i think about you when it rains
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- Опубліковано 21 лип 2024
- Sleep/Ambient Mix
Chill & Calm
🎧 Lofi/Chill Beats 🎧
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Tracklist:
0:00 ＴＲＡ＄Ｈ - Bruises
/ bruises
2:21 Ajjae - Night
/ night
3:55 Philip von Wartenberg - 13 Years (Dearly Beloved)
/ 13-years
6:03 Essence - disappear w/ H.1
/ disapear-w-h1
8:45 VNPR - porch
/ porch
11:23 røiih - anxiety
/ anxiety
13:56 Charlie - Pretending
/ pretend
15:15 Kasper Lindmark - It's Been A While
/ its-been-a-while
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hope this one helps you guys relax or sleep, I find this one really chilled 💜
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the bootleg boy thank god something to get me off to sleep xx loving it 💕💕
im listening to the music on ur channel every night when i go to sleep
thank you !
@the bootleg boy This one is really quite special, although all your pieces are. A welcome transition into the evening. Thank you.
Thank u so much especially this one...makes me think of my dog who passed but in a happy way sort of it calms me and makes me feel at peace😞🌇
Listen to beautiful music - ua-cam.com/video/sTfAsf2Rqi8/v-deo.html
The rain is nothing compared to the tears I shed for you...
deep
@@carloscreativity9557 no
@@walter2440 yes
Bruhh so deep 😭
so low
Im jealous of the rain,
that falls upon your skin.
Its closer than my hands have been;
Im jealous of the rain.
-labrinth
Oof
labrinth writes good music
sandwich maker yassss gurl
Shit deep
Gimme a grilled cheese
*_I may regret what ended but I will never regret what we had_*
oooof
@@skrmnghrd4520 all of these people lookin down on these sad peeps -_- hopefully they all someday feel even worse
i just got out of a relationship, this comment is very good timing. Thankyou 💓
Man, that hit me something hard.
Mood
We used to talk about the future together, now it's here and you aren't...
Shit dude... It's hitting very hard :(
💔
i-
that shit HURTED
Feels 😥💔
it’s raining outside and all i can think about is how you said you’d never leave
this comment hits hard
😔💔
exactly lol
I felt that
Tylo. yup
the sound of rain hitting your roof before drifting off into sleep... perfection.
Truee!
i remember sitting on a swing that used to be my old child hood playground and sobbed to this music
Yes
It’s not just a bunch of positive comments.
It’s a reunion.
There is people who care about you, that you never even met.
No need to pressure yourself, you’re in a place where you are understood.
Sit back, & enjoy this opportunity you got to have.
To, break free.
♡
Well said, thank you!!
I think humans feelings are connected...
@@Mepi-iw4wu we're the same species.
I love how all guys kinda put on this tough guy facade but then you come to videos like this and see that we all go through the same shit, glad to know i always got my sad boys here.
Always brother we've all been broken
There is sad girls too. We are all the same
Facts😏😌
Always bro, we're all here
I put on the tough guy facade all day every day, but goddamn deep down I'm the most broken I've ever been, 2 years on and I still love her with all my fucking heart. Shit hurts so fucking much man.
I miss you but you were never mine
Relating so bad to this
No one is anyone's. The first step to freedom is getting over the idea we can ever possess people. Even the things we buy are rented in this life. With other people we share, but we never really know what we're sharing, and we never will. In that sense we are all terminally alone, and yet all in the same boat. Welcome to the human condition.
I wish I told you how much you mean to me
i wish that when he left , he took a part of me with him . he left me unhappy .
Thats called stalking
It's raining where I live and I'm just watching the rain while listening to this and thinking about memories that never happened.....
kookie sO dEeP
Lol 💀
How do u know they never happened?it’s our subconsciousness playing with us..
@@gde1421 yeah, I really like the thought that there was (or is) a me out there who really went through all those happy times and memories. It makes me happy for the me who achieved all the things I failed to do. It decreases the pain. Because I am the only one who has to suffer, at least my other selfs are happy :(
The part where you said thinking about memories that never happened is literally me on a daily basis
I wish the rain would wash away the memories of you...
