I'm so happy that she's finally being honest about her struggles. Much more enjoyable to watch when she's happy and real! I hope that she continues to be a positive role model for others who are struggling!
Being honest and real would show her actually eating everything she ate in the video in one day. But she literally changed nail colors multiple times in the video and didn't show eating all of the food. I've been through an eating disorder and this video only shows more restrictive eating instead of the truth like food journal videos made by other youtubers in the recovery process. Yes its amazing that she's getting better but be open about not being able to eat all of that in one day because that honesty helps others best.
Becca Clements the only reason her nail color changed is because she added footage that she must have filmed at a later time to elaborate on her day and inserted it in different places in this video. Comments like this are probably why she felt the need to explain herself.
I am so proud of Meredith. Honestly, I stopped watching you for a while because the time my ed developed was around the time I noticed you becoming super small and it triggered me a lot. This is the first time I've come back since then and honestly it fills my heart to see you like this.
luvvhyes Sorry to say this but I think this channel is a bad place for those recovering from an ed because Meredith may be struggling herself. Her nail polish color changes back and forth throughout the “day” (3:41 - 4:34) She’s clearly lying about what she eats
@@flower-sf7tu For the same reason she's on her gym clothes, then sweater, then gym clothes again XD She clearly didn't organize many of her clips and were recorded on different days then mashed together... But guess all this attention even if it's negative it's good for her, all the conspiracies and stuff without looking at other details too (like the declaration she did after with the white nails, all the changes of clothes.... like if it was a secret conspiracy lol - But everyone will believe she's still not ok because everyone loves gossip)
waterside I don’t understand what you mean, I’m sorry. But alright. If you’re talking about the Snapchat filter, it’s just for fun. The way you worded the comment is hard to understand. If you’re talking about a wig, I haven’t worn one since I was like 10 for a Halloween costume, lol! I don’t even wear make up but that’s mainly because I don’t know what is what.
I had to stop seeing mine! She was my only confidant but after few years she got comfortable being brutally honest and started skinny shaming me. I had to just move on and doing better now. I dont like trainers in general
So much of society believes the purpose of exercise is to be attractive. I'll say to someone "I need to work out" and they'll respond "no you're so skinny!". It can be very annoying. I want to work out for health benefits, to feel good, and to be in shape! Not for the purpose of being skinny and attractive!
harlow flamingo fr i wrote that i like to work out so my “fat” can turn into muscle and because it makes me happier and feel good and i wrote on my health letter which is an assignment in my health class that i would liek to gain muscle and my teacher literally wrote ur working out too much and ur already skinny like i just want to feel good and have muscles not cuz i want to lose weight
I was a little reluctant to watch you in the past because I was so triggered (not your fault at all) but I always checked up to see how you were doing. Your Instagram post made me so happy, I’m so proud of you Mere. We in this together💘
Just a friendly message from another girl thats struggled with an ED and been triggered by her vids, you still need to be cautious watching her! She doesn't even eat half the stuff in this video, and it's clearly not all filmed on the same day since her nail colour changes repeatedly throughout the 'day'. Her intentions might be good, but ED's make us terrific liars, and I'm not sure she's being totally honest, in this video she's not at least. Just remember not everything online is real. Stay strong! x
@@faithirismacilvaine2499 she is wearing 2 different nail polish colors throughout the day meaning she filmed it on separate days so she lying about eating that stuff , clearly still unwell welp thas nice real inspiring.
@@ellenines6189 she is wearing 2 different nail polish colors throughout the day meaning she filmed it on separate days so she lying about eating that stuff , clearly still unwell welp thas nice real inspiring.
So happy to see you changing into an actual healthy mindset and fighting through all the diet culture bullshit! I am so proud of you and you are now someone else to look up to and to recover with! Love you Mere
At first, I have no idea why I love her. Now I know clearly. She has a clear mind and kind heart. This is the most positive video I have ever watched. She is always so strong and beautiful! I love how she encourage and enlightens every viewer. Keep on the positive mindset!!! Love you mere
MERE IS BACK AND MERE IS GLWOING!!!! Can’t express how much love I have for this video. This video is immensely educating AND entertaining! I love how she does not directly addresses that she struggled with her health (which she totally can if she wants to but she shouldn’t feel pressured to do so because I think we accept and love her either way, always have always will) but she MOVES FORWARD and educates herself AND her audience! I know that she is most definitely not such a bubbly and smiling merebere as shown in this video all the time (none of us are, that’s just reality and it’s okay) but she is GLOWING and the glow doesn’t fade when you’re sad and it glows even more when you’re happy and did you see her????? Man she is glowing!! I’m so incredibly happy for mere and she really seems to get better! I’m totally here to get more educational content or even whatever other content she would like to continue to do on her channel. To whoever is reading this: You are beautiful, you are strong, you are one of a kind! Let yourself heal, grow and GLOW because you deserve to be the best version of yourself!!! Be kind to yourself and others!
