Jesus has called you!!! He gave you this platform. Don’t doubt it. The enemy attacked you bc he’s afraid of you. Remember that with a bigger platform comes bigger attacks … abide in Jesus and remain humble. Make sure you have really good spiritual leaders over you and support around you
What you said about not expecting Christians to be perfect but looking to God for our example perfection really struck me. It is hard feeling let down by fellow Christians. I have to remind myself that I am probably letting others down just as often as I feel let down by fellow Christians. We are so broken, but thanks be to God we are so forgiven ❤️ grace abounding ❤️ I think it is wise to listen to the Spirit about when to share and when not to share your faith walk. A lot of people over-share and regret it. God knows you and loves you Kian. He knows your heart and intentions.
Kian, what an encouraging video! I’ve struggled with this exact thing in the past and just never knew how to put it into words. The Holy Spirit definitely softened my heart though this video❤️
Loved it! Appriciate your efforts Glory to God, I can relate a little to you, but my problem was more of a sadness in my heart because I was just paying attention to all the bad things happening to innocent people and my heart just like felt why why why, and only God knows and sees the bigger picture… we are only here for a little but in heaven that’s the beginning of forever ❤, but God has worked and is working in my too, we worship Him not because of what he does we worship Him because of who He is!!!!!
Thank you for sharing Kian… I’ve been struggling with a version of this myself and it was pretty bad a year or so ago. Fasting really helped me hear the Holy Spirit more clearly and accept that I had a hard heart toward Christians and also pride hidden in there bc I didn’t want to accept that this was happening. I am still working with The Father to soften my heart because it still creeps up and I hate feeling like that. Sharing this will bring a lot of fruit I know it… thankful for you obedience to the nudge you felt to share..Praying for your journey ❤️
Love you sweetie!! You were a gigantic piece in my salvation in the very beginning when I was radically saved! Ill always be thankful for you at that time, I was saved early May 2021 on my bathroom floor all alone, I had no idea that prayer would literally change my life forever! God Bless & Glory to God!! ❤🙌🙏🛐 I love your faith talks and would love to hear your take on Christian "influencers".
You’re so sweet. I know you said recently you were struggling through past trauma. Have you looked into EMDR? I am 4 treatments in from a Christian counselor and it’s been so freeing. Wanted to share with my virtual sista
Definitely resonate with feeling cringed by christian conversations and struggling to talk about faith things with my husband or even praying with him. As well as just a drought that has somehow lasted a few years. It's been getting easier lately as I've reoriented myself to seeking Jesus ❤ thank you for sharing, I really relate to your experience
I’m so thankful you felt the need to make this video. I’ve felt the same way for about 2 years as well. I never doubted Jesus but I’ve been hurt over and over again by other Christians and also haven’t been in the word so I started to feel uncomfortable with my own beliefs at times because of those people. I needed to hear this
Wow. This couldn’t have come at a better time. Have literally been dealing with the exact same thing for the past 6 months. In my case I’ve suffered abuse, unfair judgement, and ostracism for years from people I once trusted to be “good” Christians. I had always coped with it before by relentlessly forgiving and praying for them, and just trying to be “strong” through it all. But man something just… *broke* in me several months ago. Not only did I just stay disappointed with them, I became disappointed with God overall. Like, “Really? THESE are your people? I’m sick of having to love them.” It’s led to me not even wanting to go to church, not really feeling like praying, and generally just having a crisis of faith. I didn’t realize it until you said it, but it’s definitely a slippery slope into hatred not just for those who have hurt me but for the Church/anything Godly at large. Prayer, theology, church history, and biblical teachings were once things that inspired me and filled my heart. Now, just like you said, I feel almost a cringe-filled aversion to them. Not because they are untrue or false, but because the people who were supposed to represent them in my daily life failed me in such huge ways with their own lack of charity and moral weakness/blindness. I really appreciated you being honest about your experience. Please pray for me and I will pray for you, too.
