It just goes to show that while a lot of us don't always agree with all personal opinions or initial ideals, we know u are simply a kind n genuine person at heart. We can see past the clouded days, so don't worry too much about all the drama, Adam. Just keep being you in the long run, everything will be ok.
Adam, I'm here because... You're like ... an art 'Dad.' Someone who i look up to, and whose advice i really take the time to think about and not just dismiss. Thats why i care what u think, how you are doing, and etc. Part of my chosen online 'family.' And I'm so glad you are. Hope you never go away.
Well, I take that recognition from you very much to heart. It's something that has become only clearer through this experience and rest assured, I feel it's my responsibility to be very protective of this trust, thank you.
Why, out of all the billions of channels on UA-cam, do I stop here and LISTEN to what you have to say? Because, Adam, you are genuine, you are real and your words bring comfort to me, regardless of context by which it is presented I always feel better after listening to what you have to say. I am 67, I have no family and, for reason I will not go in to, a small handful of friends. So I vicariously adopted as a brother, as a friend. You are one of the very few I feel this way toward. You never know when you create content just how far reaching it can be. I do love you as an online brother, friend and fellow denizen of this great spaceship Earth (Carl Sagan). Thank you so very much Adam.
People in this crazy age of low social contact are so quick to rage over anything just to feel like they are a part of something. People so insecure in themselves that every personal difference in opinion is considered an attack of someone's character. It is heartbreaking. I hope the world can heal and look inwards instead of lashing outwards. It's rare that people give grace to one another anymore. But your channel is a breath of fresh air and compassion. I respect you so much and hope this hasn't hurt you. I hope you never stop teaching me how to be a better person and artist.
Yeah, it's kinda sad how emotional immaturity takes a hold on people more and more in this day and age. But it means that the ones who know how to be emotionally mature should stay on track and be the role models others never had.
Yes, it did hurt - it's supposed to hurt. The flood hurt, the overworking hurt, the drama hurt - but that's the point. You can look at challenge, at adversity and cower away from it, or you can see it as life offering you a means to grow and learn and mature. Challenge and pain is one of the greatest gifts that life has to offer because the discomfort of it forces change, where you might have otherwise just kept safe and cozy under your covers - and that comfort can be a sneaky means to keep you living in a constant state of stagnation. I wouldn't have it any other way.
@@FeldiArts I hope to be someone like that someday. Especially since I used to be an insecure and overreactive person. If someone had shown me the way of giving grace and compassion sooner I'd probably be a lot better off then I am now :)
@@wheatoniswhat Since you're here on Adam's channel, I think you'll get there. You are aware of the things you need to work on, and that's a good starting point.
20:15 This is exactly why me and other artists felt betrayed about your generative AI acceptance. Imagine the art community as this beautiful flourishing town. Yeah we might have some ups and downs, we fight each other and we barely have enough food to feed the town folks. But we would not live anywhere else. THIS is OUR home. And YOURS too. You are one of the representatives of our town, and hearing you accept the AI felt like seeing the Trojan Horse ride through our gates. Generative AI has it's own algorithms and calculations going behind the screens. It's a castration of human creativity, not its empowerment. It's like going to hike but only driving a car. Like wanting to spend the time in nature, and looking at google photos instead of going outside. Imagine if you only have a month to live. And you want to create your very last painting. What tools will you use for it? What do you feel when you think about that? As a Ukrainian, I saw my art friends and colleagues suffer from war. I saw exploded graphic tablets and monitors, I saw the artists from my previous studio job fighting in the warzone, I saw my art friend making the 3d models of prosthesis for people who lost their limbs, and I myself had to shift my creativity from the art creation to gathering donations for my country. And I also saw the creativity of the people who had to create under the light of candles and sounds of air alert sirens, in shelters, corridors, bathrooms. And in their art I saw centuries of struggle to survive, the strength of human spirit and legacy of all the artists who were executed and killed throughout our history. So when we head "you lost" from the person like you, whom we respected, it felt... insulting, almost laughable. No one have lost, Adam. You have chosen to surrender without fighting, but I am happy to see you change the course of your thinking. You are much more than you think. Good luck on your new journey.
When i started hearing these common expressions of hurt and betrayal from many artists in the comments - it took time and deep listening to eventually realize what people interpreted from me. I was taken literally when i said “you lost”, which is purely defeatist and entirely not my point of view. The very fact that you ended in saying “it’s good to see that you’ve “changed” your views demonstrates that. In fact, nothings changed at all - I was speaking entirely figuratively, I felt zero loss, it was the defeat others felt that I was addressing What your feeling here highlight was my failure of communication - my disconnect between my words and feeling. That’s a big takeaway Rest assured, if I ever actually felt defeated, I would quit my role as a public figure, I would have failed you all I’m full of hope and optimism, I always have and always will feel that way - moving forward I’ll be far more direct about that fact
@@AdamDuffArt You went with the whole "if you cant win against the super evil mega cooperation IP infringenent tool, better start using yourself" narrative. So did Josh. Thats commonly known as the penultimate defeatist AI doomer argument. Theres a simple solution to these problems: Legislation - and in the meantime hold your ground. If this approach wasnt defeatism, im afraid it was a simple disregard of the gigantic ethical problems of genAI.
@@AdamDuffArt I wonder if you're actually willing to chat and be compassionate with someone that disagreeded with you. Instead of sending out generalized videos to have your audience disparage the "mob of hateful people". Assuming that they won't listen to you and decide to not interact seems very close-minded and not compassionate to me. You're still being divisive instead of ammending harmony.
I'm not even an artist, I have no part in this drama. I just love to hear you talk. You have a lot of wisdom to share and I'm all here for it. The things you talk about apply to many things outside of art, and I like to hear your perspective and learn from it.
Being vulnerable is the first step to candid, two-way communication. I think it's a sign of immense personal and emotional maturity to take a step back when that shock of an attack happens and just pause. To take the time to not only recenter yourself but also as you say: listen. I will admit that I don't watch ALL of your videos the moment they come out, but you are always my first pick when I want someone to help guide me into an introspective flow state. Your work influences and affects and inspires me by just existing. I am happy to continue to support you, no matter how "distant" that is, especially when this video has only reassured and reaffirmed that you have an intense and deep maturity that you share so thoughtfully. Thank you.
Well Lifeastea - you gave me pause today. I'm just about to start my morning class with a new student, my mind was all wrapped in my work - and you just pulled me out of my own head with something very meaningful and heartfelt. You come across as someone with a deep sense of empathy and it wouldn't surprise me one bit if you dedicated your life to a career that helped others. You have a healing quality to your words and a deep sense of appreciation. Thank you.
community is all well and good adam, and for emotional support the art community can be as benefitial as it will. but for me at least, the whole intent behind doing art, the greater plan that im gambling everything on. is the lofty, maybe even entitled expectation of mine to eventually live off of doing art, and not just art in a technical sense but my art, mine specifically, i have been building my whole short life of 24 years towards somehow subsisting on just my art. and maybe its entitled of me to expect that to happen, i knew it was a lofty goal and i knew that it would be difficult. but now that AI has come, and i have not yet built a community around me, i have not yet made myself irreplaceable to anyone, and with how things are going i fear that AI will be the reason why i will never get to do those things adam. my lofty fantasy of living off of my own art seemed like it was maybe plausibly reachable, but its moving away adam. i thought i could escape the soul crushing monotony of the 9-5 or at least not participate in that machine for long but that goal is moving away from me at the speed of an image generator pumping out derivatives at 100 publications a day there is a wall building adam. and i fear i might already be too late to climb it. and im not alone in that mindspace.
Kindness, is a core valve in the Art Community, in humanity but we lose it every now and then. Having an open mind, is what helps each of us create our Art. To a new outlook in today's reality. Bravo! Thank you for sharing.
As artists we put our heart and soul in our art and that can be seen. We often make art that has a deep meaning to us. That is something an AI can never do.
Hey there Adam, I hope you are doing well. I sent you a message over discord a little while ago but in case you haven't had a chance to read it I wanted to say it here as well. I rarely ever comment on your videos but I've been a long time listener. You mean a great deal to me and your wisdom and experience along with your eloquence of communication I think really speaks to how much I trust your judgement. It was really hard for me to watch people, either deliberately or not, misconstrue your words, post out of context clips in bad faith to try to slander your true character. I believe a lot of that drama was perpetuated in bad faith because a lot of people just want someone, anyone to be mad at. I was really heartbroken by the way someone whom I respect and love so much was being mischaracterized. And to be honest it still hurts me. You've been through a hellish few months. It's my hope that you continue to stay strong but also take breaks where they are necessary. I have the utmost respect for your never ceasing sincerity with every one of these talks. Thank you for always talking to me like a human being and not a number or part of some artist hive mind. Our individualism is one of the most important things we have and it's what makes us beautiful. You are a beautiful soul Adam and you've made my life and outlook on art as a whole better. You've impacted me more than you'll ever know and I will always be thankful for you being around and doing what you do. Be well Adam.
I would choose one of you over a million of those who never bothered to get to know me properly- but then, its unrealistic of me to believe that everyone had the time to I’m very touched that you were so sensitive to the things going around about me, but an important life lesson can be taught through that challenge. You can never control everyone’s opinion or what they say, but you always have control over your own interpretation and your own intentions.
You took it all so gracefully, Adam, and the fact that you're still going forward shows how much patience and love and welcoming you have for your audience, no matter the cost or how they treated you. I dont think I would have done it with as much grace. Thank you again for what you do for this community, always at the front lines, always taking the first bullet.
I was particularly sensitive to how YOU took all of this. I was very moved that you risked defending me gently in your video, without rousing an angry mob your way in the process. I was totally understanding why other creators would stay silent on the matter because of the volatility of the subject, but you Istebrak- you put your own safety aside to express trust, when nobody but you held you up to that expectation Know without a shadow of a doubt, you have my unconditional trust, loyalty, support and love
I’m so grateful for your neutrality. Hearing you makes me feel less crazy. Thank you. Also side note, sir, the folds on your sleeves are simply delectable😍 my fingers itch for a pencil every time I look at them😂
I don't care for the dopamine I get from other 'catchy' videos, they don't give me the emotions your videos give me. WHY I watch you, you're teaching me how to be an artist not on a technical level but spiritual, how to be conscious of myself. You give advice few have given that I wish my own parents gave me. I call you art dad of the community because your videos are so calm but you tell us what we need to hear. Again, what I wish I could hear from my own dad. You help us mature or at least me. You understand artists minds but people's mind in general. You're words are so valuable, what you've shared with us. And when I was unsure how to feel about Ergojosh who I also looked up to. You talked sensible. As you always do. I may not have agreed but I understood and I was glad you're always so reasonable and grounded.
It’s funny because I actually edited out a whole section out of this video where I spoke about the whole “art dad” thing It’s a label that I feel I need to reinterpret - because I feel it reflects an important perspective in our community. I might very well bring that subject up again in a future video That said, if there are qualities that I express in my videos that you appreciate- you need only recognize your own capacity to adopt them into your own personality- as a child of someone, you look at your parents as role models that you have expectations of, but realizing that you can serve as the role model yourself, without permission, you are capable of becoming something far greater than the limitations of your expectations of others My children teach me that every day - often a far more impressive example of character and strength than myself
@@AdamDuffArt I've been following your videos for a long time now, and I'd be very interested to hear you talk about your perspective on the ways other people categorize you in the art community. It seems to be a common thing in online artist circles (especially depending on generation I feel) to put sometimes-playful, sometimes-meant-to-be-endearing labels onto individuals they follow content from closely. I've felt very unsure on how I view it since the community-driven nicknames, labels, etc. don't always take the perspective of the individual into count. I think it'd be an interesting topic to hear someone who has a platform address - and I admit I really enjoy hearing you talk about things that are your takes on situations since you present your side eloquently but concisely and there's an obvious effort to try to give empathy and mutual respect their due.
@@AdamDuffArt It was only recently did I make an internal decision to change from mentally addressing you as 'art dad' due to the catch, and into something similarly familial, but distancing yet on the same peer/human level. Art brother. "I want to go listen to art brother today." Is what I have decided, working 3 days in on a piece and loving every moment. Thank you for this broadcast from within, as ever. May you have a good one.