I'm so proud of you and the message you leave us here, I suffered an Ed too (I still kinda do) and I really get when you said that people say things that could trigger you. Everyone is perfect, our body is our temple, we have to love it and protect it💞 isn't a short or a happy road all the time but it worth it🙌🏻
omg i was so concerned for mere but now she looks so healthy and happy!!!! her face is glowing and fuller again and the issue with her dark circles has improved because she’s taking care of herself and she’s happy i love you mere 🤪🤩😘
So inspiring to see you in recovery, you seem so much happier and full of love. I’ve also suffered from an ED in the past and it’s awesome to see others make it to recovery and regain true happiness and health
You should look at Rebecca Leungs videos! She’s also recovering from an eating disorder and although I personally don’t or have never had an eating disorder it’s just amazing to see someone so actively trying to better themselves and always be so positive, even though she didn’t always 100% positive she has a great support system who’s there to keep her in check and give her a boost when she needs it, and I just think you should check her out
Everyone just came from freelee’s video and is gonna sit here and pretend they are Nancy drew and suddenly discovered the nail polish change 🙄🙄🙄 give me a break. Maybe this is what she eats in a typical day but just felt like recording on different days cause she was busy or something.
This video made me cry. I feel so dumb and emotional but this was exactly what I needed. Please continue to be raw about your Ed journey. I wish you the best
ALWAYS CLASSY, NEVER TRASHY, JUST A LITTLE BIT SASSY! Im super super proud of you, mere! Youre so so strong to deal with all this while being in they public eye, without your old so-called friends, and while staying classy!
Mer it is SO GOOD to see you in recovery! I'm recovering from orthorexic tendencies as well and can relate to a lot of the things you're talking about. Hunger cues are a HUGE one for me! I just starting getting mine back a few days ago and it's nice to know my body is telling me I need fuel
SYUJE i don’t think this is the “new meredith”. this is the meredith we all know and love, she was just a little bit lost for the past few years. now mere bear has returned💓
No . She is fake. And doesn't deserve what she is being given. What BS about an ED ... she needs to get the fuck over herself. Pathetic waste of space. The world needs less of these Fake fucks
Tiffany Losey omg how weird!!!! years and years ago, Meredith made a video talking about food hacks or smth and said about how you could microwave eggs w salt and pepper and i used to eat it for so long haha !! im vegan now but what a throwback
holy shit i love you! thank you for being so open about triggers, i understand completely. i am so proud of you, i admire you so much, i am sending you love and strength always
Been a mere bear since stilababe09, I remember you filming on your bed in your room and it’s so inspiring to see how much you’ve built yourself over the years (btw your home is beautiful)! But I just wanted to say that I’ve loved you since the first video I watched of yours and to see you go through and overcome all that you’ve been faced with is a testimony to the faith you have today! You are an inspiration to me to keep faith in our God and no matter how off or distant we may feel from the world, the Lord is never distant from you! One of my most favorite Bible verses is psalm 46:1 “God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.” I love you mere!! GOD IS GOOD
We love a self loving queen! I am so happy that you are taking care of yourself and that you're honest about the struggle but you're continuing on through your journey. This is an inspiration to me Mere. I love that you're being so real and I honestly just can't say enough good things. Even if you're struggling, just remember it's a process and know that we all have your back!
No at the start of the day she drink a coffee with pink nails And then in the middle of the day she ate at a smoothie bowl with white nails Then at night he nails are pink again
because she had clips from different days pretending like it was the same day so people would think she was actually eating when in reality it is clear that her eating disorder is not fixed. Admitting that she 'sneaks' bread in the middle of the night .. eating disorder!
So so proud to see you focused on one of the most important parts of your health - mental health! It takes so much strength to admit that you’ve struggled and that you’re working to get better. 💓💓💓
I’m so glad you’re getting better!! I can already see a difference AND you’re still eating super healthy! You look great, but more importantly, your personality has come back and you genuinely seem happy. 🤗🤗🤗💕
mere you're so brave for opening up about this, glad you are taking us along with you on your recovery journey. Stay positive, and i hope you're taking good care of yourself and not feeling guilty anymore !
hi meredith! i used to watch your videos back in middle school. now i’m 20, and i just re discovered your channel and i am so happy and proud of you for the person that you are today. your message and your mindset is so beautiful and open, i resonate with it so deeply. thank you for being an open light of love here on youtube. stay you, stay true :)
I’ve been working out to lose weight so many times in my life and I always failed because it was too much pressure. When I start to eat healthy and work out to FEEL GOOD is when I actually succeeded to lose weight and when I did it was like a bonus on top of feeling happy and healthy!
@@CClove-pi5dk she used to be anorexic, to a point she pushed all of her friends away. (but her ex friends are toxic so it was a good thing for her to get rid of them)
I’m actually crying right now. I love you SO much Meredith and I am so privileged to have grown up watching your videos and I wish you all the happiness and joy this earth has to offer
MEREDITH!!!!!! Thank you so much for this video girl! Last year I lost 25 lbs in two months from literally eating 500 calories a day and I was constantly sick from it. I love that you’re starting to be so candid about your own struggles and it’s so inspiring coming from you 💕
Maria Papadimitriou please understand that while it’s clear you’re trying to give Meredith encouragement and praise, the beginning of recovery is a time when we’re so so sensitive to comments based on our appearances! It’s tricky because to most people a comment like that would be complimentary but to someone suffering from an eating disorder, that could be taken in negative way. She may believe she’s fully recovered or weight restored after viewing the comment but it’s evident she isn’t yet.
Yes think in the mind of someone who thrived off of looking skinny comments! If you say shes got chubby cheeks right now things like that could make her go backwards. Shes looking healthier and less dead!
@@lauraharrington7589 Sorry I didn't thought of it that way. You're absolutely right. It's just that she is looking so much healthier and happier and I actually find her so beautiful.
