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  • @JadenSoulz
    @JadenSoulz 11 місяців тому +1774

    Hello, I'm Jaden, I am 16 years old. I hope I can see this comment when I turn 21 years old and come to this video and realize how I am with myself. I hope I can stabilize a good status not get into any trouble or end up killing myself. I want to be a strong 16-21 year old to make my momma and dad proud of me for who I am. I love my momma she takes care of me every time I see her. I don't want her losing her baby boy over some s*ic*e stuff it would make my have a lot of depression and who knows maybe she might kill herself too... All I want to say is, I want to live a great life and have a great family. I was raised so well by my momma. I always will and forever Love my Momma and everyone in my family. When I come back in 5 Years it would feel crazy for me to comment this. Thank you for the great moments. I hope I don't commit anything at all in these 5 years I want you to see me graduate out of High School live a great life in college and see me get this bread :). I miss you Alex the best friend I had never asked but wanted. Welcome to the future everyone... Reality is beyond us. God Bless everyone... I will comment back here in 5 years, See you soon in 5 years Jaden. :) ❤

    • @666ep
      @666ep  11 місяців тому +269

      That’s a promise🤝. If you ever feel bad about yourself always remember what you wrote down today. see you in 2028 hope I’ll still be here. *Don’t reply*

    • @riantaeylor
      @riantaeylor 8 місяців тому +93

      see you in 5 years, jaden.

    • @jaidenm6464
      @jaidenm6464 8 місяців тому +97

      I’m Jaiden and I’m 21. Was in your shoes too. You can do it man. Much love stay strong

    • @imppro
      @imppro 8 місяців тому +43

      Good luck to you bro. I’m 17 now. I hope I’m a better man by 21.

    • @SzymonNon
      @SzymonNon 8 місяців тому +20

      see you there brother

  • @TheDude33633
    @TheDude33633 Рік тому +2863

    that picture is too real

    • @joephob1728
      @joephob1728 Рік тому +28

      When someone can’t even do 135

    • @andyzhou1335
      @andyzhou1335 Рік тому +214

      @@joephob1728 doesn’t matter the weight

    • @wayles25
      @wayles25 Рік тому +35

      @@joephob1728 its actually 154ibs because red plates are 25kg or 55ibs

    • @carrots6249
      @carrots6249 Рік тому +55

      @@joephob1728 If you put that in perspective that is the body weight of most females. It's amazing how strong humans are but are so weak compared to wild animals.

    • @american0153
      @american0153 Рік тому +11

      @@wayles25 there’s 2 reds

  • @nukal4338
    @nukal4338 Рік тому +693

    That’s that pose you hit on bench where if you don’t get the next rep you’re going straight into depression

  • @raginlemon9261
    @raginlemon9261 Рік тому +1120

    Depression and the Gym a classic combo

    • @ADO5
      @ADO5 Рік тому +69

      There can be times where you feel depressed, but never say you have depression, because it doesn’t exist.

    • @tylerherdman1755
      @tylerherdman1755 Рік тому +53

      @@ADO5 I know someone who’s taken there own life because of depression. It’s very real sadly.

    • @avertingapathy3052
      @avertingapathy3052 Рік тому +26

      It's like saying "it's all just chemicals in your brain, bro" well yeah, so is love, joy, happiness. Just reductionist materialist claims.

    • @ADO5
      @ADO5 Рік тому +13

      @@avertingapathy3052 the thing about “depression” is that people act like it’s a mental condition that isn’t curable. The reason why you have “depression” is because of certain things going on in your life at that time, which are completely temporary and able to be solved. You can still certainly feel depressed at times in your life, but the idea that depression is a clinical condition is wrong.

    • @avertingapathy3052
      @avertingapathy3052 Рік тому +24

      @@ADO5 There is situational depression and organic depression. The former is equal to someone being depressed because their life is shit, or as Peterson would say you aren't depressed, you just have shitty life. The latter is actually being depressed despite having the basic ingredients for a good life, so depression is some kind of biological condition for them or at least able to be treated as such with medication, some people have autoimmune disorders that produce depression that's almost pure biology.
      It's an experience, people just get on some UA-cam high horse saying it doesn't exist because it makes them edgy to rightfully point out those people who abuse mental health diagnosis to justify various things should be more careful. It just seems to swing the other way into just denying things that have been observed. I dunno at most depression is a construct and pehonomenological experience of low mood sometimes going into clinical levels where people decide to kill themselves.

  • @gw6n
    @gw6n 11 місяців тому +131

    I’m like batman but instead of fighting crime I just fight my will to live

  • @grimmjellybean4259
    @grimmjellybean4259 Рік тому +592

    This saying plays in my head so much when I find myself staying silent like usual

    • @liamp6491
      @liamp6491 Рік тому +24

      you will be old before you blink. anything you feel is temporary, but how you feel about yourself exists eyond this dimension. You are your own captor, set yourself free

    • @astroyeaster9464
      @astroyeaster9464 Рік тому +5

      @@liamp6491 what if i want to rot?

