Nathan Wagner - Trauma

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  • Опубліковано 23 гру 2024

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  • @nathanwagner762
    @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому +636

    Here's my new song "Trauma." It means a ton to me. Writing is the best way for me to find clarity. Writing this one gave me a ton. A lot of the "Traumatic" things I went through changed the way I thought and saw the world. Which changed the way I unconsciously reacted to everything. In the deepest part of my heart, love and connection are the only things that I actually long for. But because of the things that have happened, I'll often truly believe I'm unworthy.
    Love you all. Hope you like the song. It's available on all streaming platforms :)

    • @loch-tobiasf2780
      @loch-tobiasf2780 4 роки тому +8

      This song has just a moving meaning to it and the lyrics really hit hard. Lots of love for you Nathan ❤

    • @sarahbrown1710
      @sarahbrown1710 4 роки тому +15

      You are worthy Nathan Wagner, you don’t know me but you’ve helped me so many ways. Your worthy Nathan Wagner, your an amazing artist. Stay safe and stay strong sir💕

    • @alveajeancapulong62
      @alveajeancapulong62 4 роки тому +3

      thank youuu!!! love your songs 🥺🧡

    • @goofball9173
      @goofball9173 4 роки тому +1

      Thank You ❤️

    • @tasia3236
      @tasia3236 4 роки тому +2

      You deserve all the love in the world Nathan♥️

  • @mateonicolasrosado6559
    @mateonicolasrosado6559 4 роки тому +165

    When I heard you for the first time, I considered you one in millions of singers; but since I started listening to your lyrics, reading your comments and thinking about this life from your point of view, I have already known you are special, because every part of every song of yours means something deep and significant, and if I hadn't had that thought, I wouldn't have seen this way to watch the world. Thank you so much. Greetings from Peru.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому +29

      Means the universe. Thank you so much. Love from Chicago

    • @dariadaniellemusic
      @dariadaniellemusic 4 роки тому +5

      @@nathanwagner762 some people from my church were planning on going to Chicago last week for this annual homeless outreach/mission trip thing and we had to cancel because of how dangerous it is there right now. Not sure what your beliefs and worldview are but I just wanted you to know a whole lotta Washingtonians are praying for you guys right now!

  • @ornelakaci8844
    @ornelakaci8844 4 роки тому +9

    Trauma makes you afraid of every little thing. You feel like a turtle under the shell because you do not want to face that sad reality. The best way is not forgetting it, but growing out of it.
    Thank you Nathan Wagner for this beautiful and truthful song💕👏👏

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому +1

      Thank you for listening🙏

    • @Elizabeth-ty9lv
      @Elizabeth-ty9lv Рік тому

      Trauma is something your brain learnt. It was it's way to react to specific circumstances.... and if you learnt it, you can learn again to manage your thoughts, how that makes you feel, and after a lot of hardwork, you'll realise that trauma is in the past now... you achieve peace and happiness. I still having some nightmares, and sometimes it seems the trauma is back... but one step at a time... and you'll arrive~

  • @lonew0lf072
    @lonew0lf072 4 роки тому +145

    Here are the lyrics to this true masterpiece of music:
    Trauma changes, rearranges
    Takes the man I was, and breaks him
    Walls come up
    All I am is numb and jaded
    Ego splits, my soul deflated
    Walls come up
    These walls come up
    All I´ve ever wanted was to be loved my somebody
    But the man I used to be is so far gone
    Circling through memories, all this trauma gets me trembling
    No I can´t let you in, it´s been too long
    I´d rather feel nothing at all, than have to deal with all the pain inside my heart
    When she died I swore I´d never love again
    And it´s been years but I´m calloused up like this
    All I ever wanted was to be loved by somebody
    But the man I used to be is so far gone
    Circling through memories, all this trauma gets me trembling
    No I can´t let you in, it´s been too long
    But the man I used to be is dead and gone
    I never feel alive, cause fear controls my life
    I try to break this bind, but all these ghosts come with their knives
    Don´t want to live this way, afraid of everything
    This trauma´s taken me, I´m falling in the deep
    All I ever wanted was to be loved by somebody
    But the man I used to be is so far gone
    Circling through memories, all this trauma gets me trembling
    No I can´t let you in, it´s been too long
    The man I used to be is dead and gone
    The man I used to be is dead and gone
    Gotta say, really impressed by this one Nathan. My girl died in October last year and your music really helped me to get through this. Can really relate to this one ❤️❤️❤️

  • @wifiwulf
    @wifiwulf 4 роки тому +109

    This was honestly great timing, just an hour and a half ago I opened up to my pack about the suicide of one of my friends last year and how I still felt responsible for her death. The healing of trauma can’t be done alone, I tried that for too long before finally opening up to people I trusted strongly about it and started down the path of actually healing instead of shoving it aside and soldiering on

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому +24

      I’m so sorry😢 Can’t even imagine what you’re going through. Everything can be so difficult. Your loved. I’m rooting for you. Be blessed

    • @xpworks8811
      @xpworks8811 4 роки тому +4

      In my pack, a girl is always alway looking for a way to hurt herself(small knife cuts). Luckily nothing serious. I am pretty sure I get the feeling or something close, I wish luck on your healing.

