This music feels like time is frozen. I'm on my bed snuggling in the sheets, the sky cuddles me with its blanket of clouds and whispers of thunder to help me fall asleep as I think about my life
This song feels like, I came back from a long Friday school day and it was raining, you could hear the sound of raindrops hitting your window and the big thunderstorms hitting the floor, lighting candles, eating the hot cookies that you just prepared in front of the twilight saga with a good and warm blanket.
This songs feels like a safe place for me, the constant melody reminding me that I can rest and clear my mind while also reminding me that I´m so lonely, all the good and bad memories start pouring in, it feels like I can finally take a breather but at the same time reminding me of the pain I´m going and been trough...
This music reminds me of a day with my ex-girlfriend. You know, those moments in a relationship when things get complicated. Where everything you don't have the courage to say to each other starts to weigh on your conscience, where you start to hate each other. Where silence takes more and more space. We stayed alone in the room for hours waiting. The sunset was magnificent. It was both terrible and beautiful. This song takes me back there and I think about it with a lot of melancholy. Because maybe if I had had the courage to speak, I wouldn't be alone today.
I can relate to what you said deeply... yet this actually reminds me of a happy memory we had shared. Quite possibly the most blissful of memories we had blossom in our relationship. I recall it was a sunny day that had slowly begun turning cloudy the closer it came time for the sun to set. We had travelled to an amusement park that we were both familiar with as children, but hadn't been to in a handful of years. Throughout the entirety of the day we laughed and smiled as if there was nothing but the ''here and now''. No issues from home, no stress from life, no mental or physical tension, not a single thing that could tear us apart from the moment, or each other. A point came where while we were on one of the faster, wooden rollercoasters, that the rain that had began coming down turned into a full on storm. The type of storm that makes people shoot for cover. Yet we couldn't get enough of it. We embraced it as we smiled and ran through it hand in hand. The lightning and thunder could've served some portents to the falling out we would have in the ensuing months, but then and there it had felt like it was dancing with us. We were soaked and exhausted from raging along with the sky, however, when we gazed into one another's eyes, we knew just how much love and life was present within. Theres something so mysterious about feeling something so nostalgic, that it can either crush or rise your spirit. Perhaps sometimes it can do both... and that's okay too. We have to allow ourselves to feel whatever that comes. It comes, and goes just like everything else; emotions that is. We can choose to be sad those things...experiences...people, are no longer around, but we can also be happy that those memories can serve as a reminder that nothing was ever guaranteed... to be happy that there is still so much life to enjoy, before that to drifts into the the winds of change...
@@percival8193 both these speeches are beautifully written I’m sitting here crying as I’m reading what you said and that was one of the best paragraphs I have read to explain pain and happiness in a magnificent way 🥺
beauty can be ugly in ways. and even if u didnt have the courage then, u have it now. go message her if you can, sort things out. fix things, say things you never got to say.
As I sit here crying in my room, the soft melodies of this song bring me back to something I don’t think about at other times. Idk why, but like it just make me think I when I was really happy 2 years ago without many worries or many things that were stressing me out at the time Like I’ve always Been an upbeat happy guy, and I still am in public and to my close friends, it’s when I’m alone think of that one person. And for reason I can’t understand that flame of happiness that I used to have just isn’t really there like it used to be. And I’m not saying it was her fault or even mine, after it happened something changed. Something so complex to me in my head that i don’t even know how to put it into words, just this constant thought of: How did I get to this point? How can I get out? This song, bring me so much peace but yet so much sadness, I’m glad I found it months ago, and I hope it’s glad that it found me.
This song reminds me of my freshman year of high school (which wasn’t too long ago). Just doing school work for all the great teachers I had, zoning out, staring at the fairy lights in my MS Studies class knowing that nobody in there would bother me in the back, my first show in the theater program, getting into my first real relationship that wasn’t just childish and truly i feel loved, meeting people that I’ll never forget. This song is just a reminder of those days that just feel unreal despite my freshman year being only months ago at the time of writing this, all because I would loop this video over and over cause of how calm it made me. I thank you for that, the way it’s pitched I could listen to it for hours and never get tired (which was what this was actually made for lol)
Tired of getting embarrassed tired of getting humiliated, it’s time for a change… just worked out with this song playing, I’ll become something big whether people are with me or against me
@@ik_nothin1006 well, i’ve been trying my best, i have improved my mind im not like jacked but i’ve grown wiser at least, and starting to feel more comfortable with who i am.
Guys don't do it. There are people out there who value you and want to be in your life, you just need to find them. They are there. You need to know this
This song reminds me of being a child again, being genuinely happy knowing I don’t have so many worries in my life. Just being kind to others and having fun was all I cared about…
just thinking of my highschool sweetheart, how i used to drive to her house my senior spring & watch pink sunsets in her backyard. life felt like a fairytale after a shitstorm. the past 3 years were the best ever. now thats all gone, graduating college in a couple semesters, going into adulthood alone now. i wish we never broke up, she was the only thing that kept my candle inside lit. i miss you so much.
i love this song. this is the most perfect thing ive ever listening to. i still remember, 7 years ago, playing call of duty bo3 zombies with my friend, thinking we were the best in the game. i remember we also did a youtube video but i ended uo deleting everything from this channel. i also remember, going out with my mom once and her accidentally hitting me in the eye, and somehow i started bleeding. i dont know why, but its such a good memory. now life is all shit, the more i move on the more empty i feel in general and hinestly im also starting to lose interest in this song. i feel like the only thing that will make me feel something is smoking, or self harm, which i absolutely hate about myself. anyways i hope everyone reading this has a good day/night. goodbye
This song feels like you can be in a world where only magic is seen and the world is beautiful with plants blooming and the sky is blue with some clouds people talking smelling nice in the air green grass and more!
