Stop Putting Off and Delaying Getting Clean From Opiates
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- Опубліковано 15 жов 2015
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Miss this man terribly. He helped save my life. I am forever indebted to him. I know he’s looking down on us. I hope you’re resting easy Ryan,R.I.P
How’d he die
luke nukem he had a genetic blood disease that caused a blood clot that took his life.
I know man..he’s so awesome to just vibe and listen to.
Such a rad dude!!
You know, the part that sucks the most isn't the physical wd. That part is over pretty fast. After the physical opiate wd part you go on what I call a "sobriety honeymoon". Life is new, great, exciting etc... This lasts anywhere from 3 weeks to 2 months depending upon the person. Then WHAM! You are hit with a feeling of deep unsatisfaction in your life no matter what activities you do or supplements you take. When this happens, that "voice" you talk about pops up and plays hell with your emotions. If you entertain that voice... Well. Relapse is a second away. Believe me, I know... The unsatisfaction in life leads to the voice, then the voice leads to relapse if you let it. If you can make it to 3 months denying that voice, he'll get quiet. Open that door even ONE SMALL CRACK... It's over. And it gets harder every single time.
Good luck to all going through this. I'm in the same boat.
When I quit, I made a Survival Plan. I prepared for it, and I did it at my home, all alone. I had been using far 30 Long Horrible Years!!! Ryan, you are right, There Really is a Rainbow 🌈 on the other side!!!😊♥️ I couldn’t have made it without your encouragement!!! Thank you so Much!!!
30 years! Wow Cindy! Congrats. What an inspiration. How did you do it? Any aides? Or just white knuckle?
God Bless you Mr. Donnelly. May you Rest in Peace. You were such a help to SO many people. May your children and family be consoled by the fact that you left the world WAY better than you found it. You will be missed and your work down here will continue to be a testament to the greatness you exhibited in life.
Did not know he’s gone. Condolences to his family .He is amazing and a gift to the world
@@zendavis3501 there ya go man. kinda strange...but I don't know you or your problems.... hopefully you're well and getting whatever problems you have solved.
Just went to your channel....we would be friends in the real world...if either one of us let down long enough to talk to each other. Good stuff you've posted....many truth's.
From personal experiences several times with various opiates, Ryan’s videos are spot on. However, it’s best to quit and withdraw when you have a week off from school/work etc. Not gonna lie, the first few days are really really bad. The 2nd day was harder than the 1st day and then it got a little better after 4-5 days. After 2 weeks, I got stuck at feeling like 75% back to normal but had a hard time getting motivated. It took me about 2 months to feel like myself again.
was clean off of h for 2 years relapsed about 5 months ago with pain pills. today is day 3 clean and just need to listen to someone talk about it. thank you for these videos, really needed it
I am so tired of feeling like shit
🙁🙁 me too
@@nellagang6367 I want to get clean as well, the life in me has been sucked out of me, I just want to lie in bed all day, no socializing, no interests, nothing. Good Luck, we are all in the same boat.
@@joewestcott1273 yep that's for sure
me too.
How yall feeling these days?
Holy shit that hits home. 48 hrs in and that has gone through my head. "maybe this isn't the time to do this" It most definitely IS time!
I don't know if you'll see a comment on an eight-year-old video but you have me in tears and thank you so much
Ryan passed away September 21, 2018 of a blood clot to the brain. He was a great man in my eyes and I think he just told me what I need to know. His wisdom lives on in all of us who look to him to help us through our issues of recovery. RIP Ryan, and thank you!
Blessings ❤
Awesome channel, my friend! I have been on and off this pain pill addiction for about 2 years. I am done and have been researching like crazy to help me finally get clean. I DON'T WANNA DO THIS ANYMORE. Thank you for posting these videos. You kick ass and it takes dedication and being a great human to do what you do. Keep it up, brother ! I am ready and I have 2 beautiful kids that need me to be clean. I am tired of chasing the high and feeling the accompanying guilt. :)
Thanks for the videos brother I am six days clean now and feel great I got to the point I couldn’t stand being two people around the family and hiding my addiction to pills I watched all your video the last few days for support and can honestly say this morning was the first day I feel the love for my family and emotions back such a clearer head and mind also thx again bud your awesome
Ryan is a blessing to this world
tomorrow never comes for an addict
my first day of withdrawl. im apprehensive but excited at the prospect of becoming myself again. thank u for these videos. u truly are an inspiration.
It's 3 years later, how are you doing in 2020?
RIP Ryan, you’ve helped so many people, including my stubborn ass that always procrastinates 😭😭 💖
God knew what He was doing. He knows this man left enough help. It comes to doing not just hearing.
