"Loneliness has followed me my whole life. Everywhere. In bars, in cars, sidewalks, stores, everywhere. There's no escape. I'm God's lonely man." - Travis Bickle
Listened to this song all throughout the last month of school. Studied for finals and wrote essays while this played in the background. Love the vibe it gives off, a little sad, a little happy, very nostalgic. Very fitting for the end of the school year. Really makes me think about things, and thats why I love it!
You won't get the true feeling of this song until you reach certain age. Maybe 22-23. Still young but with a bit of experience in life and being worried all the time about living a straight path into adulthood
The girl expressions are spot on how this song makes you feel (nostalgic, sad, relaxed, thinking about how your life has been changed since the past........)
It's stock anime girl with pokerface. Your weaboo brain is just projecting emotions onto her due to lack of context. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kuleshov_effect read this
I love this song so much, it sort of tickles or strokes my heart in a way that doesnt make me too depressed (unless i focus on it) but enough to make me feel something i dont know how to explain 😭I listen to it whilst studying and its slow repetition helps me so much to concentrate
It feels as if I have no friends. I once had a tribe when I was younger but it has broken up. My friends went their separate ways. Though I am happy for the memories we shared when we were kids. Now in my 20s I find myself lost., I find myself with mental issues, a heightened sense of Constant NErVousSnEsS, and with a doubt that persist. I try to be kind to myself, it is crucial. However in the end I know that I am not ALONE. I know there are people out there that feel what I feel and that calms me. (just wanted to write out thoughts.)
“You know what my number 1 fantasy use to be? I used to think about one day.. just not telling anyone & just going off to some random place & I’d just… disappear and they’d never see me again.”
Tell me, is it really better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all, when you end up alone anyway, except now you're tortured by pleasant memories?
Believe it or not, took me a year of coming back to this video and always seeing your comment to finally come up with an answer. Yes, it is infinitely better. To have never known the touch of such someone, such lovely someone, one might go on living thinking it never existed. The pain, associated with loss, is regrettable, regardless of it's death, leaving, or fading. Loss, is loss. Maybe it's of a different degree, understandable, but it is loss nonetheless. The pain, is temporary. The thoughts occasionally return, of the moments shared and the moments never to be had again. It is your due diligence to remind yourself of why you felt certain things, why they mattered. Without it, you may never find it again. I think the best analogy I can give is as follows. Is it easier to find a place you've never been before, or easier to find a place you've been to at least once? If you've never known love, never experienced it, never seen it, how can you be expected to know it when you see it? It is definitely not impossible, after all, people can find their way around a city just as well. But those that have felt it once before, they've seen it, held it, loved it. They know what that is, and if they really want it, nothing is gonna stop them from having it again. To have loved, is one of the greatest things I have ever experienced. Albeit, it was young love, where everything was new and exciting, but love nonetheless. To save the details, it ended on terms that I would look back on and scoff at, but ended all the same. Those precious moments I felt, they were real emotions never to be replicated the exact same, ever again. I have dated women that I thought were cool, successful, smart, or in any way, shape, or form, attractive. And yet none of them could have ever replicated the way I felt with any of them. Each was a unique experience of desire, pain, trust, or romance. Each came with it's special blend of heart ache, at either of our expenses. To go through life having never felt that, I would not wish on my worst enemy. The world is beautiful, but only as long as the mind is content. The lives we lead are worth it, as long as we believe it so. I understand that some of us here have special circumstances that keep us from having or being with our loved one, but it is important to remember they're out there, waiting for us. If you give that up, that hope, that goal, that desire, then there really is no one. Keep your chin up man. Whoever you are, I hope you've found someone, I hope you found peace, or salvation. Companionship with trust. If not, keep looking. Keep struggling. Keep pushing. It'll all be worth it in the end kid.
This song used to remind me of someone, and it used to be fond memories. Now all I feel is hate for them because of what they put me through and the scars they left me with.
I listened to this laying on an embankment under a tree next to a river in the middle of nowhere. Across the river from me was a large hill with a few trees and I watched a big bird of prey just float around the tree tops majestically as this played
it has been quite a while ever since i opened up to anyone. acutally been a year or so lmao. it has somehow became a safe place to keep things hidden. to just myself. it feels like gaining attention. which im not i promise.