For me this sound is a sound of peace and happiness, like when you are sitting next to someone you love and both of you know that it could happen any moment..
Sometimes things change, people move on or people leave not everyone is meant to stay forever and that’s apart of your story it always will be so you will continue to grow ,
to me this gives me the feeling i have after christmas and it’s 12am, since the moment i wake up to the second i fall asleep i always seem to enjoy christmas day thoroughly and always wish christmas went forever. this of course can’t happen, so the most i can do is lay in my bed, stare at the curling and fall asleep as i smile to myself about how nice of a day it was
I picture her in my arms when listening to this. Just to comfort her and to reasure to her that everything is going to be okay, as long as I'm around she can cry on me and hug me when needed because no matter what I promise to remain by her side and to protect her
i had a dream of the most perfect version of him as i slept to this. i cried when i woke up, none of it is real. he doesn't actually care. i wish i could dream him forever
This song makes me believe it can feel so good to just cry for once and let all of the years I've been miserable out by crying. Yet, no matter how much I want to cry. I don't even have the energy to tear up. Shit
everyone in comments are saying that they're sad,nostalgic or just having i crisis and i felt kinda ashamed ,because i am listening to this to try and fall asleep with this melancholic but relaxing melody.i want to tell everyone that has hardtimes to not worry much because in the end you realise that its not worth it
listening to this makes my heart ache in both a good way and a bad way, like this mental pain will never leave my soul, but there’s the good parts like candles and eventually i’ll find love
He came into my life when i most needed it. I wasnt necessarily looking to find anyone. Mainly because i felt and accepted that i wasnt capable of feeling loved. I always had dreams about how i would find someone to give all of my love and affection and for someone to give me all of there love and affection. The dream came true and everyday i’m so thankful of god, or the universe, whatever is out there, for me and him to meet. He made me feel seen and made me love myself again. He took me out of my bubble the one i’ve been so dying to come out just never had the push too. I was just starting to love myself again and he came in and enhanced that and i will forever be grateful of him for doing so. However since that feeling of being unwanted and unlovable still lingers, i fear the day he decides he doesn’t want me anymore, the day he sees the real me and doesn’t want me. Even though he constantly reassures me he loves me and wants me. I guess im just afraid because he found me when my heart was and still is vulnerable. If that day ever does come, it will hurt so deeply. But i’ve learned that not every person we meet and establish a deep connection with are meant to stay in our lives forever. They are meant to be taken as lessons and memories to cherish forever. I love him so much. If we are not meant to be together forever my love, i wish you find that special person that will love, cherish, and admire every single aspect of you, as i do. There’s still so much i want to experience with you and so many memories i want to create with you. I have fantasies of us exploring the whole world together to create stories that we will one day tell our children.
@@lore6488 wow it’s been 8 months. long story but we no longer speak to each other. we’re basically strangers. mistakes were made repeatedly and i couldn’t forgive anymore. it hurt for a while and still sometimes does but i’d like to say i’ve moved on. it’s weird trying to date again
my friend just passed away from a heart attack at one of our 7 on 7 games and it’s just so surreal, this song just adds onto the feeling that i have that i cannot describe rn. god bless
the beginning melody before the rain sounds like when i try to recall a fun childhood memory with friends, either a backyard birthday party, or maybe playing at a park, something i probably will never do again now that im older, but a lot of these memories are specifically looking upwards, at the infinite bright blue abyss framed by the lush rolling hills of my hometown, not yet knowing that the world is finite or what is beyond the abyss, just that anything i could imagine could be waiting there, waiting for new memories to be formed.
Listening to this makes me remember all my good memories and bad, it makes me want to fall asleep listening to this all night. it really hurts to realize that in the end, the only person you have with you is yourself. it hurts to know that when i listen to this song ive gone through so much stuff and still am standing here to this day, not knowing that my life can end in any second, minute, day, week, or year. this sound is so nostalgic and even comforting, despite the fact it reminds me of my hurtful past, it still feels good. Im probably not in the best time of life rn but somehow im going through it, even without anyone there to support or comfort me. it hurts to know that i'll probably never find someone who actually cares about me and enjoys talking to me, someone who actually matches my personality and doesnt judge me for who i am, and atleast tries to understand me. life is actually so horrible and it feels like im falling in a endless loop, wasting my seconds in life. it feels like ive just been a disappointment, and accident, to my entire family. I can never do anything right or atleast feel appreciated for what i do, and how much i try. I've been around so many toxic people and people who dont care and just finds me annoying, but deep down, i was just a kid who wanted to feel loved and cared for. whenever i meet new people i try my best to be sweet and caring towards them, heck i get told alot of times that im a sweet and caring person, but its only because i want everyone to feel the love and affection i never felt. im a soft, sensitve hearted person that in just a few words, i can easily break. Ive tried to vent about my life to someone but they never seem to care or listen, they even judge me sometimes. thats why i'd just rather not open up to anyone until i find the right person who appreciates me, for me. I am probably the most affectionate and loving person towards everyone, always putting everyone around my life first then myself, and im not complaining. seeing others happy makes me feel joy and makes me feel ive done something for that one person, thats my joy. Ive always wanted to be told in life, just how much i helped that person for their issues, for their mental problems. i dont want to die knowing i didnt atleast do anything for someone. i want someone to treat me like how i treat others, and not in the mean and bad way, i mean in the way where ive loved and cared for others so much that i can barely be able to love myself. i hate myself. i tell that to myself everyday. I want someone to check up on me everyday and make me feel loved and appreciated, thats all ive ever asked for. to the person reading this, and made it this far to my huge paragraph, i just want you to know im proud of you and love you very much. even tho you'll only see me as a weird person behind the screen, i care for you. and im so proud. I want you to know your not alone with what your going through in life, and i want you to know your appreciated, appreciated by me. please take care of yourself, dont forget to stay hydrated and eat alot, its good for your health. take care and never give up. always try to be nice to everyone around you, being mean is pointless and you dont know how a few words can help someone or affect them. words have power, alot of it. one insult to someone and it'll change them completely. always be nice and caring towards everyone, because you dont know how long it'll last. I love everyone reading this, keep your head high. xoxo.