    • @Myrkul-D
      @Myrkul-D 3 роки тому +1

      It can. But I think it only works for me because it’s how I heal. “Time heals all wounds. But too much time and it’ll be as if nothing ever happened.” So you have to know yourself before you try or else anything could happen. No matter the situation or consequences.

  • @babes_51.k85
    @babes_51.k85 4 роки тому +6

    Before my grandma passed away, she told me "just because you are broken doesn't mean your broken all the way. There is always somebody there to pick you back up on your feet , I love you kiddo" Those were the last word i herd from her, and i still miss her to this day, grams if your reading this, i just want you to know i love you, and i won't let you down!
    .........................................
    Trama does hurt, but you have to learn how to move on, fight, and walk with your head UP High. Life is not gonna be hard, but it sure ain't gonna be easy, is what you make it. Thx, Nathan!! Your a true legend!

  • @trinamarie5255
    @trinamarie5255 4 роки тому +7

    Do you need a hug? Because I feel like you need a big one. Someone give this man a hug.
    Not gonna lie...this song gave me feels.

  • @MulinaTheAngelWolf
    @MulinaTheAngelWolf 4 роки тому +147

    I see an upload, I know I need to listen ... and this timing couldn’t be any more perfect.

  • @jessim9695
    @jessim9695 4 роки тому +16

    Oh my 😥 I lost my cat a couple days ago, he fell asleep next to my head and didn't wake up, he was old and done but I was not prepared for that. I've had him nearly my entire adult life.
    Sigh.
    Somehow your timing is always amazing.
    I hope you're recovering from your trauma.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому +1

      Thank you! I’m so sorry to hear about your cat🙏

  • @Da_868
    @Da_868 4 роки тому +12

    I've struggled with not feeling worthy of any love as well, but something that really helps me is something Jesus said in Mark 10:18. He said, "No one is good but God alone." The title of *good* is unattainable by any of us. We all have already failed to be good. We're all on the same level as each other.
    Feeling unworthy for me stemmed from my pride. Legality is on pride's speedial and pride was on my speedial. But taking everyone's achievements and putting them next to God's has shown me how silly chasing pride is. Even if you could outshine every star in the galaxy, you can never outshine God. Worldly achievements won't last, but God is forever. If anyone reading has the same problem that I've had, try spending some time doing things for God's glory and not yours and you should find some peace.
    I hope this helps all of you reading in some way and that you all have a lovely week!

    • @backfliptothefuture8289
      @backfliptothefuture8289 4 роки тому +1

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    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому +3

      🙏🙏🙏

  • @Holy_Cowjin
    @Holy_Cowjin 4 роки тому +26

    Thank you my friend for putting everything I feel and everything that scares me into words

  • @tasia3236
    @tasia3236 4 роки тому +20

    Never related more to anyone in my life. you, your story, and your music really take my breath away.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому +5

      😢😢😢 Love you Tasia

    • @Nocteul
      @Nocteul 4 роки тому +1

      same, same i relate to all the lyrics

  • @BlackoutArtz
    @BlackoutArtz 4 роки тому +40

    YES
    10 seconds in and it already sounds AMAZING! I needed this

  • @artbookgaming
    @artbookgaming 4 роки тому +3

    As someone who considers their childhood to have ended by the age of 6, this hits home. Just remembering how I used to be so happy, careless, a child, it hurts so much to know that was all thrown away within a half a year, how a super social and kind kid turned into a silent ghost in the background, barely existing, incapable of speaking. You're not alone with this, as much as that also brings the pain of wishing no one else had to go through anything like this, we are many. The shit you've been through has been bad, as much as I like to down play mine constantly, I know it's bad for me too. We can get through this. If you need someone to listen, someone to just be and understand, I can give it a shot. Love ya.

  • @arkturus425
    @arkturus425 4 роки тому +305

    If you have the courage to die,
    then have to courage to at least *TRY* to live.

    • @arkturus425
      @arkturus425 4 роки тому +35

      Or else you're just as shattered as you think.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому +38

      Λгkturus_425 amen amen amen. Beautiful

    • @deannerust5322
      @deannerust5322 4 роки тому +14

      I totally understand how you feel I have had a lot of trama in my life and if it wasn't for my kids giving me a reason to get up an take that step every morning and now grandkids I have PTSD from rape, abuse plus other tramatising things find that one thing that helps you take that one step!

    • @sarahkiani4694
      @sarahkiani4694 4 роки тому +8

      @@deannerust5322 my dear...you've been holding up so well..I am so proud of you..may God help us to get through every trauma and hardle we are facing...cuz it worths to try..life will always get better at some point I hope🙏🏻❤

    • @guzelking
      @guzelking 3 роки тому +2

      Amen

  • @belindamarcano1390
    @belindamarcano1390 4 роки тому +6

    It is as if you spied on our hearts and managed to express what we want. Your heart has a strong bond with empathy.

