There is a kind, genuine and respectful energy about your channel which is much appreciated . I do relate with the conflict of on one part acknowledging God and His power and not wanting to be my own God and led by my own desire, but totally uncomfortable with religions and belonging to a group as often ,the group becomes 'the god' with its rules and direction on what's acceptable by its god . 💡Keep sharing ,many are learning from your journey.
Yes, it feels like a constant push and pull between genuine seeking and elation of the ego. Thanks for sharing Linet! I'll keep uploading as long as people find genuine value in my content.
"In the beginning there was the Word, and the Word was with God and the Word was God". Words contain life in itself, peopele can do great good and evil with only words. As your words also, they seek the truth, I thik that can be felt, they are knocking on the door of that peaceful place in us, and I'm starting to belive that the entry Word is indeed Jesus. For me, just to try to comprehend the words "Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing", feels like it contains all the answers we would ever need. I appreciate your way of talking, just letting it out, especially on this kind of topics, which are not te easiest..
You are exactly right my friend. It's all about action and following the life of Jesus. Loved your sincerity and honesty. No one has all the answers. But we have to keep trying. Matt 7:24 “Therefore everyone who hears these words of Mine and acts on them, may be compared to a wise man who built his house on the rock. The opposite is not doing Matt 7:26.
im so happy you started reading the Bible 🤧 i started a month ago too and completely fell in love. i honestly feel you have smth special in yourself, God would and could use you in a great way, but those people usually feel the attack from the other side of the spiritual world more than others which just confirms the importance of the purpose you carry.. alsoo, when u said u felt like youre disappearing, i know what you mean and Jesus actually warns thats the "price", to deny yourself and your life to follow Him, to me that makes sense bc just like your picture says those who chase happines are the most sad actually bc its selfish, we seek purpose. i would recommend u continue reading the word and dont "fear" the message bc fear is not from God.
I align with your view on things. I believe in Jesus (although I'm yet to read the bible) and in some ways the Christian faith appealed to me but in other ways not. I debated a lot with a Christian man I was interested in last year (funnily enough, your eyes and calm demeanor - and also lust struggles, reminded me of him. I was close to sending the link of your channel to him as I think it may be helpful, but I decided against it). There were some things I just couldn't align with. Eg I believe that homosexuality is not a sin. It's true love that matters. So yeah I don't think sleeping around with any Willy Nilly is healthy but that goes for both sex's. Then there's the hell topic. I lost both of my parents and I am sure that they made it through heavens gates, even if they didn't give themselves the Christian label. You may enjoy watching NDE videos on UA-cam, a recent one I saw was with a man who was a pope for 30 years. He called out to Jesus when in a dark place on the other side, Jesus saved him. When he asked Jesus what religion is best, Jesus' response was: "Whatever one brings you closer to God". So true! Religion is a tool, not a God. Same goes for spiritual practices such a meditation, yoga, chanting - which is what I align more with. I'll always believe in my heart that the road to heaven is wide, not narrow. Have you read The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle? You may also enjoy videos on UA-cam by him. Mooji and Michael Singer also spoke to me a lot last year. There are many teachers, all point to love and light. Which path we take doesn't matter, all lead to the same place. I personally believe that religion can be a spiritual block for some, as the words are taken too literally. Many also get caught up in their ego's and consider themselves higher than thou and more spiritually evolved... which isn't necessarily so. Beliefs don't make the man, love does. I'll probably delete this message later... can't help but go on a bit of a spiritual rant sometimes! 😄
Eckart Tolle was the first "guru" to make me realize many things. I rememeber, at 20 years old, laying on the floor while recovering from a concussion. I was listening to Stillness Speaks by Eckart Tolle. Changed my world 😊
I come from Judaism. In Judaism we believe in the Old Testament texts. I consider myself Agnostic, I do have a faith and belief spiritually about the universe, the nature, the connections between us Humans and the universe, my belief is not focused on a higher being or entity, its more focused in the nature and it's ways with a big question mark how it all started🤔. Albert Einstein said that we are in the position of a little child entering a huge library filled with books in many languages. The child knows someone must have written those books. but It does not know how. I guess we are like the child! we need to find our own meaning, set goals and purposes, learn new things, new skills, connect with our selfs and with mother earth. by the way the alchemist is a very cool book if you have not read it, the way that the writer talks about the universe and what he calls 'Omens and the language of the World' pretty cool stuff
I'll check out the alchemist for sure! I've heard great things about it in the past. Thanks for sharing brother. I like your take on this difficult topic.