Tysm for this, been sleeping with limerence for a while . Limerence is perfect, it's not just a feeling or a song, it's something majestic and above our comprehension
going through the grief of a breakup from my longest relationship and one I felt was incredibly important and genuine. i used to play this song when it rained out. we'd sit on his porch and watch the rain, smell the air, listen to the thunder, and we'd hold each other when we got cold. he'd playfully carry me out into the rain to get me and my clothes all soaked, we had paused the second avatar movie to watch the storm. his cat Daisy was waiting by the door for us to come back in. this was before he had moved out to Idaho, where he will be moving back again soon. i felt at peace with him. he was my safe space. everything from him felt so genuine, and I never would've thought that this would even be a situation i'd be in. i didn't think we'd separate. a part of me moved on already, but I feel like that's false. because most of the time, I'm just fine. I go out, I spend time with my friends, I spend time with my family, I connect with the people I've wanted to be friends with for a while, yet when I come back home and am left alone with my thoughts, it all comes painfully rushing back. it physically hurts my chest and my heart thinking about it all. what we were. what we could've been. how a part of me developed a crush and another part of me wished he were still here with me, holding me in his arms. I haven't told my family yet, we broke up on the 17th of May. I don't know when a right time to tell them would be. they really liked him. they loved having him around. and god, his cats. Daisy and Chani. I miss them. especially Chani. a beautiful brown Maine-coon. she loved me, and I loved her so much. anytime i'd come into the room, I could hear her little chirp and she'd jump up on the bed to join me & love on me. god his bed. i miss sleeping next to him. i hate sleeping alone, I always have. I always preferred sleeping with someone next to me. especially him. anyway, I'm just going through it right now and I needed to put it out there somewhere, the notes app isn't helping as much as I'd like it to.
From reading the comments, this song will either make you sad, or it will bring you a feeling of peace. I guess its like "is the dress blue or white" phenomenon. For me this song brings me a wave of peace and calm.
I take my anger out on others and still do. And now I begin regretting all of my decisions knowing that my end is near. Now I must suffer the consequences of my actions. The feeling of impending doom, despair and loneliness - It'll never really end. Maybe there is a tomorrow. But for some of us, there is only today.
ive been stuck in a depressive state for years and sometimes i dont even realize it until i look back and realize i wasn’t even happy a year ago so im the same as ever. trying really hard not to lose it and i remember times where i was there for friends so if i have to stay to make those small moments better for them i will.
this song feels like peace after the storm, being drained from a tiring mental condition and then letting the relief of when the pain is gone embracing my chest. This song reminds me of a walk in the snow at night, holding my lover's hand tight and being on our way to happiness. Ali, ta présence m'est comme des larmes de soulagement, je me sens en sécurité près de toi... Je t'aime très très fort.
its weird to see how many interpretations of this song there are,,, for me it feels like when you just want to give up, nothing is right, you literally feel numb from all the sadness, crying and the pain that you just cant take it anymore and you want to end it. Maybe thats just because i discovered it at a point in my life when i was feeling like that but it is a very comforting painful song
this song feels like when i used to play outside with my neighbors in the humid hot weather, with the morning doves chirping, and those weird bugs in the forest that you could never find.
I'm sick and tired of being disappointed by opportunities in my life. It's not like I don't get any, it's that I get opportunities and get so far and within arm's reach of the outcome only for it to be taken away from me. I feel like I'm constantly being led on by life and that the outcome is just being dangled Infront of my face but just out of reach. I always tell myself not to get my hopes up because I'll just be disappointed but each time I always think I've done well and will get what I deserve for my hard work and talent and yet I always get disappointed no matter how much I tell myself not to. I used to be able to see tiny mistakes I had done and blame my failures on that, but now I feel truly satisfied with what I have done and to be let down over and over just makes me confused and frustrated because this is the best I can do. I don't know what else I can do. Maybe I'm just not made for these opportunities that are given to me. It's so frustrating when your so close yet you don't get the outcome and you don't know why
this song reminds me of when i still went to school. waking up every morning, wearing a uniform, riding the bus, seeing friends. i wish i can go back, i’m tired of being homeschooled :(
@@seiimeii well that's what you feel, I kinda like homeschooling because of where I live. Where you lived school was probably fun and whatever but. Hope you strive my friend God Bless
In struggling times this song fots so perfect i dont kn ow how to tell but it tempt to cry somehow. i feel like i've lost something very very deep inside of me and something dies from my personality. The struggle rn is hard so hard i just want to cry in my bed. dont know how to live life this year fr. but im giving my best to try to enjoy life
This feels like playing a game from the early 2000s that has been long forgotten by time. Gonna play kidpix deluxe 4 with this playing in the background
This music feels like you're stuck in a nowhere time-lapse. You're in-between times, not living in the present but neither the past nor the future. You're stuck nowhere.