    • @liamp6491
      @liamp6491 Рік тому

      @@astroyeaster9464 Its your right. Apathy is an emotion with the purpose of summoning aid, but the feeli8ng someone gets is: There is nothing I can do. The reasdon you would rot is because in your core you are strong and have innate value. Inside of you there is life and courage and strength, but to rot is to allow apathy to dontinually erode your inner life, which is still alive and strong,. IT is in submitting to the detrimental self defeating impulses which you have learned through trauma in the world which impresses you will deeper and depper scars. Pain, dissonance, unwanted thoughts and ideas. This is why you create apathy in your subconscious. You witness the self destructive force of the lessons youve learned through trauma and decide for whatever reason that you CANNOT change them. Not because youre incapable, though you may believe that too, but because the scrifice would be too great to bear. That is the great illusion the grand dillusion that keeps millions stuck rotting. The only reason change feels insurmountable is because you dont know how to do it. But I'll tell you now. It starts with belief. It cant get any more simple, there are no magic pills which will change things while you sleep. The power to cease feeling apathy and your pain and rot is by in the moment that you feel negative, stopping, and choosing to think you can win. Even if its vague and maddening. It is more power than you know and has helped small people move mountains for centuries. It is the true secret of successful people. Someo live and die without ever realizing they do it. You have to believe. In the core, below the rot. You can even cut off the surface, snub the rot, allow apathy in some places but HOPE in others. This wont change anything for me, but im already doing it myself. As a human with a soul and love for those who suffer, just listen to me and believe that you can change the things which feel as solid as a brick wall inside of you.

    • @connormcnab5276
      @connormcnab5276 11 місяців тому +7

      @@astroyeaster9464 then don't complain about it or look for sympathy

    • @astroyeaster9464
      @astroyeaster9464 11 місяців тому +1

      @@connormcnab5276 how am i looking for sympathy? if anything, that comment was simply a way to express myself.

  • @enderpixmc
    @enderpixmc Рік тому +547

    Just benched 145 as a new pr, low key happy asf, remember your achievements before listening to this yall

    • @Funny_Chair_Man
      @Funny_Chair_Man Рік тому +16

      Congratulations on 145.

    • @AbdullahAl-f
      @AbdullahAl-f Рік тому +5

      congrats bro i also just hit 65kg a few weeks ago which is like 145lb good stuff

    • @ollir9352
      @ollir9352 Рік тому +17

      Just hit 150, let’s keep it going. Were all gonna make it kings 👑

    • @Clarity199
      @Clarity199 Рік тому +11

      Just remember where you started… I remember barley doing 85 pounds benching 3 years ago

    • @siluda9255
      @siluda9255 Рік тому +7

      no cap, feel most people don't even try to be happy, they just look for problems and pretend life is bad so they can keep up with character

  • @zeddikusss
    @zeddikusss 11 місяців тому +225

    i have been listening to this for 8 hours straight. we aint making it alive this winter.

    • @0the_car_enthusiast
      @0the_car_enthusiast 11 місяців тому +28

      The intrusive thoughts are winning

    • @thus4113
      @thus4113 9 місяців тому +20

      stay strong bro

    • @williamschakesberg
      @williamschakesberg 9 місяців тому +11

      @@thus4113I know this winter is going to make me never forget her
      I can’t take it anymore

    • @Butter7638
      @Butter7638 7 місяців тому

      Nah bro don't do it you're too sexy

    • @divinecreation6
      @divinecreation6 7 місяців тому +3

      voices are getting louder

  • @theperfectimposter
    @theperfectimposter Рік тому +2047

    lets go jim homie

    • @sssrr12344
      @sssrr12344 Рік тому +82

      if i dont die lifting a heavy bar I’m dyin’ by…

    • @MkDal.
      @MkDal. Рік тому +22

      Sounds good to me

    • @C6593r
      @C6593r Рік тому +25

      after you homie 0:24

    • @sssrr12344
      @sssrr12344 Рік тому +9

      @@C6593r imma come too

    • @roseedits6359
      @roseedits6359 Рік тому +9

      ​@@sssrr12344don't you dare leave me out

  • @Bobo-IsKool
    @Bobo-IsKool 22 дні тому +5

    Started hitting the gym because I’m not weak nor impress. I just wanna be strong. I can’t die without seeing my purest and truest character yet.