I am a little autistic, and I founded it out at 28, so all my life I grew up feeling weird, like displaced from humanity, and one of the reasons of that was that I realized with the time that I didn't had a "normal way of thinking". All my life I overthink stuff, and had a hyper awearness of everything. Wherever I say something, I start thinking on what I said, if that's what really what I mean to say, how is the people going to interpretate what I said, and keep sinking on thoughs until I overwhelmed myself. And that's really stressing, because thinking consumes energy, and I'm waisting energy thinking on a, not only inefficient, but counterproductive way. So I'm doing my best at trying to not thinking that much, and naturalize that I don't need an answer or a reason to everything all the time. So I don't have a *Why,* cause I don't need a Why. It just feels right, and that's enough to me. If I search a Why, maybe I would find that there is no a Why, and I would think that is pointless and quit. But I highly appreciate your videos. They are really relatable and enlightening. Your videos on motivation really inspired me and kinda changed my life. So. I can't do it myself. But if I was you, I wouldn't worry that much for this drama. Life keeps moving on, and we are not that important, so Internet just quickly forgets about this stupid controversies, and just remember it again when you do it again. So is not worth your time. In a week and a half nobody is going to be talking about it again. And all the harm they cause is meaningless for them, it just the human nature of act as a swarm and hate on the hottest hateable thing just for the sake of it. The value that you bring to the community and the impact that you have on artists is far too important for it to be tainted by something like this.
Wow, dude. I resonated with this a lot, like, A LOT. I’m a year younger than you and have always had that, “What am I not ‘getting’? Everyone does that or everyone genuinely likes that? Why don’t I? What the flip?”, sort of deal, but have been learning a lot as late with autism, and yeah, pretty darn sure I’m deep enough in that spectrum to be considered a part of the community. But yeah , I can relate all I want, just wanted to state that. You, Adam here, and many others have been helping in this process of self acceptance or just simply being exposed to different or very similar method of thought or practice in life, career, whaaatever. Thank you. Seriously. Take care.
Well Paperknigth - your story really resonates with me on a personal level, for more reasons than you might realize. Firstly, my son is Autistic as well, like you - very low on the spectrum, almost imperceptible, but still there for sure. My partner has ADHD - and, throughout my entire life, I too felt like I "struggled to keep up with my peers" for reasons I really couldn't describe. At the same time that I was being praise for "being so smart" and "having so much potential", I inevitably found myself in a place, usually professionally - where I just couldn't keep up. It felt like everyone succeeded effortlessly and for me, it required 10x the effort and still failed sometimes. I am quite confident that if I got tested for ADHD, I would show a clear positive. I even did a government test with a student of mine from Germany, also Autistic and with ADHD - and after the test was complete she said "wow". I said "what, what's 'wow' about my results?" She shows me her own results and lays them over mine - almost identical - to which she says "Adam, these were my results, before taking medication!" That was pretty eye-opening, and honestly, really not surprising. If someone asked how I'd feel to have an ADHD diagnosis, it would honestly be a breath of fresh air, it would bring so much joy and clarity and yet again, a greater insight into my knowledge of self. All that said, here's something that I learned, both as an artist and teacher... When your brain Is struggling to hold on to a concept - when you feel like thinking or focusing on something feels like a vice-grip on your brain and it's overwhelming you - it's more often NOT because you lack the mental ability, it's because you're trying to force your brain to perform in a way it's not DESIGNED to perform. You're trying to force your brain to function in a way it's not wired to - so that "effort" is you trying to fight your natural rhythm - your natural brain pattern - your natural process that feels fluid to your brain and body. This was why my learning and career struggled, because I was trying to do it the same way everyone else did - and I struggled at being like everyone else! BUT - surprisingly, every time I did my OWN thing, my OWN way (like starting a dance club or starting an online school), things just IMMEDIATELY fell into place and - compared to many of my other life experiences - success just landed on my lap. All that EFFORT I put in over the years adapting to the demands of others, helped me develop the muscles of my brain so intensely, that doing my OWN thing was a breeze. That's the origin of my TEMET NOSCE (Know Thyself) tattoo - it was the day I realized to embrace the way my unique brain worked - embrace how I feel the way I feel it, instead of trying to adapt to some celestial "standard" set by common society. And it sounds to me like you too are seriously struggling to make your brain function on the same wavelength as everyone else - when maybe, you should be paying more attention to the unique wavelength that YOU feel most fluid and confident and driven by. As the Stoics say "don't chase, attract" This means, having a solid sense of your own self, your own being, how you function - and creating an ecosystem around that uniqueness will inevitably attract likeminded people to you - instead of you chasing after their approval. Of course, only you know what's best for you - but you do come across as a compassionate and well-meaning person, which to me means - you should have confidence that you can be yourself without deliberately hurting others. This should give you confidence to at least TRY and build confidence around your own unique successes.
@@AdamDuffArt Actually I was leaning to the same conclusion very recently. A lot of my doubts about myself and my social stress comes from me thinking that "I should look more human" and judging my way of thinking and act as if I had to "fix it" cause I'm "wrong". But now I'm starting to embrace my true identity, and thinking "I don't need to explain myself." And I'm trying to be more honest with myself, and accept my feelings and ideas are valid. It takes some time and work, I need to completly shift my mindset, and I'm still not confident on said that I don't care about what other people think about me, but I'm leaning to that path. Thank you so much for share all this with us. You may not be fully aware of the impact you have on some people, but your words change lives for the better.
I admire people who reach out and share their personal experiences with many people. I couldn't do it, but I'm not made for it either. In this position you also expose yourself to the danger, Adam, that some of the "audience" will throw the first stone of accusation if they don't like what they hear. That's what happened. But even if the truth is for them uncomfortable, they can move on and live with it, otherwise the surrounding reality becomes a nightmare. They begin to accuse, to hate, to complain, to let fear and anger prevail. I understand them, because I had also my own goals, I go through hell because of other reasons and have to change too. But lose control about the own mind doesn't lead anywhere. That’s why it’s important for those affected to overcome the nightmare of AI through a "true awakening" and return to what you actually want to live for, what you can be grateful for and what you believe in. Are they strong with this source? Is something missing? Then people can act, or they give up, but the resignation is not the fault of those who want to protect them from it and gave them advice. We all have difficulties, huge problems sometimes. But we all still have a responsibility for our behavior, and also for the spirit in the community, in this case the community of artists. So people must stay strong. The beginning of new paths and the building of new possibilities are based on acceptance, how reality has developed and will not move back. Artists are creative, after all, aren't they? There has to be solutions for everyone that may look different from what you expected or hoped for. Returning to your origins, your own personality and what defines you as a person and the role you play as a creative is the best new start if you have lost focus or if it has been taken away from you. We are no victims.
12:48 Of course established artists are not panicked about this xD They already have a name in the insutry and the experience, AI is not their problem. To me, it's always "funny" to hear that working in Blizzard or Riot is not such a big of a deal and might even not be worth it from people who were working in those companies. Sure, when you already worked in there and you have pieces in your portfolio that the whole world recognises. With that in your life backpack you won't have an issue to get a job. A junior doesn't have this luxury. They normally get a shit salary and treated like shit. And now, they might not be even hired because AI does enough of a job for way less.
I can tell by how you expressed this that you feel alienated from the more established artists with the big channels and shiny portfolios Your perspective is very relatable, to many Coming from someone who does run a business and a channel - that feeling of alienation can be mirrored, but from a different angle When you’ve landed that awesome Blizzard job and you’re recognized, you quickly realize that that “status” brings little to no joy or satisfaction - you realize that that prize is empty, and now that you’re “up there”, people can think that you can no longer relate to the common rabble - so they avoid welcoming you and befriending you That’s where the expression “it’s lonelier at the top” comes from Real connection and camaraderie is replaced by “recognition” instead of empathy and compassion So, when they tell you “Blizzard wasn’t a big deal, it was just a job”, they’re actually trying to tell you “stop treating me like I’m a precious gem that needs to be enclosed behind bullet-proof glass” - they want you to see their normalcy and relatability because they might feel really alienated and depressed and really want your friendship Why do you think so many celebrities marry other celebrities, because they both know that that whole Hollywood hype is absolutely meaningless and superficial - and they truly crave human connection They want what everyone else has, a meaningful conversation with a friend at a cafe and some nice music and atmosphere and memories - not the fucking paparazzi and worshippers that treat them like deities You’re in a very special and meaningful place right now my friend. When you start building a name for yourself and people start humbling themselves around you - I want you to remember now. Remember how you feel today - that’s your anchor to your humanity and your ability to represent that community that promoted you to this prestigious status And you’ll do your best to remind them that you believe that their voices and their creations are as valuable as yours - and you’ll mean it.
@@AdamDuffArt You are missing the original point here. AI is destroying income opportunities for the middle or lower classes. Some millionaire in hollywood whiping their tears about missing human connection with dollar bills is a entirely unrelated concept. But sure, once AI bros have destroyed the labour market, we will sure as hell connect amazingly by our shared lack of means to support our families.
I think that this video is really representative of a healthy way to deal with feedback overload. A lot of people can quickly crumble under the stress of having hundreds of people very emotionally charged reaching out to you, commenting, or talking about you in their own spaces whether truthfully or in bad faith. It's a lot for anyone to take in. And the flood on top of all this? That's a recipe for a mental breakdown for a lot of people. I'm really proud of you Adam for keeping your cool and your head above the water during all this. You have my utmost respect for turning this challenging situation around and making it into a learning experience. You're such a legend man. I really hope you're doing wonderful and I hope better days are ahead!
You're kind, considerate, and a genuinely human person, Adam. Incredibly thoughtful, and this hit me hard when you spoke of community, and that little bit of magic that makes us all artists. I've always found your advice and perspective insightful, you've helped me understand things I couldn't put words to. Somehow your vids appear when I need direction in my journey and they've always helped nudge me on the path. Thanks for being here ^-^
You regularly strategise with ErgoJosh on a shared strategy on how to get out of this situation which seems to be telling critics with the whole “if you are confident in your art, you don’t need to criticise AI” shtick. What’s so hard in saying “I’m sorry that me and Josh incorporated highly unethical IP theft machines into our workflows?” Probably because you are not sorry. That’s ok. Stand up for it then and say you don’t care about artists intellectual property. Or make a statement that you do and you will from now on accordingly. Just something with substance that’s on point and shows you care. Something more than another 30 minute video with no core message. Something to proves that you are a sincere art mentor not an art guru.
So happy to see you again! Thank you for this talk, I needed it. The fact you belong to this artists community and help to make it stronger, gives me strength to be an active member as well ♥️
Hey Adam! Thank you for this video! I’m glad that you’ve brought the “why” up, because I too am looking at this AI scare and pondering if it is making artists wonder “why” we do art in the first place. Regardless of circumstance, we should be doing art because it’s fun and because we want to express ourselves. That’s something that shouldn’t be easily taken away. I’m encouraged by how you handled the situation and I’m glad to see you’re safe from the flooding. Keep making art :)
I like hearing you talk and I like watching you paint and I do love your style. It tends to lift me up and make me want to paint, like a catalyst. I do art for self-discovery and because completing a piece feels satisfying. A lot of artists on youtube that used to paint and talk either changed their content or stopped altogether. You're still here, I try to motivate and improve and hope at some point the AI fad is over and it folds in on itself because of costs or lack of content to scrape. No matter what your stance is, at least you always seem to care.
I have been off UA-cam most of the summer doing life and parenting and trying to client work with a very active 7yo boy on the top of my head. Also visiting my home country and feeling a lot, plus UA-cam got half banned here. Did not know anything about the outrage that happened over your videos and the flood of your studio, but watching this video now I am so full of gratitude for words you find to describe this whole complex and vulnerable situation. I wish these things did not happen to you, but oh well, things happen. But things don't really ask us, they happen. Thank you for that question. And for telling us here what were the insights and answers. PS: when I watch your videos every time I remember the one you recorded about you being you because of women, because of your mum. And every time I hope that my son will be able to say the same when he grows up and when he will be able to use his voice and agency honestly and wisely and gracefully.
You have come a long way Adam and surely you are one of the pioneers of art on this platform. Neither the less your humanity and your sense of being is a gift for all of us. Happy to be called an artist in this community!
When I saw the "scandal" related to you and ErgoJosh and the AI-art, I was disappointed because I looked up to you and listened to your videos and watched them. AI-art is sensitive topic because all of us pick up the tools against computer-generated art and many of us, artists are scared that we will be lost. Why am I listening to you still? Because you touched my heart in art-talks throughout the years and even to a point that I cried and sobbed softly when I was on the edge of giving up my dream of being an artist and create my artworks. And your art talks brought me back to my road and pick up the pencil every freaking time.
You really went through a lot. Yet you remain grounded. In this era where so many youngsters are drifting rootles, just the fact that someone like you is available (albeit through the screen) must mean a lot. We need more mentors like you.
Thank you for your kind and encouraging words, Adam. Please take care of your back while redecorating your studio. Wishing you all the best, and I’m excited to see the new look!
