Ichikawa told me this was the best HnK video in all of publication history! Leave a comment if you think Cinnabar would be a Trump Supporter in real life
The thing i love about Phos is that even though she went though a ton of change you can still see her personality in all of them. A lot of other characters will start similiar to phos, being that naiv kid, then going through a traumatic experience and come out as a totally different character after it. Phos went from pure to a scary looking insane and in some ways evil character and turned back to become pure again with Buddha like forgivness and love to even to the people who wronged her. She never felt like she was not Phos at any point though. It really made you feel the thousands of years the story goes through. Not even her goals changed that much, from the moment she meets Cinnabar she was always looking out for someone, took a while for her to get a real shot at doing that by making a deal with the Lunarians who were the only actual threat in their live at that point and she went through so much that she didn't even remember her goals by the time she reached them but it was always heading for that direction. The real tragedy is how none of the other gems really cared for her in the end, especially moongems and most of all Cairngorm got absolutely perfect lives gifted by Phos and they still treat her like shit, adapting the lunarian way of this passiv ignorance that is really disgusting to me. Cinnabar said somethign like "i feel bad about not feeling bad" at some point and it really hit hard. Phos definetely started as a flawed character and spiraled down but as the story stands now she really achieved a form of enlightenment, going through the hell of total isolation several times for people that either used her or don't care about her at all only to come out on the other end to say "finally we understand each other" and fullfilling their biggest wish
There is this dichotomy of Phos who never changes at their core even though everything around them physically and mentally has changed. This seems like a difference in interpretation but please correct me if I am wrong in the assumption. I don't believe that Phos is truly Enlightened and that their desire might have always been the same of wanting to help another but the actual cause of that is far from it. The moment the goal gets modified even by a little bit, that goal is no longer the same and the story tells us that by how crucial even 1 word, Fun, is to Cinnabar. And Yeah Cinnabar says it in the middle of Ch 96 and it is painful to hear but looking at it from Phos' POV, they projected their own worries and feelings onto the gems that allow in their hallucinations. There is a huge disconnect between what Phos thinks Cairngorm, Antarc, Ghost, and Cinnabar care about and what they actually care for and we see that in Ch 96 regardless if the adapted the Lunarian passive ignorance because the gems themselves have always been ignorant just in a slightly different way. The "finally understand each other" is not true. Phos is equating things based on the heaps of information they got pounded into them for 10000 years. Doctor, Enma, Kongo have all guided to Phos to this moment and it is up to them to decide what they actually want because going into Nothingness is not it. It is just the only option Phos feels they have due to how the circumstances are presented. We shall see in Ch 99 what actually happens but Phos has a ways to go even now to become truly free.
I still hate the subliminal messages of continued societal victim shaming. It's teaching that the victim has to stuff the painful atrocities deep inside, not go after justice, and the victim will not be healed until you forgive it. IT'S VICTIM SHAMING AND IT NEEDS TO STOP! All that does is forcibly silences the victim and the abuser gets away with everything. This needs to stop.
@@amandamaglio6838 @Amanda Maglio I see your point but i don't think the shaming part is true. Phos suffers a lot by other peoples hands but this is never portrayed as a good thing, instead of getting shamed she becomes a god figure like Buddha or Jesus who are both loved for showing true compassion, even to people who did them wrong. This isn't a revenge story where people do bad stuff and get punished for it. This is a story where people have goals and sometimes act selfish that resulted in Phos getting the short end of the stick, nobody intended for that though, it's just how the situation turned out. I think this is a very realistic dynamic of social structure, i don't see how applying basic black and white labels like victim and abuser to those characters does the situation justice. Sometimes bad stuff happens to us that isn't the fault of anyone, looking for someone to blame isn't always justified
Also I think that if phos would be so humane nothing is still nothing would have happened. In Cause of her feelings, they does a lot of effort to fit in this society. Other gems, especially old gems cant feel so deep like phos. Yeah they have feelings, but they doesn't feel.
Phos is really one of the characters that had most swerves in their characterization that I know. I still feel HnK can be seen as a "critique", quotation marks necessary, of the human spirit. Phos grew up and prayed for them mostly because if he didn't, the cycle would start anew and the Lunarians eventually would conoct another plan and subject another person to the same ordeal as Phos to reach nirvana through "cheating" the system. The cycle of cruelty and kindness would restart and who knows how it'd end. Therefore, all this journey was for Phos to realize this and so pray. That's how I interpret.
As someone that struggle with mental health, Phos saved me. Started the manga in school, I'm 21 yo now. I hurted myself, almost died trying to change stuff i knew i shouldn't but i wanted to be accepted. Lost yourself is a very painful change, you don't know who to trust, and you don't trust yourself either. You are alone. You start to lie to yourself, thinking you never deserved love, so you start hate you and everyone. Now I'm studying psychology, and I'm slowly healing becasuse if phos could with all it pain and suffering, i can too :')
Glad to see you are still here every day continuing to struggle. Thank you for sharing this with us and happy Phos found a fellow kindred spirit along the way.
I never thought of the gold as another character of Phos, taking its own position against Phos thinking and desires. Such a good new layer to read this manga
Houseki no Kuni is one of my all time favorites mangas im glad there's finally a deep dive into the characters motivations and actions because even though its relatively popular tge fandom is crickets mist of the time😭🙏🏻
Thank you! Do make sure to check the other videos on the other gems if you liked it although many are outdated to some degree because of the return on the manga!
i was so shocked you mentioned houseki no suffering. They do really great deconstructions of these characters, and this video is super lovely too, following!
Wow, just wow. This has to be the best Land of the Lustrous analysis I have ever seen, good job! Thank you for continuing to produce such amazing content for the fandom 💞
I really think the most satisfying ending would be for phos to just pray for themself . when the light receeded everyone would have just been standing there now, condemned for eternity. Would have served them right. Would have been the most human of ends. The most suprising thing for me in the whole series was how kongo literally gave no craps about phos once he got to the moon. Did enma manipulate him too? There were a few gems that changed thier personalities once the lunarians got thier hands on them. Becoming cruel and selfish.
I think once Kongo was turned into a Lunarian, the restrictions that were placed on him were lifted as well which led to a change in personality. Now for the other gems, yeah maybe a new environment affected them a lot more than it should’ve? We know that Phos was a considerably different gem pre and post moon for example. I hope Phos gets some kind of closure like that we can only hope we a few chapters remaining in the series!
