I wish you guys were my friends in real life. Edit: Hey. I made this comment a year ago. It’s November 12th, 2019. I really needed someone back then. And I really appreciate the kind responses. Sadly I’m not over what had happened to me. But I’m getting there. I feel better. I realized that devoting your life to someone who isn’t worth it is just exhausting and not worth your time. It’s a dumb thing to go after the wrong person. Someone else deserves the love you have. You all seem like affectionate and loving people. And anyone would be lucky to have you guys. Put yourself out there. And when you find your purpose, you’ll be glad that it’s finally over. You will be happy. And you will be in peace. You have to try though. You guys are really nice. You deserve good things in life. I still wish we were friends.
If you transform that love in a goal, embrace it, strive for it, and the Univers will give it to you with one simple rule: Stay true to yourself, strive for that goal with honesty, don t lie to yourself just for the sake of creating a goal, find it in something that you love doing, and it will happen. When it will happen you will feel the real love, the reality my friend, as you said, will be finally better than your dreams. People are not meant to be with us forever, people are valuable lessons, whatever role they have in your life, good or bad, love them as they are because they are sent to teach us. You see, whoever you meet in this life: a person, a moment, everything that happens to you and comes in contact with you EVERY SECOND has a meaning...It tries to help you evolve. Fears, tears and bad moments make us strong, bad people make us strong also the beautiful person and moments makes us strong, what I m trying to tell you is that, life is love, love comes in many forms, don t look the surface of a thing, it could appear as a threat, as a bad and ugly thing, person or moment, but it tries to help you, to make you better, to evolve, next time someone is rude to you, try to look at it as a lesson, to not give up, don t follow the advice in fact, give them listening, be part of that, and proove them wrong, because that s what your soul want. Your soul wants to see you strong. So look at things with love...I mean, isn t it beautiful when someone wants to help you becoming stronger? A friend, a parent that HAS FAITH IN YOU, a teacher that knows that you can do it, well that s what the UNIVERS is... HE wants to see you stronger, you should listen to him when he sends you this messages...Look at things in this way please, and you will feel the real love, never lonely again, never lonely again...because the Universe has your back, and when you feel down, upset or angry, or simply things are too hard for you , close your eyes, and ask yourself...What tries the Univers to tell me know? What the f I m missing? BE AWARE OF YOUR SITUATION please, and try to learn from it, it will disappear the moment you learn the lesson...We are not alone my friends, we are NOT ALONE, everything is love and comes in many forms...please don't forget.. Also, I m a teenager from Europe, my English level is very basic although I try my best, hope I made myself clear, I was in the same situation , I was angry, furious, anxious, I still am because it s a new perspective that I ve developed recently, and it takes time, I still make some problems about the future and things, but looking at it in this way, it gives me a sense of confidence, that I will handle whatever it comes in my path, as long as I m aware of it.
there might be multiple reasons a person clicks on this video. some want a soothing track to lull them to sleep. to those people: leave the comments and get the rest you deserve. sleep well. some are lonely or are feeling very sad. to those people: all pain ends eventually. the good will come soon enough. you can do this. some may be studying. to those people: leave the comments, I wish you good luck, you’re going to do amazing. some can’t stand the silence and the thoughts and tears that accompany the silence. to those people: take a deep breath in. now exhale. now say, “I’m fine. I will be fine. I am in control. I am okay.” to anyone who is reading this right now, i love you. and so do many others. you have nothing to worry about. take a breath and appreciate the good things about this world. everything is and will be okay. you’ve got this.
@@luchendrix99 I know that feeling, but life wont put a stronghold in front of you if it knew you couldn't overcome in. No one is a better you, than you. Whether you see it or not, you make a difference in everyone's lives that's associated with you
ive made a mistake and i dropped everyone a couple months ago, i had a whole friend group and now they’re gone. I keep getting reminded of 2 of them that were my best friends. I miss them so much, every time I see their name or someone brings them up on where they were cuz they use to always see me with them they get embedded in my mind once again and I wish I could be friends with them again. I miss them so much and I still have happy, funny videos with them in it. God I wish I could go back and stay with everyone but I cant. It was so messed up for me to do that, and I want to apologize but it has already been months and I dont want them thinking of me and getting hurt thinking of the memories we had together like im going through. It really sucks, it hurts me deeply.
I finally found type of videos where i will see smart people who have been through a lot. And i didnt see any dumb "oversensitive to every spilled true" person with horrible grammar here. Now i know where to go.
you know....some people don't care if you are waiting for them,they will let you stay there forever if you don't move on.The sooner you realize they don't deserve your time the better
“I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone. I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone. It gives me time to think, and set my mind free. I like eating alone, and listening to music alone. But when I see a mother with her child; Or a girl with her lover; Or a friend laughing with their best friend; I realize that even though I like being alone... I don’t fancy being lonely.” ~ A tumblr post I saw once. {It's not originally mine, I just toughed I could spread it because I liked it}
I really like this, it is so relatable. Like I like doing things alone, but I wish I had someone, like a best friend or something but every time I'm included in something I get upset because I wish I was alone/ doing it alone. I like being alone, but I don't want to be. Thanks for sharing this, it kinda made my day :)
I know, but I'm okay with waiting. I'd wait my entire life. (EDIT: it's almost been a year since they left;they left jan1st. But im still waiting, I'll probably be always waiting)
We'll be searching for the right person, us girls. To anyone reading; you don't have to be the person waiting, make a move life is short... so if you are able to give that special someone all the love they deserve do it. if you have to question.. you arent ready yet. Love isn't to be rushed.
I can't stop myself and constantly ending up driving someone else away because I thought maybe it will work. It doesn't and I end up alone because of myself. Now I've stopped talking to people and wish I'd fall in love just once
Here we are. This is my favorite part of UA-cam. Gone are the façades, the edge, the toxicity. Here is the place we don't need to hide behind a second account. Here we don't need to be scared of showing how broken we are. No one here is going to judge our sexuality for saying a kind word for a person of the same gender. No one here is going to tell us to take our sad stories elsewhere. We need no weapons. We need no lies. We just need to open our hearts And see what's inside the hearts of the other people here. And at the end of the day, nothing is gonna change. Be it a good thing or not, our lives will continue the same. Nothing is going to change. But... Everytime I leave this small and shy corner of the internet I feel stronger than when I came. I feel like even though no question has been truly answered, everything makes at least a little bit more sense now. I'm not the only one confused. I'm not the only one in pain. And although it can be kinda selfish and cruel to take comfort in knowing someone else is feeling the same pain as you, It doesn't feel wrong. Because I think that person would also feel better if I told them I know what they're going through. And this is why I love this community so much. Things might continue as bad as they are, I might have another rough day ahead of me tomorrow, But right now, as I'm about to lay my head againt my pillow and, hopefully, take a quick trip into the realm of dreams I'll rest more peacefully than I usually do, because I know I'm not alone. Goodnight, my friends. I hope you all have a peacefull and restoring sleep tonight.
I wanted to write something like that, but im in bed on my phone, its going to take a while, thank you for saying what i wanted to say even better, thabk you for understanding us, good luck with your pain, mine cant fix.
i dont understand how someone can make you feel so special and loved, and then leave. how can someone plan a WHOLE LIFE with you, and then forget about you so quickly? how can someone say theyll love you forever and theyll wait for you, and then tell you they dont give a f*ck about you? how can someone break another human being like that and be absolutely fine?
Because true love endures, it is not selfish or hateful or dishonest. Whoever this was had no love, only a shadow of the real thing. The truth is always revealed and just know true love in a person will never choose to leave you until death.
I suppose im that "someone". She said she'd wait 2 years for me, which is when i can move away from my parents and fly across the country to see her. I even wanted to go to college in minnesota just to be with her. I left her because I was so afraid. Being in the closet is tough and scary. She even said she loved me despite being closeted. I never forgot about her. She's always there in the back of my mind. I always wonder about what if i just stayed, if i wasn't such a coward, if i just told the truth about why i left her. By now, she's definitely moved on, probably even forgot about me. A month after we broke up, she asked a discord server for gift ideas for her new gf. But i still wonder if she was sad and missed me. All i want is another chance.
im sick with pneumonia in the hospital, i haven't had many visitors except my family. i have a crush on this guy, who knows im here. ive asked him to visit, but nothing until yesterday. im good friends with his sister so i called and i asked what hes been doing. 'hes on his way to see his new girlfriend ' she said. i said 'oh, i didnt know he had a girlfriend' she said 'hes actually going to ask her out today' i said 'oh' knowing that it wasnt me. so that call ended and less than 5 minutes later, i hear a knock, i take out my earbuds (which i was listening to this with), and say come in. he walked in with flowers and bubble tea of my favourite flavour and his big perfect smile on his face. i started crying right then and there. apparently he knew i talked to avery. and we just started crying together in my hospital room. this happened yesterday and now i never want to stop listening to this. ❤🌔😌 - -to anyone wondering i am healthy now.. and we're not together anymore :'( we broke up last month.. he cheated on me.. im still broken and i think i always will be. thanks for all of the love though
Hey whoever's reading this... I know hardly anybody will see this, but the people who do... You matter. You really do. Don't worry about anything. Just try to relax. I know things might be tough for you, or you might be feeling empty... But it will get better. I love you. 💕
Thank you... This year has just been so hard.. losing friends due to pandemic and just last month.. in the span of 30 days my car breaks down drains my bank account for everything that I didn't have just to get it fixed and the next day I was in a bad car accident I was rear ended and left with 2 herniated discs a bulging spine and a concussion.. as a result I had to leave my job and is now going to fight for disability and then the icing on the fucking cake... My gf and I break up because I wanted her to move in with me to help me out and in exchange she would be away from her awful toxic racist grandparents but she decided to stay with them out of fear and after an argument with her we broke up a 3 year relationship that up until that we were so strong together... And to make it even worse.. we broke up 3 fucking days after I was rear ended!
@@tourguideplays5477 Well hope ur gf will come back one day knowing that u r way better than those grandparents :-) So sad to hear that u got rear ended...hope u will get over ur disability soon n get a job. Take care
@@ahmadejaz848 she probably won't come back but I won't blame her and as far as my conditions are I don't think I'll be able to work again for at least a few years
Oh God , comment section filled with so much emotion...so many feels, I think I have found kindred souls, the heartbroken, hopeless romantics, the alone, the lonely, the in love, the silent lovers, the sad, the broken, the ones in healing, the vulnerable...the truly beautiful...
... as what im going through now seeing all these people going through the same shit as i am ... makes me cry and think i dont wna be like this i just want my lover back and it sucks fucking dick man...
She said she'd be back... I'm still waiting, I'll never stop. I know deep down she isn't coming back, but I refuse to accept it. She was my everything. I still love her
a normal family cant relate to each other, are we... normal? feels like an empty discord server without anything, just a couple of voice chat channels for us i do feel the same...
I remember listening to these playlists 5 whole years ago, I was 15, now 20. So much has changed for me, although i’m back in a similar situation to back then. I’m not letting it get me down. I’m not letting myself get that low ever again. I’m so so proud with how far i’ve come, physically, mentally and emotionally. I could write a book about these past 5 years, honestly the worst and best years of my life. it’s time to grow some more, see you in 5 years!
There will be a day where we disappear from this world. There will be a day where only one person remembers our name. There will be a day where no one knows if we've ever existed. Sometimes, life's a game; you win then you're happy, you lose then you're sad. Theres no other truth.
Coming back to these songs after a few years, made me realise I've changed alot I used to listen to this when panicking or trying to sleep to calm my mind from my own harmful thoughts I hated my self, but now I can't help but feel an overwhelming peace knowing I made it through and even if I end up in that situation again, I know I'll be ready
I love this comment so much. My 14 year old self would listen to this music while I hurt myself, and stayed miserable. Im 20 now and doing so much better. It DOES get better.
my ex-girlfriend just getting married today, my friend sent me a picture of her wearing white wedding dress and she looks gorgeous, it's just exactly the same as i always imagine. when i look at her picture, i'm not feeling sad or anything, it's like my mind isn't ready for this kind of thing to happen so i can't feel anything at that moment, but when i'm about to sleep suddenly i get this flashback memories when we still together, i can see her smile, her laughing and her beautiful rounded eyes looking at me as we holding hand. and then those memories started to fading away as my tears come down my cheeks and i feel totally empty. i want to scream this feelings out of my chest but i don't know how. i don't know what to do, as i write this i'm already sleepy but my tears won't stop coming out my eyes. it's like my mind can handle this feelings but my heart does not ready for this. this is what real regret is, it's hurt so bad, i should've tell her that i still love her when i had the chance..
My ex is married now with a daughter and another kid on the way. I know I fucked up. We talked about it today a little bit. About regret. I hurt her. If I would have been smarter, stronger, more of a man in the past I know that could be me with her...