I miss the fact that I thought I was something special to you...
That hurt cause it was sadly relatable
same, I need to hear something else.
It's sad time once again boys . . .
I know that pain of losing someone who was once so close to you; to feel the hurt of missing their smile, their warmth, their witty humor, and the bond that you shared with her. I am truly sorry for what you've lost - it is more than any person can bear. Yet, you can still move forward - life goes wrong all the time, and sometimes people separate and go their own ways. While this may not bring much comfort, especially if the parting was harmful, but there's still so much for you to experience, to understand, and to enjoy. They may not come back, that doesn't mean you won't find another - they're out there, waiting for you, and they won't leave you this time; trust me. I have faith in you. Until that time comes, listen to some music.
Enjoy.
Chemo Emo 💞🙏
Chemo emo can't thank you enough for these words
❤️
🖤
💕💕💕💕💕💕
I'm supposed to be studying, but it's raining. While the sounds of the city annoys me and doesn't let me have focus, I'm just sitting by the window remembering those great times I hade while my best friend, my brother, was alive. It's been two years already and I still miss you, buddy. May the suffering be gone.
@Noah Perez thank you ☔💕🍃
Hey man, just in those moments when you feel the happiest and calm, remeber hes right next to you.
I'm sorry for your loss but I hope your doing better now
Hope you're ok. RIP brother. Plant a tree for him. Smile, always.
even though you broke my heart into million of pieces, every piece of them still loves you...
unpopular opinion:
one of the best parts in lofi mixes is the in-between, random dialogue.
If I sit in the rain maybe I can drown in something other than my thoughts..
same
Or alcohol
Wow that one hit me
@Sherona Reesaul thats like my new favourite quote
Life is so hard when someone leaves
it’s raining
it’s pouring
it’s 2 am
and all i can think about
is you
i know you don't feel the same way but my heart won't stop
not gonna lie... i can relate.
ok stop cutting onions
PLEASE ITS BEEN TWO HOURS
will he see this?
maybe.
he likes this song.
*i love you banana bread.*
*i miss you.*
so cute
This was deep😭😭😭
i wish the very best for you
I miss you too.
Get this comment to the top, people
it's sad time again boys..
*oh wait that's not my part*
@carloscreativity @Dominic Figueroa You do it just as well, though. Thank you for the notice.
haahhahahaha
😂😂
carloscreativity hahahahaha
ursocute
@@veracheung5048 ♥️♥️♥️♥️
it‘s currently 3:41am. I‘m confused.
I don’t know what i‘m doing with my life.
I don‘t know what I want to do with my life, or if I even want to do anything other than ending it.
I don’t know who I was.
I don’t know who I am.
I don‘t know who I want to be.
I don‘t know what I‘m supposed to do to make everything better.
I don‘t know why I don‘t know.
*I simply do not know*
Your words sound like you are describing me. I thought the happy times would continue forever but suddenly you are all alone, only darkness around you. You do not know where you are or where you came from. Worst thing is you are not able to find a way out. All you can do is sit there in the darkness and wait. But nothing happens....
I am not one of the guys who is going to tell you that everyone will get better, because I do not know it myself. But whatever you are doing just hang in there we have to believe in ourselfs. I know how hard it is. I know how it feels to be all alone every night, how it feels to cry yourself to sleep, how it feels to wake up again knowing you will waste the day away... I... don't know if the change will ever come to us but if we keep going we will find our place eventually? we...will... won't we?
Metaknight that’s the thing. we don’t know who we are, how are we supposed to find the solution to our emptiness? but we can only do so much as to hang in there. wish you the best
Damn that conversation tho😓😓
@@3a.m123 Wish u the best Ana , swear i can relate
Head up nuts out! It's a dawn of a new start that is when you decide to and lean on positive results.