Hi Adam! I hope you’re doing well and step by step your life comes to normality again. My best wishes for you and your family! (I’m finger crossing!) You did it again, my friend. You always move me with your content and sensibility, but this time…Wow! You have me literally in tears. I came to you and your content (even the mentorship) for your quality as human being and what’s the view you have of the art and its effects in everyone. I just write to you to say hello and give you all my support and love and say...don't change a thing! 😉
I wrote a previous comment about 'guru' yet now with this/yours definition I'm pretty sure that you should update your understanding of the word 'guru'. Your view is the popularized version of the word, where gurus exploit people whether that would be through money or other means. This word also can describe people who are actually teaching spirituality (understanding about oneself) which is not negative/exploitive at all. Ex. Trying to move past some emotions or states that hinder motivation to draw. Which yields massive returns in productivity. The behaviors that you and those other gurus portray and the results you and they are trying to achieve will be overlapping. That is also why I said last time that you portray similar things. When you are speaking about people who are 'just as vulnerable to lose their art careers'. It portrays the AI problem as 'nothing to worry about' and 'if you are good enough, everything is going to be fine'. The original statement that they are just as vulnerable, is just not accurate. The problem is not black and white. It's about shifting the percentage of people that able to keep their jobs through their careers and shifting the percentage of how likely it is for people to lose their jobs. Established artists and art influencers will have a much lower percentage of losing their careers. While the perspective ' just keep drawing and don't worry ' I'm sure it's encouraging for a lot (temporarily), it's also a perspective where you realize that your house burned down when you were drawing. People for example who have to work 9 to 5 and worse may not have time for art as much and because they don't have skills (now and forever or yet) because they have been snipped by AI, they may just move out of the art industry itself because they lacked 1 or maybe 2 years extra that was taken from them. We can't ignore them because 'everything will be okay just keep drawing'. It's not just 10% of the entire art industry. It scales exponentially toward new generations of artists. This comes back to you basically saying right now "Only people who are elitist at the skill or earned the position through art-related topics (art influencers), are privileged enough to take the art as a job. So if you were not in the 5%~ (that shifted thanks to AI from a much higher number) go work your 9 to 5 job, because I don't care about your art career". This not only goes hypocritically to what you are trying to portray, but also I'm sure this is not what you want to portray. Do you think I'm going too far with what your words sound like / represent? I'm sorry but it doesn't matter because it's just reality how this AI shifted the jobs. You not acknowledging this perspective is saying that you don't care about this. You not putting water onto the fire is basically letting the fire burn down the house. The worst part about this is that every great artist was once in the lower percentages. The question is how much great talent was and will be burned and what great art we won't see, because of this. I believe it would be more fair for you to acknowledge this than to move away from this. I belong to another protective bubble that is related to game dev so I have other risks (although some overlapping). Worst case scenario if my house will burn down I can always dance with the devil. The artists can't dance with the devil, because even if they do, they will already be outpacedcedd by quantity from the masses. While I personally monetarily don't have to worry about this entire issue. I still care. Why? First is lowering the quality of everything coming along... There are so many negative outcomes it will lead to. Whether that would be a lower amount of good artists, studios lying about their ai usage, or many games on Steam that obfuscate it, anything related to art will plateau or lower the quality of the products that you consume daily, music that you listen to or buy, assets that you try to buy, so much vitriol in every place where you can turn a easy ai lie into a quick buck or two. Greed is the second. The other reason is very egotistically experiential. I'm greedy to say that I want to experience great art, I want to increase the chances of those arts existing. We all probably saw pieces that are stuck in our minds... We all saw mediums that moved our core. I want to be part of this world where there are more pieces like this. Where I also have a chance of making the games that are worth playing. Not AI obfuscated slops. I want to make games where I don't have to look around my shoulder thinking every outsourced piece is AI-made. Where every person I commission puts me in trenches... If my ranting will pour one small cup which will save any artist from downfall, then my cup of water was good enough...I will be there at the age of 70 unknowingly looking at one piece that moved my core for the last time. This is why we can't just look at this problem through such a narrow lens, ignoring way. Let's not realize this after it's too late. Once again I'm not saying those things out of negativity, but for the reasons that I do believe this channel has value for artists. In the end, if I thought otherwise I would just move on. We both want artists to thrive. Take care.
i respect you so much, Adam, as much as i value your deep thoughtful content. you’ve always kept me up during my struggles and i wish all the best things for you❤️🔥
Watching this kerfuffle go down these past weeks. I've always had a nagging feeling that there was a piece to this conversation that was missing. This video hits pretty close to the conclusion I came to for myself as an art hobbyist. Of course there's the ethical and monetary/industry issues with AI image generation. But there's also a very human aspect to all this - when you talk about community, passion, and the why people pick up a pencil or tablet in the first place and here comes AI image generation tracking it's muddy boots all in our house....it's quite offensive in every regard.
Through pain and doubt, it takes great strength to seek for the light when plunged in shadows. I always appreciate your eloquence and the sensitivity you bring to the table, it is in my opinion more than welcome and valuable especially nowadays. Thank you for being part of that big family and happy redecorating!
This last year sucked for me also. I have faced my fears that I am failure and a nobody again and again. I can only imagine how hurt people felt when they felt you went against them. With the amount of emotions that are going on right now. But your channel offers so much healing in the art community, so much reflecting, looking in, and having hope despite everything. So whatever happened (i couldn't be here for it, I wanted to but just couldn't.) I very much hope your channel continues. Cause your work that you do is sorely needed. We need safe places to mourn and be hopeful on this very difficult path and to have community in this all.
I never gave you anything but you gave me many things that shaped me into who I am today, I learn so much thing from you over the past few years, not just about art and the industry but about how to deal with my problem and my life, thank you so much for making a dreamer become an artist
I'm just now learning about all that happened, but I just wanted to come here and say thank you for being an inspiration Adam, hope everything gets better 💜
Hej Adam, Oksana from Germany here. I dont' think we will ever meet or get to know eachother, but I wanted to say, that you inspire me so much. There has seldom been someone that knows how to put into words, what Art, Community and Exceptence feels like to me. I make traditional sculptures and teach 3D Art. My family does not understand why I would ever want to persue a career in art and "choose to be poor". It's fine. They are good people but they just don't see the world in the same way we do. But sometimes this fact can be hard and make you feel lonely and unsure. I thank you Adam for crafting this community and making art talks.
Adam! You are the best!! Thank you for being there for us, for me. ❤ I'm glad you are fine now. Never give up! Be strong, and be loving! It matters so much for so many people! Much love to you❤🔥
The reason I watch you? You're the stranger that I will likely never meet that I wish was my friend who has taught me or pointed out things or perspectives that I did not know or maybe had glossed over. A role model that i have always wanted and never been able to find. Not just as an artist but as a person.
great kind message. Thanks, it translated a lot of we all feel, and also call us to confront that big scary question 'why'. It's weird how this question makes me so afraid. Thanks for the videos, hope it works well with the studio. Also, it's very very inspiring to see a person take this student route on life happenings, It's an amazing example of learning curve. Not because u messed up, I don't think u did, but because of the 'learning with a building purpose' approach u took, the intent of maintaining a relationship on top of it all. Very hard to do on day to day life. Great lesson for us too see.
Thanks for the wonderful video Adam, so sorry to hear about the flood, hope you’re pulling through, cannot wait for the next set up video if you do one! Good luck with everything!
This message is so beautiful and has brought me to tears as I was listening to you. Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts and feelings. Happy painting.
I was thinking about a Phoenix rising from the ashes before I watched this video. Thank you for sharing. Your words are always so encouraging, except not with all the drama going on. I didn't watch the video you uploaded about Ergo Josh. My only thought when I saw the drama was that most of your video was probably taken out of context. However, the concerns about AI were important to listen to from other artists, and a lot of them have been suffering silently for some time now. I'm sorry you were burned so many times. As to why I watch your videos, it's because your words are genuine, especially on art and the struggles about it. You have a way of showing empathy where it's needed.
While I agree with “ignore Ai keep making art” something about the tone and vibe of the message feels off for me. I did feel betrayed when ergo Josh came out as an Ai bro and then again when you defended him. While I did resub to you and am giving you grace Josh’s condescension, hostility, and toxicity towards his audience means I can never extend that grace to him. I did not leave angry comments on either of your videos but my disappointment is likely on par with those who did, what made me come back was your willingness to consider why your audience felt so betrayed and hurt by you actions. I still think this video is lacking in full accepting the hurt you caused and I’m more willing to extend grace and understanding towards angry and hurt artists who are justifiably fearful for their jobs, livelihood, and futures, than I am content creators who are more insulated from the threat of generative Ai. In your video you touched on how many people come for you and not your art but that’s not the reality most artist operate in. As a professional 3D artist I’m also more insulated from the threat of Ai art (for now) but I can see my fellow artists hurting and think their criticisms shouldn’t be ignored. It is fundamentally evil in how it’s being designed, trained, marketed, and those who use it are not artists. I started making art because I had things I wanted to communicate and art was the only way I felt I could do that, and while I’ve always had to balance making money and making things I found fulfilling Ai art is fundamentally incapable of making meaningful art, only content. My biggest fear isn’t even the jobs that are currently being lost, as horrible as that is, it’s the loss of future artists and art that Ai is robbing us of. People who may have gone on to create no styles or works demotivated because of Ai, or took the easy way out instead of refining their skills. Culturally Ai art will cost us a lot if it’s allowed to continue in its current form. So while “ignore Ai keep making art” has generally been my way of operating I don’t love how the harms of Ai went so unaddressed in this video.
I see you because, of your open mindset, you don't attach yourself to a simple answer. I like your art because your paintings say to me what means to be in the skin of a specific creature and how it feels to survive, live or feel what they feel.
I can only imagine the challenges of being a well known pillar for the art community. No matter what there are always going to be people that are upset with you and I know you're wise and strong enough to handle that but regardless I want to thank you for sticking around for us. I don't expect to agree with everything you say or for you to be perfect to recognize the value and kindness you bring to all of us. I wish you the best in all you do 🖤
I can't recall actually ever disagreeing with you anyway to be honest. I admire your compassion and understanding in how you approach topics and how you don't let your ego get in the way of what really matters. It's very apparent you care both about art and your fellow artists and that means a lot.
17:55 Well, you got everything right in my case except one thing. No one really told me that I'm good at it. I got it way after I commit myself to art and it's not the main reason for me to be a part of this community. My motivation is mostly internal and I post mostly just to make a living and connect with others. I understand that you tried to cover the most common path I just found this thought interesting and wanted to share it.
Why i watch you and care about what you have to say? I definitely share in the sentiment many other commenters seem to have, you're like an 'art dad'. Your and my art style are very different, but that doesn't mean i can't appreciate the way you draw. I find myself drawn in by the way you put it all together, the brushstrokes slowly but surely adding to a piece. It's not my art style, but your process satisfies some kind of shiny curiosity in me 😁 Even more often, I'm just listening to your calm voice and interesting topics you talk about paired with gentle background music. It really helps me focus and get in the right mood for drawing. Whenever i can afford to sit down with my sketchbook for a while, i put one or more of your videos on, they're great motivators. If i had the money and time, I'd love to follow your classes someday. I come from a creative family, half of them musicians and half of them painters, my 9 year old loves dancing 😊. I wouldn't trade this kind of community for all the money in the world, I imagine it would feel so empty. So you saying that we're all a part of the same artist DNA if you will, really gives me warm feelings and makes me emotional 😊 I hope you'll keep creating videos, so that i can listen to your two cents for many more years to come❤
Well, this message just warmed MY heart. I love hearing that the arts have spread across the many branches of your family- and it sounds like you’ve had a profound influence on your own children. Rest assured that’s a fact that they’ll proudly show off when they get older. Your passions mean a lot to them - it’s their place of comfort - you are their comfort zone :) And it’s clear to me that you’re also a comfort zone for your fellow artists as well - what you shared with me doesn’t only bring me joy, but everyone who reads it as well ❤️
Adam, your videos always seem to come up when I need them. They’ve helped me through a lot of moments of doubt on the way to building a creative life. Thank you for sharing these with us despite all the curveballs life has thrown at you recently!
I love curveballs - especially the ones that hit you in the face - they're the ones that remind you that life is an exciting challenge that requires your respect and devotion. :)
I think all of this just shows your true fans people who really do care about you who knows how to get on your wavelength and respect it and you people who are understanding, who knows when to speak and when to just listen. I love that every time I watch one of your videos I learn so much I have a lot of respect for you and your work keep it up 👍🏽
Hi Adam! I hope you'll be able to finish the repairs after the flood without too much trouble. I'll revisit this vid in a couple of months. I'm probably not in the right state of mind, because only things i got out of this first watch was "the community of recognized established artists will be fine despite AI, btw i played wow classic, so i'm oldschool". Probably missed the point among the fancy words.
Full points for the Victor Borge nod. 😆 I remember when I brought up the subject and how I did not envy your position in the AI drama. The moment you said "I love it," I knew exactly what you meant. Not the drama or vitriol. You loved that it stood as undeniable proof of the passion still alive in your community. In a world getting increasingly numb to things, this subject went to the heart of those affected by it, and they showed it to you.
