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- Опубліковано 8 вер 2024
- there's many things i haven't been able to talk to you about these past months. this video was genuinely hard to film, thank you for your kindness and understanding. please be nice to each other and thank you for always listening ❤️
This is not a lie. This is self care. You literally seemed not okay in the videos, your energy was... just not there. Please, don't blame yourself for anything. Take time to heal, Raphael. You're a wonderful and fragile person. It's very brave that you've spoken up about it. We love you.
I feel so bad for him yes such a good person
I also love your profile pic😌
@@syedanathifa1074 thank you 💕🤭 yours is wonderful too!
Raphael: i'm not asking you to forgive me, i just want to understand
Us: we forgive you
@Mr.PikaYellow [ぜろ] shut up dude he's in freaking pain
Mr.PikaYellow [ぜろ] people make mistakes. Even you, me , others too, make mistake.
YUS
@Mr.PikaYellow [ぜろ] he don't clickbait
@Mr.PikaYellow [ぜろ] in fact name one video in the past 4 months that he clickbaited
🥺 it’s heartbreaking when you can hear his voice crack. ❤️ Raph, you are a strong 🙌
And he's honestly a great person but he keeps putting himself down :((
He is a strong hand?
Can everyone please stop the hate towards him?
If you don't like him, go away. He is an amazing person!
straight facts
dorette de villiers I agree
The amount of guilt you feel just makes me want to cry:,(
Nothing is your fault and you can get through any obstacle that comes your way❤️
This is how much we love and support u
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Thanks for all the love and support for Raphael
Oof
We need more
The King no we don’t. He’s tryna get likes
you did not lie. you just kept a very painful part of your life for yourself cause you were not able to share it yet! You don't have to feel sorry, life hit you very hard and you were grieving, please try to heal (maybe with the help of a therapist) i wish you all the best, your community will always be there for you!!! 💕
Raphael maybe you could consider getting therapy so you can let things go and get everything into place. Your mental health is importand to me more important than not uploading or being human. I wanna hug you so so bad I want to tell you your not dumb your not silly your not all these negative things. You don't need to be sorry sweetheart your human. Your you and that's why everyone is watching your videos cuss you and your funny nice awesome topics and just for you. Not for not uploading regularly that's okay. First mental than UA-cam xx
Therapy is not always the answer. Just because someone goes through something tragic does not automatically require a therapist. On top of that, I am sure he is well aware that it exists. Perhaps _THIS IS_ his therapy.
@@viiperbiite Yeah guess so
I just honestly just want you to stop calling yourself trashy and worthless because you’re not. you’re a great UA-camr and I will continue watching your videos. I’m happy that you’re taking the time to apologize to your fans.
Your the best bro
You never lied to us. You’re going through something huge. Do what you need to do, even if it means taking time off and moving house. Please don’t feel dumb for feeling the way you do.
Bianca Berry how else would he get them viewssss
@@miabella7514 what?
@@miabella7514 shut up
It’s ok love, your fans are here for you and the real ones will stand by your side no matter what. Everyone makes mistakes, no one is perfect so please do us and yourself a favor; stay calm and take your time, we love you💜
Edit: omg thank you so much for the likes, I wasn’t expecting any likes at all💙
No need to apologize Raphael...... take as long as you need to find your peace.... mental health is important...... don’t force yourself too much...... your subscribers genuinely love you....... and we are all sending hugs your way🤗🤗 keep strong❤️
Hey RAPHAEL you are not a trash ,you are a JEWEL . We subscribers are always with you and you are the BEST and a really GOOD PERSON !!!!!! GOD MAY BLESS YOU !!!!!
