Beautiful! ✨✨ Thank you 🙏 Awaiting…..The taste of “Bliss!” In-silence, In-awareness. In-timeless ‘now’! As purely uninhibited flows of Love (not by a person or for a person) JUST THIS!💜 Life is Life-ing in-Love, not a “me” doing a thing. So it is,😂😭🤪😳😥🥲😘😡♥️ing all. As it is. Thanks you sir. 🙏
Aloha Teja 😊, rest of mySelf. Thank yoo for this much needed soothing reminder, to Laugh... Ho, ho, ho. Lol, See you in Samadhi... With much much Love and appreciation. ✨ 💛 👍 💋
Sometimes i have almost-fourth wall breaking "moments". Really, as if ever lasting eyes had always been in front of us. But this "moment" wich is the total negation of all life ends, life is still here, and i can´t find anything to do, no questions, no reason, just a tremendously painfull sense of being so absurdly imprisioned. I can not understand why this awarness comes if there is not the capability of holding it. It just vanishes all life but life is still here. Even thinking or asking questions seems absurd because this awarness just eliminates them. But no realization, no enlightenment. Still a person. And is very difficult to understand. Most people that are trap in this game, even most of the spiritual ones, does not have this real fourth wall breaking "moments". Breaking fourth wall should be all or nothing, complete, or non existent. But this game of "almost, almost" is really incomprehensive. And i can not understand how to live an un-existent life that can not stop existing. The only answer i can find is "then, relate with someone, live for someone", but i have no one. Not even a regular friend.
Yeah. It feels like the resistance to silence is tiring and it takes effort to stay there. There's a snap-back to thoughts because there is more rest there, due to the ego mechanism no longer fighting in thought-mode. On occasion it's easy to remain in silence, so I get it. It's possible. It's just a matter of breaking the mechanism that resists staying. This mechanism is the one that makes the body tired due to the constant resistance to silence. It feels like withdrawal symptoms. It seems to get better with persistence but I've half-assed it for years and not much has changed so I think one has to really commit.
Another amazing "preach". Thank you Teja.
This was beyond magnificent
Beautiful! ✨✨ Thank you 🙏
Awaiting…..The taste of “Bliss!”
In-silence, In-awareness.
In-timeless ‘now’! As purely uninhibited flows of Love (not by a person or for a person) JUST THIS!💜
Life is Life-ing in-Love, not a “me” doing a thing.
So it is,😂😭🤪😳😥🥲😘😡♥️ing all. As it is.
Thanks you sir. 🙏
Beautiful, I totally resonate with this 🙏🙏❤
Beautiful to see your joyful face ,bubbling with fun and peace. Love you...
Thanks for sharing your ocean of Love with all of us sir. 🙏🙏❤️
Thank you Teja 🙏❤️
Aloha Teja 😊, rest of mySelf. Thank yoo for this much needed soothing reminder, to Laugh... Ho, ho, ho. Lol, See you in Samadhi... With much much Love and appreciation. ✨ 💛 👍 💋
More wonderful pointers, always underlined with humour and a great new haircut Teja😊🙏🩵
Hair today, gone tomorrow🙂
A sweet intro about Samadhi ! 🙏♥️ Looking forward to our Satsang! Thank Teja !
Much love, thank you! 🤎🙏
Beautiful Teja, thank you 🙏
Sometimes i have almost-fourth wall breaking "moments". Really, as if ever lasting eyes had always been in front of us. But this "moment" wich is the total negation of all life ends, life is still here, and i can´t find anything to do, no questions, no reason, just a tremendously painfull sense of being so absurdly imprisioned.
I can not understand why this awarness comes if there is not the capability of holding it. It just vanishes all life but life is still here. Even thinking or asking questions seems absurd because this awarness just eliminates them. But no realization, no enlightenment. Still a person. And is very difficult to understand. Most people that are trap in this game, even most of the spiritual ones, does not have this real fourth wall breaking "moments". Breaking fourth wall should be all or nothing, complete, or non existent. But this game of "almost, almost" is really incomprehensive. And i can not understand how to live an un-existent life that can not stop existing.
The only answer i can find is "then, relate with someone, live for someone", but i have no one. Not even a regular friend.
The problem seems to be for me the sensations in the body with the thoughts. They seem troublesome to being quiet??
Yeah. It feels like the resistance to silence is tiring and it takes effort to stay there. There's a snap-back to thoughts because there is more rest there, due to the ego mechanism no longer fighting in thought-mode. On occasion it's easy to remain in silence, so I get it. It's possible. It's just a matter of breaking the mechanism that resists staying. This mechanism is the one that makes the body tired due to the constant resistance to silence. It feels like withdrawal symptoms. It seems to get better with persistence but I've half-assed it for years and not much has changed so I think one has to really commit.
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I havent gotten a response to my email yet- just making sure u got it
Sorry, I can't seem to find an email from you. What was your request?