@@marcusdayy8349 sorry , I know it hurts to see someone else getting all the things you dreamed of. but sometimes you just have to let it go, it's the hardest part but you also know that she's happy as she have her whole family now ,,,, I wish you'll find someone. ❣
"Isn't it funny how a memory can feel like a whole different reality? People, places, sounds and even colours can change... or someone else has changed them. I won't lie to you, there will always be other explanations, but in the end, we are no longer living in these memories, whether they contain truth or mere imagination"
loads of us here feel sad, depressed,angry or feel empty,it makes me think,is our generation going in the right direction? Countless times I catch myself loosing sight of what I want and what I have or what I had. Why? Maybe it’s staying up late that got me thinking. But to anyone who’s reading this, I want you to believe in yourself. Trust yourself. Love yourself. It’s hard. Very hard. But it’s harder to see me losing myself than to love myself, and I hope the same goes for you. Most likely everyone will go through some situations in life, some worse than others but I want to say you’re not alone. Just look up into the sky, somewhere, sometime,there is someone looking at that same sky. Tired like you. Sad like you. Angry like you. But we must all stay strong because after all everyone is the chosen one in their life. 🌱
Its extremely rare for 2 people to fall in love together and feel the same way for each other.. usually its just one who loves and the other one just feels good being loved and takes it for granted....
I know exactly how u feel, and you don’t only feel lonely, you feel empty, like you also have the urge for that one person, and you just feel saddened ig, because that one person is one of the few things that or can be your only source of happiness. I get it. I also like to call that being in love, and when you love that person, well you urge for them. You need them. It’s hard to explain also. It’s like depression, you can’t rly seem to explain or express how you feel. Love isn’t a emotion we feel, it’s a flood of overwhelming feelings that you can’t take, that takes control. Mixed emotions are what hit you the most when your in love also. I’m just a dumb freshman though. Cant explain it rly well😅. I just know how it feels. Welp. Have a good night/morning whoever reads this. 👋🙂
I love coming to these videos and seeing everyone sharing their emotions to no one in particular. It's hard to open up to people, but here, your feelings are safe. Whoever's reading this, I love you.
i remember listening to this back in jan 21,feeling kinda broken and lonely...so many things changed,got a new job,new girlfriend,believed and cherished again. 2 months now,again no job,left behind....feels like a pattern,who knows what comes next... stay strong everyone!
I've been friends with this girl on Facebook for many years we've always found each other attractive and I finally said something to her she's gone thru alot and I too have had my fair share of heartbreaks... but when I found out who she was. I couldn't believe it. She's just like me, we both grew up the same with the same religious beliefs and turned away from it and went and experienced life on our own now we're both two individuals who long for ever lasting love and the timing just couldn't be anymore worse... I love this girl so much, Michaela if you're reading this I love you baby and I'm so sorry I'm so far away from you. You are the Right person for my Soul and my Being but.. we just met at the wrong time 🥺💔💕💌 Hopefully soon Michaela we will be able to Meet one another and the Space between us wont feel so Distant anymore 💕💌 even if I Pass away i will find you again in my Next Life hopefully sooner than this Life because you are my Other Half babe I'm sorry for not saying that to you earlier 👑🤴🏽👸🏼💖💕💌
You can give someone your entire soul and in the end, they can leave like it didn't mean anything. Sometimes you'll find yourself waiting, hoping that what you once thought imaginable can still be a possibility. That's when you know its over. So just keep moving forward. Don't let life stop because your heart is hurting. Take that pain and turn it into armor, use it as a reminder of what you can be to someone, don't give up, don't say its hopeless, don't give in to the negativity that life tries to push on us. Being alone is okay. Sometimes we have to go through hard times to come out stronger. Be the unmoved rock, the boulder in the path, be the one to push for a better tomorrow, a better change, and show yourself as well as others, what you can be capable of. Don't give up. You will find your place. Practice patience. Love yourself. Love what little you may have. Build on the good of your life and don't let negativity in. Live as a lion for a day and not a lifetime as a sheep. You are important. You are loved. You are accepted. It's okay to be selfish, but don't forget kindness, honor, respect, courage, compassion, love thy neighbor. Be a light in the darkness. Be the smile in the crowd of tears. Be the unmasked in a crowd of masks, but do not forget dignity. Practice pride, but not arrogance. Find balance and like I said, you are important. I love you.
Do your self a favor and go out side lay on the grass look up into the sky and well fell the earth and mother nauter at it best Where ever you are If it's windy : feel the wind as it pushes up against your body If it raining: feel the raindrops as it hit your skin one by one If it cloudy: look at the clouds and see how each cloud is unique from the others just like you If it's hot: feel how body is reacting to it to the heat If it's thundering: stay in side but look out your window and see how each lightnight bolt strikes the earth If you see the stars look at each star and notice how each of them twinkle at a different pattern But if you feel nothing: then just lie on the floor and feel the Earth beneath you as it moves Hope you guys enjoyed the song and please don't let this get lost in the comment section
i messed up. its been almost 4 years and I still admire and fall in love with the little things about her. dont fuck up relationships because you’re confused, i did the wrong things with the right person, and that will always be a regret in my life
I'm tired of caring. I'm tired about the fact that I always put others above myself. I'm tired of accepting what's expected from me, tired of forcing myself onto a breaking point to fulfill those expectations. I'm tired of fighting myself, because a part of me can't forget the starry sky that night, and how void yet wonderful the world seemed... But another part keeps nagging at me that I'm selfish for wanting to be there and feel it again. That whatever time I waste on myself is more than enough, and I don't deserve it. I'm tired of caring about everyone's opinions, even my own. I want to go back to when I still felt safe and at ease with my own mind. When I thought as a single person, rather than thinking about so many paths and views, to the point everything blurs and blends together... I want to be selfish. I want to be me. ...But... I don't think I even know who that is anymore... I can't remember... ...When did I lose myself...?
Be yourself.Fuck the other people.They just make you sad.Do your thing and one day everyone will appreciate you.You are a lovely person dont let others to break you down!
I want a giant stadium filled with all of us watching this and this playlist on the speakers, just walking around seeing people crying, people sitting in corners, couples sitting next to eachother and best of all, the people going around trying to help people. And free hug stations!
sometimes i feel like happiness is never going to come. i’ve been waiting my whole life. even when i was a little kid i was always with this looming sense of deep, overbearing sadness. i’m 27 now and i’m still lost and alone. where is the good part? when does that come? i have no choice but to wait, if i make it.
I just simply love everyone that typically stroll through these comments. In a world that's full of pain and war, emotionally tired people, insanely high standards, here everyone is human. Here, there's a portion of the world that sadly isn't as viral as it should be. A portion of the world that's forever tucked away in the vastness of the internet. But, the kindness and genuine care of everyone here is forever imprinted on the lives of someone going through a hard time. It's a neat thought, knowing that your "You'll be okay" or "I love you" comment could have just made someone's day or better yet, kept them going on for just a little bit longer. Never let this cruel world change your kind souls, folks 💜
In case no one told you today You're Beautiful You're Loved You're Needed You're Alive for a reason You're stronger then you thint You're going to get through this Am glad You're alive Don't give up❤❤
Is anyone out there. You don’t know me and I don’t know you. But here we are. Just two strangers listening to music. We each have different stories and live different lives. But here we remain. If anyone’s out there I hope moments like these never change. Also if there’s any other songs like this one, maybe we could meet again. I don’t know why the universe connected all of us together through this song, but I’m glad it did
True... and it seems like they keep hurting you like being stabbed in the chest over and over as time goes on. However, the crazy thing is... it was all worth it. Every moment.
I would rather feel nothing than feel the pain and sadness I’ve felt for a month now and I’m going to stay like this forever. I don’t wanna feel anymore. I listen to lofi Bc it makes my heart ache and makes me miss her or it makes me feel nothing Bc it takes her off my mind and how much I want that future with her still. No matter what she does to me I’ll still dream and fantasize just like how I did for 6 years. She is my biggest downfall and my greatest uprise.
you know, its funny to see people around here who told us their story about love and stuff, i love this community, and hope, will never change. hey, i'm back here, again, i got the same feeling , i need help.
rektus mario #speedrunPOWER i kind of hope it will change. not in a bad way though. i hope the broken ones will get fixed and the lonely ones will find somebody to be with, because looking at the comments, some people aren’t in their best place right now..
Isn’t it strange ? One person can control your mood so easily. One minute they make you feel like the whole world is at your feet. The next they destroy your heart into millions of pieces. Over and over again. Yet You keep waiting ...
You soo right i was all happy to see my bf in a few hours.. then ex who is my current landlord .. just made me feel.like shit now im up crying.. i cant wait to leave here and be with my bf
Waiting for what? An adventure, an exit, an answer or cure maybe. I'm looking for a cure personally, but what about you, what do you want? I wish that bus could take me to another life. Both for the fun and the need for another one.
I strongly believe that those who are meant to be in your life will always come back. No matter how faraway they go from you, or problems you’ve had with them. If they are meant to be in your life they will be in it. It might not be right away but with time and patience they will come.
I sure hope so, because I don't her want to go through this without me. I want to be with the one that I believe was meant for me, because I think I was meant for her.
Nicole Gonzalez I met the most beautiful girl in Paris I know. She is from méxico and I am from Switzerland. We had such a beautiful time. I hope your comment is right... I hope your comment is true.. i dont wanna die without seeing her again...
This is the true power of music..some people are overthinking..some are just relaxed..music drives you in your own imagination and your own happiness or sadness..but when it hits you..you feel no pain
It kind of feels amazing to think of someone like her is living on this earth with me. For the first time in my life I was glad to be alive to witness her. You do not understand it until you lose her. So, if you are reading this... i love u.
That feeling is called life. And all of us are affected by it. the frequencies soothe us that things will be okay as long we don't do anything stupid and keep a calm and collected mind. (Just like how a high pitched noise can break glass certain frequencies depending on how your brain is and what has happened in said life can calm excite anger really anything) We are beings of high potential but waste it. I hope one day we can colonize the stars instead of repeating the cycle. Stay Safe and Be Happy
Do you ever just look at someone and smile for absolutely no reason. Every little thing that they do just makes you smile and just think how lucky you are to have such a wonderful person. Don't you ever think what would happen if you ever lose them?
I did lose that person, it was a crush of mine as well as a good friend, it was the only person i could talk hours and hours of pure silliness, now she got a boyfriend, she change and i can't talk the way we use to. its just stupid how just one person can make you feel like total shit.
@@yarefgonzalez1404 it's sad how one person can make you feel a lot of things. Sometimes they can make you feel happy or make you sad. It's very hard to let go of someone you really love. You see them and they make you happy but sometimes they change. They start to leave you. And in the end it's like you are just alone and that only person you have left... Is yourself😭😭
Hey, It's been about a year since I've last ran into you. We've been disconnected since 2013 right before Prom remember? I still think of you from time to time even though I shouldn't. I still have your number memorized as if it was my own. The memories we shared are still molded into me because they were the happiest days of my life. Learning about each other day by day, skipping school to go eat at that small sushi restaurant behind that Barnes and Nobles we would walk to after school. I see some of your cousins and close friends sometimes and I always ask how you are doing. You're in Los Angeles now doing great things and I couldn't be more proud of you. I'm sorry things never worked out for us and that I impacted you so negatively. I was young, I was still learning things about myself, learning how to control my emotions when you broke my heart for the first time. Fast forward 6 years; it's 1:22 AM and I'm still waiting for you. I'm sorry.
wow:(, I was waiting for someone for almost 2 years, but I finally decided to let go and try to move and focus on myself. Sadly, I see progress some days, and then there are others days where I’m back to where I started. You sound so kind, try working and focusing on yourself bb. You owe it to yourself to be happy.
I don't want to die, but I also don't want to be here. I want to fly away in a simple yet imaginative world with wings to the mind and colours to the soul. I want to hug every single person I see; my neighbour crossing the street, the lost boy with no light in his eyes, the crossguard trying to help his family, the hard-working student who loves to paint; No one here deserves to be here, in this cruel world. Can't we all just infuse with the colourful sunset and rest in peace?
That's the point, that world you speak of is here, Earth! If you want to do all those wonderful things, go and do so without hesitation. Show unusual amounts of kindness regularly, inspire other's to follow. Why can't Earth be Utopia? It can be I tell you, all of you! I can't help everyone, but everyone reading this comment or not can help someone. And if we all do that, every last one of us, then WE ALL ARE CREATING UTOPIA!
@@whateverchannel5339 No, Earth is not Utopia. Plastic pollution, financial stress, racism, mental illness, gun control... I don't blame anyone for these problems for it's just societys walls whether it's the urge of money, power, freedom or rage. I want everyone to surround and enclose in peace and colours, not needing to think about anything.
