Inside the Mind of an Australian SAS Soldier: Ayahuasca, Resilience, and Survival Secrets

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  • @imafraidofclowns740
    @imafraidofclowns740 Місяць тому +1

    The algorithm sent me, great interview. I am a 58 yo chef with no military back ground, but I have always been keenly aware that there are people putting their lives on the line so that I may never have to. For this they will always my gratitude and deep respect....Lest we forget.

    • @markopapuckovski
      @markopapuckovski  Місяць тому

      Thank you for your wonderful comment 🙏🏼 we have a part 2 of this interview published on my channel

  • @Paprikawastaken
    @Paprikawastaken 3 місяці тому +38

    Awesome interview man. I’ve had the honor of actually talking to one of these guys at the smoke pit on my first deployment. He was a part of the big JSOC task force in Afghanistan in 2018. I’m just a regular American grunt who got to work with elite operators from almost every NATO country and they’re incredible people. The SAS dude didn’t say he was SAS, nearly flat out refused to say it and was visibly uncomfortable with me asking which told me all I needed to know. We shared a smoke and chatted and I was genuinely sad when it was time for him to roll out. Such an upstanding gentleman, and the stuff they were doing was incredible. Those guys are the reason why a lot of us can sleep comfortably at night in this horrible world.

    • @markopapuckovski
      @markopapuckovski  3 місяці тому +3

      Thank you 🙏🏼 I’ve had similar experiences, in fact when I first met Nico he wasn’t very open to talk about his experience and service. I think it has taken lots of years of self reflection and spiritual growth to open up. And thank you also for your service.

    • @jerryoshea3116
      @jerryoshea3116 3 місяці тому

      ​@@markopapuckovskiin the last 6 or7 yrs I've watched many interviews with SF guys ( and the SAS & SBS US NAVY SEALS AND DELTA FORCE are obviously very popular) and after an while u realise they can be quite repetitive & because of the nature of their unique craft,skills& chosen profession,naturally u can't get beneath the surface..
      But my main interest is to see what makes them ' Tick' We know they're going to be Physical Superman,but I want to know or attempt to understand the Psyche,their Soul,what motivates,inspires them.
      As for me I was born into one of those crazy large Irish family's ( 8 kids) warring Parent in London,Eng,,lots of violence & so on,I would have joined the Army but that was taboo within the Irish culture (but I nearly joined the NAVY after staying on a base for 2 weeks but a fellow Londoner discouraged me)
      And then I moved to the US in 1999,I work with the Disabled ( 2 Paraplegics & 1 Quadriplegic) 60+ hrs an week& one of the guys I've taken care of him for 17 yrs,he was in the Army,but left & then had a stroke..
      So it's Physically & Mentally draining & requires plenty of discipline ( i work most days& live on site),but i try to do some good, ( if possible?) I suppose it's kind of cathartic& keeps those Demons at bay.
      .But kudos to u,for drawing more out of this fella.

    • @aueyburroughs1143
      @aueyburroughs1143 3 місяці тому

      Well said, this horribly terrible world.

  • @beastchampionship9246
    @beastchampionship9246 3 місяці тому +32

    I am pretty sure I was the Acting Platoon Sergeant / CSM when a young Nick was sent to me as part of a sister company sent from 8/9 to me at 6.
    Andrew George was our OC and I sat down with Andy to discuss how impressed I was with the young fella. From memory I’m pretty sure I signed his paperwork to allow him to do all his own training for the upcoming Cadre Course. Andy and I said that if that young fella didn’t make, then no one would that year lol.
    So deeply proud to see that his Warrior Heart took him on all the adventures he sought.
    Proud Aussie Veteran 🙏🏻🇦🇺🔥

    • @Buck_T
      @Buck_T 3 місяці тому +1

      Nicely said :)

    • @Kefe90940
      @Kefe90940 3 місяці тому

      8/9 OIIIIIIIIIII

  • @seamac7564
    @seamac7564 3 місяці тому +17

    Sheeeeeeeeeeeeet man.
    This dude:
    -Living in Brazil
    -Beautiful teeth
    -Beautiful smile
    -F'ing beautiful
    -Aussie accent
    -Can swim
    -Can ruck
    -Can operate
    -Can grow a full robust beard
    -Has perspective
    For the rest of us, this is a man to emulate. Salute.