Tera damakh kharab hai wo trash hai wo jewel nahi hai ham usko lanat bhej te hain OH CHUTIYE *Best and a really good person* best person ki onda hai? harami god is nothing >:(
I hate how people have to apologise for the simplist mistakes we make in our lives, WE ARE HUMAN AND WE SHOULDN'T APOLOGISE FOR IT. We are your subscribers and we will always watch your videos and support you periodt! I just wanna say, i hope your ok ❤️
Hey it’s okay...some others are here to support you! We still love you ❤️
Real men cry in front of the camera. Period. 💛
~I'm really sorry for your loss 💔, we're here for you 🤗
Just one artzen except for james charles
Jokes jkjkjk
Rafa you're doing yourself and your friend a great injustice by not living your life to the fullest ! I'm not a psychologist, I can only speak from experience. When I was 21 my baby brother committed suicide. He was only 18 . For a long time I carried guilt and was obviously devastated. For not recognizing the signs and many other things . But guess what we stay here and they get to end the pain . We all have just a short time to spend on earth . God has given you a lot of talent . Use that . Maybe go see a grief counselor and work through this . I use to hate when people would say "things get easier with time " , they don't we just learn to live with it . I choose to live my life for myself and my son as best as I can . I hope he is proud of what I've accomplished. I know your friend was proud of you too ! You really are amazing kid and I hope you read this comment and maybe look at things in a different way . Never feel ashamed or embarrassed for being a human and feeling the way you do !!!!! Sending healing vibes your way ! 😘🤗
April Rush sorry for your you’re loss
I personally don't think you lied at all, whatsoever. You didn't have to tell us, but you did, and that's amazing. The fact that you had the strength to tell us this means that you went through a significant amount of healing and that there is a lot more to come. We all love you and know that you only mean the best. 💙
You don’t owe us anything - you’ve already given us your time and created the content we wanted to see - your mental health is number 1 priority and fck anyone who says otherwise
Seeing you so sad and upset breaks my heart! I'm so sorry for your loss! Don't worry about ppl being upset over the contest! Your mental health comes FIRST! 🤗🤗🤗❤️
Don’t ever apologise for personal reasons, take time to care for yourself and come back when you’re ready - love u 💓
the guilt part is probably because you feel like you can't be happy. a dear friend of yours passed, so celebrating will feel wrong for you, you feel like you don't deserve all the love you're receiving and you feel guilty about celebrating something when your closest friend isn't there. i think this explains the guilt feelings, but know that your friend would want you to be happy and celebrate the days there is to celebrate. I am so sorry for your loss, and its a hundred percent understandable and okay that you didn't tell us or explain anything
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Mate, dont worry about your subscribers. We care about you just as much as you do us. Please take a break. Hiding what you feel isnt the right way, your personal problems are more important.
This breaks my heart so much, you are so young and have so much to give and I am really sorry that all of this has happened. You were so well spoken about the entire situation and fuck whoever saw this and still holds any grudge towards you postponing the contest. Raphael I have so much love and respect for you. healing will come soon and you will come back stronger than you would have ever imagined. Thank you for having the courage to share what’s been going on in your life because I know revisiting everything hits a really deep & emotional place from within and I don’t think I’d ever be able to handle it as well as you did. Please keep that light inside of you. 💗
Silent subscriber here. I lost a close friend a couple of years ago. The heart break is unlike anything ever experienced. The best advice I can give you is it let yourself grieve. There is no time limit, just like there is no limit to how much they meant to you. It may not seem like it now, but it does get easier. The memories will eventually make you smile, rather than bring sorrow. You will get through this, but please take the time to let yourself get through it xx
I heard that crack in his voice the one where you can hear someone is about to cry and it actually hurt hearing that from him hes always happy in his videos but its okay to not be happy all of the time
I never comment on your videos because my hands are always too busy holding food because that's how i like to watch your vids lol but honestly i didn't realize it till recently but wow you're seriously one of the most trustworthy genuine people I've ever watched it's just something about you that seems super nice and real so thank you for being yourself with us, i hope your friend rests in peace and i hope you find peace with it too wherever you are
Raphael, please don’t feel so apologetic or you feel the need that you owe us a huge explanation, because you don’t❤️🙏🏾. If your going threw something as devastating as that, honestly take a couple of months of UA-cam❤️❤️. We love and appreciate the fact that you see your supporters more as like your friends and would do anything to give something back❤️❤️❤️!! Stay strong Raphael🙏🏾😭💪🏽, soo sorry for your loss 💔💔🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Raphael , You Need A Break ! Take A Break For A Couple Of Weeks . We Will Not Go Away , We Will Always Stay Here Waiting For You 🌟
We all love you and are here fir you man. I'm very sorry for your loss and do whatever you feel is right. We will always support your choice you make. We will always understand. We love you💜💙💜💙
Hey Raphael,
you‘re a good person! I‘m really sorry for your lost.