Great video Kian. Thanks . The devil is not joking around , he knows he doesn’t have much time left . Jesus is coming soon we need to keep that in mind in this last days . We can’t be part of the “the great falling away”. My English is not perfect. ❤❤❤
We love you, Kian! I cannot imagine the pressures and difficulties that come with managing a platform like you do, especially for someone who has done it for so long. Wow. Remember that the Lord continues to use us even when we are struggling to trust Him. He is THAT good. I know the Lord has used you still in so many lives, even while you have been going through the motions. I believe the Lord still honors and sees the fight. Praise God that He has clarified the areas for growth in your life. It is so clear that you trust and love Him immensely.❤️
Hi Kian, Thank you for sharing this video and for being so vulnerable. I've always appreciated your honesty and your heart and it's what keeps me coming back to your content. My heart goes out to you in your struggles, as I have personally been in a season of walking through some trauma from some church family, and I totally get it. 🥺 What has helped me recently (and I'm still walking through this) is allowing God to heal those places of trauma in my life along with the places of brokenness in my heart. It's helped to soften my own heart, to receive God's love, and when I am receiving His love it allows my heart to be softened towards others, as we are all on our own journeys and God is working in all of our hearts. It's okay to say that you were hurt, and bring that hurt to God, He is a healer and He binds up our wounds! Praying for you and I also am encouraged to know I am not alone on this journey! 🩷
Thank you for sharing, Kian! I’ve been a silent follower of yours since you started dating Kyle. I’ve always appreciated your honesty and vulnerability. Your videos have been a source of encouragement for me and have made me feel less alone in the things I’ve gone through. This video included. You look beautiful in that top btw 🤍
I pray you can look in the mirror and see how pure and lovely you are! I really mean this. Like I wish you could see the way I see you (much less the way God see’s you!) like for real…. Just soft and simple and lovely and authentic. Keep up this content!!! I know God well bless it, regardless of the stats 😉 but maybe them too
Thank you for sharing, Kian! I praise the Lord for what is happening in your heart. It was noticeable what was happening before. But God loves you and would call you back. You have so much to add in God's Kingdom and this platform is a huge place where God called you to use. I am in Brazil and I follow you for a few years now and I am happy for you. God bless you and your heart! You are a good sister 😘
Kian, I have been watching your videos for a long time and just want to say I love this for you. I can only imagine what it would be like to publicly share your faith like how you did and receive negativity or whatnot. That would at best, feel discouraging. It makes me very happy to hear your heart is being softened. I could tell that you were going through something spiritually and it genuinely made me sad. I have been too. Similarly, I have been struggling with thoughts of feeling like a lot of christian’s are inauthentic, and that there’s this “christanese” way of life that you are unspokenly supposed to follow, like how you talk, how you pray, your vibe, etc. This was really encouraging to hear. Thank you for being honest! It really blessed me this morning! ❤
Yes that’s what I was struggling with too. So much “Christian” content feeling ingenuine and underlying motives. The thing is a lot of people don’t even realize it and God still loves them. So it’s important to separate from our judgements and come back to the cross and actually praying for the church!
I did feel this on you for years, but to me you were still so inspiring how you could be faithful to the lord even in a dry season like that. I'm there right now, you always lead your audience with kindness and peace and I love watching your videos for that calmness that brings me.
Thanks for sharing. I’ve been in a similar spot of wrestling with my heart towards Christian’s as well as wrestling with things I’ve been taught to believe that I don’t necessarily believe anymore, which I don’t think make me less of a Christian but other Christian’s may think that way. I struggle to be honest about that for fear of judgement. I just don’t align with shame at all anymore and am really sensitive to feeling judged or shamed for where I am at in my faith. Anyone else?
Thank you for your courage and for sharing! Your vulnerability is beautiful and inspiring! ❤ I’m curious, how did this impact your connection with Kyle? I’m sure there was some tension since he works in ministry and I’d love to know how he worked through this with you😊 What do you feel like finally broke down your spiritual wall?