  • @reinstriver5432
    @reinstriver5432 4 роки тому +28

    This song, for me at least, is probably the best one you've made thus far. The instrumentals are no short of breath taking, I wouldn't even be mad if the entire thing was just the instrumental music!
    And not to mention the lyrics, oh god the lyrics are so pure and incredible! You've gone through a lot huh buddy? I wish you nothing but the best in the coming years and your whole Future Nathan, you deserve to be heard and listened to. Someone so talented is a rarity, I really can't compare you to any other singer because you hit all the right spots in the right ways.
    Be it Vocals, Instrumentals or lyrics. The meanings of the songs themselves and everything about your music is just the epitome of perfection when it comes to making the listener emotional and thinking about life and themselves.
    Those lyrics, "When she died I swore I'd never love again" hit me hard because I imagined losing the person I've fallen deeply for, she has health problems so at times I can't help but worry about her. This song makes me appreciate what I have and what I've found even more, thank you for writing such beautiful music! Thank you for making me appreciate my relationship so much more!
    The lyrics "All I ever wanted was to be loved by somebody" also resonates with me, because before finding love I didn't find meaning to my life, it helped me like myself and gave me confidence in myself. It helped me choose a career path for my future and Gave me an actual future to look forward to. It's the reason I love my significant other so much, because of how much positivity she has given to my life.
    Again, this song made me appreciate all I have so much more... I hope you understand how much your music changes the lives of people and helps them understand themselves and their lives.
    You deserve to be Happy, to be heard and to always shine for others with your music. It makes a huge change for many people's lives, I even have a friend who always listens to your song "Innocence" when she's sad, because the song apparently helps her a lot.
    I would say Good luck in your career, but the world just won't and can't stay ignorant forever.
    I will however say good luck with your life and relations, I hope you will always continue to be an inspiration for all of us listeners!
    You're the best Music artist I know! Go Nathan! Show us and the world what you can do!

    • @xpworks8811
      @xpworks8811 4 роки тому +2

      Demon Lord Rimuru, I feel same. (I bad at wording)

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому +3

      Thank you! I appreciate your words🙏

    • @HeroKiro
      @HeroKiro 4 роки тому +2

      I agree with many of what was said here, but i will say this. I disagree with the second to last paragraph about luck. I'd say god-speed, and may it take you farther than luck may ever.

    • @reinstriver5432
      @reinstriver5432 4 роки тому

      @@HeroKiro ah yeah. I haven't really used that phrase before... but I guess you're right?
      Godspeed to you I guess haha, hope you succeed in life as well 😁😁😁

    • @MikeEShea
      @MikeEShea 4 роки тому

      I have no words for this perfection. Especially as you get older, you see yourself in the mirror and wonder when that man died. Absolutely awesome, Nathan. As always.

  • @Thestarryynight
    @Thestarryynight 4 роки тому +10

    Trauma changes all of us. And I’m sure most of us here can relate to this song and it’s lyrics! So thanks as always for blessing us with your beautiful music and voice! Your amazing💗🥺

  • @loch-tobiasf2780
    @loch-tobiasf2780 4 роки тому +54

    This day just got a whole lot better. Your music means so much to me Nathan and it has helped me through so much. I truly believe that your music saved my life!! Thank you for the new song Nathan!! Lots of love and support for you ❤🙏

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому +9

      Absolutely honored 😭 Bless you Izzy ❤️

  • @aikarepip6871
    @aikarepip6871 4 роки тому +13

    This song is extremely beautiful. You always make such relatable songs and this one just broke my heart. I'm telling you this now, you've connected to many, many people through your lyrics. I am one of those people who appreciates your words with all of their heart. Thank you for showing such a vulnerable and beautiful part of you. It really brings me hope.

  • @elao3270
    @elao3270 4 роки тому +5

    I can only say wow wow and wow I have no words. You are the best Nathan.

  • @azawrath7280
    @azawrath7280 4 роки тому +10

    Man... your other songs have hit different, but with this one feels like you opened my life’s story. Your talent goes without speaking, man. Stay safe and healthy.

  • @bluebowser3121
    @bluebowser3121 4 роки тому +4

    Your music has so much soul. You put your emotions and pain into your songs and it shines through in every word. I want the world to discover you like I did. You deserve more recognition!!!

  • @valantisgeorgiou8393
    @valantisgeorgiou8393 4 роки тому +1

    I think i have listened it 20 times in a row. I wont lie, i felt your soul. You are wothy man, way much more than can you think. Take all your pain, all the bad things that happened to you and turn them to light and you shall pass to the path of happiness that you deserve. You are so talented i pray to God to help you grow bigger in music cause man.. you really deserve it. You have that unique talent to share your soul through your songs. God bless you Nathan, i will always follow your music!

  • @bautry1899
    @bautry1899 4 роки тому +3

    In case you weren't already aware, so many people relate to the things you feel and experience, Nathan. And we're grateful, I know I am, that I have your music to remind me that I'm not alone in it and that I have something to explain what's going on even when I'm not sure myself. Thank you for yet another beautiful song.

  • @naeratillnaturen
    @naeratillnaturen 4 роки тому +1

    No way... I'm crying...
    My life has always been ruled by trauma.
    Resulting in all my mental disorders, like DID, severe depression, an eating disorder.. and more.
    This song hits so close to home. I'm in a mental hospital, fighting against my trauma. I finally am ready to face the past and heal. This song... it is like a blessing. Like it truly understands what I feel.
    But... hope will always stay in my heart. I will never give up. My whole childhood has been a mess but the future will be brighter than everything else. My past will no longer control me. I will live and heal.

  • @Athary_Milan
    @Athary_Milan 4 роки тому +3

    Thank you so much for this song. I relate to it cause my best friend sadly took her life 4 years ago, and I'm still not over it. A lot of people around me just don't understand why this trauma still hits me so hard. If you ask me these people should just listen to this song to finnally realise how bad and sad people feel who went through a trauma. I've lived through 3 traumas and every singe one nearly took my life. So this song means the world to me.