Thankyou for your. Takes makes me feel less. Crazy I still don’t fully know my why but I feel good trying to find it . Looking for my why keeps me. Wanting more for my art and how I can incorporate it in my life to make a living out of it
Something I have been thinking about a lot is how art takes on new meaning once you understand the artist or alternatively how you are able to understand a person so much more by the art they create. The whole reason I go to art is the story and emotions it conveys and I feel that there is a very intimate relationship between art and artist and being granted the opportunity to see that and to look into their mind and see their passion bleed out is so special. I think back on the video you made with Istebrak a while ago and how you were able to look into her art and find so much emotion beneath the skin of her portraits. I don't know why that moment out of all of them sticks out to me so much but I think about it a lot and every time I do without fail I always go wow. I want to be someone like that. I want to be someone that can look at a piece of art and walk away with a better understanding of that artist and an appreciation for the emotion and passion layered within that work. I have deep respect for your kindness and empathy, watching you always inspires me to become the best version of myself and for that I thank you.
Tyler's work makes me look deeper into landscaping, and looking for some tricks to create what is in my mind. I sink into his Photoshop art... and try to replicate it on Clip Studio... or Krita (Re-learning Krita, thanks CSP). Marc is straight to the point... but his intro though... Bro's reality got destroyed before the actual lesson of art and anatomy comes. Brooke Eggleston has a passion project, and I'm eager to see it come to life... I wonder if entry-level is acceptable for an indie... Immediately subbed, he noticed me. The Art Mentor? I'm subbed. Revealed some common mistakes in the market, and now I am more concerned and rethinking my approach to a changing economy and career. ----- My heart is for the indie. Through fire and ice, and yet I see the indie industry thrive with passion, from pilots to outright miniseries, to an actual animated series. From the soloists to a small group, to a literal team. And yet it has its own problems. How can you lead when you cannot bring yourself up? How can you care if you don't care for yourself? How can you claim to love your team, if you didn't love yourself in the first place? Another issue I see in the indie is... well, the cases of the groomers and... toxic people. Yes, even indie teams with good income have people who didn't get through their own issues... or just do not deserve to lead an indie team at all (For the actual jerks, not the mentally challenged... If you have trauma, PLEASE, SEEK HELP). No one is perfect. Not even in the realm of abstractions. Never meet your heroes, unless they can relate to your own turmoil. We have inner demons. We have vulnerabilities. Most of us are scarred, and yet some of us have a heart of gold... but mine is a heart of fire... and it just... burns... anyone... indiscriminately. Currently in the PaperDemon ARPG community, lots of chill and passionate people. Even they can relate to the pain of an artist or a Creator. I already had a barrage of reality checks... when I became a small Creator. Doesn't have to be paid. Just have a record... and you're good to go. Better to have a million than to have nothing... even if you have... favorite OCs. Is this a TED talk? Dunno. But if you read this far... *_I love you in all your facets. You are... treasured, cherished, somewhere. The smallest amount of people who see you more than what others see of you... can impact your life._* (Montreal man detected. Canada changed my life.)
Finally, when you ask: "What are you doing right now?", I can say I'm inking my elf design for my portfolio. Because earlier I saw your God of War artbook review :D Keep it up Adam, and many thanks!
A beautiful listen as always. Man, I somehow totally missed the controversy - so sorry to hear that - it is mystifying to me that anyone could interpret your content as anything other than a sincere desire to help artists. Thanks for the perspectives and for taking even barbs and negativity as an opportunity to grow.
Have always respected you and your opinion and content after finding you a few years ago or so. I was by no means an AI tech bro, but did enjoy the leaps and bounds AI was making. That being said, I'd found my niche in art and made about 1.5k over the course of a few months, the first time I've made money with my art ever. And then AI hit and I was right back where I started. Destitute, nearly homeless and without food yet again. I think AI is super neat, but right as I was falling into step and achieving things with my art, it tripped me up and I feel like it's kept me down. Its pathetic of me, but I gave up on drawing and have only recently begun again because I realized I missed it, but AI is still a sore spot for me. I want to like it, but I can't help but feel disenfranchised and overshadowed by it.
*nods* :D As an artist and a fellow wow player the analogy is very on point ! Anyway, I'm happy you are doing well beside all the awful things lately. Your perspective is always very inspiring and gives me hope. Thank you!
I know it was mostly rhetorical...but having only found your channel about 6 months ago I listen to you because unlike a lot of creators on this platform you're not afraid to drop an F bomb. The first time I heard one I knew I had to subscribe because you didn't censor yourself for the sake of your vision. You're "real" when it comes to talking art, and this platform needs more of that.
As an anarchist I am very polarized on many things including the use of machine learning models to create and replace artists, that being said, I will always listen to your opinion, I know you're trying to look at things objectively and I understand where you're coming from, lots of people who mentioned you on a few of the videos i've watched didn't really know who you were, and I know that parasocial relationships are bad and we don't know each other at all, that's alright, I feel like I can trust you to come from a good place no matter what and have our best interests in mind, if nothing else, I am one of the few (or many) who appeciate your veiw no matter what it is.
You're the anchor of the healthy part of art community Adam. Your channel acts as the bright, just and genuine pulsar showing the way for the lost souls in the vast universe of hardships and illusions. Live long and prosper brother.
You're very kind. I don't think the artists who spend entire videos flaming other artists for their choice or their supposed use of AI deserve so much unterstanding. Hatred is not acceptable whatever the reason.
Beautifully said Vallis. Hatred is a destructive force indeed - but it's also a window into a vulnerability that can be uncovered, that can be decoded to grant the observer or the one suffering this hatred, a window into the truth. And it's not until that truth Is visible that healing and growth can happen.
I appreciate your compassion and courage. Hpefully you'll also take some time to step away from the internet and the commentors, and surround yourself with loved ones and people whose opinions and emotions actually matter. I've been in this position as an 'influencer', and no matter how resilient one is, this stuff will take its toll.
I like what I see you do. I like what I hear from you. I cry for you and with you. You're my "church" which is not a building, but is actually defined as a community and family. Artists are my church.
I am in this community because I would like to express and create... something that I don't see is possible outside art. When I read a great book or a great game I cannot let it end there. I want to be able to play with and create whatever I have enjoyed from all these things.
firstly, allow me to offer my absolute highest of respect for you sir. though I don't comment much on most things, I've had a huge amount of respect for you for a while, been listening to you for a long time. though as an artist i have nothing to stand on, as a person I'm fairly good at distinguishing the authenticity of some of people, I've never question that the Adam on screen is some that comes from a genuine place of offering his experience and advice to us and I'm great full for. I don't how i could have handled the same events but i don't think I'd have handle in such a mature and wise way, i don't mean to minimize it, after all anything i could imagine is probably not accurate. but never the less thank you for sharing your perspective and i wish you the beat and know that ill be around listening, even if i don't say much.
Oh man, I can't keep thinking that YOU won't be a politician, which is good because those people don't care about what people think about them. You are an ARTIST who shows empathy, sympathy, understanding, and growth. Must of us forget about this little details in life that make us a better person and made a better community.
I’ve had my own experiences with reactions to a video. It’s a small channel but I’m grateful. I follow Josh and I don’t agree about AI but I don’t follow either of you because I want you to agree with me. I think society, even the art community has missed that. It’s not politics or shared opinions that binds us. Its art. What kind of art community is it if we morphed into a “I don’t agree with you so I hate you?” The art tablet review game is tough. I’m not the level of artist at 52 that many are but I’ve got words. I can’t teach you to paint a portrait, I can pass on what I know being a creative person. I use your videos as inspiration for when I make that shift. Be well.
I feel bad for putting why what now after actually listening- Yeah it does seem like a cool idea when you're able to geek out about how something looks when you're in the thick of art. And kinda sick that we all go through this journey of self-doubt and trial and error through all these fundamentals and art pieces. Makes me think its badass to have gone through this even if painful.
I wish I could draw every day. I enjoy drawing but feel lost coming up with ideas and composition. I can look at something and draw it fairly well. But transforming it into something new I get lost, and frustrated.
I would like to recommend Marco Mateu Mastre book framed ink and Andrew Loomis Creative Illustration. They break down how they approach composition, for exercises I would do studies from them and also use them to create compositions of my own using whatever subject matter you find interesting, be it people, environments, vehicles or animals. Keep a journal, write down memorable moments in your life, things you find interesting, etc. Use those as a basis to create simple stories, and let those stories drive your composition.
I have the same problem, but I've figured out a way to generate ideas for myself by doing the action of just slowly making shapes and form until it starts to look like something, and then I go from there. Most of the videos on my channel are just me figuring out what to draw in real time (but sped up). Pencils are a bit difficult to do this with, but charcoal has been a life saver.
Why? Youre like a big art brother to me. I appreciate your wisdom and experience. Im glad you have this channel because its the closest thing ill ever get to working with you in the studio 😄 "The strongest thing you can do is open your heart" Lego movie 2. You have taught me that vulnerability is strength. 💪
That word “brother”, is a big deal to me. A brothers someone that you feel safe being yourself with - someone you don’t need to wear a mask around. That takes a huge amount of trust to offer someone. Id be a fool to take that gift for granted.
I am new to this controversy (really had no idea until this video) but I've always respected your perspective, and your work on UA-cam has always been so inspiring and therapeutic for me. AI is... *sigh* I hate it on so many levels. To me the moral/ethical nightmare it poses makes it not worth it. If you can't sleep well at night knowing that your work isn't 100% your creation, then... why do it?
It was so weird - in a good way! - when you asked us why are we watching you. Is it because your art or not. To be honest, I totally admire your skills and style and everything you do, but from a skillset POV. Your art niche is not mine, I am not into horror at all, never was, because I hate to feel scared. And I am still here, happily watching and re-watching your vids :D Why? The part when you went into how it looks like when 2 artists are meeting and looking at each others' piece.... that is so true! You are my people, doesn't matter what you draw or how, you went trough a lot, gained experience and experienced very similar things that I do - that many of us do! From insecurity to poverty, but too stubborn to give up the thing we love, even if we had to get not art related jobs.... the desire to keep going despite all the struggle, the social media pressure and depression, finding our own voice, AI... and you just know when you talk with another artist. I also got many comments about yeah, my pieces are so beautiful and such, and that is totally welcomed and I am happy and grateful for these comments! But artist comments? That's on a different level, they do get into specifics, "oh god, the way you draw anatomy" or "the way you paint your lights!!!" or "how you use your textures maaan". Artists are extremely specific about what they like xD So, even though your niche is not mine, I can wholeheartedly drool over your pieces, because of the way you use your brushes and the way you use soft lighting... and then we can "bond over" - well, it is quite one-sided, bc I watch you, you don't even know I exist - our shared traumas and struggles and successes, doesn't matter if it is about getting a big job, winning an art competition or managed to draw something that we couldn't draw 6 months ago. It doesn't really matter if you are one of the most seeked out artist on Artstation and I am literally no one, we are siblings and other artists are also our siblings and this is why I listen to you. Because I can relate and you are my people.
I rarely comment on youtube videos becuase I usually feel like it's a waste of my time, you either get drowned out or the creator doesn't care anyway. I only shared my frustrations with you because I knew you were the kind of person that would be willing to listen and reflect, otherwise I wouldn't have bothered.
I like your opinion on things and the iPad Pro review specifically (the M2 one, when everyone was like "why is there hover now???" and you understood why it's a big deal). Also thanks for defending ergojosh.
It just goes to show that while a lot of us don't always agree with all personal opinions or initial ideals, we know u are simply a kind n genuine person at heart. We can see past the clouded days, so don't worry too much about all the drama, Adam. Just keep being you in the long run, everything will be ok.
“Simply a kind n genuine person of heart” perfectly said. ❤
Thank you Syrus - and in response, "it takes one to know one"♥
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Adam, I'm here because... You're like ... an art 'Dad.' Someone who i look up to, and whose advice i really take the time to think about and not just dismiss. Thats why i care what u think, how you are doing, and etc. Part of my chosen online 'family.' And I'm so glad you are. Hope you never go away.
Well, I take that recognition from you very much to heart. It's something that has become only clearer through this experience and rest assured, I feel it's my responsibility to be very protective of this trust, thank you.
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Why, out of all the billions of channels on UA-cam, do I stop here and LISTEN to what you have to say? Because, Adam, you are genuine, you are real and your words bring comfort to me, regardless of context by which it is presented I always feel better after listening to what you have to say.
I am 67, I have no family and, for reason I will not go in to, a small handful of friends. So I vicariously adopted as a brother, as a friend. You are one of the very few I feel this way toward. You never know when you create content just how far reaching it can be. I do love you as an online brother, friend and fellow denizen of this great spaceship Earth (Carl Sagan). Thank you so very much Adam.
People in this crazy age of low social contact are so quick to rage over anything just to feel like they are a part of something. People so insecure in themselves that every personal difference in opinion is considered an attack of someone's character. It is heartbreaking. I hope the world can heal and look inwards instead of lashing outwards. It's rare that people give grace to one another anymore. But your channel is a breath of fresh air and compassion. I respect you so much and hope this hasn't hurt you. I hope you never stop teaching me how to be a better person and artist.