I never comment on videos, but I need to tell you I’m SO proud of you. I feel like we’ve grown up together because I’ve watched you since we were both in middle school. It hurt to see you struggle but I’m so happy you’re doing better. Bless you, Meredith. All the love❤️
I just love how much more life she has in her eyes!!! Like yes queen thank you for inspiring us all. I'm still trying to get out of a disordered mindset with food. It's so F****ING hard.
Did any of you stop to think that maybe she forgot to film her lunch on this day, so she just got the same lunch the next day and inserted that clip in this video? Her nail polish only changed one time. It was pink the entire time and white when she was doing the intro and when she showed her lunch. As someone who has suffered with an eating disorder in the past, I know how hard recovery is. Meredith looks glowing and if she was trying to hide something still, she wouldn't be looking as lively as she has been. It's incredibly obvious how much healthier she is looking. Let her be.
What makes me the most happy is not the video (even though it did make me happy) but the comment section. On any other video between now and 2017/2018, there would be hundreds of comments picking on you for your weight and saying you look unhealthy. I was only scrolling through a couple, but then I couldn't stop, because they are all filled with such positive messages, of people relaying their ed struggles, loving the video, and most of all seeing you happy. I know someone could come and ruin it with something hateful later, but at the moment, this is the right energy your UA-cam comment section should have. I'm so happy it's back.
im playing a sport for my school and my coaches try to push us by saying stuff like “summer bodies” and “burn calories now to eat more later” and ive been struggling w some type of ED.. idk.. but it is really triggering and it makes me sad- like we’re 13-18 year old girls and this is the type of things adults say to us are so inconsiderate and weird. But i love how you’re bringing up stuff like this because its really helping me want to change my mindset about food.💗
thankun3xt that...man that’s so triggering and annoying it gets me because kids in school are so young and busy and burn calories already don’t go saying shi* like that. Coaches. Man. That’s toxic honestly 🙄
Can I just say I am so happy that you are in better health now physically but also more importantly emotionally! I’ve been watching you probably for like 6 years and you look so good and from a person who probably also does not have the greatest relationship with food and exercise I find you so inspiring!!
It’s so nice to see you preaching positivity around food because I still find it impossible some days to eat a normal number of meals so it’s so nice to see someone who has also suffered with disordered eating, having a normal day of eating
I stopped watching you for a while, your videos were very triggering for me, seeing how you were in denial about your body. I struggled with an eating disorder for years, lost over 40 pounds. I saw your instagram post that you posted recently about your body and your health and I’m so happy you have had a realization and are doing much better!! Can’t wait to watch again 💕
I used to not like your channel, it seeemed insincere, but now i just love how open and honest and truly yourself you are. Even if you don’t want to be 100% open, you are just authentic which i love
You should watch Jen Brett, she has helped me so much with my recovery. One line that stood out to me is when she said, "when we're old, we will all be wrinkley... you're not going to remember what you ate.. but you'll remember the memories that you made". So instead of skipping out on that lunch date, go to make memories. Health comes in all sizes and shapes. Love you Meredith.. I'm so proud of you for opening up. This is real life.. you will help many like myself. Im not fully there yet.. but I'm in such a better place. Diets are not sustainable.. eating intuitively is.. I notice that I eat way less or don't binge when I follow my hunger cues. Instead of eating an entire box of cookies, i'll eat two because i know that I'm allowed to eat it. I'm still working on recovery... with the gym aspect. Not feeling guilty when I don't go to the gym.. you should only go when you want to go. Don't force yourself. Also, another thing.. just because you ate more the night before does not mean you can't eat the next day.. MAKE SURE you eat...as uncomfortable as you may feel in your body.. you need to eat because if you don't then the restrict and binge cycle will continue. Just know that whether its weight loss or weight gain as the goal, we as humans need food to FUEL our bodies. Food is just fuel so that we can enjoy life.. Sometimes you may wonder if I'm eating too much.. what happens if actually become obese... now thats another type of unhealthy.. but you just got to remember to follow your body natural cues.. and at first you may eat more then normal.. but once your body gets used to telling itself that "hey I can EAT" it will slow down.. Its not easy.. I have to remind myself every single day why I want to get better.. and I'm trying really hard. We can do this!!! To everyone struggling, know that you're not alone..
i've been bulimia free for a few years now, and my relationship with food has never been better. there is so much hope and light in recovery. i was tearing up throughout this video. i'm so proud of you. it can be so hard to challenge every disordered thought and impulse, but so many of us are right there beside you supporting you through this. i am full of so much love for you, angel!