  • @Warrarri
    @Warrarri 14 днів тому

    I discovered your music a few months ago. I am listening about 14 hours a day, between my commute and work, and 2-3 hours at night. The reason is as I hear the lament in your voice I allow myself to acknowledge sorrow. Fighting through PST is like being in a fog with no direction. Pitfalls are common place, and soon one develops a jaded stoicism, and peace feels unobtainable, but we press on. You give voice to my pain. Thank you Nathan. Those who have been broken so hard seem to be the ones that can help others out of the haze. And while I am no closer to the end of the valley of the shadow of death, I know I am not alone. Psalm 13 comes to mind as I listen to this.
    God Bless and please keep making music like this.

  • @sarahbrown1710
    @sarahbrown1710 4 роки тому +21

    It’s so pretty🥺 in a sad but true way... I love it 🥰 perfectly sad but honest in a tragic way it’s amazing

  • @mariegarci7952
    @mariegarci7952 4 роки тому +3

    Yes! I'm excited of listening to a new wonderful song

  • @Evan.Hardy10
    @Evan.Hardy10 4 роки тому +9

    i cant express how this made me feel, this music is beautiful, your words and voice mean so much to me, i love what your doing and how much you and your music mean to me, thank you man

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому +4

      Much love bro. Appreciate you Evan. You’re a total blessing

    • @Evan.Hardy10
      @Evan.Hardy10 4 роки тому +1

      @@nathanwagner762 :)

  • @chuvarir1046
    @chuvarir1046 4 роки тому +3

    This was, I guess spiritual is the best word I'd use, Nathan. I'm truly grateful to be of witness and to hear all the pleasantries from your work. The emotion behind every piece is utterly sensational, and, although I can't relate to almost any of your songs myself, I can feel the effort and meaning that you place in them every single time, and I think that's what makes them click for me so strongly. You've been my favorite artist since I was sent one of your songs back in August. It's coming up on almost a year now; it'll be August 26th when I'll have been listening to your songs for a year. It'll probably be the rest of my life as well. Thank you for these blessings, Nathan.

  • @xpworks8811
    @xpworks8811 4 роки тому +7

    I feel this song’s emotions and they have helped me realize why I’m upset with myself. Thank You, Nathan. Keep up the great work.
    Hi, Story time......
    In High school, I have friends who are all freighted by their anxiety and self defense (bullies, or rude/inconsiderate teachers) as they are always put themselves down and don’t feel confident in any subject or around people. Some joke about edicius (read it backward) and some were serious. It was hard talking them out of it. Sometimes I would fail to talk them out of it and they would end up hurting themselves. I know now it wasn’t all my fault but at the time I was focus that it was. A couple weeks after another failure I began to doubt myself, as well. I almost ended up doing the same thing. For me, i used my activities as a way to not think about it. During these activities I would listen to music, while idling or indulging into things or to help a student with a job. I found Nathan’s songs and they lifted my heart enough to to keep me going. I first found Innocence it was great. From there I would listen to more and more. They gave me the strength to help my friends once more. Which end perfectly, as some got their confidence back and some are doing just fine. Lastly, a small few need talking too or a regular person to person breakdown moments. These moments helped and each of them understand they will and can do things and or speak up for themselves.
    Thanks for reading, that’s my story( shortened ) of how Nathan’s songs helped me. Those who have made it this far, write how you found Nathan’s songs. I’m sure he‘lol appreciate them. I will be looking and commenting, too as like Trauma.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому

      I’m so honored thank you for sharing🙏❤️

  • @joonieborahae94
    @joonieborahae94 4 роки тому +1

    Another special and true song... I’m currently trying to heal from anxiety and traumas that happened to me, knowing fine well I’m trying to recover. Just a few hours ago someone who was once my friend badmouthed me yet again, calling me an attention seeker because I mentioned my autism and saying that I don’t wanna be here because of my depression. At this point, I’m tired of trauma. I got a boyfriend who is helping me break this bind to my trauma, he treats me well; for a few days he has been distant, and I’m worried sick about him. But I’m gonna stay strong for him, and the ones I love and care about. We get traumatized by people and actions, and we heal with through people. I’ve been close to ending my life 4 times already, I’m still here for a reason.. for something. Idk what, but I’m here for something. Thank you for helping me through the darkest days with your songs and music, it means the world to me Nathan 🥺❤️

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому

      I’m glad the music can help!!! Stay strong, i hope many blessings will come your way😊🙏

  • @Linda-mq1vx
    @Linda-mq1vx 4 роки тому +3

    I'm right now working at the hospital and my day wasn't good to begin with. Seeing that you uploaded another beautiful song just made me feel better. Thank you! :)

  • @enigkotik
    @enigkotik 3 роки тому +1

    I've struggled all my life with feelings such as this. Even now I sit and cry because I feel like nothing goes right. I have become jaded and all I see nothing but desolation. This man, who pours his heart out in these masterpieces of heart and melodies, I wish I could thank him in person for sharing his heart in such a way. He helps me hold on for a little while longer. He helps push those thoughts of self destruction away...