    • @markopapuckovski
      @markopapuckovski  3 місяці тому +6

      🤣 haha it’s pretty wild, Nico is the closest thing to a real life superhero

    • @hawkrolla
      @hawkrolla 3 місяці тому

      Teeth are overrated.

    • @markedmunds1966
      @markedmunds1966 2 місяці тому

      @@hawkrollayou mean teef?

  • @1960Sawman
    @1960Sawman 3 місяці тому +4

    Great interview. I was hitchhiking in Montana a number of years ago and this older guy picked me up. Born and raised in England; finished his schooling in South Africa. He was in the Rhodesian SAS back in 1960-64; mostly did border patrol work. Whenever I passed through Hamilton, Montana, he would buy me some breakfast. We had some really good talks.
    I was hitchhiking through Nebraska a long time ago, and I met this former Navy SEAL at this cafe. He was in Vietnam in 1972. I asked him about the SEALs and the British SAS. He thought the Israeli elite forces were the best on the planet.
    I was hitchhiking in Oklahoma many years ago and this guy picked me up. He had been a Ranger that was in Somalia during the Black Hawk Down Incident in Mogadishu in 1992. He drove a truck in that convoy (I am thinking of the film BLACK HAWK DOWN, 2001); a Navy SEAL was riding shotgun. He thought the French elite forces were the best he had ever seen.

    • @avardi21
      @avardi21 3 місяці тому +2

      Which israeli special forces? Sayeret matkal, Shayetet 13, Shaldag, or 669?

    • @1960Sawman
      @1960Sawman 3 місяці тому +2

      @@avardi21 He didn't say. He just said the Israeli elite forces.

  • @smithwick77
    @smithwick77 3 місяці тому +4

    I know Nick, great bloke! I follow his travels on instagram these days. Kudos to you Nick

  • @BearMountainRancher
    @BearMountainRancher 3 місяці тому +7

    "Dogs and warfighters, much like the All Blacks and rugby, represent a rare combination of loyalty, integrity, and competence. In this world, it's nearly impossible to find all three in one place. But when you do-when you're surrounded by men and dogs willing to lay down their lives for you-you've found a true warrior and a lifelong friend." - Nicco

  • @BRADLEY856
    @BRADLEY856 3 місяці тому +4

    This is good. Your comment regarding Leadership is well highlighted.

  • @kennethgottfredsen767
    @kennethgottfredsen767 3 місяці тому +6

    Best podcast ive seen in years.

  • @benw5691
    @benw5691 2 місяці тому +1

    Thanks for this interview!

  • @TriWayne62
    @TriWayne62 4 місяці тому +3

    Amazing, and moving interview. Thank you both.

  • @titaniumquarrion9838
    @titaniumquarrion9838 3 місяці тому +5

    The quote at the end is a prime example of the kind of mindset and justification for violence that governments prey on to have cannon fodder in wars started and prolonged to serve the agendas of corporations, political ideologies and senior military leadership career progression.
    “…on order to do violence on your behalf”
    He says it still holds true. If that’s the case he still hasn’t realised that he wasn’t doing violence on the behalf of Australian society. He was doing it on behalf of the institutions and their leaders/owner that benefit from war and for his own ego.

    • @markopapuckovski
      @markopapuckovski  3 місяці тому +2

      We send young men to fight old man wars, it’s sad really…

    • @Buck_T
      @Buck_T 3 місяці тому

      Starts the moment you join the Army, War is an ugly business and unfortunately when your trained you can only hope that anything your required to do is a real and decent cause.

    • @titaniumquarrion9838
      @titaniumquarrion9838 3 місяці тому

      @@Buck_T Yep and chances are it won't be which is why I am glad my kids haven't followed in my footsteps...

    • @secfeed6987
      @secfeed6987 2 місяці тому

      Yep thats the reality today. I have no ill will towards anyone that took that path. I'm sure if they truly knew the truth, they would not have done so. But ultimately that is their journey, in order to learn, they must go through it and live with the consequences or someone else lives with it.

    • @titaniumquarrion9838
      @titaniumquarrion9838 2 місяці тому +1

      @@secfeed6987 Yep took me a long time to realize it and I still resisted after i did. i justified my involvement..until I couldn't anymore. A major contributing factor to PTSD is moral injury.