I've definitely faced some highs and lows in my faith journey and unfortunately while trying to find a group or church to really connect with I've had not the best experiences at all over a handful of times. It's never made me question God but now I'm more hesitant to join anything because I did not feel safe in the last experiences I had. I'm still hopeful to build friendships and connections but it's been harder than I thought to find others that share similar values like the importance of family for example. One group questioned me being around my family a lot because they weren't all Christians even though my family has encouraged me so much in my faith journey and most of them are seeking God themselves and it's a work in progress! Thank you for sharing I have felt in a rut and need a refreshed mindset and spirit 😌
Thank you for being so open and vulnerable, Kian. I had wondered about the disappearance of your faith based videos and personally, I enjoy all of your videos that come from the heart. Just do what you enjoy and I am certain that this happiness will translate to your videos (and your viewers). I‘m keeping you in my prayers today!
Thank you for sharing! I’m so glad that the Lord has revealed this to you. I have been feeling a major difference in your context, but I’m excited to start watching consistently again to see how the Lord continues to work, and be encouraged!!
Every time I see you I see a lot of kindness and love for the Lord in you and your family. I have a huge respect for you. I don't always post a comment but today I felt like I should coz I could relate to you watching this video like never before. You are being so strong walking with the Lord no matter what. We all always feel the distance and resentment from reading the bible or following the Lord to remember what and how we are supposed to act and live but we always fail but, we just need to guard our hearts like you just said in your video. I will pray for you and your family to always be protected and watched over. Thank you for being you.
Thank you Kian! I can relate to you soooo much!!!! And it gives me so much comfort in a way? I don’t know. Just feels so good to „know“ someone who’s been through something similar ❤️ thanks for your courage to share this!
Thank you for sharing! I have been following you since your single diary videos. We all go through times of bitterness, disappointment, and distance from God but just remember who it is all about! Hebrews 12:2 “looking unto Jesus the author and the finisher of our faith!” More of him and less of us!
May the Lord bless you dear Kian. You have a good heart and May the Lord protect you in every step of your way. Lots of love and blessings and prayers from this end.❤❤😊
I love that you shared this. I’ve been following for a few years and I love your content especially when you share your personal faith. Praying for continued healing, wisdom and peace!
I know it might be personal, but would you be willing to share tips on how you navigated your dry season within your marriage and what Kyle did or did not do to help? My husband is currently experiencing a hard season following a lot of loss and church hurt. I struggle to find the balance between giving him space to navigate on his own (with God of course) and wanting to talk/pray it out together
I think the best thing Kyle did was pray for me and just be patient. For me it was hard to process with Kyle. It was actually in my women’s group that I was able to be the most open at first. I’ll have to ask him if he has any other thoughts about it.
There's layers to this but ultimately it's being sensitive to Holy Spirit and letting Him guide you. Matthew 6:33-34 / Proverbs 3:5-6 / 1 Thessalonians 5:16-19 / 1 Peter 1:6-9 Being and believing in the Living Word of God is essential along with prayer and supplication. God is always at work so it's trusting His timing and plan and keeping our love on in the process... What does your husband need? How does he need to be loved? What questions can you ask him to just love and support him? How can you encourage him in the Lord? Keep praying, keep believing, keep worshiping, and keep your eyes on Jesus while you press into the Word. 2 Corinthians 3:17 / John 8:36 / Galatians 2:20 Ephesians 6:12 - also go to war spiritually on your husbands behalf. You have full power and authority in Christ Jesus over all evil spirits. Use it boldly and if you're new to that find someone who is trusted in the Lord who can teach you and intercede on yalls behalf. Love your heart and be sensitive to the Spirit to know what is needed and when. Holy Spirit is your helper and comforter and He will walk you and your husband through this. Asking him to join you in prayer and supplication and opening up safe spaces to talk is amazing and important but dont push and just stay faithful to the Lord and trust in His perfect timing and plan as He continues to build up the tested genuineness of yalls faith in Him - its the most precious thing to Him so REJOICE in the trials. They are necessary as 1 Peter 1:6-9 tells us along with many other scriptures in the Bible! Praying healing, unity, and a fresh fire over you guys as well as a new hunger and thirst for His Word and His presence in Jesus name! Hope all this helps! God bless you guys!
