I struggle with social isolation for looooooong periods of time too. The weird part is that I’m not sure I even want to have friends… Also, exercise does definitely make a difference with my depression.
I've got a very addictive personality and can get into a loop of sacrificing an enormous amount of time to pretty much anything that gives me dopamine. Only thing that helps me is reading, exercising, and meditating. Increases attention span. Being human is so complicated, we hardly even understand how we behave. You'd think, being a human and all, you'd have complete control of yourself. That's so far from the truth it's hilarious. You do have a degree of control that I think you can increase, but your brain and body are doing a seemingly infinite amount of things you can't understand at all times. Just some thoughts.
Sometimes it' hard because I had child protective services tell me that i could never be a mother because I hear voices and that I could end up hurting them ,I had every syc visit they would twist everything I say ,anyone who has children please I warn you that people don't understand ,they took my children permit ,I blame my voices for the looss of my family
Thank you i know they will i always gave them my love and attention .i always strived to be normal even though i hear my voices for them ,because of them my voices couldnt hurt me as much ,now that my children are gone alot of the time the voices are the only thing thats left
Dude your growth over these last couple years is amazing! I’m struggling with making the self sabotaging voice go away & these videos help , you give people hope brotha thank you!! Change habits , nofap , exercise , read , write in a JOURNAL. No one is alone , we are all alive right now together. Dont let your guard down but understand everyone isn’t out to get you. Overall don’t be afraid.. especially of death and when your not afraid of death then why be afraid or paranoid of people? it’s there intentions and the energy they send that makes us afraid no matter how little . Everything happens for a reason, having that much insight on schizophrenia and being pulled back then telling your story will ultimately save so many people. Your a blessing .
Another thing dude. Don’t let the untrustworthy system let you believe that off of the medication you get worse . That’s a seed being planted bro ! The brain is powerful & is ABLE TO HEAL. Video games helped me escape reality from the bullshit voice ya know? But they don’t help heal the brain they worsen it bro so like I said before change your habits , test yourself , and be great. I’m talking to whoever reads the comments and also my Brodie in the vid . This is an amazing vid by the way thanks. let’s motivate EACHOTHERRRRR.
You're a champion. I've personally faced a lot of psychosis with my schizoaffective. I've been following for years. I'm glad to see your progress. You seem like you've grown a lot.
I’m 25 now but when I was 21 I had a minor heart attack and I found out last year heart problems run in my family and my eating disorder I was struggling with increased the risk
Hey man, I stumbled across your video of a bad experience almost 8 years ago now... You've clearly come a long way. Hope life is going as well as it can for you ✌🏼
I wish you a very healthy and long life. Oh god idk how I ended watching this video first watched a random YT recommended video which was 12 years old and clicked on one of the featured channel and again clicked on featured channel and then that channel featured ur channel then I saw this user is still uploading. I was just exploring og you tubers who has very very less views.(I do this a lot) All I got to know is there are variety of people who upload weekly or monthly, some upload games I saw one granny doing weekly chit chat streams from 12 years also one more granny was doing knitting tutorials,a girl uploading videos about weird plastic face-mask and costume a old women talking to camera for hours and doing this for like 7 to 8 years with 50 vides a women giving religion speech every week from 8 years and here I ended some guy just discussing about mental illness. World is so huge. 😊
This happened to me last summer. Dr freaked out because my heart rate/bp were too high *after walking up 6 flights of stairs.* EKG said "consider old anterior infarct." I went to a cardiologist, he looked at it, and said "so you stressed your heart [walking up the stairs] a little." Wasn't concerned at all.
Every cell in my body tells me to isolate. I’ve tried fixing it by joining groups, getting jobs, going to university. People just avoid me and I end up quitting due to mental health
I have been following you for years (I'm schizoaffective -> and autistic, which is a whole load of brain scrambledness) and I'm greatly supported by your videos. With regards the heart some medication can screw up EKG's, but also so can POTS (do you feel dizzy when you stand up?). So, kinda high five over the pond :) x
Hey man, so im not a doctor, but I know a little. As far as the heart attack thing goes; with you having so many panic episodes over the years your body has gone into fight or flight mode a ton of times. Its not neccessarily a show stopper, but you may need to do more cardio just to get your resting heart rate a bit lower. You can absolutely be fine. Just make sure you try not to sit still too much, that can cause blood clots. Get yourself moving around, even if you just walk around the room for a few
Bro, i am wondering how do you do simple things like shopping, doing haircut and how did you get a tatoo if you can’t go out? Could you talk about those things please? I think it will be interesting to listen. Have a good day :)
Do you think there is a way to cure schizophrenia? What makes you feel better? Can you try to go out and meet people or just go out with your friends and relatives? Maybe it will help you. How did you learn that you have schizophrenia? What first symptoms were like? If you ran out of topics you can answer these questions and talk more about yourself. I hope you’ll see these comment :)
The voices are ghosts by the way, they're watching us all the time and can hear our thoughts. Be careful what you say, do and think. Someone's always watching.