Y'all are doing better than some and not as bad as others. 🙌💯🔥👍
worthy
/ˈwəːði/
adjective
1. having or showing the qualities that deserve the specified action or regard
Wish I was worthy
@@rambunctiounus063 same (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ
Looking out my blurry window...
Watching the water drop row by row...
Cars drive through the puddles...
The city lights are subtle...
My teardrops drown in the raindrops...
My ache for you grew into pain...
A sore throat from screaming from my rooftop...
Memories connected to emotions like a train...
I believed the pain you gave me could one day become love...
Reality destroyed all of the above...
It's hard to forget...
How I fell victim to your velvet gloves...
I wish I could live life in my dreams...
Escape this place and all its crazy schemes...
Save my mind that's falling apart at the seams...
Dry my cheeks from these salty streams...
Back in my bed...
Wandering in my head...
There's one thing I know for sure...
I miss what we never were...
"i think about you when it rains"
K1NG_BRAD so beautifully put...☺️
Yo man this was dope
🖤🖤🌚✊🏻
I love this poem. Thank you for sharing, i wont forget this.
Damn, that was so deep, but true, I love it good job 😌🥰
*_my teardrops drown in the raindrops as I think of you_*
Versace 001 Hey, I’m writing a song... could I use this sentence into it? Thank you
Anna Rota go right ahead :)
Thank you so much
):
):
*This hurts. I can’t believe you’re gone. I still cry every night, just because I thought of you. You mean so much to me.*
everything's changing and I don't know how to deal with it.
so many people I care about are leaving and doing great things, and I know I'll never see them again.
I'm still just here
I'm here
I feel this... It seems like I'm stuck in place, while everyone is doing so much, I still... after all this time... can't move on...
wow, you made me think about him.
can i just float on a big comfy cloud in the middle of a sunset listening to bootleg boys beats
why couldn't life be that easy
When did you realize you didn't love me anymore?
When did the sound of my voice stop giving you butterflies?
When did I stop being the cause of that beautiful smile?
When did you stop loving me
*”i can call you..*
*but can’t call you mine.”*
This... Hits home...
Whoever thinks love doesn't hurt hasn't been in love..
I wish I knew our last kiss, was gonna be our last kiss
KingJaggerjack this one hurt
Oh hell
My first kiss with her was my last kiss with her.💔
I read it, takes me 2 seconds to realise - i have a tear in my eye
....bro....
Time is a unforgiving thing, it doesn't slow down for you or any one it just carries on.
And to think one day when your gone that all the thing's you've done in your life will amount to nothing unless your a celebrity or your a founder of a company e.g. but for us people that are simply just employese or whatever ever, you might not even have a job , all our efforts will be forgotten, these past two months I've lost 2 people 1 to dementia and pneumonia and then I lost a friend to cancer and 7 days early at that so I didn't even get to say good bye.
In this past year I've lost 4 people but I won't go in on the details.
I've been questioning my morals this past month, I've been wondering should I stop this, it's doing nothing good for me but I'm stuck doing it it's like a drug in a way I guess, I walk home every day and on that walk there are 4 bridge's and 2 rail way tracks and each time I pass them I consider ending it all right there and then, then only thing that stops me is the pain I may cause to others who may love me not that I really know if anyone does love me, weather I end it or not only time will tell, I guess that's a good way to do a full circle and get back to the topic of time.
If you've read this far or even read this I thank you, life has never really been easy but the beginning to this year has been a specifically tough one, I hope your life is going better then mine.
Why Not? I love you
I love you man, thank you for being here.
I too struggle with thoughts of suicide, but I have two kids. I couldn’t do that to them. I hope you have found something to live for or feeling better.
Nice picture
I think about the same things. Please hang on. Please stay. You're not alone. I have no one left in my life but coworkers. But I'm still here. Idk why yet but there has to be a reason. This pain can't be for nothing. This suffering can't be for nothing. It cant.
I love how the comment section is a poetry slam
Thunderstorms and lighting that used to be one of her favorite things. She’d just sit there staring in amazement. Her smiling face is branded in the back of my mind.
