Totally understand! I am a part time reseller but own a horse farm where we utilize the horses for kids who have autism, ADHD and emotional trauma. People are always saying...."you need to get a bouncy house, food trucks and games for an event..." I try to explain that it's just too much for them to process and it's an overload of stress that may take weeks to recover! I have had many parents/ guardians say that when they turn into the farm their child automatically starts to relax because of the peaceful environment. Thank you for sharing your experience! Praying for more rest and recovery! ~jc
I had a layover in Vegas airport recently and as soon as I walked into the airport from the plane I instantly felt awful, I wanted out of there asap! It just has this weird, negative energy.... glad you are back ~ one day at a time
The fact as soon as you get off the plane there are not only slot machines everywhere but plastic cube rooms where you can smoke and play flashing lights everywhere, immediate you are in Vegas and this is what it’s going to be like. I totally understand 💕
Vegas is overwhelming and over stimulating. You looked beautiful in the photos. I think I'm depressed too. My 9-5 sucks and I'm having some health problems. Thanks for sharing this. You're not alone. ❤
Hey Bob! I started following you when I found a fellow Virginian who thrifts (I’m in Richmond and I do very very part time eBay), but I stayed because you are a wonderful human and you understand chronic fatigue/pain. I have endometriosis and fibromyalgia and I relate a lot to your body dictating your schedule. Please know we are all here cheering for you, and are so blessed by your honesty and your bravery. You are amazing and we are on your side.
This is so kind of you to say. I'm sorry you also have chronic pain you have to contend with. I know the struggle and am hoping you have more good days than bad.
Girl, I feel you! I spiraled into clinically depression over a decade when I broke up with my other half. I spent months just crying, unable to sleep but also unable to leave my bed. I pulled myself out enough to function, just barely. Then 5 years I lost my job, had a serious health issue and my Grandma passed away all within a matter of 2 weeks & i just shut down completely. The depression navigated into the debilitating type where I'm unable to do pretty much anything. Everytime I think I've hit rock bottom I discover that sh¡t has sub-levels... Bob, we love ya! Do what you need to do to make your life bearable, don't worry about us! And know you aren't alone 💜
Bob, nothing but love for you. You look great in those pictures when you were giving your presentation in Vegas. Not just saying that, i like the outfit on you. And of course your smile. Please take care of yourself. The people that love you will always be around. Be blessed!!! 🎉❤
I am so sorry; I feel for you deeply about this. I have also lived with debilitating depression and anxiety for my entire life. It's so rough. I also get very overwhelmed with noises and lights and I don't think I could handle Vegas at all. And as an introvert, I absolutely must have quiet time all by myself. Take some time to do what you need to do to feel better; don't worry about what other people will think. Give yourself grace. Also, run if you want to run and if it makes you feel good. You are beautiful just the way you are; please let go of the idea that you need to change the way you look. Our society is absolutely toxic in the way that it makes people feel about themselves.
We're here for you as much as digital strangers can be. Conferences are hard when theres a lot going on, I can only imagine Vegas on top of that. It is perfectly reasonable to day it was too much. Depression when you're still getting by and doing the things that need to get done is often hard to miss in yourself and sometimes takes someone trusted to call you out. Thank you for sharing and I send virtual hugs and fist bumps of "you've got this". Of course we say don't worry so much about putting out videos! We want you to take care of yourself and keep coming back (as you can) to hang out with us.
Hey Bob. I thought it was so brave of you to share your struggles with us, giving a voice to depression can be extremely difficult. You are a wonderful person and I love your content. I hope you are starting to feel better. I will continue to support your videos whenever they come out. Take care of yourself ❤ ❤ ❤
Oh my gosh I feel this so much. My jobs always destroy my mental health. I’m hoping to go to reselling full-time to break free of it. Thank you so much for sharing your struggles. I appreciate you so much!
You don't owe anyone on the internet anything, just do what feels right for you. I appreciate you, and hope you can allow yourself the space and time to heal.
Vegas is too much for anyone. I've done a few conventions in Vegas and they are exhausting and overwhelming! Take care of yourself and I hope that you're feeling better soon!