Yeah, it's kinda sad how emotional immaturity takes a hold on people more and more in this day and age. But it means that the ones who know how to be emotionally mature should stay on track and be the role models others never had.
Too true , be the change you wish to see n all that. Teach understanding and introspection.
Yes, it did hurt - it's supposed to hurt. The flood hurt, the overworking hurt, the drama hurt - but that's the point. You can look at challenge, at adversity and cower away from it, or you can see it as life offering you a means to grow and learn and mature. Challenge and pain is one of the greatest gifts that life has to offer because the discomfort of it forces change, where you might have otherwise just kept safe and cozy under your covers - and that comfort can be a sneaky means to keep you living in a constant state of stagnation. I wouldn't have it any other way.
@@FeldiArts I hope to be someone like that someday. Especially since I used to be an insecure and overreactive person. If someone had shown me the way of giving grace and compassion sooner I'd probably be a lot better off then I am now :)
@@wheatoniswhat Since you're here on Adam's channel, I think you'll get there. You are aware of the things you need to work on, and that's a good starting point.
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This is exactly why me and other artists felt betrayed about your generative AI acceptance.
Imagine the art community as this beautiful flourishing town. Yeah we might have some ups and downs, we fight each other and we barely have enough food to feed the town folks. But we would not live anywhere else. THIS is OUR home. And YOURS too. You are one of the representatives of our town, and hearing you accept the AI felt like seeing the Trojan Horse ride through our gates.
Generative AI has it's own algorithms and calculations going behind the screens. It's a castration of human creativity, not its empowerment.
It's like going to hike but only driving a car. Like wanting to spend the time in nature, and looking at google photos instead of going outside.
Imagine if you only have a month to live. And you want to create your very last painting. What tools will you use for it? What do you feel when you think about that?
As a Ukrainian, I saw my art friends and colleagues suffer from war. I saw exploded graphic tablets and monitors, I saw the artists from my previous studio job fighting in the warzone, I saw my art friend making the 3d models of prosthesis for people who lost their limbs, and I myself had to shift my creativity from the art creation to gathering donations for my country. And I also saw the creativity of the people who had to create under the light of candles and sounds of air alert sirens, in shelters, corridors, bathrooms. And in their art I saw centuries of struggle to survive, the strength of human spirit and legacy of all the artists who were executed and killed throughout our history.
So when we head "you lost" from the person like you, whom we respected, it felt... insulting, almost laughable. No one have lost, Adam. You have chosen to surrender without fighting, but I am happy to see you change the course of your thinking. You are much more than you think.
Good luck on your new journey.
When i started hearing these common expressions of hurt and betrayal from many artists in the comments - it took time and deep listening to eventually realize what people interpreted from me.
I was taken literally when i said “you lost”, which is purely defeatist and entirely not my point of view.
The very fact that you ended in saying “it’s good to see that you’ve “changed” your views demonstrates that.
In fact, nothings changed at all - I was speaking entirely figuratively, I felt zero loss, it was the defeat others felt that I was addressing
What your feeling here highlight was my failure of communication - my disconnect between my words and feeling. That’s a big takeaway
Rest assured, if I ever actually felt defeated, I would quit my role as a public figure, I would have failed you all
I’m full of hope and optimism, I always have and always will feel that way - moving forward I’ll be far more direct about that fact
@@AdamDuffArt You went with the whole "if you cant win against the super evil mega cooperation IP infringenent tool, better start using yourself" narrative. So did Josh.
Thats commonly known as the penultimate defeatist AI doomer argument. Theres a simple solution to these problems: Legislation - and in the meantime hold your ground.
If this approach wasnt defeatism, im afraid it was a simple disregard of the gigantic ethical problems of genAI.
@@AdamDuffArt I wonder if you're actually willing to chat and be compassionate with someone that disagreeded with you. Instead of sending out generalized videos to have your audience disparage the "mob of hateful people". Assuming that they won't listen to you and decide to not interact seems very close-minded and not compassionate to me. You're still being divisive instead of ammending harmony.
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I'm not even an artist, I have no part in this drama. I just love to hear you talk. You have a lot of wisdom to share and I'm all here for it. The things you talk about apply to many things outside of art, and I like to hear your perspective and learn from it.
Being vulnerable is the first step to candid, two-way communication. I think it's a sign of immense personal and emotional maturity to take a step back when that shock of an attack happens and just pause. To take the time to not only recenter yourself but also as you say: listen. I will admit that I don't watch ALL of your videos the moment they come out, but you are always my first pick when I want someone to help guide me into an introspective flow state.
Your work influences and affects and inspires me by just existing.
I am happy to continue to support you, no matter how "distant" that is, especially when this video has only reassured and reaffirmed that you have an intense and deep maturity that you share so thoughtfully. Thank you.
Well Lifeastea - you gave me pause today. I'm just about to start my morning class with a new student, my mind was all wrapped in my work - and you just pulled me out of my own head with something very meaningful and heartfelt. You come across as someone with a deep sense of empathy and it wouldn't surprise me one bit if you dedicated your life to a career that helped others. You have a healing quality to your words and a deep sense of appreciation. Thank you.
community is all well and good adam, and for emotional support the art community can be as benefitial as it will. but for me at least, the whole intent behind doing art, the greater plan that im gambling everything on. is the lofty, maybe even entitled expectation of mine to eventually live off of doing art, and not just art in a technical sense but my art, mine specifically, i have been building my whole short life of 24 years towards somehow subsisting on just my art. and maybe its entitled of me to expect that to happen, i knew it was a lofty goal and i knew that it would be difficult. but now that AI has come, and i have not yet built a community around me, i have not yet made myself irreplaceable to anyone, and with how things are going i fear that AI will be the reason why i will never get to do those things adam. my lofty fantasy of living off of my own art seemed like it was maybe plausibly reachable, but its moving away adam.
i thought i could escape the soul crushing monotony of the 9-5 or at least not participate in that machine for long
but that goal is moving away from me at the speed of an image generator pumping out derivatives at 100 publications a day
there is a wall building adam. and i fear i might already be too late to climb it. and im not alone in that mindspace.
Kindness, is a core valve in the Art Community, in humanity but we lose it every now and then. Having an open mind, is what helps each of us create our Art. To a new outlook in today's reality. Bravo! Thank you for sharing.
As artists we put our heart and soul in our art and that can be seen. We often make art that has a deep meaning to us. That is something an AI can never do.
Hey there Adam, I hope you are doing well. I sent you a message over discord a little while ago but in case you haven't had a chance to read it I wanted to say it here as well. I rarely ever comment on your videos but I've been a long time listener. You mean a great deal to me and your wisdom and experience along with your eloquence of communication I think really speaks to how much I trust your judgement.
It was really hard for me to watch people, either deliberately or not, misconstrue your words, post out of context clips in bad faith to try to slander your true character. I believe a lot of that drama was perpetuated in bad faith because a lot of people just want someone, anyone to be mad at. I was really heartbroken by the way someone whom I respect and love so much was being mischaracterized. And to be honest it still hurts me.
You've been through a hellish few months. It's my hope that you continue to stay strong but also take breaks where they are necessary. I have the utmost respect for your never ceasing sincerity with every one of these talks. Thank you for always talking to me like a human being and not a number or part of some artist hive mind. Our individualism is one of the most important things we have and it's what makes us beautiful.
You are a beautiful soul Adam and you've made my life and outlook on art as a whole better. You've impacted me more than you'll ever know and I will always be thankful for you being around and doing what you do. Be well Adam.
I would choose one of you over a million of those who never bothered to get to know me properly- but then, its unrealistic of me to believe that everyone had the time to
I’m very touched that you were so sensitive to the things going around about me, but an important life lesson can be taught through that challenge.
You can never control everyone’s opinion or what they say, but you always have control over your own interpretation and your own intentions.
You took it all so gracefully, Adam, and the fact that you're still going forward shows how much patience and love and welcoming you have for your audience, no matter the cost or how they treated you. I dont think I would have done it with as much grace. Thank you again for what you do for this community, always at the front lines, always taking the first bullet.
I was particularly sensitive to how YOU took all of this. I was very moved that you risked defending me gently in your video, without rousing an angry mob your way in the process. I was totally understanding why other creators would stay silent on the matter because of the volatility of the subject, but you Istebrak- you put your own safety aside to express trust, when nobody but you held you up to that expectation
Know without a shadow of a doubt, you have my unconditional trust, loyalty, support and love
I’m so grateful for your neutrality. Hearing you makes me feel less crazy. Thank you. Also side note, sir, the folds on your sleeves are simply delectable😍 my fingers itch for a pencil every time I look at them😂
I don't care for the dopamine I get from other 'catchy' videos, they don't give me the emotions your videos give me.
WHY I watch you, you're teaching me how to be an artist not on a technical level but spiritual, how to be conscious of myself. You give advice few have given that I wish my own parents gave me. I call you art dad of the community because your videos are so calm but you tell us what we need to hear. Again, what I wish I could hear from my own dad. You help us mature or at least me. You understand artists minds but people's mind in general.
You're words are so valuable, what you've shared with us. And when I was unsure how to feel about Ergojosh who I also looked up to. You talked sensible. As you always do. I may not have agreed but I understood and I was glad you're always so reasonable and grounded.
It’s funny because I actually edited out a whole section out of this video where I spoke about the whole “art dad” thing
It’s a label that I feel I need to reinterpret - because I feel it reflects an important perspective in our community.
I might very well bring that subject up again in a future video
That said, if there are qualities that I express in my videos that you appreciate- you need only recognize your own capacity to adopt them into your own personality- as a child of someone, you look at your parents as role models that you have expectations of, but realizing that you can serve as the role model yourself, without permission, you are capable of becoming something far greater than the limitations of your expectations of others
My children teach me that every day - often a far more impressive example of character and strength than myself
@@AdamDuffArt I've been following your videos for a long time now, and I'd be very interested to hear you talk about your perspective on the ways other people categorize you in the art community. It seems to be a common thing in online artist circles (especially depending on generation I feel) to put sometimes-playful, sometimes-meant-to-be-endearing labels onto individuals they follow content from closely. I've felt very unsure on how I view it since the community-driven nicknames, labels, etc. don't always take the perspective of the individual into count. I think it'd be an interesting topic to hear someone who has a platform address - and I admit I really enjoy hearing you talk about things that are your takes on situations since you present your side eloquently but concisely and there's an obvious effort to try to give empathy and mutual respect their due.
@@AdamDuffArt It was only recently did I make an internal decision to change from mentally addressing you as 'art dad' due to the catch, and into something similarly familial, but distancing yet on the same peer/human level. Art brother. "I want to go listen to art brother today." Is what I have decided, working 3 days in on a piece and loving every moment. Thank you for this broadcast from within, as ever. May you have a good one.
I am a little autistic, and I founded it out at 28, so all my life I grew up feeling weird, like displaced from humanity, and one of the reasons of that was that I realized with the time that I didn't had a "normal way of thinking". All my life I overthink stuff, and had a hyper awearness of everything. Wherever I say something, I start thinking on what I said, if that's what really what I mean to say, how is the people going to interpretate what I said, and keep sinking on thoughs until I overwhelmed myself. And that's really stressing, because thinking consumes energy, and I'm waisting energy thinking on a, not only inefficient, but counterproductive way.
So I'm doing my best at trying to not thinking that much, and naturalize that I don't need an answer or a reason to everything all the time.
So I don't have a *Why,* cause I don't need a Why. It just feels right, and that's enough to me. If I search a Why, maybe I would find that there is no a Why, and I would think that is pointless and quit.
But I highly appreciate your videos. They are really relatable and enlightening. Your videos on motivation really inspired me and kinda changed my life.
So. I can't do it myself. But if I was you, I wouldn't worry that much for this drama. Life keeps moving on, and we are not that important, so Internet just quickly forgets about this stupid controversies, and just remember it again when you do it again. So is not worth your time. In a week and a half nobody is going to be talking about it again. And all the harm they cause is meaningless for them, it just the human nature of act as a swarm and hate on the hottest hateable thing just for the sake of it.
The value that you bring to the community and the impact that you have on artists is far too important for it to be tainted by something like this.
Wow, dude. I resonated with this a lot, like, A LOT. I’m a year younger than you and have always had that, “What am I not ‘getting’? Everyone does that or everyone genuinely likes that? Why don’t I? What the flip?”, sort of deal, but have been learning a lot as late with autism, and yeah, pretty darn sure I’m deep enough in that spectrum to be considered a part of the community.
But yeah , I can relate all I want, just wanted to state that. You, Adam here, and many others have been helping in this process of self acceptance or just simply being exposed to different or very similar method of thought or practice in life, career, whaaatever.
Thank you. Seriously.
Take care.