Just take the time you need, there‘s nothing to apologize for!!!
You don't have 2 or 3 friends, you've got 1.7 million friends who can talk to about everything
Close friends.
@@nukacola503 shut up
@@nukacola503 what is wrong with you?
Nuka Cola What the hell is wrong with you?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
He’s talking more about close friends. Yes, all of us are his friends but not in the way he is with the people he’s talking about when he says he only has a couple of friends.
It's okay don't force you to do things you don't want to do ❤️😊😉And I'm sorry for you friend 😞🙏😞😔
Raph, you don't have to worry. It's your choice and it's fine, you don't have to apologise but thank you for explaining your side! We love you endlessly, and we will always support you. ❤️
Basically: he took down the video where he said he would fly a subscriber to spend a week with him and a lot of people got mad about it. he talks about his anxiety and super small group of friends/family he has because of this, and that his best/only REAL friend passed away a few months ago and it’s been really difficult for him. He talks about how his subscribers and UA-cam has given him something else to think about, but he’s really struggling to get back to “normal” without his friend.
Grief is such a wave of all kinds of emotions. Survivors guilt is real and I’ve been experiencing it too for a long time since my lose,but the key is getting help and counseling and I hope you are getting help that you need and deserve.
I lost my closest friend very suddenly so I know the pain you feel. As a result of your UA-cam channel, you have many friends that you may never see or meet but we support you and send positive energy to get you through this difficult time. Love and hugs from Los Angeles.
Hey don't worry about it. Your fans still care for you and want you to be happy.😊☺️
It’s ok we’ll still love you even though you “lied” it really wasn’t lying because there was too much happening to you!
I'm sorry for your loss Raphael. You always put a lot of effort, good humor, creativity and honestity in your videos and that make us smile, thank you for that. Please, take it easy and take the time that you need for you. Your mental health is the most important now.
You are loved. You are important. You do not need to apologize for this. It is not your fault. It may not be okay right now, but it will be eventually. You never have to be alone if you do not want to be. When you love someone that much, it will hurt, and it will likely always hurt, but time changes the pain of loss to a new way of loving them through stories, fond memories, and little things that remind you of them. I wish I could say it doesn't stay difficult for long, but it unfortunately does, but remember, we are all here for you every step of the way, and if you ever need anything, there is always someone ready and willing to help you. I pray you are able to find peace in the midst of this grief, and I hope you can once again find happiness. Trust me, it is possible. Maybe not soon, but eventually you allow yourself to feel bits of joy and happiness, and you realize that even when someone you love is gone, it is still okay to pet yourself to feel happiness and joy, and emotions other than just grief. In fact, they would likely want you to be happy, just take your time and take care of yourself.
Don't ever forget that UA-cam is for YOU. You have to enjoy it, and that includes being compassionate towards yourself and acknowledging that sometimes things go wrong, you are sad or tired, and you need to take a time off. I love when UA-camrs are real and show us when they are having a bad time; it shows that people have the right to feel sad, enraged or whatever.