Apparently I just found out a couple of weeks ago that all schizophrenics hear things or see things, i don't and never had and thought it was more of a anxiety issue, on a side note i haven't had a friend for over 20 years now
That's not true, I don't know where you got this info from but its simply wrong. Not all people with Schizophrenia hear or see things, statistics show about 25% of people with Schizophrenia visually hallucinate consistently. And approximately 70% of people with Schizophrenia will hallucinate--mostly hear voices alike to persistent murmuring, whispering, etc. That may not be a lot but that 30% is still valid. "Anna The Schizophrenic" is a good representation of this. I recommend her channel if you wanna learn more about schizophrenia other than just delusions and hallucinations, exactly like how the general media keeps only showing as the main symptoms. Which is not accurate as well.
@@oddlysatisfying1790 i don't and have been labelled schizophrenic for the past 25 years my nurse says that not all do, they call it the autism system coined by swiss psychological doctor in1908 commonly called the four As
My friend, I have seen you very long time before. really worrying to see you again within same issue. please get your driving license. and and find the work. especially driving a lorry. UK need drivers this day's. if you work, you will away from Queens alowns! one at the time. don't eat and sleep someone's money.
Do you still eat antidepressants with such health problems? This is suicide! If you don't want to have heart problems, drop all your pills and start exercising every day with a gradual increase in the load.
I’m living with social anxiety, and depersonalization. I’m basically surviving and getting through life.
I wish you lived in Arizona, we would get along just great ❤️
No
nice but wheres the askers
I struggle with social isolation for looooooong periods of time too. The weird part is that I’m not sure I even want to have friends…
Also, exercise does definitely make a difference with my depression.
I've got a very addictive personality and can get into a loop of sacrificing an enormous amount of time to pretty much anything that gives me dopamine. Only thing that helps me is reading, exercising, and meditating. Increases attention span. Being human is so complicated, we hardly even understand how we behave. You'd think, being a human and all, you'd have complete control of yourself. That's so far from the truth it's hilarious. You do have a degree of control that I think you can increase, but your brain and body are doing a seemingly infinite amount of things you can't understand at all times. Just some thoughts.
Sometimes it' hard because I had child protective services tell me that i could never be a mother because I hear voices and that I could end up hurting them ,I had every syc visit they would twist everything I say ,anyone who has children please I warn you that people don't understand ,they took my children permit ,I blame my voices for the looss of my family
Thank you i know they will i always gave them my love and attention .i always strived to be normal even though i hear my voices for them ,because of them my voices couldnt hurt me as much ,now that my children are gone alot of the time the voices are the only thing thats left
Dude your growth over these last couple years is amazing! I’m struggling with making the self sabotaging voice go away & these videos help , you give people hope brotha thank you!!
Change habits , nofap , exercise , read , write in a JOURNAL. No one is alone , we are all alive right now together. Dont let your guard down but understand everyone isn’t out to get you. Overall don’t be afraid.. especially of death and when your not afraid of death then why be afraid or paranoid of people? it’s there intentions and the energy they send that makes us afraid no matter how little . Everything happens for a reason, having that much insight on schizophrenia and being pulled back then telling your story will ultimately save so many people. Your a blessing .
Another thing dude.
Don’t let the untrustworthy system let you believe that off of the medication you get worse . That’s a seed being planted bro ! The brain is powerful & is ABLE TO HEAL. Video games helped me escape reality from the bullshit voice ya know? But they don’t help heal the brain they worsen it bro so like I said before change your habits , test yourself , and be great. I’m talking to whoever reads the comments and also my Brodie in the vid . This is an amazing vid by the way thanks.
let’s motivate EACHOTHERRRRR.
Your new haircut is looking amazing! Also i love your new shirt!
you look so handsome, haven't seen you in a while.
You're a champion. I've personally faced a lot of psychosis with my schizoaffective. I've been following for years. I'm glad to see your progress. You seem like you've grown a lot.
Glad to hear you're doing well, loving the shirt btw!
I’m 25 now but when I was 21 I had a minor heart attack and I found out last year heart problems run in my family and my eating disorder I was struggling with increased the risk
Glad you are feeling better on your new medications and good video. Definitely helpful
We missed ya buddy glad to see you back
Thanks for posting stay strong I'm here listening to u now ,
love the new shirt! glad to hear you're doing good.
Always enjoy your videos and look forward to them. Some good observations on life 💚
nice shirt, brother ! you're becoming wise.
I needed this video, thank you as always xx
Love your shit bro keep on keeping on!
Hi! This is my first video I watched from you. I am 25 years old and I have Schizophrenia as well. 💕
Hey man, I stumbled across your video of a bad experience almost 8 years ago now... You've clearly come a long way. Hope life is going as well as it can for you ✌🏼
I wish you a very healthy and long life.
Oh god idk how I ended watching this video first watched a random YT recommended video which was 12 years old and clicked on one of the featured channel and again clicked on featured channel and then that channel featured ur channel then I saw this user is still uploading.
I was just exploring og you tubers who has very very less views.(I do this a lot)
All I got to know is there are variety of people who upload weekly or monthly,
some upload games I saw one granny doing weekly chit chat streams from 12 years also one more granny was doing knitting tutorials,a girl uploading videos about weird plastic face-mask and costume a old women talking to camera for hours and doing this for like 7 to 8 years with 50 vides a women giving religion speech every week from 8 years and here I ended some guy just discussing about mental illness.