  • @063Spongebob063
    @063Spongebob063 Рік тому +282

    it’s so beautiful how in todays world we all around the globe could listen to the same angelic symphony and share our thoughts on how it makes us feel, one way of feeling less alone, clam and healthy

  • @holdmedearly
    @holdmedearly 11 місяців тому +76

    Today is my birthday, I turned 16, I send my heart and soul to those who don't get to or didn get to celebrate their birthday even if it has passed or is still upcoming. I am blessed to be living. I pray to the lord, thank you for giving me the blessing to have my parents and my younger brother. I pray to those who have their own stories to have a chapter where they pick themselves up from the depths of emptiness and loneliness and be successful on what they choose. I end my prayers, thank you Jesus. Amen.💙🙏🏽

    • @muzhair4162
      @muzhair4162 11 місяців тому +1

      Thank you mahm 🙏 happy birthday to you

    • @mr.incognitoyt2235
      @mr.incognitoyt2235 5 місяців тому

      Happy belated birthday to you. 🎉

  • @delta_7737
    @delta_7737 Рік тому +157

    i wish all who listen to this song were in a room together so we can just vibe and lift one another up

    • @holi145
      @holi145 Рік тому +16

      This isnt vibe this is struggle…

    • @sdkehy
      @sdkehy 11 місяців тому +1

      What vibe ?

    • @skeepth7598
      @skeepth7598 11 місяців тому +1

      the reason you are depressed is because that idea you are weak and have testrone man up

    • @sdkehy
      @sdkehy 11 місяців тому

      i aint depressed@@skeepth7598

    • @Fiddlewinks
      @Fiddlewinks 11 місяців тому +3

      This would make good ambience in an elevator.

  • @macomackieenriquez8266
    @macomackieenriquez8266 Рік тому +34

    "I don't know if i'm living or i'm surviving..."

  • @jackbarn8046
    @jackbarn8046 Рік тому +100

    Remember. You don't need to do or be anything more than what you are. You can achieve anything, but don't think that if you fail, that it means you did. You are still worthy of trying. Get to a comfortable weight and stay steady.

  • @mr.zombzo
    @mr.zombzo Рік тому +147

    This music is such a mood.

    • @concreteovergrass
      @concreteovergrass Рік тому +19

      the original one is called "Gigi Masin - Call Me".

    • @kush2023
      @kush2023 Рік тому +1

      @@concreteovergrass original is worse

    • @ethanroy8242
      @ethanroy8242 Рік тому +2

      @@kush2023no

  • @S.N.G14
    @S.N.G14 2 місяці тому +14

    To everyoone reading this, Jesus loves you so so much❤👐

  • @key_von1034
    @key_von1034 Рік тому +291

    I just want my pops back.

    • @AbdullahAl-f
      @AbdullahAl-f Рік тому +39

      sorry for your loss

    • @rubendw8316
      @rubendw8316 Рік тому +21

      Sorry for ur loss. Stay strong

    • @markzacarias-vazquez9077
      @markzacarias-vazquez9077 Рік тому +13

      Same here bro

    • @sabimaru54
      @sabimaru54 Рік тому +14

      Man, you really inspired me to love my parents more man.
      I'm sorry for your loss.

    • @ofkr
      @ofkr Рік тому +12

      rip pops man, stay strong. he’s watching you right now so make him proud 🫶🙏

  • @mawuu745
    @mawuu745 Рік тому +26

    I started to go to the gym 3 months ago and the last week I just hit 100lb on bech press. I'm really happy and also I know isn't too much, but I just wanted to share my achievement with yall :)

    • @Mod1
      @Mod1 11 місяців тому +1

      That’s nice

    • @jamikoskela7728
      @jamikoskela7728 11 місяців тому

      I'm proud of you, keep up the good work!

    • @juiceboxinc.2745
      @juiceboxinc.2745 5 місяців тому

      Good shit man🙌🏾

    • @diogenic4691
      @diogenic4691 3 місяці тому

      Be proud man, you achieved that on your own, no one did that for you other than yourself.

  • @TH_Nidmon
    @TH_Nidmon Рік тому +19

    Im like Batman but instead of fighting crime every night im resisting the urge to let the suffering take over and end it all

    • @the.seagull.35
      @the.seagull.35 Рік тому

      Hey ❤ do you mean that?

    • @the.seagull.35
      @the.seagull.35 Рік тому +1

      ⬅️ I'm in a group of people on dacord that feel the same way... you'd be welcome anytime. just go where the arrow is pointing

  • @Ze9zz
    @Ze9zz 9 місяців тому +8

    How such a simple tune incites so much emotion, it blows my mind.

  • @autisticneetgaming
    @autisticneetgaming Рік тому +14

    shinji if he became a gymcel

  • @itzchum3854
    @itzchum3854 Рік тому +45

    listening to this makes me think of when we were teens we didnt know what was gonna happen in the future but we knew we had eachother until we didnt

  • @muhammadawaiskhan4068
    @muhammadawaiskhan4068 Рік тому +170

    There’s so much I want to say
    But I don’t know where to start
    To spill forth the fray
    of my wounded heart
    How many bargains I’ve struck
    How I’ve bet against my luck
    How All I’ve ever won
    Amounts to less than a buck
    All the weight I carry
    How the putrid thoughts within I fail to parry
    Instead of living in this world
    How within my mind I stubbornly tarry
    Maybe when I learn to breathe
    I’ll finally be able to change the way I seethe
    All my anger, regret and loss
    to the void I’ll bequeath
    ~wolf's cub

    • @skrunkle615
      @skrunkle615 11 місяців тому +1

      What's this from?

