"In my restless dreams, I see that town. Silent Hill. You promised me you'd take me there again someday. But you never did. Well, I'm alone there now... In our 'special place'... Waiting for you... Waiting for you to come to see me. But you never do. And so I wait, wrapped in my cocoon of pain and loneliness. I know I've done a terrible thing to you. Something you'll never forgive me for. I wish I could change that, but I can't. I feel so pathetic and ugly laying here, waiting for you... But I'm afraid, James. I'm afraid you don't really want me to come home. Whenever you come see me, I can tell how hard it is on you... I don't know if you hate me or pity me... Or maybe I just disgust you... I told the nurse to give this to you after I'm gone. That means that as you read this, I'm already dead."
Those lyrics reminds me of a book i read called " The Spook's Secret". The woman in this is book is given a sedative that make her fall asleep for a whole year and she only wakes up when her lover (He's the one who gave her that sedative btw) comes back.
Don’t do this to yourself be easy on yourself you don’t deserve to hurt yourself you need to talk with someone about it either a family member or a friend be strong you have good times and memories a head of you in your life stay strong 💪
"you cant see your reflection in boiling water. Similarly, you cannot see truth through anger. when the waters calm, clarity will come." I was at a store when I heard someone say this in the isle next to mine, and i dont know why but it always stuck with me
"Never return to Silent Hill'' "But it's waiting for me the fog, the darkness, the remnants of a lost mind. Memories in ruins, plans, goals gone to hell, ravaged by the cruelty of life. All I have is the fog, all I see is that town. I don't want to escape it, I have embraced the depth of my lunacy, the emptiness of my soul. In my restless dreams I see that town. It is my resting place. Silent Hill.'' I wrote this on a piece of paper 8 years ago when I was in a bad place. The feeling hasn't changed one bit.
This title and music represents what I'm going through so well. Stuck in a place where everybody sees me but nobody knows me. I had many nightmares in which i try to convince them all that I'm worthy of compassion. But at the end I couldn't make it. Not even in my dreams I can ever fix things.
i dont wish this feeling on my worst nemesis. this song perfectly portrays the feeling of being a lost soul in this forsaken world. I wish I wasnt like this. the constant pressure of living in this day and age is just too much. sometimes I wonder how life would be if i wasnt such a screw up
''waiting for you to come see me, but you never do.'' that hit me likes a bullet for some reason, especially since in recovering from abandonment / being forgotten by friends...jeez.
Last year I listened to 55,000 minutes of music (11% of the year), more than 4 hours a day, and this was the most played song I had, a total of 127 plays and I'm still playing it since I know the song (September) thanks for reading. I hope to read this comment in a few years and be able to say that I am truly happy.
Me during Aug 2022-May 2023. I was literally losing my marbles, i literally talked to no one in school, I kept failing at my goals, no friends, no social circle, no girl, just pure sadness. I literally felt actual bugs underneath my skin. My face looked aged and worn out, Im so glad Im out of that dark place now, geez man thank the lord✝️✝️
Tough times create strong men! To be honest life is like that sometimes. I’m feeling that way now. My summer is boring and I don’t feel like doing anything I said I would do. I literally do nothing and when I do stuff it feels lie there’s no point. Like going to the gym for example. You just gotta keep going until it’s gets better.
@@BublebutSommedud yup, thats facts. You gotta do the work especially when you dont feel like it. Also getting a job helps cuz it distracts you from the sadness and youre being productive. Dont know if youre athiest but God helps, when I started praying my life became more ordered. Keep pushing man🤝💪💪
I sit here listening to this and remember how good it was to have a grandpa by your side and blaming myself everyday for not being around him when he left i should have enjoyed the moments with him i lost my only grandpa i miss him.
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
Life is so ugly and painful but it is also beautiful at the same time. Life teaches us failure so that we could appreciate success. Life teaches us death so that we could value life. Life teaches us sadness so that we could appreciate happiness. If you're going through a hard time then life is trying to teach you something. All of this pain has a purpose. You just need to find what it is and you're going to come out of it stronger than ever. God bless🙏❤
I found this when I was living in Germany in the Army when it was in tik tok edits and such. It was a very, very dark time for me. I’m sitting here listening to it a year later, back home and out of the Army after 4 years. I’ve been back in my hometown for 8 months now; living back in your hometown that you were once a kid and a young teen in, as an adult is a very particular feeling. If you’ve felt it, you just know what I’m talking about. It’s so incredibly bittersweet with a hint of constant dread. I’m about to move across the country to start another life; and leave this town, once more. Maybe for the last time ever.
