I will wait for you until the very end (pt. 4)
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- Опубліковано 6 чер 2024
- Sleep/Ambient Mix
Chill & Calm
🎧 Lofi/Chill Beats 🎧
Listen to part 3 here - bit.do/the-very-end
Tracklist:
0:00 Kayo カヨ - cold hope
/ cold-hope-from-kogaras...
2:35 J E N - ｕｎｎａｍｅｄ
/ unnamed
5:46 Essence - disappear w/ H.1
/ disapear-w-h1
8:25 WYS - Finding Peace
/ finding-peace
11:42 towser - no rain no flowers
/ no-rain-no-flowers-min...
13:29 ok2222 - hold on (part 2)
/ hold-on-part-2
14:53 H.1 - Nothing changes: everything is different
/ pompa
artwork by @angelganev
/ angelganev
/ @angelganev
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finally part 4 is here, this is one of my favourite mixes ever. If this hits 15K likes I'll drop a part 5 🖤
I made a playlist of all these tracks on Spotify - spoti.fi/3xxIWrb
Thank you so much for this❤💙💚💛🧡💜
It’s so bootiful and it has a chill/sad vibe
the bootleg boy are you in adult?
the bootleg boy Thank you. This series is one of my favourites, if none of your other videos are. While I cannot do much in terms of praise or thanks, this community still wants you to know how much we appreciate you . . . so, thanks again.
@@e_w_i_c_k998 yes how old are you?
“Don't cry when the sun is gone,
because the tears won't let you see the stars.”
wow..
Subbed to you
That’s beautiful 😭
sure they will
@@aeromotex lol
You don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone, but the truth is, you knew what you had, you just thought you’d never lose it...
^^
Fact's!! SMH 😖
Isn't it so weird how a random comment by a stranger can explain Everything you've been going through..
Ank, Yes
@@ank4490 His name is Sad Potato
"perhaps one day we'll meet again as characters in a different story, maybe we'll share a lifetime then"
Smh... If that was the thing from very start, why people fall apart?
Fuck I love this quote
Your quote hit me harder than it should man, thank you.
This one stopped me and made me to write all this.just want to tell u that u r awesome
Thats a really touching one dude.
That one side of UA-cam..
That I absolutely love... ❤
❤❤❤
Drinking a coffee, sitting in the garden, listening to this...and thinking about her. I don‘t know her. But maybe she‘s also sitting in her garden right now?
Loneliness.
Kral adamsın. Nasılsın şu anda?
The garden of lovely loneliness.
the garden of loneliness
"Maybe one day we'll find that place where you and I could be together. And we'll catch our dreams within the waves of change."
I wish I could undo all my mistakes.... Why cant I do something right at least once?
@@metaknight281 I feel you, I messed up so many times in my life and I still fuck up all the time. Even though it's hard, you have to overcome those mistakes and take on. Try to be happy about the little things, those are the ones that matter. :)
you mean anime world?
@@metaknight281 Same
Beautiful statement.
Here i am, at 2:30 in the morning, in a room with the AC on cold, shirtless under the blanket with a hot cup of tea, phone battery on 12%, scrolling through the comments trying to find something i can relate to while listening to this playlist and feeling emotions surging up, its like my heart is pumping colors, im never the emotional type, music can really do wonders ey?
'my heart is pumping colors'
thank you for describing how I feel, I have been unable to describe it for myself since I started listening
Ey
the title really hits me where it hurts because imagine someone so in love with you they'd wait for you until the very end just to have you.
Sunday Isabelle i cant😭
Sunday Isabelle i am like that lol with that girl,she has brain tumor,and i promised i’ll be there for her,forever.
Its a psychological complex that we grasp on to the things we know best. Everyone has that one individual they gave their all too, and for some they find betrayal; these people find themselves waiting for the very person that destroyed them. It's because they lost a piece of something, when their partner left, for me it was the sense of completion through companionship and the most basic forms of love, although it can be given by anyone else, I chose to wait; to the end some wait. Because to us the only cure is held by that very person that left, only they can undo what they have done.
For me I wait for her personalty, I wait for the healing, and although I may never feel it, at least I can say I tried my absolute best.
Ahh this must be where the quiet introverts hang out 🤗💓
King Aydxn ye nigga 😎
Well u are right
I feel acknowledged and attacked at the same time
damn right
Yes! found the right party!
the only thing that keeps me going is the false hope that maybe one day we'll be together again
The hope for a loved one is always painful. There's nothing like it. But you are amazing by yourself; just find the one who will see that.
