Thank you, Alexx for making sense of the journey. For me doing the work has been like taking out weeds from a garden. It is constant work. You take them out and new ones sprout and must go deeper to dig them out. Painful at times, but worth it. The most amazing and awe-inspiring journey I could have ever imagined!
I needed this today, especially after breaking down over separation. The timing is perfect, and even the duration of the video 9:15 means so much on my journey. Thank you for your work
in my millionth seperation, after doing everything in 3D to effect a union, took such huge risks, have raised my vibrations, was feeling so elevated and happy in reunion and then bam! out of nowhere, same pattern, same low vibratory behaviour. what more...
Well it sounds like what you were doing was for the purpose of physical Union with the Twin, not actually for yourself. Have you watched my video "The Purpose of Twin Flames?"
I no longer do one-to-one consultations, but I have a Patreon channel specifically on TFs, and if you join the Premier tier (I think we just got an opening), there is a large community that talks through everything
Hi alex, merry christmas, thank you for this video. "If they're deeply engrained, like the core karmic lesson, you may not be able to overcome them." Ouch. There are many nuances/paradoxes to what you've just said. How is it possible, after being thrust into this horrifically dark, primitive DNOTS once again thanks to a highly snarky, calculated comment from the TF (which then, through sheer misery, forced me to literally dismantle the entire egoic infrastructure of mine ie my carefully crafted world of books, picture frames, clothes, anything that says "I'm perfect"), but then also thrust me into the sheer heaviness of shame/grief/anger and put me right back into the setting of the 'naughty little' me (which he, as an ascended master, says is my karma and hence why I am born to a highly hoarding/vindictive parent). How is it possible that after alll this awareness and all this work and all this reliving of my blunders that the universe would then say: well, you won't be able to overcome your 'outcast' feeling, you'll always feel like a freak, reinforced by him choosing his soul tribe over you and abandoning you. Isn't that paradoxical? On the one hand, he abandons you so you can see that you have attachment issues, but then you feel "too weird" to go out into the world and create new imprints because you feel deep down that an ascended master would only say that if you are indeed like your mom? If I act like her, and her character really triggers me, and I watch her resentful of my dad's ineptitude but also resentful that people are taking her time/space/things, does that mean I am both? It's so so scary to think that after all this languishing and isolation and reliving of my eccentricities that I'd never be able to grow new skin just because he treated me like shit. Or is it because deep down, I like codependency that I'm reaping this? It's all so paradoxical. She's not codependent at all, my dad is. Am I just seeking to overcome these imprints because their cost is cumbersome, not because I see any value in not being codependent? What is my core karmic lesson if I indeed see how she just does not like/find value in people and I find, after his soul tribe's stabs, myself regressing into that precise mold of sheer and utter contempt (I think I have minimal grounding in root chakra to be able to stand up to anyone if that is the lesson here. I say this because I notice whenever I leave isolation and walk in the streets I ruminate angrily about the confinement I'd been placed in through his indifference/implicit okaying of my family's abuse).
Well, I do not know what to say anymore. I know the way he is now is not right for me. i do the best I can and am in the moment. Then 9:14 like a wave I am sad. I have to work hard to alchemize it. I forget then i always remember. i feel like i gave myself the challenge of being obsessed with someone and having to let them go as part of self mastery. Then you feel them energetically coming back. Later you feel nothing energetically. I know this is not really what it seems in the matrix. i am detached. but i value the learning relationships i have. And I want to experience it. Then still carry on just as I am. Christmas 9:14 is almost over and I am sad he never reached out. so once again i have to do more work ti rid of those feelings. i just want to be settled in. i am tired of it all.
happy new year! the other day i told my daughter - you know what? i feel fine not being in a relationship and ill be fine if i don’t ever have one. that to me was a sign the work is paying off. while that feeling is not there 100 percent of the time, more and more it is. yet i remain feeling it is inevitable. and i believe there is nothing wrong with wanting to experience love with a partner in this incarnation of emotions. so should i let go of expectations and outcomes and just focus on me? i believe the universe will bring my panned out view of what i want - a best friend relationship - in its own divine timing because i am the universe experiencing itself and i create it. it seems i can live in this connection w Source now in peace a good majority of the time and the only major challenge is my tf! he is not where he needs to be so i have thought - be careful what you wish for. throughout the year i would reach out in chaser energy and ask him to please tell me that he does not believe it will ever happen between us. he will respond to other pleasantries but ignores that request. he has never said never. i have dug deep - what am i supposed to learn here?? i think it has something to do with me wanting to be loved snd accepted as i am because i am not like the majority of people - i am not a conformist and he is completely. why am i chasing myself that is not evolved? i feel that in union i am meant to be there for him as he awakens. i have no idea where he is. so my question is - do i just LET GO and focus on myself? am i failing if i feel that pull? what about the constant numbers!? i do think the numbers are telling me things other than what is related to my tf for sure. its so bizarre. i just live him. i have never been in a relationship with him! just an old hs friend i reconnected with 3 1/2 years ago that sent me into this bizarre tailspin. i have always gotten over other men i did have something with even if it took awhile. my ex husband - zero emotion. today, i choose peace!
