I'm 27, and one of my best friends died 2 years ago. I feel like it's still processing. We didn't see each other the last 5 years he was alive. You guys know how life goes, sometimes we just drift. I keep having a reoccurring dream where I'm with him back in our old neighborhood as adults and just talk about how great it is to see each other. Every time I'm about to wake up, I start to realize it's a dream and he tells me he'll be fine and don't worry. I hope he's okay or at peace wherever he is. That's all I want to know.
I feel like the weight of everything I’ve done is crushing me. I’ve hit, hurt, stolen, and lied just to wriggle my way out of trouble. I’ve degraded people, turned them into something they never wanted to be, and never thought about the consequences. I took what I wanted and destroyed everything others had worked so hard to build. Now I’m standing here, surrounded by the wreckage, knowing full well that I’m the one who broke it all. I wonder if I’ll ever stop hating myself. Can I even still be human after everything I’ve done? How can someone like me-someone who has sunk so low-ever become good again? I’ve destroyed lives, not just those of others, but my own as well. I’ve used people, abused them, taken everything they had, and then acted like it was their fault. But I know it was always on me. I was the one who made those choices. I was so trapped in my own power trip that I didn’t even hear their screams. I keep seeing the faces of those I’ve hurt. Some of them are no longer here. They don’t scream anymore, they don’t run anymore-they’re just stuck in my head. And I wonder if they could ever forgive me. Or if what I’ve done runs so deep that not even time could change it. It feels like I’ll never find peace again. And maybe I don’t deserve to. Sometimes I wonder why I even try to change. Why I keep tormenting myself. Maybe it’s already too late. Maybe there’s no forgiveness for what I’ve done. Maybe this is just who I am-someone who dragged himself into the abyss and took others down with him. I can’t heal the wounds I’ve inflicted. I can’t undo the damage I’ve caused. And yet I still ask myself: Is there a way back? Can I save myself? But maybe it really is too late. And if I just stay the way I am, keep living like this, stop letting myself feel like I used to, won’t it only get worse in the end?
I am 27 years old and I broke up with my girlfriend 3 years ago. I was in a relationship with her for 4 years. I miss her a lot these days, but even checking on that person doesn't help this feeling, it just makes my mood worse because she was never the right person to live with, but I still miss her...
I'm 27, and one of my best friends died 2 years ago. I feel like it's still processing. We didn't see each other the last 5 years he was alive. You guys know how life goes, sometimes we just drift. I keep having a reoccurring dream where I'm with him back in our old neighborhood as adults and just talk about how great it is to see each other. Every time I'm about to wake up, I start to realize it's a dream and he tells me he'll be fine and don't worry. I hope he's okay or at peace wherever he is. That's all I want to know.
Хочешь верь, хочешь нет. Но с ним все хорошо.
sorry for your lost...
what is his name?
Using the remake 💪💪💪
Finally ! The remake !, and the sound clarity improved !
i absolutely loved the remake one of my top games this year !
Best birthday gift ever thank you Gnot EE ❤
Happy birthday
Happy birthday bro
@@aymenabd7992 thank you brother 🙏
Giving Midwich a run for his money, this actually sound beautiful. Thank you
Love Midwich!, this is also quality stuff indeed!
I feel pacification listening to this ambient
Thank you for this
Oh dear, I struggle in this uncertainty, and this is my consolation: perhaps she turned back to look at me! Perhaps!
what does this mean?
@@blldg12 whatever you make of it! It's a passage from Goethe's novel "the sorrows of young Werther"
the remake soundtrack is fucking peak
Really thanks for all Gnot
Ayy we got the remake!
Miss you acet ❤
Thank you
I feel like the weight of everything I’ve done is crushing me. I’ve hit, hurt, stolen, and lied just to wriggle my way out of trouble. I’ve degraded people, turned them into something they never wanted to be, and never thought about the consequences. I took what I wanted and destroyed everything others had worked so hard to build. Now I’m standing here, surrounded by the wreckage, knowing full well that I’m the one who broke it all.
I wonder if I’ll ever stop hating myself. Can I even still be human after everything I’ve done? How can someone like me-someone who has sunk so low-ever become good again? I’ve destroyed lives, not just those of others, but my own as well. I’ve used people, abused them, taken everything they had, and then acted like it was their fault. But I know it was always on me. I was the one who made those choices. I was so trapped in my own power trip that I didn’t even hear their screams.
I keep seeing the faces of those I’ve hurt. Some of them are no longer here. They don’t scream anymore, they don’t run anymore-they’re just stuck in my head. And I wonder if they could ever forgive me. Or if what I’ve done runs so deep that not even time could change it. It feels like I’ll never find peace again. And maybe I don’t deserve to.
Sometimes I wonder why I even try to change. Why I keep tormenting myself. Maybe it’s already too late. Maybe there’s no forgiveness for what I’ve done. Maybe this is just who I am-someone who dragged himself into the abyss and took others down with him. I can’t heal the wounds I’ve inflicted. I can’t undo the damage I’ve caused. And yet I still ask myself: Is there a way back? Can I save myself? But maybe it really is too late. And if I just stay the way I am, keep living like this, stop letting myself feel like I used to, won’t it only get worse in the end?
do charity. help others. ask nothing in return. your only redemption
I am 27 years old and I broke up with my girlfriend 3 years ago. I was in a relationship with her for 4 years. I miss her a lot these days, but even checking on that person doesn't help this feeling, it just makes my mood worse because she was never the right person to live with, but I still miss her...
Time heals everything. It’s not easy, you just need to practice the patience.
mentally im here
She isn't here anymore
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