Take your time, Rapha. Be happy not only for yourself but your family and the people who love you. YOU DESERVE HAPPINESS. YOU ARE LOVED. Never forget that, even when things are so dark that staying in bed all day seems like a good option. I'm so sorry you had to go through so much bad stuff, but don't ask for forgiveness. Work for your happiness and we will be happy with you :)
Raph we actually don’t deserve you. You are so amazing and strong. You mean so much to me, your videos are literally the only videos that have helped me overcome my own mental health problems. Your personality and everything you do just makes me happy. I’m so sorry you had to go through this, and you aren’t being silly at all, take your time. It really hurts to see you hurting, seeing someone I care a lot about, hurts me. I hope you can heal smoothly, I’m rooting for you always ❤️
I became a subscriber of yours after the loss of my best friend last year, Loosing a friend- a close friend is a whole different experience altogether. You cannot put into words the feelings you feel during those moments, it literally changes you. Your videos really helped me during those tough times. And to see you going through something similar honestly breaks my heart. I’m so sorry you had to go through this. I hope you are able to grieve and really focus on yourself even if it means you have to have a little break. You health is so much more important. We love you and want the best for you.
I never seen a UA-camr so honest on his mistakes.......
Until now..
then you dont watch enough honest youtubers
I don't think your friend would want you to be sad. You should stay strong. You have the support of 1.7 million of us
You’re so strong for making this video. We love you and do whatever is gonna make life better for you!!
Your friend is looking over you she’s in a better place now and she still loves you lots!! ❤️🤞🏼🤞🏼🌈
But raphael you have more than a million friends! Including me!
Right! 😁
You don’t need to apologize you didn’t do anything wrong . Take your time things will pass and you will get better and you should know that we are here for you whenever you need us we will always support you. Stay healthy 💕
Raphael❤️
I’ve followed you for a long time. I love your videos. And you don’t know it, but you’ve walked with me through a tough pregnancy, giving birth to my first child, a daughter, and now you walk with me through motherhood. Think about that. How many peoples life you are a part of. How many peoples faces you put a smile on. I just want to say that you are NOT silly or ungrateful or whatever you think, and should not apologize - you are just hurting. And grieving. And that is what you should process. I guess so many people told you and will tell you that it will get better... and I know that it can be frustrating even tho it is meant nicely. Because that doesn’t make it easier right now. So, I will just say: you can do this. You are allowed to hurt, you are allowed to not talk about everything on here, you are just a human. I hope you have someone to talk to because keeping things inside for to long is just a ticking bomb, or go see someone to talk to. I hope you find peace. You are so worth it!
Lots of hug’s❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
The only youtuber that has never made me feel any feeling other than happiness 💛💙 God bless you Raph
Yes
Exactly ❤️👍
So true
Yes
Raph.... it’s ok, I understand, many other people do too! I don’t have many friends either....we are all at loss in this world....stay strong bud ❤️
you have more than 1,7 mn friends and all of us love you and support you no matter what, and also you have given us everything we want
Raphael you have such a big heart i got that from the first video I saw from you you are an amazing person you shouldn't underastimate your feelings it's ok not to feel ok it's ok to be sad....you will find the strength to face everything... Don't leave your house you tried so hard to get there....take a long trip or go see your parents and take a break it will help...and if you do show us local foods from Italy 🤗🤗❤️❤️
You’re such a sweetheart. Do whatever you need to heal and be happy again. Your friend would be proud of you!! We understand what you’re going through and want the best for you. 💓
It hurts my heart that you feel any kind of guilt about this and how many times you apologised. I’m proud of you for even having the strength to make this video. Stay strong and take as much time as you need to heal 💞
no matter what, i will love you. you are so passionate. you have 1.7 million best friends
Yo don’t have to feel sorry, the fact that you took the time to explain is enough, we love you and even if we are not in the same place we are with you ❤️
i’m so sorry for your loss. i can’t believe the hate you are getting. take all the time you need to heal. we love you
No. your feelings ARE valid. you DESERVE to take time and heal. i really recommend seeking professional help, speaking to a therapist might help u a little. i wish the best for u and hope you find ur peace
I just wanna reach through the screen and hug you. I’m sorry about your friend. It’s never easy losing someone you’re close to. My mom passed two years ago and I still have some days where I just lay in bed crying. It takes as long as it takes to grieve and heal and learn to not feel guilty to keep going on. Do what you gotta do to feel better. Sending love ❤️
You can hear the grief in his voice 😭😭😭 , I am sorry for your loss by the way .
