color before. So I went like 3 months just working and focusing on helping the movement for Palestine (I don't regret it in the slightest) but while I was doing other things I would still daydream at work about the silly stories in my head. Like maybe 4 nights ago it hit me: "wait a minute... I like this." I started drawing, getting excited like a kid again, and I told myself I'm not quitting again. I'm 21, not only ready for my journey but already on it. This was nothing but a brief setback. I mean, we all know about that low point at the end of act 2, right? These struggles will only make our stories cooler!
This video brings me tears, its very relateable and to some extent sombre. My art journey it feels so similiar, i too was scared and enrolled into 3d because i didn't believe i could do 2d, i and made a terrible animatic. But the biggest failure that day wasn't the animatic i still believe it was myself. After the grades were out my animation teacher took me to one side and said he gave me a pity pass in hopes i would go to 3d modelling and not waste time restarting the course. I told him i wanted to learn animation not 3d and he said this to me "I've worked in Sega for 10 years... and your work its bad... i can't teach you and if you want to learn animation, you will have to leave this school but take it from me. I've seen a lot of people over the years and some people can't do it, and that includes you..."
I had a lot of respect for him, my teacher did a lot of work in the sonic franchise and i grew up on that. I trusted him and i left the school and went into finance. Its been a decade now i just celebrated my 11th work anniversary a few weeks ago. But its always been on the back of my mine. Could i have really done it? Was he wrong? And as i get older the more i believed i allowed my idolization of him to make me walk away from happiness and a meaningful career. There is no color and no life in finance, i have not smiled or cried or felt anything in years now. I am as emotionless as the price delivery algorithm, the kind of ideas and dreams i had seem.. incomprehensible, looking at archives i can't believe i could ever think or come up with such things i did in the past.
In the past 2 years, i've been working on and off to see if that might change if i could somehow correct that terrible decision that day and for that your channel's videos have been a great help. Its a great window on what could be a happier career.
I believe that your unique experience could spark an amazing and emotional story - even though you lost time changing career paths, its not too late to start. I believe every life experience gives us a unique outlook on the world, like what manual was saying. Practice hard and use it to create something only you can!
“Walk away from…” “No color, no life” wow, thank you for sharing this, it may help me not doing a dumb mistake.
You have potential to turn your actual life journey into an emotionally fueled animated piece. I'm sure a lot of people would relate.
Ill be coming back to this in 5 years, really needing to hear this again.
I genuinely have tears in my eyes after watching. I'm already 28, very close to 29, failed my first attemp with my graduation film in university had to go again the next year and even then it wasn't that good. I've been struggling a lot, even more after the pandemic, because getting into the industry in a third world country really feels impossible sometimes. But this year an animated videoclip we made with friends got nominated to its first animation festival and it brought back the hope I had for my future when I was 18. I know I'm considered pretty old for many, but this video truly helped me to gain the energy and focus to go back and practice and learn so I can comeback with new strenght! And as you said be able to tell the stories we all imagined we we were kids. Thank youuuu!
Same like... all of these puppies in the comments claiming they're so old and close to giving up when they just turned 20 🤯
I'm 27 close to 28 so yeah, I know how you feel.
The video was encouraging, it's the comments that make me feel...old and like a pensioner. xD
@@RoxyBane It's so true I think a lot of it has to do with the perception of age on the internet now. People start their "careers" online really young and burn out super quickly because of it. And you have people claiming they're old when they're on their mid 20s. After going to meetings irl this past year I've gotten the comment that I'm still very young by a lot of people and professionals so it's good to have that reminder when you end up so chronically online lmao
You have a very special way of moving something unexplainable within my soul. Thank you so much for this masterpiece of a video! the editing, the speaking the visuals - all these things were so well combined and now i feel like i can climp the mountain! Thank you so much for this!
Bro... What a video.
Congratulations on everything you've achieved.
"Now I gotta do it again. Oh SH- - !" LOL, I couldn't help but laugh on that one, I had to stop the video at this point. Yep, you were successful with your animation, now you've got to do more.