I@@inspirashamuli dont know. Enma has been shown to manipulation gems before. Literally all the gems except antarctacite and yellow diamond(who mysterious is taken out of commission) have dramatic changes in personality after being 'worked on' by the lunarians. Padparadscha becomes a complete psychopath. Caringorn becomes a sociopath. Diamond becomes crazy too. Its like he takes away thier empathy and replaces it with hostility.
I wonder if the cycle will repeat or the cycle will renew. And what will be Antarc's reaction after seeing Phos' new form that is now beyond recognition?
No, thank YOU for this amazing analysis. I'm not a very observant person so a big part of details and meanings get lost to me and your videos provide me the insight I need to fully appreciate this tremendous gem of a manga (seriously I don't understand your subscriber count you should have like 108 times that amount you have GALAXY BRAIN MY DUDE). Thank you.
I… don’t even have the words to describe how fantastic this was. I may be 10 months late, but damn, this is a masterpiece and should be required viewing for HnK fans
Omg a 1 hour video talking about houseki no Kuni!?!? Yesss! I love this so much , the analysis is great! I never noticed how Lapis and Phos are sorta similar , and that makes me wanna see more interaction between them :,)
Thank you! When we came back with Ch 96 I had so much copium to see Lapis but Ichikawa shut that down so quickly. I wonder if things change with Ch 99 onwards.
I’m just watching this through a second time cause it’s so dense, man what a ride! It was well worth the wait! Thank you for your contribution to the community and the fandom as always.
I appreciate this channel so so so much... Other manga I enjoy have a good amount of traction and attention but Houseki no Kuni often gets overlooked and I'm in desperate need of content like this. Love the video and can't wait to finish it.
Amazing video, helped me analyze my thoughts after chapter 98. And I was a MESS! Mix of the anger, frustration, denial and sadness. Just as hnk, deserves more attention:)
Ive been waiting for more people to talk about this series since under the scope but Ive only found your channel today its crazy, I hope more people find you
Welcome aboard! There's a good bit of videos waiting for you to be watched on the series, and thank you! I do hope many more will stumble across this little old channel :)
I’ve finished the anime some time ago and now I’m starting the from the beginning of the manga to have another experience with this masterpiece when I get in the most recent chapter I would be back in this video
Man, can I just say your talk about stretch marks in the gold section *really* resonated with me. I’ve had a similar experience, though my weight gain was caused by gender dysphoria preventing me from wanting to continue the many sports and general exercise I did prior to turning 14. I’m still fat now at 22, but I no longer feel shame in my stretch marks the same way I used to, and everytime I go swimming and start reshaping my body in the direction I want it to go (instead of the direction puberty forced upon me) I feel more at ease
Hey! Any progress is good progress so glad you are swimming and take a role in shaping the you that you want to be! It's a brutal journey, but we can at least treat these marks as battle scars instead of stretch marks. Thank you for the kind comment and glad it resonated with you.
@@inspirashamul Yeah, it’s definitely the recontextualising the negative into a positive that’s helped a lot!! Phos’s journey as a whole has helped me in a lot of ways too actually, I can honestly say I’ve never read a series that tackles the concept of humanity and life changing events the same way Houseki has, and it really is something special
Read the whole thing in the span of a day. Very conflicted with my feelings about it. Immediately went searching to figure out if it was over and I found this. Thank you, this video was wonderful to watch
I really love these kinds of videos because you get to see how other people perceived the same art you did but are able to pull different ideas or concepts from it. Like the gold cube phos was stuck in. I completely agree that the gold mirrors phos’s emotional state but I always viewed the cube scene as phos feeling like they couldn’t help even if they weren’t stuck. The gold hands covering their mouth as if trying to convey those emotions physically. I really love art for this reason
I love this character deep dive you've done! Honestly after the hiatus I've forgotten a couple of plot points and motives, so this video definitely brought back a lot of painful suffering. I can feel the passion both you and Ichikawa have towards HnK with how your analyses are so detailed and how thought out the plot is. Now I feel like re-reading through the entire manga again before the newest chapter drops.
Wow this deserves more views. This has to be the best hnk analysis I've seen and the hard work you and your team did to make this video deserves more attention.
I've been searching for some worthy stuff about Houseki no kuni and found that true _gem_ that is your channel and videos. You know, i almost always watch all the videos on youtube at 2x speed to spend less time on things. But, after a 10 minutes of this video i had to put the speed on 1x at listen very carefully to catch everything that you were saying there. Honestly, i had an idea about that Land of lustrous is some top-tier stuff, but, honestly, what i got is 108% upceeded what i was expecting. I know the taste of perfect things. But, i never expected that something will hurt so much in so short time-span. The way you feel the characters and cruelty is so clear that it transefers to you without any loses. The Outer wilds OST was a hit in a face tho. Huh-huh.
Hahaha I appreciate the change the 1x speed it makes my retention more 😅. Yeah the series really does hit you like a brick glad you’ve enjoyed the video/channel! At least you can now be ongoing with all of us soon!
@@inspirashamul Also, id want to say that HNK reminded me about other book where was mentioned a story "The Ones Who Walk Away from Omelas"; "There was a story we read about this beautiful, utopic land where everything was wonderful and enlightened and pleasant and good and just, except for one child who had to live in confusion and misery. One child, in exchange for paradise to everyone else.”
Thank you! You can check out some of the livestreams at the bottom of the channel page to see some tierlists I did for the gems and other HnK related things. Outside of Phos, I love Yellow, Bort, Cairn, and Lapis!
I just found this manga/show but it’s already one of my favorites of all time. I have chronic illness, and part of that is having episodes of paralysis when I over exert myself. When I watched the fragile gems break into pieces the first time, I got the same jolt of panic for them that I have whenever I collapse. Being at the mercy of whoever happens to be nearby is terrifying and I just feel really deeply for these characters. I can’t make myself dislike Phos or Cinnabar bc of my own similar isolation and self worth issues. The changes of personality from their actions is done really well
What a beautiful comment thank you for sharing and an amazing way to relate to Phos and the gems' physical and mental pain. Glad you found the series and glad you found this video! Hope to see you when Chapter 103 drops (whenever that is)!
thank you so much for making this indepth analysis of HNK. I'm actually doing an art analysis research essay for college and i chose HNK because of its complexities. the way you were able to articulate concepts that i was kind of confused on was so helpful!! i really enjoyed watching this analysis, youre an absolute legend for making this incredible video
@@kbinxaysy874 good luck on your research essay! I’d love to read it myself whenever you finish it up if that is possible. Happy I could help in any way. Feel free to DM me on Twitter or Discord if you have any additional questions that I could answer for you!
phos is genuinely one of the most tragic characters in fiction imo, imagine being turned from a sentient rock into a human being, and THEN a divine world altering diety... give them a break 😭
I thought the platinum symbolized silver and the mercury/cinnabar was carnelian, although what you said makes more sense. I did have a bit of trouble following along. Not exactly sure why but I think it had to due with the pacing. At times it felt like really long run-on sentences.
