the loneliness came back. worse than I remember. i don’t get it. i know i’m doing the right thing. you have to see that. then what is this? why do I feel this empty void inside?
@@YondoMoloniif you can change yourself, that in itself is “You”. A gift you have you could say. Not everyone can do it, not because they aren’t capable but because they don’t want to. For whatever reasons that may stem from. To be able to let go and completely rebuild, is a gift. For me it comes naturally because I don’t have a imagination, I can’t really imagine a apple in my head even though I know what it looks like I just can’t “see it”. Only time I can really imagine things is in my dreams. So this makes it pretty easy for me to forget and forgive. I’ll say, it’s definitely a positive. Holding onto things helps nothing, I know this because I’ve held onto things far longer then I should of. You find yourself wishing you could go back in time. Sometimes, you don’t understand how much impact your presence has on the world around you. How much you could of helped things progress or smoothed things out.
Whats the point in reality as if you get close to things its just a matter of time before you insert pain somewhere else from it? They say when you love you bare the risk of hatred, however there's no risk as love always leads to hate like a ticking bomb so why love?
never felt so lonely, high school ended early this year and im alone everyday, sat in my room, playing on my console and watching netflix, that shit is consuming my soul. all my "friends" are busy seeing each other and making plans. tried to talk to some girls but that didn't work out i guess im cursed cause each time i try to escape my loneliness and bad habits, i always fall a bit deeper. im trying to stay strong on the outside but im dying on the inside. sorry i needed to vent a bit and thanks if you made it this far
@YondoMoloni i dont know if meeting peopled that feel like is a good or bad thing cause i dont want anyone to feel this empty. the problem is not the stress itself but the hat we can't stop thinking about it. distracting ourselves is not eternal and there will be a moment when we are gonna need to face this void that we have. i mean we have no other options than to face it. i really needed to vent and im glad that you read my comment and shared how you feel too. hope we get trough this and if you ever need to talk just tag me.
As a child, one of my worst fears was eating alone; I suppose there was a part of me that could recognize the coming familiarity with loneliness in my future. I guess I should've thought of a little more than eating. Now I do everything alone. Now I am alone. I am, in every regard, entirely alone.
Matthew 11:28-30 "Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.” - Jesus Christ
@@flamingburitto Jesus Christ came to pay your debt of sin, which is transgression of the law. The law being 10 commandments, stuff we KNOW in our conscious is bad like lying, stealing, murder, etc. I am going to use myself as an example, Have you ever lied?: Yes Have you ever stolen something big or small: Yes Have you ever taken Gods name in vain, which is blasphemy: Yes Have you ever lusted after a girl: Yes Jesus says whoever looks at a women with lust is an adulterer in his/her heart (Matthew 5:28) So I just admitted to being a lying, thieving, blaspheming, adulterer at heart. If im judged by those commandments, I am going to be guilty before God, and therefor going to hell. However, Jesus came to pay my debt of sin, like if you're in court and guilty before the judge. The only way you're not going to jail if you're guilty (jail being hell), is if somebody who HASNT committed the crime, pays your bail. Thats why Jesus right before he died said, "it is finished". (John 19:30) "It is finished" meaning paid in full. So, how do we accept this gift so that we could be forgiven of our sins and go to heaven? The Bible makes it clear. John 6:27-29 Do not labor for the food which perishes, but for the food which endures to everlasting life, which the Son of Man will give you, because God the Father has set His seal on Him.” Then they said to Him, “What shall we do, that we may work the works of God?” Jesus answered and said to them, “This is the work of God, that you believe in Him whom He sent.” John 3:14-16 And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of Man be lifted up, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have eternal life. For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.
@@flamingburitto People are stuck with the idea that Christianity is a religion. It is a relationship with Jesus. If you actively seek Him, you will never be alone.
this is a dialogue that really resonates with me. just the feeling of utter confusion and denial at the days where i do the best i can and still lay in bed at night wondering why i’m so depressed still. even though we can try to get it all right it can and will still go wrong. i think part of living in this world is accepting that fact, and more importantly, letting it go.
You can choose to understand the loneliness or let it completely devour you whole until nothing but memories of your old self are left. As humans we don’t have much time here, but It’s important to spend that time not in suffering
That shit hit so hard, I felt like with all these feelings I've been hiding, the loneliness comes, athough I don't want to be in a relationship with anyone or ever, I still need or want something
the loneliness always hits harder at night and playing this feels validating i guess. a strange sense of being embraced with being able to relate to what someone is saying & let your emotions be soothed by the music.