To whom it my concern: When I was a young boy, I fantasized about finding a girl that I liked and doing things that we both enjoyed. I thought to myself, would it be possible to someday really enjoy time together with a girl just because we were both with each other. I found a girl that I thought would be just another fling but boy was I wrong. She fell for me quicker and harder than I had fallen for her. The language barrier was difficult because she was just a Japanese girl that knew minimal English. We had a lot of great memories and laughs full of tears but after six months of bliss it all came to an end. You had to study English in Vancouver because you said that you've always wanted to live and study in Vancouver. The day that I sent you off from Japan to Vancouver, I felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulders, almost like I was free again. I had my own time, my own decisions, my own personal freedom that gave me thoughts of a life full of wonder and choice. I was back to my old self again in Japan other than the random episodes of sadness that filled my soul. I knew that nothing would come of our relationship because it was superficial after all. You are a girl living in Japan that decided to do your working holiday in Vancouver in order to improve your English. I was just a man who was lost and fed up with what I was going through in my daily monotone life. In desperation to find a new type of fuel to my withering flame, I decided to teach English in Japan after a series of unfortunate events. Our time would be cut off, either I would return back to the states or you would continue living in Japan. There would be no use in trying to fix a glass cup that is going to fall and break anyways. I tried my luck with other girls but to no avail. Sure, some of them were beautiful but then I found that they were lacking inside. There were some that were shining both inside and out but still, something was missing there as well. I thought to myself, I would continue my search and that once I did find the right one, I would be willing to drop all things and not second guess myself. The thoughts start to flow in for me at the age of 27. I come to America to take a short hiatus from Japan, almost to recoup and figure out what I just accomplished this past year. I felt a surge of vigor and happiness because I would be able to drive my car, see my family, see my friends, and do what I love. It was all great, but things started to become dull quick. I found myself struggling during my break, I went back to my old ways and didn't feel any different from what I was a year ago. I felt stagnant and fragmented. I thought, is this, could this really be what life has in store for me? Jesus, is this all that you have in store for me? All the memories of vivid imaginations that only fairy tales could equal. All the butterflies in my stomach that were created from wonder, the hopes and dreams of a young wishful boy in this vast world filled with chance. My vacation was passing by quickly and I knew soon that I would have to return back to Japan to really think about my future. I started packing for my trip to see you in Vancouver, which is one week before I go to Japan. We planned on this trip even before you left on your working holiday trip. When I was preparing my things, I couldn't really think of what was going to happen. Would it be awkward, would it be nostalgic, would we simply not find each other attractive anymore? From the bottom of my heart, if my life depended on me telling the complete truth. I would have to say that I felt like I did not like you anymore. I wanted to let you go, almost like the waves on the beach let go of the sand in its current. I knew that it would not be easy to show you my true feelings, it hurt me as well. When I came out of the arrival gate, I saw you walking away towards the washrooms. We both met eyes and you seemed to have this sparkling time locked look in your eyes. The memories, smiles, and feelings started to playback in my head. We said our Hellos and we finally started to talk. That night you cried tears of happiness because you said that it had been such a long time. I could not understand why you would be able to cry tears of joy but nevertheless I understood. We had the time of our lives in Canada. Vancouver was a city that is beyond beautiful full of kind and energetic souls. Going to Whistler and witnessing the nature was unforgettable. The hike to Joffre Lakes was spectacular even though it was challenging on our minds. The hike at Garibaldi Provincial Park was the true test of endurance but we finished it with one of British Colombia's greatest scenic lakes. We ate at many different types of restaurants and we were able to create even more memories. I love Vancouver. I love Canada. Although, I was only in Vancouver for six days, I felt like every day was spent to its like drop. We woke up early every day and filled it with events. It truly was a great Canadian experience. When it was time to go back home for me, you stuck by me to the very end, even at the airport you were able to go home but decided not to. When it was time for me to go through the security gate at the Vancouver International Airport, you hugged me and said not to go. I almost bawled right then and there. I tried my best to keep a straight face, I tried my best to fight back the tears, I tried my best to keep it lighthearted as possible. I was about to break down so the only thing that I was able to say was that I would call you again. I know you probably were expecting more, but I couldn't say anything because I knew that I really liked you at that moment. Tears would not have formed if I didn't think of you in that way. I smirked at myself and understood that truly life is a mystery. My expectations were flipped upside down and my thoughts were changed in a matter of days. I think I really like you Rie Kitamura. It hard for me to imagine someone more kind and cute than you. Its hard for me to imagine someone more genuine and interesting than you. You may of not seen it that day, but the TSA workers there at the security point did. I was shedding tears, trickling down my face like a waterfall, I could not let you see my tears because I knew that you would cry too. If this is what love is, I don't want it unless it is a start to something greater. If this is what love is not, I want to experience what it truly is. I know it is difficult. It is difficult for me as well. Maybe this is what makes things so beautiful, not being able to see each other. Knowing that it may not be forever and that we are truly the only ones who can make a difference in our fate. The next time I see you, will hopefully be in Vancouver again, about four months from now. Please, be strong. Don't let others chip away at what you built and have. Don't let people harden your soul and always know that I am here for you. Change for the better and never look back, knowing that the decisions you made were right and already written. Thank you for everything. I hope that we continue our relationship. I hope only good comes out of this. Thank you Rie. ありがとう
You're wandering what true love is really like, to be honest I don't think anyone can answer that question; but if you're reading this and that girl still makes you feel the same way, make that leap of faith, risk all of yourself and who knows maybe you'll find the answer, because to me that what love is. To me it was frightening and frustrating, but even though I've lost her I don't regret jumping. Stay true to yourself. I wish you more luck than I had. Random from the internet. P.S. post a status update if you ended up reading this.
This is an anthem to those that can no longer keep suffering. Everyday feels like hell. No appetite No thirst. No sleep. No happiness. No sadness. No anger. No emotion at all. This is for those of us who feel empty and completely soulless. this is the only thing that helps. :/
late night vibes; the beats come in, like a massage in my brain helping my neurons, to feel more calm to feel more relaxed, zen to feel more excited, to feel more hopeful to feel more lonely, yet happy to feel the liberty, the beauty to feel the taste to feel the sensation when you walk down the street alone to feel free in this vast world to feel cold to feel wet to feel real to feel like you exist like you matter like you are needed that you're a part of something to feel refreshed to feel reborn to feel the wind to feel the sing of the moon and the yawn of the sun to feel that all that could happen' again because the next day you're alive to feel cool to feel good to feel chill not caring about worries about persons just you and your feelings your complex, yet beautiful feelings to feel the happiness inside of you and say "i'm alive, and i'm good" to teel the moon all my secrets my deepest secrets and feel safe to look at her, and know that the next day, she'll still be there, waiting for you to feel the pure air in your lungs to feel the colors the green of the leeves the dark blue of the night sky the yellowish white of the moon the dark on the asfalt breathe and say "this is why i'm here"
@laylachu oh girl, that's is a shit but i hope that he still miss you. uhm... my story is lovely but tragic and sad too. he is in the military service right now (he's korean) and i have the little hope that he still miss me, love me and remind me like he did in the past... i really miss him, i need him all the time because the things have been wrong lately in my life and he was the only one who cared and made me feel so happy, beautiful and safe even it is just was an online relationship. i'm waiting for him, i'm still waiting and i will still waiting for him.
that was me today when i dropped my gf off at college. i have a year of high school to go. i miss her already and am having difficulty sleeping w/o her tn. waiting for it to get easier but thank you for the beautiful comment
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
@Renvis life does hurts, I know, but it’s important whenever it hurts, you won’t beat yourself up and punish it for it. You don’t deserve what you’re going trough, you deserve to feel loved. I know it’s hard to not feel alone when people make you feel that way or you have no one. But you’re really never truly alone, even if it feels like that, don’t let your feelings make you believe that maybe you aren’t enough for others and thats the reason why you’re lonely. You’re enough and you only need yourself. I will look at the sky tonight and think of you :). I hope you have the best 2021 and a great day
For months, many months, I haven't had the strength to cry... I've hurt so much, I've wanted to give up and yet I could never cry. Tonight, while reading this, I cried for the first time in so long. It was a hard cry, I couldn't contain myself. But my relief and my gratitude towards you is beyond endless. I've been wilting at the bottom of the barrel and these words are the first I've ever read to truly inspire me to help my own situation. Tomorrow I will wake up and take a glass of water. And I'll make some eggs, and I'll cuddle with my cat. Thank you, from the very bottom of my heart. It truly, genuinely means the whole world to me. You may be a life saver to me and to many others. I love you so much.
@becho thanks for the words dude i really do appreciate it and i hope you will also live your life with no regrets whatsoever alright.May all of us experience what it's like to live happily despite what had happened in the past ;)
I really love humans sometimes. Reading the comments of videos like these is just such a complete rush of so many emotions. It's truly beautiful how music can connect people from across the world, despite cultural or language barriers, and let them meet together to express their innermost expressions. There are people hurting in these comments, but there is so much love. So, so much love. There is this overwhelming feeling of universal love for everything. It's so wholesome, it really gives me hope for humanity. It feels like a place where humanity can weep openly for it's woes, without shame. But also, tenderly hold itself in loving embrace, whispering that everything will be okay. Despite how fucked up we are, and how we aren't perfect, we are trying, and together if we support each other we can live beautifully. And everything will be okay, in the end. Life is full of ups and downs, twists and turns that lead you on unexpected paths through life. Maybe you woke up and everything you thought you knew about who you are and where your life is going has been completely obliterated. Maybe you're just sitting here alone after years of wondering what the fuck you are going to do. All that matters, that really matters in the end, is this moment. This eternal present moment. It is everything and yet we forget so easily, we become caught up in reliving our past our fantasising about the future. All we need to do is focus on this moment. To deeply experience it and hold it, to treasure it. Focus. Just breathe. Everything is going to be okay. I love you all
I'm gonna write a story. ~~~ Its just me. Just me, standing there in the mirror. Eyes droopy, and my cheeks stained with tears. I haven't showered in days, I haven't left the house in weeks. As I stand there, looking in the mirror, I see a lonely little girl. One who just wants love. One who wants the pain to stop. One who wants to be "normal". One who wants to erase him out of her memory, a girl who has been hurt by a dear friend. The tears turn into waterfalls. they wont stop. My name might be Rose, but this flower died long ago. Now that no one will shower me with their with love, I'll water my bed sheets with tears. I look at her one more time, and mutter a few words. "I miss you, Rose." ~~~ Thank you. :)
I used to listen to these playlists in class everyday after the worst breakup of my life. I would sit there and write and edit videos with tears streaming down my face, in my own little world. Everyone in class knew me as the bubbly, outgoing, happy girl; and that was still me. But I also had this side no one noticed, when everyone was working on their own things, where I was broken. For months, playlists like these were my therapy. When I couldn't get him off my mind, when I couldn't stop imaging my ex-fiancé and what he did with those girls behind my back while we were together... This music was my escape. Now, I come back here to put me back in that deeply focused state of writing and getting my feelings out. Of crying for no particular reason while working on my passion. The worst part of it all is that I could never hate him. I still don't; I'm still in love with him and it's been over two years since it all happened. I can't let him go, but I also can't let go of what he did. So here I am again, trying to grapple with the broken heart that I'm still piecing back together. But nothing will ever be the same as it was. And that's what I can't get over; I will never trust someone like that again. And it's all because of him, but I still love him. I always have and I always will until the day I die. No one understands why I can't let go and move on, but no one knew him like I did. No one else sat up with me on the nights I wanted it all to end. No one else ran 5 miles to my house when I wouldn't answer my phone to make sure I was still alive. No one else greeted me with "Good morning my love", "Hello gorgeous", "How are you, darling?" every. Single. Day. No one else fought for me when everyone turned against me. And even when he broke me, he stuck around to make sure I was alright, despite everything we'd done to each other. No one understands why I still love him after all this time, all my friends thought I was stupid for taking him back, but they will never understand. Yes, I took him back. Because we both changed for the better, because he promised me to do better. He knows he failed as a man and has sworn on life he will do right by me. I know my friends hate our relationship, but they will never see him the way I do. That's fine, they don't have to. I would find him in every lifetime, I would go with him across the world, we would fight for each other until the bitter end if we had to. I'm sorry they don't understand, but I'm even more sorry they may never find a love like ours. We've hurt each other, we've done things to one another we can never take back, but over the last 4 years we have done so much to heal and help one another. We've found soulmates in each other, and love isn't supposed to be easy... That's what makes it worth it. Well stranger, thanks for reading my comment and listening to my story. Wish me luck in finding the courage to stand up to unsupportive friends... And I wish you luck with whatever you're dealing with.
This is by far the best one yet but it was things like this that I would end up reading and especially on the dark days, these would be my only light sometimes. And the way she can write, sometimes it completely made my day. Because intention is one of my 3 most important words. I think knowing that I can tell all she wants to do is see me happy, it becomes impossible to not doubt it. And it makes me giggle inside, lol. I really am still completely in love with her. I just want her happpy, whatever that means.
you know those moments where you just miss them to death..? you go looking for an old picture or a text message you forgot to delete. just to remind yourself that at one point you did matter to them. that it wasn't all a lie. that for even just a moment you were all they thought about.
for even just a moment, it wasnt a one way relationship. for one moment you weren't lied to and deceived, made a fool and embarrassed for believing they really loved your smile, that they loved you.