"Ive done a terrible thing to you, something you‘ll never forgive me for. I wish I could change that" reminds me of my mom now saying she loves me and would do anything for me to be happy after neglecting me for 20 years
The pressure of filling my fathers shoes after his death is killing me, i know not how to be so strong, i cannot fathom the inner strength he had, to do what he did. I miss him, i miss his guidance, i am so terribly alone. The weight of my family rests on my shoulders, and my legs are beginning to buckle.
This too real Lost my father when I was 4 never knew how it felt cause I was too young Now I try to help my mom out cause she means every thing to me We'll get through this bro and it will all be worth it in the end 🤝🏽❤️ I love you man 🫂❤️
This, but this gives such a mixture of surrealism and dull sadness. The biggest part of this emotion comes from the “in my restless dreams, I see that town”, cuz for me, it brings up the memories of those places, that I saw, but they don’t rly exist, and I understand that I don’t know the direction that I can go to find them, and see them for at least a fraction of time. Not knowing how to come somewhere, or being stuck in a surrealistic place like a dream is rly weird but I have this feeling
Be aware of a Man that has nothing to loose, be aware of a quiet Man for He conquered his loneliness. Be aware of a Loud Man, for He may self destruct. An endless cycle of Life.
In my restless dreams, I see that town. Silent hill. You promised you would take me there again someday. But u never did.. well I’m alone there now. In our special place, waiting for you. Waiting for you to come to see me. But u never do. And so i wait. Wrapped in my cocoon of pain and loneliness. I know I’ve done a terrible thing to you, something you’ll never forgive me for. I wish I could change that. But I can’t. I feel so pathetic and ugly laying here. Waiting for you. But I’m afraid James, I’m afraid you don’t really want me to come home, whenever you come see me. I can tell how hard it is on you. I don’t know if you hate me or pity me. Or maybe I just. Disgust you. But I want you to know this. I will always love you. I told the nurse to give this to you. After I’m gone.. that means as u read this. I’m already dead.. well this letter has gone on for too long now, so I’ll say goodbye.
Stories aren't about being real, it is what emotionally registers as "Real to the brain" that matter, and I think it is fascinating how couple of code liens, few voice records, couple of animations could evoke SO MUCH emotions from us ...
Trust me gng, its mostly negative, but thats cause we find the comfort in the loneliness and negativity, thats why we gotta get outta this position were in and strive afar, first step is to stop listening to songs like this as it’ll get ur hopes down
I have some kinda shitty PTSD from a place I used to live. And since playing the games recently, I relate so much to the quote "In my restless dreams, I still see that town" Playing this game so long ago, I would have never saw that it would foreshadow a part of my life in the future. SH Fans are so good at keeping this game alive.
Does anyone else get reoccurring dreams with places that are dark, drury, and confusing yet familiar? In an unsettling yet unwavering intestity of emotions, you always try to find your way through the familiar territories of the night yet in the end none of it is as familiar as you thought it is was in the beginning? Maybe you'll wake up in sweats, or you'll wake up in a delirious crying state, because the reocurring, dark, confusing dreams feel so real and just almost tangible enough to get something out of them... but you never do. I can't be the only one with reocurring dark nightmares in places I do not recognize, yet are familiar with. With people I know, but who feel like strangers. My dreams scare me
in my restless dreams, i see my town. My town is future me. What I am going to be. Who I need to be for the people around me but most importantly, for myself.
Listening to this audio just puts me somewhere else after I’m still recklessly in love with the only girl I’ve ever been in love with whilst shes in a relationship with someone else only due to distance hurts so bad
dont be upset man, the distance says it all :( you may love her but cmon dawg if it was true love you both would have got over the distance. raise your head and move on 💪
Lately I’ve been feeling the same I found this girl that I really like and I really appreciate her but it’s not the same. My ex who did me so wrong is still in my mind I remember all the good times we had but it haunts me. I’m scared about the future.