Wherever you are, I’ll always love you.
Love,
Kai
ily bbygirl..
every moment we spent together is carved into my heart, i'll never forget. it's been 4 years, but i still relive them everyday.
even that day when, in my arms, you entered heaven. the perfect place for you, to be honest.
this world is too cruel, it never deserved you and never will. i don't either.. but thank you for being my angel despite me being so unworthy. thank you for making me the happiest person on earth during our short time together💘
I've never read anything that made my eyes tear up more.
o7
i cried
):
I still remember when you "accidentally" called me your girlfriend when we were just talking and you saw how much it lit me up so you didnt take it back but i guess i didnt mean enough for you to keep me around
(Insert gasping teary eyed emoji)
Damn...🥺🥺🥺
Caleb 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Felt this 🥺
Damn
It rained today
Your rain
Your. Rain.
You could’ve seen it
If you were here
You could’ve stayed
But
You chose to disappear
They
Call
For
You
I
Scream
Out
I don’t care
What they’re talking about
The only thing
That really mattered
Was you, but,
Now
You
Are...
Gone?
Are you
Gone?
Or am I?
Was I the one-
That chose
To die?
Is this
What death
Is like?
Is this
What a
Lack of
You
Is like?
Is this
What a
Lack of
Breath
Is like?
A lack
Of
Life?
A
Lack
Of
𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔
And you, oh. You!
You.
Itzamemario 88
Thank you . . .
Holy shit
And ☆YOU☆
Luci this just made my soul tingle and my eyes cry, this made me want to pay my bills and take the dog out for a walk, this made me want to actually make breakfast and not be late for work.
Thank you for this bc I seriously needed it😭🥰
"Is this what lack of you is like?" I felt that and I hate it
It’s getting hard to “stay strong” when there’s no fight left in me...
I know how you feel.
True words...
Sometimes we just gotta accetp that the people we love stays in your heart ''Not in your life'
Every memory with you is a raindrop running down my window... I hope you feel the same even tho I know you don’t ....
David Iassonidou that’s the worst buddy you feel so broken and have all this pain and you know the other person doesn’t
*_"The smell of rain always reminds me of when we got coffee together on those rainy days. It's just sad now though, because now you're gone. We can't share those lattes with each other anymore."_*
It hurts the most when you realize the person you love and care about is slowly fading away from you and you can't do nothing about it. It hurts a lot.
...same
7 years, now your gone.
I miss you when the sun shines on my skin and makes me feel warm.
I miss you when it snows and I know some one else is keeping you warm.
I miss you when it rains, I miss you night and day. I know weather will always bring change, but it dosnt feel the same.
Good bye Megan.
_I Wonder If She’s Thinking About Me_
every single day...
no she’s not, sry bro!
Same bro...
She was always happiest in the rain. Said it was the best thing ever aside from me. But that doesn’t matter anymore. She also really loved kingdom hearts. This video shouldn’t hurt as much as it does. I keep telling myself im over her. We wont see each other again and im fine with that. The thought of her kills me anyway. If it does, am i even really over her? I try to be happy. Knowing shes happy. It does make me. But also. Really hurts me.
:( as long as she is happy I am too but I do not know if she really is happy. And that makes me so sad and angry. Because all I want is her to find her peace but I can't help her.... she is just too far away.... Worst thing is I do not even know if she wants my help at all
I can relate, but replace her/she with him/he.
He was kind, but the fact that he left, kills me. He was forced to leave, its not his fault but...I still miss him dearly.
Kitty- Chan how are ya feeling. Tell me your sorrows. The situation you bring up sounds... complicated
Metaknight hope you’re doing fine mate. A lot can happen in a year.
@@theunnamedknight9342 Hello!! I am doing fine, you??
So, about my comment, He was always there for me when I needed someone, and would always help me with my bullying problem since I was a kid who was very vulnerable to bullying. He told me one day (during elementary years) that he is leaving to go to another school.