    • @vkm1290
      @vkm1290 11 місяців тому +5

      It's an original poem written by him

    • @muhammadawaiskhan4068
      @muhammadawaiskhan4068 10 місяців тому

      @@skrunkle615 umm I wrote it

    • @Waryfuls
      @Waryfuls 10 місяців тому

      Fuck with this shit heavy

    • @I_Luv_DILFS
      @I_Luv_DILFS 9 місяців тому +10

      @@skrunkle615
      It’s from a movie called “I believe in unicorns” and it’s my absolute favorite movie. But I will say that it is not for the faint of heart.
      - If you want to know the plot read this if not then idk do what u want. -
      Basically the movie is about a 16 year old girl named Davina and she loves unicorns. Unicorns are brought up a lot in the film and they represent her childhood and her innocence and near the end of the film the unicorn dies along with her innocence as she’s forced to grow up. And she takes care of her disabled mother but leaves when convinced by an older man she likes named Sterling to run away with him.(he’s like in his 20’s)
      It’s nice at first and their relationship blossoms. But then Sterling’s trauma and their power dynamic starts to come into light and the relationship becomes toxic and abusive.
      And again this movie is NOT for the faint of heart.
      It includes themes such as: Abuse, manipulation, r4pe, and power dynamics with age gaps in relationships.
      But it is actually such a beautifully made movie there is so much symbolism and gorgeous imagery in this movie. Like it’s actually one of my favorite films.

  • @lamba2874
    @lamba2874 Рік тому +62

    I love this song! (I don’t feel like I’m myself anymore and haven’t felt any feeling for the past year)

    • @elielvieira3041
      @elielvieira3041 Рік тому +4

      it's good to change homie, you don't have to feel guilty because you changed, just try to enjoy it and better yourself every day, i guarantee that good will come if you do that. good luck on your journey my man!

    • @xoaya.
      @xoaya. 11 місяців тому

      same except the only thing ive felt is sadness.

    • @gigachad4581
      @gigachad4581 10 місяців тому

      Yea same but i never felt like myself bc of my adhs bc all my life everyone was different than me and have Depression since im 8 years old and now im 17

    • @ivanrr50
      @ivanrr50 9 місяців тому

      bro you a fucking legend, do you know how many people would survive that many years with depression? I hope you become better and beat that shit out man much love!@@gigachad4581

    • @aspoiledfruit
      @aspoiledfruit 3 місяці тому

      Same

  • @alegonzalez6528
    @alegonzalez6528 Рік тому +50

    It has moths that i listen this audio so glad that I finally found it

  • @BraydenMurphy-
    @BraydenMurphy- Рік тому +33

    you should do this but with speak 2004"i wonder how long it would take to notice if i just stopped talking "

  • @1hmbs833
    @1hmbs833 11 місяців тому +11

    Its been 6 months and 21 days since my cat died, i never told anyone how i feel because i am a 19 man and shouldn't cry over an animal specially a cat, i watched him struggle for three days before he died. He was my only friend I really miss him 💔

    • @idk.justquinw
      @idk.justquinw 7 днів тому

      aw i honestly hope you recovered and that you found new friends to help you heal

  • @Unknow-zj1yt
    @Unknow-zj1yt 2 місяці тому +4

    Me too shinji, me too...

  • @lukesebastianvillarico7025
    @lukesebastianvillarico7025 Рік тому +13

    Man i remember this sound when i used to watch sad tiktok slideshows all the time😢

  • @ZAYXXIII
    @ZAYXXIII Рік тому +14

    SO GLAD I WATCHED EVANGELION AND THIS SPECIFIC POSE WITH THIS MUSIC ATMOSPHERE IS FITTING WE'VE ALL BEEN AT THIS POINT AND SOME ARE STILL GOIN THROUGH THIS I KNOW I AM TBH SURPRISED I'M STILL HERE IF YOU CAN KEEP PUSHING THEN GO FOR IT, NOT GONNA SAY "Things will get better soon" CAUSE HOW SOON IS SOON? ESPECIALLY IF I MYSELF DON'T KNOW WHEN THINGS WILL GET BETTER SO IF YOU CAN KEEP PUSHING, TRYING TO SURVIVE THEN GO FOR IT

  • @Litsonfiyah
    @Litsonfiyah 4 місяці тому +4

    Hello, I'm currently an eight grader about to graduate. Throughout my school years at my school, Ive learned to choose your friends wisely. Apparently, ive failed to do that and became friends with people who changed who i am right now. I used to be loud and cause drama a lot but now, ive become more quiet. I finally opened my eyes and is now trying to become a better person. If i can do this in this generation, i hope others will do the same.