I feel so bad for u.
When u are sad it makes me so sad because your always so happy.
My to
Well, everyone goes through things some worse then others. I don’t think anyone has the right to be upset with you, and I really hope no one tells you anything, I’m just happy you explain yourself to the people who are upset.
I hope you start to find peace soon, truly and I’ll be here for you no matter what!! And I think I speak for a lot of people, we have your back.
It’s ok Raph, everybody messes up it’s just human nature. Many of us will forgive you and get past it, but the ones that can’t and hold it against you aren’t true fans. I honestly think of us as your UA-cam family tbh and we are supposed to stick together through thick and thin no matter what. We still love you 😍😘❤️💜💙
Btw happy 4th of July everyone!!🇺🇸🇺🇸🍔🌭
It’s as if I can feel the pain in you, how upset you are. I’m really sorry for you hope you be okay. We are all with you
I’ve been a subscriber since you had about 100K but never really comment at all but I feel like right now I need to, we all love you a lot and you need time to yourself sometimes, self love and care is the most important thing, make sure you’re okay mentally before anything ❤️
You lost a piece of yourself when your friend passed, healing from that is extremely difficult. It takes time, someone who has always been there and is suddenly gone really changes your world. I hope your guilt passes, you obviously have a big heart for people around you, and having guilt for focusing on yourself is something I understand. But taking care of yourself is extremely important, your doing the right thing, your heart knows what it needs to heal itself.
Do you see 1.7M ppl??
WE ALL HERE TO SUPPORT YOU WE APPRECIATE HOW MUCH YOU WORK ON YOUR VIDEOS TO SATISFY US WE ARR FAMILY WE STICK THROUGH THIN AND THICK *YOU SHOULD KNOW THIS* WE ALL HAVE HARD TIMES WE ALL ARE HUMANS AFTER ALL PLEASE STAY STRONG AND WE ARE ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU WHENEVER YOU NEED IT
Hey... it's okay... even if your friend isn't with you "physically" but she's with u spiritually. Everything will be okay and just remember the good memories. I KNOW YOU'RE STRONG AND YOU'RE GOING TO GET UP. I BELIEVE IN YOU. Just take time as much as u want it ain't easy to get over a loss and that's OKAY. WE LOVE YOU AND STAY STRONG WE'RE BESIDE YOU💜
I cried a little. This is the most honest video I’ve seen in a long time. I’m hugging you now 💖💖
you don’t need to apologize everyone has their reasons to make a decision😣 and i am very sorry for your friend but u have us exactly 1.7 Mill friends
😣I hate seeing him sad
Syeda Nathifa yess this is one of the worst things everrr
It soooo good to hear men open up more and show emotions. Sorry for the loss and I can really relate to the things you talked about except i haven't lost my best friend we just live far away
Stay strong sorry for your loss I lost my grandma and I cried so much I know what your going through stay strong
You can't run from what's in your head. Moving wont help, embrace your home and the fact your friend help choose it. Talk about her to people but don't run it won't help you one bit. I wish you the best of luck in healing.
Everyone grieves in their own way. Take your time and you will find your peace at some point.
Dont apologize please! You are an amazing person and we love you,we cant be angry because you are the funniest youtuber I've ever seen! Dont look down because you crown will fell of!
One of my bestfriends was murdered 5 years ago and it hasnt got easier.
She was like my sister and i miss her so much.
It doesnt get easier you just learn how to handle it your own way.
Everyone grieves in their own way!
Prayers for you hunny.
Awww.. sorry for your loss she's in heaven now looking down at you. :(
Don’t rush into doing the giveaway. Please take your time and heal. You are who matters. Heal.
raph.. don’t feel sorry, we understand!! i know how it feels to lose someone, take some rest raph.. take your time 💖💖💖🥰🥰 *sends virtual hug* and you are so strong raph, i’m proud of youu!!