I share this problem. I find a certain kind of pain in this kind of songs but its also comfort for my depression. I guess i feel this way because i’m not regretting and also not even trying to which is worse than regretting after trying. (bad english)
Found this song a couple days ago it almost perfectly embodies how I feel. I’m an 18 year old now but the choices I have made have made it harder to do things. I feel helpless, or at least my motivation is down the drain. I’ve just been saying “im in a mood” but only recently I have to realized I need help and I try to help my self but of course it’s useless I just become hard on myself. That won’t work. People have been there to help me but I can’t take tue advice and I want I really do but nothing happens. I wish my mind was different. At least somewhat “normal”.
At some points I lay at night and enjoy the silence. Now this is all I do. It’s not healthy and I’m not healthy either cause of it. Not like I’m overweight I’m underweight. My mental health is slowly dropping everyday I sit in this room and I don’t know what to do I wish some miracle would just come my way but I know it’s a pipe dream. I’m constantly in this same loop of fucking exhaustion, irritation and self hate. I love to be the glow in the room why can’t I be that way for my self? I just don’t know
Don't force happiness mate. One day, happiness will come to you... but if it doesn't, it's not hard to not except. (I feel the same way as you. "Don't waste it" is what I learned from myself)
GCSE's really won't matter at the end of the day. Tell your parents this: "Mum/Dad, if you want to see me own a house before I am 25, loan me 3500 so that I can afford the best gaming PC there is to buy, plus a microsoft office 365 licence and remind me every Christmas that I will need to pay it back." Thats what you need to do. I am dead serious
well ,my life is f*ck!ng miserable, i hate my f*ck!ng life, i hate it. Yea, i stream for rent money. i don’t like streaming. i don’t like any of the games i play. i play f*ck!ng depressed, and f*ck!ng miserable. i don’t SLEEP, i eat like SH!T, i have NO friends, NO social life, and i'm f*cking miserable.
How to understand yourself ? Your character ? What are you like? How are you different from others ? How to be alone and not need people? Why don't I have any friends? Why am I alone ? What's wrong with me?
I understand myself, my character, what I'm like, and how different I am. I have friends and family... but the more I know, the more I hate myself than all the world combined. (Good night fam... have a rest)
@@hanzhummel bro you literally make me shed a tear. Year gone , all things are the same. I I've reconsidered my opinion. All your happiness is family, and I follow this principle)) ( See ya homie , I like you. All of us will being happy )
Its almost midnight. I have school in two days... I did so many fucked up thing just before summer break like dating my teacher, somehow getting addicted to Adderall, hell I think i even payed someone to act as if they're raping me just because of a sick fantasy of mine. But somehow, life still goes like as if nothing ever happened.
Go without me, or force me with you... but nothing changes my fate. I believe in God and the holy Christ. I do what they say sometimes and also respect them and their believers... but I don't live as a Christian and neither as an atheist nor a blasphemer of God. I just want to be different and be selfish to be selfless to others... I want to be no one but me... and only me. (Selfish aren't I? It's because I want humanity to survive far longer than God expects... even though it's a dream I can't even stupidly reach for myself and for humanity's survival.)
Purpose of living is staying alive, purpose of dying is staying dead, and my purpose is to find what I've lost or forgotten... or just to stroll around in the dark finding a needle in a hay stack of memories... im lost, completely.
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"Loneliness has followed me my whole life. Everywhere. In bars, in cars, sidewalks, stores, everywhere. There's no escape. I'm God's lonely man." - Travis Bickle
Originally this was a Vito quote from sopranos
@@donjowansafadi8739 I don't actually think it is. Sopranos came out in 1999, and Taxi Driver came out in 1976.
@@donjowansafadi8739 wrong
Originally, this was a Bully Maguire quote from Spider-Man 3
“All my life needed was a sense of someplace to go”
It's been "one of those days" for 5 years now
You can still be free. Don't be me, I've got 41 more. I believe in you and everyone else here
Listened to this song all throughout the last month of school. Studied for finals and wrote essays while this played in the background. Love the vibe it gives off, a little sad, a little happy, very nostalgic. Very fitting for the end of the school year. Really makes me think about things, and thats why I love it!