I would appreciate prayers because of struggling with the same thing! I used to be so on fire 🔥 for God but withdrew because of church hurts. Nothing dramatic happened but I felt judged for my sins instead of loved or given grace I know it’s not Jesus’ heart but I feel distant from the Lord Want to get back to that first love place
Hey Kian- I live in west Maui and have watched you videos for years. I feel like we’re walking through a lot of the same stuff! Would love to grab coffee with you or go to the beach!
In a way I dont really like the modeen worship songs sung at church and I prefer hymns and stuff. Im also more of a deep person..its also hard for me to open up my heart to people
Kian, thank you for sharing but don't beat yourself up.. You.re married now with a husband and little child.. We dont expect you to be as forthcoming as when you were single.. You dont need to share family matters etc with us.. we dont need to know you're private matters.. You have a beautiful family jus focus on them.. Thank you for all you do do, we will pray for you and your family .God Bless. ❤❤❤❤❤
What amazes me the most about the verse that you read is that Stephen saw JESUS standing at the right hand of the father. Not sitting at the right hand of the Father. I believe that JESUS was STANDING in preparation to begin the Tribulation but then Paul, who was Saul, came into the picture as the Apostle to the gentiles preaching grace and mercy and NOT condemnation.
I have such deep church hurt and this testimony really challenged me. I want to be able to say "forgive them Lord, do not hold this against them" about the church that hurt me. Thank you so much for sharing this. Godspeed and God bless Kian.
Matthew 7:1-2 - “Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.” This passage warns against hypocritical or harsh judgment. John 7:24 - “Do not judge by appearances, but judge with right judgment.” Jesus emphasizes the importance of fair and just judgment rather than superficial assessments.
Thanks for sharing Kian. I have found myself in this exact same place a couple of times in my faith walk, especially after experiencing deep church hurt and betrayal. It’s helpful to know that I’m not alone experiencing those seasons. So glad to hear you’re being lifted out of it. ❤
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Good one🔥
Jesus has called you!!! He gave you this platform. Don’t doubt it. The enemy attacked you bc he’s afraid of you. Remember that with a bigger platform comes bigger attacks … abide in Jesus and remain humble. Make sure you have really good spiritual leaders over you and support around you
Hallelujah! I've been waiting for this. 🙌 I prayed for you in the past. Your wisdom is back! 😊
needed this🩷
Thank you for sharing, this was so encouraging and relatable! Praying for you sister! 🫶🏻
What you said about not expecting Christians to be perfect but looking to God for our example perfection really struck me. It is hard feeling let down by fellow Christians. I have to remind myself that I am probably letting others down just as often as I feel let down by fellow Christians. We are so broken, but thanks be to God we are so forgiven ❤️ grace abounding ❤️
I think it is wise to listen to the Spirit about when to share and when not to share your faith walk. A lot of people over-share and regret it.
God knows you and loves you Kian. He knows your heart and intentions.
Amen!
Yes such a good reminder!! I’m sorry other Christians have hurt you, but Jesus never will and that’s where our hope comes from 🫶🏼
Kian, what an encouraging video! I’ve struggled with this exact thing in the past and just never knew how to put it into words. The Holy Spirit definitely softened my heart though this video❤️
Kian! I have been feeling this way for years! Thank you for this encouragement!