  • @connorsharp6154
    @connorsharp6154 4 роки тому +6

    I click on this and see 896 likes and 0 dislikes. You're a legend, Nathan

  • @eniix4681
    @eniix4681 4 роки тому +2

    All big singers started small, you will be up there one day and that day is near.

  • @alanwayne5317
    @alanwayne5317 4 роки тому +17

    I love your music,
    Soy mexicano y de verdad tu música me hace sentir lleno, completo eres increíble y le das mucha determinación a cada canción!
    SALUDOS ❤️

  • @MrGreaves
    @MrGreaves 3 роки тому

    "i'd rather feel nothing at all" is one of the most relatable lyrics i've heard in a long time. jesus man, this song hurts.

  • @Hestrelia
    @Hestrelia 4 роки тому +3

    I'm maybe repeating myself but you are so underrated
    Your music are so much more than a song to me they are a friend
    The messages you send are stronger than anything
    I don't know if you know them but Citizen Soldiers are doing a lot of song with messages like that and I'd love to see a collaboration
    The impact would be surreal
    Thank you Nathan for all your work

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому +1

      I’m glad you like it truly🙏 hope you are having a good weekend🙌

    • @Hestrelia
      @Hestrelia 4 роки тому

      @@nathanwagner762 You're so sweet thanks for asking, I'm fine and I hope you are too, staying safe and hydrated! ✨

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому

      Helahney Thank you!

  • @Crimson_Knight004
    @Crimson_Knight004 4 роки тому +1

    This song is hauntingly beautiful and tragically true. Trauma shapes us and builds walls around our vulnerable parts as a means to protect us, but ultimately shutting ourselves away from others just hurts us further. Love is always the answer, even when opening ourselves up to that love is terrifying.

  • @sabarisalim4735
    @sabarisalim4735 4 роки тому +3

    I found your music while accidentally surfing through Spotify and I can surely say it's one of the best things that happened to me during this quarantine and I have since played every one of your songs on endless loops... The music is so touching and I think everyone like me who could relate to your lyrics had a special place for you and your music in our playlist and heart... And I can honestly hope whatever pain you are going through or went through goes away and heal you like your music heals me ❤️

  • @NathanielZellos
    @NathanielZellos 4 роки тому +2

    Not even a minute in and I got chills. Nathan, keep doing what you do, as there are a lot of people who can relate to your songs, me included.

  • @AndreGoguen2415
    @AndreGoguen2415 4 роки тому +4

    This is absolutely beautiful!
    The lyrics are so full of emotion and powerful!
    This just made my day.

  • @turana3226
    @turana3226 3 роки тому +2

    I find myself in your songs, like in every word. You are here to scream to the world, you want to be heard now. I hope someday you will be heard by more people than that. I wish this for myself too.
    Everything will be alright.

  • @pascalwilke7075
    @pascalwilke7075 4 роки тому +3

    Very nice Song.....😊

  • @arielcrocker8171
    @arielcrocker8171 3 роки тому +1

    It's amazing the words "you're not alone" are true. Every word in this song i relate to. The man you may have been is gone but you're growing as the person you are now. Your letting you light shine. And you're beautiful. I love that you can write it down to show others and with that you inspire others to grow as well. It's beautiful

  • @olcrimurtoir4532
    @olcrimurtoir4532 4 роки тому +3

    Haven't been this early since Nevaeh premiered. Love your music, mate. Never stop being you.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому

      Hey! Nevaeh was my favorite release I’ve done 😊 Thanks so much for listening. So thankful for you

  • @Mvan09
    @Mvan09 4 роки тому +2

    I'm crying. The song speaks to my soul because of all the shit I've been through my entire life. But Nathan, when you mentioned, "she", I cant but wonder if you lost someone you loved. And if you did, I hope you find the peace and heal. Take it one day at a time. Much love and thank you.

  • @alexjiang7348
    @alexjiang7348 4 роки тому +4

    Hermosa melodía, bella letra... Una obra de arte...

  • @tizigenta2231
    @tizigenta2231 4 роки тому +1

    I love your songs, I love this song, I love you Nathan ... I love you very much ... ❤

  • @sam-dh2lp
    @sam-dh2lp 4 роки тому +4

    Its... Amazing..

  • @Victoria_Stargirl01
    @Victoria_Stargirl01 4 роки тому +1

    I believe everyone had some sort of past and hurt, traumatic experiences....but There is always hope...and i hope u still have it...u are special and valuable...always remember that to anyone who hav had bad experiences...stay strong and Nathan this a very lovely song❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😢

  • @bhadrachatterjee9163
    @bhadrachatterjee9163 4 роки тому +9

    Hey Nat been waiting for u soo long....was worried for u n in d end u come up with this bro!!!!

  • @thewafflehouse841
    @thewafflehouse841 8 місяців тому

    a man born from trauma and who learns to let go breaks the shell of their heart revealing solid gold

  • @lantonio1985
    @lantonio1985 4 роки тому +4

    This song has such a deep meaning to it every word strikes so hard always so happy to see another one of your songs can’t wait until the next keep up amazing work 🙏👍

  • @frontierbrony9394
    @frontierbrony9394 4 роки тому +2

    I needed a song like this, I’m trying to change my life at the moment and not be a stupid teen. I want to make music and be better but I just feel I’m so far from that dream, I feel the person I want to be is so far gone. I want to be better and make a difference but I just keep thinking no one will except me. Honestly I am so glad for your music cause with it I feel like I’m edging closer to the top of a mountain, where if I make a mistake I fall 100 feet. Thank you my good friend, and never forget “the only way to truly change is to change your heart and body.”

