this reminds me of all the sad stuff of the last 3 years.. but the good stuff too, its a mix of so much emotions yet it's so simple, i can listen to this while working out, learning for school and while im tired. Thank you so much to let me remember and feel those memories -Yoeri
Recently came home after spending three months as a novice in a religious order. Had to take a very long look at myself all that time. Came back to this song a lot, especially while journalling. I guess I feel indebted to it for helping me piece together who I really wanted to be. Wasn't being myself. Now I'm leaving this comment as a little shout into the void. Not sure what I'll do now, going from total structure to total freedom. Keep on keeping on, I guess. I love you guys because you feel the same way about this kind of music as I do. God bless.
@@MrsSurrealista Moved in with my gf of 9 months. Doing a master's degree, looking for a job, hopefully get married in a few years. Hold on, boys. God has your back.
I came here being guide by this strange feeling that someone here is probably carrying with too... I'm tired of being alone but once you are completely alone it's hard to leave, to leave your room, to leave your mind and the thoughts that come across here and there, its hard to talk to people, to have friends, to get uncomfortable, the good thing is that I'm trying to keep moving forward, hopefully someday I'll see a shining side of life, maybe at the side of somebody else. If you are feeling like this too, take some risks, you might enjoy the result, and if you don't, at least you will end with a good story to tell, good luck out there 🤙
@@alpermercan8888 my friend, there is no hope i agree, but eitther way, if you have something that you like to do, do it, relax and pretend that there is no one around you, only you and your dream and pashion, much love man.
I’ve always thought life has been about being creative and actually doing stuff. Recently though lifes meaning has proven itself to be almost the opposite unfortunately. Life is unfair, boring and I think I’ll never get used to socially interacting with people. I wouldn’t say I’m depressed but I’m certainly not a very happy individual, I put on a mask daily to try showing people my happy side, it’s tiresome but if I was myself in front of my family and friends I don’t think anyone would like me. I’m not excessively weird or anything but I have been struggling with actually relating to people. I don’t know why but every time I see someone in my vicinity show any type of emotion I often project when I’m alone I feel so cold, I used to be able to comfort people if they were sad but recently something happened to me, almost as if something has corrupted my mind. I don’t talk to people the way I used to. I prefer being exclusively alone. Even shying away from the people I love and care for. I miss my actual emotions, my actual happy side.
this song makes me realise im so lonely and out of touch with the world. nothing that happens bothers me anymore, not as deeply as I wish it would. i don't know why I feel the way i feel but it has been like this since years. i would like those years back when even looking at a broken glass or a wet paper boat made me feel a sense of grief and mourning, but it does not come that easily now. i sit in silence, waiting for a moment that would make feel an intense emotion, an event that would be so meaningful that I would remember it till the day I die. but it does not come. neither can I make it happen as I have tried multiple times. put myself out there in every way possible and displayed all parts of me. many get disgusted and scared. a few try to come towards me but i turn away. i say people disappoint me but it is not true. people are people and I cannot expect anything more. it is me who disappoints myself. the day I accept myself for who I am, a mediocre human being who can achieve nothing grand and outlandish, I can finally enjoy the fresh summer breeze and the smell of warm tea again. until then, i would walk. run till i find myself again. it will take some time and I'm sure I'll find many doing the same at every turn. they wont stay till the end, none of them will, but it'll be fun to meet them all. but i hope i don't lose hope midway.
sometimes i ask myself, am i really made out to just be some ordinary human being that won't accomplish anything outlandish in the grand scheme of things? or am i the person that's not allowing myself that dream life that i've always wanted? just because i have been let down by so many people in my life, including my very own parents and siblings, doesn't mean that i should push that dream down to the bottom where those people are at. i think you should get yourself out there and do things that will reconcile your self-worth, that you can and deserve that life that you've always dreamed of. at least for me, i believe now that i can accomplish big goals, even if they seem too big to me. i believe in you.
Ever had that feeling where you'd just turn off the lights and start staring at the ceiling because you start questioning about your past decisions and somehow it made you cry yourself to sleep?
