My Dad Died and I’m Doing Better

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  • Until we meet again, dad.

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  • @yaseenabdalla8713
    @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +112

    If you have any stories of loss please tell them in the comments. Also please like and subscribe.

    • @omaromar2004oo
      @omaromar2004oo 10 місяців тому

      Your dad was my soccer coach every Sunday I also went to your house because his death with your grandma

  • @CampNeon
    @CampNeon 11 місяців тому +136

    Hey man,
    This video resonated with me extremely heavy. I run D1 at ucla and my sophomore year, my father died from stage 4 colon cancer. It’s something that made me question everything for a while, but after some time I realized that loss truly is a blessing knowing Ive been able to love. Running used to be the limiting factor but now it’s what keeps me going. Every race is for him.
    I have a lot of respect for you making vulnerable videos like this. Keep it up man 🤙

    • @ant-br8hs
      @ant-br8hs 11 місяців тому +6

      My mom died of stage 4 colon cancer last yr at age of 15, running truly is therapy and helps by all means, glad to see that there are ppl out there that have had similar losses and can strive through it.

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +2

      I’m glad you learned something so important from it. Thank you for the kind words ❤️

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +3

      I’m glad you’re finding a way to deal with it! Running has helped me too.

    • @johannbarreiro8643
      @johannbarreiro8643 11 місяців тому +5

      Hey, I haven't had a close family member like yours die, but do now that there's a book out there in wich something like this is written: "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30. That book is the

  • @itsfallen893
    @itsfallen893 11 місяців тому +41

    Yaseen I hurt for you. I am a 15 year old runner that you have inspired to pursue my dreams and have a fun time doing it. My mother passed away in her sleep on February 1st 2023 because her heart just stopped.. it really sucks when there's no major reason. It was hard to accept it, it felt like a dream, but then I started to realize and appreciate that it's about what shes done for me and she was the one who encouraged me to run and this XC season in my freshman year our team almost made it to state for boys and girls and I was only the 8th runner for boys so I am very motivated for track and next XC season but it hurts when you don't have your biggest fan.

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +7

      I agree. I’m glad you made a positive decision from your loss! I hope you do big things man!

  • @andrew9309
    @andrew9309 11 місяців тому +23

    “I used to think I would give up anything to run faster, but I would give up running in a heartbeat to have my dad back”

  • @OpenSpace.TheWild
    @OpenSpace.TheWild 5 місяців тому +6

    I just learned that you were running the Olymics this summer representing Sudan, which led me to this video. Nothing more powerful than running for a purpose. RUN WITH PURPOSE. I am rooting for you Yaseen! Long live Sudan. Allah yer7am abook. Inna li Allah w inna elayhi raj3oon.

  • @kidlightning9629
    @kidlightning9629 11 місяців тому +35

    I’ve been running for over 8 years now, and over time I’ve gone from a 30 minute 5k to currently being mid 15:00s. My grandfather always was my biggest fan, always coming to races and telling me how he was so inspired by me and so proud. When he had a stroke and became incredibly depressed and unhappy, he would still tell me that watching me run and improve was one of the few things that still made him happy in life. I’ve never really known what’s motivated me at my core, but for the past year ish of my career he was my biggest motivator in my running. He passed away a month ago, and my whole family was devastated. Everyone is still struggling to cope with it, and every time I go running I wonder if he’s watching me, and hope he’s still enjoying the view as much as he always said he did

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +3

      I hope the same thing. I’m sorry for your loss. I’m glad he got to tell you how he felt.

  • @ShakAbdin
    @ShakAbdin 11 місяців тому +47

    Thanks for making this Yaseen and for being so vulnerable with your feelings. I lost a big brother in Ahmed but his support for the family and his loved ones will never be forgotten.