World is so huge. 😊
That shirt ROCKS👏🏼🖤
This happened to me last summer. Dr freaked out because my heart rate/bp were too high *after walking up 6 flights of stairs.* EKG said "consider old anterior infarct." I went to a cardiologist, he looked at it, and said "so you stressed your heart [walking up the stairs] a little." Wasn't concerned at all.
Every cell in my body tells me to isolate. I’ve tried fixing it by joining groups, getting jobs, going to university. People just avoid me and I end up quitting due to mental health
I have been following you for years (I'm schizoaffective -> and autistic, which is a whole load of brain scrambledness) and I'm greatly supported by your videos. With regards the heart some medication can screw up EKG's, but also so can POTS (do you feel dizzy when you stand up?). So, kinda high five over the pond :) x
Wish u go for a walk and listen birds and citizen. It helps to keep ur mind clean and feel ur body more comfortable!! ❤️
I absolutely love that shirt!
Happy too see you again 🙂
I’m holding out for the “meet my new cat” update.
the blue in your shirt makes the blue in your eyes pop
"idk how the hell a human being can sleep for 24 hours" sometimes ur so funny but u dont realize it LOL
Hey man, so im not a doctor, but I know a little. As far as the heart attack thing goes; with you having so many panic episodes over the years your body has gone into fight or flight mode a ton of times. Its not neccessarily a show stopper, but you may need to do more cardio just to get your resting heart rate a bit lower. You can absolutely be fine. Just make sure you try not to sit still too much, that can cause blood clots. Get yourself moving around, even if you just walk around the room for a few
One of my cusin have this illness. ( Audiotary Hullisinations) I could understand a lot about the illness. Thanks a lot brother
Yes I struggle with social situations, it sucks
Good too see you dude
I lit myself on fire. Afterwards, I found out I had schizophrenia.
I understand what you mean about sleep, I find it quite bizarre that we as humans need to sleep every night
i feel you bro. im also have schizophrenia
Bro, i am wondering how do you do simple things like shopping, doing haircut and how did you get a tatoo if you can’t go out? Could you talk about those things please? I think it will be interesting to listen. Have a good day :)
Do you think there is a way to cure schizophrenia? What makes you feel better? Can you try to go out and meet people or just go out with your friends and relatives? Maybe it will help you. How did you learn that you have schizophrenia? What first symptoms were like? If you ran out of topics you can answer these questions and talk more about yourself. I hope you’ll see these comment :)
That haircut looks good.
Hi man, why don't you ask your doctor about Cariprazine? I have schizophrenia but i'm living a good Life with this medication.
What med rougime now Jacob? Please I need answers! ;)
Do you get physical pain as well???
Looks like your doing better
The voices are ghosts by the way, they're watching us all the time and can hear our thoughts. Be careful what you say, do and think. Someone's always watching.
I don't think that's helpful advice
@@uncrownedoak7777 sorry, but it's the truth. We'll all be aware of it one day. I have schizophrenia myself, it's a spiritual thing, trust me
Are you still in the acute stage of schizophrenia?
I passed all stages and life is good now
You Need Too Upload More 🧡
Apparently I just found out a couple of weeks ago that all schizophrenics hear things or see things, i don't and never had and thought it was more of a anxiety issue, on a side note i haven't had a friend for over 20 years now
That's not true, I don't know where you got this info from but its simply wrong. Not all people with Schizophrenia hear or see things, statistics show about 25% of people with Schizophrenia visually hallucinate consistently. And approximately 70% of people with Schizophrenia will hallucinate--mostly hear voices alike to persistent murmuring, whispering, etc. That may not be a lot but that 30% is still valid.
"Anna The Schizophrenic" is a good representation of this. I recommend her channel if you wanna learn more about schizophrenia other than just delusions and hallucinations, exactly like how the general media keeps only showing as the main symptoms. Which is not accurate as well.
@@oddlysatisfying1790 i don't and have been labelled schizophrenic for the past 25 years my nurse says that not all do, they call it the autism system coined by swiss psychological doctor in1908 commonly called the four As
Bpd schizoid here :) I love your channel ❤️
My friend, I have seen you very long time before. really worrying to see you again within same issue. please get your driving license. and and find the work. especially driving a lorry. UK need drivers this day's. if you work, you will away from Queens alowns! one at the time. don't eat and sleep someone's money.
I rap just to Cope with it
8:31 basically me
You are looking good. Have you gained some weight? You look like you have gotten more muscle
Are we still getting your elbow reveal?
I know you’re straight but I must say, you are very cute
I’m not good socially cause of my autism
I have no friends and I have trouble making new ones
Hi
I’m the same…granted I’m anorexic
Your age doesn't add up. You can't be 16 in your first video & be 25 in this video.
U shud try tiktok
Do you still eat antidepressants with such health problems? This is suicide! If you don't want to have heart problems, drop all your pills and start exercising every day with a gradual increase in the load.
Ur probably not doing what u want to be doing so u hate sleeping
you need job bro... trust me