Welcome to humanity
me to meet that french that is in my mind for long..............
listen man, i know you're holding on and think it will never be the same. And yes, it will never be the same, but that doesn't mean something different is bad. Before you taste something new, you don't know if it tastes good, until you try. You think they are the only one that can make you happy, but if they left you, they clearly didn't love you enough, not like you did. Some ppl don't value you, and it's hard to let go, but know that you are hanging on to something that's just draining you mentally. You are letting someone else control how you feel, that's not right. bc u deserve more, all the love u gave em is something they don't deserve if you think about it, bc they didn't appreciate it as much. So use that love for yourself and wait till your ready to give it to someone else. Accept that they are not coming back, and even if they do, it's still better for you to let go and live for yourself. Bc if they come back and you never loved yourself by letting go, you will depend on them and it will end in heartbreak. So letting go is the best solution, no matter what happens. Take care
It's sad time once again boys . . .
I understand what it is like to be alone; discarded and forgotten by friends, family, and love, left to your own devices in a world that would rather forget you than remember you. I truly am sorry for how you've been made to live, and how to live without - you deserve company, closeness and calm, not calamity or coldness. While I cannot lie and state that life will become easier, it won't always be so lonely: strangers will become friends and family in their own right, past persons may appear again, and loneliness won't be as common as before. You won't have to wait for someone until the very end - they may arrive sooner than you think. Trust me. Until that time comes, in the mean time, listen to some music.
Enjoy.
💜
🖤🖤🖤
What a beast, what a fucking beast
Chemo I hope that times comes, in the mean time i Will listen to some music.💚
Chemo Emo Damn ❤️...
My dad said to me “Taking your life dosnt relieve the pain it spreads the pain” every time i sit in bed and contemplate my worth i remember what he said to me.
wow man
BenPotter not bad, but also know this, without suffering we could not know joy. So, find joy in the suffering, the more you start to realize the joy you actually have the more will come to you. Enjoy the pain my friends, it won’t last forever...
ابوك صدق
אבייך צדק
Your. dad was right
I needed to hear that, thanks.
I feel like I’m waiting for something that isn’t going to happen
Ha...
That's the most relatible thing I've heard all month.
Waiting to hear again from someone you miss? What happened Brandi?
I feel like I'm waiting for someone who isn't going to come
THAT S CALLED HOPE
Ye thats mé rn
I can’t believe how lonely I’ve actually become recently
You are not alone. I too been feeling lonely.
J J
I've been feeling lonely too
you will get used to it once in a while.
and it's sad that ive grown to being so used to never having had company in my entire lifetime really
same, I've been feeling like this for a while...
I don’t know who needs to hear this and I know it isn’t that simple, but it’s time to let go...stop waiting for someone who doesn’t even care about you anymore
i'm writing this through tears, it was what i needed to read and it's so painful, thank you💔
I already did. 🐘
You are right and I definitely agree, I’ve been in love w/ a boy for 3 years but still dealt w/ the pain of knowing he loves some other girl, next thing you know he gets w/ that girl and that girl just so happens to be a friend of mine but I don’t blame her she didn’t even know I liked him that way..no one did.
And ever since.., I learned to finally FINALLY get over him after 3 long painful years. it feels so good to feel free and to be able to finally let go
@@ghostmilk2117 you are very brave🌟♥
luisa fer aw thanks your so sweet, just remember to never let things bring you down and to keep moving forward no matter what.. I hope you have the best day every :) 💙
it's funny when a complete stranger can be there more than your own family
bootleg boy thank you for being there...
I can relate
I lost everything. But I lost it by choice. I had everything, well off parents. My siblings. I had to give it all up for my freedom. And it cost my world. The world I was so used to growing up in. The world where everything had to be perfect. Perfect smile. Perfect children. One wrong step could lead to a beating. All I had to do was follow their wishes. And I’d have the world. But I gave it up. To be something better. I still don’t know if I made the right choice. I’m actually traveling as I type this. I’m scared. I’m nervous... I feel like I’ve been written off. But if that’s what it took to break free. I wouldn’t do it any other way. If you are in the same boat. If you are struggling in any way that I was. You can do it. It’s hard. It hurts. It makes me sad. I weeped. But I’m free. You can be too. Don’t let them hold your life over your head. Metamorphicly or literally. They have both for me. But I still broke free. I love them all. As fucked up as they are. I love them with all my heart. All I can do is hope they love me back. But I’m free. And one day. You will be too. You will be too...