I was only addicted to fetanyl pills (beans) for 2 months a half months but god it was hell for withdrawls. I can only imagine what others are going thru but be strong and just get thru those 3 days and it gets easier day by day!
Thank you so much for all your videos! you have helped me to regain a strong mental state and im happy to say that after 4 years of using and abusing oxycodone and fentanyl patches... I am 2days clean, lol I know that sounds like nothing but its a huge step for me! im a stay at home mom of 5 kids and my husband is in the military so he works alot! im using gabapentin for a few days while its the hardest so I can still be up and caring for my kids...the hardest thing for me is that 2 days before Christmas 1 year ago my brother died from a heroin overdose! he was only 27 and had so much to live for, like we all do! everyday I wish I could have stopped him but I know I couldn't have.
Hey Kimberly Dickson. How are you. Hope all is well. Can you send me an email to DaysiSandoval09@gmail.com I need moral support from others. Someone to motivate me. As I keep putting this for tmrw always.
Thanks for making these videos bro. You can't imagine how helpful this is. You are the best and please keep up the good work.
I finally got sick of it.. My plan is to take what will get me by until Wednesday when I will be checking into a detox facility. I am scared a bit, but I keep telling myself that it will be all worth it. I'll be able to catch up on bills and my personal life will get better...
I miss Ryan. He helped me. Plus he was really really hot.
I thought I would update you all on my road to recovery. I am now on day 7, actually starting to feel much better just feeling really weak going from 105lbs to 96lbs in a week sure takes a toll on your body! I am so glad I decided to pull the trigger and quit though, I haven't had a single desire to go back to the meds and I am extremely hopeful. Some advice I would give... If you are contemplating on telling a loved one what you are going through I would definitely do it! People will be a lot more supportive than you think, I don't think I would have been able to get through it without the support system and encouragement
Congratulations! Never look back now. Keep diligent in your recovery and never go back! You are a beautiful young lady and you deserve more than a sick addiction! 10 months here so it can be done :-)
Lindsey Perine Parker how are you doing?? I need hope but truth in what to expect 🙏🏼
Any time is a good time to get better.. There is no bad time to do it. Sorry to correct you Ryan. But on that one I felt I should. Btw ur vids helped me a lot I want to thank you for taking the time to make the vids . Ur one of a kind dude I admire you bro. Thank you again for taking the time to make the vids , an take the time to help others.
Rip Ryan only got on your channel today just found out god bless you in heaven now
July 27 will be a year clean I thought I wasn't going to make it...if you want it you can get it!!!!
Love this Video. Your sO So right. R.I.P Ryan
UA-cam should promote these videos more. The viral videos like charlie bit my finger yeah a few million people saw a finger get bit, but these videos... behind every number on that view counter is an entire persons life hanging on a thread
Ryan you saved my life. Ive been going to the 12 step for AA. However opoid is very different then most addiction. by listening to your video. I dont feel that im alone in this.
+Terry Li
I dont know how bad its in NYC for dope, but here in Vancouver Canada its hell.
thank you for the inspiration. honestly. I thought these thoughts everyday for years.. which makes me years deep in now.. Its gonna suck.. but it's time.
How many people watching said , "aww no" when she said she relapsed at day 14?
You're the man bro keep up the good work dude . I emailed you if you wanna share my story bro.
day 6!!! I have a 3 year old and a6 month old and man i tell ya it's not easy 😐😐 but tbh they don't care if we are busy going or just sitting together all day, honestly they are my inspiration to do better. its tough but it gets easier every day, 1-4 was probably the hardest. I don't get much sleep anyway since my 6 month old wakes at random times so we keep each other company. b6, magnesium, vitamin water, gateraid, water, make yourself eat something...not gorge but basically eat like you have morning sickness lol. think of the whole withdrawl as just that and the flu combined. it will pass, 1 day at a time. these videos have kept me going along with a lot of binge watching tv series's lol Private Practice is my new addiction ;) the future is getting brighter. anyone going through this just hang in there, it's only temporary and once we're free the sky is the limit :) thank you Ryan so much for all that you do for people like me, you are a wonderful person. that is my goal, to also help people :)
-Ashley
How are you now?
Thank you so much all your help I am going to stick with it I need you to keep making these videos
Sorry Ashley but he is no longer with us. He died a few months ago.
ashley Tolliver omg 😮 I cant believe this wonderful man he died he help me lot 😢.