Is it possible to feel some kind of aversion towards your TF when they touch some of your deepest wounds or come up with an immature behaviour and say non-senseful trauma arised things? (Even though you don't engage in it and instead try to bring clarity), Is that a thing in the TF journey? On the other hand, a video on the triggers of one self that may show up when you have an argument w the TF would be enlightening for many, thank you !
How do you stop being the chaser? When you’re ready to focus the energy on yourself, and want to let it be..I feel like I feel this push pull energy and it’s very difficult to not fall back into it, even though I know letting the runner be is the right thing to do. Any tips on how to stop myself in these times of “anxiety or emotional waves” would be so helpful. Some times I’m totally fine, others I feel such a strong pull.
@wearethesamenergy thank you. I will try. Yesterday, I felt like I had an inner body experience. Everything started echoing in the kitchen. When my daughter spoke and I replied it was so strange. It felt like I was experiencing myself. It felt like there was nothing in the room. I looked around and it felt so surreal and almost slow motion. My daughter started looking at me strange because I was looking around. I sat down to try to relax. Then the echoing stopped. Its like I was seeing the view point of what my human body sees. It was crazy.
@@wearethesamenergy isn't that a little simplistic for say people with CPTSD or HSPs that are too overwhelmed to start anew (literally the planet feels foreign) and at the same time stuck in abusive triangles?
Thanks Alexx. Last part resonated with me. Tyvm for some clarification
Thank you, Alexx for making sense of the journey. For me doing the work has been like taking out weeds from a garden. It is constant work. You take them out and new ones sprout and must go deeper to dig them out. Painful at times, but worth it. The most amazing and awe-inspiring journey I could have ever imagined!
the destination is I AM and it’s already is ✨thank you universe manifested in Alexx form!
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I needed this today, especially after breaking down over separation. The timing is perfect, and even the duration of the video 9:15 means so much on my journey. Thank you for your work
in my millionth seperation, after doing everything in 3D to effect a union, took such huge risks, have raised my vibrations, was feeling so elevated and happy in reunion and then bam! out of nowhere, same pattern, same low vibratory behaviour. what more...
Well it sounds like what you were doing was for the purpose of physical Union with the Twin, not actually for yourself. Have you watched my video "The Purpose of Twin Flames?"
@@wearethesamenergy is there a way to consult with you, can you help me its been more than a decade
I no longer do one-to-one consultations, but I have a Patreon channel specifically on TFs, and if you join the Premier tier (I think we just got an opening), there is a large community that talks through everything
@@wearethesamenergy Thanks!
Love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you❤🙏🏻
Hi alex, merry christmas, thank you for this video. "If they're deeply engrained, like the core karmic lesson, you may not be able to overcome them." Ouch. There are many nuances/paradoxes to what you've just said. How is it possible, after being thrust into this horrifically dark, primitive DNOTS once again thanks to a highly snarky, calculated comment from the TF (which then, through sheer misery, forced me to literally dismantle the entire egoic infrastructure of mine ie my carefully crafted world of books, picture frames, clothes, anything that says "I'm perfect"), but then also thrust me into the sheer heaviness of shame/grief/anger and put me right back into the setting of the 'naughty little' me (which he, as an ascended master, says is my karma and hence why I am born to a highly hoarding/vindictive parent).
How is it possible that after alll this awareness and all this work and all this reliving of my blunders that the universe would then say: well, you won't be able to overcome your 'outcast' feeling, you'll always feel like a freak, reinforced by him choosing his soul tribe over you and abandoning you. Isn't that paradoxical? On the one hand, he abandons you so you can see that you have attachment issues, but then you feel "too weird" to go out into the world and create new imprints because you feel deep down that an ascended master would only say that if you are indeed like your mom?
If I act like her, and her character really triggers me, and I watch her resentful of my dad's ineptitude but also resentful that people are taking her time/space/things, does that mean I am both? It's so so scary to think that after all this languishing and isolation and reliving of my eccentricities that I'd never be able to grow new skin just because he treated me like shit. Or is it because deep down, I like codependency that I'm reaping this? It's all so paradoxical. She's not codependent at all, my dad is. Am I just seeking to overcome these imprints because their cost is cumbersome, not because I see any value in not being codependent?