Loved it! Appriciate your efforts Glory to God, I can relate a little to you, but my problem was more of a sadness in my heart because I was just paying attention to all the bad things happening to innocent people and my heart just like felt why why why, and only God knows and sees the bigger picture… we are only here for a little but in heaven that’s the beginning of forever ❤, but God has worked and is working in my too, we worship Him not because of what he does we worship Him because of who He is!!!!!
SHE’s BACK!!! 🎉❤
Thank you for sharing Kian… I’ve been struggling with a version of this myself and it was pretty bad a year or so ago. Fasting really helped me hear the Holy Spirit more clearly and accept that I had a hard heart toward Christians and also pride hidden in there bc I didn’t want to accept that this was happening. I am still working with The Father to soften my heart because it still creeps up and I hate feeling like that. Sharing this will bring a lot of fruit I know it… thankful for you obedience to the nudge you felt to share..Praying for your journey ❤️
Thanks for sharing your journey Sara! That is really encouraging for me to hear too
Love you sweetie!! You were a gigantic piece in my salvation in the very beginning when I was radically saved! Ill always be thankful for you at that time, I was saved early May 2021 on my bathroom floor all alone, I had no idea that prayer would literally change my life forever! God Bless & Glory to God!! ❤🙌🙏🛐 I love your faith talks and would love to hear your take on Christian "influencers".
Thank-you for your vulnerability, we love you
You’re so sweet. I know you said recently you were struggling through past trauma. Have you looked into EMDR? I am 4 treatments in from a Christian counselor and it’s been so freeing. Wanted to share with my virtual sista
Thank you for sharing and being honest
Absolutely loved this video!! Thank you for sharing this boldly
Thank you for sharing this. I pray you will grow closer to God. I need to get closer to God as well.
Definitely resonate with feeling cringed by christian conversations and struggling to talk about faith things with my husband or even praying with him. As well as just a drought that has somehow lasted a few years. It's been getting easier lately as I've reoriented myself to seeking Jesus ❤ thank you for sharing, I really relate to your experience
okay why do you look ABSOLUTELY STUNNING!!! 😍
girl your hair is so so so flattering to you
Love you so much. AND Jesus loves you more
Thank you for sharing! I’m encouraged, and I pray that you’d know that God sees your heart through His mercy! 🤍
Thank you Kian! Your videos have always really resonated with me.
This is so encouraging I have felt similarly and also felt breakthrough from Jesus
I've missed you so much Kian. ❤
I’m so thankful you felt the need to make this video. I’ve felt the same way for about 2 years as well. I never doubted Jesus but I’ve been hurt over and over again by other Christians and also haven’t been in the word so I started to feel uncomfortable with my own beliefs at times because of those people. I needed to hear this
Me too!!! Same way
I really understand what you're saying. Thank you for sharing ❤
GOD Bless Kiyan and Kyle
Wow. This couldn’t have come at a better time. Have literally been dealing with the exact same thing for the past 6 months. In my case I’ve suffered abuse, unfair judgement, and ostracism for years from people I once trusted to be “good” Christians. I had always coped with it before by relentlessly forgiving and praying for them, and just trying to be “strong” through it all. But man something just… *broke* in me several months ago. Not only did I just stay disappointed with them, I became disappointed with God overall. Like, “Really? THESE are your people? I’m sick of having to love them.” It’s led to me not even wanting to go to church, not really feeling like praying, and generally just having a crisis of faith. I didn’t realize it until you said it, but it’s definitely a slippery slope into hatred not just for those who have hurt me but for the Church/anything Godly at large. Prayer, theology, church history, and biblical teachings were once things that inspired me and filled my heart. Now, just like you said, I feel almost a cringe-filled aversion to them. Not because they are untrue or false, but because the people who were supposed to represent them in my daily life failed me in such huge ways with their own lack of charity and moral weakness/blindness.
I really appreciated you being honest about your experience. Please pray for me and I will pray for you, too.