That and also i think a lot of back and forth between symbolism, direct meaning, scientific facts, and philosophy with no clear separation. For example: The part where Inspirashmul mentioned gold/platinum material sciences irl and went straight into the alloy reacting to phos emotions improperly because of their mental instability. People who can connect the dots would understand it perfectly, but for the others the metaphysical and the physical gets muddled up together.
Yeah either interpretation is fine in honesty. I always found that platinum felt like it was just added-on for the sake of adding on as everyone talked about it as just gold (me included) for a long time. So I was looking for other possibilities and settled on what the structure of this video became. That's totally understandable, my thoughts are a little scatter-shot with this video. Looking at it on a macro level, I did have trouble finding the order that I wanted to display the treasures because I didn't want to just list them in order of appearance. Plus the changing of hands and the amounts of ad-libbing outside of the script to give editors some creative freedom to cut or add whatever they wanted for their respective sections could attribute to the pacing. I do have a lot of run-on sentences didn't really notice it until I started doing the closed captions post publication. I'll try to be a little more stream-lined in the future.
@Anonymous White Appreciate it yeah I didn't really think to add transitions between the different layers of interpretation and they all get mixed together even though it makes sense to how I process them. I definitely shouldn't expect every viewer to understand the thought sequencing so I can do a better job of having visuals to accent the script instead of add more confusion potentially.
@@inspirashamul As much as i complain about it, i personally don’t really mind all that much. It’s a bit hard to follow at first but i get used to it later on by taking the context and essence to bridge the next one with. Now that i think about it, i’d also do similar thing if i was talking about a piece of media i’m invested in. Also i’m partly here to assimilate bits of your umwelt/perspective. While the video is kinda confusing, in a way it have a piece of you in it (and all the other people working on this). So... Not really sure if i wanted it to be more digestible or remain as it is. Don’t let my words influence you much, what’s important is what you wanted to do and convey
Wow, just wow. Exceptional video, one of the best I've ever seen when it comes to analyzing anime/manga. I just recently finished watching and reading the series just recently, and it's a definite favorite for me, Phos has become one of my most favorite characters in all of fiction. But your video just made me appreciate Phos and HnK more. Like it's so great to unravel the depths of any piece of media, especially with analysis of this kind of quality and passion. Just superb. By any chance do you plan on making an analysis on other anime/manga? Like Evangelion, Berserk, Serial Experiments Lain, and etc. Also you wouldn't mind if I used your video as a sort of point of reference whenever I potentially make my own analysis videos on anime/manga that I adore like HnK and others. This video is just too good.
Thank you for the praise. I am glad I added another perspective. I do have several analysis on other manga and anime but not enough I need to expand in time and talk more about my favorites (I have not seen Serial myself yet). And of course you are more than welcome to reference it given the proper credits. I think there's a feature to remix via shorts that will directly link the original video that you can use if that is the option you want to take. If you use screenshots or clips, please not only credit me but the people that credit for that section itself. You can DM me on twitter to talk more about the crediting process if you want. Good luck with your own pursuit of videos!
I'm going to go read this manga right now and then come back to this video. I watched the anime and absolutely loved it, but I also don't want to spoil the manga for myself.
I can tell there was a lot of hard work that went into this video. 20:00 also I immediately recognized the music... I have brainrot ("Respite") And "Puddles" 25:43
Losing part of their bodies, even a small amount randomly removes their memories. This leads to existential questions like what really defines a person and what constitutes death.
Great connection to it yeah! Phos feeling that loss which most of these gems that are currently there haven't creates this feeling of emptiness. As usually when the Lunarians attack, either they take all of the gem of none of the gem.
All thanks to @Sadacado for those track picks the editors had a lot of freedom to put what they wanted for their section! Glad you liked it and I agree it’s a good mesh between the HnK and Outer Wilds (OST wise I haven’t played the game myself unfortunately)
@@inspirashamul Would highly recommend it, a literal once in a lifetime experience. Would put the "I want to experience this for the first time again" factor for Outer WIlds on par with HnK, in my opinion at least. Really enjoyed the video by the way! Lots of interesting connections and analyses I never made the couple times I've read through it, plus all the little facts like gold treating lagophthalmos really made it enjoyable and made me say "Oh shit" a few times. Looking forward to the chapter 100 discussion!
Have you seen the book called Life and Culture of Y-3579203181277? I read a partial translation about it (though keep in mind this was unoffical translation). It's really interesting, it looks like the book was written by an alien species, what if it's written by humans??? I mean humanity looks very advanced in the manga, like what if a few people colonised on another planet or smt? Lovely video as usual btw!
I have! I actually own it as well (although I can't read any of it lol) That's pretty cool I can definitely see that happening. I only really thought of the life and culture book as the completion of the Natural Historian role but didn't really think about who actually wrote it.
Not having read a single page of or watched a single scene of this story makes this video very confusing but very intriguing. I knew that HnK was about living geological elements, but beyond that I knew nothing.
Hahaha this video is definitely not intended for you but I guess glad it got you interested. If you are ok with CG anime, Houseki’s is the best there is and a perfect starting point to the series.
@@inspirashamul I tried reading the Manga but it was a bit too confusing for me, so I've been watching recaps and video essays. This video helps give insight into Phos a bit more, as well as a cinnabar.
I cover every new chapter from Ch 96 onwards on the channel in two forms usually (A live stream on the 25th that the chapter comes out and then a video specifically for that chapter). Check them out!
thanks for your story about the stretch marks. I'm feeling that right now, but it's not from self improvement, but from not working out. so. working on acceptance as well
snails? thats a slug lol This analysis was so very interesting and easy to follow, I'm very glad people are still bringing attention to this masterpiece. can't wait to see more videos of yours
I just caught up with the manga today, and im still trying to process everything that happened. Its alot. Especially with everything that happened on the moon. And "Phos" wanting to burn that bridge. Loving this video so far ^^
Man am I glad to have stopped at the halfway point because up until gold, not much in the way of big reveals happens, but after Gold?! HOLY SHIT THERES SO MUCH AND IT WOULDVE BEEN A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT EXPERIENCE READING THE MANGA IF I KNEW WHAT WOULD HAPPEN Thank you for introducing me to this awesome manga, I'm at ch.47 and I am so excited to read it all to come back again and watch the rest of this video.