  • @irish_fm
    @irish_fm 11 місяців тому +12

    im nearly 14 and this past year started off great but everyone i met seemed to like me at first but when they realised i was soft and skinny they used me as a punching bag to joke about to others i am also feeling so alone and my family doesnt enjoy talking to me i feel like i annoy everyone even when i dont remember being annoying maybe its best to go and make sure i dont annoy anyone ever again

    • @bozobuddy01
      @bozobuddy01 11 місяців тому +3

      Hey man, I don’t know u but I understand how u feel. I was the same when I was 14, it was the hardest time for me. But remember u always have urself and u can always rely on people u truly care about and who value you.

  • @afflictionsss
    @afflictionsss 9 місяців тому +3

    the movie is called "I believe in Unicorns" it sounds corny but it had me in tears at the end. Its a cinematic masterpiece. (imo)

  • @natedogplaysmcwhorter2853
    @natedogplaysmcwhorter2853 Рік тому +8

    you know its a banger when the most replayed part is the end.

  • @jundullah9869
    @jundullah9869 11 місяців тому +14

    Maybe when i'll be gone, i'll finally be recognized.

    • @Daily_life_with_jada137
      @Daily_life_with_jada137 11 місяців тому +3

      I know I’m 3days late but please don’t give up you probably hear or see this often but I’m here for u❤️‍🩹

    • @jundullah9869
      @jundullah9869 11 місяців тому +1

      @@Daily_life_with_jada137 hell nah if not for God i'd give up for years, its the only strong and fiery flame of hope burning in my soul that keeps me going through the excruciating pain

    • @zlvno
      @zlvno 11 місяців тому +2

      ⁠​⁠@@jundullah9869 and suicide is a "sin"😂

    • @jundullah9869
      @jundullah9869 11 місяців тому

      @@zlvno what is so funny about it you dumbfuxk ? "🤣🤣lmao suicide so funny" you r3tard get some f'kn help

    • @pepsiwart299
      @pepsiwart299 11 місяців тому +2

      when I learned that it was considered a sin depending on the reason, it genuinely broke my heart bcs it made me realize there really is no ecsape

  • @sacs112d
    @sacs112d Рік тому +28

    she left me for him.

    • @TakeRisks_
      @TakeRisks_ Рік тому +6

      real

    • @the.seagull.35
      @the.seagull.35 Рік тому +5

      No man 💔 she left for herself. She didn't do it "for" anyone else, other than herself and her own selfish reasons. You're better off now. 🤝

    • @n3on.
      @n3on. 2 місяці тому

      that shit can sting like hell I feel you I really do

  • @madelaine7724
    @madelaine7724 Рік тому +8

    this vibe is surreal

  • @Duckyonthatquack-
    @Duckyonthatquack- Рік тому +11

    it never gets better

    • @TreyLopez482
      @TreyLopez482 Рік тому +3

      It don’t you just get stronger

    • @the.seagull.35
      @the.seagull.35 Рік тому +2

      Sometimes it does get better ❤ And if you believe in Christ then he will work together even the worst of it for your ultimate good.

    • @Sakaaruser22
      @Sakaaruser22 8 місяців тому

      But JESUS SAID 🗣️ I am the light of the world those who follow me will not be in darkness but will have the light of the world

    • @divinecreation6
      @divinecreation6 7 місяців тому

      Unless I get to throw the rock

    • @Yeatismygloriousking
      @Yeatismygloriousking 6 місяців тому

      Real

  • @JustJD17
    @JustJD17 5 місяців тому +2

    Yo never done one of these but
    Back when i was a lil kid i always make mistakes especially in school (Still do till this day) had a bad life,with arguing parents and mental health used to be bullied but didn't gave a damn as i gotten older just turned 17, 4 months ago and now i just hope I have a successful life in the future with a certain someone and a hard but an easily overcoming task.
    (May god be with all of you 🙏🏽❤️)
    -JD

  • @SoraIsTired666
    @SoraIsTired666 7 місяців тому +4

    alone in room closing my eye just playing this on repeat>

  • @reallweall
    @reallweall Рік тому +2

    when this song or any typa song that is like this one pops up i start breathing hard, my heart starts racing, nd my head brings back all the memories with her den i start to stare at the wall as my whole mind fades away and im jus ina dark lonely pit alone.

  • @Clxcks.
    @Clxcks. 11 місяців тому +4

    Me spamming lateral raises all night knowing full well i'm never gonna find love.

  • @jocreates3
    @jocreates3 Місяць тому +1

    Too all my brothers and sisters it’s hard but don’t give up. Every storm ends. And when it ends help others that are experiencing what you used to feel.