@@666ep sadly I got blocked out of no where I met her parents and yet it wasn’t enough but after my first relationship I learned to never depend on your happiness from someone I work out all the time and this just inspires me to keep going and get my dream physique i guess it just wasn’t meant to be but it is what it is
No need to be scared about the future just live life in the moment go for that girl you only think about your ex because you have good memories with them and you will probably always think about them cause you had feelings for them but most of the time those feelings will never go away
@@electricpanther7740thank you bro I’m really focused on getting more fit honestly but we’ll see what happens later on I’ll keep everyone updated in months
@@jonni9314 The hardest lesson in life is to not rely on other people, even people you hold dear to you, for your own happiness. However, relationships are good, because they can actually teach you alot about yourself that you couldn't do otherwise.
I wanted to hear the funny line when walking through the early morning fog to work, instead i got reminded ive already tried to end it before and it'll happen again eventuality.
Idk why but all the silent hill 2 ost feels like my childhood memories, i love listening to it and thinking of a future where i have the chance to disappear and run away from a family that hurt me a big part of my life. I hope that day comes and everyone thinks i am dead
i know no one will see this most likely but, this makes me happy in a sort of way yfm? it makes me feel like me and my girl are finna grow up and get successful lives tg live up in a nice luxury nyc apartment with a nice night view. although all wishes dont come true i pray this one does. im going to work for it.
salvation is never coming 🔥🔥🔥 🗣️🗣️🗣️ 😎😎😎 we are doomed for an unbearable life and one day we will come to see everything we have regretted and will have regretted as our life crumbles and tears apart with this one 🔥🔥🔥 🗣️🗣️🗣️ 🥵🥵🥵
“I was a blank man. I had no face, no meaning, no personality, hardly a name. I didn’t want to eat. I didn’t even want a drink. I was the page from yesterday’s calendar crumpled at the bottom of the waste basket.”
Yall are too real. I just love people who listen to this
real
The realest thing that’s came out of sbs mouth
Real
It just feels good
@@anthonylopez6742it feels to good actually
i hate myself...
me too :(
Me three.
Same
Same
Love yourself ❤
Whoever voiced this did so well it actually got me caught in the feeling
Full blast with this at the gym
Search for Mary's Character in Silent Hill 2. Its her.
its from a game
life-changing game
The actress that portrayed this actually got really emotional at the end. It was something totally unexpected.
For some reason i believe this song touches the hearts of people who live in small towns that aren’t that great
it does
How the hell do you know what I'm going through?
I think it touches the hearts of people who suffer in silence and nobody helps them
@@cristiankopaitic1119Jesus can help you. Those who seek him with all their heart will find him.
:(
"In my restless dreams,
I see that town.
Silent Hill.
You promised me you'd take me
there again someday.
But you never did.
Well, I'm alone there now...
In our 'special place'...
Waiting for you...
Waiting for you to
come to see me.
But you never do.
And so I wait, wrapped in my
cocoon of pain and loneliness.
I know I've done a terrible
thing to you. Something you'll
never forgive me for.
I wish I could change
that, but I can't.
I feel so pathetic and ugly
laying here, waiting for you...
But I'm afraid, James.
I'm afraid you don't really
want me to come home.
Whenever you come see me,
I can tell how hard it is on you...
I don't know if you
hate me or pity me...
Or maybe I just disgust you...
I told the nurse to give
this to you after I'm gone.
That means that as you read
this, I'm already dead."
You missed a few lines
Ts so deep
/copy
Those lyrics reminds me of a book i read called " The Spook's Secret". The woman in this is book is given a sedative that make her fall asleep for a whole year and she only wakes up when her lover (He's the one who gave her that sedative btw) comes back.
From what film ( ? ) It is?
NO ONE CAN SAVE ME 🔥🔥🔥🔥THE VOICES WON AND I CANT WAIT TO STOP BREATHING 💯💯💯💯
Real shi
Behind all that irony,
no suicidal person wants to be suicidal.
Настоящий настоящий
bro is real.
Silent hill
The darkness behind James actions. The sadness on Mary's voice. The music. My God, this game really is something else!
Can you explain what happened
@@adrianmorales1961play the game lil bro
The game is so amazing. The storyline is so well done. It will forever be my favorite
whats the name of the game
@@sava3177 Silent Hill 2
"I feel so pathetic and ugly
laying here, waiting for you..."
that. that is real.