@@akramaka1111 yup and once we accept it things may never be the same but we learn to dance in the rain and know that better times will come and opportunities ❤😊
this song just makes me realise that i am fuc*ing no one no matter what i do i will always be behind because of past mistakes and at same time i would be always the lone one with no talent lagging behind everyone else and just trying to find some peace in this life yet i am troubled by my thoughts that i am the only wolf left in this pack who has to hunt or no one would be surviving. The guilt of not being the the one who has the destiny to fulfil everything this wolf dreamed of and being stranded in this world full of chaos and no amends could make it better that i have lost this war and that i only listen to song because it takes me to different reality where everything i dreamed of has been achieved yet i am the failure here in this reality and makes me wonder should i take the leap and move to the reality that i always dreamed of and leave this one behind(sorry for the bad english i am only here to type my thoughts into words as there is no one to talk about these thoughts that i have as no one takes me seriously and they think i am pretending gen z that i act depressed to get attention but all this man wants who loves them for who he is)
I’ve been lonely for a while. Not sure when I’ll stop feeling lonely. Not sure whether finding someone will stop me feeling lonely. Not sure being not sure is a good way to keep going. But I’m sure i feel lonely.
@@akramaka1111 by extensive scrolling (aka forgetting about this comment) I have come to the conclusion that there is no 1 hour version of F song slowed
Yo quiero alguien que entienda psicología Que cuando ella cuente un chiste suyo yo también me ría Quiero que ame la poesía Que se pregunte por cosas que yo también me preguntaría Quiero una cineasta Entusiasta con la música Y quiero una gimnasta Nefasta al estudiar Quiero que sea abstracta Alguien con quien te ablandes De esas con sonrisa pequeña Y unos ojos grandes Quiero que se despida 20 veces antes de irse Y que no que nunca te salude a la hora de escribirse quiero que ame como yo pero sin ser tan triste Y sobre todo quiero que este deseo pueda cumplirse
I can still remember the feeling of deliberating about killing myself. At that time I was lost and sick. I was in mental torment every day for years, to no fault but my own. It was really hard and it was the hardest thing I've ever done in my entire life pulling myself out of the hole I dug for myself, yet I found a way out. I often think that maybe it would've been different if I made a few better choices. Though after all, through the time that has passed, I can say it was the best thing for me, I would have never learned the level of humility and genuine lesson of my actions and decisions, I wish I didn't have to learn the hard way but it was my destiny. Many many long nights with myself. Many repeated lessons and corrections until eventually, it got better, alot better.
i am the one who told him to do it
yes
thank uuuu
My man! Thank you!
He's the one who told him to knock.
thank you man
One of my favorite openings to a song ever
been listening to this around school like my background music
this reminds me of all the sad stuff of the last 3 years.. but the good stuff too, its a mix of so much emotions yet it's so simple, i can listen to this while working out, learning for school and while im tired. Thank you so much to let me remember and feel those memories -Yoeri
Recently came home after spending three months as a novice in a religious order. Had to take a very long look at myself all that time. Came back to this song a lot, especially while journalling. I guess I feel indebted to it for helping me piece together who I really wanted to be. Wasn't being myself. Now I'm leaving this comment as a little shout into the void. Not sure what I'll do now, going from total structure to total freedom. Keep on keeping on, I guess. I love you guys because you feel the same way about this kind of music as I do. God bless.
Live a healthy life and pray to God.
inchaallah.
all the love and respect to all of you !
hope you're ok mate
@@MrsSurrealista Moved in with my gf of 9 months. Doing a master's degree, looking for a job, hopefully get married in a few years. Hold on, boys. God has your back.
Good luck on your journey mate, the army helped me but it’s not ideal for everyone, just something to think about
Phasing out of reality with this loop. Thanks.
You've met azathoth too?
Dddddd
@@spoiledmilk2587 Can't remember if I did my guy. I remember hearing weird sounds in my dreams once.
@@spoiledmilk2587globby
#1 on the charts for walking to school on a rainy day
I came here being guide by this strange feeling that someone here is probably carrying with too... I'm tired of being alone but once you are completely alone it's hard to leave, to leave your room, to leave your mind and the thoughts that come across here and there, its hard to talk to people, to have friends, to get uncomfortable, the good thing is that I'm trying to keep moving forward, hopefully someday I'll see a shining side of life, maybe at the side of somebody else.
If you are feeling like this too, take some risks, you might enjoy the result, and if you don't, at least you will end with a good story to tell, good luck out there 🤙
there is no hope
ty man i rlly needed this
I just had to stop trying to make everyone so damn happy:)
Same here, friend. I believe in you
@@alpermercan8888 my friend, there is no hope i agree, but eitther way, if you have something that you like to do, do it, relax and pretend that there is no one around you, only you and your dream and pashion, much love man.