  • @liverpool6058
    @liverpool6058 2 місяці тому

    I really enjoyed the interview. I really wanted to hear some more findings of his from his journey through the Bible from one former serviceman to another, though I was nowhere near SOF. Jesus and my little Bible were my rock during many a cold nights and there is undoubtedly a spiritual component to warfare that gets so overlooked. Being tasked to kill another group of people is something that has a serious spiritual effect on us, and darkens the soul. ❤ Glad this is being looked at in a podcast.

    • @markopapuckovski
      @markopapuckovski  Місяць тому

      Hi friend, I did a follow up interview with Nico on this. You can find it on my channel.

  • @Maxindifference
    @Maxindifference 2 місяці тому +1

    In 1988 I joined the Australian army as a fresh 18 yr old. Straight into Duntroon. I grew up in an abusive home, went to an abusive boarding school. I lasted 2 years and chose to play rugby in NZ. Got the living piss beaten out of me, but I wanted it as the army back then wasn’t at war. Had some mates go on to SASR . Most notably Maj Gen Dan McDaniel. Lt Col Shaun O’Leary 2 Commando.

  • @JR-ju3kj
    @JR-ju3kj 3 місяці тому +5

    This was such an outstanding interview! Thanks to you both!
    I'd love to see Nicholas Seedsman on some American podcasts like the Jocko Willink podcast, the Shawn Ryan podcast, Danger Close with Jack Carr( and Jack has had a lot of the SAS and SBS guys on the show) and Cleared Hot with Andy Stumpf.

    • @markopapuckovski
      @markopapuckovski  3 місяці тому +3

      We have reached out to Shawn Ryan and hopefully we hear back 🙂

    • @geoffreycoury1171
      @geoffreycoury1171 3 місяці тому +2

      Please do me a favour and cut back on the swearing and profanities.
      If you watch any people being interviewed by Jocko Willink or Sean Ryan etc, it's extremely rare to hear any swearing - even listening to the most harrowing war stories and guys being severely wounded, they temper their language.
      Not to sound like a wowser, but consistent swearing just sounds unprofessional and dissuades others from interviewing you.
      Regardless, congratulations on achieving your life goal.

  • @smoothjiujitsumossvale7777
    @smoothjiujitsumossvale7777 9 місяців тому +5

    Awesome podcast.

  • @Fxper
    @Fxper 3 місяці тому +1

    Great interview ..... Tnxs alot for sharing !!

  • @mikekelly1543
    @mikekelly1543 3 місяці тому +2

    Interesting learning about Navy vs army leadership.

  • @SimonM5
    @SimonM5 3 місяці тому +1

    Amazing insightful guy, thanks for sharing.

  • @jsmith8646
    @jsmith8646 3 місяці тому +2

    If you join up as an ET you have a ROSO or return of service obligation, frankly you were very lucky to be able to apply to transfer before your 6 year mark. Glad you got there not many do as you well know, well done.

  • @secfeed6987
    @secfeed6987 2 місяці тому +2

    hmm, very strange, I had the same drive as a kid as well, had this inner calling to fight, not sure where it comes from. I think hes right, we just keep chasing the complete opposite of what we were, if we had it rough, we almost kill ourselves to make sure we are far from that shitty low. We destroy our weaknesses so we can't be hurt again. I learned something new about myself, thank you.

    • @markopapuckovski
      @markopapuckovski  2 місяці тому +1

      I think most men feel the competitive warrior calling at some point, we just take different paths.

  • @karenlindley.9756
    @karenlindley.9756 3 місяці тому +1

    As well as having the biggest balls…..these guys have got such an amazing skillset, mental disposition, great attitude and they are intelligent. I guess many see them as being brain with no brain. But that’s so not true. Kudos to all x

    • @markopapuckovski
      @markopapuckovski  3 місяці тому

      Pretty impressive human beings. Not to mention the friendship and loyalty.

  • @BryceMcQueen-qk2zu
    @BryceMcQueen-qk2zu 3 місяці тому +3

    SBS is. Navy SAS Army. Wonder why he didn't do SBS ? Being he was in the Navy.

    • @connorm3040
      @connorm3040 3 місяці тому +6

      australia doesnt have an SBS. just the SASR

    • @BryceMcQueen-qk2zu
      @BryceMcQueen-qk2zu 3 місяці тому +1

      @@connorm3040 k, I thought it was the Brits!

    • @toast23481
      @toast23481 3 місяці тому

      When you pass selection you go where they need you

    • @titaniumquarrion9838
      @titaniumquarrion9838 3 місяці тому +2

      Not in Australia. You go to which SF Regiment you have applied for. At least that was the case when this guy was in.