Congratulations, all your hard work paid off. I simply LOVE what you and the other artists have done with 'Lackadaisy', and I loved 'Bleach'.
I don't usually comment but I just started my bachelors in animation, thank you so much for this, this gave me a push as someone who's hardcore stuck.
Thanks Manu. Great inspiration, and the way to set definite goals was a wonderful reminder of what I should be doing in my own work.
It’s so crazy seeing this story. I’m an artist and I want to make my animations and art when I’m older. Yet I’ve always felt so scared of failure and whether it will all be worth it in the end
“When im older” shut up buy a refurbished ipad download procreate for $10 and start.
@@Therealbigsaya damn, that was like a slap of reality
You have helped hundreds of artists around the world, including me. Thank you
I've tried drawing, so many times in my life, I tried animation just as many, but I always gave up, always thinking I would never make it or that my art would always suck... And after an on/off drawing period I stopped completely.
This video made me grab a pencil and paper, and just sketch, sure, it's not award winning artwork, but it's art that I MADE. Starting today I promise myself I won't give up and I will continue drawing.
Thank you.
its a demonstration how great story telling a bit of great music can affect every cell of our body. it filled me with joy and satisfaction and motivation that won't last long as it is now, but the thing is via this i can keep myself go... just a step more...and one step is all that matters.
Amazing video. Honestly Im on a similar path right now and somehow im at the edge of giving up. I graduated in the philippines called de la salle saint benilde in which the course is animation. I was supposed to go to canada to study in sheridan one of the top animation school in canada as soon as I graduate. I was never good at drawing so a friend of my father's was one of the students in that school I thought Id be able to ask for his help. His work was amazing and when I showed him my work... Well he said I wont make it in the industry and looking back I realize he was right. I try practicing but im always stuck in a loop and somehow something keeps blocking my path for that improvement. I got lost tried studying in CGMA as much as possible but i couldnt improve. I tried working at a studio but I didnt last a month since I was in probation. I was at my breaking point and I couldnt do well at this point and years go by I realize im getting old and im nowhere close to becoming a good animator.
I realize life is a long journey and you have to be at your best but it will pass by so fast you wont realize how far youve gotten. I love animation but with my skills I couldnt be at my best. After watching this video I want to try my best again. Try to improve on my skills further and maybe just keep learning.
Thank you for this video. I will try my best for now on.
I remember having that SAME tape of Toy Story!
this is an incredible video, thank you so so much for sharing your story!! truly inspirational!!
Wow, never thought of "We're not aiming for the truck" as an inspirational line. But now I kind of want a tattoo of it
as someone who is trying to make a carrer of animation for himself, you video inspired me, i have a animation project that i will start to work back again a try to make it work, thanks for everything
I’ve been working through some intense burnout in my career over the past few years. Recently, I discovered making art and how much fulfillment it gives me. But I’ve been feeling really overwhelmed by how much there is to learn, and how it feels like everyone else who got into this as a hobby or career has been doing it their whole life.
This video was super inspiring and when I saw you go up on stage to accept the award for your film, I had the BIGGEST smile on my face. I know I am just some random stranger on the internet, but I’m really proud of you, and I hope to one day follow in your footsteps 🙂
I'm excited to watch this, your lackadaisy video has been very inspiring to me what a journey!
i quit art school before i even started it. i have always wanted to be an illustrator or a storyboard artist, but i chickened out badly because i thought wasn’t good enough. now i’m going into an english major, but this video taught me something so wonderful, and something i feel was missing:
i shouldn’t think about being a professional. i should just think about what stories i want to create myself. and from the bottom of my heart, i thank you for this. i hope one day, i could animate and reach my own goals.
It's so nice to see your growth overtime. Thank you for sharing it with us
Great storytelling!
dude that bleach one hit different. i am so happy for you
phenomenal video, and super inspiring for any passionate animator, or even anyone just dabbling in it.