You won't get the true feeling of this song until you reach certain age. Maybe 22-23. Still young but with a bit of experience in life and being worried all the time about living a straight path into adulthood
It’s a perfect song to study to😌
ngl i thought i was the only one who listened to this at the end of school
Crazy how fast time flies by
damn
@@Jma-zx9wi damn
@@Jayden.10 damn
@@reeng. damn
@@swxrvepatchy2565 damn
"And in case I don't see ya': Good afternoon, good evening and good night :)"
W truman show
Nice reference bro 👍
I saw that video too ; )
Freeman show feels bad man
You don't need all that to imprison, Doctor Freeman, Mrs Vance *Nightcall by Kavinsky start playing in the background*
The girl expressions are spot on how this song makes you feel (nostalgic, sad, relaxed, thinking about how your life has been changed since the past........)
It’s not that deep
@@aarowhead wdym?
It's stock anime girl with pokerface. Your weaboo brain is just projecting emotions onto her due to lack of context.
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kuleshov_effect read this
@@Ayoub-y1w he's being stupid, have your fun
@@aarowhead watch the shows she’s from (Violet Evergarden) it in fact is that deep 😭😭😭
I love this song so much, it sort of tickles or strokes my heart in a way that doesnt make me too depressed (unless i focus on it) but enough to make me feel something i dont know how to explain 😭I listen to it whilst studying and its slow repetition helps me so much to concentrate
It feels as if I have no friends. I once had a tribe when I was younger but it has broken up. My friends went their separate ways. Though I am happy for the memories we shared when we were kids.
Now in my 20s I find myself lost., I find myself with mental issues, a heightened sense of Constant NErVousSnEsS, and with a doubt that persist. I try to be kind to myself, it is crucial.
However in the end I know that I am not ALONE. I know there are people out there that feel what I feel and that calms me.
(just wanted to write out thoughts.)
^ - ^
its gonna be okay bro dont worry
You are not the only one who feels like that.
We are here for you bro
Become the man you want your son to be, keep your head up king 👑 ❤
“You know what my number 1 fantasy use to be? I used to think about one day.. just not telling anyone & just going off to some random place & I’d just… disappear and they’d never see me again.”
"when your dentist asks you to open up"
me asf:
"When the girl you're speaking to asks u for a pic after she sent hers when u asked her"
“I liked it , I was good at it.”
"Oh you dont even smile"
The fade out was so beautiful
Playing this while looking at the old Discord logs. Those were the days.
real
The intro just immediately make me feel sad, nostalgic, depressed
Best version I've found so far, thanks dude
werid question but what anime is your pfp from?
@@FullASD itadaki seieki
@@FullASD Sorry for the late reply but the anime is Cowboy Bebop
@@47thheaven34 goddamn, i forgot about this lmao but iiirc it was another
Even though he loved her.
Cherished her.
Missed her.
He knew deep down.
Dat she not love him
This is a song u should listen to at 3 am
You're gonna cry if u do that
This so much...
“No great mind has ever existed without a touch of madness.” - Aristotle
Indeed the best version I've found so far as well. Thank you
“Good morning oh and incase I don’t see you good evening, good afternoon and good night” Truman
One of my favorite songs from Strawberry Guy. Thank you❤️
This song just helps me calm down and relax someone should make an hour version of this version lmao
theres a loop feature since no one has made an hour long version
Why is it that the intro to the song is better than the entire song?
That's why are all here I guess 😁🙏
The song is also great
@@husseinoskovjino9398 fr, people dismissing the rest of the song is kinda disrespectful imo
why does this feel like watching old memories?
Não sei Mano, talvez te lembre de alguma música do passado.....
The girl is violet evergarden right? If I'm correct, she really does remind me of this song
well guess what, this song is perfect for people that had existential crisis
I hope that my life gets better.
It will, but you have to try and better yourself too
I wish you the best man :)
Don’t hope. Make it better
@@titoslounge1946 This man gets it
It will.
anime is Violet Evergarden if anyone is wondering
Is it Family Friendly?
@@Raul_Reborn_Arc Not really. There's some pretty intense violence and emotional trauma, although it's a beautiful story about overcoming them.
@@tandemdwarf745 Violence is fine for me, I mean is the anime have dirty scene? You know what I mean
@@Raul_Reborn_Arc no, you're good. Perhaps a tiny bit in episode 1, but not really.