"I got a letter"
Yo dont think like that my bro u matter bro u matter
@@kostakisgod8941 really dude everyone is so sad here. Guess I'm only being shown this cause silent hill
Listening to this while i stare at old pics at gym
Real
Real
Real
Real.
Dawg r u fr
I listen to this song every single night crying thinking about all the memories I had with my mother.
😢
Don’t do this to yourself be easy on yourself you don’t deserve to hurt yourself you need to talk with someone about it either a family member or a friend be strong you have good times and memories a head of you in your life stay strong 💪
Sending love sweetie ❤️🩹
@@nasera2272sadly this type of pain you live with forever, you learn to handle it but it still hurts.
This but w my ex.
Watching this video after waking up from a dream better than my current reality
Same just now literally
Same the dream was just perfectly depressing
Slide 4
‘ Worst thing in the world ….
@@baderbukhowaleave.
Listening to this after pulling an all nighter just watching the sunrise feels so immaculate
Why didnt you sleep bro, you can talk to me, lets be eachother safe space.
@@physicguy92093 man I get cluster headaches wake up me up in the middle of the night it's messed up worst pain I ever felt
@@savy1917 have you got to any doctors?
@@physicguy92093 he never responded /:
@@s0cratic511damn
Losing emotions, Losing motivation, i don't remember things anymore, i can't even cry anymore.
real ya
Fr
no bro, não pode ser fr@@andremouraajr
Real
sounds so relatable
"you cant see your reflection in boiling water. Similarly, you cannot see truth through anger. when the waters calm, clarity will come." I was at a store when I heard someone say this in the isle next to mine, and i dont know why but it always stuck with me
real shit
Hit hard…
"Never return to Silent Hill''
"But it's waiting for me the fog, the darkness, the remnants of a lost mind. Memories in ruins, plans, goals gone to hell, ravaged by the cruelty of life. All I have is the fog, all I see is that town. I don't want to escape it, I have embraced the depth of my lunacy, the emptiness of my soul. In my restless dreams I see that town. It is my resting place. Silent Hill.''
I wrote this on a piece of paper 8 years ago when I was in a bad place. The feeling hasn't changed one bit.
it’s bitterly beautiful
"real"-some random navy seal
i have never witnessed something like this that can break through your body and create this looming sadness and hopelessness, it's truly magical
It’s called project gateway
i just want a hug man
I got you dawg
Real
Me too
Real.
🫂
I no longer cry anymore I just listen to this and suffer
real
real
i can’t cry no more
Real
Keep in there brothers
WE DYING WITH THIS ONE 💯💯💯💯💯🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️💯💯💯💯
I listen to these type of songs to remind me of the darkness I once lurked in, I won't even wish my worst enemy to go through what I did. Be safe yall
LMFAOOOOOOOOO
@@kyuchrome You probably use jokes as a coping mechanism to the problems you dont speak about, I hope you get out of that dark place.
@@uzmanwilliams Im sorry man , i was high asl last night
@@kyuchrome no hate from my side fam, just positivity all the way. 🙌
@@uzmanwilliams It's obvious you've moved on from that darkness you talk about bro, proud of you though you don't even know me
This title and music represents what I'm going through so well. Stuck in a place where everybody sees me but nobody knows me. I had many nightmares in which i try to convince them all that I'm worthy of compassion. But at the end I couldn't make it. Not even in my dreams I can ever fix things.
Jesus love u. He sees you. ❤
Slide 6
Stay strong, you must go through the lows to appreciate the highs. Time will come
your smile not seen. have destroyed
You can't help but cry at this a little. The dialogue and music make it so good!
I dreamed about her, and i'm thinking about her every day
I tought this was going to be my year…. I met sadness again
🤝 sorry man... Every day is new. God puts new hope in every sunrise
Day one
real
Yeah me too, really made big choices this year but I have never felt so lonely in my life before
@@gtbsg it’s fine the most important relationship is whitin yourself
i dont wish this feeling on my worst nemesis. this song perfectly portrays the feeling of being a lost soul in this forsaken world. I wish I wasnt like this. the constant pressure of living in this day and age is just too much. sometimes I wonder how life would be if i wasnt such a screw up
Hang in there
@@seekovebot6438 i’ll try man
It'll be okay pal. This I promise you. You'll come back one day to update us all here. You got this.