Finally, I get to watch an hour long deep dive on HNK that I didn't search up because I was thinking "What if it actually gets recommended to me that is if it even exists?" Will be back to watch the rest of it.
@@denislavgeorgiev4839 Thank you so much!!! For this video in particular, I had a group of editors help out so they each used different resources so you are welcome to reach out to the in particular for the section they worked on. But otherwise, if I am the only who is editing (which is most of my videos), I use Lumafusion on my Ipad!
Regret to admit how my life has or is unfolding similarly to Phos because I happen to have been born extremely sensitive and naive. Like Phos, I am slow to certain things and quick to run in others. I had been a joke in my early years because I hated putting effort into things and life has forced me to change my sensitivity…. I think this show is amazing.
Of course I have been made aware of it all and know to make good decisions and realize the pointlessness of having to change for others. Dont know why im getting deep in this comments section right now but I found this show during a sad point in my life and I am unable to forget the connection
Glad you’ve gotten out of that slump but yeah the show connects to that deep level I and many others understand what you mean don’t worry! It’s never too deep!
Ichikawa told me this was the best HnK video in all of publication history!
Leave a comment if you think Cinnabar would be a Trump Supporter in real life
Make Lustrous Great Again
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cinnabar wants to turn california red
She would be, ugly gremlin
Yes
Phos turned from gem, to human, then a deity.
Basically Ichigawa made them a walking encyclopedia.
They really finished Phos’ Natural Historian role 🥲
Phos also went from feminine to masculine.
@@inspirashamul when the hero ends his journey
@@dvdivine1962 ???
@@dvdivine1962 the gems doesn't have a gender, bruh
This man carries the entire fandom
Finally someone who talks about Phos and Cinnabar's relationship
Hahah I appreciate the big praise thank you!
The thing i love about Phos is that even though she went though a ton of change you can still see her personality in all of them.
A lot of other characters will start similiar to phos, being that naiv kid, then going through a traumatic experience and come out as a totally different character after it. Phos went from pure to a scary looking insane and in some ways evil character and turned back to become pure again with Buddha like forgivness and love to even to the people who wronged her. She never felt like she was not Phos at any point though. It really made you feel the thousands of years the story goes through.
Not even her goals changed that much, from the moment she meets Cinnabar she was always looking out for someone, took a while for her to get a real shot at doing that by making a deal with the Lunarians who were the only actual threat in their live at that point and she went through so much that she didn't even remember her goals by the time she reached them but it was always heading for that direction.
The real tragedy is how none of the other gems really cared for her in the end, especially moongems and most of all Cairngorm got absolutely perfect lives gifted by Phos and they still treat her like shit, adapting the lunarian way of this passiv ignorance that is really disgusting to me. Cinnabar said somethign like "i feel bad about not feeling bad" at some point and it really hit hard.
Phos definetely started as a flawed character and spiraled down but as the story stands now she really achieved a form of enlightenment, going through the hell of total isolation several times for people that either used her or don't care about her at all only to come out on the other end to say "finally we understand each other" and fullfilling their biggest wish
There is this dichotomy of Phos who never changes at their core even though everything around them physically and mentally has changed. This seems like a difference in interpretation but please correct me if I am wrong in the assumption.
I don't believe that Phos is truly Enlightened and that their desire might have always been the same of wanting to help another but the actual cause of that is far from it. The moment the goal gets modified even by a little bit, that goal is no longer the same and the story tells us that by how crucial even 1 word, Fun, is to Cinnabar. And Yeah Cinnabar says it in the middle of Ch 96 and it is painful to hear but looking at it from Phos' POV, they projected their own worries and feelings onto the gems that allow in their hallucinations. There is a huge disconnect between what Phos thinks Cairngorm, Antarc, Ghost, and Cinnabar care about and what they actually care for and we see that in Ch 96 regardless if the adapted the Lunarian passive ignorance because the gems themselves have always been ignorant just in a slightly different way.
The "finally understand each other" is not true. Phos is equating things based on the heaps of information they got pounded into them for 10000 years. Doctor, Enma, Kongo have all guided to Phos to this moment and it is up to them to decide what they actually want because going into Nothingness is not it. It is just the only option Phos feels they have due to how the circumstances are presented. We shall see in Ch 99 what actually happens but Phos has a ways to go even now to become truly free.
I still hate the subliminal messages of continued societal victim shaming. It's teaching that the victim has to stuff the painful atrocities deep inside, not go after justice, and the victim will not be healed until you forgive it. IT'S VICTIM SHAMING AND IT NEEDS TO STOP! All that does is forcibly silences the victim and the abuser gets away with everything. This needs to stop.
@@amandamaglio6838 @Amanda Maglio I see your point but i don't think the shaming part is true. Phos suffers a lot by other peoples hands but this is never portrayed as a good thing, instead of getting shamed she becomes a god figure like Buddha or Jesus who are both loved for showing true compassion, even to people who did them wrong.
This isn't a revenge story where people do bad stuff and get punished for it.
This is a story where people have goals and sometimes act selfish that resulted in Phos getting the short end of the stick, nobody intended for that though, it's just how the situation turned out.
I think this is a very realistic dynamic of social structure, i don't see how applying basic black and white labels like victim and abuser to those characters does the situation justice. Sometimes bad stuff happens to us that isn't the fault of anyone, looking for someone to blame isn't always justified
Also I think that if phos would be so humane nothing is still nothing would have happened. In Cause of her feelings, they does a lot of effort to fit in this society. Other gems, especially old gems cant feel so deep like phos. Yeah they have feelings, but they doesn't feel.
Except for the final form. Literally nothing like phos. A completely different character at that point.
Enma: your the perfect Buddha !
Phos: no im a battered housewife you’ve got me ONE TOO MANY TIMES!