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Great video Kian. Thanks . The devil is not joking around , he knows he doesn’t have much time left . Jesus is coming soon we need to keep that in mind in this last days . We can’t be part of the “the great falling away”. My English is not perfect. ❤❤❤
We love you, Kian! I cannot imagine the pressures and difficulties that come with managing a platform like you do, especially for someone who has done it for so long. Wow. Remember that the Lord continues to use us even when we are struggling to trust Him. He is THAT good. I know the Lord has used you still in so many lives, even while you have been going through the motions. I believe the Lord still honors and sees the fight. Praise God that He has clarified the areas for growth in your life. It is so clear that you trust and love Him immensely.❤️
This is beautiful! Just got a chance to watch this. Thank you for sharing your heart with us
Hi Kian, Thank you for sharing this video and for being so vulnerable. I've always appreciated your honesty and your heart and it's what keeps me coming back to your content. My heart goes out to you in your struggles, as I have personally been in a season of walking through some trauma from some church family, and I totally get it. 🥺
What has helped me recently (and I'm still walking through this) is allowing God to heal those places of trauma in my life along with the places of brokenness in my heart. It's helped to soften my own heart, to receive God's love, and when I am receiving His love it allows my heart to be softened towards others, as we are all on our own journeys and God is working in all of our hearts.
It's okay to say that you were hurt, and bring that hurt to God, He is a healer and He binds up our wounds! Praying for you and I also am encouraged to know I am not alone on this journey! 🩷
Thank you for sharing, Kian! I’ve been a silent follower of yours since you started dating Kyle. I’ve always appreciated your honesty and vulnerability. Your videos have been a source of encouragement for me and have made me feel less alone in the things I’ve gone through. This video included.
You look beautiful in that top btw 🤍
I pray you can look in the mirror and see how pure and lovely you are! I really mean this. Like I wish you could see the way I see you (much less the way God see’s you!) like for real…. Just soft and simple and lovely and authentic. Keep up this content!!! I know God well bless it, regardless of the stats 😉 but maybe them too
Thank you for sharing, Kian! I praise the Lord for what is happening in your heart. It was noticeable what was happening before. But God loves you and would call you back. You have so much to add in God's Kingdom and this platform is a huge place where God called you to use. I am in Brazil and I follow you for a few years now and I am happy for you. God bless you and your heart! You are a good sister 😘
Thank you Kian for sharing 🙏♥️
Kian, I have been watching your videos for a long time and just want to say I love this for you. I can only imagine what it would be like to publicly share your faith like how you did and receive negativity or whatnot. That would at best, feel discouraging. It makes me very happy to hear your heart is being softened. I could tell that you were going through something spiritually and it genuinely made me sad. I have been too. Similarly, I have been struggling with thoughts of feeling like a lot of christian’s are inauthentic, and that there’s this “christanese” way of life that you are unspokenly supposed to follow, like how you talk, how you pray, your vibe, etc. This was really encouraging to hear. Thank you for being honest! It really blessed me this morning! ❤
Yes that’s what I was struggling with too. So much “Christian” content feeling ingenuine and underlying motives. The thing is a lot of people don’t even realize it and God still loves them. So it’s important to separate from our judgements and come back to the cross and actually praying for the church!
I did feel this on you for years, but to me you were still so inspiring how you could be faithful to the lord even in a dry season like that. I'm there right now, you always lead your audience with kindness and peace and I love watching your videos for that calmness that brings me.
Thank you so much 🥹
This was so comforting to hear & know I’m not alone in these things. Thank you for sharing🤍
Love this Kian ❤ Thank you for being honest, so refreshing to see online. ❤️
Thanks for sharing. I’ve been in a similar spot of wrestling with my heart towards Christian’s as well as wrestling with things I’ve been taught to believe that I don’t necessarily believe anymore, which I don’t think make me less of a Christian but other Christian’s may think that way. I struggle to be honest about that for fear of judgement. I just don’t align with shame at all anymore and am really sensitive to feeling judged or shamed for where I am at in my faith. Anyone else?