Being in recovery from anorexia and seeing a survivor like you follow your hunger intuitively is incredible and inspiring. You’re so brave and amazing and you really help to remind me to keep going and not give up in recovery. We will flourish again.
it is so inspiring to see someone in recovery who is willing to share about how hard it really can be but how important and beautiful it will be at the same time! I really hope someday i can be as brave as you!!
i stopped watching her videos (i still watched her but not every single video like i used to) , she was so different, i never stopped following her on other social media cause i love her, i was afraid to watch this video without getting a little sad for her, but wow, she look so much happier like the old mere, im so happy for her, love you mere ❤️ (english its my second language, sorry for the grammar)
I appreciate your honesty and openness with what’s going on in your life. I have watched you since “stilababe“ I’m so happy you have finally come to terms with what’s going on with your body and that you opened up to us viewers. You are amazing and I love you! Keep up the positivity! ❤️❤️
Congratulations for coming to terms with your recovery. Been there, done that. It will definitely suck at times, but I can tell you it is absolutely worth it💗
omg mere i could literally cry tears of joy right now. I'm so happy for you. You are honestly such a kind and genuine person and deserve the best in the world. thank you for coming forward and talking about your struggles. I can 100% relate and I feel so honored that I can follow you along your recovery journey. Love you so much and wish you the best❤️
I think she shot the video (in neutral nails) then she comes on to narrate what she did in that day and in those clips she has white nails, maybe she got her nails somewhere in the middle when she went for errands maybe and didn't vlog about it
ugh it makes me so happy to see this shift in your mindset in terms of food, eating, exercise, etc.- sending healing vibes to you (body and mind) on your journey to body love and self acceptance, and just take it one day at a time
I love the development you have had over the years, I used to watch your videos back when you were going through all your stuff and you just seem so much more bubbly and truly happier now! As someone who has also dealt with an ED in the past I kinda know what that mindset is like and I am so happy to see you truly happy!
Wow mere. So proud of you. I watched you so much in middle school and I looked up to you a lot. I myself developed an eating disorder in middle school and high school. Now as a college student, I’m finally able to accept that I have one and stop being in denial. I stopped watching you because I think it was triggering and I was really worried. So happy to see you on your road to recovery. We’re all in this together and NEVER hesitate to ask for help. If you’re wondering if you’re sick enough, you are. Thank you for sharing your recovery. I’m so proud. Thank you.
Also, come forward in your own time. No one expects you to spill everything. It is such a personal and vulnerable topic. I think you are so brave and inspirational for opening up and sharing parts of your healing journey. I would love to hear so much more- in due time ❤️
I am so glad and proud of you. You were able to talk about some of your struggles and acknowledge that things that may trigger you. I am glad you are getting better
I'm so happy that she's finally being honest about her struggles. Much more enjoyable to watch when she's happy and real! I hope that she continues to be a positive role model for others who are struggling!
How come her nail polish changed with different stuff she ate? It’s just a lie
Being honest and real would show her actually eating everything she ate in the video in one day. But she literally changed nail colors multiple times in the video and didn't show eating all of the food. I've been through an eating disorder and this video only shows more restrictive eating instead of the truth like food journal videos made by other youtubers in the recovery process. Yes its amazing that she's getting better but be open about not being able to eat all of that in one day because that honesty helps others best.
@@beccaclements9236 Yes!
Becca Clements the only reason her nail color changed is because she added footage that she must have filmed at a later time to elaborate on her day and inserted it in different places in this video. Comments like this are probably why she felt the need to explain herself.
I am so proud of Meredith. Honestly, I stopped watching you for a while because the time my ed developed was around the time I noticed you becoming super small and it triggered me a lot. This is the first time I've come back since then and honestly it fills my heart to see you like this.
luvvhyes Sorry to say this but I think this channel is a bad place for those recovering from an ed because Meredith may be struggling herself. Her nail polish color changes back and forth throughout the “day” (3:41 - 4:34) She’s clearly lying about what she eats
i am in the same boat, so happy she is being so honest :)
@@flower-sf7tu For the same reason she's on her gym clothes, then sweater, then gym clothes again XD She clearly didn't organize many of her clips and were recorded on different days then mashed together... But guess all this attention even if it's negative it's good for her, all the conspiracies and stuff without looking at other details too (like the declaration she did after with the white nails, all the changes of clothes.... like if it was a secret conspiracy lol - But everyone will believe she's still not ok because everyone loves gossip)
You look so fresh-faced without the false lashes. I love them on you but you are just glowing with the natural look!
Oh.McKenzie true.
I agree she’s so beautiful
waterside My hair hat? Lol, this is actually my natural hair just straightened for a family event I went too. But I’ll keep that in mind, I guess.
I actually think that it suits her better to just wear mascara :) But you're right she looks good both ways!
waterside I don’t understand what you mean, I’m sorry. But alright. If you’re talking about the Snapchat filter, it’s just for fun. The way you worded the comment is hard to understand. If you’re talking about a wig, I haven’t worn one since I was like 10 for a Halloween costume, lol! I don’t even wear make up but that’s mainly because I don’t know what is what.
We love a queen of wellness and self love! So beyond proud of you Mere!!
I'm a personal trainer and I COMPLETELY agree with you. Too many trainers share this toxic mindset so thank you for bringing that up!!
I had to stop seeing mine! She was my only confidant but after few years she got comfortable being brutally honest and started skinny shaming me. I had to just move on and doing better now. I dont like trainers in general
So much of society believes the purpose of exercise is to be attractive. I'll say to someone "I need to work out" and they'll respond "no you're so skinny!". It can be very annoying. I want to work out for health benefits, to feel good, and to be in shape! Not for the purpose of being skinny and attractive!
harlow flamingo fr i wrote that i like to work out so my “fat” can turn into muscle and because it makes me happier and feel good and i wrote on my health letter which is an assignment in my health class that i would liek to gain muscle and my teacher literally wrote ur working out too much and ur already skinny like i just want to feel good and have muscles not cuz i want to lose weight
There's no health benefits for being too skinny though
@@mariahr8595 what is your point
Say it for the people in the back !!
mila h venturi her point is she likes to work out just to feel good as working out is good for you not just to be skinny and look good 😊
love you Meredith!!! who else remembers when her hair was lie a mile long and always was in a side braid???