Yeah. I have made lots of comments to random strangers who are having a real bad time because I understand how difficult it is to be unable to express what you are going through to your family. You don't want to be a burden. You are clinically depressed, and you cannot talk to your nearest and dearest. It's too painful for them to discuss either that or they are sick of you messing up, and make you feel as if you are being overdramatic. It always turns into" huh. You think you have it bad........"
So if you get a little boost from a person who has taken the time to write a reply to reinforce your faith in everything good and pure. To know that your feelings touched someone else on an emotional level. I have a lot of things against social media, but when that happens, it's magic! It's a ecstatic feeling to know that you made a random person feel good about themselves for five minutes. If I can relate to a problem someone is having, I see it as my duty to try to help them. A few kind words can be the difference between a suicide and a suicidal gesture. A few wrong words can be enough to tip a person over the edge. I always try to be emotionally intelligent when replying to people as some people are very sensitive, I am but not online. I giggle my head off when a random person tries to insult me. Only people that know me can hurt me. You can say " your mom a this and that" or whatever. It doesn't work because you don't know me. However some people take comments very personally but just remember, all critiques of a person's conduct, are born from traits that they do not like or accept in themselves. So. I guess that's where takes one to know one comes from?😀❤🎼
@@xpsychotimesx9996 I have just walked out of a toxic relationship with my mother. We will never be the same again but I did it for freedom too. I was stagnant. I wasn't rich, never will be. I have had a decent education. When I was 17 yrs old I left home to live in Glasgow. Since then travelled around till unfortunately my house was no longer available to me. So I moved back with mum and it was a nightmare for 5yrs. Seriously damaged my mental health. I couldn't go out to bar for a drink! I am 42 yrs old! That's just a small example of how she tried to dominate my life! To the point where I would avoid everywhere she was in the house! I had to go. The only place I could go is my brothers. It was unavoidable. I can wear what I want now! Yes. She used to comment on my clothes to make me feel uncomfortable. Just a narcassitic passive/aggressive nasty person. I feel like aliens have cloned my real mother because she used to be fun! Anyway. When your freedom is taken away from you after living the life of a free spirit, it kills you slowly like a poison. You become so nervous you cry for no apparent reason and generally end up feeling suicidal! Freedom is everything to me. It's nice to read a story that is a little similar. I don't know many people who think like I do. If you are in a similar situation, if you are young there are many ways you can be helped get your own place. Once you get your place, hold on to it if it's decent. I made the mistake of giving my house up. Travelling is great. Been to some awesome places but it helps to have a base. I am now in search of that base again. I am nervous. I am worried for the future. Before I left I felt I had no future. Living with a negative hostile human being will do that to you. Try to crush your dreams out of you because theirs failed. No. Don't suffer any second longer than you have to. Do let them try to live their life through you ❤🎼🎵🎶🌞🗼🗽🗿🗻see far off lands and new culture. It is possible to break free.
@@xpsychotimesx9996 I honestly think most asian kids can relate to this at some point on a physical and spiritual level
I do not know why you are here, but if you read it, know that I love you. you're strong, do not give up. Will be better. Goodnight / nice day / evening ❤
Thank you and loves you, Have a great day or night or evening! 🖤
People like you are what make this community so lovely.
Have a nice night.
Peace.
@@ziphyperap3369 I'm trying to make the day better, whatever, make somebody feel better, though a little bit, thx❤
@@klaudia-jy9iv well, you're seriously helping. No one will ever be grateful enough.