I followed you for the faith content I'm glad you back
Love you from Kenya 🇰🇪
Thank you for your courage and for sharing! Your vulnerability is beautiful and inspiring! ❤ I’m curious, how did this impact your connection with Kyle? I’m sure there was some tension since he works in ministry and I’d love to know how he worked through this with you😊 What do you feel like finally broke down your spiritual wall?
So relatable thank you for sharing🙏🏼
I've definitely faced some highs and lows in my faith journey and unfortunately while trying to find a group or church to really connect with I've had not the best experiences at all over a handful of times. It's never made me question God but now I'm more hesitant to join anything because I did not feel safe in the last experiences I had. I'm still hopeful to build friendships and connections but it's been harder than I thought to find others that share similar values like the importance of family for example. One group questioned me being around my family a lot because they weren't all Christians even though my family has encouraged me so much in my faith journey and most of them are seeking God themselves and it's a work in progress! Thank you for sharing I have felt in a rut and need a refreshed mindset and spirit 😌
Girl this blessed me so much. Thank you for your vulnerability & open heart to Jesus. 💕
Thank you for being so open and vulnerable, Kian. I had wondered about the disappearance of your faith based videos and personally, I enjoy all of your videos that come from the heart. Just do what you enjoy and I am certain that this happiness will translate to your videos (and your viewers). I‘m keeping you in my prayers today!
So thankful for your vulnerability in sharing this! Will continue to pray for you!
thank you for being transparent Kian! It would be so valuable to know what you think led to this point and what you’re doing to “dig” yourself out! X
I love you so much Kian ! ❤
Thank you for sharing! I’m so glad that the Lord has revealed this to you. I have been feeling a major difference in your context, but I’m excited to start watching consistently again to see how the Lord continues to work, and be encouraged!!
Every time I see you I see a lot of kindness and love for the Lord in you and your family. I have a huge respect for you. I don't always post a comment but today I felt like I should coz I could relate to you watching this video like never before. You are being so strong walking with the Lord no matter what. We all always feel the distance and resentment from reading the bible or following the Lord to remember what and how we are supposed to act and live but we always fail but, we just need to guard our hearts like you just said in your video. I will pray for you and your family to always be protected and watched over. Thank you for being you.
"honestly, none of it matters"
Such a great reminder! ❤ So good to have that perspective check and have our points of view reset like that
Praying for you!
Thank you Kian! I can relate to you soooo much!!!! And it gives me so much comfort in a way? I don’t know. Just feels so good to „know“ someone who’s been through something similar ❤️ thanks for your courage to share this!
Love this
Thank you for sharing! I have been following you since your single diary videos. We all go through times of bitterness, disappointment, and distance from God but just remember who it is all about! Hebrews 12:2 “looking unto Jesus the author and the finisher of our faith!” More of him and less of us!
May the Lord bless you dear Kian. You have a good heart and May the Lord protect you in every step of your way. Lots of love and blessings and prayers from this end.❤❤😊
Thanks for sharing! Praying for you!❤️
I love that you shared this. I’ve been following for a few years and I love your content especially when you share your personal faith. Praying for continued healing, wisdom and peace!
Very good lesson - staying free of offense. Thank you for this - I needed this. I thought it was going one way, but, you went another.
I have definitely related to this same struggle before. Thank you for sharing authentically and vulnerably. You are amazing Kian!💕✝️🙏☺️
i get this 💛
I can relate to this so much, thank you for sharing Kian
Thank you so much for sharing🥺
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I know it might be personal, but would you be willing to share tips on how you navigated your dry season within your marriage and what Kyle did or did not do to help? My husband is currently experiencing a hard season following a lot of loss and church hurt. I struggle to find the balance between giving him space to navigate on his own (with God of course) and wanting to talk/pray it out together
I think the best thing Kyle did was pray for me and just be patient. For me it was hard to process with Kyle. It was actually in my women’s group that I was able to be the most open at first. I’ll have to ask him if he has any other thoughts about it.