I've been through some darkness over the last several years. All I can say is, pull back the reigns and slow down your expectations: NOT saying you need to quit, just you may need to shift. If you push yourself it won't help. Besides all you're going through there is a YT thing called burn-out. Find your new pace. As you get older you'll find there's ways to adjust, not that you're old, just that the body changes and yet our mind keeps thinking we're still someone from our past. Embrace yourself in the refining of life. Peace....and breathe deep. 😌
I have ADHD and I can’t handle events, need sleep, people usually think I’m snobby, but I’m usually overwhelmed if I go to events with lots of noise, people, things, lights, etc. take care, hang in there.
I am so sorry you are suffering. You and The Grateful Queen are my favorite UA-camrs for reselling. If you ever come back to Los Angeles, I will take you to a chill book sale place. Sending you internet hugs.
You ate a wonderful human being and I applaud you as a fellow person who occasionally suffers from debilitating depression, you’re brave and have just helped people with your honesty!!!!! ❤
You look fantastic in those photos I know we judge ourselves more critically. I had a feeling you must have gotten way over stimulated. My son has autism and ADHD. Im so sorry to hear you have been so depressed. I hope you are feeling much better. We want you to take care of yourself and feel better 💐Sending you virtual hugs and positive vibes 💐🙏
Bob you went to a conference in Vegas. The capital of sensory overload and you didn't bring support. 😭😭 Even that sounds scary. So happy to hear you had friends that reached out. I know it sounds corny but health is wealth. I'm glad to hear you took the time to take care of Bob. It's so important.
I’m so sorry you going through that. I’ve been there too on and off my whole life. Your videos have helped me so much….I wish I could help you. Sending hugs and positive vibes💞 hoping you continue to feel better each day.
I really appreciate you for this conversation. Sometimes I don’t notice when I fall into these depressions because like you, I am high functioning. And I didn’t realize that I was in a depressive bout until recently when I realized that I wasn’t actually sleeping and I couldn’t get into any books and books are my escape. So I really appreciate you opening up and being honest about this because sometimes it feels like you’re alone even though you know you’re not alone.
Thank you for being so forthright - being open about mental illness is always an act of bravery. One thing you might want to contemplate is adding a "thank you but no" message to your future whatnots around messages of concern. I went through a fairly deep depression and messages of concern from friends and family were a trigger for me after the fact. That was just my reaction but if you think you might have a similar you might want to set that boundary with us, your fans. We're book people so (I'd hope) we're all fairly empathic and should abide by your wishes.
Love your videos and glad you're starting to feel better! I'm also on the spectrum; it's inspiring to see someone who puts limits in place to protect their mental health because it isn't always easy to do that.
You are wonderful, I admire how much you know about books, I feel sad about you but God it’s in control he never abandon us, please go and have a conversation with him hopefully that’s also something that you need. I will be praying for you God loves you. And I know sometimes we focus on the material part but also there’s a spiritual necessity that only going near God can help. God bless you. ❤
Thanks for checking in and letting us know how you are doing. Triggers are hard. Depression is ruthless. I understand. Please know that you are incredibly enough just the way you are. You are 1000% enough. I'm sending love and hope as you heal.
Im the mom of a young woman who is high-functioning with ADHD. it's so hard, baby. You take care of you; we'll be here when it's ok with you. I totally enjoy your presentations and have come to like and respect you. Peace to you
Been thinking about you wondering where you've been...I can't say that I know what you're going through but you are in my thoughts. Take care of yourself and I'll be watching for you. Hugs & Prayers 🤗🤗🙏🙏
Life can be overwhelming at times. I'm glad that you are doing better and hope you continue to improve. If you need time away, please don't feel obligated to make videos. I know the holidays are fast approaching and that you've probably scheduled to video your Thriftmas series but speaking for myself I'd feel much better knowing you are doing well and not placing too much strain on yourself. Big hugs and best wishes BOB!
i battle depression too. just take care of yourself. make sure to get sun shine every day it does helpthings will get better go hug your guy and cuddle with your pets
I struggle with depression as well. It hits me randomly it seems. I'm glad to hear you're doing better. Going on hikes/walks in Nature makes me feel better. Also, you absolutely do not look wide in those photos! You are gorgeous. We are our own worst critics, I'm very guilty myself!