Every time I see his face in the yearbook, I cry at the hurt that he's gone, but also cry with joy that we had time together as kids.
I hope you're doing fine yourself! ~ Kitty
Me: message delivered 2 hrs ago
Her: Active 5 mins ago
Happens to me all the time :((
Robert Poka It’s hard Ik. But she can’t be your number one focus. You can’t wait for that message all day. That’s just a.waste of time. Spend your time wisely. And don’t get depress over a message. Ik I’m still fighting everyday In my minds. Trying to get over it and do something different. And hope times flies. Once she responds I’ll tell her how’s my day. And what I been up too. Stay strong Robert 💪🏽
Keep in touch
And that's another reason why I hate to new update like bitch is you trying to make me sad or something. What are you trying to say Instagram..... Smh
But I felt this comment so I had to say something but anyway your not alone bb✨
Goodbye I told her,
I will never speak to her I again
I thought
the undeniable feeling
lost I felt,
then I realized
the love I had for her
never really left
and I wish at the end
I would've told her
I love you.
-DW
Dennis 2009 that was deep 😌
If you read this promise me you’ll take care of yourself no matter how hard life treats you okay 🙁 I love all of you !
I really like the comment section lol
This is the only place where you'll find a caring community that genuinely Hope's all goes well for everyone else as far as I've seen..
Lost Cause That's Real ♥️
@@leonforbin1418 yeah man, there's nothing like it anywhere else. Im grateful this channel exist. As well as all these amazing people who are part of it.
Lost Cause Include yourself with all the others. You're just as amazing. Hope everything going good for you ✌🏾️
We here for each other
I miss you so much but you’ll never know and it breaks my heart
Mia Seaman I’m the same way, with some guy
Same feelings😭
As the rain mixes with my tears,
I dream about the time I had with you,
I remember all of my fears,
As I glare at the beautiful night full of dark blue,
I scream to the stars,
Why me, Why the Pain, what did I do,
But then I hear your voice playing your Guitar
and I feel my hand shake in front of the view,
This is the end for me as I sit hopelessly,
Wishing for a restart button to be with you.
The only time I get into someone's mind is when they need a pencil lol
L- Lots
O- Of
L- Tears
That’s a mood
U dumb
@@kierankeane614 😂😂😂 I was thinking the same thing ( tears doesn't have L)
@@hachemturk9868 Lears
For a sec, I thought tears started with L and I was just ah nice. Ooof I noticed now
I miss the sound of your voice
The look in your eyes
The feeling of your breath on my skin
*i miss you*
there might be multiple reasons a person clicks on this video.
some want a soothing track to lull them to sleep. to those people: leave the comments and get the rest you deserve. sleep well.
some are lonely or are feeling very sad. to those people: all pain ends eventually. the good will come soon enough. you can do this.
some may be studying. to those people: leave the comments, I wish you good luck, you’re going to do amazing.
some can’t stand the silence and the thoughts and tears that accompany the silence. to those people: take a deep breath in. now exhale. now say, “I’m fine. I will be fine. I am in control. I am okay.”
to anyone who is reading this right now, i love you. and so do many others. you have nothing to worry about. take a breath and appreciate the good things about this world. everything is and will be okay. you’ve got this. and i love you.
wow sjhsk this was so endearing, cute, caring???? i can't find the word for it but ah you're so nice !
@@cece7139 (((:
thank you for that :)
The melancholy is strong in this one
A friend told me something today
“If he looked for you as much as you looked for him, wouldn’t he have found you by now?”
And idk but I’m getting sadder every day without him. Almost 2 years.
Set the pace for yourself in this lifetime, make youself the joy you think others will give you. Life is a special gift, and no one knows what happens after. Have more warm memories than cold. Its up to you.
_"i enjoy being in the rain so no-one can see me cry"_
this brings me back to a sadness i left a long time ago
Lo-fi has always awed me. The simplicity of it all and it can be so impactful. And anyone can make it. It's simply amazing
its not that thinking about you makes me sad its just you told me to kill the feelings i had so i did.