i love you too ❤️
Man, I remember like it wqs yesterday. Early summer back in the 2009. I was only 17. I was lying on my porch just getting it all in. The sun was shining on my face, birds were singing, everything was just so peaceful. Then all out of the sudden my gf came and kissed me, it was my bday. We werent together for that long but i knew that she was the one, you just feel it. Man we were so happy together. Our relationship was the best thing that happaned to me in my whole life so far... Man i swear it was like a fairy tail. Days passed, months passed, years passed. It was early summer, the clouds were up, rain was pouring, I turned 25 that day. I heard a couple shots, that was really weird in my neighborhood. I went outside just to check it out. Then it hit me, man it hit me like 10 trucks ran over me. I saw her, lying in a pool of blood, gassping for air. Man she was so beutiful, why does God pick the most beutiful angles so soon? Man when i saw her down there, my heart sunk into my stomach, i was gassping for air in the realisation of the situation. I ran up to her grabbed her and kissed her, she looked me dead in the eyes, and told me that she loved me. She told me that its not my fault and that i was the best thing that happaned to her, and that our kid would be beutiful. Man i cried like a baby, i was heartbroken i still am. All that is left of her is a wedding ring, and an ultrasound of our child. On that day i didnt lose the love of my life, i lost everything, my child, my fiance soon to be wife, my gf, my heart, my happines...
Im sorry for your loss man. Honestly this one of the most touching/saddest stories I've ever read. I wish you the best man. I wish that one day all of your pain will be gone. Stay strong.
i hope I'm not too late, but pain is relative being heartbroken not. U have to fix ur heart glue it together, may if it breaks again and again, again and again glue it till the glue is nothing. What I actually mean is go through ur life, through everything, it will end. Being happy and sad is also relative. Sry that I'm so negative but it is the truth. Good luck in everything that will pass in ur future. Dear.....
Zer0_Time this is the begining of a fuckin awesome revenge film bro
@@snaketheadversary6964 lmao when i think about you are right &/
Maybe you will meet again. In another time. In another life. The thing is... to live through all of it. You will score high in life, in a way you might not expect. It depends on how you play the game out. And oh boy... there's so many different ways.
You don't know true love until it breaks you,makes you give up everything you thought you knew and ultimately makes you see things in a brighter perspective.
Bootleg boy you did it again...
You there when no one is..
@Sherona Reesaul yes why not anyone can😊
@Miguel Macias Gonzalez thanks but no in not better than you. We all unique. Also this the most like I ever gotten.
" I'd say the reason why I wait,
Why I wait till the sun goes away,
Is because I remember the nights we spent so late... "
•Why does loving you hurt so much?
•Why do I get a smile on my face even if you're not good for me?
•Why can't I let go?
Same here...
Dude I feel you tho 💔🙏🏻😞😞
Güvenç Simsek This is me.
Same
Story of my life i just want to wake up from this dream and find peace and tranquility i need closure. The only one who can dry my tears is the one who they shed for I'm lost in thought
I don’t know who needs to hear this but
do not destroy yourself by wasting all the love you have on someone who doesn’t appreciate it.
Remember that love isn’t supposed to hurt. If it does, there’s something wrong, and you need to fix it. If it won’t get better, let go.
Merci
It hurts like a bitch
@@jmart8592 it will go away
True words...
Thank you
It sucks when you know that you need to let go but you can't because you are still waiting for the impossible to happen. :(
we all face it. i hope you can persevere.
We could wait until the stars come out like we Used to do
If you see this, please know that i will always love you. I wont text you or call you anymore and i wont say anything if you found someone else. I hope she will be everything i wasn't. This is hard because im going to miss you forever and that sucks. I really miss you tonight.
I love these midnight uploads, I couldnt ask for any better. Love you bootleg, as well as the rest of you guys
Lost Cause !!!!!!
@@odelislias7956 what's up?
Lost Cause just wanted to agree ^^
I love to fall asleep with these songs from bootleg and then wake up to it. Hope ya'll have a nice day. ):
*_Bada bing bada boom I already know this is going to be a tune_*
if there is an afterlife, i can't wait to spend eternity with you. i miss you so much, and i wish we could've spent more time together, even if i did take you for granted and never really appreciated you. i hurt everyday you're not here with me. your favourite spot in the house is empty. i miss your wagging tail. i miss coming home from a shitty day at school and seeing you. i miss cuddling you on the sofa. i miss playing with you. i miss the long walks. i gave so much love to you, and i got so much back and i could never have asked for a better dog in the world.
it's another 𝘴𝘢𝘥 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭 hour once again bois..
just when i thought i got over you.. im right back to square one.
thinking about u. thinking about us. until the very end.
𝙨𝙞𝙜𝙝
:(
Still here, for same name, same feel, same reason.
You.
You were always there for me....
You held my hand....
And I held yours.....
You gave my peace in my life....
I will never forget what you’ve done for me....