This reminds me of a life I wish I had but I don’t I just wanna be loved and cared for but it’s looking like that’s not happening right now and it’s sucks but I rather be lonely than miss treated but then it’s sucks being alone
tysm for posting this- i’m reading a book right now and this song fits it perfectly, but the lyrics always ruin it :/ so now i just listen to this while reading :)
this reminds me of the days I had with my best friend before she replaced me. I don't miss her, at least I don't think so, but this makes me feel better about it
As I reflect to the last 3 years post break up and how far I’ve come since her. I’ve grown into a man, from just a boy. I think ultimately that was why she cheated. We dated from 2017 to 2020. High school sweetheart, beautiful Indian girl, with long hair, smooth skin, eyes you could look into like jewels, and a personality anyone would love. My lack of maturity, along with my foolishness of forgiving her too many times when I shouldn’t have. I didn’t have a backbone, I just let her walk all over me. Blinded by young passionate love. I was deeply in love. But it wasn’t like I didn’t hurt her either. In fact there were many instances of extreme toxic behavior between the both of us. I used my hatred of her as fuel to go into isolation for a full year, I went to the gym everyday, read books on various self improvement topics, learned to love my own company, and learned to be completely independent on myself for everything, and to take accountability for everything that happened in my life. I do wish her the best. Genuinely. I hope to run into her again, after so long and just have a conversation like old times, and exchange our stories since we last saw each other. We always joked that if it didn’t work out, that it would in our next life. I’ve learned that I don’t miss her but I miss what could’ve been if everything went smoothly. I haven’t felt love since her. I’ve come close. Very close. But unfortunately it was short lived due to distance. If you’ve read this far, I hope that whatever you are going through doesn’t eat you alive. Life is meant to be a rollercoaster so enjoy the highs but hold on for the lows.
I was always told that the things I stressed over the things that i was sad about where never situations big or horrible enough for me to stress or be sad over so whe a bad situation comes along I figure things out by myself because the situation will never be big or horrible enough.
As I listen to this song I sit and wait in my car watching as the rain pelts the trees and leaves through the window. Idk what I’m waiting for but I don’t think it will ever come. Sometimes time itself can be your own torment.
I don’t know entirely what it is. There’s a big part loneliness, yes, but i feel alone only because there’s no one i can unravel to. I might cone off as lacking personality, but that’s because all my real mental energy is spent at the latest hours of night, on my bed, alone, fantasising, contemplating and thinking. Nothing ever escapes these nights though. Nothing ever changes. They are the main part of my life now. i wish i could just cry tbh, but for whatever reason, i just can’t
you need to find your person, someone you can talk to and just let everything out, then you will feel less weight and hopefully be able to cry then. it’s good to cry sometimes
Wish i could cry. I do long significantly for that person but i highly doubt i can meet them. I have a decent group of friends, and they’re cool and all but i really don’t think i could get anywhere near this kinda topic with them. There’s people whom i wish i could become friends with but i’ve backed myself into a social corner inescapable
If painful childhood nostalgia had a theme it would be this and I can't get enough of it
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Damn…
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This music feels like time is frozen. I'm on my bed snuggling in the sheets, the sky cuddles me with its blanket of clouds and whispers of thunder to help me fall asleep as I think about my life
This is something I’d write in an English essay😂
This song feels like,
I came back from a long Friday school day and it was raining, you could hear the sound of raindrops hitting your window and the big thunderstorms hitting the floor, lighting candles, eating the hot cookies that you just prepared in front of the twilight saga with a good and warm blanket.
baby you are so right??? have a good day ml!
today is friday...
or just a depressive episode that came back worse
This songs feels like a safe place for me, the constant melody reminding me that I can rest and clear my mind while also reminding me that I´m so lonely, all the good and bad memories start pouring in, it feels like I can finally take a breather but at the same time reminding me of the pain I´m going and been trough...
This song feels like home somehow
I love this in an unhealthy way, I listen to this to often
This music reminds me of a day with my ex-girlfriend. You know, those moments in a relationship when things get complicated. Where everything you don't have the courage to say to each other starts to weigh on your conscience, where you start to hate each other. Where silence takes more and more space. We stayed alone in the room for hours waiting. The sunset was magnificent. It was both terrible and beautiful. This song takes me back there and I think about it with a lot of melancholy. Because maybe if I had had the courage to speak, I wouldn't be alone today.
I can relate to what you said deeply... yet this actually reminds me of a happy memory we had shared. Quite possibly the most blissful of memories we had blossom in our relationship. I recall it was a sunny day that had slowly begun turning cloudy the closer it came time for the sun to set. We had travelled to an amusement park that we were both familiar with as children, but hadn't been to in a handful of years. Throughout the entirety of the day we laughed and smiled as if there was nothing but the ''here and now''. No issues from home, no stress from life, no mental or physical tension, not a single thing that could tear us apart from the moment, or each other. A point came where while we were on one of the faster, wooden rollercoasters, that the rain that had began coming down turned into a full on storm. The type of storm that makes people shoot for cover. Yet we couldn't get enough of it. We embraced it as we smiled and ran through it hand in hand. The lightning and thunder could've served some portents to the falling out we would have in the ensuing months, but then and there it had felt like it was dancing with us. We were soaked and exhausted from raging along with the sky, however, when we gazed into one another's eyes, we knew just how much love and life was present within.
Theres something so mysterious about feeling something so nostalgic, that it can either crush or rise your spirit. Perhaps sometimes it can do both... and that's okay too. We have to allow ourselves to feel whatever that comes. It comes, and goes just like everything else; emotions that is. We can choose to be sad those things...experiences...people, are no longer around, but we can also be happy that those memories can serve as a reminder that nothing was ever guaranteed... to be happy that there is still so much life to enjoy, before that to drifts into the the winds of change...