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +1

      Thank you for watching ❤️❤️ it won’t be forgotten

  • @nro337
    @nro337 11 місяців тому +25

    So sorry for your loss man. What a beautiful way to pay respects to your father

  • @nastransitllcosama6147
    @nastransitllcosama6147 11 місяців тому +6

    Your Dad was really a unique guy, you guys don’t know how much he loves all of you , his kids,you guys were his precious assets, that what he tells me, that his real investment is his four kids.we all loved him , he was down to earth, always smiling , you look like him, the apple will never fall far from the tree
    We all miss him
    We are always proud of you Champ,
    Thank you for sharing
    Love you

  • @jacknovelli5312
    @jacknovelli5312 11 місяців тому +9

    Hey Yaseen, awesome video. I lost my dad this past Octobr from a 6 1/2 year long battle with stage 4 colon cancer, I raced xc states 9 days later. During his treatment, I'd think of him while I ran, and how my suffering wouldn't even come close to what he was going through, and that kept me going. He would always ask me about my races and call me crazy every time I went for a long run, and those moments stay with you. I like to keep little mementos of his with me, especially when I race. It won't replace the physical presence a father gives, but it comforts me that a little piece of him can watch me try my best, and it can help me imagine conversations with him. You've been a huge inspiration to me throughout my hs running career, and will continue to be as I continue my career in college. All the best to you and your family, and thank you.

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +2

      He’s definitely proud of you! I hope you got closure and I try to the same thing! Thank you for the advice

    • @jacknovelli5312
      @jacknovelli5312 11 місяців тому

      @@yaseenabdalla8713 Thank you man and of course! May God bless you.

  • @rayanidris4605
    @rayanidris4605 11 місяців тому +15

    Yaseen Habibi, this video hit home. My best friend was murdered when we were kids and I never have really had closure about it. I think this video is what will start my journey then. Allah yarhamu Baba Ahmed. Your voice is developing and distinguishing itself from many other content creator, through this act of vulnerability.

  • @kahsxcftw
    @kahsxcftw 11 місяців тому +3

    As a son and as a father, this is a great reminder of how important our relationships are. Thank you for sharing this.

  •  11 місяців тому +4

    What a beautiful tribute Yasooni thank you for being so vulnerable. I remember Ahmed at the randomest of times and it takes me a second to remember he’s no longer with us. Then I pray for him and always end with “mushtageen”. He was loved by so many. Allah yir7amak ya Ahmed Izzeldin.

  • @NoorKhanNY
    @NoorKhanNY 11 місяців тому +1

    Teared up watching this brother. Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji'un

  • @HogCr01
    @HogCr01 6 місяців тому +3

    I feel bad. I yell at my dad all the time and don’t let him come to my races because it stresses me out. I don’t know what to do. This video made me realize he could die at any time. I don’t want to realize how much he does for me after he is gone. Thanks for sharing such a deep story.

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  4 місяці тому +1

      Thank you! The stress isn’t either of yalls fault I know the feeling, I was the same way.

  • @masoncohen2805
    @masoncohen2805 11 місяців тому +2

    Thanks Yaseen. My grandfather passed away today and I’ve been looking for answers all day. I run at a college far from home and I’ve continued to go back and forth about my decision to chase my dream so far away. This message helped. Thank you for sharing your personal story to help me get through my personal story.

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +2

      I’m glad you got something from it ❤️ hope you figure out what else you need.

  • @Noah6544
    @Noah6544 11 місяців тому +4

    Dang man, I'm sorry to hear this. My condolences to you.
    Since you asked about our stories: I recently lost my grandma just before Christmas, she wasn't doing well with cancer, and we wanted to see her because we didn't know how much time she had left. We live ~12 hours away (driving) so we made the drive up there. We got there 6am, tired but excited to see her. She had passed the day before, but our family up there didn't tell us because it was better for us not to know. Seeing her so peaceful, but it was hard.

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +4

      I’m sorry for your loss too. I hope you didn’t leave anything unresolved ❤️❤️

  • @reemabbas8438
    @reemabbas8438 4 місяці тому +2

    Yaseen. I watched this video a couple of months ago. I watched it later again with my daughters. We've been praying that you win a medal since then. This morning I woke up 5:30 am NZ time to watch you, Ziad Saleem and Rana Hani carrying Sudan's flag. Go boy! Make your father proud. It's not about the medal. It's about you being able to represent Sudan on the world stage. Alla ma3ak, son! ❤

  • @timothywright320
    @timothywright320 11 місяців тому +6

    Hey man, sorry for your loss. This video resonated with me heavy. I signed up to run for my junior high cross country team in 8th grade. My dad took me to my first ever cross country meet which led me to falling in love with running. A few months later in January, he passed away due to cancer. I was so angry & upset to lose a role model & my father. But loss is a part of life. It’s okay to feel any emotion about your dad’s loss. It’s okay to be not okay. Sending my prayers & condolences to you & your family

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +3

      Thank you for sharing! I hope you’re doing better now

  • @zomorodabakhit1703
    @zomorodabakhit1703 11 місяців тому +2

    I have always felt alone in my experience losing my dad at 15 and for the first 4 years I was doing extremely well, or so I thought. In fact I was in denial and when I went to college and moved away and enlarged my social circle everything hit me all at once. I now have a thyroid disease and currently on antidepressants because the symptoms would not go away and I could not sleep at night. I ironically picked up running. I want to meet him with him being proud of me as I did not have the chance to do that while he was alive.