LOL Enma really beat the praying out of them
Phos is really one of the characters that had most swerves in their characterization that I know. I still feel HnK can be seen as a "critique", quotation marks necessary, of the human spirit. Phos grew up and prayed for them mostly because if he didn't, the cycle would start anew and the Lunarians eventually would conoct another plan and subject another person to the same ordeal as Phos to reach nirvana through "cheating" the system. The cycle of cruelty and kindness would restart and who knows how it'd end. Therefore, all this journey was for Phos to realize this and so pray. That's how I interpret.
That's a really cool way of seeing it I really like it! I haven't thought about it that way.
This also explains why phos is so obsessed with ridding himself of even the smallest Traces of humanity, the fear of the cycle repeating
WOW I NEVER THOUGHT OF IT THAT WAY.
That actually explains why Phos's forgive everyone even Aechmea. Thank you for the enlightment
She should just break the universe somehow. End the cycle. "The only choice that matters." -Owlman
The quotes from Ichikawa puts a fascinating perspective on Phos’ journey.
Yeah reading her interviews were awesome and pretty eye-opening.
As someone that struggle with mental health, Phos saved me. Started the manga in school, I'm 21 yo now. I hurted myself, almost died trying to change stuff i knew i shouldn't but i wanted to be accepted. Lost yourself is a very painful change, you don't know who to trust, and you don't trust yourself either. You are alone. You start to lie to yourself, thinking you never deserved love, so you start hate you and everyone. Now I'm studying psychology, and I'm slowly healing becasuse if phos could with all it pain and suffering, i can too :')
Glad to see you are still here every day continuing to struggle. Thank you for sharing this with us and happy Phos found a fellow kindred spirit along the way.
I just binged the series...man I miss dorky young Phos. I'm just sad now.
Yeah we are with you on this. It will only get sadder probably.
This deserves 10x more views then it currently has this is insane, a whole hour too,
Hahaha thank you! It hasn't even been a day since release so we pray to the algorithm gods
I never thought of the gold as another character of Phos, taking its own position against Phos thinking and desires. Such a good new layer to read this manga
Yeah there's so so many layers for the reread if you fixate on just one small aspect that's always been there in the background.
ichikawa made a fucking masterpiece. no other manga touched me like this. so complex but simple
She really is amazing with it
Houseki no Kuni is one of my all time favorites mangas im glad there's finally a deep dive into the characters motivations and actions because even though its relatively popular tge fandom is crickets mist of the time😭🙏🏻
Thank you! Do make sure to check the other videos on the other gems if you liked it although many are outdated to some degree because of the return on the manga!
Phos is one of my favorite characters. Will definitely check this out later tonight! The editing seems great so far.
Hope you enjoy it!
Absolutely crazy work, from analysis to editing, thanks to all those who participated in this magnificent video.
Our pleasure!
same pfp gang
i was so shocked you mentioned houseki no suffering. They do really great deconstructions of these characters, and this video is super lovely too, following!
Ah same! I love their analysis so much.
oh and quick question- do you still remember the song that played at 41:16? sounds familiar but i can't quite place it. thanks!!
Thank you! And I love that tumblr account I've probably reread their analysis a hundred times during hiatus.
@KitKat I believe that's in the Pearl section, you can find the OSTs used in the description for that section!
Wow, just wow. This has to be the best Land of the Lustrous analysis I have ever seen, good job! Thank you for continuing to produce such amazing content for the fandom 💞
I appreciate the support that's what allows me to continue making content. Thank you and I will be here until the series ends don't worry!
Truly a prayer-worthy video! 🙏
Happy to hear this thank you!
Im so glad I went in blind. A true roller-coaster of a story
Yeah this story is so insanely well put together. Glad you enjoyed it!!!
I really think the most satisfying ending would be for phos to just pray for themself . when the light receeded everyone would have just been standing there now, condemned for eternity.
Would have served them right. Would have been the most human of ends.
The most suprising thing for me in the whole series was how kongo literally gave no craps about phos once he got to the moon. Did enma manipulate him too? There were a few gems that changed thier personalities once the lunarians got thier hands on them. Becoming cruel and selfish.
I think once Kongo was turned into a Lunarian, the restrictions that were placed on him were lifted as well which led to a change in personality.
Now for the other gems, yeah maybe a new environment affected them a lot more than it should’ve? We know that Phos was a considerably different gem pre and post moon for example.
I hope Phos gets some kind of closure like that we can only hope we a few chapters remaining in the series!
I@@inspirashamuli dont know. Enma has been shown to manipulation gems before. Literally all the gems except antarctacite and yellow diamond(who mysterious is taken out of commission) have dramatic changes in personality after being 'worked on' by the lunarians. Padparadscha becomes a complete psychopath. Caringorn becomes a sociopath. Diamond becomes crazy too. Its like he takes away thier empathy and replaces it with hostility.
I wonder if the cycle will repeat or the cycle will renew. And what will be Antarc's reaction after seeing Phos' new form that is now beyond recognition?
Yeah I wonder if we have enough chapters left for a new cycle.
No, thank YOU for this amazing analysis. I'm not a very observant person so a big part of details and meanings get lost to me and your videos provide me the insight I need to fully appreciate this tremendous gem of a manga (seriously I don't understand your subscriber count you should have like 108 times that amount you have GALAXY BRAIN MY DUDE). Thank you.
You're very welcome! Glad these videos have been of value!
I… don’t even have the words to describe how fantastic this was. I may be 10 months late, but damn, this is a masterpiece and should be required viewing for HnK fans
Thank you for the kind words!!! It's ok to be "late" this video will be up for eternity so there is no timestamp for it.
Omg a 1 hour video talking about houseki no Kuni!?!? Yesss! I love this so much , the analysis is great! I never noticed how Lapis and Phos are sorta similar , and that makes me wanna see more interaction between them :,)
Thank you! When we came back with Ch 96 I had so much copium to see Lapis but Ichikawa shut that down so quickly. I wonder if things change with Ch 99 onwards.
I’m just watching this through a second time cause it’s so dense, man what a ride! It was well worth the wait! Thank you for your contribution to the community and the fandom as always.
Thank you Clay I really appreciate the kind words! Hahah replay it as much as you like it'll be up until the end of time.
I appreciate this channel so so so much... Other manga I enjoy have a good amount of traction and attention but Houseki no Kuni often gets overlooked and I'm in desperate need of content like this.
Love the video and can't wait to finish it.
Thank you for the kind words! Glad I am filling the void just a little bit!
Amazing video, helped me analyze my thoughts after chapter 98. And I was a MESS! Mix of the anger, frustration, denial and sadness.