Well Paperknigth - your story really resonates with me on a personal level, for more reasons than you might realize. Firstly, my son is Autistic as well, like you - very low on the spectrum, almost imperceptible, but still there for sure. My partner has ADHD - and, throughout my entire life, I too felt like I "struggled to keep up with my peers" for reasons I really couldn't describe.
At the same time that I was being praise for "being so smart" and "having so much potential", I inevitably found myself in a place, usually professionally - where I just couldn't keep up. It felt like everyone succeeded effortlessly and for me, it required 10x the effort and still failed sometimes.
I am quite confident that if I got tested for ADHD, I would show a clear positive. I even did a government test with a student of mine from Germany, also Autistic and with ADHD - and after the test was complete she said "wow".
I said "what, what's 'wow' about my results?"
She shows me her own results and lays them over mine - almost identical - to which she says "Adam, these were my results, before taking medication!"
That was pretty eye-opening, and honestly, really not surprising. If someone asked how I'd feel to have an ADHD diagnosis, it would honestly be a breath of fresh air, it would bring so much joy and clarity and yet again, a greater insight into my knowledge of self.
All that said, here's something that I learned, both as an artist and teacher...
When your brain Is struggling to hold on to a concept - when you feel like thinking or focusing on something feels like a vice-grip on your brain and it's overwhelming you - it's more often NOT because you lack the mental ability, it's because you're trying to force your brain to perform in a way it's not DESIGNED to perform.
You're trying to force your brain to function in a way it's not wired to - so that "effort" is you trying to fight your natural rhythm - your natural brain pattern - your natural process that feels fluid to your brain and body.
This was why my learning and career struggled, because I was trying to do it the same way everyone else did - and I struggled at being like everyone else!
BUT - surprisingly, every time I did my OWN thing, my OWN way (like starting a dance club or starting an online school), things just IMMEDIATELY fell into place and - compared to many of my other life experiences - success just landed on my lap. All that EFFORT I put in over the years adapting to the demands of others, helped me develop the muscles of my brain so intensely, that doing my OWN thing was a breeze.
That's the origin of my TEMET NOSCE (Know Thyself) tattoo - it was the day I realized to embrace the way my unique brain worked - embrace how I feel the way I feel it, instead of trying to adapt to some celestial "standard" set by common society.
And it sounds to me like you too are seriously struggling to make your brain function on the same wavelength as everyone else - when maybe, you should be paying more attention to the unique wavelength that YOU feel most fluid and confident and driven by.
As the Stoics say "don't chase, attract"
This means, having a solid sense of your own self, your own being, how you function - and creating an ecosystem around that uniqueness will inevitably attract likeminded people to you - instead of you chasing after their approval.
Of course, only you know what's best for you - but you do come across as a compassionate and well-meaning person, which to me means - you should have confidence that you can be yourself without deliberately hurting others. This should give you confidence to at least TRY and build confidence around your own unique successes.
@@AdamDuffArt Actually I was leaning to the same conclusion very recently. A lot of my doubts about myself and my social stress comes from me thinking that "I should look more human" and judging my way of thinking and act as if I had to "fix it" cause I'm "wrong".
But now I'm starting to embrace my true identity, and thinking "I don't need to explain myself." And I'm trying to be more honest with myself, and accept my feelings and ideas are valid.
It takes some time and work, I need to completly shift my mindset, and I'm still not confident on said that I don't care about what other people think about me, but I'm leaning to that path.
Thank you so much for share all this with us.
You may not be fully aware of the impact you have on some people, but your words change lives for the better.
I admire people who reach out and share their personal experiences with many people. I couldn't do it, but I'm not made for it either.
In this position you also expose yourself to the danger, Adam, that some of the "audience" will throw the first stone of accusation if they don't like what they hear.
That's what happened.
But even if the truth is for them uncomfortable, they can move on and live with it, otherwise the surrounding reality becomes a nightmare.
They begin to accuse, to hate, to complain, to let fear and anger prevail. I understand them, because I had also my own goals, I go through hell because of other reasons and have to change too.
But lose control about the own mind doesn't lead anywhere.
That’s why it’s important for those affected to overcome the nightmare of AI through a "true awakening" and return to what you actually want to live for, what you can be grateful for and what you believe in. Are they strong with this source? Is something missing?
Then people can act, or they give up, but the resignation is not the fault of those who want to protect them from it and gave them advice.
We all have difficulties, huge problems sometimes. But we all still have a responsibility for our behavior, and also for the spirit in the community, in this case the community of artists. So people must stay strong.
The beginning of new paths and the building of new possibilities are based on acceptance, how reality has developed and will not move back. Artists are creative, after all, aren't they?
There has to be solutions for everyone that may look different from what you expected or hoped for.
Returning to your origins, your own personality and what defines you as a person and the role you play as a creative is the best new start if you have lost focus or if it has been taken away from you.
We are no victims.
12:48 Of course established artists are not panicked about this xD
They already have a name in the insutry and the experience, AI is not their problem. To me, it's always "funny" to hear that working in Blizzard or Riot is not such a big of a deal and might even not be worth it from people who were working in those companies. Sure, when you already worked in there and you have pieces in your portfolio that the whole world recognises. With that in your life backpack you won't have an issue to get a job.
A junior doesn't have this luxury. They normally get a shit salary and treated like shit. And now, they might not be even hired because AI does enough of a job for way less.
I can tell by how you expressed this that you feel alienated from the more established artists with the big channels and shiny portfolios
Your perspective is very relatable, to many
Coming from someone who does run a business and a channel - that feeling of alienation can be mirrored, but from a different angle
When you’ve landed that awesome Blizzard job and you’re recognized, you quickly realize that that “status” brings little to no joy or satisfaction - you realize that that prize is empty, and now that you’re “up there”, people can think that you can no longer relate to the common rabble - so they avoid welcoming you and befriending you
That’s where the expression “it’s lonelier at the top” comes from
Real connection and camaraderie is replaced by “recognition” instead of empathy and compassion
So, when they tell you “Blizzard wasn’t a big deal, it was just a job”, they’re actually trying to tell you “stop treating me like I’m a precious gem that needs to be enclosed behind bullet-proof glass” - they want you to see their normalcy and relatability because they might feel really alienated and depressed and really want your friendship
Why do you think so many celebrities marry other celebrities, because they both know that that whole Hollywood hype is absolutely meaningless and superficial - and they truly crave human connection
They want what everyone else has, a meaningful conversation with a friend at a cafe and some nice music and atmosphere and memories - not the fucking paparazzi and worshippers that treat them like deities
You’re in a very special and meaningful place right now my friend. When you start building a name for yourself and people start humbling themselves around you - I want you to remember now. Remember how you feel today - that’s your anchor to your humanity and your ability to represent that community that promoted you to this prestigious status
And you’ll do your best to remind them that you believe that their voices and their creations are as valuable as yours - and you’ll mean it.
@@AdamDuffArt You are missing the original point here. AI is destroying income opportunities for the middle or lower classes.
Some millionaire in hollywood whiping their tears about missing human connection with dollar bills is a entirely unrelated concept.
But sure, once AI bros have destroyed the labour market, we will sure as hell connect amazingly by our shared lack of means to support our families.
@@overpope3510 Thank you for bringing the main point
@@SlateBlueC4t Both he and Josh are dancing around the whole gist of the problem and im really not sure why.
I really hope you're well with everything that's gone on in your life lately. Bless you Adam.
I think that this video is really representative of a healthy way to deal with feedback overload. A lot of people can quickly crumble under the stress of having hundreds of people very emotionally charged reaching out to you, commenting, or talking about you in their own spaces whether truthfully or in bad faith. It's a lot for anyone to take in. And the flood on top of all this? That's a recipe for a mental breakdown for a lot of people. I'm really proud of you Adam for keeping your cool and your head above the water during all this. You have my utmost respect for turning this challenging situation around and making it into a learning experience. You're such a legend man. I really hope you're doing wonderful and I hope better days are ahead!
Well thank you Michael. I’m doing very well indeed - but of course, you can’t take life’s challenges for granted, denial doesn’t help anyone
You're kind, considerate, and a genuinely human person, Adam. Incredibly thoughtful, and this hit me hard when you spoke of community, and that little bit of magic that makes us all artists. I've always found your advice and perspective insightful, you've helped me understand things I couldn't put words to.
Somehow your vids appear when I need direction in my journey and they've always helped nudge me on the path.
Thanks for being here ^-^
You regularly strategise with ErgoJosh on a shared strategy on how to get out of this situation which seems to be telling critics with the whole “if you are confident in your art, you don’t need to criticise AI” shtick.
What’s so hard in saying “I’m sorry that me and Josh incorporated highly unethical IP theft machines into our workflows?”
Probably because you are not sorry. That’s ok. Stand up for it then and say you don’t care about artists intellectual property. Or make a statement that you do and you will from now on accordingly. Just something with substance that’s on point and shows you care. Something more than another 30 minute video with no core message. Something to proves that you are a sincere art mentor not an art guru.
So happy to see you again! Thank you for this talk, I needed it. The fact you belong to this artists community and help to make it stronger, gives me strength to be an active member as well ♥️
Hey Adam! Thank you for this video! I’m glad that you’ve brought the “why” up, because I too am looking at this AI scare and pondering if it is making artists wonder “why” we do art in the first place. Regardless of circumstance, we should be doing art because it’s fun and because we want to express ourselves. That’s something that shouldn’t be easily taken away. I’m encouraged by how you handled the situation and I’m glad to see you’re safe from the flooding. Keep making art :)
I just needed this video. Amazing message. It really help me with the mindset towards art and the creative space. Keep up the work Adam. Its worth it.
I like hearing you talk and I like watching you paint and I do love your style. It tends to lift me up and make me want to paint, like a catalyst. I do art for self-discovery and because completing a piece feels satisfying. A lot of artists on youtube that used to paint and talk either changed their content or stopped altogether. You're still here, I try to motivate and improve and hope at some point the AI fad is over and it folds in on itself because of costs or lack of content to scrape. No matter what your stance is, at least you always seem to care.
I have been off UA-cam most of the summer doing life and parenting and trying to client work with a very active 7yo boy on the top of my head. Also visiting my home country and feeling a lot, plus UA-cam got half banned here. Did not know anything about the outrage that happened over your videos and the flood of your studio, but watching this video now I am so full of gratitude for words you find to describe this whole complex and vulnerable situation. I wish these things did not happen to you, but oh well, things happen. But things don't really ask us, they happen.
Thank you for that question. And for telling us here what were the insights and answers.
PS: when I watch your videos every time I remember the one you recorded about you being you because of women, because of your mum. And every time I hope that my son will be able to say the same when he grows up and when he will be able to use his voice and agency honestly and wisely and gracefully.
You have come a long way Adam and surely you are one of the pioneers of art on this platform. Neither the less your humanity and your sense of being is a gift for all of us. Happy to be called an artist in this community!
Thank you for being apart of this community you really have taught us all so much. Thank you for being the human that you are, were and will be.
When I saw the "scandal" related to you and ErgoJosh and the AI-art, I was disappointed because I looked up to you and listened to your videos and watched them. AI-art is sensitive topic because all of us pick up the tools against computer-generated art and many of us, artists are scared that we will be lost.
Why am I listening to you still? Because you touched my heart in art-talks throughout the years and even to a point that I cried and sobbed softly when I was on the edge of giving up my dream of being an artist and create my artworks. And your art talks brought me back to my road and pick up the pencil every freaking time.
You really went through a lot. Yet you remain grounded. In this era where so many youngsters are drifting rootles, just the fact that someone like you is available (albeit through the screen) must mean a lot. We need more mentors like you.
Thank you for your kind and encouraging words, Adam. Please take care of your back while redecorating your studio. Wishing you all the best, and I’m excited to see the new look!
Hi Adam! I hope you’re doing well and step by step your life comes to normality again. My best wishes for you and your family! (I’m finger crossing!)
You did it again, my friend. You always move me with your content and sensibility, but this time…Wow! You have me literally in tears.
I came to you and your content (even the mentorship) for your quality as human being and what’s the view you have of the art and its effects in everyone. I just write to you to say hello and give you all my support and love and say...don't change a thing! 😉
I wrote a previous comment about 'guru' yet now with this/yours definition I'm pretty sure that you should update your understanding of the word 'guru'. Your view is the popularized version of the word, where gurus exploit people whether that would be through money or other means.
This word also can describe people who are actually teaching spirituality (understanding about oneself) which is not negative/exploitive at all.
Ex. Trying to move past some emotions or states that hinder motivation to draw. Which yields massive returns in productivity.
The behaviors that you and those other gurus portray and the results you and they are trying to achieve will be overlapping.
That is also why I said last time that you portray similar things.
When you are speaking about people who are 'just as vulnerable to lose their art careers'. It portrays the AI problem as 'nothing to worry about' and 'if you are good enough, everything is going to be fine'.