  • @serenaaguayo7360
    @serenaaguayo7360 4 роки тому +3

    Your one of the only people I put notifications for because i just love your music I’m so happy that I found you and your music 😁😘🥺

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому

      Honored! What a blessing. Thank you so much for listening!

  • @dark6573
    @dark6573 4 роки тому +2

    Cada canción, significa sacrificio, cada día de tu vida, cada inspiración que tienes, simplemente eres un artista único, que con solo algo simple consigues mucho, y transmites emociones en tus músicas, soy tu fan desde el primer día que te escuché, se que no entiendo muy bien inglés, pero por suerte existen canales que traducen estás maravillas. Amo tu trabajo Nathan Wagner, sigue adelante en todo lo que hagas, siempre serás bendecido ♥️

  • @northwestwind85
    @northwestwind85 4 роки тому +21

    Gosh dang you're so deep and insightful man! Every time! So inspiring! I've been practicing singing for 2 hours a day for 3 weeks now, won't be a year or two until I'm really confident in my voice but I'm really excited about pursuing my own musical career. I created a song, I'd love to sing it and edit for you later and send you the link. It obviously will be from a noobie who hasn't reach the scopes of their potential but I can definitely say that passion has been put into it at least. Singing my inner hurts and knowing I'm actively working hard and striving for it, to one day help others in similar situations is meaningful as hell. I hear your songs and I've really wanted to create my own work! Really been inspired by your writing and technique so for you to hear something I've created and to be knowing what's positive and what I need to work on would really boost me. There's something about music that I'm really drawn to and it's a dream I know I'll need to be patient and endure for.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому +7

      Hey! Thanks so much for listening! That’s some persistence! I need your hustle! So amazing! I would love to hear your work!

  • @Myrkul-D
    @Myrkul-D 4 роки тому +1

    “The man I used to be is dead and gone” oh how your songs never fail to remind me of my past, no matter how it’s said it will. Only the people who knew me in the past know the old me, now I can’t show it because when I moved for the first time, away from my hometown and elementary school, that part of my soul stayed there, as if he was guarding it or keeping it warm till I returned. Or both but we will never know till I return home. One day I will. One day.

  • @stamatisvragas7720
    @stamatisvragas7720 4 роки тому +5

    The lyrics (I can unfortunately relate too) and the passion of your voice had my in tears mate, well done that was amazing
    Ps. You might wanna check your breathing, everything else was perfect

  • @jm8888
    @jm8888 4 роки тому +1

    I cant describe these songs anymore. Im just speechless. There are no words to describe how these songs make me feel nor how amazing this song is. ❤

  • @gt.g
    @gt.g 4 роки тому +5

    This is beautiful, Nathan!

  • @Inher_ownworld16
    @Inher_ownworld16 2 роки тому +1

    Just now found this idk how I missed this amazing song, currently laying in the grass by the train tracks where I live crying and singing this, this is song hits deep thank you for this! 🖤

  • @AZ-ms6if
    @AZ-ms6if 4 роки тому +8

    I know what you mean, Trauma changes every part of you but with the right help and support it does get easier I'm living proof of that, I attempted suicide because the pain and fear was to much but I got help and it's gotten easier. Trauma will never disappear but getting help can help you find ways that work for you to cope, music is also a good way to do that, what I went through was made a whole lot easier when it helped me save my cousins lives, I seen what the rest couldn't and because of that I was able to take action and help them take the 1st steps to recovery by telling their dad about their abuse by their evil mother, being able to help them because the way I see things was changed by the trauma and pain made the pain less painful after the shock had ended and I knew they would be ok. I seen them again after and I could tell they were happier I had stopped it early enough before it did any serious damage to them. I'm stronger because of what I've gone through the things that happen to us in life happen for a reason even if you can't see it now, I can give you a reason why what you've been through matters right now. Because of it you are able to create incredible music that helps so many people during hard times, and I can tell you this now, you will grow stronger from this so keep on fightin and keep on written because what you're doing is and does making a difference in this world.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому +2

      You’re so sweet! Thank you! I truly hope you and your cousins are doing better🙏

  • @etienneaerts1368
    @etienneaerts1368 3 роки тому +1

    I cryd so hard to this song... Thanks man for your music, your feelings

  • @C.Kado18
    @C.Kado18 4 роки тому +5

    It's so sad to see the death of a man who only wanted to love and to be loved, especially by the person he thought would fulfill that desire.

  • @kasandrabaykova
    @kasandrabaykova 4 роки тому

    Every time I listen to your songs, I don't want to say anything, just send love and light to your soul. You are always perfect, with so much light in you, no matter how much reason tells you otherwise. I believe in you 🤍

  • @lesbean5267
    @lesbean5267 4 роки тому +4

    Yay! UA-cam notifications actually worked for once!