I had a best friend who helped me through sm we haven’t said anything for a year..he walked up to me the other day I didn’t recognize his voice at first “hello old friend” were his words I cried sm that day
"Some people were born to be happy and loved, others.... others were born to watch them." -Sucre Edit: Well guys..I did it! I found love... even after I thought I had lost everything when my ex left I found other person, a person that truly cares.. thank you LO-FI community for hearing my crying every night. If I can do it, you also can! I believe in you!! 2nd Edit: Well...as you guessed..It didn't worked out... I was still thinking on her while being with this girl that I just...couldn't "lie" to this girl anymore....We are still friends but...I'm back at the start, hoping to forget that person who, without a doubt, is "the person"....I still hope to get her back one day..
In summer of 2017, we were on a class trip. 5 people supposed to go in one room, just 4 beds, we shared one. The 2nd morning I woke up, because the sun carefully touched my face, all around the big house was a forest, birds chirping... it was so calming. We were in the spoony-position, it was a quite nice, warm summer morning- living just as best friends. I fell in love with her in december. We've known each other for 3 years but it was just then when I had other feelings than a really deep friendship. I told her about the way I feel and ... it was the biggest mistake. Not only did I destroy our friendship, but I also am lovesick... I'd wait for her, probably forever. She has the softest curly hair, such a perfect body, humble soul and vivid laughter- I don't understand how one cannot like her. But she changed so much, before I made the mistake... She's smoking, from time to time, hanging out with people she wouldn't have before... but maybe that is life. I will wait. I miss her company. But I don't know if she needs me anymore. That breaks my heart.
9:00p.m-12:00a.m: think happy thoughts 12:00a.m.-2:00a.m.: cry till u sleep 2:00a.m.-4:00a.m.: keep looking for ur soul 5:00a.m.-6:00a.m.: dont jump 7:00a.m.: wake up it's a new day u can start over
One time during the winter, i felt sad and depressed. Then I just felt such a strong urge to sleep outside for some reason. It had been a long time since i felt this compelled to do anything. So I got a shovel, dug a hole in the snow and just laid in there. It was so quiet, the wind was caressing my face, I was just staring at the sky listening to music. I felt like i was in the present, that was so alive and peaceful. It was quite nice. I had been around the world, seen beautiful things and had felt close to fucking nothing. But when i was laying in that hole, I felt so happy and allive. It was amazing.
@@4gilfrog only time will tell, you have to be patient and wait. i’ve lost basically the love of my life last friday morning. she passed away in a car accident. i promise you, you’ll find the right person. all it takes is time. i used to have that same mindset. you will find someone.
My mom just died because of covid. It's been so lonely w/o her, she's my best friend and I actually didn't see her for 3 months straight cause she's in the hospital and she passed away before i could say goodbye and tell her that i love her so much. I don't know if i will ever recover from her loss since i am so close to her. i've known her for my whole life, she was always there for me. i still remember her saving me from comitting suicide. I still remember how warm her hands are holding mine, how tight her hugs are, how her hair smell like a flower blooming in summer. I miss you so much and i love you mother.
hope that u're recovering well my friend.... Goodbyes are always hard, specially in cases like this. Unfortunately, life isn't fair, but it will be better, stay strong
Yeah in new yrs eve i was babysitting my little siblings while my parents were out getting shitfaced at a bar, come home and theyre fighting, couple days later and they might get a divorce now... stay strong buddy
krt damn brother I feel you I was cross faded New Year’s Eve alone in my room in front of my computer regretting everything while everyone was having a good time
Here's to those who have to drink themselves to sleep, who can't go a minute without thinking of the ones we loved and lost. To those who will never forget what we felt, not even for a second. Better to feel pain than to have never loved at all, right?
@@es-rh8oo There really is no wrong or right person, it's gonna be hard to be with anyone no matter who you choose. And they will probably end up going in the end anyways, idk man I've given up on love.
TheGreen Tortoise listen 47 years old. Dated every shade of strength. And still heart broken every single time. On top of burying friends very close friends ex lovers and coworkers plus family. I refuse to let b meloncolgy I choose love. Like recycling to upcycle your emotions. Again personal choice to recognize our shades of pain thought out life. Grab it by horns, take for the ride, control your ride with the shade of knowing like caution signs in traffic, keep jammen the tunes as I proceeded through my emotions with my turning signs of this crazy emotional rollercoaster ride of mi Vida local loving life. Always speak up, never hide or someone might just pass you by. 🌹
@@fotbac same dude. I've been in contact with a couple people over the past year, in romantic sort of way, and I just can't bring myself to feel the way I used to. I try, but it feels like I can't put my whole heart into anything anymore, and I just end up calling it off because I don't want to hurt the other person with the inevitability of my giving up.
Growing up, I felt nobody valued me, so why value myself. I met a girl recently that made me feel valuable. She doesn’t even like me, but she inspires me. Regardless of the outcome, she has left her mark on me. I hella appreciate you Alana. 💚💛💜
thanks for 1,000,000 views 💜
I made a Spotify playlist with all these songs - spoti.fi/3xxIWrb
thanks bootleg boy !
30% of the views is me I legit have this and pt.2 on LOOP 😭
@@ManicBubbles Lol why cry
Whats the line at the beginning from?
Almost 2.mill
everybody is gangsta until lo-fi start's playing
So true...
Haahaaha best comment so far
Dayumm buoy... 😂😂😂
Everybody gangsta till the pizza rolls burn the top of my mouth
Lmao that's fckin true
I feel like people who listen to lofi music make such a wholesome community
true.
Speak for yourself. I'm an asshole.
some of us are so angry at ourselves that we are the assholes that you are trying to escape by being here.
Ikr lofi gives me life yet leaves me numb and crying
@DANGO DAIKOZOKU thanks man , we appreciate you too❤️
I wish you guys were my friends in real life.
Edit: Hey. I made this comment a year ago. It’s November 12th, 2019. I really needed someone back then. And I really appreciate the kind responses. Sadly I’m not over what had happened to me. But I’m getting there. I feel better. I realized that devoting your life to someone who isn’t worth it is just exhausting and not worth your time. It’s a dumb thing to go after the wrong person. Someone else deserves the love you have. You all seem like affectionate and loving people. And anyone would be lucky to have you guys. Put yourself out there. And when you find your purpose, you’ll be glad that it’s finally over. You will be happy. And you will be in peace. You have to try though. You guys are really nice. You deserve good things in life. I still wish we were friends.
Same😢😊
We are connected
the most accurate comment ever
There’s no division or discrimination between us; just relatability within our feelings.
Dat Boi same :(
"The saddest part is when the person who gave you the best memories becomes a memory."
- Anonymous
Damn...that hit the soul 😪
My favorite poet.
Well played sir
Its hit so Deep and so hard😥
This hit real hard, ty sir.
“You know you’re in love when you can’t fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”
My god this is true
had this with my first love. i miss that time. it was so peaceful.
I felt that once , but I discovered by time it was only a fucking delusion ☹️
If you transform that love in a goal, embrace it, strive for it, and the Univers will give it to you with one simple rule: Stay true to yourself, strive for that goal with honesty, don t lie to yourself just for the sake of creating a goal, find it in something that you love doing, and it will happen. When it will happen you will feel the real love, the reality my friend, as you said, will be finally better than your dreams. People are not meant to be with us forever, people are valuable lessons, whatever role they have in your life, good or bad, love them as they are because they are sent to teach us.
You see, whoever you meet in this life: a person, a moment, everything that happens to you and comes in contact with you EVERY SECOND has a meaning...It tries to help you evolve. Fears, tears and bad moments make us strong, bad people make us strong also the beautiful person and moments makes us strong, what I m trying to tell you is that, life is love, love comes in many forms, don t look the surface of a thing, it could appear as a threat, as a bad and ugly thing, person or moment, but it tries to help you, to make you better, to evolve, next time someone is rude to you, try to look at it as a lesson, to not give up, don t follow the advice in fact, give them listening, be part of that, and proove them wrong, because that s what your soul want. Your soul wants to see you strong. So look at things with love...I mean, isn t it beautiful when someone wants to help you becoming stronger? A friend, a parent that HAS FAITH IN YOU, a teacher that knows that you can do it, well that s what the UNIVERS is... HE wants to see you stronger, you should listen to him when he sends you this messages...Look at things in this way please, and you will feel the real love, never lonely again, never lonely again...because the Universe has your back, and when you feel down, upset or angry, or simply things are too hard for you , close your eyes, and ask yourself...What tries the Univers to tell me know? What the f I m missing? BE AWARE OF YOUR SITUATION please, and try to learn from it, it will disappear the moment you learn the lesson...We are not alone my friends, we are NOT ALONE, everything is love and comes in many forms...please don't forget..
Also, I m a teenager from Europe, my English level is very basic although I try my best, hope I made myself clear, I was in the same situation , I was angry, furious, anxious, I still am because it s a new perspective that I ve developed recently, and it takes time, I still make some problems about the future and things, but looking at it in this way, it gives me a sense of confidence, that I will handle whatever it comes in my path, as long as I m aware of it.
The Poser I’ll take on board what you said dude!
there might be multiple reasons a person clicks on this video.
some want a soothing track to lull them to sleep. to those people: leave the comments and get the rest you deserve. sleep well.
some are lonely or are feeling very sad. to those people: all pain ends eventually. the good will come soon enough. you can do this.
some may be studying. to those people: leave the comments, I wish you good luck, you’re going to do amazing.
some can’t stand the silence and the thoughts and tears that accompany the silence. to those people: take a deep breath in. now exhale. now say, “I’m fine. I will be fine. I am in control. I am okay.”
to anyone who is reading this right now, i love you. and so do many others. you have nothing to worry about. take a breath and appreciate the good things about this world. everything is and will be okay. you’ve got this.
Dashe27
thank u
thank you..😭💙
Bless your soul
Thank you. This means a lot to me :')
In case no one told you, I'm proud of you for getting this far.
Yes, you, the one reading this.
Jason Louw damn that caught me..
This felt so good to read
Everyone needs some form of support anywhere they can find it
Thank you. You too.
I don't see the point in trying anymore, if I have to be honest.
@@luchendrix99 I know that feeling, but life wont put a stronghold in front of you if it knew you couldn't overcome in. No one is a better you, than you. Whether you see it or not, you make a difference in everyone's lives that's associated with you
I just want to see you again
laugh with you again
speak with you again
just.. enjoy the time with you again.
I miss you.....
I miss not really some Persons...no...only the great Time with this Persons...
ive made a mistake and i dropped everyone a couple months ago, i had a whole friend group and now they’re gone. I keep getting reminded of 2 of them that were my best friends. I miss them so much, every time I see their name or someone brings them up on where they were cuz they use to always see me with them they get embedded in my mind once again and I wish I could be friends with them again. I miss them so much and I still have happy, funny videos with them in it. God I wish I could go back and stay with everyone but I cant. It was so messed up for me to do that, and I want to apologize but it has already been months and I dont want them thinking of me and getting hurt thinking of the memories we had together like im going through. It really sucks, it hurts me deeply.
@@ashlyn_28 what happened?
This comment section warms my heart and makes me depressed at the same time. Emotion is beautiful.
Same, mate.
Facts
It feels more like being deprived of emotion to me.
Same💕
I finally found type of videos where i will see smart people who have been through a lot. And i didnt see any dumb "oversensitive to every spilled true" person with horrible grammar here. Now i know where to go.
*It hurts waiting for someone you know who will never come to you*
Naega_ Hoesh ☹️☹️my heart
dont get me started iam lonely as shit from my last breakup and iam lone :(
i cant even begin to explain how much i relate
Yeah...
you know....some people don't care if you are waiting for them,they will let you stay there forever if you don't move on.The sooner you realize they don't deserve your time the better
“I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone.
I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone.
It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.
I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.
But when I see a mother with her child;
Or a girl with her lover;
Or a friend laughing with their best friend;
I realize that even though I like being alone...
I don’t fancy being lonely.” ~ A tumblr post I saw once.
{It's not originally mine, I just toughed I could spread it because I liked it}
I really love this tbh
Why is this so relatable?
Its really good.
I really like this, it is so relatable. Like I like doing things alone, but I wish I had someone, like a best friend or something but every time I'm included in something I get upset because I wish I was alone/ doing it alone. I like being alone, but I don't want to be. Thanks for sharing this, it kinda made my day :)
💪
She's not waiting.
She won't be waiting...
Ever.
You'll always be the one,
*waiting*
Stay strong.
Why? Is it fear to keep on waiting her?... I don't think so.
I know, but I'm okay with waiting. I'd wait my entire life.
(EDIT: it's almost been a year since they left;they left jan1st. But im still waiting, I'll probably be always waiting)
I love this comment so much except hes not waiting
I can wait 4 my whole life 😭❤️
We'll be searching for the right person, us girls. To anyone reading; you don't have to be the person waiting, make a move life is short... so if you are able to give that special someone all the love they deserve do it. if you have to question.. you arent ready yet. Love isn't to be rushed.
to the person reading this
good luck on your life and other things :)
You too good friend
Thenks
Thank you bro if you need to talk just message me ;)
hello m8 back right at you.