You gave me a world of happiness to hold on too....
That’s something I will always hold in my heart forever...
I love you....
Ps: Thank you bootleg for sharing the next track I love them all 💙
"She always said that she loved me, I heard it a thousand times...and it still catches me by surprise".
"Time goes by so fast people move in and out of your life, you can never miss an opportunity to tell people how much they mean to you." Like almost a month ago when I first heard this I was like whatever that's such a cheesy quote you know. When I kept listening I started to think about my crush named Myriam on all the good memories I had with her and everything but I was in the friend zone and she never knew. With that last quote in the end of the video I told her I just thought she was cute. it don't sound like much but it was so hard for me to do. A couple weeks later we don't talk no more (we were friends for 3 years) and she now has a boyfriend that is 50 times more attractive than me. I'm just glad that I told her on what I thought you know just because of this amazing sound track and that one quote.
I don't know I just didn't feel comfortable with no one on this so I just decided to write it down because i wanted to let it out you know.😩
You'll probably not believe this.. But a few minutes ago I was thinking about commenting this in my mind since I know your upload time..
"Are you ever going to upload 'I'll wait for you until the very end' part 4?"
Strange world isn't it.. I wanted it because the title really hits me and I loved all of the previous 3.. thank you for making me feel a little better tonight :))
Strange world, strange strange world. Weird stuff happens whem you're not waiting for it, doesnt it?
Maybe you found this upload because you _deserved_ to feel that little better.
By the way, lemme tell you: your name sounds awesome. Ank is a perfect three-letters name.
@@ziphyperap3369 not sure if I deserve much, if I were to deserve anything I would've gotten what I fought and felt desperate for, for so long..
Thank you so much, that's not my real name it's more like a short form.. No one really ever told me that that name is good :))
@@ank4490 you _do_ deserve whatever you wish for. Everyone does.
Have you ever looked at people passing by and thought about every single one of them? I do, and I feel like every single person needs something, and works for achieve this something. And wouldnt it be correct if every effort was rewarded? It would, but it's not possible. But still, I feel like everyone deserves their efforts to be rewarded.
@@ziphyperap3369 I don't really go out.. It's been a while I saw outside but yes whenever I do go out every single person that walks by has a whole life with different stories behind him..
@@ziphyperap3369 it would be amazing if All the efforts counted, but at least sometimes you instinctively hope for just a few to count..
We're stuck in this world called earth. We're stuck with human problems that don't matter the least to the rest of the universe. We're doing so much in our lives that no one in space will be aware of. We're nothing in the billions of years from now and we have no idea what will have happened to our planet by then.
You and I are so insignificant, yet are so significant to have been created by God. You and I are so unimportant to the vast universe, yet are so unique to be part of the only lives in it. Take it easy, but also feel glad to be alive.
TL; DR - I have no idea what I'm saying. Have a nice day you awesome human.
I get EXACTLY what youre saying. Great shit man
Watch pom poko
How can this be? You aren’t some insignificant little speck! You are the universe. Every part of you came from it, we all have. We are all one, playing the game as being separate. Relax, and enjoy every little thing! It is all done for you!!
the ' i will wait for you until the very end ' series are so calming and my fave tbh.
"I must never miss an opportunity to tell these people how much they mean to me."
Aww Bootleg Boy
my boyfriend is going away for the rest of the summer and it’s our last hours together and he’s asleep and it’s so peaceful in his room. i looked at his stuff packed up, curled up closer to him and started crying. but i’m not sad, this doesn’t feel like a tragedy anymore. we’ve been through this before, and we will be together again.
bootleg boy you helped me see the quiet magic in this moment, thank you.