@@percival8193 both these speeches are beautifully written I’m sitting here crying as I’m reading what you said and that was one of the best paragraphs I have read to explain pain and happiness in a magnificent way 🥺
I relate to this , I need to learn to let people in sometimes
@@percival8193that was beautiful. I quite literally felt that in my soul
beauty can be ugly in ways. and even if u didnt have the courage then, u have it now. go message her if you can, sort things out. fix things, say things you never got to say.
As I sit here crying in my room, the soft melodies of this song bring me back to something I don’t think about at other times.
Idk why, but like it just make me think I when I was really happy 2 years ago without many worries or many things that were stressing me out at the time
Like I’ve always Been an upbeat happy guy, and I still am in public and to my close friends, it’s when I’m alone think of that one person.
And for reason I can’t understand that flame of happiness that I used to have just isn’t really there like it used to be. And I’m not saying it was her fault or even mine, after it happened something changed.
Something so complex to me in my head that i don’t even know how to put it into words, just this constant thought of: How did I get to this point? How can I get out?
This song, bring me so much peace but yet so much sadness, I’m glad I found it months ago, and I hope it’s glad that it found me.
Thank you so much for making this. I listen to this every night before i go to sleep, such an experience
me too.
listening to this at night when everyone else is asleep. this song is exactly what loneliness sounds like
Repetitive and redundant.. the days overlap one another, and that feeling. That overwhelming feeling bearing in your chest.
This song reminds me of my freshman year of high school (which wasn’t too long ago). Just doing school work for all the great teachers I had, zoning out, staring at the fairy lights in my MS Studies class knowing that nobody in there would bother me in the back, my first show in the theater program, getting into my first real relationship that wasn’t just childish and truly i feel loved, meeting people that I’ll never forget. This song is just a reminder of those days that just feel unreal despite my freshman year being only months ago at the time of writing this, all because I would loop this video over and over cause of how calm it made me. I thank you for that, the way it’s pitched I could listen to it for hours and never get tired (which was what this was actually made for lol)
makes me think of summer coming to an end. A bitter sweet feeling knowing you had the best summer and that you’ll have another good one next year.
Tired of getting embarrassed tired of getting humiliated, it’s time for a change… just worked out with this song playing, I’ll become something big whether people are with me or against me
any upgrade since five months?
There’s an easy solution to your problems. Dont care about other people’s opinions about you.
Cant be embarrased or humiliated if you dont care :/
this song is post workout euphoria
How are you now?
@@ik_nothin1006 well, i’ve been trying my best, i have improved my mind im not like jacked but i’ve grown wiser at least, and starting to feel more comfortable with who i am.
Everyone can rest easy now.
This hits deep, thanks man.
LMAOOOOOO@@daisythedoggo
I'm killing myself
Im always crying listening to this song :). Im gonna put it on my headphons while falling under a train, thanks for making this
Under a train??? Maam that wasn’t the intended purpose 😃
@@onavuu3194 bruh idk if your hating on me rn but mind your buissnes. I have enough of life.
@@sun4ddict I’m not hating I’m saying a train is too painful. Just be like me and do something less messy
Guys don't do it. There are people out there who value you and want to be in your life, you just need to find them. They are there. You need to know this
@@onavuu3194 k :))
This song reminds me of being a child again, being genuinely happy knowing I don’t have so many worries in my life. Just being kind to others and having fun was all I cared about…
This song feels like you're coming home from vacation and you're exited to meet your friends and family again
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Naruto returning to konoha in the beginning of shippuden
omg yes
But everyone already died..
This is my favourite song even if it just makes me forget about reality for a split second, so I drift of into a peaceful sleep.
This song makes me feel so comfortable somehow.
It feels like a hug Tbh.
this with the new ios15 background sound feature.. i’m in awe. thank you.
just thinking of my highschool sweetheart, how i used to drive to her house my senior spring & watch pink sunsets in her backyard. life felt like a fairytale after a shitstorm. the past 3 years were the best ever. now thats all gone, graduating college in a couple semesters, going into adulthood alone now. i wish we never broke up, she was the only thing that kept my candle inside lit. i miss you so much.
Me too man… me too
Message her. Fight for her. You’ll never know unless you try. Good luck
Message her please
You cannot explain how commendable this peace of instrument art is.
i love this song. this is the most perfect thing ive ever listening to.
i still remember, 7 years ago, playing call of duty bo3 zombies with my friend, thinking we were the best in the game. i remember we also did a youtube video but i ended uo deleting everything from this channel.
i also remember, going out with my mom once and her accidentally hitting me in the eye, and somehow i started bleeding. i dont know why, but its such a good memory. now life is all shit, the more i move on the more empty i feel in general and hinestly im also starting to lose interest in this song.
i feel like the only thing that will make me feel something is smoking, or self harm, which i absolutely hate about myself. anyways i hope everyone reading this has a good day/night. goodbye
This song feels like you can be in a world where only magic is seen and the world is beautiful with plants blooming and the sky is blue with some clouds people talking smelling nice in the air green grass and more!
For me this sound is a sound of peace and happiness, like when you are sitting next to someone you love and both of you know that it could happen any moment..
Sometimes things change, people move on or people leave not everyone is meant to stay forever and that’s apart of your story it always will be so you will continue to grow ,
Oh my god this makes my heart ache sooo bad. I just can’t describe this feeling.