U too man, hope you doing well.❤
To those who stand strong waiting for their right one instead of jumping to another relationship seeking immediate pleasure:
I salute you.
I can relate with that...
Its hard sometimes, but i try :(
Thank you for the salute👌🏽🤷🏽♀️ it’s worth the wait right 💃🏽
2 years. Still hurts
I can't stop myself and constantly ending up driving someone else away because I thought maybe it will work. It doesn't and I end up alone because of myself. Now I've stopped talking to people and wish I'd fall in love just once
Here we are. This is my favorite part of UA-cam.
Gone are the façades, the edge, the toxicity.
Here is the place we don't need to hide behind a second account.
Here we don't need to be scared of showing how broken we are.
No one here is going to judge our sexuality for saying a kind word for a person of the same gender.
No one here is going to tell us to take our sad stories elsewhere.
We need no weapons.
We need no lies.
We just need to open our hearts
And see what's inside the hearts of the other people here.
And at the end of the day, nothing is gonna change.
Be it a good thing or not, our lives will continue the same.
Nothing is going to change.
But...
Everytime I leave this small and shy corner of the internet
I feel stronger than when I came.
I feel like even though no question has been truly answered, everything makes at least a little bit more sense now.
I'm not the only one confused.
I'm not the only one in pain.
And although it can be kinda selfish and cruel to take comfort in knowing someone else is feeling the same pain as you,
It doesn't feel wrong.
Because I think that person would also feel better if I told them I know what they're going through.
And this is why I love this community so much.
Things might continue as bad as they are,
I might have another rough day ahead of me tomorrow,
But right now, as I'm about to lay my head againt my pillow and, hopefully, take a quick trip into the realm of dreams
I'll rest more peacefully than I usually do, because I know
I'm not alone.
Goodnight, my friends. I hope you all have a peacefull and restoring sleep tonight.
I wanted to write something like that, but im in bed on my phone, its going to take a while, thank you for saying what i wanted to say even better, thabk you for understanding us, good luck with your pain, mine cant fix.
Wonderful Poem, I struggle with the Same. Bi-Polar is one HELL of Pain. It can decide who you are and what you are going to be.
bravo.
Daniel Bueno i love you buddy keep fighting the good fight 💕
i dont understand how someone can make you feel so special and loved, and then leave. how can someone plan a WHOLE LIFE with you, and then forget about you so quickly? how can someone say theyll love you forever and theyll wait for you, and then tell you they dont give a f*ck about you? how can someone break another human being like that and be absolutely fine?
Hope you are all doing better ❤️
Because true love endures, it is not selfish or hateful or dishonest. Whoever this was had no love, only a shadow of the real thing. The truth is always revealed and just know true love in a person will never choose to leave you until death.
I suppose im that "someone". She said she'd wait 2 years for me, which is when i can move away from my parents and fly across the country to see her. I even wanted to go to college in minnesota just to be with her. I left her because I was so afraid. Being in the closet is tough and scary. She even said she loved me despite being closeted. I never forgot about her. She's always there in the back of my mind. I always wonder about what if i just stayed, if i wasn't such a coward, if i just told the truth about why i left her. By now, she's definitely moved on, probably even forgot about me. A month after we broke up, she asked a discord server for gift ideas for her new gf. But i still wonder if she was sad and missed me. All i want is another chance.
Isn’t it crazy how they can replace you like nothing
What happened?
every once in a while I come here just to cry, it shatters me.
Hey man, its fine, we all had feelings
me rn
junji same here bro
*All had feelings* is so the exact way to term it
Same... same.
im sick with pneumonia in the hospital, i haven't had many visitors except my family. i have a crush on this guy, who knows im here. ive asked him to visit, but nothing until yesterday. im good friends with his sister so i called and i asked what hes been doing. 'hes on his way to see his new girlfriend ' she said. i said 'oh, i didnt know he had a girlfriend' she said 'hes actually going to ask her out today' i said 'oh' knowing that it wasnt me. so that call ended and less than 5 minutes later, i hear a knock, i take out my earbuds (which i was listening to this with), and say come in. he walked in with flowers and bubble tea of my favourite flavour and his big perfect smile on his face. i started crying right then and there. apparently he knew i talked to avery. and we just started crying together in my hospital room. this happened yesterday and now i never want to stop listening to this. ❤🌔😌
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-to anyone wondering i am healthy now.. and we're not together anymore :'( we broke up last month.. he cheated on me.. im still broken and i think i always will be. thanks for all of the love though
💙
Hope u will stay together always my wishes😁
hey it makes me happy that atleast you have a happy start :). just wish mine didn’t end so horrifically.
what happened?
Hoping you got better :) you go Glen coco. May the Lord be with you, always 😁😁
I'm so glad y'all exist. I love you guys.
Not too glad that I exist...
Don't worry bro time heals all wounds. It'll get better.
prettyboi Hope life is going well man
(Unsaid)
Peace and Love, that's what matters.
Hey whoever's reading this...
I know hardly anybody will see this, but the people who do...
You matter.
You really do.
Don't worry about anything. Just try to relax. I know things might be tough for you, or you might be feeling empty... But it will get better.
I love you. 💕
Thnx man...but ur last words made me cry :-)
Thank you... This year has just been so hard.. losing friends due to pandemic and just last month.. in the span of 30 days my car breaks down drains my bank account for everything that I didn't have just to get it fixed and the next day I was in a bad car accident I was rear ended and left with 2 herniated discs a bulging spine and a concussion.. as a result I had to leave my job and is now going to fight for disability and then the icing on the fucking cake... My gf and I break up because I wanted her to move in with me to help me out and in exchange she would be away from her awful toxic racist grandparents but she decided to stay with them out of fear and after an argument with her we broke up a 3 year relationship that up until that we were so strong together... And to make it even worse.. we broke up 3 fucking days after I was rear ended!
@@tourguideplays5477 Well hope ur gf will come back one day knowing that u r way better than those grandparents :-) So sad to hear that u got rear ended...hope u will get over ur disability soon n get a job.
Take care
@@ahmadejaz848 she probably won't come back but I won't blame her and as far as my conditions are I don't think I'll be able to work again for at least a few years
@@tourguideplays5477 Don't worry... believe in Allah (God) n hope for the best.
Indeed God does best for his creation.
Oh God , comment section filled with so much emotion...so many feels, I think I have found kindred souls, the heartbroken, hopeless romantics, the alone, the lonely, the in love, the silent lovers, the sad, the broken, the ones in healing, the vulnerable...the truly beautiful...
...
as what im going through now seeing all these people going through the same shit as i am ... makes me cry and think i dont wna be like this i just want my lover back and it sucks fucking dick man...
You are right
beautifully put
She said she'd be back... I'm still waiting, I'll never stop. I know deep down she isn't coming back, but I refuse to accept it. She was my everything. I still love her
Welcome to the lofi life 😄😄😀
*It hurts loving someone, that doesn’t love you back...*
lily Playz i feel you man
*mood*
lily Playz I Fucking felt that 😓😭(relatable)
Is it your cat? Cause my cat never loves me back :3
it’s a type of pain that will just completely end you. it will take everything away from you, and change you forever. yet we still do it
I feel like this is just a huge group chat and we all can relate to each other
Like a family..
I feel the same thing...
a normal family cant relate to each other,
are we... normal?
feels like an empty discord server without anything, just a couple of voice chat channels for us
i do feel the same...
Because in a way we are family
Very true :’( 💘
I know, I know, I'm sorry the world is like that.
I'm not bullied but I'm actually the one that hurts everyone
I remember listening to these playlists 5 whole years ago, I was 15, now 20. So much has changed for me, although i’m back in a similar situation to back then. I’m not letting it get me down. I’m not letting myself get that low ever again. I’m so so proud with how far i’ve come, physically, mentally and emotionally. I could write a book about these past 5 years, honestly the worst and best years of my life. it’s time to grow some more, see you in 5 years!
I can relate allot to what you said.
I don't know why I'm afraid to lose something I never had
Brandon W so true bro
Brandon W same dude
Same broski.
cause maybe this somethink is somelike a piece of you even wnt to lost sry for my bad engli
Same bruh
There will be a day where we disappear from this world.
There will be a day where only one person remembers our name.
There will be a day where no one knows if we've ever existed.
Sometimes, life's a game; you win then you're happy, you lose then you're sad.
Theres no other truth.
I think i broke the new world record i didnt won ones
I agree stay strong ❤️^_^
You don’t need to lose or win to be sad some of us in here are sad but we have everything but still sad
All truths are merely half truths
i wanna cry now
we all need a group hug
Zach Taurosa yeah ❤️
*hug hug*
*sends virtual hugs*
*hug*
*hug*
Coming back to these songs after a few years, made me realise I've changed alot I used to listen to this when panicking or trying to sleep to calm my mind from my own harmful thoughts I hated my self, but now I can't help but feel an overwhelming peace knowing I made it through and even if I end up in that situation again, I know I'll be ready
I love this comment so much. My 14 year old self would listen to this music while I hurt myself, and stayed miserable. Im 20 now and doing so much better. It DOES get better.
my ex-girlfriend just getting married today, my friend sent me a picture of her wearing white wedding dress and she looks gorgeous, it's just exactly the same as i always imagine.
when i look at her picture, i'm not feeling sad or anything, it's like my mind isn't ready for this kind of thing to happen so i can't feel anything at that moment, but when i'm about to sleep suddenly i get this flashback memories when we still together, i can see her smile, her laughing and her beautiful rounded eyes looking at me as we holding hand. and then those memories started to fading away as my tears come down my cheeks and i feel totally empty. i want to scream this feelings out of my chest but i don't know how. i don't know what to do, as i write this i'm already sleepy but my tears won't stop coming out my eyes.
it's like my mind can handle this feelings but my heart does not ready for this.
this is what real regret is, it's hurt so bad, i should've tell her that i still love her when i had the chance..
I’m sorry, I hope your ok
Something kinda same happened with me too . I hope u okay now, try to find a hobby ,anything you enjoy doing, trust me it helps a lot
My ex is married now with a daughter and another kid on the way. I know I fucked up. We talked about it today a little bit. About regret. I hurt her. If I would have been smarter, stronger, more of a man in the past I know that could be me with her...
@@marcusdayy8349 sorry , I know it hurts to see someone else getting all the things you dreamed of. but sometimes you just have to let it go, it's the hardest part but you also know that she's happy as she have her whole family now ,,,,
I wish you'll find someone. ❣
Marcus Dayy what’s done is done, we can’t go back we can only go forward, she has her life and you have yours, you’ll find love again I know it
"Isn't it funny how a memory can feel like a whole different reality? People, places, sounds and even colours can change... or someone else has changed them. I won't lie to you, there will always be other explanations, but in the end, we are no longer living in these memories, whether they contain truth or mere imagination"
"Why let this allow you to be a wonder than a acceptor"
this gave me chills.
TheJazzyWalrus that's from fallout 4 video huh
TheJazzyWalrus great point
its called idealizing
loads of us here feel sad, depressed,angry or feel empty,it makes me think,is our generation going in the right direction? Countless times I catch myself loosing sight of what I want and what I have or what I had. Why? Maybe it’s staying up late that got me thinking. But to anyone who’s reading this, I want you to believe in yourself. Trust yourself. Love yourself. It’s hard. Very hard. But it’s harder to see me losing myself than to love myself, and I hope the same goes for you. Most likely everyone will go through some situations in life, some worse than others but I want to say you’re not alone. Just look up into the sky, somewhere, sometime,there is someone looking at that same sky. Tired like you. Sad like you. Angry like you. But we must all stay strong because after all everyone is the chosen one in their life. 🌱
I will try harder... I will try harder to not let what I want slip by my fingers like I have been doing until now...
you're amazing
Very well said 👏, I appreciate you
Thank you
Thank you your words give me hope in finding someone who understands
Its extremely rare for 2 people to fall in love together and feel the same way for each other..
usually its just one who loves and the other one just feels good being loved and takes it for granted....
i feel like this is me but i dont want it to be me
People dont love to marry anymore.
its 3am and the only ones awake are the lonely and the loved
so true...
Oh boy 3 AM!
Claire Bemus damn
Dont try to save me
04:07
Isn’t it funny how we can have people around us...
yet we still feel lonely because that one person isn’t there.
She is gone. Because I was not ready to change. So I should move on. And don't feel lonely, I am gonna live my life.
@@biglikebuu That was funny but chill out man
Thats sad and true
@Lunamoon ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ Well it fucking did to me...at least i found you that isnt has dumb as this kid and its making me feel a bit better...
I know exactly how u feel, and you don’t only feel lonely, you feel empty, like you also have the urge for that one person, and you just feel saddened ig, because that one person is one of the few things that or can be your only source of happiness. I get it. I also like to call that being in love, and when you love that person, well you urge for them. You need them. It’s hard to explain also. It’s like depression, you can’t rly seem to explain or express how you feel. Love isn’t a emotion we feel, it’s a flood of overwhelming feelings that you can’t take, that takes control. Mixed emotions are what hit you the most when your in love also. I’m just a dumb freshman though. Cant explain it rly well😅. I just know how it feels. Welp. Have a good night/morning whoever reads this. 👋🙂
I love coming to these videos and seeing everyone sharing their emotions to no one in particular. It's hard to open up to people, but here, your feelings are safe. Whoever's reading this, I love you.