  • @hannahnisly3215
    @hannahnisly3215 4 роки тому +2

    I've always loved how real and raw your music is. It so obviously comes from the heart, and that's why you touch so many lives. Your music actually addresses how so many of us feel. Instead of avoiding problems, you face them, talk about them, and through that we each get to know that we're not alone. You take all of your mixed up emotions and lay them out for us. And we see a piece of ourselves in every word. You tell us that we're not freaks. We're not crazy for feeling this way. That we can have hope and heal. Please don't ever stop what you're doing or think you're not important. You've helped so many people.
    P. S. The quality of your videos has definitely gone up. I'd been wondering when we'd get a new song, but this was definitely worth waiting for.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому

      Thank you that means a lot!!! And that is really great to hear about the videos🙏

  • @Cryolyptic
    @Cryolyptic 4 роки тому +23

    God gives his hardest challenges to his strongest soldiers.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому +1

      😊🙏

    • @charissapeters9289
      @charissapeters9289 4 роки тому +4

      Mavloc ...bullshit than that he is love...more like the god of suffering...

    • @charissapeters9289
      @charissapeters9289 4 роки тому +1

      Mavloc ...trust me, I am not afraid of God. Those of us who were good, deserve the truth.

    • @Mr_Zombeh858
      @Mr_Zombeh858 4 роки тому

      @@charissapeters9289 I rethought of what you said, '' God of suffering '' and '' Those of us who were good '' You lost somebody or are you facing quarantine depression because I believe you're waging war against their god because either the two or both.

    • @charissapeters9289
      @charissapeters9289 4 роки тому

      Storytime Zombeh ...I have lost basically everything and everyone I have ever loved. The suffering MUST end, and BALANCE must be restored💙

  • @mikaelthieres
    @mikaelthieres 4 роки тому

    We often can't show what goes on inside our head, but these songs are perfect.

  • @baemar1120
    @baemar1120 4 роки тому +6

    I love you 👉 ♥ ️👈

  • @taylorsalisbury6242
    @taylorsalisbury6242 4 роки тому +1

    Omg I didn't know how much I needed this.T.T Writing has always been my therapy, but there's things for me that writing can't fix, can't make better with a make-believe world inside my own head... But holy moly batman.... This song hits it all right on the head. It's BEAUTIFUL.

  • @cooperwesley8012
    @cooperwesley8012 4 роки тому +6

    What have we here?

  • @empreaajna8424
    @empreaajna8424 4 роки тому +1

    This song.... holy fuck.... wow..!/ ok .?!?? How do I even being to say that this was the perfect representation of my twin flame and our relationship both physically and spiritually. We are whole together and broken apart. Our souls are and will be forever intertwined but this showed me a side of him that I always knew but he never expressed. THANK YOU NATHAN WAGNER YOU ARE TURLY THE SOUL REASON WHY I HAVE GOTTEN THIS FAR IN MY JOURNEY AND DIVINE BEING. YOU ARE A SOUL OF MANY JOURNEYS AND TRIUMPHS AS WELL AS MANY STAINED PIECES OF BLOODY GLASS AND LACERATIONS. STAY ON THIS PATH PLEASE YOU ARE MAKING PATHWAYS TO THE TRUTH THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!

  • @mischasteen8262
    @mischasteen8262 4 роки тому +2

    Whenever there's new song from you, I always think it's the best one I heard and yet again, here we are another week and I think this is the best song. But this time it really touched my heart and my eyes started to tear up. That doesn't happen very often. Thank you very much for this music, Nathan. You're a precious human being and one of the most talented artists I came across. I wish you only the best and I hope more and more people will discover your amazing talent and music. Lots of love and know you have a big fan in Czech republic

  • @JustJericho-lf6wv
    @JustJericho-lf6wv 4 роки тому +1

    It blows my mind how you have slipped under my radar for so long, found you through epic rock channel with your song Lonely and I was hooked instantly... NEVER STOP doing what you love, how it affects all of us is priceless, talent like you motivates so many and invokes so many emotions... look forward to more moving expressions from you... wish you all the best !

  • @just4me754
    @just4me754 4 роки тому +2

    You have such an amazing way of describing how so many people are feeling. I often find myself without words for what I'm going through or the battle raging in my mind, but your songs always seem to give words to those thoughts. And this song is no different. You are truly amazing and incredibly talented. Thank you for sharing your experiences and music with us ❤

  • @demonicanna7191
    @demonicanna7191 4 роки тому +1

    This song hits me deeply...I have experienced more traumatic things and losses during the quarantine (but not because of COVID-19) than I ever have in my life. But luckily, we can still heal somehow, right? And I for myself know that I don't have to suffer alone.
    As I have always said, you're a wonderful singer and I admire you for bringing in every part of your soul, so that every song becomes a masterpiece.
    Greetings from probably your biggest fan in Germany 🤗

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому +1

      Hope things get better🙏 thank you for listening

  • @amyrangwever7482
    @amyrangwever7482 4 роки тому +1

    This song is preciously beautiful for each and every one and the collective. Energies of catalysis for breakingthrough darkness with our own immortal light, out of all of our intellectual and emotional courage, can be sensed all over this piece. This is what Work of Light is. Thank you so much, Nathan. ~ I or everyone

  • @a_dragonfly
    @a_dragonfly 4 роки тому +2

    You never stop with amazing songs, it's crazy. I relate to this a lot, but the song in general is just gorgeous as always. Got me feeling things at 11:30 PM man, I love it.
    Fun fact is that this really stood out to me cause the lyrics fit one of my novel characters almost to a T, it's crazy. Never stop what you do, its awesome!