You know you never think that you’re going to lose them. And we sometimes forget that we won’t have them forever. Either illness, age, feelings. Things change. But you don’t expect them to change so fast. You don’t want it to go fast. You want to enjoy every second with this person. No matter what. You just want to hold them. We love them. They’re amazing. Their flaws are adorable which makes them perfect. No matter what they do. You just see the person you want to spend the rest of your life with. Words are so simple. That sometimes they sound meaningless. That’s why actions are sometimes better. We hug them when we see them and when they’re leaving. To show that we want them to be with us. And that without them everything seems dull and less colorful. When you lose them. God it hurts. You can’t sleep. The overthinking just messes with your head. “Will someone take them from me?”...”I cant hold her/him anymore.”... “She said she loved me.”...”Why are you hurting me.” You didn’t expect it. Not from them. You thought they were the one. They keep hurting you and you just don’t give up. At that moment, when they’re just playing with your emotions, you’re thinking about how much you love them. How beautiful they are. How this person used to be yours. It all sucks. There’s nothing left but thoughts and crying. We’re all so sensitive. Just why? Why hurt me? It comes to the point where you just wish you never shared any memories with them just so that you can stop this pain. You start regretting things. You put the blame on yourself. Were you good enough? We weren’t. And if they give us another chance then I know you guys would give it your all. So there’s nothing wrong with you guys. You just didn’t want to think about losing them. You didn’t think the day would come. But we have all been in this situation many times. Many times. And we all found another person. Each time it gets worse. This heartbreak may be the worst one for you guys so far. But we all have that someone. We just don’t know them yet. Maybe we do which makes things even better. But we will realize it soon. This amazing person will come about. Imagine your dream partner right now. Don’t focus on looks. Focus on how they’re like. And when you find someone like that. You better give them your all this time. There’s no advice or cheats that can get you shortcuts through this. It all goes back to that same saying. Time will tell. And you’ll know when that day is. When you see this person. When you’re making eye contact. You’ll feel it. And it’s going to be amazing. Go after them. And trust me, it’ll be alright. Hope is all we have sometimes. Good luck. You’ll be okay.
this is so frickin beautiful .
those first piano notes bring me to tears almost every time
Happy father's day everyone.
My father left 🥺
@@seline5126 me too
I have a father
ye
I have a father figure
To everyone out there, I hope your life gets better. I hope you get through this, I hope you get what you deserve here. Because you deserve a lot, you just don’t give yourself enough credit. We all can do great things, we all can live the lives we want to. You just have to find your way out of the dark, but don’t wait on some strangers hope, make it happen yourself. Go out there and give it your all, because you deserve it.
My parents always said that every time you’re angry, sad, or just lonely, look up into the night sky. There’s bound to be one other person in the world that’s doing the same, feeling the same way you are.
Phil The Logician sorry Phil, I don’t think it works like that, but nice try buddy, your doing great.
Phil The Logician go away, no one appreciates you being here.
If your ears blessed
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What? Click on your name? Nothing's happening.
not even 30 seconds in and I already got chills
Your a lovely looking girl hope your safe and well my dear peace be with you always 🕊🌷
I’m leaving my life behind me. I’ve fallen into stupid, teenage love. Now I’m moving across the country. She changed me. I can breathe when I’m with her. Leaving her is like dying. I told her I’ll wait for her. But how can I wait, when I’m not breathing. not living. She is my life. I’m leaving it behind.
lately I've been doing this thing. I've been chasing the feeling. You know what I'm talking about. The feeling of laying next to someone who has your heart and both of you just looking into each other's eyes, communicating something that doesn't need words. That feeling. I've been chasing it lately. It's been quite some time and all I can do is just chase that feeling like its the only thing that's keeping my head above the water. Like its the only thing that moves my feet one step at time, trudging along in this limbo like state without an ounce of purpose. Chase that feeling....that's all I can do
I haven't had that feeling in a long long time, i still chase it too. I really hope you find it again friend. Don't give up...it has to still be out there..
R.I.P Shawn Robbins 9/12/1965 4/22/2014 it's been year's but every day I think about you. It's Soo hard to here without you. Love you babe til the end. 😖❤️
❤️
sometimes you just get that feeling of loneliness we all do and its ok to be alone cause thats when u can really express your emotions and let it all out
It hurts because some of the people I’d die for won’t even give me an afternoon...
so.... this is the time I light up a cigarrete and start writing. Thanx for the vid. Love the channel.
Caue Francisco got one for me? I could use one at this point in my life
There are barely any words in your beat but they are so beautiful and it says a lot because of all the things that people go through and they come to listen to the creation that you made so thank you bootleg boy and if your reading this hold on tight and don't let go and don't give up you are loved...
I'm in love, once again
Its so cold without you here
Why did you do this
im simply a person who never learned to love
Im so insecure about my feelings
I hate you
I like you
I love you
Im so slow
Im so pathetic
Im so ugly
Im so rude
Im so useless
Im so diffrent
I dont wanna be me anymore
I want to get out of this miserable life i want to break free
Depression plus Heartbreak is not a good combo
Am i cursed?