Well said ghost
@@ghostmojosodo4403 thank you ghost
We can understand you're hurting in some way too... we love you too ❤
...love you too...
i remember listening to this back in jan 21,feeling kinda broken and lonely...so many things changed,got a new job,new girlfriend,believed and cherished again.
2 months now,again no job,left behind....feels like a pattern,who knows what comes next...
stay strong everyone!
We all meet the right people at the wrong time
I've been friends with this girl on Facebook for many years we've always found each other attractive and I finally said something to her she's gone thru alot and I too have had my fair share of heartbreaks... but when I found out who she was. I couldn't believe it. She's just like me, we both grew up the same with the same religious beliefs and turned away from it and went and experienced life on our own now we're both two individuals who long for ever lasting love and the timing just couldn't be anymore worse... I love this girl so much, Michaela if you're reading this I love you baby and I'm so sorry I'm so far away from you. You are the Right person for my Soul and my Being but.. we just met at the wrong time 🥺💔💕💌 Hopefully soon Michaela we will be able to Meet one another and the Space between us wont feel so Distant anymore 💕💌 even if I Pass away i will find you again in my Next Life hopefully sooner than this Life because you are my Other Half babe I'm sorry for not saying that to you earlier 👑🤴🏽👸🏼💖💕💌
@@godofsaiyanz2617 it really hurts I know
yes
So true
Agree
You can give someone your entire soul and in the end, they can leave like it didn't mean anything. Sometimes you'll find yourself waiting, hoping that what you once thought imaginable can still be a possibility. That's when you know its over. So just keep moving forward. Don't let life stop because your heart is hurting. Take that pain and turn it into armor, use it as a reminder of what you can be to someone, don't give up, don't say its hopeless, don't give in to the negativity that life tries to push on us. Being alone is okay. Sometimes we have to go through hard times to come out stronger. Be the unmoved rock, the boulder in the path, be the one to push for a better tomorrow, a better change, and show yourself as well as others, what you can be capable of. Don't give up. You will find your place. Practice patience. Love yourself. Love what little you may have. Build on the good of your life and don't let negativity in. Live as a lion for a day and not a lifetime as a sheep. You are important. You are loved. You are accepted. It's okay to be selfish, but don't forget kindness, honor, respect, courage, compassion, love thy neighbor. Be a light in the darkness. Be the smile in the crowd of tears. Be the unmasked in a crowd of masks, but do not forget dignity. Practice pride, but not arrogance. Find balance and like I said, you are important. I love you.
Do your self a favor and go out side lay on the grass look up into the sky and well fell the earth and mother nauter at it best
Where ever you are
If it's windy : feel the wind as it pushes up against your body
If it raining: feel the raindrops as it hit your skin one by one
If it cloudy: look at the clouds and see how each cloud is unique from the others just like you
If it's hot: feel how body is reacting to it to the heat
If it's thundering: stay in side but look out your window and see how each lightnight bolt strikes the earth
If you see the stars look at each star and notice how each of them twinkle at a different pattern
But if you feel nothing: then just lie on the floor and feel the Earth beneath you as it moves
Hope you guys enjoyed the song and please don't let this get lost in the comment section
It’s raining tho bruh
i messed up. its been almost 4 years and I still admire and fall in love with the little things about her. dont fuck up relationships because you’re confused, i did the wrong things with the right person, and that will always be a regret in my life
damn bro
amen :/
its my regret too, for always.
same dude
same here..
10/07/19:
“You’re the right guy just at the wrong time.”
Timing’s a bitch
That's actually my birthday, odd
If you still want to be with her, tell her love is timeless.
If you want to move on, tell her you're the wrong guy at the right time.
Oh my god... That hurts.
This king of sentence results to 3 Month of pain. It was not said the same but the idea was quite close. It was my Turn twenty days before your story
I'm tired of caring.
I'm tired about the fact that I always put others above myself. I'm tired of accepting what's expected from me, tired of forcing myself onto a breaking point to fulfill those expectations.
I'm tired of fighting myself, because a part of me can't forget the starry sky that night, and how void yet wonderful the world seemed... But another part keeps nagging at me that I'm selfish for wanting to be there and feel it again. That whatever time I waste on myself is more than enough, and I don't deserve it.
I'm tired of caring about everyone's opinions, even my own. I want to go back to when I still felt safe and at ease with my own mind. When I thought as a single person, rather than thinking about so many paths and views, to the point everything blurs and blends together...
I want to be selfish.
I want to be me.
...But...
I don't think I even know who that is anymore... I can't remember...
...When did I lose myself...?
Be yourself.Fuck the other people.They just make you sad.Do your thing and one day everyone will appreciate you.You are a lovely person dont let others to break you down!
auww. 😢 be strong dear. you're not alone..
relatable..
This is so on point.
feel you
many years from now, when we are al gone, someone will try reading this to understand their history of emotions
makori onesmus that’s trippy tho
Like me right now
I want a giant stadium filled with all of us watching this and this playlist on the speakers, just walking around seeing people crying, people sitting in corners, couples sitting next to eachother and best of all, the people going around trying to help people. And free hug stations!
corona
this would be the best thing in the entire world
When I die I want to meet all of you, no matter what.
We can all talk about our issues. I would be so down for that.
We can make a group
❤️
@@bmxteamytb5119 I feel like that would be such a great idea. Let's do itt❣️🦋
Is there anyone who wants to get my insta, sc,.. so we could connect and maybe become friends?
a memo to not only you guys but also myself:
you've stayed alive.
congratulations.
i love you.
love you too, sofia. thank you, this is very thoughtful of you to post. please, keep it up! i’m cheering for you! ~
it really hurts, waiting for someone you never had and never will have.
oh my god finally. thank you for letting me know I'm not alone in the universe
And deep down even though you know you’ll never have them, you ignore it and keep waiting...
This one..this one hit home...
i feel you. i really feel you.
one day it'll be okay again.
I've been going through it for three years now, I feel like such an idiot, I spent and spend so much time thinking about him, but I'll never have him
sometimes i feel like happiness is never going to come. i’ve been waiting my whole life. even when i was a little kid i was always with this looming sense of deep, overbearing sadness. i’m 27 now and i’m still lost and alone. where is the good part? when does that come? i have no choice but to wait, if i make it.
you are the choice my friend. as funny as it sounds, take what is yours....
keep moving on, best wishes.
I just simply love everyone that typically stroll through these comments.
In a world that's full of pain and war, emotionally tired people, insanely high standards, here everyone is human.
Here, there's a portion of the world that sadly isn't as viral as it should be.
A portion of the world that's forever tucked away in the vastness of the internet.
But, the kindness and genuine care of everyone here is forever imprinted on the lives of someone going through a hard time.
It's a neat thought, knowing that your "You'll be okay" or "I love you" comment could have just made someone's day or better yet, kept them going on for just a little bit longer.
Never let this cruel world change your kind souls, folks 💜
In case no one told you today
You're Beautiful
You're Loved
You're Needed
You're Alive for a reason
You're stronger then you thint
You're going to get through this
Am glad You're alive
Don't give up❤❤
Thanks
Thanks
thank u
thanks shrek
I havent ever been told any of this. Thank you..
I swear in the comments you can find the people you've always dreamed of meeting
manøs char agree😭😭😭
Yeah
aw thats so damn true
i met my boyfriend in a youtube lofi comment section..
ex boyfriend*
@@cadybtterfly521 except the "ex" and "boy" that's a dream scenario for me😔
Is anyone out there. You don’t know me and I don’t know you. But here we are. Just two strangers listening to music. We each have different stories and live different lives. But here we remain. If anyone’s out there I hope moments like these never change.
Also if there’s any other songs like this one, maybe we could meet again. I don’t know why the universe connected all of us together through this song, but I’m glad it did
*“I wish all of us could go on a rooftop,lay and chill there while staring at the stars.”*
Me too.
Omg I wish❤
mood, also smoke so weed too
I'd go
No doubt
I’m gonna do that
i don't want to remember
_-but i never could forget-_
But i never could forget it....
This is simply the story of my life ...
“The person you love the most. Is the Person who will hurt you the most.”
Trxshy Willow. I know this pain all too well my friend💔
Why😭
True... and it seems like they keep hurting you like being stabbed in the chest over and over as time goes on. However, the crazy thing is... it was all worth it. Every moment.
I would rather feel nothing than feel the pain and sadness I’ve felt for a month now and I’m going to stay like this forever. I don’t wanna feel anymore. I listen to lofi Bc it makes my heart ache and makes me miss her or it makes me feel nothing Bc it takes her off my mind and how much I want that future with her still. No matter what she does to me I’ll still dream and fantasize just like how I did for 6 years. She is my biggest downfall and my greatest uprise.
Can*
imagine a world where we can all sit on clouds and vibe with lofi together.
sign me up
What a wonderful world
Bruh that’s where we came from and where we‘ll meet up again, not even knowing what’s actually going on, and that’s ok
I like the way you think
you know, its funny to see people around here who told us their story about love and stuff, i love this community, and hope, will never change.
hey, i'm back here, again, i got the same feeling , i need help.
rektus mario #speedrunPOWER i kind of hope it will change. not in a bad way though. i hope the broken ones will get fixed and the lonely ones will find somebody to be with, because looking at the comments, some people aren’t in their best place right now..
All these people have problems with keeping love, but my problem is finding it.
デジ S.A.M.E .😔
Same! 🙋🏻♂️🤦🏻♂️
my problem is earning it...
bro.. trust me u will find it
same
Isn’t it strange ?
One person can control your mood so easily.
One minute they make you feel like the whole world is at your feet.
The next they destroy your heart into millions of pieces.
Over and over again.
Yet
You keep waiting ...
i have never related so hard in my life
Story of my life
You soo right i was all happy to see my bf in a few hours.. then ex who is my current landlord .. just made me feel.like shit now im up crying.. i cant wait to leave here and be with my bf
I miss one girl who never failed me. The more that I meet other girls, the more I miss her. Too damn relatable
Waiting for what? An adventure, an exit, an answer or cure maybe. I'm looking for a cure personally, but what about you, what do you want?
I wish that bus could take me to another life. Both for the fun and the need for another one.
5. Goddamn. Years.
Thanks bootleg, for everything.
6 years and going
*just hearing your voice i’d change my mind*
I would have called, but you would have fooled me again.
Thanks to my pillow, for catching my tears everynight...
I strongly believe that those who are meant to be in your life will always come back. No matter how faraway they go from you, or problems you’ve had with them. If they are meant to be in your life they will be in it. It might not be right away but with time and patience they will come.
I sure hope so, because I don't her want to go through this without me. I want to be with the one that I believe was meant for me, because I think I was meant for her.
Nicole Gonzalez
SHE SLEPT WITH MY CUSIN BUT L S.I.L.L L.O.V.E H.E.R
Nicole Gonzalez I met the most beautiful girl in Paris I know. She is from méxico and I am from Switzerland. We had such a beautiful time. I hope your comment is right... I hope your comment is true.. i dont wanna die without seeing her again...
The best thing you can do is nothing at all. Forcing them to be with you or forcing an answer can result in pushing them away for good. It sucks :/
I remember when this dropped. Never forgot it. Goes hard till this day. Time's goin' by fast.
Yes, I remember this was everything to me during my very first heartbreak.
This is the true power of music..some people are overthinking..some are just relaxed..music drives you in your own imagination and your own happiness or sadness..but when it hits you..you feel no pain
eheis dikio:)
The worst feeling is when you feel nothing
It kind of feels amazing to think of someone like her is living on this earth with me. For the first time in my life I was glad to be alive to witness her. You do not understand it until you lose her. So, if you are reading this... i love u.
Patience feels like an endlessly cloudy week with a forecast that promises sunlight *someday*
mann this is the lofi's golden era
listening to this alone, sad, hopeless. this breaks me
I feel you
Same
This community is just some big feeling that all of us are affected by,
That feeling is called life. And all of us are affected by it. the frequencies soothe us that things will be okay as long we don't do anything stupid and keep a calm and collected mind.
(Just like how a high pitched noise can break glass certain frequencies depending on how your brain is and what has happened in said life can calm excite anger really anything) We are beings of high potential but waste it. I hope one day we can colonize the stars instead of repeating the cycle. Stay Safe and Be Happy
Speaks to me and I didn’t even know that’s what I was feeling
some typa melancholy but also v calming
leovon yup, I never make sense ;)
Bai Hello ❤️
Do you ever just look at someone and smile for absolutely no reason. Every little thing that they do just makes you smile and just think how lucky you are to have such a wonderful person. Don't you ever think what would happen if you ever lose them?
All the time bro
ARMY STARLIGHT A couple passer by-ers in their cars can have this effect on me. It's kind of weird.