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому

      Heyyy, thanks so much for listening. It’s an honor. And hey! Authors are the coolest people. Much love 😊

  • @elenashenesky6686
    @elenashenesky6686 4 роки тому +1

    Wow, okay um... this.... this song described the specific type of emotion and depth of the sadness I've been struggling with for several years now. I have felt very alone in that struggle. Its nice knowing someone else just gets it. Thanks for putting words to the mixed emotions i never knew how to describe. This song really moved me. To the core. Thank you.

  • @originkaije7946
    @originkaije7946 4 роки тому +1

    I write skits to perform at church, and I hear this "not even 10 seconds in I told my wife I might find a skit to right for this". Well guess what, happens I am writing the script. You did amazing on this brother.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому

      Hey! Thats awesome!

    • @originkaije7946
      @originkaije7946 4 роки тому

      @@nathanwagner762 If I manage to finish I can post it somewhere and tag if you'd like.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому

      Origin Kaije that be amazing😊

  • @bucketproductions4092
    @bucketproductions4092 4 роки тому

    Dear Nathan, I feared that the girl you loved had passed on to glory, when you posted, "Kiss Under the Rain". I wish I knew how to comfort you, I wish I knew how to make it better. "God gives His hardest battles to His strongest soldiers."
    You are so loved. God loves you, your family and friends love you. All those things you know, but you still yearn for that love that can only be between spouses.
    You seem to have gone through so very much... Even though I don't know you personally, I am positive you have grown so much as well.
    wouldI
    Thank you for your music. You have helped me, (and many others) through all kinds of times.
    Matthew 5:16. Phillipians 1:21 2 Timothy 2:12
    Thank you for your songs, thank you for being you, and for being so brave and so honest to share your heart with us.

  • @x_uyi_x5284
    @x_uyi_x5284 2 роки тому +1

    JUST A MASTERPIECE

  • @АннаМинченко-с4с
    @АннаМинченко-с4с 4 роки тому +2

    What a beautiful and deep song. Perfect as always

  • @wintercoble728
    @wintercoble728 4 роки тому +1

    Nathan you're my favorite Artist you have been ever since I first heard your song Don't Stop the Music. Ever since then you've surpassed every other artist in my mind with the feelings your songs give out and the raw emotion no other artist conveys like you do. Your music moves people, you move people with your music. You're the best 😊

  • @FerrerGalutera
    @FerrerGalutera Рік тому

    imagine how cool it is to hear your husband sing from the other room and having this amazing voice of his

  • @n3mur19
    @n3mur19 4 роки тому +1

    This gives me chills, but in a good way. I've been struggling to accept myself because of things I've seen, done, and been through. This song however taught me that trauma and past experiences help shape us into being more human. We all have flaws, and some of us are more self conscious of them than others. The videos of nature and earth also provide a sense of calmness and spiritual peace, and I appreciate that a lot.
    Thank you so much for this song, you're changing lives and I know it. I've shared your music with my friends and they love it, and we sometimes get into calls and listen to these songs together. Love from a high school student in Canada ❤. You're amazing!

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому

      I’m so honored thank you!!! I hope you and your friends have a great weekend🙏

  • @julianishere
    @julianishere 4 роки тому

    Honestly, one can feel your songs and it's breathtaking. I can put on my headphones, close my eyes and just blow this into my head as loud as possible and I get lost

  • @juanmorga6361
    @juanmorga6361 4 роки тому +2

    Increíble canción

  • @nightcoredreams5428
    @nightcoredreams5428 4 роки тому +2

    Yet another amazing song, you never fail to amaze me!
    I know things are easier when they're just said, and especially by a stranger but I hope you come to a realisation that no one is ever unworthy, not even you. And I know moving on from things can be really hard but trying to deal with it is better than just letting it consume you. I know you're trying your best, and I hope you keep at it and always stay strong. You deserve so much you don't think you do ❤❤
    Much love and respect.

    • @nathanwagner762
      @nathanwagner762  4 роки тому +1

      Ahhhhhh means the universe 😭😭Thank you. For real

  • @magicinthemundane9527
    @magicinthemundane9527 4 роки тому +1

    This song is so relatable and beautiful.

  • @tonyquach2878
    @tonyquach2878 4 роки тому +1

    This song is truly beautiful. All the way from the lyrics to the melody. To me it helps me really think about life, and how much everyone has grown as a human. The lyrics don’t just flow but has a tremendous amount of meaning and it is amazing, I can tell this song not only has helped me but helped a lot of people
    Great song Nathan.

  • @victoriabeke6544
    @victoriabeke6544 4 роки тому

    Nathan,
    This piece moved me to tears. Not even a week after you uploaded this, I tragically lost someone dear to me. I can connect so much with these lyrics. I've been searching for clarity, and while I'm struggling to find it, it is things like this that help me with catharsis. So I want to thank you. Thank you for continuously being an advocate for mental health and support. Thank you for helping me heal. While I still have a long ways to go, catharsis is a good way to start. Thank you. So, so, much. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

  • @anthonynava1373
    @anthonynava1373 4 роки тому

    Nathan wagner you are more than human sometimes cause you bring the light in others like an angel

  • @radudumitrache9210
    @radudumitrache9210 Місяць тому

    I'm late to discovering Nathan's music but it's never late to appreciating artistry. Thank you for sharing!