Bros got a nemesis
I can't even describe what it is i'm feeling right now, but knowing there's others that feel it too is just comforting in a sense.
This feels like a voicemail I never received.
''waiting for you to come see me, but you never do.''
that hit me likes a bullet for some reason, especially since in recovering from abandonment / being forgotten by friends...jeez.
I hope you’re okay🙏🏾🥰
Last year I listened to 55,000 minutes of music (11% of the year), more than 4 hours a day, and this was the most played song I had, a total of 127 plays and I'm still playing it since I know the song (September) thanks for reading. I hope to read this comment in a few years and be able to say that I am truly happy.
rooting for you
Music contribute to your sorrow buddy just so you know
i wish you the best, hope your doing better
@@ArminMuslimtrue but for some others it can comfort them
@@the_weirdobaka either way , if you look at music in its essence it’s evil
It plays with your heart in a scary way
Me during Aug 2022-May 2023. I was literally losing my marbles, i literally talked to no one in school, I kept failing at my goals, no friends, no social circle, no girl, just pure sadness. I literally felt actual bugs underneath my skin. My face looked aged and worn out, Im so glad Im out of that dark place now, geez man thank the lord✝️✝️
Tough times create strong men! To be honest life is like that sometimes. I’m feeling that way now. My summer is boring and I don’t feel like doing anything I said I would do. I literally do nothing and when I do stuff it feels lie there’s no point. Like going to the gym for example. You just gotta keep going until it’s gets better.
@@BublebutSommedud yup, thats facts. You gotta do the work especially when you dont feel like it. Also getting a job helps cuz it distracts you from the sadness and youre being productive. Dont know if youre athiest but God helps, when I started praying my life became more ordered. Keep pushing man🤝💪💪
God is good 🙏🏾
@@sp1tza all the time
Same situations bro … But I am really happy for now
I sit here listening to this and remember how good it was to have a grandpa by your side and blaming myself everyday for not being around him when he left i should have enjoyed the moments with him i lost my only grandpa i miss him.
I’m sorry bro, make sure your orher family members are given as much love as you can give them.
To whoever reads this,
i love you
i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do
i love all of you
i love you when you're you
i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
i love 𝐲𝐨𝐮 too
ily2
Who are you actually saying this to? Is it yourself? Or maybe an idea of someone?
Ain't nobody else to love so love u too man haven't said that to anyone in a while
@@kilokilo7254 im telling this to whoever needs to hear this. there's no person who i have thought about when writing this.
Life is so ugly and painful but it is also beautiful at the same time. Life teaches us failure so that we could appreciate success. Life teaches us death so that we could value life. Life teaches us sadness so that we could appreciate happiness. If you're going through a hard time then life is trying to teach you something. All of this pain has a purpose. You just need to find what it is and you're going to come out of it stronger than ever. God bless🙏❤
I think i know why im getting all this pain
Thank you so much for this bro. I feel much better now
I found this when I was living in Germany in the Army when it was in tik tok edits and such. It was a very, very dark time for me. I’m sitting here listening to it a year later, back home and out of the Army after 4 years. I’ve been back in my hometown for 8 months now; living back in your hometown that you were once a kid and a young teen in, as an adult is a very particular feeling. If you’ve felt it, you just know what I’m talking about. It’s so incredibly bittersweet with a hint of constant dread. I’m about to move across the country to start another life; and leave this town, once more. Maybe for the last time ever.
this song has been in my head all day.
What song is this
A slowed version of Gigi Mason - Call Me
This song makes me reflect a lot...
Does anyone ever wish to go to Silent Hill and face their personal hell to find catharsis?
"Ive done a terrible thing to you, something you‘ll never forgive me for. I wish I could change that" reminds me of my mom now saying she loves me and would do anything for me to be happy after neglecting me for 20 years
The pressure of filling my fathers shoes after his death is killing me, i know not how to be so strong, i cannot fathom the inner strength he had, to do what he did. I miss him, i miss his guidance, i am so terribly alone. The weight of my family rests on my shoulders, and my legs are beginning to buckle.