Am i not worthy of love?
Do i not deserve to be happy?
To be happy?
To have someone on my side i can call my own?
I feel used
Thanks
You really were a special one
Your new gf is really pretty
She looks really cute and lovable
People might think now that i dont like her and i think thats bs
I dont know her
She looks like a really kind person and also the type of person i would like to be friends with u know
She doesn’t deserve a crazy girl who is still not over her ex best friend and probably never will but whatever. She looks like the type of girl that deserve tight hugs and lots of kisses also a bf hoodie and cute messages
Im the type of person i dont deserve any of it
I know this
But it still affects me
And i stilll get hurt
My chest feels tight and i have a bellyache
Thats not a cold
Its the depression
And the heartbreak
Lol
Pls just leave me alone
My Mental state was never the best
You helped me to get through the majority of my therapy
Now ur gone
And im alone
Again
Kinda funny right?
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Chaymae Satori hey
Alex Avila hey
Chaymae Satori just wanted to say hey know that you have people by your side ik that it may sound weird coming from a stranger but it's worth a try to tell someone what's true
Alex Avila don’t worry is doesn’t sound weird and thank you for saying this
sometimes we forget whats really important in life so thank you for doing what you’re doing
Chaymae Satori yeah of course well it was nice talking to you have a good day 💕
My fiance told me this song reminds him of me because I show I care when others don't and I care about someone even if they don't care about me. I'll never change, that is who I am and listening to this makes me feel that unconditional love is not only wanted but deserved.
That intro line from Frasier/Cheers is perfection.
sad hours startin early today heheh
God I missed this channel and everyone in it, Feels good to be back
i came to the point that no matter what lo fi chill mix i will hear, i will love it anyway ..
3 years later and I still listen to this mix... It brings me home..
Life is one big question, why?
Your choices will let you know what the answer will be..... good luck fellows
One of my favorite mixes to listen to, hope there will be more parts.
Btw thank you so much for using my artwork! If anybody's interested in digital art, I actually have timelapse videos on my channel, thanks!
thankyou as always brother 💕
Dude, I love this artwork! I was just staring at it, hypnotized, thinking I wonder who did this... Good stuff Angell!
I can't believe i found a comment from angel ganev hahhaa
These are always my favorite mixes. They always seem to pop up on my feed when I need them the most. I'm glad I actually got here early for once.
I loved her, but she was poison to me. Yet, she has moved on..her words make me fall again. Here I am again.
This years most highly anticipated event. Thank you 🙏
so calming. Perfect to relax before going to sleep.
sometimes i feel like i should give up. i feel like there’s nobody in my life; just emptiness and sorrow..
Jehuty989 i hope so❤️
@@julia-fy9lh u look beautiful, how does it come you havent found anyone yet 😵
Tesham Mutna thank u💜
I had this on my watch later playlist cause I liked it a lot and now coming back to it just feels like going to a old home and nothings changed. It feels like nothings changed at all
5 years ago, in 4th grade, i was at the beach for the first time in my life. The hostel we were staying in, my class and i, was right next to the sea and the beach. I remember going to my window at 2am in the morning when everyone were asleep and just looking at the sky. That special night, the sky was stary and there were just few clowds. You could see the smoke coming from a highway not that far away from my stay. But the sea....its colours and shapes....i remember that night better than any other because that night i felt my inner peace for the first time.
Btw love this video sooooo much 💜
My first inner peace was when i was about 12, i was in an abandoned house with my friends, we sat on the staircase and watched the sun set. The bright red sky, the soothing blend between colors, the tinted clouds. It was amazing.
thanks for this upload, been feeling down lately since my boyfriend's friend told me about some stuff I didn't need to know. we might break up tomorrow or maybe even sooner- the end of the day- since he found someone else that's more better than me. I hope he has a happy life with her. 💔
be good enough for you, its all that really matters anyway...
Info-Chan
hahah thanks, but he's probably well gone now :,)
@@talinahuynh5636 tell me its okay
Info-Chan
well you don't know him hahah, he goes to my school which is probably states away from you :)
Oh I’m sorry, no one is better than you, he’s just a jerk, I hope you find someone better, once he’s without you he’s gonna miss u and he’s gonna regret not being with u and he’s gonna wanna come back
It is the 2nd time I'm listening through all parts of this series because it drowns me in my on thoughts
You're here again. Just when everything goes dark, quiet, and dreary, you appear before me, to keep me company. Thanks bootleg. And Happy Fathers Day everyone...