I miss her, I miss her so much, I wanted to see her again, hear her laugh, talk, even swear, anything, I wish we had never fought
to me this gives me the feeling i have after christmas and it’s 12am, since the moment i wake up to the second i fall asleep i always seem to enjoy christmas day thoroughly and always wish christmas went forever. this of course can’t happen, so the most i can do is lay in my bed, stare at the curling and fall asleep as i smile to myself about how nice of a day it was
It hits different knowing that a couple months ago I would have felt sad listening to this, but now I feel happy listening to this :D
I love this so much, I love the sound of rain and this perfectly makes me fall asleep 🩷🩷
I picture her in my arms when listening to this. Just to comfort her and to reasure to her that everything is going to be okay, as long as I'm around she can cry on me and hug me when needed because no matter what I promise to remain by her side and to protect her
my favourite thing is reading through the comments on these types of videos
i had a dream of the most perfect version of him as i slept to this. i cried when i woke up, none of it is real. he doesn't actually care. i wish i could dream him forever
This song makes me believe it can feel so good to just cry for once and let all of the years I've been miserable out by crying.
Yet, no matter how much I want to cry. I don't even have the energy to tear up.
Shit
everyone in comments are saying that they're sad,nostalgic or just having i crisis and i felt kinda ashamed ,because i am listening to this to try and fall asleep with this melancholic but relaxing melody.i want to tell everyone that has hardtimes to not worry much because in the end you realise that its not worth it
listening to this makes my heart ache in both a good way and a bad way, like this mental pain will never leave my soul, but there’s the good parts like candles and eventually i’ll find love
He came into my life when i most needed it. I wasnt necessarily looking to find anyone. Mainly because i felt and accepted that i wasnt capable of feeling loved. I always had dreams about how i would find someone to give all of my love and affection and for someone to give me all of there love and affection. The dream came true and everyday i’m so thankful of god, or the universe, whatever is out there, for me and him to meet. He made me feel seen and made me love myself again. He took me out of my bubble the one i’ve been so dying to come out just never had the push too. I was just starting to love myself again and he came in and enhanced that and i will forever be grateful of him for doing so. However since that feeling of being unwanted and unlovable still lingers, i fear the day he decides he doesn’t want me anymore, the day he sees the real me and doesn’t want me. Even though he constantly reassures me he loves me and wants me. I guess im just afraid because he found me when my heart was and still is vulnerable. If that day ever does come, it will hurt so deeply. But i’ve learned that not every person we meet and establish a deep connection with are meant to stay in our lives forever. They are meant to be taken as lessons and memories to cherish forever. I love him so much. If we are not meant to be together forever my love, i wish you find that special person that will love, cherish, and admire every single aspect of you, as i do. There’s still so much i want to experience with you and so many memories i want to create with you. I have fantasies of us exploring the whole world together to create stories that we will one day tell our children.
Are you two still together?
@@lore6488 wow it’s been 8 months. long story but we no longer speak to each other. we’re basically strangers. mistakes were made repeatedly and i couldn’t forgive anymore. it hurt for a while and still sometimes does but i’d like to say i’ve moved on. it’s weird trying to date again
my friend just passed away from a heart attack at one of our 7 on 7 games and it’s just so surreal, this song just adds onto the feeling that i have that i cannot describe rn. god bless
the beginning melody before the rain sounds like when i try to recall a fun childhood memory with friends, either a backyard birthday party, or maybe playing at a park, something i probably will never do again now that im older, but a lot of these memories are specifically looking upwards, at the infinite bright blue abyss framed by the lush rolling hills of my hometown, not yet knowing that the world is finite or what is beyond the abyss, just that anything i could imagine could be waiting there, waiting for new memories to be formed.
this was the last song i listened to with my sister. i keep it on repeat as much as i can now.
❤❤❤
Listening to this makes me remember all my good memories and bad, it makes me want to fall asleep listening to this all night. it really hurts to realize that in the end, the only person you have with you is yourself.
it hurts to know that when i listen to this song ive gone through so much stuff and still am standing here to this day, not knowing that my life can end in any second, minute, day, week, or year. this sound is so nostalgic and even comforting, despite the fact it reminds me of my hurtful past, it still feels good. Im probably not in the best time of life rn but somehow im going through it, even without anyone there to support or comfort me. it hurts to know that i'll probably never find someone who actually cares about me and enjoys talking to me, someone who actually matches my personality and doesnt judge me for who i am, and atleast tries to understand me. life is actually so horrible and it feels like im falling in a endless loop, wasting my seconds in life. it feels like ive just been a disappointment, and accident, to my entire family. I can never do anything right or atleast feel appreciated for what i do, and how much i try. I've been around so many toxic people and people who dont care and just finds me annoying, but deep down, i was just a kid who wanted to feel loved and cared for. whenever i meet new people i try my best to be sweet and caring towards them, heck i get told alot of times that im a sweet and caring person, but its only because i want everyone to feel the love and affection i never felt. im a soft, sensitve hearted person that in just a few words, i can easily break. Ive tried to vent about my life to someone but they never seem to care or listen, they even judge me sometimes. thats why i'd just rather not open up to anyone until i find the right person who appreciates me, for me. I am probably the most affectionate and loving person towards everyone, always putting everyone around my life first then myself, and im not complaining. seeing others happy makes me feel joy and makes me feel ive done something for that one person, thats my joy. Ive always wanted to be told in life, just how much i helped that person for their issues, for their mental problems. i dont want to die knowing i didnt atleast do anything for someone. i want someone to treat me like how i treat others, and not in the mean and bad way, i mean in the way where ive loved and cared for others so much that i can barely be able to love myself. i hate myself. i tell that to myself everyday. I want someone to check up on me everyday and make me feel loved and appreciated, thats all ive ever asked for. to the person reading this, and made it this far to my huge paragraph, i just want you to know im proud of you and love you very much. even tho you'll only see me as a weird person behind the screen, i care for you. and im so proud. I want you to know your not alone with what your going through in life, and i want you to know your appreciated, appreciated by me. please take care of yourself, dont forget to stay hydrated and eat alot, its good for your health. take care and never give up. always try to be nice to everyone around you, being mean is pointless and you dont know how a few words can help someone or affect them. words have power, alot of it. one insult to someone and it'll change them completely. always be nice and caring towards everyone, because you dont know how long it'll last. I love everyone reading this, keep your head high. xoxo.