Just as hnk, deserves more attention:)
Glad it helped you process through that rollercoaster of a chapter haha. Thank you for watching!
you are the best you carry this whole fandom on your back and i respect that
Big praise hahah I really appreciate it!
Ive been waiting for more people to talk about this series since under the scope but Ive only found your channel today
its crazy, I hope more people find you
Welcome aboard! There's a good bit of videos waiting for you to be watched on the series, and thank you! I do hope many more will stumble across this little old channel :)
I got got by the subtitle at the beginning calling me out for watching the preview in my feed. Well played.
Hahaha hope you liked the video!
I’ve finished the anime some time ago and now I’m starting the from the beginning of the manga to have another experience with this masterpiece when I get in the most recent chapter I would be back in this video
Yes please do this video is intended for after someone catches up to the manga. In the meantime, enjoy the manga!
Just binged the whole anime and manga today. Thank you for this amazing video that allowed me to understand more about phos
Glad you enjoyed and welcome to the waiting game for the next chapter! Happy to help in what little way I can
Man, can I just say your talk about stretch marks in the gold section *really* resonated with me. I’ve had a similar experience, though my weight gain was caused by gender dysphoria preventing me from wanting to continue the many sports and general exercise I did prior to turning 14.
I’m still fat now at 22, but I no longer feel shame in my stretch marks the same way I used to, and everytime I go swimming and start reshaping my body in the direction I want it to go (instead of the direction puberty forced upon me) I feel more at ease
Hey! Any progress is good progress so glad you are swimming and take a role in shaping the you that you want to be! It's a brutal journey, but we can at least treat these marks as battle scars instead of stretch marks. Thank you for the kind comment and glad it resonated with you.
@@inspirashamul Yeah, it’s definitely the recontextualising the negative into a positive that’s helped a lot!! Phos’s journey as a whole has helped me in a lot of ways too actually, I can honestly say I’ve never read a series that tackles the concept of humanity and life changing events the same way Houseki has, and it really is something special
Read the whole thing in the span of a day. Very conflicted with my feelings about it. Immediately went searching to figure out if it was over and I found this. Thank you, this video was wonderful to watch
Glad I could help! And your conflicted feelings is very natural so don't worry.
I really love these kinds of videos because you get to see how other people perceived the same art you did but are able to pull different ideas or concepts from it. Like the gold cube phos was stuck in. I completely agree that the gold mirrors phos’s emotional state but I always viewed the cube scene as phos feeling like they couldn’t help even if they weren’t stuck. The gold hands covering their mouth as if trying to convey those emotions physically. I really love art for this reason
Glad you loved it! And yeah that's definitely a valid way of interpreting the cube scene as well
An hour long video on Phos?? Ik what I'm about to do with my evening.
Lmk how it is when you get around to watching
I love this character deep dive you've done! Honestly after the hiatus I've forgotten a couple of plot points and motives, so this video definitely brought back a lot of painful suffering. I can feel the passion both you and Ichikawa have towards HnK with how your analyses are so detailed and how thought out the plot is.
Now I feel like re-reading through the entire manga again before the newest chapter drops.
Thank you!!! Glad we could suffer together 🥲 yeah I always end up rereading before a chapter if I can because my memory is pretty terrible lol
Wow this deserves more views. This has to be the best hnk analysis I've seen and the hard work you and your team did to make this video deserves more attention.
Thank you!!! There will be many more analysis to come in the coming year so look out for it!
@@inspirashamul I will be looking forward to the next analysis
you are such an incredible writer and speaker
Thank you!
I've been searching for some worthy stuff about Houseki no kuni and found that true _gem_ that is your channel and videos.
You know, i almost always watch all the videos on youtube at 2x speed to spend less time on things. But, after a 10 minutes of this video i had to put the speed on 1x at listen very carefully to catch everything that you were saying there.
Honestly, i had an idea about that Land of lustrous is some top-tier stuff, but, honestly, what i got is 108% upceeded what i was expecting. I know the taste of perfect things. But, i never expected that something will hurt so much in so short time-span. The way you feel the characters and cruelty is so clear that it transefers to you without any loses.
The Outer wilds OST was a hit in a face tho. Huh-huh.
Hahaha I appreciate the change the 1x speed it makes my retention more 😅.
Yeah the series really does hit you like a brick glad you’ve enjoyed the video/channel! At least you can now be ongoing with all of us soon!
@@inspirashamul Also, id want to say that HNK reminded me about other book where was mentioned a story "The Ones Who Walk Away from Omelas";
"There was a story we read about this beautiful, utopic land where everything was wonderful and enlightened and pleasant and good and just, except for one child who had to live in confusion and misery. One child, in exchange for paradise to everyone else.”
I love your Phos analysis videos.
Thank you! You can check out some of the livestreams at the bottom of the channel page to see some tierlists I did for the gems and other HnK related things.
Outside of Phos, I love Yellow, Bort, Cairn, and Lapis!
I'm glad this is one of my first HnK analysis videos to watch, because it's really good!
Definitely going to rewatch and watch some others
Welcome aboard!
"Hey, you who has this video autoplaying on your home feed. How about you go ahead and click, it'll be worth your time"
i feel called out
Hahahahah glad you clicked on it!
I'm glad I stayed for your rendition of liquescimus, thank you for the work you do, I thoroughly enjoyed this video.
Hahaha I appreciate it! Glad you liked it!!!
I just found this manga/show but it’s already one of my favorites of all time. I have chronic illness, and part of that is having episodes of paralysis when I over exert myself. When I watched the fragile gems break into pieces the first time, I got the same jolt of panic for them that I have whenever I collapse. Being at the mercy of whoever happens to be nearby is terrifying and I just feel really deeply for these characters. I can’t make myself dislike Phos or Cinnabar bc of my own similar isolation and self worth issues. The changes of personality from their actions is done really well
What a beautiful comment thank you for sharing and an amazing way to relate to Phos and the gems' physical and mental pain. Glad you found the series and glad you found this video! Hope to see you when Chapter 103 drops (whenever that is)!
@@inspirashamul hell yea, love your channel
this was an amazing analysis. genuinely. thank you for making this.
Glad you liked it!
thank you so much for making this indepth analysis of HNK. I'm actually doing an art analysis research essay for college and i chose HNK because of its complexities. the way you were able to articulate concepts that i was kind of confused on was so helpful!! i really enjoyed watching this analysis, youre an absolute legend for making this incredible video
@@kbinxaysy874 good luck on your research essay! I’d love to read it myself whenever you finish it up if that is possible. Happy I could help in any way. Feel free to DM me on Twitter or Discord if you have any additional questions that I could answer for you!
phos is genuinely one of the most tragic characters in fiction imo, imagine being turned from a sentient rock into a human being, and THEN a divine world altering diety... give them a break 😭
They finally got their break thankfully!