@@Samito1 this may seem like it won’t be beneficial at first but i’d really really encourage you to meditate on your solar plexus chakra. your problems won’t disappear but watch how you’re able to deal with them :)
Today i cried almost a year after and i can say that all i want is someone that could hold me and love me unconditionally. Everyday i train like a maniac to lose weight yet i still feel empty and dull inside like it all doesnt matter.
I was fat all through highschool. Zero girls. Lost weight over COVID. To this day, I’ve never dated a girl despite being more fit than I’ve ever been. Getting fit is helpful for gaining confidence. It’s all about confidence. I cant really complain about being lonely because I don’t try at all to pursue girls. I thought, if I got fit that girls would come to me. Wow, I was wrong.
The only person who decides what matters is you. Dont be hard on yourself. Accept the pain of acknowledging your feelings and desires and become resolute on continuing on because you want to make a promise to yourself. That you will try because you love you. Even if you never make it you can feel love knowing you want to make each day better for your sake
@@chryon315 then at least be smart and understand that you get out of life what you put into it. If you don't care about your why the fuck would god/reality/fate.
There's so much comfort in watching things like this, knowing im not alone in at least the fealing of being alone. But i hate the feeling so much, i would kill to never feel it again. But i wouldnt always want to be around people, that is the double thing about it.
been called an attention seeker, never want to vent again and plus, people have it worse than me. the quote that replays in my head whenever i feel something
The scary thing about being alone is that after a while you get used to it and somehow you can't let it go. Whether it's because of your psyche, trust issues or other reasons. In your inner hatred you also learn to love it.
Being alone is peaceful only if you can master the art and understand it, like Goggins said, its scary but it gives you awareness and what you do with that awareness if up to you.
Professional help always works my g. Other contacts like friends or family might help to comfort you. And if you feel uncomfortable to call them, it's ok. They are there to support you. And if you don't have friends, the only thing I can say is make some. Make some that are able to comfort you during your worst. It's hard to find them sometimes but when you do, it's like finding a diamond in the rough. I can't say that everything will be good from there but I think it'll definitely help a bit. But just know that friends also need space as well. So don't just use them for emotional support. Besides, family is always there to help. (I don't want to get a bit too personal to this. You might not have a supporting family but that's ok. Because sometimes, friends are the ones that can lift you up the most). I hope this advice helps you friend. Even if it comes from an amateur. Farewell. -The Lord of Cheese
It's ok to be down sometimes. But don't let it get to you man. It'll push you down, slap you around, and beat you up but you know what? You're still here. And that's the good part. That you are still here in this world. Because there is nothing compared to losing someone you care about the most. And I'm sure that many people (even if it's just a few) care much about you. You are human so I know you can't always battle your demons alone. However by reaching out for help, you can defeat them. Not "you can" even, YOU WILL. I hope this helps you during a sad chapter in your life. Farewell and may brighter days come to you. -The Lord of cheese
Matthew 11:28-30 "Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.” - Jesus Christ
Being alone is not easy, not everyone enjoys their own company. Until you get over it. As a guy who has been home alone for quite a few years due to my parents having to go to work very early and returning late, it was not easy. At first i was scared, deeply, i couldn't leave my room to eat, i feared the dark. Until I woke up and realized that fear is not real and being alone is just a new experience. Us humans have this specific fear of the unknown, what we can't control and can't see, we fear it. So until you can build up courage to walk in the dark alone, you will just be a scared little boy. Peace ✌️
being alone is peaceful, it's the feeling of being alone and knowing that everyone that you used to understand and know things about walk past you like your strangers. This past year was mentally draining.