  • @معقم
    @معقم Рік тому +4

    body dysmorphia main theme

  • @osbaldohernandez9174
    @osbaldohernandez9174 6 місяців тому +2

    Went from being the friend and cousin that used to talk a lot to just being quiet forever and not saying anything of my dumb antics and everyone asks if I’m okay

  • @abdalmuhsin393
    @abdalmuhsin393 6 місяців тому +2

    I’m genuinely angry with myself for so many reasons. I don’t enjoy anything anymore, it’s not depression or anything like that it’s just bitterness and hatred towards myself, I’ve been blessed with so much but I still wonder why I have to ruin things for myself. I hate myself so much, anyone who had ever lived a life like mine or if they just were me and lived my life, they would have killed themselves or ruin themselves, I have had a seriously shitty and boring existence. I don’t want to keep going anymore.

  • @user-ji9cv5rw4c
    @user-ji9cv5rw4c Рік тому +18

    i just hope everyone's doing okay this is not forever it will pass

    • @mike_izzo
      @mike_izzo Рік тому +4

      real (it’s only getting worse)

  • @I_Luv_DILFS
    @I_Luv_DILFS 9 місяців тому +2

    “Today is my birthday, today I will learn how to breathe.”

  • @Whydid1trusty0u
    @Whydid1trusty0u 8 місяців тому +12

    To whoever reads this,
    i love you
    i love your smile
    i love your laugh
    i love your personality
    i love your hair (or lack thereof)
    i love your insecurities
    i love your accomplishments
    i love your failures
    i love your eyes
    i love your beauty
    i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
    i love the way you dance
    i love you on your happy days
    i love you on your sad days
    i love you on the days you feel lonely
    i love you on the days you feel helpless
    i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
    i love you on the days you feel forgotten
    i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
    i love you on the days you feel loved
    i love you on the days you feel sick
    i love you on the days you feel motivated
    i love you on the days you feel depressed
    i love you on the days you feel stresses
    i love you on the days you feel crazy
    i love you on the days you feel hopeful
    i love you on the days you feel cuddly
    i love you on the days you feel clingy
    i love you on the days you feel amazing
    i love you on the days you feel beautiful
    i love you on the days you feel like a failure
    i love you on the days you feel angry
    i love you on the days you feel aggressive
    i love you on the days you feel horrible
    i love you on the days you feel safe
    i love you on the days you feel unsafe
    i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
    i love you on the days you feel weird
    i love you on the days you feel ok
    i love you when you're healthy
    i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
    i love your taste in music
    i love your taste in movies
    i love your taste in tv shows
    i love the way you move
    i love the way you act
    i love you when you cry
    i love you when you're kind
    i love you when you're mean
    i love you when you're alone
    i love you when you can't feel
    i love you when you feel too much
    i love you when you can't take life anymore
    i love you when you feel like it's too much
    i love you when you're asleep
    i love you when you have nightmares
    i love you when you have dreams
    i love how you believe
    i love you when you believe in yourself
    i love you when you don't believe in yourself
    i love you when you hate yourself
    i love you when you love yourself
    i love the way you think
    i love you problems
    i love your solutions
    i love how you support
    i love you when you're in pain
    i love you when you're hurt
    i love your promises
    i love your secrets
    i love your attitude
    i love you sass
    i love your creativity
    i love your voice (or lack thereof)
    i love you hand gestures
    i love your stories
    i love your wounds
    i love your scars
    i love your face
    i love your past
    i love your future
    i love your present
    i love your outfits
    i love your style
    i love your art
    i love your honesty
    i love you when you lie
    i love you when you're tired
    i love you when you're energetic
    i love how you look
    i love how you cook
    i love you when you're adventurous
    i love you when you're scared
    i love your imperfections
    i love your perfections
    i love you when you worry
    i love you when you talk (or communicate)
    i love your opinions
    i love you when you have a headache
    i love you when you have a stomach ache
    i love you when you help others
    i love you when you need help
    i love you when you're mature
    i love you when you're immature
    i love you in the hard times
    i love you in the easy times
    i love you when life is meh
    i love you when you're responsible
    i love you when you're irresponsible
    i love you when you fight
    i love you in your darkest moments
    i love you in your brightest moments
    i love your heart
    i love you in the day
    i love you in the night
    i love you at midnight
    i love you at 3 am
    i love you at all times
    i love you at your best
    i love you at your worst
    i love the little things you do
    i love all of you
    i love you when you're you
    i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.

  • @Jaywky
    @Jaywky 4 місяці тому +1

    Falling down a path I never imagined make me feel like I’m worthless one day I changed that path and never looked back for more future.