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому

      Thank you for watching! I’m glad you’re dealing with it!

  • @dhruvapingale2286
    @dhruvapingale2286 11 місяців тому +3

    This was a beautiful video. Thank you Yaseen for making it. I read a quote once that said, “what is grief, if not love persevering?” And I think it captures a little part of what we go through during tumultuous times like these. It really puts into perspective the fragility and true beauty of our living experience. Thank you once again for sharing this very personal story.

  • @BigTennty
    @BigTennty 11 місяців тому +2

    I’m sorry Yaseen I’m praying for you

  • @Hudsonskates
    @Hudsonskates 11 місяців тому +1

    Hey Yaseen, I am super sorry to hear you lost your father. My dad actually died yesterday. I wasn’t close to him because he and my mother got divorced when I was about 10 and ever since he has not been a big part of my life. In the past 2 years I have seen him only 5 times. I did get to see him at Christmas and got a chance to hug him and that will sit with me. Stay strong Yaseen.

  • @colew213
    @colew213 11 місяців тому +2

    I’m so sorry for your loss. this video was beautifully well done. I hope you always strive through your father’s teachings and love. You are an inspiration to thousands ❤

    • @colew213
      @colew213 11 місяців тому +2

      Damn this video made my cry bro and i haven’t in a while it’s so well done

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +3

      Thank you! I appreciate it.

  • @kevincastruita-
    @kevincastruita- 11 місяців тому +2

    He will be with you in your heart always Yaseen, he loved you infinitely and was so proud of you. I know as you continue through life growing into the man you will become he will remain proud of the son he's raised. I will keep you and your family in my prayers, i'm sorry for your loss.

  • @haidermalik2571
    @haidermalik2571 11 місяців тому +4

    May Allah grant him Jennah inshallah 🙏🏽

  • @ottowotto1
    @ottowotto1 11 місяців тому +4

    No grief story to share; I mourn for your loss Yaseen, as a long time fan this loss hit hard even as an outsider. Your videos are incredible man, truly one of a kind and I mean it, the production quality makes every one of your fans feel your highs and lows deeply. Wish all the best for you, Inshallah you will find peace and success. 🙏

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +1

      Thank you! I appreciate the kind words ❤️❤️❤️

  • @emmakate2376
    @emmakate2376 11 місяців тому +3

    i’m 16 now but i lost my 16 year old sister 2/20/22 almost 2 years ago due to a tragic accident where she got hit by a car on the side of the road with a friend the driver blacked out on Viagra so he’s free since a it’s not a classified drug i’m still not doing well I think about her everyday and my mother is like a new person her face I don’t even recognize but she’s getting better slowly but i’m focusing on myself and doing the best to better myself mentally and physically

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +1

      I hope you are recovering now ❤️ for me time makes it better.

  • @sydneyengland4947
    @sydneyengland4947 11 місяців тому +1

    You popped up on my recommended just as i’m beginning my college athletics career-aka just when I needed to see this. Thanks for the words of wisdom, thank you for being vulnerable, and thank you for sharing your story!!!

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +2

      Thanks for watching! Good luck it’ll fly by!

  • @Thatguy-iu3ev
    @Thatguy-iu3ev 10 місяців тому +1

    this is beautiful and i am sobing. Lost my mom jan 6th of 2022, I was almost 22. Running was and will always be an outlet that keeps me going. Thank you for this, Yassen.

  • @LorinAshWilson
    @LorinAshWilson 11 місяців тому +2

    We love you and we appreciate you Yaseen. Keep putting your most authentic self into everything you do and there's no limit to what you can achieve. God bless.

  • @ssjgohan10000
    @ssjgohan10000 11 місяців тому +2

    The cool, wise uncle that had me saved as “Ahmed My Love ❤️.” He showed his nieces and nephews all the love in the world. He had the jokes, the charisma, and could make the best French toast in the world. Can’t wait to play soccer with him in the next life inshAllah

  • @dylanbaptista1103
    @dylanbaptista1103 11 місяців тому +2

    I feel you there, I lost my best friend at 16 (3 years ago in June) and Its been hard but Ive pulled through to continue running for him and living my life the way he would of wanted me to.