My son would suffer from cognitive dissonance while still in school 💐I am glad you are on the other side now and are coming out of your depression. Sending you lots of positive energy 💐
Bob, I feel your pain. Take care of yourself and do what is best for you. Sit down and write a daily schedule and you will feel better. Go outside more as you are. Thank you for sharing. You will get better soon
It’s so interesting because Vegas can be so different to each person. I thought I would hate Vegas because too much going on but I ended up loving it because I felt like I could just disappear and people watch and be a nobody 🥰 I’m sorry you are feeling so bad and I hope with time and rest you feel more peace and joy ❤️
I enjoyed the people watching and when I was there it was so much I didn't notice it was too much until I got home. If I had more sleep and breaks it may have been a different experience. It's not a NEVER again for me but a it'll be awhile before I try to revisit it and it'll need to be real different.
I was at a conference for work in SF several years ago and could feel the overwhelm coming on. It was a big hotel and i was able to find an enormous potted plant or small tree and i hid behind it and called a friend. I stayed there until the conference was over. Hours. We do what we can. I have about 5 or 6 seasonal affective disorder lights and thats what i use sometimes to help jumpstart my brain. Besides cutting out stimulation It works for me. I get a pillow and blanket and find a spot on the floor and turn on my lights. My cats crawl over my head and stomach because its different so fun for them. I stay on the floor because the bed is too comfortable. Im sure youve read william Styrons Darkness Visible. If not maybe its work checking out. Its pretty raw but he was a literary genius and his description of depression is the best in my opinion. It helps people that youre sharing. I know if i went to a conference in vegas there arent any potted plants big enough for me. And i love talking to people too. But too much energy coming at me means ill crash later. Youre a gentle soul. I hope this moves on quickly. 🐈
Take all the time you need, and set a healthy pace. None of that "rush to catch up." And carve out some time to crack open some Stasheff while you're at it. Now I paraphrase; "We who are subbed, salute you."
Don't be sorry Bob. As a 47 year old woman who has struggled my whole life with depression, one thing I have learned is that you have to take care of yourself first. Sending hugs to you and Miss Moxie💖
you are amazing. thank you for sharing. while I'm not diagnosed with autism I do have depression, bipolar adhd and anxiety including social anxiety and i empathize with you. the sensory overload and crowds affect me too.
Thank you for watching. Considering I had a good time, I thought maybe I had come out okay, but I was wrong. I'm sad to hear you also have a lot to manage, and hope you have a support structure to help you like I'm blessed to.
I also have anxiety and depression and it’s rough!! I was in the shower lasting just bawling my eyes out! So I totally understand! I know this won’t help but the pictures you showed your look absolutely adorable and that outfit was sooo cute!!! And I’m not just saying that! If you ever need a shoulder I’m a great listener please reach out and I will instagram you my number! And I truly mean that!
I was watching you on my TV but had to open my tablet to type to you...I'm a depressive, have been all my life, I'm also full and perminantly disabled and I suppose if I got checked out I'd be on the autism scale....I have a high iq which is nkt as much of a gift as people think fjs I can talk down any help in my own head..I understand your repression.,I know when I'm in a big one but can't only try 13:08 to steer the ship, not calm the sea...I'm just coming out of abiggy, yes the sleep constantly, no friends, can't make a simply phone call..listing one item was like sticking an ice pick in my leg....most depressions ionky knkwwhen I'm out of them, looking back at how bad it was...they'd ones I knkw I'm I them, my therapist can't help...I found the only way that helps me is to drink water, keep away from any manufactured food and cleanse myself with nutrients and none processed crap...yes it might feel like yet another mask but it's myself care mask and if it coincides with some sunshine, even sunbed I can start in someway to lighten it long enough for my cycle to help out..onesuggestion you might want to try is to have a work buddy...as in a fellow worker bee who you can live chat for a half hour or hour on zoom or face chat while you both work on your flipping, be it photography, listing, packing etc..a one on one like minded person who isn't trying to tell you what to do but put some social cracks in that hardened bubble you're in but not in person next to you, not demanding but like another student at the next desk as you work
Holidays can help or hinder depression. Hope you are the help type. Maybe making videos can be therapeutic, hope so. Feel better soon and take good care of yourself
I have depression and Lyme and can barely keep going. I have four children and my oldest has autism and depression. She is 19. She doesn’t have a single friend. I am so worried about her.