The original statement that they are just as vulnerable, is just not accurate.
The problem is not black and white. It's about shifting the percentage of people that able to keep their jobs through their careers and shifting the percentage of how likely it is for people to lose their jobs.
Established artists and art influencers will have a much lower percentage of losing their careers.
While the perspective ' just keep drawing and don't worry ' I'm sure it's encouraging for a lot (temporarily), it's also a perspective where you realize that your house burned down when you were drawing.
People for example who have to work 9 to 5 and worse may not have time for art as much and because they don't have skills (now and forever or yet) because they have been snipped by AI, they may just move out of the art industry itself because they lacked 1 or maybe 2 years extra that was taken from them. We can't ignore them because 'everything will be okay just keep drawing'. It's not just 10% of the entire art industry. It scales exponentially toward new generations of artists.
This comes back to you basically saying right now "Only people who are elitist at the skill or earned the position through art-related topics (art influencers), are privileged enough to take the art as a job. So if you were not in the 5%~ (that shifted thanks to AI from a much higher number) go work your 9 to 5 job, because I don't care about your art career".
This not only goes hypocritically to what you are trying to portray, but also I'm sure this is not what you want to portray.
Do you think I'm going too far with what your words sound like / represent?
I'm sorry but it doesn't matter because it's just reality how this AI shifted the jobs. You not acknowledging this perspective is saying that you don't care about this. You not putting water onto the fire is basically letting the fire burn down the house.
The worst part about this is that every great artist was once in the lower percentages. The question is how much great talent was and will be burned and what great art we won't see, because of this.
I believe it would be more fair for you to acknowledge this than to move away from this.
I belong to another protective bubble that is related to game dev so I have other risks (although some overlapping). Worst case scenario if my house will burn down I can always dance with the devil. The artists can't dance with the devil, because even if they do, they will already be outpacedcedd by quantity from the masses.
While I personally monetarily don't have to worry about this entire issue. I still care.
Why?
First is lowering the quality of everything coming along...
There are so many negative outcomes it will lead to. Whether that would be a lower amount of good artists, studios lying about their ai usage, or many games on Steam that obfuscate it, anything related to art will plateau or lower the quality of the products that you consume daily, music that you listen to or buy, assets that you try to buy, so much vitriol in every place where you can turn a easy ai lie into a quick buck or two.
Greed is the second.
The other reason is very egotistically experiential. I'm greedy to say that I want to experience great art, I want to increase the chances of those arts existing. We all probably saw pieces that are stuck in our minds... We all saw mediums that moved our core. I want to be part of this world where there are more pieces like this. Where I also have a chance of making the games that are worth playing. Not AI obfuscated slops.
I want to make games where I don't have to look around my shoulder thinking every outsourced piece is AI-made. Where every person I commission puts me in trenches...
If my ranting will pour one small cup which will save any artist from downfall, then my cup of water was good enough...I will be there at the age of 70 unknowingly looking at one piece that moved my core for the last time.
This is why we can't just look at this problem through such a narrow lens, ignoring way. Let's not realize this after it's too late.
Once again I'm not saying those things out of negativity, but for the reasons that I do believe this channel has value for artists. In the end, if I thought otherwise I would just move on. We both want artists to thrive.
Take care.
i respect you so much, Adam, as much as i value your deep thoughtful content. you’ve always kept me up during my struggles and i wish all the best things for you❤️🔥
Watching this kerfuffle go down these past weeks. I've always had a nagging feeling that there was a piece to this conversation that was missing. This video hits pretty close to the conclusion I came to for myself as an art hobbyist. Of course there's the ethical and monetary/industry issues with AI image generation. But there's also a very human aspect to all this - when you talk about community, passion, and the why people pick up a pencil or tablet in the first place and here comes AI image generation tracking it's muddy boots all in our house....it's quite offensive in every regard.
Through pain and doubt, it takes great strength to seek for the light when plunged in shadows. I always appreciate your eloquence and the sensitivity you bring to the table, it is in my opinion more than welcome and valuable especially nowadays. Thank you for being part of that big family and happy redecorating!
This last year sucked for me also. I have faced my fears that I am failure and a nobody again and again. I can only imagine how hurt people felt when they felt you went against them. With the amount of emotions that are going on right now.
But your channel offers so much healing in the art community, so much reflecting, looking in, and having hope despite everything. So whatever happened (i couldn't be here for it, I wanted to but just couldn't.) I very much hope your channel continues. Cause your work that you do is sorely needed. We need safe places to mourn and be hopeful on this very difficult path and to have community in this all.
I never gave you anything but you gave me many things that shaped me into who I am today, I learn so much thing from you over the past few years, not just about art and the industry but about how to deal with my problem and my life, thank you so much for making a dreamer become an artist
I'm just now learning about all that happened, but I just wanted to come here and say thank you for being an inspiration Adam, hope everything gets better 💜
Thank you so much - yes everything’s doing wonderfully :)
Hej Adam, Oksana from Germany here. I dont' think we will ever meet or get to know eachother, but I wanted to say, that you inspire me so much. There has seldom been someone that knows how to put into words, what Art, Community and Exceptence feels like to me.
I make traditional sculptures and teach 3D Art. My family does not understand why I would ever want to persue a career in art and "choose to be poor". It's fine. They are good people but they just don't see the world in the same way we do. But sometimes this fact can be hard and make you feel lonely and unsure.
I thank you Adam for crafting this community and making art talks.
Adam! You are the best!! Thank you for being there for us, for me. ❤ I'm glad you are fine now. Never give up! Be strong, and be loving! It matters so much for so many people! Much love to you❤🔥
The reason I watch you? You're the stranger that I will likely never meet that I wish was my friend who has taught me or pointed out things or perspectives that I did not know or maybe had glossed over. A role model that i have always wanted and never been able to find. Not just as an artist but as a person.
It sounds to me like you too would be a wonderful friend to have Sinclaire. Thank you.
Brilliant, inspiring and so well communicated. Thank you and take care.
great kind message. Thanks, it translated a lot of we all feel, and also call us to confront that big scary question 'why'. It's weird how this question makes me so afraid. Thanks for the videos, hope it works well with the studio. Also, it's very very inspiring to see a person take this student route on life happenings, It's an amazing example of learning curve. Not because u messed up, I don't think u did, but because of the 'learning with a building purpose' approach u took, the intent of maintaining a relationship on top of it all. Very hard to do on day to day life. Great lesson for us too see.
Thanks for the wonderful video Adam, so sorry to hear about the flood, hope you’re pulling through, cannot wait for the next set up video if you do one! Good luck with everything!
This message is so beautiful and has brought me to tears as I was listening to you. Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts and feelings. Happy painting.
I was thinking about a Phoenix rising from the ashes before I watched this video. Thank you for sharing. Your words are always so encouraging, except not with all the drama going on. I didn't watch the video you uploaded about Ergo Josh. My only thought when I saw the drama was that most of your video was probably taken out of context. However, the concerns about AI were important to listen to from other artists, and a lot of them have been suffering silently for some time now.
I'm sorry you were burned so many times.
As to why I watch your videos, it's because your words are genuine, especially on art and the struggles about it. You have a way of showing empathy where it's needed.
Beautiful, amazing words, Adam! Thank you as always.
You are human Adam. And I want to tell you that you are one of the best out there. Thank you for being you and for your videos.❤
Didn't knew nothing about the flood sorry to hear that, I hope your family is ok and in good health, and all the streng and energy from NZ.
AI will expose those who have always been toxic and anneal those who have true passion for art.
While I agree with “ignore Ai keep making art” something about the tone and vibe of the message feels off for me. I did feel betrayed when ergo Josh came out as an Ai bro and then again when you defended him. While I did resub to you and am giving you grace Josh’s condescension, hostility, and toxicity towards his audience means I can never extend that grace to him. I did not leave angry comments on either of your videos but my disappointment is likely on par with those who did, what made me come back was your willingness to consider why your audience felt so betrayed and hurt by you actions. I still think this video is lacking in full accepting the hurt you caused and I’m more willing to extend grace and understanding towards angry and hurt artists who are justifiably fearful for their jobs, livelihood, and futures, than I am content creators who are more insulated from the threat of generative Ai. In your video you touched on how many people come for you and not your art but that’s not the reality most artist operate in. As a professional 3D artist I’m also more insulated from the threat of Ai art (for now) but I can see my fellow artists hurting and think their criticisms shouldn’t be ignored. It is fundamentally evil in how it’s being designed, trained, marketed, and those who use it are not artists. I started making art because I had things I wanted to communicate and art was the only way I felt I could do that, and while I’ve always had to balance making money and making things I found fulfilling Ai art is fundamentally incapable of making meaningful art, only content. My biggest fear isn’t even the jobs that are currently being lost, as horrible as that is, it’s the loss of future artists and art that Ai is robbing us of. People who may have gone on to create no styles or works demotivated because of Ai, or took the easy way out instead of refining their skills. Culturally Ai art will cost us a lot if it’s allowed to continue in its current form. So while “ignore Ai keep making art” has generally been my way of operating I don’t love how the harms of Ai went so unaddressed in this video.
I see you because, of your open mindset, you don't attach yourself to a simple answer.
I like your art because your paintings say to me what means to be in the skin of a specific creature and how it feels to survive, live or feel what they feel.
The community loves you Adam!
I can only imagine the challenges of being a well known pillar for the art community. No matter what there are always going to be people that are upset with you and I know you're wise and strong enough to handle that but regardless I want to thank you for sticking around for us. I don't expect to agree with everything you say or for you to be perfect to recognize the value and kindness you bring to all of us. I wish you the best in all you do 🖤
I can't recall actually ever disagreeing with you anyway to be honest. I admire your compassion and understanding in how you approach topics and how you don't let your ego get in the way of what really matters. It's very apparent you care both about art and your fellow artists and that means a lot.
Thank you for the video, Adam
Your videos means a lot in my pursuit to become a better artist and person
17:55 Well, you got everything right in my case except one thing. No one really told me that I'm good at it. I got it way after I commit myself to art and it's not the main reason for me to be a part of this community. My motivation is mostly internal and I post mostly just to make a living and connect with others.
I understand that you tried to cover the most common path I just found this thought interesting and wanted to share it.
Why i watch you and care about what you have to say? I definitely share in the sentiment many other commenters seem to have, you're like an 'art dad'.
Your and my art style are very different, but that doesn't mean i can't appreciate the way you draw. I find myself drawn in by the way you put it all together, the brushstrokes slowly but surely adding to a piece. It's not my art style, but your process satisfies some kind of shiny curiosity in me 😁
Even more often, I'm just listening to your calm voice and interesting topics you talk about paired with gentle background music. It really helps me focus and get in the right mood for drawing. Whenever i can afford to sit down with my sketchbook for a while, i put one or more of your videos on, they're great motivators.
If i had the money and time, I'd love to follow your classes someday. I come from a creative family, half of them musicians and half of them painters, my 9 year old loves dancing 😊. I wouldn't trade this kind of community for all the money in the world, I imagine it would feel so empty. So you saying that we're all a part of the same artist DNA if you will, really gives me warm feelings and makes me emotional 😊 I hope you'll keep creating videos, so that i can listen to your two cents for many more years to come❤
Well, this message just warmed MY heart. I love hearing that the arts have spread across the many branches of your family- and it sounds like you’ve had a profound influence on your own children.
Rest assured that’s a fact that they’ll proudly show off when they get older. Your passions mean a lot to them - it’s their place of comfort - you are their comfort zone :)
And it’s clear to me that you’re also a comfort zone for your fellow artists as well - what you shared with me doesn’t only bring me joy, but everyone who reads it as well ❤️
@@AdamDuffArt You're going to make me tear up 🥹 Really appreciate you ❤️😊
Adam, your videos always seem to come up when I need them. They’ve helped me through a lot of moments of doubt on the way to building a creative life. Thank you for sharing these with us despite all the curveballs life has thrown at you recently!
I love curveballs - especially the ones that hit you in the face - they're the ones that remind you that life is an exciting challenge that requires your respect and devotion. :)
I think all of this just shows your true fans people who really do care about you who knows how to get on your wavelength and respect it and you people who are understanding, who knows when to speak and when to just listen. I love that every time I watch one of your videos I learn so much I have a lot of respect for you and your work keep it up 👍🏽
Love your videos Adam can’t wait to see the new flames
Hi Adam!
I hope you'll be able to finish the repairs after the flood without too much trouble.
I'll revisit this vid in a couple of months. I'm probably not in the right state of mind, because only things i got out of this first watch was "the community of recognized established artists will be fine despite AI, btw i played wow classic, so i'm oldschool". Probably missed the point among the fancy words.
Full points for the Victor Borge nod. 😆
I remember when I brought up the subject and how I did not envy your position in the AI drama. The moment you said "I love it," I knew exactly what you meant. Not the drama or vitriol. You loved that it stood as undeniable proof of the passion still alive in your community. In a world getting increasingly numb to things, this subject went to the heart of those affected by it, and they showed it to you.