I listen to these mixes so much. They have started to feel like home more than my own home does.
Me too, i put his mixes on shuffle when I'm going on long drives or even when I'm going to sleep. How odd that loneliness can be comforting in the strangest of ways. Stay strong friend.
me: time for sleep!
bootleg: *uploads video*
me: well i guess this is gonna be another late night
p.s love you
No tears left.💔💔💔💔 Truly agonizing.
I've been waiting for so long to get part 4. please bootleg boy, make a part 5!!! keep on uploading!!!
In the end, I hope that you know that I was the only one who truly cared. We'll never talk again. But I know deep down inside if you come calling for me, I'll start running to you.
though we have come to good terms, i still can't stop being in love with you,you feel nothing of the sort i know, but i still absolutely love you for everything you did that made me happy, you're constantly on my mind,i wonder if i ever cross yours, we never dated but it felt as if i lost someone, someone i hoped to forever be with, someone that means so much to me. I wished things were different, i wished that I was good enough for you. i wish you were mine, but i can't say that because it's just selfish. It hurts seeing you, knowing i won't get a second chance, knowing that you won't ever fall in love with someone like me.
nevertheless, i will wait for you till the very end, thats exaggerative but oh well, i'll wait for you until i fall out of love, which unfortunately won't be anytime soon .
thank you for everything.
i love you with all my heart.
I feel you. Love yourself more in a ways you haven't experienced yourself. World is not fair and it won't be. I don't say you should drop your feelings, but be selfish right now, it's important, make every breath count
This hit me. This is how I feel
@@limaechonumismatics bro same ive been experiencing this for 6 months
i felt this :(
This is the best part until now, _thank you!_ ❤🙏
I’m listening to this as I work on my truck helps me concentrate and stay focused some how lol
Notification squad, where you at?!
Hello
Here brou
Hey
gang gang
NamelessBandit0 ayyyyeeeeeee
“If had a dollar for every time I thought of you I’d only have 1 dollar
Because I never stop thinking of you” 💔 wish I could have a do over in life also can someone help explain why the title of these hit so hard
how old are you ?
Dijidox why
@@stulone5742 just curious lol
Dijidox gonna turn 15 next year
Dijidox what about you
Barely 11:15pm here in Dallas, TX and I caught this at the right time. Great mix, as always.
Hello there fellow Dallas texan, bootleg is always uploading new content at the perfect times🖤
This is making me feel so much right now. I forgot how much I love this playlist. It's been a few years now, my life have changed, I have changed. Thinking back, I am proud of myself pulling through those hardships even though I felt like shit, cherishing those small happy moments within those hectic years, and I think, if the old me could see me now they would be proud of what they'll achieve and who they'll become.
8:25 chills ♥️
I wonder if she even remembers me I still think about her even tho it’s been 5 yrs
This is the best one since the first one. Nothing will ever beat that but this is absolutely lovely.
I was so excited when I saw this upload
Love is just like a coral reef, corals are effected if another is affected as well. If you don't get enough materials you need, anyone that you loved would eventually is affected as well...
The sea may be vast and forever unknown, but that's the thing. I think of it otherwise when you are here with me. Now, all that I see at the ocean is the thing that took you away from me, away from my arms and into the arms of the ocean depts itself.
When I look at the ocean upon where she once stood I just thought and then realized, that material that I really required was her love. And now without it, I'm just like this now...
I should've been the one who should've drowned instead of you...
( Please don't think of this as a real event! If this happens to you then I am very sorry, but I wrote this since we all had sad moments in our lives. Just strolling through the comments here... )
youve really blown up since i first saw this channel. love your content man, keep it up
that first line gets me every time. Another wonderful mix from bootleg
Those beats help me when I’m in my roughest times
I mean they always help when I’m feeling down
love and relationships are a very trivial thing all they do is cause unnecessary stress and will ultimately fail wasting one's time.
😖
But then the question arises “is the short term happiness worth that stress?” And the answer to that is the deciding factor for someone thinking of getting into a relationship
it's just a dopamine addiction
Wowie, im just about to go to sleep, thank you💕
I can't believe I have kept up with this series of videos since the beginning.
Once again...you help us relax. Thanks.