@@B0BBuysI hope so. She is 19. She hasn’t had a friend since kindergarten . She is looking for a college to attend. She is completely overwhelmed. I also submitted divorce paperwork today. Life is so so hard. I’m glad you’re getting better
Totally understand! I am a part time reseller but own a horse farm where we utilize the horses for kids who have autism, ADHD and emotional trauma. People are always saying...."you need to get a bouncy house, food trucks and games for an event..." I try to explain that it's just too much for them to process and it's an overload of stress that may take weeks to recover! I have had many parents/ guardians say that when they turn into the farm their child automatically starts to relax because of the peaceful environment.
Thank you for sharing your experience! Praying for more rest and recovery! ~jc
I had a layover in Vegas airport recently and as soon as I walked into the airport from the plane I instantly felt awful, I wanted out of there asap! It just has this weird, negative energy.... glad you are back ~ one day at a time
The fact as soon as you get off the plane there are not only slot machines everywhere but plastic cube rooms where you can smoke and play flashing lights everywhere, immediate you are in Vegas and this is what it’s going to be like. I totally understand 💕
Vegas is overwhelming and over stimulating. You looked beautiful in the photos. I think I'm depressed too. My 9-5 sucks and I'm having some health problems. Thanks for sharing this. You're not alone. ❤
We all love you and hope you feel better. Spend time with Moxie…she will help! Animals are so wonderful. Take care of you.
@@Wklsto my late cat was always extra sweet on the days i needed it
Hey Bob! I started following you when I found a fellow Virginian who thrifts (I’m in Richmond and I do very very part time eBay), but I stayed because you are a wonderful human and you understand chronic fatigue/pain. I have endometriosis and fibromyalgia and I relate a lot to your body dictating your schedule.
Please know we are all here cheering for you, and are so blessed by your honesty and your bravery. You are amazing and we are on your side.
This is so kind of you to say. I'm sorry you also have chronic pain you have to contend with. I know the struggle and am hoping you have more good days than bad.
Girl, I feel you!
I spiraled into clinically depression over a decade when I broke up with my other half. I spent months just crying, unable to sleep but also unable to leave my bed.
I pulled myself out enough to function, just barely.
Then 5 years I lost my job, had a serious health issue and my Grandma passed away all within a matter of 2 weeks & i just shut down completely.
The depression navigated into the debilitating type where I'm unable to do pretty much anything.
Everytime I think I've hit rock bottom I discover that sh¡t has sub-levels...
Bob, we love ya! Do what you need to do to make your life bearable, don't worry about us! And know you aren't alone 💜
Bob, nothing but love for you. You look great in those pictures when you were giving your presentation in Vegas. Not just saying that, i like the outfit on you. And of course your smile. Please take care of yourself. The people that love you will always be around. Be blessed!!! 🎉❤
I am so sorry; I feel for you deeply about this. I have also lived with debilitating depression and anxiety for my entire life. It's so rough. I also get very overwhelmed with noises and lights and I don't think I could handle Vegas at all. And as an introvert, I absolutely must have quiet time all by myself. Take some time to do what you need to do to feel better; don't worry about what other people will think. Give yourself grace. Also, run if you want to run and if it makes you feel good. You are beautiful just the way you are; please let go of the idea that you need to change the way you look. Our society is absolutely toxic in the way that it makes people feel about themselves.
Sending happy thoughts and peaceful vibes your way. ❤
We're here for you as much as digital strangers can be. Conferences are hard when theres a lot going on, I can only imagine Vegas on top of that. It is perfectly reasonable to day it was too much. Depression when you're still getting by and doing the things that need to get done is often hard to miss in yourself and sometimes takes someone trusted to call you out. Thank you for sharing and I send virtual hugs and fist bumps of "you've got this". Of course we say don't worry so much about putting out videos! We want you to take care of yourself and keep coming back (as you can) to hang out with us.