I can play this all day
This is my 'checkpoint' song
I’ve always thought life has been about being creative and actually doing stuff. Recently though lifes meaning has proven itself to be almost the opposite unfortunately. Life is unfair, boring and I think I’ll never get used to socially interacting with people. I wouldn’t say I’m depressed but I’m certainly not a very happy individual, I put on a mask daily to try showing people my happy side, it’s tiresome but if I was myself in front of my family and friends I don’t think anyone would like me. I’m not excessively weird or anything but I have been struggling with actually relating to people. I don’t know why but every time I see someone in my vicinity show any type of emotion I often project when I’m alone I feel so cold, I used to be able to comfort people if they were sad but recently something happened to me, almost as if something has corrupted my mind. I don’t talk to people the way I used to. I prefer being exclusively alone. Even shying away from the people I love and care for. I miss my actual emotions, my actual happy side.
I understand you :(
Takie care anyway
Man that was deep
Damn you are me...
@@immortalghqst821 not really, turns out I’m just a sociopath
You are literally me...
Perfect loop nice! I heard a few others but they didn't loop it right... Haha 😃
thank you! XD happy to know that
Thank you so much bro , I've been trying to look for this forever
you are welcome
Thanks for the edit, I was looking for something just like this !
Welcome!!
Me at the Russia Hate Club convention. (I am very well known here)
we all came from the meme
hahah
Me @ the racism convention (I am very well known here)
*ruzzia
W
For six months, i couldn't sleep. With insomnia, everything is far away, an everything's a copy, of a copy of a copy of a copy.
This describe my entire life.. Thank you
this song makes me realise im so lonely and out of touch with the world. nothing that happens bothers me anymore, not as deeply as I wish it would. i don't know why I feel the way i feel but it has been like this since years. i would like those years back when even looking at a broken glass or a wet paper boat made me feel a sense of grief and mourning, but it does not come that easily now. i sit in silence, waiting for a moment that would make feel an intense emotion, an event that would be so meaningful that I would remember it till the day I die. but it does not come. neither can I make it happen as I have tried multiple times. put myself out there in every way possible and displayed all parts of me. many get disgusted and scared. a few try to come towards me but i turn away. i say people disappoint me but it is not true. people are people and I cannot expect anything more. it is me who disappoints myself. the day I accept myself for who I am, a mediocre human being who can achieve nothing grand and outlandish, I can finally enjoy the fresh summer breeze and the smell of warm tea again. until then, i would walk. run till i find myself again. it will take some time and I'm sure I'll find many doing the same at every turn. they wont stay till the end, none of them will, but it'll be fun to meet them all. but i hope i don't lose hope midway.
sometimes i ask myself, am i really made out to just be some ordinary human being that won't accomplish anything outlandish in the grand scheme of things? or am i the person that's not allowing myself that dream life that i've always wanted? just because i have been let down by so many people in my life, including my very own parents and siblings, doesn't mean that i should push that dream down to the bottom where those people are at. i think you should get yourself out there and do things that will reconcile your self-worth, that you can and deserve that life that you've always dreamed of. at least for me, i believe now that i can accomplish big goals, even if they seem too big to me. i believe in you.
Ever had that feeling where you'd just turn off the lights and start staring at the ceiling because you start questioning about your past decisions and somehow it made you cry yourself to sleep?
while i disagree with some of your views, i will def quote you because this sounds like its straight outa a movie lol
I feel you. Same in here.
thank youuu for this !!
Welcome!!
glad to be that friend
wa safi azebbi ghayyarha HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
2021 best summer of my life... why does good thing need to end
everything comes to an end
@@akramaka11113ami999
@@akramaka1111 yup and once we accept it things may never be the same but we learn to dance in the rain and know that better times will come and opportunities ❤😊
Thank you and nice pfp!
Russia hate club platinum member
As in you hate russia?
Thank you for this loop❤❤❤❤
My pleasure!!
Nasser el-sonbaty
Girls: boys are don't have feelings
Me when i found the toy of my late pet:
Could use some editing, but i appreciate the meaning !
everything i cant put into words
Why this give me the vibes to do what the voices are telling me to do.
