Your pyramid and symmetrical geometric inner world structure does indeed remind me of some created systems where the abusers really had massive impact on how the symbols and colors are used in the inner world. for that reason i want to say thank you for sharing and only share as much as you want! Inner World knowledge can sometimes have massive trigger potential. I have never heard of rings its really interesting. It is hard as an outsider to grasp the dark reality of the disorder. It is easily forgotten and i have to remind myself everytime that this is no game
How did you find your gatekeeper alter? I have so many persecutor alters of which most claim to have been "taught" to be that way by our abuser, having been told their reward for enduring the abuse in childhood is getting to hurt me in adulthood and the like. Its kind of sad cuz I did manage to get like 3 persecutors to stop acting out, but then OTHER persecutors were terrified by the change in their attitude and since then its gotten so extreme its barely liveable. Ive had so many concussions and was in the hospital so many times since then. The other persecutors felt I was bossing the alters around or controlling them, even if the alters just did what they wanted to do and .. were not being bossed around. All they did was start treating me like they like me or like being around me without any abuse. Do you have any tricks for finding a gatekeeper? Tho finding one technically cud also make things worse, I dunno.
Thank you for the visual assistance. Without it, my brain would rely on images from other stuff I've seen that I know probably doesn't look anything like it. 😆
So glad to see you again, Borealis! Really thankful that y'all are making videos again. I had been watching the channel for many years, but I only recently created a youtube channel, so now I can finally interact, and not be one of those "regular, but unsubscribed views" 😅 I hope you have a great day, Z.
Nice to meet you Borealis. Are you the same subject Borealis we've heard about before? If so it would be cool to learn more about how you came to be. I was also wondering how Xavier has been, he always seemed so reserved and quiet and I don't see much mention of him. I hope you're all doing well! I also had a couple of questions regarding the chequered pattern but I'm not sure how sensitive it is for you all to talk about given the history and relation to trauma
I believe this is the same Borealis but they appear to have dropped the Subject part of their name. I believe they are a fused alter that was originally several fragment alters who were put together intentionally in the inner world by the system a few years ago. Could be wrong tho, so don't take my word as ultimate fact.
I I didn't know that your inner world could basically have lore(sorry don't know how else to refer to it) I thought that my system might be entirely made up because of that happening OMG thank you I don't feel like an outsider that's faking it for attention for once ❤
this is why seeing other systems is so important, cause it's so easy to just doubt everything and feel like we're faking all the time. and unfortunately in our system it ends up causing a lot of harm cause even when it's just us we can't unmask and folks who do might get booted out of front
My book that I did in 2018/19 about DID and your innerworld is a little out of date, but it's always nice to see the changes, how much its improved and having it semi documented to look back on, I guess, I still want to show your system the book.
Your early videos really helped me to understand what was/had, happened to me throughout my life. I have spent a lot of time trying to figure out why I was the way I was & the things I do. I discovered you not long after my system started reaching out to me. You made me laugh & not feel so weird during a very intense time, thank you.
Borealis hi and nice to meet you. I hope I'm not being disrespectful, I wanted to ask how the alters who used to make videos are doing and if they will do more videos.😊
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Your pyramid and symmetrical geometric inner world structure does indeed remind me of some created systems where the abusers really had massive impact on how the symbols and colors are used in the inner world. for that reason i want to say thank you for sharing and only share as much as you want! Inner World knowledge can sometimes have massive trigger potential. I have never heard of rings its really interesting. It is hard as an outsider to grasp the dark reality of the disorder. It is easily forgotten and i have to remind myself everytime that this is no game
Thank you for the video, Borealis! It's always interesting to hear from other systems about their experiences with inner worlds. 🥰💜
How did you find your gatekeeper alter? I have so many persecutor alters of which most claim to have been "taught" to be that way by our abuser, having been told their reward for enduring the abuse in childhood is getting to hurt me in adulthood and the like. Its kind of sad cuz I did manage to get like 3 persecutors to stop acting out, but then OTHER persecutors were terrified by the change in their attitude and since then its gotten so extreme its barely liveable. Ive had so many concussions and was in the hospital so many times since then. The other persecutors felt I was bossing the alters around or controlling them, even if the alters just did what they wanted to do and .. were not being bossed around. All they did was start treating me like they like me or like being around me without any abuse. Do you have any tricks for finding a gatekeeper? Tho finding one technically cud also make things worse, I dunno.
Thank you for the visual assistance. Without it, my brain would rely on images from other stuff I've seen that I know probably doesn't look anything like it. 😆
Our innerworld used to be a labyrinth but now its a multiversal space with lots of floating continents and worlds. (^w^)
So glad to see you again, Borealis!
Really thankful that y'all are making videos again.
I had been watching the channel for many years, but I only recently created a youtube channel, so now I can finally interact, and not be one of those "regular, but unsubscribed views" 😅
I hope you have a great day,
Z.
Thank you for sharing.
Nice to meet you Borealis. Are you the same subject Borealis we've heard about before? If so it would be cool to learn more about how you came to be.
I was also wondering how Xavier has been, he always seemed so reserved and quiet and I don't see much mention of him.
I hope you're all doing well!
I also had a couple of questions regarding the chequered pattern but I'm not sure how sensitive it is for you all to talk about given the history and relation to trauma
I believe this is the same Borealis but they appear to have dropped the Subject part of their name. I believe they are a fused alter that was originally several fragment alters who were put together intentionally in the inner world by the system a few years ago. Could be wrong tho, so don't take my word as ultimate fact.
Three videos and a live! So glad you're back!
Borialis like aurora. Since she was sleeping beauty and they would be the protector while she’s sleeping. Interesting
How long does it take to travel from one end of the ring to another?
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I didn't know that your inner world could basically have lore(sorry don't know how else to refer to it)
I thought that my system might be entirely made up because of that happening
OMG thank you I don't feel like an outsider that's faking it for attention for once ❤
this is why seeing other systems is so important, cause it's so easy to just doubt everything and feel like we're faking all the time. and unfortunately in our system it ends up causing a lot of harm cause even when it's just us we can't unmask and folks who do might get booted out of front
im interesting how wars in innerworld looked like ( did it have any impact on you as body)
That you for the video, I hope you guys are staying safe!
Are you gonna make a video about the inner world with a long in depth description and colorful visuals?
Has someone with D.I.D writen a book about there inner world because i would totally read that
My book that I did in 2018/19 about DID and your innerworld is a little out of date, but it's always nice to see the changes, how much its improved and having it semi documented to look back on, I guess, I still want to show your system the book.
ps WE NEED CLEAVLAND AS NEW PRESIDENT
Your early videos really helped me to understand what was/had, happened to me throughout my life.
I have spent a lot of time trying to figure out why I was the way I was & the things I do.
I discovered you not long after my system started reaching out to me.
You made me laugh & not feel so weird during a very intense time, thank you.
It's nice to see you Borealis! The diagram of the inner world really helped me visualize what you were describing 🙂
Interesting
Borealis hi and nice to meet you. I hope I'm not being disrespectful, I wanted to ask how the alters who used to make videos are doing and if they will do more videos.😊
Thanks for the video borealis!! it's very informative and really interesting and congrants on your healing!
This is fascinating to see. Our world has 3 layers, but this seems a bit similar in a way.
maybe cleavland have acess to more ?
another question: whats the song at the end of the video?
It’s Eclipse by Jim Yosef 😎