I remember the long hair Mere :) "Side braid, all day, every every every day"
OMG her old night routines where she would put them in side braids were THE REASON why I grew out my hair to do the same 😂😂
@@sara-qc5so haha same!
Those were the days! I’ve been subscribed to her since I was 14 I’m now 21
I was a little reluctant to watch you in the past because I was so triggered (not your fault at all) but I always checked up to see how you were doing. Your Instagram post made me so happy, I’m so proud of you Mere. We in this together💘
Same here
Just a friendly message from another girl thats struggled with an ED and been triggered by her vids, you still need to be cautious watching her! She doesn't even eat half the stuff in this video, and it's clearly not all filmed on the same day since her nail colour changes repeatedly throughout the 'day'. Her intentions might be good, but ED's make us terrific liars, and I'm not sure she's being totally honest, in this video she's not at least. Just remember not everything online is real. Stay strong! x
@@faithirismacilvaine2499 she is wearing 2 different nail polish colors throughout the day meaning she filmed it on separate days so she lying about eating that stuff , clearly still unwell welp thas nice real inspiring.
@@ellenines6189 she is wearing 2 different nail polish colors throughout the day meaning she filmed it on separate days so she lying about eating that stuff , clearly still unwell welp thas nice real inspiring.
Anne Day eh why does it matter i could say the same thing about u. Im just triggered at what it looks or seems like shes doing.
Happy International Woman's DAY! WOOOHOOOO
Meredith Foster 👸🏻👸🏻👸🏻
QUEEN!!!
I wish I cloud have bread but I’m gluten free
Hailey Hope same lol
Meredith Foster YES!
PREACH about the triggers. I’m ED recovering and I’m with you 100%. Triggering situations are EVERYWHERE
i love that you’re recovering, you are a big inspiration to me. Love you Mer!!!
So happy to see you changing into an actual healthy mindset and fighting through all the diet culture bullshit! I am so proud of you and you are now someone else to look up to and to recover with! Love you Mere
At first, I have no idea why I love her. Now I know clearly. She has a clear mind and kind heart. This is the most positive video I have ever watched. She is always so strong and beautiful! I love how she encourage and enlightens every viewer. Keep on the positive mindset!!! Love you mere
MERE IS BACK AND MERE IS GLWOING!!!!
Can’t express how much love I have for this video.
This video is immensely educating AND entertaining!
I love how she does not directly addresses that she struggled with her health (which she totally can if she wants to but she shouldn’t feel pressured to do so because I think we accept and love her either way, always have always will) but she MOVES FORWARD and educates herself AND her audience!
I know that she is most definitely not such a bubbly and smiling merebere as shown in this video all the time (none of us are, that’s just reality and it’s okay) but she is GLOWING and the glow doesn’t fade when you’re sad and it glows even more when you’re happy and did you see her????? Man she is glowing!!
I’m so incredibly happy for mere and she really seems to get better! I’m totally here to get more educational content or even whatever other content she would like to continue to do on her channel.
To whoever is reading this:
You are beautiful, you are strong, you are one of a kind! Let yourself heal, grow and GLOW because you deserve to be the best version of yourself!!!
Be kind to yourself and others!
i feel like mere's energy is back !
Me too!
She's starting to look better
I'm so proud of you and the message you leave us here, I suffered an Ed too (I still kinda do) and I really get when you said that people say things that could trigger you. Everyone is perfect, our body is our temple, we have to love it and protect it💞 isn't a short or a happy road all the time but it worth it🙌🏻
omg i was so concerned for mere but now she looks so healthy and happy!!!! her face is glowing and fuller again and the issue with her dark circles has improved because she’s taking care of herself and she’s happy i love you mere 🤪🤩😘
Love everything about this video. Mad claps for your recovery, Mere! You're not alone.
So inspiring to see you in recovery, you seem so much happier and full of love. I’ve also suffered from an ED in the past and it’s awesome to see others make it to recovery and regain true happiness and health
You should look at Rebecca Leungs videos! She’s also recovering from an eating disorder and although I personally don’t or have never had an eating disorder it’s just amazing to see someone so actively trying to better themselves and always be so positive, even though she didn’t always 100% positive she has a great support system who’s there to keep her in check and give her a boost when she needs it, and I just think you should check her out
Yes, Rebecca Leung is the absolute best!
YES and stef Marie and Jen Brett Too!
Yes ❤❤
Stephanie Hernandez I love rebacca Leung!!!! She helped me recover! And now mer is!!!
Agreed, she puts Ed in a different perspective
“The body you have now that god blessed you with is your summer bod “ 🥰❤️
I really appreciate you sharing your story. You don’t know how much it has helped me and other people. Bless your sweet heart!
This made me smile so big thank you Maddie.
Meredith Foster 💜💜💜
Everyone just came from freelee’s video and is gonna sit here and pretend they are Nancy drew and suddenly discovered the nail polish change 🙄🙄🙄 give me a break. Maybe this is what she eats in a typical day but just felt like recording on different days cause she was busy or something.