I thought the platinum symbolized silver and the mercury/cinnabar was carnelian, although what you said makes more sense.
I did have a bit of trouble following along. Not exactly sure why but I think it had to due with the pacing. At times it felt like really long run-on sentences.
Agreed. Lots of run on sentences.
That and also i think a lot of back and forth between symbolism, direct meaning, scientific facts, and philosophy with no clear separation. For example: The part where Inspirashmul mentioned gold/platinum material sciences irl and went straight into the alloy reacting to phos emotions improperly because of their mental instability.
People who can connect the dots would understand it perfectly, but for the others the metaphysical and the physical gets muddled up together.
Yeah either interpretation is fine in honesty. I always found that platinum felt like it was just added-on for the sake of adding on as everyone talked about it as just gold (me included) for a long time. So I was looking for other possibilities and settled on what the structure of this video became.
That's totally understandable, my thoughts are a little scatter-shot with this video. Looking at it on a macro level, I did have trouble finding the order that I wanted to display the treasures because I didn't want to just list them in order of appearance. Plus the changing of hands and the amounts of ad-libbing outside of the script to give editors some creative freedom to cut or add whatever they wanted for their respective sections could attribute to the pacing.
I do have a lot of run-on sentences didn't really notice it until I started doing the closed captions post publication. I'll try to be a little more stream-lined in the future.
@Anonymous White Appreciate it yeah I didn't really think to add transitions between the different layers of interpretation and they all get mixed together even though it makes sense to how I process them. I definitely shouldn't expect every viewer to understand the thought sequencing so I can do a better job of having visuals to accent the script instead of add more confusion potentially.
@@inspirashamul As much as i complain about it, i personally don’t really mind all that much. It’s a bit hard to follow at first but i get used to it later on by taking the context and essence to bridge the next one with. Now that i think about it, i’d also do similar thing if i was talking about a piece of media i’m invested in. Also i’m partly here to assimilate bits of your umwelt/perspective. While the video is kinda confusing, in a way it have a piece of you in it (and all the other people working on this). So... Not really sure if i wanted it to be more digestible or remain as it is. Don’t let my words influence you much, what’s important is what you wanted to do and convey
you caught me with the autoplay captions so i had to watch lmao
Ayyyyy hahaha hope you liked it and was worth the click!
Wow, just wow. Exceptional video, one of the best I've ever seen when it comes to analyzing anime/manga. I just recently finished watching and reading the series just recently, and it's a definite favorite for me, Phos has become one of my most favorite characters in all of fiction. But your video just made me appreciate Phos and HnK more.
Like it's so great to unravel the depths of any piece of media, especially with analysis of this kind of quality and passion. Just superb. By any chance do you plan on making an analysis on other anime/manga? Like Evangelion, Berserk, Serial Experiments Lain, and etc.
Also you wouldn't mind if I used your video as a sort of point of reference whenever I potentially make my own analysis videos on anime/manga that I adore like HnK and others. This video is just too good.
Thank you for the praise. I am glad I added another perspective. I do have several analysis on other manga and anime but not enough I need to expand in time and talk more about my favorites (I have not seen Serial myself yet). And of course you are more than welcome to reference it given the proper credits. I think there's a feature to remix via shorts that will directly link the original video that you can use if that is the option you want to take. If you use screenshots or clips, please not only credit me but the people that credit for that section itself. You can DM me on twitter to talk more about the crediting process if you want. Good luck with your own pursuit of videos!
I'm going to go read this manga right now and then come back to this video. I watched the anime and absolutely loved it, but I also don't want to spoil the manga for myself.
Yes please come back after you finish the manga we will be waiting!
I can tell there was a lot of hard work that went into this video.
20:00 also I immediately recognized the music... I have brainrot ("Respite")
And "Puddles" 25:43
Hahaha yes great spots! My editors did an amazing job. Thank you for the kind words!
i love this video!! The details and work you put in this is amazing, i hope to see more in the future!
Thank you!!! I will be around until at least the series ends!
Losing part of their bodies, even a small amount randomly removes their memories. This leads to existential questions like what really defines a person and what constitutes death.
Great connection to it yeah! Phos feeling that loss which most of these gems that are currently there haven't creates this feeling of emptiness. As usually when the Lunarians attack, either they take all of the gem of none of the gem.
I really appreciate this video a lot, it helped me to align few of my thoughts on this show as well. Thank you ❤❤
Thank you for watching it! Glad I could help a little bit.
Love that you slid some Outer Wilds in here to hit me with the Land of the Lustrous trauma and Outer Wilds pain all at once
All thanks to @Sadacado for those track picks the editors had a lot of freedom to put what they wanted for their section! Glad you liked it and I agree it’s a good mesh between the HnK and Outer Wilds (OST wise I haven’t played the game myself unfortunately)
@@inspirashamul Would highly recommend it, a literal once in a lifetime experience. Would put the "I want to experience this for the first time again" factor for Outer WIlds on par with HnK, in my opinion at least. Really enjoyed the video by the way! Lots of interesting connections and analyses I never made the couple times I've read through it, plus all the little facts like gold treating lagophthalmos really made it enjoyable and made me say "Oh shit" a few times. Looking forward to the chapter 100 discussion!
this is such an incredible video. what a great analysis of hnk, so glad i watched this :D
Glad you liked it!
ichikawa is just a genius,enough said.
Yes she is!
Thank you so much for this video! Your analysis is so interesting ❤
Glad you watched it!
this is seriously a work of art though
haruka ichikawa is such a genius
She really is
Have you seen the book called Life and Culture of Y-3579203181277? I read a partial translation about it (though keep in mind this was unoffical translation). It's really interesting, it looks like the book was written by an alien species, what if it's written by humans??? I mean humanity looks very advanced in the manga, like what if a few people colonised on another planet or smt?
Lovely video as usual btw!
I have! I actually own it as well (although I can't read any of it lol) That's pretty cool I can definitely see that happening. I only really thought of the life and culture book as the completion of the Natural Historian role but didn't really think about who actually wrote it.
@@inspirashamul Awesome! I find the section about the ice floes a little scary, I wonder what happened there...
do you know of the book "All Tomorrows"?