This too real
Lost my father when I was 4 never knew how it felt cause I was too young
Now I try to help my mom out cause she means every thing to me
We'll get through this bro and it will all be worth it in the end 🤝🏽❤️
I love you man 🫂❤️
This, but this gives such a mixture of surrealism and dull sadness. The biggest part of this emotion comes from the “in my restless dreams, I see that town”, cuz for me, it brings up the memories of those places, that I saw, but they don’t rly exist, and I understand that I don’t know the direction that I can go to find them, and see them for at least a fraction of time. Not knowing how to come somewhere, or being stuck in a surrealistic place like a dream is rly weird but I have this feeling
“James, You Made Me Happy.”
Fear , sadness, hopelessness, mystery
This makes hou feel a lot of feelings
best song when u feeling down
Im working hard to get back to my old self
Don’t think I’ll ever be back to my old self
Sometimes, i just sit and listen to this noise and cry.
are you ok?
Real Real
sometimes I don't feel ok and I come here letting my sadness swallow me
Sometimes I really question why GOD put me on earth 😢
This reality is sooooooo evil , pain , sufering .
Be aware of a Man that has nothing to loose, be aware of a quiet Man for He conquered his loneliness. Be aware of a Loud Man, for He may self destruct. An endless cycle of Life.
In my restless dreams, I see that town. Silent hill. You promised you would take me there again someday. But u never did.. well I’m alone there now. In our special place, waiting for you. Waiting for you to come to see me. But u never do. And so i wait. Wrapped in my cocoon of pain and loneliness. I know I’ve done a terrible thing to you, something you’ll never forgive me for. I wish I could change that. But I can’t. I feel so pathetic and ugly laying here. Waiting for you. But I’m afraid James, I’m afraid you don’t really want me to come home, whenever you come see me. I can tell how hard it is on you. I don’t know if you hate me or pity me. Or maybe I just. Disgust you. But I want you to know this. I will always love you. I told the nurse to give this to you. After I’m gone.. that means as u read this. I’m already dead.. well this letter has gone on for too long now, so I’ll say goodbye.
Music like this just hits real
Not even words can explain the pain
Listening to this with a Mossberg 590A1 in my mouth
if you are being deadass talk to someone
ill talk if you want
yo chill
real
Wish I had a benelli m4. I’d do the same brother
Listening to this in a long car trip on the night
Word real shi
serve into a tree
In water
My kind of music. ,This is beautiful.
In my memory there are folds of calm and warm memories, I just hope to come back.
i honestly cried while listening to this... idk there's something about that game and this song that just hits... thx for making this song
Stories aren't about being real, it is what emotionally registers as "Real to the brain" that matter, and I think it is fascinating how couple of code liens, few voice records, couple of animations could evoke SO MUCH emotions from us ...
Sometimes I stay looking at a fixed point, in the gym. Trying to remember a moment in my life when I was happy
i'd kiss a tree doing 120mph while listening to this masterpiece.
These songs makes me go in a dark place in my mind. Crazy
i cant explain how this makes me feel.
This shit hits hard man
try at 3am
God this js makes me cry for some reason 😭🙏
Same
This song really puts me in the feels. I cant explain it, it’s not negative, but it’s also not extremely positive. I just don’t know.
Trust me gng, its mostly negative, but thats cause we find the comfort in the loneliness and negativity, thats why we gotta get outta this position were in and strive afar, first step is to stop listening to songs like this as it’ll get ur hopes down
AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THE VOICES ARE WINNING!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have some kinda shitty PTSD from a place I used to live. And since playing the games recently, I relate so much to the quote "In my restless dreams, I still see that town" Playing this game so long ago, I would have never saw that it would foreshadow a part of my life in the future. SH Fans are so good at keeping this game alive.
I also have ptsd but more from a person and kind of situation, how can you come to see or hear something that reminds you of it and not break down?
This invokes a feeling in me of sadness and regret
Silent hill is such a masterpiece
Does anyone else get reoccurring dreams with places that are dark, drury, and confusing yet familiar? In an unsettling yet unwavering intestity of emotions, you always try to find your way through the familiar territories of the night yet in the end none of it is as familiar as you thought it is was in the beginning? Maybe you'll wake up in sweats, or you'll wake up in a delirious crying state, because the reocurring, dark, confusing dreams feel so real and just almost tangible enough to get something out of them... but you never do. I can't be the only one with reocurring dark nightmares in places I do not recognize, yet are familiar with. With people I know, but who feel like strangers. My dreams scare me
i have sleept and listen to this for over 11 hours and my heart feels so good this really helpt me thank you
Listening to this while waiting for my friend to play with me so i can feel less lonely..
in my restless dreams, i see my town. My town is future me. What I am going to be. Who I need to be for the people around me but most importantly, for myself.