THE REAL QUEEN IS BACK
HHAHAHAHAHAHA
WOOOOOOOOOOOO
This video made me cry. I feel so dumb and emotional but this was exactly what I needed. Please continue to be raw about your Ed journey. I wish you the best
I am so happy for this video. You're back Mere and I'm pretty sure everybody is so happy about it. God bless you.
ALWAYS CLASSY, NEVER TRASHY, JUST A LITTLE BIT SASSY! Im super super proud of you, mere! Youre so so strong to deal with all this while being in they public eye, without your old so-called friends, and while staying classy!
Mer it is SO GOOD to see you in recovery! I'm recovering from orthorexic tendencies as well and can relate to a lot of the things you're talking about. Hunger cues are a HUGE one for me! I just starting getting mine back a few days ago and it's nice to know my body is telling me I need fuel
“Work out to feel good and be stronger” YESSS
WHO ELSE LOVES THE NEW MEREDITH??
SYUJE Yes!!!
SYUJE i don’t think this is the “new meredith”. this is the meredith we all know and love, she was just a little bit lost for the past few years. now mere bear has returned💓
No . She is fake. And doesn't deserve what she is being given. What BS about an ED ... she needs to get the fuck over herself. Pathetic waste of space. The world needs less of these Fake fucks
Sarah bro if you watch her you can clearly see in her other videos how thin she became
Why did i not know you could microwave an egg😂😂😂
Me neither! Haha I’m so happy now.
I was confused about that too lol
Ikr
I literally said out loud “you can microwave an egg?”
Tiffany Losey omg how weird!!!! years and years ago, Meredith made a video talking about food hacks or smth and said about how you could microwave eggs w salt and pepper and i used to eat it for so long haha !! im vegan now but what a throwback
holy shit i love you! thank you for being so open about triggers, i understand completely. i am so proud of you, i admire you so much, i am sending you love and strength always
Congrats on choosing to recover Mere, I’m sending you my love!!
Get the bread. Eat the bread! Love you mere!
Been a mere bear since stilababe09, I remember you filming on your bed in your room and it’s so inspiring to see how much you’ve built yourself over the years (btw your home is beautiful)! But I just wanted to say that I’ve loved you since the first video I watched of yours and to see you go through and overcome all that you’ve been faced with is a testimony to the faith you have today! You are an inspiration to me to keep faith in our God and no matter how off or distant we may feel from the world, the Lord is never distant from you! One of my most favorite Bible verses is psalm 46:1 “God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.” I love you mere!! GOD IS GOOD
You seem so much happier, I'm so so glad. Thank you for talking about everything you go through❤️
Why does her nail polish change from the neutrals in the beginning, white in the middle, then neutral again at the end
She’s probably eating different days...so underrating and making it look like she eats more than she truly does.
Maybe she couldn’t film it all in one day 🤷🏻♀️
the white nail polish clips im assuming are filmed on a different day for commentary on the video of her with the neutral nail color idk
Wow your so dumb
@@Julia-xm4tj *you're = you are.
“Get the bread eat the bread” idk why this made me laugh 😂😂😂
We love a self loving queen! I am so happy that you are taking care of yourself and that you're honest about the struggle but you're continuing on through your journey. This is an inspiration to me Mere. I love that you're being so real and I honestly just can't say enough good things. Even if you're struggling, just remember it's a process and know that we all have your back!
mere im so happy youre doing this ik this must've been a hard thing, but we're so proud of you
Why does your nail polish change through the “day”
4:33 😂
No at the start of the day she drink a coffee with pink nails
And then in the middle of the day she ate at a smoothie bowl with white nails
Then at night he nails are pink again
Ikr she clearly isn’t eating it all
because she had clips from different days pretending like it was the same day so people would think she was actually eating when in reality it is clear that her eating disorder is not fixed. Admitting that she 'sneaks' bread in the middle of the night .. eating disorder!
It only changed in the clips she filmed after and added in don’t hate
So so proud to see you focused on one of the most important parts of your health - mental health! It takes so much strength to admit that you’ve struggled and that you’re working to get better. 💓💓💓
I’m so glad you’re getting better!! I can already see a difference AND you’re still eating super healthy! You look great, but more importantly, your personality has come back and you genuinely seem happy. 🤗🤗🤗💕
mere you're so brave for opening up about this, glad you are taking us along with you on your recovery journey. Stay positive, and i hope you're taking good care of yourself and not feeling guilty anymore !
I am so happy that Mere is finally looking happier and healthier! You have such a kind heart, you deserve to enjoy every moment of your life!
Mere you’re glowing 💕💕💕
hi meredith! i used to watch your videos back in middle school. now i’m 20, and i just re discovered your channel and i am so happy and proud of you for the person that you are today. your message and your mindset is so beautiful and open, i resonate with it so deeply. thank you for being an open light of love here on youtube. stay you, stay true :)
You look genuinely happy and that makes me sooo happy hahah
I’ve been working out to lose weight so many times in my life and I always failed because it was too much pressure. When I start to eat healthy and work out to FEEL GOOD is when I actually succeeded to lose weight and when I did it was like a bonus on top of feeling happy and healthy!
So proud of you for your recovery ❤️ love you
lizzy koenig recovery of what?