I’m embarking on a new life soon and this is the perfect song for my adventure
8 months from now, how is the adventure going so far?
@@ik_nothin1006 I guess it didn't go so well.
Tysm for this, been sleeping with limerence for a while . Limerence is perfect, it's not just a feeling or a song, it's something majestic and above our comprehension
going through the grief of a breakup from my longest relationship and one I felt was incredibly important and genuine. i used to play this song when it rained out. we'd sit on his porch and watch the rain, smell the air, listen to the thunder, and we'd hold each other when we got cold. he'd playfully carry me out into the rain to get me and my clothes all soaked, we had paused the second avatar movie to watch the storm. his cat Daisy was waiting by the door for us to come back in. this was before he had moved out to Idaho, where he will be moving back again soon. i felt at peace with him. he was my safe space. everything from him felt so genuine, and I never would've thought that this would even be a situation i'd be in. i didn't think we'd separate. a part of me moved on already, but I feel like that's false. because most of the time, I'm just fine. I go out, I spend time with my friends, I spend time with my family, I connect with the people I've wanted to be friends with for a while, yet when I come back home and am left alone with my thoughts, it all comes painfully rushing back. it physically hurts my chest and my heart thinking about it all. what we were. what we could've been. how a part of me developed a crush and another part of me wished he were still here with me, holding me in his arms. I haven't told my family yet, we broke up on the 17th of May. I don't know when a right time to tell them would be. they really liked him. they loved having him around. and god, his cats. Daisy and Chani. I miss them. especially Chani. a beautiful brown Maine-coon. she loved me, and I loved her so much. anytime i'd come into the room, I could hear her little chirp and she'd jump up on the bed to join me & love on me. god his bed. i miss sleeping next to him. i hate sleeping alone, I always have. I always preferred sleeping with someone next to me. especially him. anyway, I'm just going through it right now and I needed to put it out there somewhere, the notes app isn't helping as much as I'd like it to.
oh baby im so sorry :( i hope youre doing much better now!!! please update me.
From reading the comments, this song will either make you sad, or it will bring you a feeling of peace. I guess its like "is the dress blue or white" phenomenon. For me this song brings me a wave of peace and calm.
I take my anger out on others and still do. And now I begin regretting all of my decisions knowing that my end is near. Now I must suffer the consequences of my actions.
The feeling of impending doom, despair and loneliness - It'll never really end.
Maybe there is a tomorrow. But for some of us, there is only today.
your end is not near, for life is just only beginning. you have to go through these things to get to the good parts!!
this song makes me feel so many different things, mainly nostalgia
ive been stuck in a depressive state for years and sometimes i dont even realize it until i look back and realize i wasn’t even happy a year ago so im the same as ever. trying really hard not to lose it and i remember times where i was there for friends so if i have to stay to make those small moments better for them i will.
this song feels like peace after the storm, being drained from a tiring mental condition and then letting the relief of when the pain is gone embracing my chest. This song reminds me of a walk in the snow at night, holding my lover's hand tight and being on our way to happiness.
Ali, ta présence m'est comme des larmes de soulagement, je me sens en sécurité près de toi... Je t'aime très très fort.
Je t'aime romane. Je serai toujours là pour t'aider. Toujours..
i fall asleep to this every night
why am I like this? bruh :/
in love with this
its weird to see how many interpretations of this song there are,,, for me it feels like when you just want to give up, nothing is right, you literally feel numb from all the sadness, crying and the pain that you just cant take it anymore and you want to end it. Maybe thats just because i discovered it at a point in my life when i was feeling like that but it is a very comforting painful song
i have listened to this track almost every night for the past year
Do you still listen to it..?
@@scarfased. yes
@@poppymary2483 awesome. =)
Maybe for you there’s a tomorrow, but for some of us there only is today
😅What a luxury to be listening to this and seeing the rain at the same time.
If Risky Business 2 came out, this would be a smooth soundtrack indeed.
:( all i want is her she’s literally an angel
found you fouad ha. I literally feel the same thing
@@builtaed ah ya adem
real
this song feels like when i used to play outside with my neighbors in the humid hot weather, with the morning doves chirping, and those weird bugs in the forest that you could never find.
Musical Therapy. Many thanks
I'm sick and tired of being disappointed by opportunities in my life. It's not like I don't get any, it's that I get opportunities and get so far and within arm's reach of the outcome only for it to be taken away from me. I feel like I'm constantly being led on by life and that the outcome is just being dangled Infront of my face but just out of reach. I always tell myself not to get my hopes up because I'll just be disappointed but each time I always think I've done well and will get what I deserve for my hard work and talent and yet I always get disappointed no matter how much I tell myself not to. I used to be able to see tiny mistakes I had done and blame my failures on that, but now I feel truly satisfied with what I have done and to be let down over and over just makes me confused and frustrated because this is the best I can do. I don't know what else I can do. Maybe I'm just not made for these opportunities that are given to me. It's so frustrating when your so close yet you don't get the outcome and you don't know why
i love this sm.