  • @razz9752
    @razz9752 11 місяців тому +10

    Thank you for telling his story Yaseen. This was a beautiful video, may he rest in peace❤️

  • @NazimAbdelAati
    @NazimAbdelAati 10 місяців тому +1

    Your dad and mam are great human beings. I visited Austin and I had the chance to meet your father through shared friends. Without a doubt he is the best human I have met. Very decent, very polite, very proud of his heritage and very proud of his family. He was talking about a long journey next morning traveling to one of your race competition. We are very proud of you Yaseen. I’m sure you will continue the legacy of Ahmed.

  • @mikes5764
    @mikes5764 3 місяці тому +1

    I'm sorry for your loss. I lost both parents relatvely young. They were good people, kind and loving. Now 15 years later I still miss them but I couldn't wish for more as I am very happy and lucky they were my parents.

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  3 місяці тому +2

      I agree with that perspective! I’ll miss him forever!

  • @brycewilson6942
    @brycewilson6942 11 місяців тому +2

    You put your emotions into words so well, you definitely have a talent for writing. Beautiful video

  • @rrainedeer4915
    @rrainedeer4915 11 місяців тому +1

    So sorry for your loss, Yaseen. Praying for you and your family

  • @AG-jc3qu
    @AG-jc3qu 11 місяців тому +1

    stay strong Yaseen your father will live on through the memories you share together.

  • @victorhanley623
    @victorhanley623 3 місяці тому +1

    lost my dad when i was 12 now 18.I live and put everything i got in tank for him.He was awesome dad.I gonna be just like him if i have kids.Great video sir.some days are worse then others.There are no stages of grief either

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  3 місяці тому +2

      I'm sorry man I completely agree. You were the age my youngest brother was.

  • @ishaanpandya6553
    @ishaanpandya6553 11 місяців тому +1

    All love ❤ Praying for you and your family's healing.
    I lost my great-grandmother a few years ago and this video hit home.

  • @haneenzeinelabdin4388
    @haneenzeinelabdin4388 11 місяців тому +3

    such a great video. took me 3 tries to get through the video. I feel so blessed to have so many great memories with him. love you so much and so proud of you for making this 🤍

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +1

      Thanks Haneen ☺️ I appreciate you watching

  • @mauricepointer9555
    @mauricepointer9555 11 місяців тому +3

    Yaseen,
    First of all, my thoughts, prayers and condolences go to you, your family and friends on the loss of your father. When I saw the caption, my first thought; Oh No ! When you said how times you cried 😢😢😢 I started crying myself. I know the pain you are going through. I lost my mother when I was 12 years old some 56 years ago. Do I still miss her, yes, I do. My uncle who took me in after my mom passed, installed values in me that helped me become whom and where I am today. A person should be by what kind person they are. Your dad is very proud of you in the person you are in mind and spirit . I enjoy watching your videos a big part of which is how you keep it real in everything. Thank you, and take care

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +1

      Thank you for watching Maurice! I’m glad it made you feel something ❤️

  •  11 місяців тому +2

    What a beautiful tribute Yasooni thank you for being so vulnerable. I remember Ahmed at the randomest of times and it takes me a second to remember he’s no longer with us. Then I pray for him and always end with “mushtageen”. He was loved by so gh many. Allah yir7amak ya Ahmed Izzeldin.

  • @torikar3000
    @torikar3000 11 місяців тому +1

    you are so gifted and wise. but there is a cost for such wisdom at such a young age. keep your head up.

  • @AHarm
    @AHarm 11 місяців тому +1

    Thank you for sharing this story❤️🕊️

  • @rachelatwood9555
    @rachelatwood9555 3 місяці тому +1

    what a beautiful tribute. I'm so sorry for your loss❤

  • @BVDistance
    @BVDistance 11 місяців тому +1

    i’m sorry for your loss yaseen prayers to you and your family🙏

  • @michaelmcdow2506
    @michaelmcdow2506 11 місяців тому +1

    Appreciate you sharing this, cancer sucks and it impacts many people I hold close so I feel for you. Remember that God loves each and every one of us and can be a comfort in dark times

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +1

      Thank you for commenting! Actually the cancer was my uncle a while ago. My dad died differently.

