The result is 2.8 MFT. A few days after doing this MFT, I went to the hospital because of my nasal congestion and asthma attack. I still remember clearly that that was the day I realized I had to get better. I tried. I really did try my best to change since 4 years ago. But the only thing that change is I went from can't even do one bodyweight squat, to fail the third reps of bodyweight squat at October 2024. Over 4 years of trying to exercise, I made one conclusion. "Even if I try really hard, my progress is far slower than anyone else. I have to be as fit as normal people to survive, my progress is very slow. The chance of me be able to be as fit as normal people, probably won't happen. But please.. I want to be as fit as other normal people." That was one thing that I dream of. To be as fit as normal people. That's why even if I can't exercise as much or as often as other people because my chronic illness don't let me to. I will try to exercise. And someday, maybe I will be able to walk as much as other normal people, and do activities and not get sick after that like normal people. My progress maybe far slower than normal people, but the only thing I can do is to cling to the little hope that maybe someday, I will get stronger.
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The result is 2.8 MFT. A few days after doing this MFT, I went to the hospital because of my nasal congestion and asthma attack. I still remember clearly that that was the day I realized I had to get better. I tried. I really did try my best to change since 4 years ago. But the only thing that change is I went from can't even do one bodyweight squat, to fail the third reps of bodyweight squat at October 2024. Over 4 years of trying to exercise, I made one conclusion.
"Even if I try really hard, my progress is far slower than anyone else. I have to be as fit as normal people to survive, my progress is very slow. The chance of me be able to be as fit as normal people, probably won't happen. But please.. I want to be as fit as other normal people."
That was one thing that I dream of. To be as fit as normal people. That's why even if I can't exercise as much or as often as other people because my chronic illness don't let me to. I will try to exercise. And someday, maybe I will be able to walk as much as other normal people, and do activities and not get sick after that like normal people.
My progress maybe far slower than normal people, but the only thing I can do is to cling to the little hope that maybe someday, I will get stronger.