Day 136 Im very open to the possibility of God. As a child I prayed and as an adult I prayed. Not once did I have even a whiff of his presence. A complete absence. During this SR Journey i thought it might bring him into my life as the many testimonials of other semen retainers claimed it did for thrm. Still nothing. If God does exists, he clearly has no time for me. I think most people have a certain amount of random good fortune that I didn't have and they attributed it to God to keep the good fortune flowing and ignoring it when it didn't. For me, so far, its BS🍷
Bro which God? Christ is King. Funny how you see people in other religions take his name in vain… it’s like something is ingrained in us that knows he is true. He doesn’t find you like some people claim miraculous visions. Sure some people do have crazy stories. But it’s subtle. Implement your SR and be patient. But it doesn’t make us a good person. It’s merely a tool to do more good and live more righteous. God bless. Peace be upon you
Interesting. The times I felt most connected to God or whatever it was, was when I surrendered myself completely without expecting anything in return. Only to serve. But then "I" started to question everything again and it all went away. I think it was mostly fear taking control over me. Thanks for sharing brother.
@@EmilIllum yes! I went astray and delved back into really perverted old behaviours. That was when I started questioning my faith and trying to almost disprove it. Like I still believed but my behaviour wasn’t replicating my belief. Leaving room for the mysterious and unknown (and being ok with it not knowing everything) but serving not expecting anything is healthy and takes a lot of pressure off too! Charity etc. food distribution are some things or making videos etc. Who cares about views or how many people we reach. Just serve. God bless!
You/I/we don't need a "God" except stay with the question, and strive for good, conscience, and consciousness. Everything else is attachment and identification. If you like a west/east fusion of these ideas, check G. I. Gurdjieff's books, or at least P.D. Ouspensky for easier introduction to the ideas (e.g. In Search). There are work groups where we sit, and exchange just like you do in your videos. There is one in Denmark. Keep up the videos, they are like listening to a good honest friend.
There is a kind, genuine and respectful energy about your channel which is much appreciated . I do relate with the conflict of on one part acknowledging God and His power and not wanting to be my own God and led by my own desire, but totally uncomfortable with religions and belonging to a group as often ,the group becomes 'the god' with its rules and direction on what's acceptable by its god . 💡Keep sharing ,many are learning from your journey.
Yes, it feels like a constant push and pull between genuine seeking and elation of the ego.
Thanks for sharing Linet!
I'll keep uploading as long as people find genuine value in my content.
"In the beginning there was the Word, and the Word was with God and the Word was God". Words contain life in itself, peopele can do great good and evil with only words. As your words also, they seek the truth, I thik that can be felt, they are knocking on the door of that peaceful place in us, and I'm starting to belive that the entry Word is indeed Jesus.
For me, just to try to comprehend the words "Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing", feels like it contains all the answers we would ever need.
I appreciate your way of talking, just letting it out, especially on this kind of topics, which are not te easiest..
You are exactly right my friend. It's all about action and following the life of Jesus. Loved your sincerity and honesty. No one has all the answers. But we have to keep trying. Matt 7:24 “Therefore everyone who hears these words of Mine and acts on them, may be compared to a wise man who built his house on the rock. The opposite is not doing Matt 7:26.
So much wisdom in the bible 🙏
im so happy you started reading the Bible 🤧 i started a month ago too and completely fell in love. i honestly feel you have smth special in yourself, God would and could use you in a great way, but those people usually feel the attack from the other side of the spiritual world more than others which just confirms the importance of the purpose you carry..
alsoo, when u said u felt like youre disappearing, i know what you mean and Jesus actually warns thats the "price", to deny yourself and your life to follow Him, to me that makes sense bc just like your picture says those who chase happines are the most sad actually bc its selfish, we seek purpose.
i would recommend u continue reading the word and dont "fear" the message bc fear is not from God.
I'll continue reading, along with other books. I guess things will go as they're suppossed to, right?
Thanks for sharing friend.
@@EmilIllum right just open your heart to the message and you will be good 👼🏽
no problem but im a girl hahah
@@Mewology Oh, I'm sorry haha. I have a lot of men here..
@@EmilIllum yeah i noticed hahah no worries
I align with your view on things. I believe in Jesus (although I'm yet to read the bible) and in some ways the Christian faith appealed to me but in other ways not.
I debated a lot with a Christian man I was interested in last year (funnily enough, your eyes and calm demeanor - and also lust struggles, reminded me of him. I was close to sending the link of your channel to him as I think it may be helpful, but I decided against it).
There were some things I just couldn't align with. Eg I believe that homosexuality is not a sin. It's true love that matters. So yeah I don't think sleeping around with any Willy Nilly is healthy but that goes for both sex's.