Now I have this hole in my heart that hasn't stopped growing, every time I see you now it just grows deeper I'm afraid i'll fall into it soon. I wish I never met you yet I'm so glad I did. Even if my smiles are hollow now for a time they where Real, maybe falling into that hole wont be so bad after all.
Polara I am in the same exact situation. It’s hard and I think of her every day, minute , and second because I love her so much. Well get through this I promise.
Although your prob fine now
“When you care for someone more then they deserve, you get hurt more then you deserve”.....😔💔
You cant miss something you never really had a.k.a "love"
My love, the rain reminds me of a cozy night with you together, wrapped in blankets and drinking hot tea, a dark room only lit by the TV and nothing to worry about. I love you.
I think of the memories we have had but really we never had any
I think about you when it rains
I think about you when it snows
When it's sunny
When the sky is conflicted
I think about you all the time
And nothing is wrong with that.
~JF
When my sadness, becomes rain
and falls in your heart
maybe you will come back to me
So today i will become rain and fall
you can't fall if you are already at the bottom....
The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have
"In this terrifying world, all that we have is the connections that we make"
- Some random horseman from a old 90's show
It's three am and I can't sleep, I'm so frustrated and I can't stop thinking
Right when I need to nap cause of all my stress and pain and misery from the day I always play your videos and fall asleep, I deeply appreciate this channel, please keep it up.
Dear old me,
she may be better off without you, but I know for a fact that you will be too.
You can tell yourself that it was all you, and you aren't completely wrong, but it was a 50/50 relationship.
Forget her.
Move on, work on YOU.
Make sure you are yourself and not someone the next girl needs to pick off the ground.
Become a better version of yourself that she never deserved, but become the you that you deserve.
Pick your head up and get back in the game, rain never lasts forever.
Find your own sunshine.
Find your own passions.
Find you.
Baneberry thanks dude. Im gonna remind myself everyday
sad lofi just instantly makes u sad even though you weren't already
But I like that
For some reason I feel a sense of happiness and relaxation when I listen to this type of music. Yet at the same time it makes me realize how lonely I am :(
All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain
I was born in the wrong universe..
Kmystery it’s entirely possible in a world this strange...maybe one day you will feel home
Unfortunately there's only one..
That's a new one.
I feel you
Wish I was born in a universe where I got better
You can always learn to love yourself. Not in a self centered way, but in the way we all want to be loved and appreciated and taken care of. I spent the majority of my younger life in ruins over the lack of attention from other people, I was always alone, and the women that did find “interest” in me used me for their own gains, until the woman I have now who has blessed me with a beautiful family. But, what I wish I could teach 10 year old me is that honestly, you have to peace on your own, and really love yourself in the end. That would have saved me years and years of depression and suicidal tendencies and feelings, but I guess that was the trials and tribulations I had to live through to get here. I always told myself: “even if you are the most hated human being on the planet for the rest of your life, you got me. I have your back.” And now I’m at a point that if I were on my own again, it would be sad, but I would be okay because I have myself and that’s the most important connection anyone can ever have, because without yourself, you aren’t anything. You are in charge, and you will never turn your back on yourself. Things will turn out fine, friends.
Holy crap that was beautiful. thanks, will acknowledge
Josiah Leming it’s important to have a good relationship with ones self. We’re accustomed to loving others so much, our families, friends, men, women, children, even animals, and fictional characters who don’t even exist but are our favorite super hero or protagonist in a story somewhere, but it’s always been frowned on to say “I love myself” and I think that’s wrong. I believe it’s okay to love yourself, because it can be a positive thing. While most of us sit here listening to this song playing among the voices of our pasts, reminding and telling us about our problems, our good memories with people, or bad ones, our successes, our mistakes; if you love yourself then at least you’ll have one hand on your shoulder rather than none. We should love ourselves unconditionally too because again, without yourself, what really are you?
Lofi has always been there when i was hurting the most.. i love lofi.
Isn’t it beautiful?
The sky?