My world would fall apart if I lost my brother. I don’t even want to think about it
I did lose that person, it was a crush of mine as well as a good friend, it was the only person i could talk hours and hours of pure silliness, now she got a boyfriend, she change and i can't talk the way we use to.
its just stupid how just one person can make you feel like total shit.
@@yarefgonzalez1404 it's sad how one person can make you feel a lot of things. Sometimes they can make you feel happy or make you sad. It's very hard to let go of someone you really love. You see them and they make you happy but sometimes they change. They start to leave you. And in the end it's like you are just alone and that only person you have left... Is yourself😭😭
12:33 AM
August 6, 2020
you were at your worst. come back to this comment future you and see how far you've come.
ok
Will do man
It hasn’t changed, one bit
Love you, dude. Stay strong!
Remember, you're allowed to fail on your pathway to success. Be strong.
Hey,
It's been about a year since I've last ran into you. We've been disconnected since 2013 right before Prom remember? I still think of you from time to time even though I shouldn't. I still have your number memorized as if it was my own. The memories we shared are still molded into me because they were the happiest days of my life. Learning about each other day by day, skipping school to go eat at that small sushi restaurant behind that Barnes and Nobles we would walk to after school. I see some of your cousins and close friends sometimes and I always ask how you are doing. You're in Los Angeles now doing great things and I couldn't be more proud of you. I'm sorry things never worked out for us and that I impacted you so negatively. I was young, I was still learning things about myself, learning how to control my emotions when you broke my heart for the first time. Fast forward 6 years; it's 1:22 AM and I'm still waiting for you. I'm sorry.
Peter Tang I’m sorry, I hope he comes back.
wow:(, I was waiting for someone for almost 2 years, but I finally decided to let go and try to move and focus on myself. Sadly, I see progress some days, and then there are others days where I’m back to where I started. You sound so kind, try working and focusing on yourself bb. You owe it to yourself to be happy.
quick question, if you have his number, why not call him? You’ll never know if he feels the same if you don’t try
Brah
Wow
I don't want to die, but I also don't want to be here. I want to fly away in a simple yet imaginative world with wings to the mind and colours to the soul.
I want to hug every single person I see; my neighbour crossing the street, the lost boy with no light in his eyes, the crossguard trying to help his family, the hard-working student who loves to paint;
No one here deserves to be here, in this cruel world.
Can't we all just infuse with the colourful sunset and rest in peace?
That's the point, that world you speak of is here, Earth! If you want to do all those wonderful things, go and do so without hesitation. Show unusual amounts of kindness regularly, inspire other's to follow. Why can't Earth be Utopia? It can be I tell you, all of you! I can't help everyone, but everyone reading this comment or not can help someone. And if we all do that, every last one of us, then WE ALL ARE CREATING UTOPIA!
Mia Reynolds do you have social media because I think the same thing and I wanna talk to you
@@gloryandexcesses snap - sharkyzmioz... i need someone to talk to
@@whateverchannel5339 No, Earth is not Utopia. Plastic pollution, financial stress, racism, mental illness, gun control...
I don't blame anyone for these problems for it's just societys walls whether it's the urge of money, power, freedom or rage. I want everyone to surround and enclose in peace and colours, not needing to think about anything.
❤❤❤
To whom it my concern:
When I was a young boy, I fantasized about finding a girl that I liked and doing things that we both enjoyed. I thought to myself, would it be possible to someday really enjoy time together with a girl just because we were both with each other.
I found a girl that I thought would be just another fling but boy was I wrong. She fell for me quicker and harder than I had fallen for her. The language barrier was difficult because she was just a Japanese girl that knew minimal English. We had a lot of great memories and laughs full of tears but after six months of bliss it all came to an end.
You had to study English in Vancouver because you said that you've always wanted to live and study in Vancouver. The day that I sent you off from Japan to Vancouver, I felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulders, almost like I was free again. I had my own time, my own decisions, my own personal freedom that gave me thoughts of a life full of wonder and choice. I was back to my old self again in Japan other than the random episodes of sadness that filled my soul. I knew that nothing would come of our relationship because it was superficial after all. You are a girl living in Japan that decided to do your working holiday in Vancouver in order to improve your English. I was just a man who was lost and fed up with what I was going through in my daily monotone life. In desperation to find a new type of fuel to my withering flame, I decided to teach English in Japan after a series of unfortunate events. Our time would be cut off, either I would return back to the states or you would continue living in Japan. There would be no use in trying to fix a glass cup that is going to fall and break anyways.
I tried my luck with other girls but to no avail. Sure, some of them were beautiful but then I found that they were lacking inside. There were some that were shining both inside and out but still, something was missing there as well. I thought to myself, I would continue my search and that once I did find the right one, I would be willing to drop all things and not second guess myself. The thoughts start to flow in for me at the age of 27.
I come to America to take a short hiatus from Japan, almost to recoup and figure out what I just accomplished this past year. I felt a surge of vigor and happiness because I would be able to drive my car, see my family, see my friends, and do what I love. It was all great, but things started to become dull quick. I found myself struggling during my break, I went back to my old ways and didn't feel any different from what I was a year ago.
I felt stagnant and fragmented. I thought, is this, could this really be what life has in store for me? Jesus, is this all that you have in store for me? All the memories of vivid imaginations that only fairy tales could equal. All the butterflies in my stomach that were created from wonder, the hopes and dreams of a young wishful boy in this vast world filled with chance. My vacation was passing by quickly and I knew soon that I would have to return back to Japan to really think about my future.
I started packing for my trip to see you in Vancouver, which is one week before I go to Japan. We planned on this trip even before you left on your working holiday trip. When I was preparing my things, I couldn't really think of what was going to happen. Would it be awkward, would it be nostalgic, would we simply not find each other attractive anymore? From the bottom of my heart, if my life depended on me telling the complete truth. I would have to say that I felt like I did not like you anymore. I wanted to let you go, almost like the waves on the beach let go of the sand in its current. I knew that it would not be easy to show you my true feelings, it hurt me as well.
When I came out of the arrival gate, I saw you walking away towards the washrooms. We both met eyes and you seemed to have this sparkling time locked look in your eyes. The memories, smiles, and feelings started to playback in my head. We said our Hellos and we finally started to talk. That night you cried tears of happiness because you said that it had been such a long time. I could not understand why you would be able to cry tears of joy but nevertheless I understood.
We had the time of our lives in Canada. Vancouver was a city that is beyond beautiful full of kind and energetic souls. Going to Whistler and witnessing the nature was unforgettable. The hike to Joffre Lakes was spectacular even though it was challenging on our minds. The hike at Garibaldi Provincial Park was the true test of endurance but we finished it with one of British Colombia's greatest scenic lakes. We ate at many different types of restaurants and we were able to create even more memories. I love Vancouver. I love Canada.
Although, I was only in Vancouver for six days, I felt like every day was spent to its like drop. We woke up early every day and filled it with events. It truly was a great Canadian experience. When it was time to go back home for me, you stuck by me to the very end, even at the airport you were able to go home but decided not to. When it was time for me to go through the security gate at the Vancouver International Airport, you hugged me and said not to go. I almost bawled right then and there. I tried my best to keep a straight face, I tried my best to fight back the tears, I tried my best to keep it lighthearted as possible. I was about to break down so the only thing that I was able to say was that I would call you again. I know you probably were expecting more, but I couldn't say anything because I knew that I really liked you at that moment. Tears would not have formed if I didn't think of you in that way. I smirked at myself and understood that truly life is a mystery. My expectations were flipped upside down and my thoughts were changed in a matter of days.
I think I really like you Rie Kitamura. It hard for me to imagine someone more kind and cute than you. Its hard for me to imagine someone more genuine and interesting than you. You may of not seen it that day, but the TSA workers there at the security point did. I was shedding tears, trickling down my face like a waterfall, I could not let you see my tears because I knew that you would cry too. If this is what love is, I don't want it unless it is a start to something greater. If this is what love is not, I want to experience what it truly is.
I know it is difficult. It is difficult for me as well. Maybe this is what makes things so beautiful, not being able to see each other. Knowing that it may not be forever and that we are truly the only ones who can make a difference in our fate.
The next time I see you, will hopefully be in Vancouver again, about four months from now. Please, be strong. Don't let others chip away at what you built and have. Don't let people harden your soul and always know that I am here for you. Change for the better and never look back, knowing that the decisions you made were right and already written.
Thank you for everything. I hope that we continue our relationship. I hope only good comes out of this.
Thank you Rie.
ありがとう
please update?
This made me shed a tear.
I hope you update us about the situation.
this was an amazing story, i hope things go your way.
You're wandering what true love is really like, to be honest I don't think anyone can answer that question; but if you're reading this and that girl still makes you feel the same way, make that leap of faith, risk all of yourself and who knows maybe you'll find the answer, because to me that what love is. To me it was frightening and frustrating, but even though I've lost her I don't regret jumping. Stay true to yourself. I wish you more luck than I had.
Random from the internet.
P.S. post a status update if you ended up reading this.
It sounds like you already found it so why don't you chase it? Is it really worth not being with her to be in japan or work somewhere else?
This is an anthem to those that can no longer keep suffering. Everyday feels like hell. No appetite No thirst. No sleep. No happiness. No sadness. No anger. No emotion at all. This is for those of us who feel empty and completely soulless. this is the only thing that helps. :/
I feel your pain. Hope things are better after 5 months.
@@jessicadias534 how’s it going?
I hope you are doing well after 1 year
sending u good energy. hope u'll be ok. please dont tolerate that mindset. keep looking for a way out of that crap. love u.
late night vibes;
the beats come in, like a massage in my brain
helping my neurons, to feel more calm
to feel more relaxed, zen
to feel more excited, to feel more hopeful
to feel more lonely, yet happy
to feel the liberty, the beauty
to feel the taste
to feel the sensation when you walk down the street alone
to feel free in this vast world
to feel cold
to feel wet
to feel real
to feel like you exist
like you matter
like you are needed
that you're a part of something
to feel refreshed
to feel reborn
to feel the wind
to feel the sing of the moon
and the yawn of the sun
to feel that all that could happen' again because the next day you're alive
to feel cool
to feel good
to feel chill
not caring about worries
about persons
just you
and your feelings
your complex, yet beautiful feelings
to feel the happiness inside of you and say "i'm alive, and i'm good"
to teel the moon all my secrets
my deepest secrets
and feel safe
to look at her, and know that the next day, she'll still be there, waiting for you
to feel the pure air in your lungs
to feel the colors
the green of the leeves
the dark blue of the night sky
the yellowish white of the moon
the dark on the asfalt
breathe
and say
"this is why i'm here"
So beautiful and nice :)
Beautiful worlds ! 😍 Im so chill right now 😊
Love this
Okay,now I'm almost crying, that's beautiful..
beautiful men!
he told me that night
"you'll wait for me even two years pass?"
and i responded to him with tears in my eyes
"always."
@laylachu oh girl, that's is a shit but i hope that he still miss you. uhm... my story is lovely but tragic and sad too. he is in the military service right now (he's korean) and i have the little hope that he still miss me, love me and remind me like he did in the past... i really miss him, i need him all the time because the things have been wrong lately in my life and he was the only one who cared and made me feel so happy, beautiful and safe even it is just was an online relationship. i'm waiting for him, i'm still waiting and i will still waiting for him.
that was me today when i dropped my gf off at college. i have a year of high school to go. i miss her already and am having difficulty sleeping w/o her tn. waiting for it to get easier but thank you for the beautiful comment
Hey, He’ll come home don’t worry, love always finds it’s way back home
@@MH-tl2gt Your kind comment gave me hope for humanity
@@MH-tl2gt that is beautiful
"You're not a bad person. You're a very good person, who bad things have happened to."
thank u
thank u
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
@Renvis life does hurts, I know, but it’s important whenever it hurts, you won’t beat yourself up and punish it for it. You don’t deserve what you’re going trough, you deserve to feel loved. I know it’s hard to not feel alone when people make you feel that way or you have no one. But you’re really never truly alone, even if it feels like that, don’t let your feelings make you believe that maybe you aren’t enough for others and thats the reason why you’re lonely. You’re enough and you only need yourself. I will look at the sky tonight and think of you :). I hope you have the best 2021 and a great day
Look at you comforting people with the words you wished to hear :) I love you man you got this too
This was so sweet. Thank you for your kind words. I appreciate you endlessly.
For months, many months, I haven't had the strength to cry... I've hurt so much, I've wanted to give up and yet I could never cry.
Tonight, while reading this, I cried for the first time in so long. It was a hard cry, I couldn't contain myself.
But my relief and my gratitude towards you is beyond endless. I've been wilting at the bottom of the barrel and these words are the first I've ever read to truly inspire me to help my own situation.
Tomorrow I will wake up and take a glass of water. And I'll make some eggs, and I'll cuddle with my cat.
Thank you, from the very bottom of my heart. It truly, genuinely means the whole world to me. You may be a life saver to me and to many others. I love you so much.