@@tandemdwarf745 Ok thank you very much for the information, and thank you for the recommendation though
Tell me, is it really better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all, when you end up alone anyway, except now you're tortured by pleasant memories?
Believe it or not, took me a year of coming back to this video and always seeing your comment to finally come up with an answer.
Yes, it is infinitely better. To have never known the touch of such someone, such lovely someone, one might go on living thinking it never existed.
The pain, associated with loss, is regrettable, regardless of it's death, leaving, or fading. Loss, is loss. Maybe it's of a different degree, understandable, but it is loss nonetheless.
The pain, is temporary. The thoughts occasionally return, of the moments shared and the moments never to be had again. It is your due diligence to remind yourself of why you felt certain things, why they mattered. Without it, you may never find it again.
I think the best analogy I can give is as follows. Is it easier to find a place you've never been before, or easier to find a place you've been to at least once?
If you've never known love, never experienced it, never seen it, how can you be expected to know it when you see it? It is definitely not impossible, after all, people can find their way around a city just as well. But those that have felt it once before, they've seen it, held it, loved it. They know what that is, and if they really want it, nothing is gonna stop them from having it again.
To have loved, is one of the greatest things I have ever experienced. Albeit, it was young love, where everything was new and exciting, but love nonetheless. To save the details, it ended on terms that I would look back on and scoff at, but ended all the same. Those precious moments I felt, they were real emotions never to be replicated the exact same, ever again.
I have dated women that I thought were cool, successful, smart, or in any way, shape, or form, attractive. And yet none of them could have ever replicated the way I felt with any of them. Each was a unique experience of desire, pain, trust, or romance. Each came with it's special blend of heart ache, at either of our expenses.
To go through life having never felt that, I would not wish on my worst enemy. The world is beautiful, but only as long as the mind is content. The lives we lead are worth it, as long as we believe it so.
I understand that some of us here have special circumstances that keep us from having or being with our loved one, but it is important to remember they're out there, waiting for us. If you give that up, that hope, that goal, that desire, then there really is no one.
Keep your chin up man. Whoever you are, I hope you've found someone, I hope you found peace, or salvation. Companionship with trust. If not, keep looking. Keep struggling. Keep pushing.
It'll all be worth it in the end kid.
This song used to remind me of someone, and it used to be fond memories. Now all I feel is hate for them because of what they put me through and the scars they left me with.
God loves you all
Amen
He doesnt show it, this world is ruled by the devil.
Finally found it - i may now rest in peace.
This place, it was a paradise... They're all gone now. It will never be the same again.
Pyrocynical Le head game reference
The Freeman Show
Ik i already commented but holy shit i love this sm
everyday is a fight
May the universe pave the way ✨️
Thanks I was searching for this perfect slowed song and i've found it 🙏
I listened to this laying on an embankment under a tree next to a river in the middle of nowhere. Across the river from me was a large hill with a few trees and I watched a big bird of prey just float around the tree tops majestically as this played
Scheiße, ist das gut. 😌
“My unmatched perspicacity coupled with sheer indefatigably makes me a feared opponent in any realm of human endeavour” -Emory tate
🤓🤓
🤓🤓
There's no light without dark brother.
it has been quite a while ever since i opened up to anyone. acutally been a year or so lmao. it has somehow became a safe place to keep things hidden. to just myself. it feels like gaining attention. which im not i promise.
I share this problem. I find a certain kind of pain in this kind of songs but its also comfort for my depression. I guess i feel this way because i’m not regretting and also not even trying to which is worse than regretting after trying. (bad english)
Song feels like I’m freefalling to my death mid air
Bağımlısıyım
Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why...
real
Beautiful and sad at once ... It's heartbreaking but I love it 💓
why does strawberry guy sound like a character from filthy frank lol
Found this song a couple days ago it almost perfectly embodies how I feel. I’m an 18 year old now but the choices I have made have made it harder to do things. I feel helpless, or at least my motivation is down the drain. I’ve just been saying “im in a mood” but only recently I have to realized I need help and I try to help my self but of course it’s useless I just become hard on myself. That won’t work. People have been there to help me but I can’t take tue advice and I want I really do but nothing happens. I wish my mind was different. At least somewhat “normal”.