  • @mmmb4c0n
    @mmmb4c0n 7 місяців тому +3

    we're all gonna make it brahs 💪

  • @I_Luv_DILFS
    @I_Luv_DILFS 9 місяців тому +2

    STOP I LOVE I BELIEVE IN UNICORNS😭😭😭

  • @gutstheberserkerr
    @gutstheberserkerr Рік тому +5

    I can barely stand anymore

  • @ImBiofr
    @ImBiofr 4 дні тому

    I’ve been looking for this and I found it!!

  • @luffykai
    @luffykai Рік тому +13

    I was looking for this, thank u so much! 💗

  • @ash_1419
    @ash_1419 Рік тому +3

    The saying "there are no happy endings" stays true.

  • @Pogi123s7s
    @Pogi123s7s Рік тому +1

    "When Will I Fvcking Learn To Breath im Suffering To Breath Rn."

  • @JustShawnstuff
    @JustShawnstuff Рік тому +8

    Real so real Realer than real the realist of the real thou art real.

  • @joelsium1236
    @joelsium1236 3 місяці тому

    That feeling when everyone gets stronger but you only go worse or get stuck

  • @curitmat8710
    @curitmat8710 Рік тому +5

    Noooo Shinji failed his PR 😢😢😭

  • @dungeonmaster3303
    @dungeonmaster3303 Рік тому +3

    bro this is sad, this picture describes me exactly, before after school my friends and I went to the gym but now I'm going to college and I won't be able to go to the gym because before, I'm literally left alone

  • @TheBestOfLeafyman
    @TheBestOfLeafyman Рік тому +1

    Compare yourself to who you were, yesterday. Not to who somebody else is, today.

  • @doubts6247
    @doubts6247 Рік тому +2

    Just like that in between sets.

  • @MikeHunt-zy3cn
    @MikeHunt-zy3cn Рік тому +4

    I'm not happy with my life. I've been trying to change some aspects in the hope it'll make me feel better. I plan to become more active again in the hopes it helps. I can't afford to see a professional financially, or career wise as I dont know what I want to do, and can't afford to lock myself out of job opportunities that require a clean bill of mental health.

  • @vrex7405
    @vrex7405 Рік тому +6

    Deserves way more veiws and likes

  • @DamienWoods-uv7tk
    @DamienWoods-uv7tk 6 місяців тому +3

    Do not pray for easy lives my friends, pray to be stronger men

  • @MehirT
    @MehirT Рік тому +2

    when you fail a pr attempt

  • @buryme4live
    @buryme4live 5 місяців тому +2

    i hope i can finally become someone good in the future

  • @joshuaguillen1812
    @joshuaguillen1812 Рік тому +3

    The mind of man can lift anything

  • @Maphysique_07
    @Maphysique_07 Рік тому +4

    Alone just alone

  • @Manngerd_lyubov
    @Manngerd_lyubov Рік тому +4

    This song just gives me pure guilt

  • @Someone..00.
    @Someone..00. Рік тому +5

    I Go through Shit for months.. I..I feel Like i cant Take this anymore...

  • @saleh235
    @saleh235 6 місяців тому +1

    So much changed since july 2023

  • @momsspaghetti365
    @momsspaghetti365 8 місяців тому +3

    goodbye everyone… my time is up, until next time. tell mary on a cross i loved her.😢😢

  • @dr.najlaakareem6290
    @dr.najlaakareem6290 Рік тому +7

    Besides this song giving me a feeling I can't describe
    and makes me calm down on the saddest days,
    I just wanna know. are you ok?

  • @rayperez4825
    @rayperez4825 Рік тому +2

    So sad and amazing at the same time

  • @ates423
    @ates423 Рік тому +15

    Was proud to hit 135 on squats, then I wanted 225, then I wanted 315. Now I’m repping 315 and I’m close to 405. It’s never enough.
    Same with bench. Went from 185 to 225 in a month, now I’m hitting 250 3 weeks later and I already want 3 plates

    • @Solarris
      @Solarris Рік тому +1

      The urge to outlift yourself day by day. People always out here comparing themselves, but why? You can control other people. Only yourself. It seems you know that my friend, impressive numbers.

    • @TakeRisks_
      @TakeRisks_ Рік тому

      what was her name

    • @ates423
      @ates423 Рік тому

      @@TakeRisks_ barbella

    • @TakeRisks_
      @TakeRisks_ Рік тому

      @@ates423 barbella wont hurt yo ass at least brah

  • @crlpxz
    @crlpxz Рік тому +2

    I don't think I'm capable of healing.

  • @WillieHarrix
    @WillieHarrix Рік тому +2

    Wow beautiful melody

  • @Minelei
    @Minelei Рік тому +1

    lookin all suicidal like that with only 150 on the bench is crazy

  • @Rokko0o0o0
    @Rokko0o0o0 Рік тому +1

    I’m like Batman but instead of fighting crime I just be fighting…

  • @nicolasadler2237
    @nicolasadler2237 Рік тому +2

    I am so pleased that i am Not the only one who suffers

  • @oljadjalovic5029
    @oljadjalovic5029 Рік тому +12

    Love this 🖤🌹

  • @anulovesu
    @anulovesu 3 місяці тому

    "Maybe when i learn to breath ill finally be able to talk" real.