@@najlamk6853 I assume your comment is directed towards me since I was the one who knew he passed. It's kinda weird you directed your comment to Ashley🤔... Oh well. The world is filled with weirdos. Anyways your welcome.
amen brother
Love your videos
Are you aware that he died a few months ago?
@@zendavis3501 yes, some dude named Zen.
But seriously, how'd he die?
I feel bad for her, but I’m going through the same thing now. The Hyper Ween is the ONLY way to do it. Takes a lil longer than just straight Jumping, but it’s ALOT quicker than just weening. Very minimal side effects. Will have vids soon.
I miss you man
This is so hard. Is day 2 all I want to do is cry . I'm not , but I feel like it . I've been taking painkillers for over 15 years. For the dr . Plz tell me it's going to get better..
I'm in nj was wondering if there's anyway naybe I'd be able to contact you?
great video and e-mail I have a 2 1/2 year old also and I'm withdrawing now tomorrow is day 4 for me and I'm feeling a little better but just don't have the energy. Ryan My question for u is when roughly does the energy start coming back? Thanks ryan
Starting day 7 and I feel like I'm getting the energy back. However, I still have to deal with my back pain. Don't know what I'm going to do about that yet.
+Ryan Donnelly tomorrow will be day 7 and I'm feeling better everyday it's a slow start to the mornings but once I get going I'm good to go!lol I feel like I'm gaining my energy back some!!! I've got this though I won't turn back now that's a promise!! I wanna thank u from the bottom of my heart for making these videos and pretty much telling it how it is!!! cause I was going down a BAD road and I knew it just didn't really know what to expect coming off these damn pills but with watching your video's gave me the motivation to stop killing my self!!! so thank u for responding to my messages
Day 5 for H
What if you have sleep apnea that isn't getting better with treatment and you already feel like crap just tapering?
do you still get tempted to use man? I'm currently addicted to hydromoprphone right now and I'm having trouble quitting because i hate feeling like shit after about 72 hours into withdrawals. My doctor won't help me get off he just keeps prescribing my something different but everything he prescribes is addictive and doesn't help with tapering off. I have pain now because I have built up a tolerance toward dilaudid and it sucks.
How can I email you @CalmSupport ?
25 day off methadone here. still feel horrible i have the ability to grab when i want but im not, in the early stages i used tylenol 2's then kratom.. now i take about a tiny scoop of kratom a day but i still dont feel right. i recommend anyone who sees this to research Kratom and see it ill be good for u. it helped me alot.
Could be the Kratom completely holding you back from completely feeling better
I was on on OxyContin 80 mil 3 day and 20 mil for 16 years 12! Years on lortabs, I went to rehab for 33 days. Got clean then the pain got bad , the doctor told me your 52 you are not an addict . He put me a very very low dose oxycondine. I was getting really bad headache everyday, one I got back on the Meds, the headaches are gone, since I relapse will I have to go through withdraws again, ? I am prescribed 3 a day but I took 1 in half of them under prescribed.
If u quit now, you'll be ok.
I got shot when I was 19 I'm 27 now i got hooked at 20 years old then got off them for about 3 years then i relapsed and now I'm in this same fuccked up loop ima piece of shit I fucckin hate these pills🙁
Digesting and smoking opium for the last 6 years
Trying to leave it man but still no progress
I am learning that some ppl dont WANt to be Clean.
many people want to be clean but the depression and anxiety afterwards can be hard and many people break.
I agree, and I think deep down that’s true for a lot of people (at least in early recovery, before the obsession is removed. ) I think many people actually don’t want to be clean, but instead, don’t want the consequences that come with using and want to be able to use occasionally and stop when they want to and control it. Over time, certain things happen to where the pain (or potential) pain becomes too great and they decide to change. I believe the fact that despite the horrible things that have happened, part of me still wants to use, is what classifies me as an addict. Right now, I dont believe that is something I have control over, however, what I WANT and what I actually DO are very different, and what separates being a man in recovery vs being some deadbeat junkie addicted to drugs.
is it normal or an addict to dream and to think about using for the first couple of clean weeks? would this mental craving ever go away?
Definitely normal in my experience... After a few weeks those dreams stopped
I had those dreams up to 6 months after being clean would wake up with cold sweats right before I sunk the needle scary shit. But it gets better
when does the anxiety stop I'm on night four
How are you?
😭
I'm addicts to opiates and I work in a pharmacy...I don't know what to do because every time I'm at work I'm just going to be tempted and I really don't want to quit
Addicted *
I meant I didn't want to quit work and I want to quit drugs
Can you send me an email Daysisandoval09@gmail.com
You clean now?
can you text?
😒
You're not a mom?