At some points I lay at night and enjoy the silence. Now this is all I do. It’s not healthy and I’m not healthy either cause of it. Not like I’m overweight I’m underweight. My mental health is slowly dropping everyday I sit in this room and I don’t know what to do I wish some miracle would just come my way but I know it’s a pipe dream. I’m constantly in this same loop of fucking exhaustion, irritation and self hate. I love to be the glow in the room why can’t I be that way for my self? I just don’t know
Don't force happiness mate. One day, happiness will come to you... but if it doesn't, it's not hard to not except. (I feel the same way as you. "Don't waste it" is what I learned from myself)
i fucking miss that feeling listening to this song a couple years ago
-So, how are you?
-I'm fine...(video is switched in your airphones)
inside doesn’t matter
May God pave your way in life. May He grant you happiness, and the Truth. May God make us better.
Thanks! Love it
the intro makes me feel like everything’s going to be alright
perfect to write my gcse mock essays too
GCSE's really won't matter at the end of the day. Tell your parents this: "Mum/Dad, if you want to see me own a house before I am 25, loan me 3500 so that I can afford the best gaming PC there is to buy, plus a microsoft office 365 licence and remind me every Christmas that I will need to pay it back."
Thats what you need to do. I am dead serious
Good job 👏
reminds me of the good times.
Im gods lonely man
Perfect song while reading chainsaw man ong
Can you make a sped up version?
when i listen to this song after failing something I've yearned for it reminds me of failure
I failed myself, my friends, my family, my dog, and my country... and I'm only a child.
You Talking to me??
I‘ve got some bad ideas in my head
Hey
well ,my life is f*ck!ng miserable, i hate my f*ck!ng life, i hate it. Yea, i stream for rent money. i don’t like streaming. i don’t like any of the games i play. i play f*ck!ng depressed, and f*ck!ng miserable. i don’t SLEEP, i eat like SH!T, i have NO friends, NO social life, and i'm f*cking miserable.
say thanks for what u have, other persons don t even have a roof on their side :), try to use what u have and evolve yourself
Why should i believe to your „i love you“? We also love god but we still sin…
We sin for a reason. Whether it's for yourself, or for humanity's sake.
How to understand yourself ? Your character ? What are you like? How are you different from others ? How to be alone and not need people? Why don't I have any friends? Why am I alone ? What's wrong with me?
I understand myself, my character, what I'm like, and how different I am. I have friends and family... but the more I know, the more I hate myself than all the world combined. (Good night fam... have a rest)
@@hanzhummel bro you literally make me shed a tear. Year gone , all things are the same. I I've reconsidered my opinion. All your happiness is family, and I follow this principle))
( See ya homie , I like you. All of us will being happy )
Any anime recommendations that can relate to this songs feelings?
Death note
Or flowers of evil
Violet Evergarden
Rezero
Fullmetal Alchemist brotherhood
I have 100 reason to dead but I only have 0 reason to live
I can't stop you... just remember, die happy if you can.
Break up song official
Real
I don’t wanna see the future..not now.
Now amount of anxiety will change the future
what anime is this?
violet evergarden
@@legate5923 peak
what anime is the girl from
violet evergarden
violet evergarden
Its almost midnight. I have school in two days... I did so many fucked up thing just before summer break like dating my teacher, somehow getting addicted to Adderall, hell I think i even payed someone to act as if they're raping me just because of a sick fantasy of mine. But somehow, life still goes like as if nothing ever happened.
People tend to keep it for themselves sometimes, thus creating a history that no one wants to speak of.
Marisa
namjoon
lol
God is coming back soon pls all repent of your sins
Go without me, or force me with you... but nothing changes my fate. I believe in God and the holy Christ. I do what they say sometimes and also respect them and their believers... but I don't live as a Christian and neither as an atheist nor a blasphemer of God. I just want to be different and be selfish to be selfless to others... I want to be no one but me... and only me. (Selfish aren't I? It's because I want humanity to survive far longer than God expects... even though it's a dream I can't even stupidly reach for myself and for humanity's survival.)
im not good bro 😕
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dellor...
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“I listen to this as I drive through the streets of LA wondering what is my purpose in this role that I am in”
-literally me
Purpose of living is staying alive, purpose of dying is staying dead, and my purpose is to find what I've lost or forgotten... or just to stroll around in the dark finding a needle in a hay stack of memories... im lost, completely.
me personally i find this song uplifting
I found the final comment in the comment section, and it is you... thank you.