I dont just like you for you content
I like for personality and how relatable you are
You may have made mistakes, but that was in the past you have to focus in the present and the future. Yes it hurts, and if that pain doesn't go away you have to admire the pain you have gone through, and don't let that mold you to a different person. We know you can cure yourself. It's difficult you just have to be positive, and help others with the same pain, and maybe after that you would be able to help yourself.
Raphael, if you read this i just want to say its okay its normal to feel hopeless and sad, and i know you can help yourself. After all that you would feel better than ever.
Depression must be taken care of right away, its dangerous to live like this your young just take professional advice and therapy asap trust me you will get over this phase. I'm being very honest no one can ever understand your pain and what your going thru take help and get it sorted. Wishing you all the best in life friend stay strong.
Some times we don't know what people are going through, that's one more reason why we should be nice to everyone
You don’t owe anybody an explanation. All we care about is you feeling better in your own time, when you’re ready. You have nothing to apologise for, you have been amazing to your fans, giving us hours and hours of entertainment. You haven’t let anyone down. I’m terribly sorry to hear about you friend, you must still be processing all those feelings, and coming to terms with what happened, and it’s an ongoing process that takes time. Whenever you need a break or time to recover, then take it. Your mental health is the most important thing. We want you to be happy and never feel pressured to make videos or put on a front. There’s nothing to forgive. We love you, you’re an open, honest, kind person who deserves to be happy. You have our support and we’re hoping you feel better, but it will take time ❤️
I feel so bad that you have to apologise for feeling down because you lost someone close. You don't have to apologise for it. Apologising for the contest is understandable but you don't owe anyone anything and you don't have to apologise for being down. It's okay to have such days, man. Take all the time you need and i hope you feel better soon. We love you and we support you♡
Im so sorry for your lost, we are always here for you and we love you , you are the kindest person ever and you are a hard working person u always make us so happy just by being yourself, don’t feel guilty please we understand every single word u said and every single word u didn’t, we love you so so much and I know it’s hard to lose someone very special and very close. Take all the time you need to be okay we always here for u. Please be okay 🖤
You have us! You have over 1.7 million supporting you, and you make us smile and laugh! It's okay! Keep going
Rafa, you don't need to pressure yourself to give something huge to your subscribers such as booking them for flight to stay in your home and spend a week, You know as simple as commending / replying to the comments of your subscribers in your channel is enough. You need to take one step at a time, learn how you could be comfortable communicating with us viewers/ supports you. Just be your self,and make improvement to make connection with your subscribers, and that will not only make it good, but much better. Cheer up! don't be too pressured.
By the way, condolences i may not know how it feels like for you, but everyone has been there before, love the memories that you had with your bestfriend cherish those moments, eventually everything will be fine. I hope for your full recovery from this situation.
I haven’t finished the video yet but just for safety I’m glad you didn’t stay with a random person for a week.
It's sad to know that you're going through this Raphael. I hope you heal from this soon. Take care of yourself💕
Don't say sorry for something that is not you're falt. You lost a friend who was very important to you and I am soo sorry for you're loss. I think personaly that you should take a break just so you can greve in peace and then come back when you're ready. Stay strong. ❤
You didn’t lie, you just have a lot of things going on so don’t worry about it, we care about you and keep living your life okay
I'm so sorry for your lost. I hope you will get to feeling better. If you need another break from UA-cam, we understand. Just do what you need to do to help copy and feel better. ❤️
If you disliked this video you're a monster. How can anyone so genuine, down-to-earth and relateable be a bad person. I love you rapha and keep being you!
I'm really glad that your so open to us ,a lot of UA-camr's aren't open because obviously it's private ,thank you so much for telling us ,I feel so close to you that you've told us,thank you and I know your strong and you'll be fine
Maybe try spending some time with her family? Maybe that will give you some closure? Stay strong 🙏
You could have YEARS off and I wouldn’t be mad at all... if people are mad then why are they here? Your first priority should be you. Not us. Take time off if you need
im here for you hun in every step of the way
17 minutes of one of the best food youtbers apologizing for not flewing a subscriber! never thought I would watch that but I just want to say I love you raphael so much so just do what you do and forget everything happened ❤️