@bugi Heck yeah! Love it……..
oooohhh omg I’m getting what you’re saying!
dang an hour long hnk analysis, you deserve a sub
I appreciate it!
Not having read a single page of or watched a single scene of this story makes this video very confusing but very intriguing. I knew that HnK was about living geological elements, but beyond that I knew nothing.
Hahaha this video is definitely not intended for you but I guess glad it got you interested. If you are ok with CG anime, Houseki’s is the best there is and a perfect starting point to the series.
@@inspirashamul I tried reading the Manga but it was a bit too confusing for me, so I've been watching recaps and video essays. This video helps give insight into Phos a bit more, as well as a cinnabar.
@@ferretbutler1326 How far did you get into the manga when you tried?
One of the best LotL analyses on UA-cam.
_Full Liquescimus cover when?_
Thank you Sean! There is a full version but YT blocking it because it is too great.
I would love to how you feel about the recent chapters. I feel like Phos finally has a community and I dont how that fits with enlightenment
I cover every new chapter from Ch 96 onwards on the channel in two forms usually (A live stream on the 25th that the chapter comes out and then a video specifically for that chapter). Check them out!
I'm genuinely impressed. how did I not find this earlier.
You found it that’s all the matters! Welcome!
And this is why Phos is one of my favorite characters
Great video! Gunna have to reread the manga and rewatch this to fully understand!
Thank you!
Thank you so much. Your analysis is absolutely goated.
Glad you enjoyed it!
Phos got Dazai'd damn
Dazai got Phos’d imo
This was an amazing video, i've been watching your videos this days and they gave me a new perspective of this wonderful series. Thank you!
Glad you liked it!
thanks for your story about the stretch marks. I'm feeling that right now, but it's not from self improvement, but from not working out. so. working on acceptance as well
Hope that acceptance process goes a lot quicker for you. Good luck with it I know how tough it is!
As myself, thank you so much for giving me the chance to see this
Thank you for watching!
Such a great video. This is what i call quality content
I appreciate the kind words!
Hello. I'm new to this channel. I'm about to head to bed, but I will definitely come back and watch this.
Hope you enjoy it!
what a great video, i meditated for hours after watching it. thank you
Glad you enjoyed it!
snails? thats a slug lol
This analysis was so very interesting and easy to follow, I'm very glad people are still bringing attention to this masterpiece.
can't wait to see more videos of yours
Hahah I guess they are slugs I’ve just been calling them snails since forever I’ll fix that for next time. But thank you for the kind words!!’
this is the best one i've seen and i'm only on the silver part at the time of writing this gj
Thank you!!!
This Will be fire
A lot of heat packed into this
Yes
I just caught up with the manga today, and im still trying to process everything that happened. Its alot. Especially with everything that happened on the moon. And "Phos" wanting to burn that bridge. Loving this video so far ^^
Welcome welcome! Sadly still a couple months until the new chapter but at least it gives to time process it all hahaha
Man am I glad to have stopped at the halfway point because up until gold, not much in the way of big reveals happens, but after Gold?! HOLY SHIT THERES SO MUCH AND IT WOULDVE BEEN A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT EXPERIENCE READING THE MANGA IF I KNEW WHAT WOULD HAPPEN
Thank you for introducing me to this awesome manga, I'm at ch.47 and I am so excited to read it all to come back again and watch the rest of this video.
Read it all today (yes, all 50 chapters, not a single detail missed)
AND BOY
THE EXPERIENCE
SO GOOD
Glad you enjoyed it!!!
Finally, I get to watch an hour long deep dive on HNK that I didn't search up because I was thinking "What if it actually gets recommended to me that is if it even exists?"
Will be back to watch the rest of it.
Hahah enjoy enjoy
Awesome video! You got me back into Houseki No Kuni!
This comment warmed my heart. Glad you liked the video and more importantly glad to have you back!
@@inspirashamul yeaaaah!!
left this on while cleaning my house :3 thanks!
Enjoy! Hopefully the cleaning was more fun lol
this was great! youve inspired me
The ending was unexpected
Hahahahahha....yeah same I really didn't want to use it unless I had to
Inspirashamul doesn't need autotune🔥🔥🔥
LMAOOOOO I appreciate it! I definitely recorded that singing at like 3 am completely sleep-deprived to get some filler in case.
I like your videos so much!! May I ask what you use to edit them? Thanks!
@@denislavgeorgiev4839 Thank you so much!!! For this video in particular, I had a group of editors help out so they each used different resources so you are welcome to reach out to the in particular for the section they worked on. But otherwise, if I am the only who is editing (which is most of my videos), I use Lumafusion on my Ipad!
@@inspirashamul All of this is so useful to me, thank you so much!! Subscribing for sure you're a professional both with your work and with people!!!!
I appreciate the support!
Damn one hour let's gooo, was sure you said one time it's gonna be like 20 min😅
The length of this video came first and then everything else followed lol
Didn't notice that I watched a long video
That's honestly perfect glad it felt seamless
27:40 mottainai is pronounced moat-thai-nai (nai sounds like hi but replace the h with an n). Good analysis!
Ahhh thank you for the correction, I am sure to reference it in the future so I’ll pronounce it correctly. Appreciate the love!
Thanks for the amazing video!!
Our pleasure!
Math teacher: "Show your work on the test"
My work: 59:19
LMAOOOOOO
Great video.
Glad you enjoyed it!
28 minutes in and I can already tell I'm going to being watching this a few times. It's incredibly well done on every level.
Appreciate the love ❤️
Great video dude
Glad you enjoyed it!
Watched the first 20 minutes and honestly, what a fantastic job! I will watch the rest some other time, when HnK finishes.
Until then o/
Glad you liked it! And of course shouldn't be too long of a wait anyways.
Regret to admit how my life has or is unfolding similarly to Phos because I happen to have been born extremely sensitive and naive. Like Phos, I am slow to certain things and quick to run in others. I had been a joke in my early years because I hated putting effort into things and life has forced me to change my sensitivity…. I think this show is amazing.
Of course I have been made aware of it all and know to make good decisions and realize the pointlessness of having to change for others. Dont know why im getting deep in this comments section right now but I found this show during a sad point in my life and I am unable to forget the connection
Glad you’ve gotten out of that slump but yeah the show connects to that deep level I and many others understand what you mean don’t worry! It’s never too deep!
gonna play this on movie night
Lmk how it is!