@@CClove-pi5dk she used to be anorexic, to a point she pushed all of her friends away. (but her ex friends are toxic so it was a good thing for her to get rid of them)
C.C luv instagram.com/p/BumHXblnAlq/?igshid=1sql2b76ufl01 here you can read her post. She is doing a slowly but beautiful recovery
I’m actually crying right now. I love you SO much Meredith and I am so privileged to have grown up watching your videos and I wish you all the happiness and joy this earth has to offer
I’m confused though, where is she at with her eating disorder? I’m curious how far along in her treatment she is.
i love that you're spreading these new ideas you've learned and helping others grow towards acceptance, especially the part about the "summer body"
so is anyone going to talk about how her nail polish changes multiple times throughout the day...?
she filmed these as separate videos and tried to pass it off as "what i eat in a DAY" :) @freelee talks about it a bit
It only changes one time.
agree!!!@@Bella-dp3ty
Interesting ...
@@Bella-dp3ty god, let her be. She's in recovery.
“Get the bread , eat the bread”. I need to remember this every time I’m too scared to eat
You look so much more alive and well. So glad you are taking care of yourself ❤️
MEREDITH!!!!!! Thank you so much for this video girl! Last year I lost 25 lbs in two months from literally eating 500 calories a day and I was constantly sick from it. I love that you’re starting to be so candid about your own struggles and it’s so inspiring coming from you 💕
So happy mere's cheeks are back
Maria Papadimitriou please understand that while it’s clear you’re trying to give Meredith encouragement and praise, the beginning of recovery is a time when we’re so so sensitive to comments based on our appearances! It’s tricky because to most people a comment like that would be complimentary but to someone suffering from an eating disorder, that could be taken in negative way. She may believe she’s fully recovered or weight restored after viewing the comment but it’s evident she isn’t yet.
Yes think in the mind of someone who thrived off of looking skinny comments! If you say shes got chubby cheeks right now things like that could make her go backwards. Shes looking healthier and less dead!
@@lauraharrington7589 Sorry I didn't thought of it that way. You're absolutely right. It's just that she is looking so much healthier and happier and I actually find her so beautiful.
Maria Papadimitriou of course!💗 I know you didn’t mean anything bad by it. She really is gorgeous x
Love it
I never comment on videos, but I need to tell you I’m SO proud of you. I feel like we’ve grown up together because I’ve watched you since we were both in middle school. It hurt to see you struggle but I’m so happy you’re doing better. Bless you, Meredith. All the love❤️
“I love bread”
CAN RELATE GIRL
I just love how much more life she has in her eyes!!! Like yes queen thank you for inspiring us all. I'm still trying to get out of a disordered mindset with food. It's so F****ING hard.
SHE’S HONESTLY GLOWING
Did any of you stop to think that maybe she forgot to film her lunch on this day, so she just got the same lunch the next day and inserted that clip in this video? Her nail polish only changed one time. It was pink the entire time and white when she was doing the intro and when she showed her lunch. As someone who has suffered with an eating disorder in the past, I know how hard recovery is. Meredith looks glowing and if she was trying to hide something still, she wouldn't be looking as lively as she has been. It's incredibly obvious how much healthier she is looking. Let her be.
I cannot tell you how much it made me tear up to see you doing better! Love that :)
What makes me the most happy is not the video (even though it did make me happy) but the comment section. On any other video between now and 2017/2018, there would be hundreds of comments picking on you for your weight and saying you look unhealthy. I was only scrolling through a couple, but then I couldn't stop, because they are all filled with such positive messages, of people relaying their ed struggles, loving the video, and most of all seeing you happy. I know someone could come and ruin it with something hateful later, but at the moment, this is the right energy your UA-cam comment section should have. I'm so happy it's back.
im playing a sport for my school and my coaches try to push us by saying stuff like “summer bodies” and “burn calories now to eat more later” and ive been struggling w some type of ED.. idk.. but it is really triggering and it makes me sad- like we’re 13-18 year old girls and this is the type of things adults say to us are so inconsiderate and weird. But i love how you’re bringing up stuff like this because its really helping me want to change my mindset about food.💗
thankun3xt that...man that’s so triggering and annoying it gets me because kids in school are so young and busy and burn calories already don’t go saying shi* like that. Coaches. Man. That’s toxic honestly 🙄
Can I just say I am so happy that you are in better health now physically but also more importantly emotionally! I’ve been watching you probably for like 6 years and you look so good and from a person who probably also does not have the greatest relationship with food and exercise I find you so inspiring!!