Then there's the hell topic. I lost both of my parents and I am sure that they made it through heavens gates, even if they didn't give themselves the Christian label.
You may enjoy watching NDE videos on UA-cam, a recent one I saw was with a man who was a pope for 30 years. He called out to Jesus when in a dark place on the other side, Jesus saved him. When he asked Jesus what religion is best, Jesus' response was: "Whatever one brings you closer to God".
So true! Religion is a tool, not a God. Same goes for spiritual practices such a meditation, yoga, chanting - which is what I align more with. I'll always believe in my heart that the road to heaven is wide, not narrow.
Have you read The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle? You may also enjoy videos on UA-cam by him. Mooji and Michael Singer also spoke to me a lot last year. There are many teachers, all point to love and light. Which path we take doesn't matter, all lead to the same place.
I personally believe that religion can be a spiritual block for some, as the words are taken too literally. Many also get caught up in their ego's and consider themselves higher than thou and more spiritually evolved... which isn't necessarily so. Beliefs don't make the man, love does.
I'll probably delete this message later... can't help but go on a bit of a spiritual rant sometimes! 😄
Eckart Tolle was the first "guru" to make me realize many things. I rememeber, at 20 years old, laying on the floor while recovering from a concussion. I was listening to Stillness Speaks by Eckart Tolle. Changed my world 😊
I come from Judaism. In Judaism we believe in the Old Testament texts.
I consider myself Agnostic, I do have a faith and belief spiritually about the universe, the nature, the connections between us Humans and the universe, my belief is not focused on a higher being or entity, its more focused in the nature and it's ways with a big question mark how it all started🤔.
Albert Einstein said that we are in the position of a little child entering a huge library filled with books in many languages. The child knows someone must have written those books. but It does not know how. I guess we are like the child!
we need to find our own meaning, set goals and purposes, learn new things, new skills, connect with our selfs and with mother earth.
by the way the alchemist is a very cool book if you have not read it, the way that the writer talks about the universe and what he calls 'Omens and the language of the World' pretty cool stuff
I'll check out the alchemist for sure! I've heard great things about it in the past.
Thanks for sharing brother. I like your take on this difficult topic.
Day 136
Im very open to the possibility of God. As a child I prayed and as an adult I prayed. Not once did I have even a whiff of his presence. A complete absence. During this SR Journey i thought it might bring him into my life as the many testimonials of other semen retainers claimed it did for thrm. Still nothing. If God does exists, he clearly has no time for me. I think most people have a certain amount of random good fortune that I didn't have and they attributed it to God to keep the good fortune flowing and ignoring it when it didn't. For me, so far, its BS🍷
Bro which God? Christ is King. Funny how you see people in other religions take his name in vain… it’s like something is ingrained in us that knows he is true.
He doesn’t find you like some people claim miraculous visions. Sure some people do have crazy stories. But it’s subtle. Implement your SR and be patient. But it doesn’t make us a good person. It’s merely a tool to do more good and live more righteous. God bless. Peace be upon you
Interesting. The times I felt most connected to God or whatever it was, was when I surrendered myself completely without expecting anything in return. Only to serve.
But then "I" started to question everything again and it all went away. I think it was mostly fear taking control over me.
Thanks for sharing brother.
@@EmilIllum yes! I went astray and delved back into really perverted old behaviours. That was when I started questioning my faith and trying to almost disprove it. Like I still believed but my behaviour wasn’t replicating my belief.
Leaving room for the mysterious and unknown (and being ok with it not knowing everything) but serving not expecting anything is healthy and takes a lot of pressure off too! Charity etc. food distribution are some things or making videos etc.
Who cares about views or how many people we reach. Just serve.
God bless!
You/I/we don't need a "God" except stay with the question, and strive for good, conscience, and consciousness. Everything else is attachment and identification. If you like a west/east fusion of these ideas, check G. I. Gurdjieff's books, or at least P.D. Ouspensky for easier introduction to the ideas (e.g. In Search). There are work groups where we sit, and exchange just like you do in your videos. There is one in Denmark. Keep up the videos, they are like listening to a good honest friend.
I'll check it out brother. It sounds like a non-dualism take on this whole thing. Am I correct?
God is good.
@@EmilIllum If you have an e-mail, I could send you a 4-5 pages essay that is elucidating in a simple language.
@@perplexedmoth Sure, thanks. illumerhverv@gmail.com
how do you make the audio so crisp like this without a mic??????????
Auphonic 😉
@@EmilIllum AMAZING! I AM GOING TO USE THIS ALL THE TIME. Your audio is AMAZING! is it free??
@@GregorianWater Thanks! 2 hours free every month. Good luck with the crispness 😅