@becho thanks for the words dude i really do appreciate it and i hope you will also live your life with no regrets whatsoever alright.May all of us experience what it's like to live happily despite what had happened in the past ;)
im not suicidal but sometimes i just wish i could leave everything behind
soy boy, same. i dont want to die i just dont want to be here. i dont know where here is but i wish i could be somewhere else and be happy
I can relate, I just don’t want to be there. I want to be somewhere else. Somewhere where I can leave all this shit behind. But where?
AloneBones YT no u
UNO REVERSE
and ur mum gay
I really love humans sometimes. Reading the comments of videos like these is just such a complete rush of so many emotions. It's truly beautiful how music can connect people from across the world, despite cultural or language barriers, and let them meet together to express their innermost expressions. There are people hurting in these comments, but there is so much love. So, so much love. There is this overwhelming feeling of universal love for everything. It's so wholesome, it really gives me hope for humanity. It feels like a place where humanity can weep openly for it's woes, without shame. But also, tenderly hold itself in loving embrace, whispering that everything will be okay. Despite how fucked up we are, and how we aren't perfect, we are trying, and together if we support each other we can live beautifully.
And everything will be okay, in the end. Life is full of ups and downs, twists and turns that lead you on unexpected paths through life. Maybe you woke up and everything you thought you knew about who you are and where your life is going has been completely obliterated. Maybe you're just sitting here alone after years of wondering what the fuck you are going to do. All that matters, that really matters in the end, is this moment. This eternal present moment. It is everything and yet we forget so easily, we become caught up in reliving our past our fantasising about the future. All we need to do is focus on this moment. To deeply experience it and hold it, to treasure it. Focus. Just breathe. Everything is going to be okay.
I love you all
if i could like this comment a billion times i would
Can only give that back. We should more often be like that❤
❤️
I love you too.
Thnx, ilyt😊💕
I'm gonna write a story.
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Its just me. Just me, standing there in the mirror. Eyes droopy, and my cheeks stained with tears. I haven't showered in days, I haven't left the house in weeks.
As I stand there, looking in the mirror, I see a lonely little girl. One who just wants love. One who wants the pain to stop. One who wants to be "normal". One who wants to erase him out of her memory, a girl who has been hurt by a dear friend.
The tears turn into waterfalls. they wont stop. My name might be Rose, but this flower died long ago. Now that no one will shower me with their with love, I'll water my bed sheets with tears.
I look at her one more time, and mutter a few words.
"I miss you, Rose."
~~~
Thank you. :)
I’ll help you if you let me
Love u 💙
We love you rosie💞💞💞
Thank you for that story. I love you.
Very nice.
I used to listen to these playlists in class everyday after the worst breakup of my life. I would sit there and write and edit videos with tears streaming down my face, in my own little world. Everyone in class knew me as the bubbly, outgoing, happy girl; and that was still me. But I also had this side no one noticed, when everyone was working on their own things, where I was broken.
For months, playlists like these were my therapy. When I couldn't get him off my mind, when I couldn't stop imaging my ex-fiancé and what he did with those girls behind my back while we were together... This music was my escape.
Now, I come back here to put me back in that deeply focused state of writing and getting my feelings out. Of crying for no particular reason while working on my passion.
The worst part of it all is that I could never hate him. I still don't; I'm still in love with him and it's been over two years since it all happened. I can't let him go, but I also can't let go of what he did. So here I am again, trying to grapple with the broken heart that I'm still piecing back together.
But nothing will ever be the same as it was. And that's what I can't get over; I will never trust someone like that again. And it's all because of him, but I still love him. I always have and I always will until the day I die. No one understands why I can't let go and move on, but no one knew him like I did. No one else sat up with me on the nights I wanted it all to end. No one else ran 5 miles to my house when I wouldn't answer my phone to make sure I was still alive. No one else greeted me with "Good morning my love", "Hello gorgeous", "How are you, darling?" every. Single. Day. No one else fought for me when everyone turned against me. And even when he broke me, he stuck around to make sure I was alright, despite everything we'd done to each other.
No one understands why I still love him after all this time, all my friends thought I was stupid for taking him back, but they will never understand. Yes, I took him back. Because we both changed for the better, because he promised me to do better. He knows he failed as a man and has sworn on life he will do right by me.
I know my friends hate our relationship, but they will never see him the way I do. That's fine, they don't have to. I would find him in every lifetime, I would go with him across the world, we would fight for each other until the bitter end if we had to. I'm sorry they don't understand, but I'm even more sorry they may never find a love like ours.
We've hurt each other, we've done things to one another we can never take back, but over the last 4 years we have done so much to heal and help one another. We've found soulmates in each other, and love isn't supposed to be easy... That's what makes it worth it.
Well stranger, thanks for reading my comment and listening to my story. Wish me luck in finding the courage to stand up to unsupportive friends... And I wish you luck with whatever you're dealing with.
I hope you are doing better with your friends and your relationship :D also thanks for sharing it!
Seems like you found yourself a "keeper" :(
This is by far the best one yet but it was things like this that I would end up reading and especially on the dark days, these would be my only light sometimes. And the way she can write, sometimes it completely made my day. Because intention is one of my 3 most important words. I think knowing that I can tell all she wants to do is see me happy, it becomes impossible to not doubt it. And it makes me giggle inside, lol. I really am still completely in love with her. I just want her happpy, whatever that means.
I've never seen comments this touching
*my heart is meltinggg!!*
remember there is love in this world to give
I'm still waiting for someone even though that person won't ever come back.
ᴇᴍᴘᴛʏ I feel u 💔
ᴇᴍᴘᴛʏ same 😔
me too...
Me too..
Same
you know those moments where you just miss them to death..? you go looking for an old picture or a text message you forgot to delete. just to remind yourself that at one point you did matter to them. that it wasn't all a lie. that for even just a moment you were all they thought about.
for even just a moment, it wasnt a one way relationship. for one moment you weren't lied to and deceived, made a fool and embarrassed for believing they really loved your smile, that they loved you.
and after that you change your name to hot taquito
hot taquito and dreaming of being more important to them than you actually are💔
I had a best friend who helped me through sm we haven’t said anything for a year..he walked up to me the other day I didn’t recognize his voice at first “hello old friend” were his words I cried sm that day
I feel you there. Nothing so crushing than being in love with a memory, or being in love with a person who no longer exists because they have changed.
"Some people were born to be happy and loved, others.... others were born to watch them."
-Sucre
Edit: Well guys..I did it! I found love... even after I thought I had lost everything when my ex left I found other person, a person that truly cares.. thank you LO-FI community for hearing my crying every night. If I can do it, you also can! I believe in you!!
2nd Edit: Well...as you guessed..It didn't worked out... I was still thinking on her while being with this girl that I just...couldn't "lie" to this girl anymore....We are still friends but...I'm back at the start, hoping to forget that person who, without a doubt, is "the person"....I still hope to get her back one day..
where is this from? I'm Curious.
@@Tooold2dieyoung sucre
@@user-rv2tx2kk3d I'm a complete idiot, I did not click the "read more" tab.
thats make me feel worse to be honest
I only knw one Sucre. From Prison Break
In summer of 2017, we were on a class trip. 5 people supposed to go in one room, just 4 beds, we shared one. The 2nd morning I woke up, because the sun carefully touched my face, all around the big house was a forest, birds chirping... it was so calming. We were in the spoony-position, it was a quite nice, warm summer morning- living just as best friends.
I fell in love with her in december. We've known each other for 3 years but it was just then when I had other feelings than a really deep friendship. I told her about the way I feel and ... it was the biggest mistake. Not only did I destroy our friendship, but I also am lovesick... I'd wait for her, probably forever. She has the softest curly hair, such a perfect body, humble soul and vivid laughter- I don't understand how one cannot like her.
But she changed so much, before I made the mistake... She's smoking, from time to time, hanging out with people she wouldn't have before... but maybe that is life.
I will wait. I miss her company.
But I don't know if she needs me anymore. That breaks my heart.
Isi don’t wait. If she left she’s not worth your time, don’t be someone people fall back on
Probably Crying It's just like- I can't let her go. Maybe some day, but not now...
Isi well I hope you find the strength to one day, wish you the best
Probably Crying Thank you, stranger. Have a good day/night!
Isi your goals are more important than a girl that dosent care of your existence
STAY STRONG boy
~the stranger
That background though 🖤
I would love to know the source of that background
I always stay up at night, and just realise how alone i am, how in love i am. And how nobody cares about me and my feelings.
Everyone will find the one, just keep looking
@@ask409 even though that's true sometimes it just feels like it won't and it's the worst
Ironically,you not alone .Most of us go through the exact same ...I guess it stems from the gap between our reality and our dreams/expectations.
Dj Snaky so sad but true, I realize the same. Not just at night.
EpicAsker not if you’re to small.
9:00p.m-12:00a.m: think happy thoughts
12:00a.m.-2:00a.m.: cry till u sleep
2:00a.m.-4:00a.m.: keep looking for ur soul
5:00a.m.-6:00a.m.: dont jump
7:00a.m.: wake up it's a new day u can start over
One time during the winter, i felt sad and depressed. Then I just felt such a strong urge to sleep outside for some reason. It had been a long time since i felt this compelled to do anything. So I got a shovel, dug a hole in the snow and just laid in there. It was so quiet, the wind was caressing my face, I was just staring at the sky listening to music. I felt like i was in the present, that was so alive and peaceful. It was quite nice. I had been around the world, seen beautiful things and had felt close to fucking nothing. But when i was laying in that hole, I felt so happy and allive. It was amazing.
Wish I could do this 😕
I know that feeling, I agree, it's truly amazing.
I did that once, I laid in the snow and made a snow pillow and just stared at the nightly sky.
then you got a cold and went inside lul
God's temple is within us...
Here's to the people that aren't afraid to cry.
ur mum gay
Well I'm glad she is.
me
Can I vent to someone private
@@jgyhtykkk5492
What's on your mind?
one day, we’ll live so good these bad day’s won’t even matter.. we’ll live with the right person we’ve all been waiting for.
that’s d e e p
we can only hope
I really hope so
why haven't i found it yet ? why bro why ?
@@4gilfrog only time will tell, you have to be patient and wait. i’ve lost basically the love of my life last friday morning. she passed away in a car accident. i promise you, you’ll find the right person. all it takes is time. i used to have that same mindset. you will find someone.
My mom just died because of covid. It's been so lonely w/o her, she's my best friend and I actually didn't see her for 3 months straight cause she's in the hospital and she passed away before i could say goodbye and tell her that i love her so much. I don't know if i will ever recover from her loss since i am so close to her. i've known her for my whole life, she was always there for me. i still remember her saving me from comitting suicide. I still remember how warm her hands are holding mine, how tight her hugs are, how her hair smell like a flower blooming in summer. I miss you so much and i love you mother.
hope that u're recovering well my friend.... Goodbyes are always hard, specially in cases like this. Unfortunately, life isn't fair, but it will be better, stay strong
I was listening to this on new years eve, everyone was having fun while I'm in my room, fucked up and still stuck in our memories. God I miss her
Yeah in new yrs eve i was babysitting my little siblings while my parents were out getting shitfaced at a bar, come home and theyre fighting, couple days later and they might get a divorce now... stay strong buddy
krt damn brother I feel you I was cross faded New Year’s Eve alone in my room in front of my computer regretting everything while everyone was having a good time
If you love her, let her go, you owe this to yourself. You deserve happiness bb
Bruh holy shit same..
just the same situation. It's so painful!!
Here's to those who have to drink themselves to sleep, who can't go a minute without thinking of the ones we loved and lost. To those who will never forget what we felt, not even for a second. Better to feel pain than to have never loved at all, right?
David Barnett yes right
@@es-rh8oo There really is no wrong or right person, it's gonna be hard to be with anyone no matter who you choose. And they will probably end up going in the end anyways, idk man I've given up on love.
TheGreen Tortoise listen 47 years old. Dated every shade of strength. And still heart broken every single time. On top of burying friends very close friends ex lovers and coworkers plus family. I refuse to let b meloncolgy I choose love. Like recycling to upcycle your emotions. Again personal choice to recognize our shades of pain thought out life. Grab it by horns, take for the ride, control your ride with the shade of knowing like caution signs in traffic, keep jammen the tunes as I proceeded through my emotions with my turning signs of this crazy emotional rollercoaster ride of mi Vida local loving life. Always speak up, never hide or someone might just pass you by. 🌹
@HALOSTORM maybe yeah, all my experiences have been that way so that's my mindset i guess.
@@fotbac same dude. I've been in contact with a couple people over the past year, in romantic sort of way, and I just can't bring myself to feel the way I used to. I try, but it feels like I can't put my whole heart into anything anymore, and I just end up calling it off because I don't want to hurt the other person with the inevitability of my giving up.
Growing up, I felt nobody valued me, so why value myself. I met a girl recently that made me feel valuable. She doesn’t even like me, but she inspires me. Regardless of the outcome, she has left her mark on me. I hella appreciate you Alana. 💚💛💜