  • @elliswillis4169
    @elliswillis4169 Місяць тому +1

    Nihilism is inevitable, constant pain will be inflicted until the world crumbles to dust. We will all die out, and none of our efforts, or learning will stop it, we just need to let the world destroy itself, everything is finite. And we can't do anything about it, just let everything go as the world disappears into oblivion until oblivion crumbles as well. my pain is constant and sharp and i do not hope for a better world for anyone, in fact i want my pain to be inflicted on others, i want no one to escape, but even after admitting this there is no catharsis my punishment continues to elude me and i gain no deeper knowledge of myself, no new knowledge can be extracted from my telling, this confession has meant.... nothing.

  • @MemoShorts
    @MemoShorts Рік тому +2

    shorty hurt me so bad , her voice is background to this song😂

  • @williampalmer130
    @williampalmer130 Рік тому +1

    me too sinji, me too

  • @z_r_x
    @z_r_x 3 місяці тому

    I see so many depressed commenters under this song, I hope you all will get help from soneone or just help yourself and beat depression, wish you all the goods and rimind you that there still a lot awesome things in life and in your peronality.(sorry for bad English).

  • @luhhal
    @luhhal 7 місяців тому +2

    I don't really wanna be here.

  • @walterworrall
    @walterworrall 3 місяці тому

    Come on Shinji, get some gains and pilot that Eva.

  • @magdalenadul4971
    @magdalenadul4971 Рік тому +2

    the movie this quote is from is actually so depressing and messed up

    • @eliguahsb
      @eliguahsb Рік тому

      whats the movie?

    • @1hmbs833
      @1hmbs833 11 місяців тому

      What is the movie?

  • @Shutyoazzzup
    @Shutyoazzzup 7 місяців тому +3

    Maybe when I learn to breathe I’ll learn to feel. Maybe when I learn to feel I’ll learn to listen. Maybe when I learn to listen maybe I’ll learn to love. Maybe when I learn to love I’ll learn to be loved. Maybe when I’m loved I’ll ask myself if I’m there yet. Maybe I’ll turn around and ask yet again another maybe. Maybe I’ll give up all maybes. Maybe that’ll be the end. The end. End.

  • @visionlol4769
    @visionlol4769 5 місяців тому +1

    I js wna be happy again

  • @TrinityKay-ky3mg
    @TrinityKay-ky3mg Рік тому +2

    There’s so much I wanna say, but I don’t know where to start. Maybe when I learn to breath, I’ll finally be able to talk.

  • @J_sccr
    @J_sccr 10 місяців тому +1

    maybe when I dissapear theyll finnally notice me.....

  • @evus3367
    @evus3367 Рік тому +5

    Guys have it sm easier when it comes to gaining muscle, it‘s unfair :<
    I don’t wanna be fucking weak just bc I am a woman
    It just takes so much longer to become stronger and also to see results it’s a little frustrating
    Even if a dood doesn’t train he‘s likely much stronger than a women and when they play fight with half their force or Even less But we use all of it.. it‘s kinda scary ngl
    And then I‘d say to myself that I too did not use all my strength but I am just lying to myself
    So to all the men out there reading this comment pls take care of yourself and the people surrounding u and have Ur eyes open for possible danger, not just for u but also for others (women f.e.)
    I don’t think I have to explain how scary it can be to walk alone and stuff
    Yes I am just kinda venting here
    Take care y‘all.

    • @dmnC1541
      @dmnC1541 Рік тому +1

      Yes it's unfair, but you can still be stronger than many man out there, if you train smart enough. I recommend you calisthenics, my sister does it and it has made her way fu*cking stronger. If you can lift you own body I'd say it's more than enough 🔥

  • @_SoCalDude_
    @_SoCalDude_ 9 місяців тому

    GET IN THE GOD DAMN BENCH PRESS MACHINE SHINJI

  • @sair9850
    @sair9850 5 місяців тому +1

    Sometimes I wish I wasn’t so skinny

    • @visionlol4769
      @visionlol4769 5 місяців тому +1

      dw bro. I doubt u even skinny fr u probably tripping over nothing gang 😭. If ur ever stressing, ask urself if there anything u can do about it. If u can, then why worry? If u can't, then why worry? life is not that serious bro js find peace within the things u luv to do

  • @Ramanzo
    @Ramanzo Рік тому +12

    I have changed so much for her only to remind myself
    She probably tosses herself like a slap of meat at others….

    • @levesnet
      @levesnet Рік тому +12

      Don't give it any more thought. It will only make you worry needlessly. Let go.

    • @valentinleguizamon9957
      @valentinleguizamon9957 Рік тому

      @@levesnet I loved that