The sky...
The one thing we share
Do you remember?
When you told me you loved me more than anything
That everything reminded you of me
You lie in bed staring outside, up at the sky
Wondering if I do the same
A pain in your chest
What happened to us...
here i am, with a cup of coffee on rainy days hoping you'll come back to me.
Kiko Ferdinand hahahahah wassup bud. Names Ferdinand tooooo
@@ferdinandrivera13 this is actually not my real name but, hello.bud : )
_I can’t stop thinking about him. The way he smiles and laughs, the way he always helps people. His charming looks and his hugs. The way he lets people cry on his shoulder. He greets everyone with open arms. I think I love him._
me: turns this music on
my little sister: is this Minecraft music
Close enough...
WoAh DuDE
She hasnt been hurt yet.
Hopefully it stays that way.
i need to vent, so I'm sorry :w:
during the summer, i met this guy and soon enough we started dating. It lasted for 6 months, but those months were the best times of my life! he made me so happy and i really loved him. I remember one night, i think it was the day after we started dating, we were on a call with our friends and he was in the rain, (It was pouring and he loves rain) I remember looking outside, laughing and listening to his dumb giggles. i imagined us in the rain, and i couldn't stop fantasizing about him that whole night. i loved him so much, and he loved me. being apart from each other was hard though, i was only able to see him once a month, and we were lucky if we got to hang out longer. it was great, i loved him so much. But, one day, we were forced to break up because of my parents (They didn't like him at all.) And a day ago we hung out for the first time in a while. I'm falling back in love with him. i couldn't get my mind off of him one bit. i regret giving him back his hoodie, it was big on me and the day he gave it to me i couldn't stop wearing it. listening to this reminds me of how much i wanna tell him. but I'm scared, I'm scared I'll say the wrong thing. Just writing this makes me wanna hold his hand once more. i tried talking to the friend that introduced us, but he didn't seem to care and i just cried. Maybe I'll get the courage to tell him someday, but idk. i don't know what to do
Follow your heart darling
@@baabyfox that's what everyone is saying, I'm just scared is all I'm scared of what he'll say. Thank you though :)
Im surprised you actually wrote back hahaha. Just know its a duty to take care of yourself, one of those biggest duties is to love so do what makes you feel more love.
@@baabyfox hahah yeah, of course i would! Also yeah your right, thanks
I you wished you don't want me to leave. But you're the one who left me hangin.
"i wish it rains all day.. cuz i'd like someone to cry for me"
forever rain - rm
I love the rain. Somehow the rain makes me feel so calm.
i decided to not text him for today
after one minute i put my phone away; i was angry
after ten minutes i went for a shower and i did not even thought about him
after thirty minutes not texting him i read a book
after an hour i distracted myself and calmed a bit
after two hours i began to listen to sad songs
after one hour full of sad songs and depressed comments, it hurts and i cry
I'm so tired of feeling empty, I'm so tired of chasing good things and never reaching them. I'm so tired.
I never really liked listening to lofi stuff untill I got my first car a couple of weeks ago and started listening to it driving around the empty roads while being really down. Damn this shit can be powerfull and I am glad that I finally can enjoy it for real.
i love these types of comments. they're always beautifully poetic.
Your music helps me get through my days and I don’t know what i would do this is what I listen too when I’m depressed because it makes me feel peaceful so Thankyou for that sense of clarity😭💖
3:55 KINGDOM HEARTS FLASHBACKS ❤️❤️❤️❤️
why is rain so nostalgic?? Love it
Gotta love a day like today to remind me that with all good comes bad, and all bad good. And a soundtrack to back it all in bootleg boy.
I hope the rain never stops. Then I would be able to stay here forever. - Jin (Samurai Champloo)
Everytime. 💭
I think about you even tho you probably have found someone else who makes you more happier than I ever have. (Tiffany) 💔😣
I miss those nights where it was just us, driving in your car & being reckless. You'll always be one memory I don't want my mind to erase.
one of the best parts of these videos are the comment sections