Hey Bob. I thought it was so brave of you to share your struggles with us, giving a voice to depression can be extremely difficult. You are a wonderful person and I love your content. I hope you are starting to feel better. I will continue to support your videos whenever they come out. Take care of yourself ❤ ❤ ❤
I also suffer from high-functioning depression and understand everything you are going through. So glad to hear you are doing better. You got this! ❤
Thank you so much. I’m sad to hear you also have to deal with it and hope you are well!
I enjoy seeing you and your videos whenever you post. Never be sorry for not posting. You take care of you first!! ❤❤❤❤
Oh my gosh I feel this so much. My jobs always destroy my mental health. I’m hoping to go to reselling full-time to break free of it.
Thank you so much for sharing your struggles. I appreciate you so much!
Hang in there! You are awesome. Take care of you! 😊
You don't owe anyone on the internet anything, just do what feels right for you. I appreciate you, and hope you can allow yourself the space and time to heal.
Take care of yourself. 👍🏾 We’ll be here!
Sending love
Very relatable, I've been there ❤
I'm sad to hear you've also had to deal with this. Thank you for watching and for caring
Vegas is too much for anyone. I've done a few conventions in Vegas and they are exhausting and overwhelming! Take care of yourself and I hope that you're feeling better soon!
I’m so glad you made this video. Hang in there, Bob.
Thank you for your kindness and for watching.
I've been through some darkness over the last several years. All I can say is, pull back the reigns and slow down your expectations: NOT saying you need to quit, just you may need to shift. If you push yourself it won't help. Besides all you're going through there is a YT thing called burn-out. Find your new pace. As you get older you'll find there's ways to adjust, not that you're old, just that the body changes and yet our mind keeps thinking we're still someone from our past. Embrace yourself in the refining of life. Peace....and breathe deep. 😌
Good to see you. Sorry that it has been hard. Keep going.
thank you for your kindness
You are wonderful and it is always a blessing to see your face. Hang in there!
Always here for you. I'm glad you're feeling better and I'm in a similar situation. Love you friend.
I have ADHD and I can’t handle events, need sleep, people usually think I’m snobby, but I’m usually overwhelmed if I go to events with lots of noise, people, things, lights, etc. take care, hang in there.
I am so sorry you are suffering. You and The Grateful Queen are my favorite UA-camrs for reselling. If you ever come back to Los Angeles, I will take you to a chill book sale place. Sending you internet hugs.
I would love that. It'll be a while before I do any traveling again, but if I'm in southern California again I'll announce it.
@@B0BBuys Sounds good.
You ate a wonderful human being and I applaud you as a fellow person who occasionally suffers from debilitating depression, you’re brave and have just helped people with your honesty!!!!! ❤
Sorry you are feeling down Bob. Sending positive thoughts your way. ❤
Thank you so much 💕
So much love to you 💚
Thank you friend. Y’all helped me so much.
You look fantastic in those photos I know we judge ourselves more critically. I had a feeling you must have gotten way over stimulated. My son has autism and ADHD. Im so sorry to hear you have been so depressed. I hope you are feeling much better. We want you to take care of yourself and feel better 💐Sending you virtual hugs and positive vibes 💐🙏
Bob you went to a conference in Vegas. The capital of sensory overload and you didn't bring support. 😭😭 Even that sounds scary. So happy to hear you had friends that reached out. I know it sounds corny but health is wealth. I'm glad to hear you took the time to take care of Bob. It's so important.
I have solo traveled a lot, and a plus one was not covered by the event. Thank you for watching and for caring
I’m so sorry you going through that. I’ve been there too on and off my whole life. Your videos have helped me so much….I wish I could help you. Sending hugs and positive vibes💞 hoping you continue to feel better each day.
Giving you virtual hugs and all the positive vibes.
I appreciate that so much 💕
I really appreciate you for this conversation. Sometimes I don’t notice when I fall into these depressions because like you, I am high functioning. And I didn’t realize that I was in a depressive bout until recently when I realized that I wasn’t actually sleeping and I couldn’t get into any books and books are my escape. So I really appreciate you opening up and being honest about this because sometimes it feels like you’re alone even though you know you’re not alone.