Thank you for making this
with this type of perseverance and determination at hand, i'm glad they didn't think of becoming a dictator
You did not fail at art like you said. That would entail much more than what you described. You did not get insulted for your work growing up by family members and other people around you through school, you did not feel ashamed for what you enjoy and for your goals and you did not have art professors agree to meet with you and then leave, you made your dreams happen and that’s something that I will never do. I don’t mean to be rude or anything but seeing art-related videos fills me with dread and self-hatred knowing that I won’t ever make my dreams come true because nothing cuts so deeply than having your self expression completely struck down. I’m glad you had all your successes and I apologize for being like this. People like to say that they’ve hit rock bottom when they’ve never been there in the first place. I don’t like commenting on things but I’m just depressed enough to do it so who cares.
I also can't really enjoy creating art since art school, cause my dad insuslted my skill constantly. After school i broke away frome it through animation and cartoons, since it wasn't directly classic art which my father criticized. For a year it was an absolute bliss, i even almost didn't care after my first relationships broke up, i had art ...Then in film school head master insulted my ability to even create stories. I gained a lot of weight, broke my pancreas, got apathetic and only do stuff for others. I'm gradually getting over those insults, but still am very critical to myself. Though no one can surprise me with rudeness now...
sounds like a you problem and not a manu problem 🤡
Thank you so much for posting this my friend. Believe it or not, I'm actually in that position right now, I also want to become an animator, but nobody has been giving me the chance, and I do not know where to go from here. I'm just stuck in my room with little to no money.and I do not know how to take it from there, but thanks to you, I know if there has to be a way to get to where I want to be just like you did please relish every moment of what you have accomplished because it is something that I desperately want and you made it there, do not let anything stop you from doing great things in animation
Hey man, im only at 3min and i really appreciate this. It's a good reminder I always forget. Its not about the top of the mountain but the process of going there.
I told myself in order to improve i need to love what i make(process ) instead of what the result was.
I often forget about that and just now i have been looking up about anatomy and pushing myself to learn this and that in a single day and gets extremely upset and frustrated and its all because im trying to apply for an animation studio next year and i have to make it happen because i am desperate for new experience/world. This definitely helped me realise it again. And people like you inspires me. Thank you for sharing your experience. I hope you are doing well !
I think this video is useful not only for artists, but for everyone who does or wants to do something creative.
I sure hope this motivation is enough for me to go work on my videogame, at least... This is still so much better than a normal job.
5:09 This drawing is so cool. I love it! 🥲
Literally my story but I’m starting first year of art uni at 19. OMG YOU MADE MEMORIES FOR SALE!?!?! This video gave me some hope that i could reach this level. This means a lot to me, im actually kinda welled up RN. Thank you for making this video
Part of that story it's happening to me right now! I've never thought about animating until a few weeks before I finish school, I have zero skills at drawing, I got in college, I was too shy at showing anything I did there and I have made a horrible graduating movie because I had to do almost 3 minutes of animation in a week. Somehow they accepted and I graduated it this week and now... I don't know what to do
I'm twenty. I spent two months of my vacation not improving and studying animation, since, it is difficult and hurting. I thought about giving up just this morning when I saw this video just now. I'm a fan of bleach also.
It moved me so much
I felt like Deku...and you were all might when he told Deku "you too can be a hero" I needed this...I needed this so fucking bad....im in 3D animation course on fullsail, im miserable, and considering on quitting but I have a passion to make a 2d animated series or short film and rn taking steps to make it happened....I needed this....i really....really needed this....
I’m 24. I’m in what could possibly be the last year of my animation course. I have never taken art seriously because when i get to that point when i want to, it hits me that i might never get any better. I always ask myself, what in the fk am i so afraid of? And it’s failing. I’ve failed more times than i can count in this course and now i’m scared of failing for the rest. I too am currently about to have my thesis film this year and i have but one goal in mind. To make something i can be truly proud of. Thank you for this. I always thought it would be too late for me, maybe that’s also a subconcious reason for why i barely tried. But i will never know unless i do. I’ll update this when i finish my film. And i’m not saying might because now i have a clear goal. I will finish it and be proud of it.