😂
Tame them
do whatever they want you to do
This songs a whole vibe play it at my funeral
thank u for making this
awesome edit great job
thank you !
this song just makes me realise that i am fuc*ing no one no matter what i do i will always be behind because of past mistakes and at same time i would be always the lone one with no talent lagging behind everyone else and just trying to find some peace in this life yet i am troubled by my thoughts that i am the only wolf left in this pack who has to hunt or no one would be surviving. The guilt of not being the the one who has the destiny to fulfil everything this wolf dreamed of and being stranded in this world full of chaos and no amends could make it better that i have lost this war and that i only listen to song because it takes me to different reality where everything i dreamed of has been achieved yet i am the failure here in this reality and makes me wonder should i take the leap and move to the reality that i always dreamed of and leave this one behind(sorry for the bad english i am only here to type my thoughts into words as there is no one to talk about these thoughts that i have as no one takes me seriously and they think i am pretending gen z that i act depressed to get attention but all this man wants who loves them for who he is)
i wrote here as no one would know who this person is
do it for yourself and not to be better than the others
welcome to russia hate club
thank you
you are welcome
This takes me away from reality 😭 , do it when your high asf it's waayyyy better trust me gang
this song reminds me of a girl I used to like and talk to
wherever you are, May, I fucking miss you :(
guess what ! ME TOO.
the only diff is i know where she is.
I’ve been lonely for a while. Not sure when I’ll stop feeling lonely. Not sure whether finding someone will stop me feeling lonely. Not sure being not sure is a good way to keep going. But I’m sure i feel lonely.
you need no one but yourself
TAKE CARE
When I woke up this morning, my grandfather was not with me...
HE WENT TO BUY MILK RIGHT ?
It's been one year but I'm still traped in the cycle
Me at the Coca Cola and Newport Cigarette Enjoyers Convention
(I’m very well known here).
Loneliness has followed me everywhere. Bars and cars
I know the guy who is very well known at the racism convention
wow this is my theme
This shit hurt
Tysm
May be too late but could we get the slowed version?
I think it's already out there
reply on this comment if u don't find it
I am down to make it for you XD
@@akramaka1111 by extensive scrolling (aka forgetting about this comment) I have come to the conclusion that there is no 1 hour version of F song slowed
Bye guys. Love you all
I hope u r doing guud
we love u too ^^
Are you good bro
:(
Going to study to this
I was listening to this crying because of Shane's death
twd shane?
Yo quiero alguien que entienda psicología
Que cuando ella cuente un chiste suyo yo también me ría
Quiero que ame la poesía
Que se pregunte por cosas que yo también me preguntaría
Quiero una cineasta
Entusiasta con la música
Y quiero una gimnasta
Nefasta al estudiar
Quiero que sea abstracta
Alguien con quien te ablandes
De esas con sonrisa pequeña
Y unos ojos grandes
Quiero que se despida 20 veces antes de irse
Y que no que nunca te salude a la hora de escribirse
quiero que ame como yo pero sin ser tan triste
Y sobre todo quiero que este deseo pueda cumplirse
If you set the playback speed to 0.75 it kinda sounds like the slowed version.
True !!!
taxi driver
Me when I got stab in the lung in WW1
I'm going to sample the guitar, make an anthem
pls if u do
can u post the link here in the comments
I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR IT
I miss him even tho he doesn’t.
there is more of (anything u would think of) in life !
@@akramaka1111wdym exactly
To us who Listen to the whole thing 👇
Travis bickle brought me here
Real
testo taylan
learn more, get stoic
thats life for ya
thank you for reminding me
Bro please can you share the meme links
i don't have any XD sorry
im not the one who told him to do it
I can still remember the feeling of deliberating about killing myself. At that time I was lost and sick. I was in mental torment every day for years, to no fault but my own. It was really hard and it was the hardest thing I've ever done in my entire life pulling myself out of the hole I dug for myself, yet I found a way out. I often think that maybe it would've been different if I made a few better choices. Though after all, through the time that has passed, I can say it was the best thing for me, I would have never learned the level of humility and genuine lesson of my actions and decisions, I wish I didn't have to learn the hard way but it was my destiny. Many many long nights with myself. Many repeated lessons and corrections until eventually, it got better, alot better.
Taxi Driver
☝🏻
Sigma