This song makes me want to go in the woods in a raining day ❤
this song reminds me of when i still went to school. waking up every morning, wearing a uniform, riding the bus, seeing friends. i wish i can go back, i’m tired of being homeschooled :(
Your homeschooled too??
@@EspadaSixthGrimmjowKurosaki yeah it sucks. nothing beats going to school
@@seiimeii well that's what you feel, I kinda like homeschooling because of where I live. Where you lived school was probably fun and whatever but. Hope you strive my friend God Bless
The lord is calling you
Been listening to this while I pack for cross country move. Helps with the stress ❤️
omg good luck!!! i hope everything goes well and as planned and you’re much happier :))
how was the trip?
@@ik_nothin1006 everything went super well! almost one year ago now... :)
In struggling times this song fots so perfect i dont kn ow how to tell but it tempt to cry somehow. i feel like i've lost something very very deep inside of me and something dies from my personality. The struggle rn is hard so hard i just want to cry in my bed. dont know how to live life this year fr. but im giving my best to try to enjoy life
This feels like playing a game from the early 2000s that has been long forgotten by time. Gonna play kidpix deluxe 4 with this playing in the background
i love this edit so much
This music feels like you're stuck in a nowhere time-lapse. You're in-between times, not living in the present but neither the past nor the future. You're stuck nowhere.
listening to this over and over again
This reminds me of a life I wish I had but I don’t I just wanna be loved and cared for but it’s looking like that’s not happening right now and it’s sucks but I rather be lonely than miss treated but then it’s sucks being alone
tysm for posting this- i’m reading a book right now and this song fits it perfectly, but the lyrics always ruin it :/ so now i just listen to this while reading :)
what book were you reading?
@@ik_nothin1006 the messenger by markus zusak
@@phoebe5538 thanks mate
I love this sound so much
. It reminds me of marriage and love and wealth.
this reminds me of the days I had with my best friend before she replaced me. I don't miss her, at least I don't think so, but this makes me feel better about it
everything happens for a reason!! better will always come, some people are put into your life just to be lessons. they help you grow.
This song feels like when you’re walking home from the last day of school
If I ever died I would want this to be like an outro song of my life
Thank you and Yves Tumor for the solace
This is a very lovely song, thank you for the edit. Hope you are ok too.
got this on repeat
This is great. i just wish the loop was seamless.
i miss him sm it’s hurts…
This is exactly what severe depression sounds like in your head😮😮😮
i could live in this song on loop forever.
As I reflect to the last 3 years post break up and how far I’ve come since her. I’ve grown into a man, from just a boy.
I think ultimately that was why she cheated. We dated from 2017 to 2020. High school sweetheart, beautiful Indian girl, with long hair, smooth skin, eyes you could look into like jewels, and a personality anyone would love. My lack of maturity, along with my foolishness of forgiving her too many times when I shouldn’t have. I didn’t have a backbone, I just let her walk all over me. Blinded by young passionate love. I was deeply in love. But it wasn’t like I didn’t hurt her either. In fact there were many instances of extreme toxic behavior between the both of us.
I used my hatred of her as fuel to go into isolation for a full year, I went to the gym everyday, read books on various self improvement topics, learned to love my own company, and learned to be completely independent on myself for everything, and to take accountability for everything that happened in my life.
I do wish her the best. Genuinely.
I hope to run into her again, after so long and just have a conversation like old times, and exchange our stories since we last saw each other. We always joked that if it didn’t work out, that it would in our next life. I’ve learned that I don’t miss her but I miss what could’ve been if everything went smoothly.
I haven’t felt love since her. I’ve come close. Very close. But unfortunately it was short lived due to distance.
If you’ve read this far, I hope that whatever you are going through doesn’t eat you alive. Life is meant to be a rollercoaster so enjoy the highs but hold on for the lows.
Tired of being tired
when I listen to this song I feel like I'm in a silent hill 2 safe space even though I've never played it.
Alone in front of yourself.
i miss hunter sm man ive read over our old textx a million of times man i cant fuckigfn to tgis
why is everyone saying this song makes them feel good things like i cry everytime i hear this song😭
ilove this song!
thank you SO MUCH for this. 🤍
no problem baby, thank you for watching and showing appreciation
I was always told that the things I stressed over the things that i was sad about where never situations big or horrible enough for me to stress or be sad over so whe a bad situation comes along I figure things out by myself because the situation will never be big or horrible enough.
I can listen to this all day .
Thank you.
what my mind sounds like
This is just so calming I listen to it when I gts 😞
As I listen to this song I sit and wait in my car watching as the rain pelts the trees and leaves through the window. Idk what I’m waiting for but I don’t think it will ever come. Sometimes time itself can be your own torment.
I don’t know entirely what it is. There’s a big part loneliness, yes, but i feel alone only because there’s no one i can unravel to. I might cone off as lacking personality, but that’s because all my real mental energy is spent at the latest hours of night, on my bed, alone, fantasising, contemplating and thinking. Nothing ever escapes these nights though. Nothing ever changes. They are the main part of my life now.
i wish i could just cry tbh, but for whatever reason, i just can’t
you need to find your person, someone you can talk to and just let everything out, then you will feel less weight and hopefully be able to cry then. it’s good to cry sometimes
Wish i could cry. I do long significantly for that person but i highly doubt i can meet them. I have a decent group of friends, and they’re cool and all but i really don’t think i could get anywhere near this kinda topic with them. There’s people whom i wish i could become friends with but i’ve backed myself into a social corner inescapable
I’m really gonna go hard this week, I need it. 😊