    • @titaniumquarrion9838
      @titaniumquarrion9838 3 місяці тому +3

      Thought he was a Brit? He has an Australian accent and literally mentions Australia in the first 5 minutes.

  • @D1ceplaya
    @D1ceplaya 2 місяці тому

    Very interesting.

  • @jakhaughton1800
    @jakhaughton1800 3 місяці тому +2

    So many tier1 soldiers are from dysfunctional backgrounds and the top of the armed forces is the answer; with some. K9 Koda sounded like your perfect companion in such shit as war.

    • @markopapuckovski
      @markopapuckovski  3 місяці тому

      I had the privilege of meeting K9 Koda, his war days are far behind him but he still lead the trail on our hike

    • @timmybobby4052
      @timmybobby4052 3 місяці тому +1

      Sasr is not Tier1 unit.... they wish soooooo bad

    • @manuelpacheco5394
      @manuelpacheco5394 3 місяці тому +1

      Dysfunctional background teach adaptability, perseverance, and independance.

    • @jsmith8646
      @jsmith8646 3 місяці тому +1

      @@timmybobby4052 They are the epitome of Tier One boofhead 😆

    • @useruseruseruseruser790
      @useruseruseruseruser790 2 місяці тому

      @@timmybobby4052Newsflash - only because Australia doesn’t use the tier system. The world doesn’t actually begin and end with the USA as many of you think. The SASR will match it with anyone, and whatever ‘tier’ they might allocate to themselves. These guys have proven themselves over and over again.

  • @richardfox6023
    @richardfox6023 3 місяці тому +9

    I am ex British military SF veteran. I went to Australia for a year did not tell nobody about my background and all I got from Australians was negativity. I went there with an open mind thinking we are part of the Commonwealth. I did not realise how much the Australians dislike Brits when they came to us in the UK when I was serving, we made them feel so welcome, I witnessed a lot of big Australian ego But when it came to the crunch, only one never backed down and he learned respect the hard way, my grandfather served with the Australian military and he only had great things to say about them. What a difference a couple of generations make, this guy seems fairly grounded

    • @Jay-gr9ij
      @Jay-gr9ij 3 місяці тому

      I think it's education mate. Same thing with young Scots when they first come down to England to train. After a while they realise all the shit they've been told is lies. As for the English-we're the most tolerant decent people around.

    • @DM-fj8wv
      @DM-fj8wv 3 місяці тому +12

      Nah, we've never liked whinging poms LMFAO

    • @Leftystrat
      @Leftystrat 3 місяці тому +2

      Us kiwis love ya, we talk less than necessary😊

    • @Bob-sk6xq
      @Bob-sk6xq 3 місяці тому

      Back in the 90’s at the cricket in the SCG, the Barmy Army had the best songs, we were jealous we had no comebacks.
      This generation is lacking.

    • @RenegadeRanga
      @RenegadeRanga 3 місяці тому +2

      Sounds like you got the shit ones, mate. The ADF has a major culture problem.

  • @adamcall3664
    @adamcall3664 3 місяці тому +2

    What country is this guy from? Is that a partial accent?

    • @titaniumquarrion9838
      @titaniumquarrion9838 3 місяці тому +1

      No idea if he was born abroad but the accent is more Aussie than whatever else is coming through. The faint differing pronouncing of certain words could also be from many things, foreign parent(s), spouse or living abroad

    • @markopapuckovski
      @markopapuckovski  3 місяці тому +3

      Australian born and raised. The accent is likely from recent years of travelling and living abroad.

  • @cera5456
    @cera5456 3 місяці тому +5

    5 mins in and his Australian/North American accent is really throwing me off!

  • @angloaust1575
    @angloaust1575 3 місяці тому +1

    Its okay when youre young and fit however age creeps up
    Eventually!
    Wonder if he knew ben roberts smith!

    • @markopapuckovski
      @markopapuckovski  3 місяці тому

      Could be a question for a future episode with him

  • @sparda4432
    @sparda4432 3 місяці тому

    Sigma.. He knows how to think

  • @decydecy4226
    @decydecy4226 3 місяці тому +9

    this is why navy is shit..... Army in Australia is the only pointy end. Navy treats everything below ranks as shit... Army has so much more respect for ranks who do the work.