What is my core karmic lesson if I indeed see how she just does not like/find value in people and I find, after his soul tribe's stabs, myself regressing into that precise mold of sheer and utter contempt (I think I have minimal grounding in root chakra to be able to stand up to anyone if that is the lesson here. I say this because I notice whenever I leave isolation and walk in the streets I ruminate angrily about the confinement I'd been placed in through his indifference/implicit okaying of my family's abuse).
Merry Christmas 🎉
Well, I do not know what to say anymore. I know the way he is now is not right for me. i do the best I can and am in the moment. Then 9:14 like a wave I am sad. I have to work hard to alchemize it.
I forget then i always remember. i feel like i gave myself the challenge of being obsessed with someone and having to let them go as part of self mastery. Then you feel them energetically coming back. Later you feel nothing energetically. I know this is not really what it seems in the matrix. i am detached. but i value the learning relationships i have. And I want to experience it. Then still carry on just as I am. Christmas 9:14 is almost over and I am sad he never reached out. so once again i have to do more work ti rid of those feelings. i just want to be settled in. i am tired of it all.
happy new year! the other day i told my daughter - you know what? i feel fine not being in a relationship and ill be fine if i don’t ever have one. that to me was a sign the work is paying off. while that feeling is not there 100 percent of the time, more and more it is. yet i remain feeling it is inevitable. and i believe there is nothing wrong with wanting to experience love with a partner in this incarnation of emotions. so should i let go of expectations and outcomes and just focus on me? i believe the universe will bring my panned out view of what i want - a best friend relationship - in its own divine timing because i am the universe experiencing itself and i create it. it seems i can live in this connection w Source now in peace a good majority of the time and the only major challenge is my tf! he is not where he needs to be so i have thought - be careful what you wish for. throughout the year i would reach out in chaser energy and ask him to please tell me that he does not believe it will ever happen between us. he will respond to other pleasantries but ignores that request. he has never said never. i have dug deep - what am i supposed to learn here?? i think it has something to do with me wanting to be loved snd accepted as i am because i am not like the majority of people - i am not a conformist and he is completely. why am i chasing myself that is not evolved? i feel that in union i am meant to be there for him as he awakens. i have no idea where he is. so my question is - do i just LET GO and focus on myself? am i failing if i feel that pull? what about the constant numbers!? i do think the numbers are telling me things other than what is related to my tf for sure. its so bizarre. i just live him. i have never been in a relationship with him! just an old hs friend i reconnected with 3 1/2 years ago that sent me into this bizarre tailspin. i have always gotten over other men i did have something with even if it took awhile. my ex husband - zero emotion. today, i choose peace!
Is it possible to feel some kind of aversion towards your TF when they touch some of your deepest wounds or come up with an immature behaviour and say non-senseful trauma arised things? (Even though you don't engage in it and instead try to bring clarity), Is that a thing in the TF journey?
On the other hand, a video on the triggers of one self that may show up when you have an argument w the TF would be enlightening for many, thank you !
"The 3 Core Karmic Lessons" video
Is it ok to do rituals and spells for twinflame reunion or energy change or some spells for getting text from twinflame
How do you stop being the chaser? When you’re ready to focus the energy on yourself, and want to let it be..I feel like I feel this push pull energy and it’s very difficult to not fall back into it, even though I know letting the runner be is the right thing to do. Any tips on how to stop myself in these times of “anxiety or emotional waves” would be so helpful. Some times I’m totally fine, others I feel such a strong pull.
I have a series on my website called "The Chaser Series" that has 4 videos on this
Thank you!
What does "doing the work" mean?
What do we actually "do"? This part confuses me.
You heal, learn your lessons, take care of yourself, don't get suck, and grow.
@wearethesamenergy thank you. I will try. Yesterday, I felt like I had an inner body experience. Everything started echoing in the kitchen. When my daughter spoke and I replied it was so strange. It felt like I was experiencing myself. It felt like there was nothing in the room. I looked around and it felt so surreal and almost slow motion. My daughter started looking at me strange because I was looking around. I sat down to try to relax. Then the echoing stopped. Its like I was seeing the view point of what my human body sees. It was crazy.
@@wearethesamenergy isn't that a little simplistic for say people with CPTSD or HSPs that are too overwhelmed to start anew (literally the planet feels foreign) and at the same time stuck in abusive triangles?
My twin flame just got engaged. (#pleasehelpmebecauseidontknowwhatsgoingon)
I feel like this may have been a result of me procrastinating on the work
Oh hope you are okay! Perhaps this is your sign?