  • @Mcity-tp9gj
    @Mcity-tp9gj 11 місяців тому +2

    Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji'un. May Allah grant your father highest level of paradise.

  • @derekrubis6652
    @derekrubis6652 11 місяців тому +1

    This is your most powerful video EVER & it reminded me of when my dad died on Christmas Eve in 2020

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +1

      Thank you Rubis! I hope you’re dealing with it well ❤️.

  • @nathanhall9177
    @nathanhall9177 10 місяців тому +1

    My father left when I was 5. Never came back. Enjoy the pain for the loss of your father. That pain is caused by love. That love will heal you.

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  10 місяців тому +1

      Thank you! I agree. I’m sorry that happened to you!

  • @trevorturner8037
    @trevorturner8037 11 місяців тому +1

    keep your head up king. going through these heartbreaking moments hurts more than ever but it can and it will make you stronger. rest in paradise to the goat. I am truly sorry for your loss

  • @rupertferguson3986
    @rupertferguson3986 11 місяців тому +2

    Beautiful video Yaseen !

  • @DrProfX
    @DrProfX 11 місяців тому +1

    I am so sorry about your loss! It reminded me of my loss… my dad had an ongoing heart issue so we went through several close calls over the years, but losing him was so profound…
    Thank you for sharing this very personal and touching story…

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +1

      Thank you for watching! I hope you got closure before he passed on!

    • @DrProfX
      @DrProfX 11 місяців тому +1

      Yes, luckily we were able to say our final words… ❤️

  • @ONLYJENKS
    @ONLYJENKS 11 місяців тому +2

    Bro you’re an amazing man, the way you just body any and all adversity. You’re a special man I’m tellin you. I’m so sorry for your loss. 💙 head up king 🙏🏽

  • @julesclarkson1931
    @julesclarkson1931 11 місяців тому +1

    hey i am terrible sorry to hear that i could never imagine the reality of living without one of my family members. i cry just thinking about it, you are very strong and encouraging. thank you for making this video. keep up the good work and praying for a good track season. i will be praying for you and your family. i am with you and so is christ, never forget that he loves you so much.

  • @JohnLuvs
    @JohnLuvs 11 місяців тому +2

    Yea I’ve been in the same boat with my step dad that passed in 2021 my first xc season but haven’t had the same connection and emotions with the loss cause he wasn’t with us long!! He passed 4 months after marrying my mom 😕 which hurt her deeply cause it was to early. He was the best supporter for my races even tho he was there for only 2 telling me I could do it if I have faith!!! I still keep that word with me today every race and throughout my training, he was the best dad while he was there!! Btw I glad ur doing better and still doing the things u love!! Sorry about my terrible grammar I need to fix it lol

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +2

      Thank you for sharing. I hope your mom is doing better now.

  • @bigrunner6434
    @bigrunner6434 11 місяців тому +1

    Hey yaseen, I’m a d1 runner and my dad passed away my sophomore year of college. It’s been almost a year and has been incredibly tough to move forward but running has helped and also been the hardest. My dad was a devout Muslim so I’m sure we had very similar experiences. I know what it’s like to be in your shoes. It gets better!

  • @zeeodd600
    @zeeodd600 11 місяців тому +1

    Thank you for making this it hit really hard as my arab grandfather and uncle died a few years ago and hearing ur fathers voice mails and everything made me think abt them and how i shouldve spent more time with them. Sorry for your loss.

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +2

      Thank you for watching. I’m glad you liked it and I’m sorry for your loss too ❤️.

  • @dannyk5772
    @dannyk5772 11 місяців тому +1

    This video is a piece of art. Thanks Yaseen ❤️

  • @svpisaac
    @svpisaac 11 місяців тому +5

    Sorry for your loss man 🙏 hope you and your family are doing well

  • @calvincaron1683
    @calvincaron1683 11 місяців тому +1

    sorry for your loss, best wishes to you and your family

  • @Andrewk19837
    @Andrewk19837 11 місяців тому +4

    My great grandma (who I was very close to and my mom was even closer to) passed away exactly 1 year before your dad. She had a stroke on Christmas Day 2021 and we knew she didn’t have a lot of time left so we were planning to drive down to see her one last time. As we loaded up the car and were about to get on the road we got the call that she had passed. One thing that stuck with me is a teacher of mine said, “you maybe only see your grandparents twice a year and let’s say they have 5-10 years left, that’s 10-20 times you get to see them. But we don’t think like that.” Although I didn’t get to see her one more time I was so grateful I got to see her a few months prior when she came to watch me race a Turkey Trot. She made me run through the finish line a second time because she didn’t get a picture and she wanted to show her friends😂I’m very grateful for that to be my last memory of her and for all the memories and lessons she gave me❤️

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +2

      I’m glad you look on the bright side! It’s a special skill. She’s with you always.