Art is meant to be a form of communication between people. Without a person on the other side. It wouldn't be considered art.
Beautifully said.
@@AdamDuffArt I hate how people call it AI art - those are AI images
I love that font on your cover. What is it? If you don’t mind sharing.
Thankyou for your. Takes makes me feel less. Crazy I still don’t fully know my why but I feel good trying to find it . Looking for my why keeps me. Wanting more for my art and how I can incorporate it in my life to make a living out of it
Something I have been thinking about a lot is how art takes on new meaning once you understand the artist or alternatively how you are able to understand a person so much more by the art they create. The whole reason I go to art is the story and emotions it conveys and I feel that there is a very intimate relationship between art and artist and being granted the opportunity to see that and to look into their mind and see their passion bleed out is so special.
I think back on the video you made with Istebrak a while ago and how you were able to look into her art and find so much emotion beneath the skin of her portraits. I don't know why that moment out of all of them sticks out to me so much but I think about it a lot and every time I do without fail I always go wow. I want to be someone like that. I want to be someone that can look at a piece of art and walk away with a better understanding of that artist and an appreciation for the emotion and passion layered within that work. I have deep respect for your kindness and empathy, watching you always inspires me to become the best version of myself and for that I thank you.
Tyler's work makes me look deeper into landscaping, and looking for some tricks to create what is in my mind. I sink into his Photoshop art... and try to replicate it on Clip Studio... or Krita (Re-learning Krita, thanks CSP).
Marc is straight to the point... but his intro though... Bro's reality got destroyed before the actual lesson of art and anatomy comes.
Brooke Eggleston has a passion project, and I'm eager to see it come to life... I wonder if entry-level is acceptable for an indie... Immediately subbed, he noticed me.
The Art Mentor? I'm subbed. Revealed some common mistakes in the market, and now I am more concerned and rethinking my approach to a changing economy and career.
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My heart is for the indie. Through fire and ice, and yet I see the indie industry thrive with passion, from pilots to outright miniseries, to an actual animated series. From the soloists to a small group, to a literal team.
And yet it has its own problems. How can you lead when you cannot bring yourself up? How can you care if you don't care for yourself? How can you claim to love your team, if you didn't love yourself in the first place? Another issue I see in the indie is... well, the cases of the groomers and... toxic people.
Yes, even indie teams with good income have people who didn't get through their own issues... or just do not deserve to lead an indie team at all (For the actual jerks, not the mentally challenged... If you have trauma, PLEASE, SEEK HELP).
No one is perfect. Not even in the realm of abstractions. Never meet your heroes, unless they can relate to your own turmoil. We have inner demons. We have vulnerabilities. Most of us are scarred, and yet some of us have a heart of gold... but mine is a heart of fire... and it just... burns... anyone... indiscriminately.
Currently in the PaperDemon ARPG community, lots of chill and passionate people. Even they can relate to the pain of an artist or a Creator.
I already had a barrage of reality checks... when I became a small Creator. Doesn't have to be paid. Just have a record... and you're good to go. Better to have a million than to have nothing... even if you have... favorite OCs.
Is this a TED talk? Dunno. But if you read this far...
*_I love you in all your facets. You are... treasured, cherished, somewhere. The smallest amount of people who see you more than what others see of you... can impact your life._*
(Montreal man detected. Canada changed my life.)
Finally, when you ask: "What are you doing right now?", I can say I'm inking my elf design for my portfolio. Because earlier I saw your God of War artbook review :D
Keep it up Adam, and many thanks!
Well thank you! I swear that art book also immediately puts me in “wanting to draw” mode as well
A beautiful listen as always. Man, I somehow totally missed the controversy - so sorry to hear that - it is mystifying to me that anyone could interpret your content as anything other than a sincere desire to help artists. Thanks for the perspectives and for taking even barbs and negativity as an opportunity to grow.
Have always respected you and your opinion and content after finding you a few years ago or so.
I was by no means an AI tech bro, but did enjoy the leaps and bounds AI was making. That being said, I'd found my niche in art and made about 1.5k over the course of a few months, the first time I've made money with my art ever. And then AI hit and I was right back where I started. Destitute, nearly homeless and without food yet again. I think AI is super neat, but right as I was falling into step and achieving things with my art, it tripped me up and I feel like it's kept me down.
Its pathetic of me, but I gave up on drawing and have only recently begun again because I realized I missed it, but AI is still a sore spot for me. I want to like it, but I can't help but feel disenfranchised and overshadowed by it.
Thanks for videos like this, thanks for that powerfull resilience portrayal.
*nods* :D As an artist and a fellow wow player the analogy is very on point ! Anyway, I'm happy you are doing well beside all the awful things lately. Your perspective is always very inspiring and gives me hope. Thank you!
What’s the background music it’s so beautiful
I know it was mostly rhetorical...but having only found your channel about 6 months ago I listen to you because unlike a lot of creators on this platform you're not afraid to drop an F bomb. The first time I heard one I knew I had to subscribe because you didn't censor yourself for the sake of your vision. You're "real" when it comes to talking art, and this platform needs more of that.
As an anarchist I am very polarized on many things including the use of machine learning models to create and replace artists, that being said, I will always listen to your opinion, I know you're trying to look at things objectively and I understand where you're coming from, lots of people who mentioned you on a few of the videos i've watched didn't really know who you were, and I know that parasocial relationships are bad and we don't know each other at all, that's alright, I feel like I can trust you to come from a good place no matter what and have our best interests in mind, if nothing else, I am one of the few (or many) who appeciate your veiw no matter what it is.
And because of that trust - I hold myself to a very high moral standard. Thank you so much :)
Wow, I was never so early in the comments with Adam's channel, just couldn't resist to comment :)
And now let me check out video to find out "why"!
when you where one of the messages. I'm glad to see you back and not submerged still
You're the anchor of the healthy part of art community Adam. Your channel acts as the bright, just and genuine pulsar showing the way for the lost souls in the vast universe of hardships and illusions. Live long and prosper brother.
You're very kind. I don't think the artists who spend entire videos flaming other artists for their choice or their supposed use of AI deserve so much unterstanding. Hatred is not acceptable whatever the reason.
Beautifully said Vallis. Hatred is a destructive force indeed - but it's also a window into a vulnerability that can be uncovered, that can be decoded to grant the observer or the one suffering this hatred, a window into the truth. And it's not until that truth Is visible that healing and growth can happen.
I appreciate your compassion and courage. Hpefully you'll also take some time to step away from the internet and the commentors, and surround yourself with loved ones and people whose opinions and emotions actually matter. I've been in this position as an 'influencer', and no matter how resilient one is, this stuff will take its toll.
I like what I see you do. I like what I hear from you. I cry for you and with you. You're my "church" which is not a building, but is actually defined as a community and family. Artists are my church.
I am in this community because I would like to express and create... something that I don't see is possible outside art. When I read a great book or a great game I cannot let it end there. I want to be able to play with and create whatever I have enjoyed from all these things.
realizing how much of a stereotype I was in high-school as "the art kid" :D
firstly, allow me to offer my absolute highest of respect for you sir.
though I don't comment much on most things, I've had a huge amount of respect for you for a while, been listening to you for a long time. though as an artist i have nothing to stand on, as a person I'm fairly good at distinguishing the authenticity of some of people, I've never question that the Adam on screen is some that comes from a genuine place of offering his experience and advice to us and I'm great full for.
I don't how i could have handled the same events but i don't think I'd have handle in such a mature and wise way, i don't mean to minimize it, after all anything i could imagine is probably not accurate. but never the less thank you for sharing your perspective and i wish you the beat and know that ill be around listening, even if i don't say much.
Adam, I'm sorry to hear all that and man... I hope you get all good! I have a dream of study with you! A hug from Brazil!
Really needed to hear this, Adam. Hugs.
Please move the lights outside the screen. I will get blind
Oh man, I can't keep thinking that YOU won't be a politician, which is good because those people don't care about what people think about them. You are an ARTIST who shows empathy, sympathy, understanding, and growth. Must of us forget about this little details in life that make us a better person and made a better community.
I’ve had my own experiences with reactions to a video. It’s a small channel but I’m grateful. I follow Josh and I don’t agree about AI but I don’t follow either of you because I want you to agree with me. I think society, even the art community has missed that. It’s not politics or shared opinions that binds us. Its art. What kind of art community is it if we morphed into a “I don’t agree with you so I hate you?” The art tablet review game is tough. I’m not the level of artist at 52 that many are but I’ve got words. I can’t teach you to paint a portrait, I can pass on what I know being a creative person. I use your videos as inspiration for when I make that shift. Be well.
Why? I don't know Adam you tell me
why? --- I'll tell you why.... because!
That was a good Jesse Ventura impression
@@arknark thank you :)
I feel bad for putting why what now after actually listening-
Yeah it does seem like a cool idea when you're able to geek out about how something looks when you're in the thick of art. And kinda sick that we all go through this journey of self-doubt and trial and error through all these fundamentals and art pieces. Makes me think its badass to have gone through this even if painful.
I wish I could draw every day. I enjoy drawing but feel lost coming up with ideas and composition. I can look at something and draw it fairly well. But transforming it into something new I get lost, and frustrated.
Yep, that sounds frustratingly relatable Donny - just don't stop, if you're here, if you're learning and trying your best - you're growing.
I would like to recommend Marco Mateu Mastre book framed ink and Andrew Loomis Creative Illustration. They break down how they approach composition, for exercises I would do studies from them and also use them to create compositions of my own using whatever subject matter you find interesting, be it people, environments, vehicles or animals. Keep a journal, write down memorable moments in your life, things you find interesting, etc. Use those as a basis to create simple stories, and let those stories drive your composition.
I have the same problem, but I've figured out a way to generate ideas for myself by doing the action of just slowly making shapes and form until it starts to look like something, and then I go from there. Most of the videos on my channel are just me figuring out what to draw in real time (but sped up). Pencils are a bit difficult to do this with, but charcoal has been a life saver.
Why? Youre like a big art brother to me. I appreciate your wisdom and experience. Im glad you have this channel because its the closest thing ill ever get to working with you in the studio 😄
"The strongest thing you can do is open your heart" Lego movie 2. You have taught me that vulnerability is strength. 💪
That word “brother”, is a big deal to me. A brothers someone that you feel safe being yourself with - someone you don’t need to wear a mask around.
That takes a huge amount of trust to offer someone. Id be a fool to take that gift for granted.
I am new to this controversy (really had no idea until this video) but I've always respected your perspective, and your work on UA-cam has always been so inspiring and therapeutic for me.
AI is... *sigh* I hate it on so many levels. To me the moral/ethical nightmare it poses makes it not worth it. If you can't sleep well at night knowing that your work isn't 100% your creation, then... why do it?
It was so weird - in a good way! - when you asked us why are we watching you. Is it because your art or not. To be honest, I totally admire your skills and style and everything you do, but from a skillset POV. Your art niche is not mine, I am not into horror at all, never was, because I hate to feel scared. And I am still here, happily watching and re-watching your vids :D Why? The part when you went into how it looks like when 2 artists are meeting and looking at each others' piece.... that is so true! You are my people, doesn't matter what you draw or how, you went trough a lot, gained experience and experienced very similar things that I do - that many of us do! From insecurity to poverty, but too stubborn to give up the thing we love, even if we had to get not art related jobs.... the desire to keep going despite all the struggle, the social media pressure and depression, finding our own voice, AI... and you just know when you talk with another artist. I also got many comments about yeah, my pieces are so beautiful and such, and that is totally welcomed and I am happy and grateful for these comments! But artist comments? That's on a different level, they do get into specifics, "oh god, the way you draw anatomy" or "the way you paint your lights!!!" or "how you use your textures maaan". Artists are extremely specific about what they like xD So, even though your niche is not mine, I can wholeheartedly drool over your pieces, because of the way you use your brushes and the way you use soft lighting... and then we can "bond over" - well, it is quite one-sided, bc I watch you, you don't even know I exist - our shared traumas and struggles and successes, doesn't matter if it is about getting a big job, winning an art competition or managed to draw something that we couldn't draw 6 months ago.
It doesn't really matter if you are one of the most seeked out artist on Artstation and I am literally no one, we are siblings and other artists are also our siblings and this is why I listen to you. Because I can relate and you are my people.
you are golden hearted,worry not.i am a happy loyal subscriber
I rarely comment on youtube videos becuase I usually feel like it's a waste of my time, you either get drowned out or the creator doesn't care anyway. I only shared my frustrations with you because I knew you were the kind of person that would be willing to listen and reflect, otherwise I wouldn't have bothered.
I like your opinion on things and the iPad Pro review specifically (the M2 one, when everyone was like "why is there hover now???" and you understood why it's a big deal). Also thanks for defending ergojosh.
Adam is still goated.