Just stumbled upon this video. The world is not ready for the ammount of motivation I found thanks to this
I love drawing, and I’m pretty good at it. But whenever I think about starting a comic, I remember ALL the things I don’t know how to draw: cars, guns, foreshortening…and it makes me stop before I even begin :(
I'll be honest, I was not prepared for the absolute spectacle this video is, it literally went and echoed through my soul, thanks a lot, really needed this.
I can't stress enough how much I relate to your experience in college (though I didn't go to school for animation, it was a graphic design program)
I did draw a bit growing up, but not nearly as much as my peers. So by the time I got to college, I felt inadequate when I saw all the cool things my classmates were churning out. Not even that but I also failed my classes and had to take them multiple times. My instructors even said my worst skill was drawing. Though one thing that instructor said to me kinda changed how I thought about it.
He told me that I didn't have to be an illustrator to be a graphic designer. Sure, it's an additional skill that could give me leverage if I'm being considered for a job, but he explained how he's not a very good artist either. And how essentially, if I needed an illustration to use for a graphic, I could just commission an artist (i.e. pay someone that already has the skills)
The entire time I thought it was a skill I thought I NEEDED to develop or I wouldn't be good enough as a graphic designer/artist. I thought that I needed to be able to make everything I do completely from scratch, all by myself. Of course, though I do wish I was able to draw better than I can now, I've accepted the fact that I'm not going to be a professional (and that's not something I want to aim for anyway). Seeing how artists are constantly drawing made me realize that... so I began pouring my time into things I'm already good at and trying to improve those skills instead.
This much positivity and wholesomeness annihilated my depression. I'm about to cry.
IM CRYING this video felt like a movie i was bored looking for a video to watch while im eating and NOW I WANT TO CRY SO BAD AJFNEKJFNKJAS
I just want to say thank you, this video appeared when I needed the most. I have been lost in my art career for 3 years beacuse of fear and poor self-steam. I stopped drawing as much as I did younger. I even considered that animation and art wasn't for me. It made me feel alone or that it's to late now for changing. But this video made me realize that I have to try, although I dont know how things will result.
THANK YOU
I feel as someone with burnout, that this is a good video to watch in the morning
I just turned 29, I feel like I’m letting my chance go, but this video filled me with motivation, I’m never giving up
Thank you so much you made me feel in way I haven't felt in a while a engineering feeling going throughout my body like if something in my life is finally coming back to me .
I'm going trouhgt a lot rn, not beliving in what can do, being restrained by family and people that don't want to belive in me and made me not belive ine myslef, but you really touched a cord in me, I cryed a few times and I now you gave me hope so I'm sure gonna make my short film to ! Not this year, maybe not the next one, maybe it would never be nominated but I'll do it because that's what I want to do and no one can tell me that I can't ! If I can manage to learn I can manage to make it so I will ! thank you a lot for making this beautifull video !
This moved me to tears
And Im not usually the emotional type of person
Before this video.
I was filled with doubt, uncertainty and fear.
Because I am pessimistic. I would always have this thought :"what if I fail?, your family will be disappointed in you". I had chosen my path two years ago. I want to make stories see the light of day too. I knew how hard it will be. But I kept on pursuing this path. My only problem was fear of failure. And thankfully, this video helped me clear up all my doubts and made feel a lot better. So thank you...truly.
I wont be scared of giving my all now because I know that it's okay to fail. And that when I fail nothing will happen
Man, my chest hurt me so much watching this. Thank you so so much
Not sure if you remember me from Twitch, but last I remember someone (might've been BearTheMighty) who told me you were going on some kind of animation learning journey. I'm really glad to see you so many years later having made good on that journey. Keep up the great work and I'll be rooting for you!
Thank you so much for sharing your journey. Like many, this moved me to tears. Truly inspiring Manu, thank you!!
This spoke to me in such a deep level. You spoke things that I didn't know someone else would ever fully understand. Thank you. We're always bound to fail up until we win.