  • @NazimAbdelAati
    @NazimAbdelAati 10 місяців тому +1

    I have to add, I lost my father and two brothers and I know how hard it is.

  • @brunobiega
    @brunobiega 11 місяців тому +1

    Hey man, hope you're doing good.
    As a young person who hasn't ever lost a significantly close relative or friend, I want to THANK YOU for this piece of art. Losing my beloved ones is one of very few real fears I have in life. This video, unfortunately, proves to me that people create the greatest things in their darkest times - it really hits hard emotionally.
    Thank you for reminding us to not take life for granted and appreciate the time we get to spend with our most important ones.
    Cheers from Poland mate :)

  • @fluorophoremusic3679
    @fluorophoremusic3679 11 місяців тому +1

    I'm sorry for this man. I can relate to at least the fear of this seemingly inevitable situation in my own life, as my father continues to age more and more as the years go by. It's a very difficult thing to watch...and I often think about how I'm going to be able to cope with the loss of my dad...my mom...etc.
    I don't know how you actually feel..but, I can only imagine it's just a very difficult situation...something that you can't simply "get over". I guess the only thing you can do is to keep moving forward literally and figuratively--keep running and keep inspiring others to run. I will do the same with you. --Peter

  • @ayoariyo2481
    @ayoariyo2481 10 місяців тому +1

    Great video man, resonated with so much of that - my dad passed a few months ago. New sub for sure

  • @Echo12577
    @Echo12577 11 місяців тому +1

    I don't know how to put this into the best of words but we lived the same different life. like you I also lost my dad difference I lost him at the age of 8 but we both took up running I took it up in high school and your a Indian man and I'm just some white dude from a small town, both of our dads dying took a great impact on both of our families. for me instead of people telling me how much they loved him they told me I needed to man up as the oldest brother and "be the man of the house" when I wasn't ready I mean how could I be I was 8 years but like you I would cry a lot especially when kids started to bully me and my twin brother. I always wonder if my dad is proud of the man I've become without any of his teaching and essentially teaching myself how to be a man and reinventing myself so many times. when I first found out that he died I don't even remember crying I remember being sad but not really understanding what it meant at the time but it wasn't until a day or so later that I found my mom laying on her bed and crying and when I waled over and put my hand on her back she started to cry harder and screamed how she missed my dad seance that day I have been trying to take on as much of my moms stress as I can but with no support system it bubbles over and I either fall into great episodes of depression or explosions of anger that hurt the relationships I have worked so hard to build. making friend's was never easy, talking to people was and still is hard, I never found a healthy way to cope other than running but even now running isn't a way to cope it is something I must do to keep myself alive mentally more than physically and like you I always wanted to be faster that is all I wanted partially because I wanted to be liked and thought being fast would do that for me but I would give up running, singing, and so many other things to have my dad back

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому +1

      I think you should find an outlet. The videos help me a lot. Running is more like an escape than a good release.

  • @Lvl99lighting
    @Lvl99lighting 11 місяців тому +1

    I'm not an athlete, I'm into photography/videography but somehow came across this video. I grew up with a single mother and 2 siblings, and sadly my older brother and mother passed away my sophomore year of high school within the same year and I'm 28 now. I don't fully understand what you're going through but I have a better idea than most and I'm so sorry. Just know that whenever you're training and with everything else he will always be by your side. It's also okay to not be okay at times.

  • @Lancelliot7
    @Lancelliot7 11 місяців тому +46

    You have a 190 heart rate when a life altering event occurs. I average 190 on my easy runs, we are not the same.