    • @markopapuckovski
      @markopapuckovski  3 місяці тому +1

      I have met a few people who served in the navy and the reviews haven’t been great

    • @jsmith8646
      @jsmith8646 3 місяці тому +2

      Individual experiences will vary mate no different from every service or major corporation, I wouldn't be to quick to say something is shit unless you've done over a decade.

  • @JB-td9fz
    @JB-td9fz 3 місяці тому +3

    Needs to be clarified as SASR

    • @markopapuckovski
      @markopapuckovski  3 місяці тому +3

      You’re right, will get on that asap 💪🏼

  • @whitewhale-gq2kc
    @whitewhale-gq2kc 4 місяці тому

    What year did he do selection?

  • @ryanegglestone
    @ryanegglestone 2 місяці тому

    Could you post his IG or where we can follow him. Cheers mate

  • @Thebluesky0311
    @Thebluesky0311 2 місяці тому

    Time stamps please.

  • @jacobcross2248
    @jacobcross2248 8 днів тому

    Can back up the navy comments when trying to transfer they ruined my military career when I was going for selection in 2 commando and to this day I suffer cause of what the navy did to me and my family

  • @OMT988
    @OMT988 3 місяці тому

    Does this guy have a HDND tattoo....I did laugh when one of the guys explained it to me.

  • @EvangeliseerNL
    @EvangeliseerNL 3 місяці тому +4

    Ayahuasca and the whole newage spirtuality is misleading people so badly. I also was dabbing around in that 'spirituality' for about 3 years. Only to finally knock on the only door that mattered, which brought me home. And that door is Jesus Christ.
    Christ is the truth, the way and the life. Is that the truth? Ask Him yourself in prayer tonight.

    • @phatsnag
      @phatsnag 3 місяці тому

      Schizophrenic

    • @markopapuckovski
      @markopapuckovski  2 місяці тому +1

      I personally believe there is no spirituality without Jesus.

    • @EvangeliseerNL
      @EvangeliseerNL 2 місяці тому +1

      @@markopapuckovski Then we both agree with reality ;-)
      The only thing is which Jesus we (and people in general) are talking about, since most people creatie a 'god' and a Jesus that suits them, rather than the one that actually condemns and punishes sin as a whole/just God, but also is love as He gave his only Son to take that punishment for us.
      Take care!

  • @geoffreycoury1171
    @geoffreycoury1171 3 місяці тому +7

    One thing I've noticed after watching numerous interviews by Jocko Willink, Sean Ryan etc and that's how the interviewees conduct themselves.
    From the former SEAL member that started Blackwater to Navy Cross and Medal of Honour recipients - not one of them swore or used profanity.
    They were all well spoken and articulated their points well.
    I can tell you now if you are ever interviewed by popular ex military podcasters in the USA, please hold back on the swearing.
    Forgive me, but the constantly changing accent really put me off also.
    I worked in the USA for 10 years and never lost my accent fortunately.
    Also I found the interview totally disjointed as to your journey to becoming an SASR member.
    It may have been because of the interviewer questions changing the direction of the interview, I'm not sure.
    Otherwise, interesting story and congratulations on achieving your goal.

  • @BudgetGainsByJJ
    @BudgetGainsByJJ 4 місяці тому +1

    What nationality are you

  • @learoyhedges9297
    @learoyhedges9297 3 місяці тому

    96hrs with the same song on ... Thank god it wasnt taylor swift ... That sh@t would be inhumane and a breach of the geneva convention

  • @Leftystrat
    @Leftystrat 3 місяці тому

    Is that guy Sebastian’s twin?

    • @markopapuckovski
      @markopapuckovski  3 місяці тому

      🤣 not the first time I’ve heard that haha

  • @emelyarye2641
    @emelyarye2641 2 місяці тому

    crazy accent mix lmao

  • @BRADLEY856
    @BRADLEY856 3 місяці тому

    Harry the psych

  • @KristinRobinson-d2q
    @KristinRobinson-d2q 3 місяці тому

    What a weirdo lol!!

    • @markopapuckovski
      @markopapuckovski  3 місяці тому +1

      🤣 how much of the interview did you watch?

    • @KristinRobinson-d2q
      @KristinRobinson-d2q 3 місяці тому

      enough lol!! how normal

    • @secfeed6987
      @secfeed6987 2 місяці тому

      Really, I think hes far from weird, probably the most grounded person Ive seen. What is it about him that makes him weird?

  • @tiler99abc
    @tiler99abc 3 місяці тому

    What's your favourite cheese?