omg this video was just wat we all needed omg. this girl is a queen. she knwos hwo to paly games shes smart and all omg how is htis nto a famous singer or writer?!!! this girl is gonan be a star i cant belive what im seeing!! superhumann herw e omg how why when where what wek?
Thank you Kaki ❤ for being both heartfelt and honest but also in sharing such an experience that resonated with. Currently I'm trying to bring myself to be more present and though I've had a troublesome childhood and early adult years (not to your extent), it is something that I have to now work through realising that I am the one who was quite immature about my life despite my experiences and that it's when we get down and dirty that we'd be able to see ourselves progress beyond our situation. I really really do appreciate you and not knowing the kind of path is so so scary if that's all we focus our attention on but if we do whatever it is in our powers to change albeit slowly, that's all we can ask for. I don't have my bachelor's, my peers graduated and God knows what they're doing aside from posting their best lives and I've honestly let myself go so badly. Believe me I understand that self-care and just doing anything is what can bring me back but I've wasted three years living with my parents whilst doing nothing. It does bring me shame and that feeling of falling behind without being able to want or need things for myself. I'm no victim and my situation does suck at the moment but I'm just trying to do whatever it is. And I'm really not all too picky about what I do because people don't even get the opportunities to do what I do. I've long begun to let go of my pride and ego, and just do what I need to do and bring myself to be such a clean person. I'm happy that you've fought tooth and nail to get to where you are and I am proud of you, given you're a role model to me with how similar our insights and experiences are. Your Omegle experience reminds me of mine however I never took it as far as seeing the person however the closeness was in that way with the toxicity. Thank you again Kaki.
Happy New Year Knot! I wish you a great 2025. Thank you very much for this heartfelt comment and I hope you take care of yourself and give more love to yourself this year. :)
Wow thanks for that. I was a thoughtful video and wasn't expecting a video like that. In a good way ofc. Cool video and I feel ya on this voyage we are all living together. I hope your day and everyone else's day goes well today.
i do feel the same way like a troubled child but i do plan on attending college soon and if not i can always work for the US government like BP or Army but my parents divorcing when i was young i feel set me behind
All the best to your college life! I think no matter what you choose to do in life, just do something you want to do and it is always better than what other people ask you to do
Minimal contact because unfortunately frequent contact will sometimes trigger me and I have no way to change that because no matter how I try to change my perspective, it seems to be just emotional wounds that my body remembers
@@yappykaki but do you think your parents would listen to your feelings of the pain they caused you? or do you think they wont change how they are and wont be able to really listen to you and realize what they put you thru?
omg this video was just wat we all needed omg. this girl is a queen. she knwos hwo to paly games shes smart and all omg how is htis nto a famous singer or writer?!!! this girl is gonan be a star i cant belive what im seeing!! superhumann herw e omg how why when where what wek?
You're honestly so relatable, I love watching your vlogs
Thank you Victoria :)
It's seems that you've been through a lot of stuff, but I'm glad that you're in a better position now, I wish you the best of lucks.
Life is getting better! Thank you Vardoc hehe.
Thank you Kaki ❤ for being both heartfelt and honest but also in sharing such an experience that resonated with. Currently I'm trying to bring myself to be more present and though I've had a troublesome childhood and early adult years (not to your extent), it is something that I have to now work through realising that I am the one who was quite immature about my life despite my experiences and that it's when we get down and dirty that we'd be able to see ourselves progress beyond our situation. I really really do appreciate you and not knowing the kind of path is so so scary if that's all we focus our attention on but if we do whatever it is in our powers to change albeit slowly, that's all we can ask for. I don't have my bachelor's, my peers graduated and God knows what they're doing aside from posting their best lives and I've honestly let myself go so badly. Believe me I understand that self-care and just doing anything is what can bring me back but I've wasted three years living with my parents whilst doing nothing. It does bring me shame and that feeling of falling behind without being able to want or need things for myself. I'm no victim and my situation does suck at the moment but I'm just trying to do whatever it is. And I'm really not all too picky about what I do because people don't even get the opportunities to do what I do. I've long begun to let go of my pride and ego, and just do what I need to do and bring myself to be such a clean person.
I'm happy that you've fought tooth and nail to get to where you are and I am proud of you, given you're a role model to me with how similar our insights and experiences are.
Your Omegle experience reminds me of mine however I never took it as far as seeing the person however the closeness was in that way with the toxicity.
Thank you again Kaki.
Happy New Year Knot! I wish you a great 2025. Thank you very much for this heartfelt comment and I hope you take care of yourself and give more love to yourself this year. :)
@@yappykaki Most definitely that'll be a part of my goals for the year and Happy New Year Kaki 🎉🥳 Hope you have a great 2025 as well.
Love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
😄Hey Subgerias, thank you! What do you love about this?
Wow thanks for that. I was a thoughtful video and wasn't expecting a video like that. In a good way ofc. Cool video and I feel ya on this voyage we are all living together. I hope your day and everyone else's day goes well today.
Hey Chasqui! Happy New Year and thank you for your kind comment. Appreciate it and I hope you have a good day hehe
i do feel the same way like a troubled child but i do plan on attending college soon and if not i can always work for the US government like BP or Army but my parents divorcing when i was young i feel set me behind
All the best to your college life! I think no matter what you choose to do in life, just do something you want to do and it is always better than what other people ask you to do
googling what to do or how to meet people. she just like me fr
Did you also do the same thing at some point? haha
do you have a good relationship with yrou mom and dad now? it seems they should have put you their child ahead of their own priorities
Minimal contact because unfortunately frequent contact will sometimes trigger me and I have no way to change that because no matter how I try to change my perspective, it seems to be just emotional wounds that my body remembers
@@yappykaki but do you think your parents would listen to your feelings of the pain they caused you? or do you think they wont change how they are and wont be able to really listen to you and realize what they put you thru?
No im not behind, I am ahead. So I won’t watch. Sorry!!!!
Damn share your secret with us!!! hahaha
@@yappykaki the secret is marry young (18-21) and develop money mindset