    • @jackson8753
      @jackson8753 11 місяців тому +5

      Underated comment

    • @coolkid8608
      @coolkid8608 11 місяців тому +5

      Bro this isn’t joking matter

    • @Lancelliot7
      @Lancelliot7 11 місяців тому

      @@coolkid8608 I wasn’t trying to be rude. He went through something I can’t even imagine, commenting on his channel is my way of supporting him

  • @jonahmays
    @jonahmays 11 місяців тому +2

    Thank you for sharing this

  • @bbnsaints
    @bbnsaints 11 місяців тому +1

    Touching video. Sorry for your loss.

  • @savagerunemdown
    @savagerunemdown 11 місяців тому +1

    @yaseen Abdalla we have such similar lives, sorry for your loss soon I will be in your shoes walking a different route soon my best wishes to you and your family ❤

  • @flossyjer9516
    @flossyjer9516 11 місяців тому +1

    Sorry for your loss man ❤

  • @sonnythiara332
    @sonnythiara332 10 місяців тому +1

    Thank you for this ❤️🤲🏽

  • @ethanhardcastle2265
    @ethanhardcastle2265 11 місяців тому +2

    Powerful video, may he rest in peace 🤴

  • @omaromar2004oo
    @omaromar2004oo 10 місяців тому +1

    His dad was my soccer coach I went to the masjid with a lot of sudanese people for his dad

  • @tyoi7138
    @tyoi7138 11 місяців тому +1

    Sorry for your loss man. Beautiful video ❤

  • @TheErinBrownTV
    @TheErinBrownTV 11 місяців тому +2

    Love you man 🫂

  • @robertbellamy7866
    @robertbellamy7866 11 місяців тому +1

    Be praying for you man

  • @dillfeet269
    @dillfeet269 11 місяців тому +2

    Super Powerful Yaseen❤️❤️ your fans care about you brother

    • @yaseenabdalla8713
      @yaseenabdalla8713  11 місяців тому

      Thank you for watching ❤️ I’m glad you liked it

  • @johannbarreiro8643
    @johannbarreiro8643 11 місяців тому +1

    Hey Yaseen, I'm so sorry for your loss. I've never really had a close family loss like you have, but I do know it must be extremely horrible. I cry some times when a movie character dies, so I don't what to know how I'd feel if I were you. I would be extremely sad if I were you, but I do know that what would keep me going strong is my faith in Jesus. “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30

  • @enesamini
    @enesamini 10 місяців тому +2

    Rest in piece

  • @fivestarsingh
    @fivestarsingh 11 місяців тому +1

    Sorry for your loss bro 🙏, great video

  • @okonh0wp
    @okonh0wp 11 місяців тому +1

    Big fan, Im sure your dad is proud of you

  • @TheRealBrayoTv
    @TheRealBrayoTv 11 місяців тому +1

    wish you all the best!

  • @TheKadachi213dos
    @TheKadachi213dos 11 місяців тому +1

    I'm so sorry for your loss.

  • @catedoge3206
    @catedoge3206 11 місяців тому +1

    stay strong brobro.

  • @DailyMasculine-oe8hh
    @DailyMasculine-oe8hh 11 місяців тому +1

    (2:155) We shall certainly test you by afflicting you with fear, hunger, loss of properties and lives and fruits. Give glad tidings, then, to those who remain patient; (2:156) those who when any affliction smites them, they say: “Verily, we belong to Allah, and it is to Him that we are destined to return.” (2:157) Upon them will be the blessings and mercy of their Lord, and it is they who are rightly guided.

  • @thepublicrenegade1
    @thepublicrenegade1 11 місяців тому

    Beautiful video man. Always here for you. Love you and the family cousin

  • @EthanMiller_track
    @EthanMiller_track 11 місяців тому

    This is the most beautiful video I have ever watched❤

  • @camdaman1496
    @camdaman1496 11 місяців тому +1

    Beautiful video man❤

  • @matthewsanchez4207
    @matthewsanchez4207 11 місяців тому +1

    We love you Yaseen ❤

  • @demarcusssss
    @demarcusssss 11 місяців тому +1

    Best video you’ve made 🙏

  • @geraldgarcia6746
    @geraldgarcia6746 11 місяців тому +1

    love bro

  • @marbellaflores5821
    @marbellaflores5821 11 місяців тому +1

    Beautiful video 🫀🕊️

  • @sayurimustafa531
    @sayurimustafa531 11 місяців тому +1

    R.I.P

  • @hemidoori5049
    @hemidoori5049 16 днів тому

    what is the animation video in the background called?

  • @henrycoughlan3453
    @henrycoughlan3453 11 місяців тому +1