Thank you for being so forthright - being open about mental illness is always an act of bravery. One thing you might want to contemplate is adding a "thank you but no" message to your future whatnots around messages of concern. I went through a fairly deep depression and messages of concern from friends and family were a trigger for me after the fact. That was just my reaction but if you think you might have a similar you might want to set that boundary with us, your fans. We're book people so (I'd hope) we're all fairly empathic and should abide by your wishes.
Love your videos and glad you're starting to feel better! I'm also on the spectrum; it's inspiring to see someone who puts limits in place to protect their mental health because it isn't always easy to do that.
You are wonderful, I admire how much you know about books, I feel sad about you but God it’s in control he never abandon us, please go and have a conversation with him hopefully that’s also something that you need. I will be praying for you God loves you. And I know sometimes we focus on the material part but also there’s a spiritual necessity that only going near God can help. God bless you. ❤
Totally understand! We've all struggled. If you try to make videos, shorten them so you don't stress yourself out.
Thanks for checking in and letting us know how you are doing. Triggers are hard. Depression is ruthless. I understand. Please know that you are incredibly enough just the way you are. You are 1000% enough. I'm sending love and hope as you heal.
Im the mom of a young woman who is high-functioning with ADHD. it's so hard, baby. You take care of you; we'll be here when it's ok with you.
I totally enjoy your presentations and have come to like and respect you.
Peace to you
My day is always a little bit better when you post new videos, I watch each one and enjoy them. Take care Bob!
Been thinking about you wondering where you've been...I can't say that I know what you're going through but you are in my thoughts. Take care of yourself and I'll be watching for you. Hugs & Prayers 🤗🤗🙏🙏
Glad you are coming out of it and feeling better. Looking forward to your upcoming videos!
Thank you. Hopefully with better sound. I appreciate you watching!
Life can be overwhelming at times. I'm glad that you are doing better and hope you continue to improve. If you need time away, please don't feel obligated to make videos. I know the holidays are fast approaching and that you've probably scheduled to video your Thriftmas series but speaking for myself I'd feel much better knowing you are doing well and not placing too much strain on yourself. Big hugs and best wishes BOB!
We support you, love you and wish you the best. I look forward to watching your videos when you are ready.
i battle depression too. just take care of yourself. make sure to get sun shine every day it does helpthings will get better go hug your guy and cuddle with your pets
I struggle with depression as well. It hits me randomly it seems. I'm glad to hear you're doing better. Going on hikes/walks in Nature makes me feel better. Also, you absolutely do not look wide in those photos! You are gorgeous. We are our own worst critics, I'm very guilty myself!
My son would suffer from cognitive dissonance while still in school 💐I am glad you are on the other side now and are coming out of your depression. Sending you lots of positive energy 💐
Bob, I feel your pain. Take care of yourself and do what is best for you. Sit down and write a daily schedule and you will feel better. Go outside more as you are. Thank you for sharing. You will get better soon
It’s so interesting because Vegas can be so different to each person. I thought I would hate Vegas because too much going on but I ended up loving it because I felt like I could just disappear and people watch and be a nobody 🥰 I’m sorry you are feeling so bad and I hope with time and rest you feel more peace and joy ❤️
I enjoyed the people watching and when I was there it was so much I didn't notice it was too much until I got home. If I had more sleep and breaks it may have been a different experience. It's not a NEVER again for me but a it'll be awhile before I try to revisit it and it'll need to be real different.
I was at a conference for work in SF several years ago and could feel the overwhelm coming on. It was a big hotel and i was able to find an enormous potted plant or small tree and i hid behind it and called a friend. I stayed there until the conference was over. Hours. We do what we can. I have about 5 or 6 seasonal affective disorder lights and thats what i use sometimes to help jumpstart my brain. Besides cutting out stimulation It works for me. I get a pillow and blanket and find a spot on the floor and turn on my lights. My cats crawl over my head and stomach because its different so fun for them. I stay on the floor because the bed is too comfortable. Im sure youve read william Styrons Darkness Visible. If not maybe its work checking out. Its pretty raw but he was a literary genius and his description of depression is the best in my opinion. It helps people that youre sharing. I know if i went to a conference in vegas there arent any potted plants big enough for me. And i love talking to people too. But too much energy coming at me means ill crash later. Youre a gentle soul. I hope this moves on quickly. 🐈
Take all the time you need, and set a healthy pace. None of that "rush to catch up." And carve out some time to crack open some Stasheff while you're at it. Now I paraphrase; "We who are subbed, salute you."