There's layers to this but ultimately it's being sensitive to Holy Spirit and letting Him guide you.
Matthew 6:33-34 / Proverbs 3:5-6 / 1 Thessalonians 5:16-19 / 1 Peter 1:6-9
Being and believing in the Living Word of God is essential along with prayer and supplication.
God is always at work so it's trusting His timing and plan and keeping our love on in the process... What does your husband need? How does he need to be loved? What questions can you ask him to just love and support him? How can you encourage him in the Lord?
Keep praying, keep believing, keep worshiping, and keep your eyes on Jesus while you press into the Word.
2 Corinthians 3:17 / John 8:36 / Galatians 2:20
Ephesians 6:12 - also go to war spiritually on your husbands behalf. You have full power and authority in Christ Jesus over all evil spirits. Use it boldly and if you're new to that find someone who is trusted in the Lord who can teach you and intercede on yalls behalf.
Love your heart and be sensitive to the Spirit to know what is needed and when. Holy Spirit is your helper and comforter and He will walk you and your husband through this.
Asking him to join you in prayer and supplication and opening up safe spaces to talk is amazing and important but dont push and just stay faithful to the Lord and trust in His perfect timing and plan as He continues to build up the tested genuineness of yalls faith in Him - its the most precious thing to Him so REJOICE in the trials. They are necessary as 1 Peter 1:6-9 tells us along with many other scriptures in the Bible!
Praying healing, unity, and a fresh fire over you guys as well as a new hunger and thirst for His Word and His presence in Jesus name! Hope all this helps! God bless you guys!
I would appreciate prayers because of struggling with the same thing!
I used to be so on fire 🔥 for God but withdrew because of church hurts. Nothing dramatic happened but I felt judged for my sins instead of loved or given grace
I know it’s not Jesus’ heart but I feel distant from the Lord
Want to get back to that first love place
Hey Kian- I live in west Maui and have watched you videos for years. I feel like we’re walking through a lot of the same stuff! Would love to grab coffee with you or go to the beach!
In a way I dont really like the modeen worship songs sung at church and I prefer hymns and stuff. Im also more of a deep person..its also hard for me to open up my heart to people
Kian, thank you for sharing but don't beat yourself up..
You.re married now with a husband and little child..
We dont expect you to be as forthcoming as when you were single..
You dont need to share family matters etc with us.. we dont need to know you're private matters..
You have a beautiful family jus focus on them..
Thank you for all you do do, we will pray for you and your family .God Bless. ❤❤❤❤❤
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What amazes me the most about the verse that you read is that Stephen saw JESUS standing at the right hand of the father. Not sitting at the right hand of the Father. I believe that JESUS was STANDING in preparation to begin the Tribulation but then Paul, who was Saul, came into the picture as the Apostle to the gentiles preaching grace and mercy and NOT condemnation.
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I’ve been having the very same lack of motivation work our LORD and wondering where this is coming from?
Most Christian content on social media is cringe, I think that’s okay to admit 😭
I have such deep church hurt and this testimony really challenged me. I want to be able to say "forgive them Lord, do not hold this against them" about the church that hurt me. Thank you so much for sharing this. Godspeed and God bless Kian.
Hey Kian 😊 a liitle bit an off topic question. Do you know the paint color of your wall? It looks very nice
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Matthew 7:1-2 - “Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.” This passage warns against hypocritical or harsh judgment.
John 7:24 - “Do not judge by appearances, but judge with right judgment.” Jesus emphasizes the importance of fair and just judgment rather than superficial assessments.
Thanks for sharing Kian. I have found myself in this exact same place a couple of times in my faith walk, especially after experiencing deep church hurt and betrayal. It’s helpful to know that I’m not alone experiencing those seasons. So glad to hear you’re being lifted out of it. ❤
So proud of you babe! God’s perfect plan and timing! I love you!!