Real 💯
Listening to this audio just puts me somewhere else after I’m still recklessly in love with the only girl I’ve ever been in love with whilst shes in a relationship with someone else only due to distance hurts so bad
dont be upset man, the distance says it all :( you may love her but cmon dawg if it was true love you both would have got over the distance. raise your head and move on 💪
@@JArip8765agreed 🤝 still doesn't make it much easier for OP. But yeah it sounds like a good idea to let that relationship go
its amazing how we're in the same situation at the same time. feels good and horrible at the same time to know someones going through the same.
*"There's a starman,*
*waiting in the sky.*
*He'd like to come and meet us,*
*but he thinks he'd blow our minds."*
_I used to think that Silent Hill was a place... now I know it's a state of mind_
Lately I’ve been feeling the same I found this girl that I really like and I really appreciate her but it’s not the same. My ex who did me so wrong is still in my mind I remember all the good times we had but it haunts me. I’m scared about the future.
@@666ep sadly I got blocked out of no where I met her parents and yet it wasn’t enough but after my first relationship I learned to never depend on your happiness from someone I work out all the time and this just inspires me to keep going and get my dream physique i guess it just wasn’t meant to be but it is what it is
No need to be scared about the future just live life in the moment go for that girl you only think about your ex because you have good memories with them and you will probably always think about them cause you had feelings for them but most of the time those feelings will never go away
@@electricpanther7740thank you bro I’m really focused on getting more fit honestly but we’ll see what happens later on I’ll keep everyone updated in months
Real
@@jonni9314 The hardest lesson in life is to not rely on other people, even people you hold dear to you, for your own happiness. However, relationships are good, because they can actually teach you alot about yourself that you couldn't do otherwise.
What is this aching sadness
I wanted to hear the funny line when walking through the early morning fog to work,
instead i got reminded ive already tried to end it before and it'll happen again eventuality.
God this makes me so excited for the remake and I really hope that it can capture this same feeling I have hearing this
my grandma when i don't visit for two weeks
😂😂
I just need a friend who can just listen to me and talk to me about life without having to joke about it
Have you tried Jesus?
True friendship isn't that selfish
Song: gigi masin call me
I always come back here when I feel worthless.
Hey, if you will want to talk to someone just let me know. The one thing I realized is that you cant go through everything alone
Idk why but all the silent hill 2 ost feels like my childhood memories, i love listening to it and thinking of a future where i have the chance to disappear and run away from a family that hurt me a big part of my life. I hope that day comes and everyone thinks i am dead
Needed this fr
imgoinginsane
this song is so great. i wish my parents loved me....
no one understand this pain like yall man yall the real 1's💯💯💯💯💯
its over forever and their is no coming back now
I love listening to listen while making art
It brings me pain in my chest as if it were my last day
the cycle of motivation and burnout will never break.. until such a light shines from distance.
pain and lonliness
I listen to this everyday kinda relates to my story his but she wasn’t missing in a town she was missing out of my life💔
I just love one thing...
To walk in dark on a rainy night 🌧️
ian even sad or nun i js like making up sad scenarios in my head and listen to music like this 😭💯
i know no one will see this most likely but, this makes me happy in a sort of way yfm? it makes me feel like me and my girl are finna grow up and get successful lives tg live up in a nice luxury nyc apartment with a nice night view. although all wishes dont come true i pray this one does. im going to work for it.
I use this in the gym all the time. I have no idea why but something deep down, is broken in me.
Rise of the sigma
Heart shattering.
salvation is never coming 🔥🔥🔥 🗣️🗣️🗣️ 😎😎😎 we are doomed for an unbearable life and one day we will come to see everything we have regretted and will have regretted as our life crumbles and tears apart with this one 🔥🔥🔥 🗣️🗣️🗣️ 🥵🥵🥵
“I was a blank man. I had no face, no meaning, no personality, hardly a name. I didn’t want to eat. I didn’t even want a drink. I was the page from yesterday’s calendar crumpled at the bottom of the waste basket.”