That is one of the books I started and haven't finished. I'm rereading Her Majesty's Wizard to finally review on the book channel.
Don't be sorry Bob. As a 47 year old woman who has struggled my whole life with depression, one thing I have learned is that you have to take care of yourself first. Sending hugs to you and Miss Moxie💖
Only love and care to you! ❤
Love you, friend. Sending you a big hug. Wish I could be there to give it to you in person.
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I am so sorry you are going through this
you are amazing. thank you for sharing. while I'm not diagnosed with autism I do have depression, bipolar adhd and anxiety including social anxiety and i empathize with you. the sensory overload and crowds affect me too.
Thank you for watching. Considering I had a good time, I thought maybe I had come out okay, but I was wrong. I'm sad to hear you also have a lot to manage, and hope you have a support structure to help you like I'm blessed to.
You are appreciated!!
@@B0BBuys yes i have a great support system and im very grateful. They keep me going.
Depression is real. The best way to deal with it is at your pace. You do you, first and we will be here to support you.
Thank you so much!
You are amazing. 🥰
I also have anxiety and depression and it’s rough!! I was in the shower lasting just bawling my eyes out! So I totally understand! I know this won’t help but the pictures you showed your look absolutely adorable and that outfit was sooo cute!!! And I’m not just saying that! If you ever need a shoulder I’m a great listener please reach out and I will instagram you my number! And I truly mean that!
Sure hope you’re feeling better soon!
I will. It's rare have have prolonged episodes like this. Thank you for watching and for caring
Get better soon and I'm looking forward to new videos!
I was watching you on my TV but had to open my tablet to type to you...I'm a depressive, have been all my life, I'm also full and perminantly disabled and I suppose if I got checked out I'd be on the autism scale....I have a high iq which is nkt as much of a gift as people think fjs I can talk down any help in my own head..I understand your repression.,I know when I'm in a big one but can't only try 13:08 to steer the ship, not calm the sea...I'm just coming out of abiggy, yes the sleep constantly, no friends, can't make a simply phone call..listing one item was like sticking an ice pick in my leg....most depressions ionky knkwwhen I'm out of them, looking back at how bad it was...they'd ones I knkw I'm I them, my therapist can't help...I found the only way that helps me is to drink water, keep away from any manufactured food and cleanse myself with nutrients and none processed crap...yes it might feel like yet another mask but it's myself care mask and if it coincides with some sunshine, even sunbed I can start in someway to lighten it long enough for my cycle to help out..onesuggestion you might want to try is to have a work buddy...as in a fellow worker bee who you can live chat for a half hour or hour on zoom or face chat while you both work on your flipping, be it photography, listing, packing etc..a one on one like minded person who isn't trying to tell you what to do but put some social cracks in that hardened bubble you're in but not in person next to you, not demanding but like another student at the next desk as you work
Holidays can help or hinder depression. Hope you are the help type. Maybe making videos can be therapeutic, hope so. Feel better soon and take good care of yourself
sending virtual hugs if you want them!
I will absolutely accept hugs.
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Donate your death pile my friend, get back to thrifting. What you put out, comes back 10x
I have depression and Lyme and can barely keep going. I have four children and my oldest has autism and depression. She is 19. She doesn’t have a single friend. I am so worried about her.
I meant to say, thanks for sharing
I did not have any friends until I was 14, and have keep those friends throughout my life. I have faith she will find her people that will accept her.
@@B0BBuysI hope so. She is 19. She hasn’t had a friend since kindergarten . She is looking for a college to attend. She is completely overwhelmed. I also submitted divorce paperwork today. Life is so so hard. I’m glad you’re getting better