Currently struggling with an eating disorder. Thank you for opening up it has really helped me feel less alone 💕 inspired to start recovering
It’s so nice to see you preaching positivity around food because I still find it impossible some days to eat a normal number of meals so it’s so nice to see someone who has also suffered with disordered eating, having a normal day of eating
I stopped watching you for a while, your videos were very triggering for me, seeing how you were in denial about your body. I struggled with an eating disorder for years, lost over 40 pounds. I saw your instagram post that you posted recently about your body and your health and I’m so happy you have had a realization and are doing much better!! Can’t wait to watch again 💕
I used to not like your channel, it seeemed insincere, but now i just love how open and honest and truly yourself you are. Even if you don’t want to be 100% open, you are just authentic which i love
Hiiii Meredith🥰 I’m not triggered how you’re eating, everyone has different and unique body’s no matter what we eat🥪🍕🥑
You should watch Jen Brett, she has helped me so much with my recovery. One line that stood out to me is when she said, "when we're old, we will all be wrinkley... you're not going to remember what you ate.. but you'll remember the memories that you made". So instead of skipping out on that lunch date, go to make memories. Health comes in all sizes and shapes. Love you Meredith.. I'm so proud of you for opening up. This is real life.. you will help many like myself. Im not fully there yet.. but I'm in such a better place. Diets are not sustainable.. eating intuitively is.. I notice that I eat way less or don't binge when I follow my hunger cues. Instead of eating an entire box of cookies, i'll eat two because i know that I'm allowed to eat it. I'm still working on recovery... with the gym aspect. Not feeling guilty when I don't go to the gym.. you should only go when you want to go. Don't force yourself. Also, another thing.. just because you ate more the night before does not mean you can't eat the next day.. MAKE SURE you eat...as uncomfortable as you may feel in your body.. you need to eat because if you don't then the restrict and binge cycle will continue. Just know that whether its weight loss or weight gain as the goal, we as humans need food to FUEL our bodies. Food is just fuel so that we can enjoy life.. Sometimes you may wonder if I'm eating too much.. what happens if actually become obese... now thats another type of unhealthy.. but you just got to remember to follow your body natural cues.. and at first you may eat more then normal.. but once your body gets used to telling itself that "hey I can EAT" it will slow down.. Its not easy.. I have to remind myself every single day why I want to get better.. and I'm trying really hard. We can do this!!! To everyone struggling, know that you're not alone..
i've been bulimia free for a few years now, and my relationship with food has never been better. there is so much hope and light in recovery. i was tearing up throughout this video. i'm so proud of you. it can be so hard to challenge every disordered thought and impulse, but so many of us are right there beside you supporting you through this. i am full of so much love for you, angel!
Being in recovery from anorexia and seeing a survivor like you follow your hunger intuitively is incredible and inspiring. You’re so brave and amazing and you really help to remind me to keep going and not give up in recovery. We will flourish again.
She’s starting to look like her old self again 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
So happy for you. You’ve come such a long way and I’m glad to share the journey with u!!
So proud of you Meredith, you’re so strong!! Supporting you all the way
it is so inspiring to see someone in recovery who is willing to share about how hard it really can be but how important and beautiful it will be at the same time! I really hope someday i can be as brave as you!!
i stopped watching her videos (i still watched her but not every single video like i used to) , she was so different, i never stopped following her on other social media cause i love her, i was afraid to watch this video without getting a little sad for her, but wow, she look so much happier like the old mere, im so happy for her, love you mere ❤️
(english its my second language, sorry for the grammar)
I appreciate your honesty and openness with what’s going on in your life. I have watched you since “stilababe“ I’m so happy you have finally come to terms with what’s going on with your body and that you opened up to us viewers. You are amazing and I love you! Keep up the positivity! ❤️❤️
I remember how concerned everyone was this makes me happy
Congratulations for coming to terms with your recovery. Been there, done that. It will definitely suck at times, but I can tell you it is absolutely worth it💗
Her nail polish changes color between pink and white throught the "day". This is not 1 day.
omg mere i could literally cry tears of joy right now. I'm so happy for you. You are honestly such a kind and genuine person and deserve the best in the world. thank you for coming forward and talking about your struggles. I can 100% relate and I feel so honored that I can follow you along your recovery journey. Love you so much and wish you the best❤️
I am so glad you are getting help! I was so worried about you girlfriend
Been a few months since I caught her videos and she looks so healthy now!!! So happy and proud of you Mere!!
How come her nail polish changed with different stuff she ate? It’s just a lie
Kay nope, it changed multiple times. There’s a good chance she filmed what she ate on different days
I noticed it goes white to pink to white to pink, and it's just "one" day
I think she shot the video (in neutral nails) then she comes on to narrate what she did in that day and in those clips she has white nails, maybe she got her nails somewhere in the middle when she went for errands maybe and didn't vlog about it
Mary Nganga she had white nails at the beach when she ate the smoothie bowl
You are thriving, I am so happy with how far you’ve come and how you’re loving and accepting your body now!
Thank you for inspiring us all. 💖
I love the way your channel is evolving you are more like yourself it's amazing to watch
ugh it makes me so happy to see this shift in your mindset in terms of food, eating, exercise, etc.- sending healing vibes to you (body and mind) on your journey to body love and self acceptance, and just take it one day at a time
Yesss i love the positivity and healthier outlook of this video.
I love the development you have had over the years, I used to watch your videos back when you were going through all your stuff and you just seem so much more bubbly and truly happier now! As someone who has also dealt with an ED in the past I kinda know what that mindset is like and I am so happy to see you truly happy!
You look so much better, you're glowing :)
Wow mere. So proud of you. I watched you so much in middle school and I looked up to you a lot. I myself developed an eating disorder in middle school and high school. Now as a college student, I’m finally able to accept that I have one and stop being in denial. I stopped watching you because I think it was triggering and I was really worried. So happy to see you on your road to recovery. We’re all in this together and NEVER hesitate to ask for help. If you’re wondering if you’re sick enough, you are. Thank you for sharing your recovery. I’m so proud. Thank you.
I remember the long hair Mere :) "Side braid, all day, every every every day"
Also, come forward in your own time. No one expects you to spill everything. It is such a personal and vulnerable topic. I think you are so brave and inspirational for opening up and sharing parts of your healing journey. I would love to hear so much more- in due time ❤️
YESSS!!! So ready for this!
I am so glad and proud of you. You were able to talk about some of your struggles and acknowledge that things that may trigger you. I am glad you are getting better