Sunday march 19 11:41pm adhd-ptsd-bipolar disorder No gf horrible friends alone No money no source of happiness no family absolutely nothing everyday is the same repeating thing over and over wake up go to school come home lay down wake up go to school come home lay down wake up go to school come home lay down wakeup go to school come home lay down WAKE UP GO TO SCHOOL COME HOME LAY DOWN I CANT ESCAPE
wake up go to school come home lay down wake up go to WATCH UA-cam AND LISTEN TO MUSIC school come home lay down wake up go to school come home lay down wakeup go to school come home lay down
@@raccioon Nothing to do with a god or any type of religion (its obviously all bs) its all up to you, and you have so much time to feel content, find people you enjoy being around that make you feel good thats what helped me. If you dont have anyone like that right now dont worry you will find them
Loneliness is good no one can bother you,you learn everything start working out and become the best version of your self and you can do what you want and please
Every night looks like this, it’s always a nightmare to keep myself from jumping from a window, and then when the morning comes still gotta go work, I love-hate this life with a passion
@@Cafendless Honestly you could have a lot of people around you , friends, family, etc, and it will all still feel completely artificial I never grew past the point in my life where I felt something genuine I guess everyone is just bound to feel lonely
So true, they allowed me to feel hope. I tried to disengage but the hope they fed me was something worth craving…especially in my dark mind and time. We all go through our own struggles, I’m more or less just sick of the way things work in this world. If you fly, you fly alone. If you cry, you cry alone. And when you die, you die alone. Lots of ways to positively look at it from god always being with you to having people all around you to comfort you but the reality is no one and I mean no one understands exactly what you are going through or thinking or what your thinking while your going through what you’re going through. Just a tough world but no matter what we have moments of bliss that allow us to feel what sad even is. Allows us to recognize the good when it’s there rather than ignore it because we allowed it to become a setting of expectation. We got this y’all, good luck to you and I’ll see you when this whole thing is all over whenever that may be ❤
Hey there. What are you doing here so late? Can't sleep? Ah. Coming here to cry in the middle of the night. I get that. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break. Wanna sit down for a while? Tell me about what's bothering you? Oh, dont worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I wanna be here for you. I`ll try to help as best as i can. I wont judge you. Everyone has their own story. Ah, that sucks. I cant begin to imagine how you must feel. Your so tough for getting through all of that. Im so proud of you for not giving up. Of course i understand. One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you. No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You cant go into a battle already wounded. You cant wave the white flag without trying your hardest. And hey. If you need to take another break, Im always here. Helping you is my specialty They always find there way. One way or another. You can come sit down with me any time. Ill try to lend some advice, Or just an ear to listen. My job is done. Take life on with all your energy, and remember that you always have a soul cheering you on. Youll always have my support. I cant wait to see the great things you achieve. Before i go. I love you
I watched this Video on the height of the pandemic, i was depressed , lonely, addict to porn one of the low points off my life, now im better end thank God i find meaning again end im living better to you who are suffering there is always a light in the end of the tunnel.
See this hits me like a train an I’m 23, you realise how much you lot that are still in school have to go through yet right? Buckle up buttercups cause it’s gonna be bumpy ride❤️ stay safe
im just breathing waiting for the next day and the next day hoping for the next day and waiting and waiting. It feels like im waiting for something but i dont know for what but for the next 5 years i will be waiting. I was always the 2nd option in a friendship of 3 now i dont have friends or GF and I will never get them . I dont have a personallity and know what others think of me, I know what my future is but for the next 5 years I will be waiting amd after that I will think that something gonna change but it will probably not change and I will always be waiting evry single day just waiting to go to bed and wake up and I will be waiting, waiting for ever.
Look man, I get it. Things might seem like everything is against you. Where it's like no one likes you or hates you even. And then you're just stuck in some loop. But here's the thing, there is always gonna be one person who cares about you. You might not have grown up with it but trust me, someone will. And don't worry about your life being in a loop, just try something new. Maybe go for a run or write a story or anything at all. And if that don't work, take a step back and try to change it. If you can't change it, drop it and move on to the next. This probably isn't the best advice coming from a stranger but in my mind, I think it makes a little sense. Keep your head up high my g, drink some water, and treat yourself. Loving yourself is the first step to improvement. -The Lord of Cheese
Just stay away from substances like alcohol or drugs. It can cause some really unhealthy addictions. Of course moderation is key, but it's hard to stop when a good thing happens, you just want more. I won't shame you if you have done it in the past or currently are. But I have seen way too many people get lost in it. Do that, and I think you'll do just fine. -The Lord of Cheese
I feel nothing more than a burden, a lost cause, and a disappointment. All I do is drag my friends down and disappointment my family. It honestly doesn't feel worth it to carry on anymore. Even when I become an adult I don't wanna be some corporate slave working a 9-5 just to pay the bills. Why is it always good people like us who feel this way.
I'm in this situation rn but my fellow brothers ! Don't lose hope i can't and you can't netheir ! Don't worry king we're going to make it. I know you I will not give up it's just a phase I hate this moment too but i force myself to see further and I know one day i will think about this moment writting this comment and i will be smilling knowing what I've been throught and still make it !
When I return from college, I remember that I live in an African country where there is no future for me, even though I tried in every way to earn money, but a lot of time has passed and I have not succeeded. This is just to get money and leave my country for a better country. I want to be alone but with a lot of money
Wish the best for you brother. People have different problems, here in America it's all about work it'd be perfect but we are facing a loneliness epidemic like Japan. P.S. From a second gen immigrant just make sacrifices and don't look for an easy way out there is hope.
@@wisetree5322 pleas don't. If you do, how do you know what cheese is going to taste like? How cheese smells like? You might not like cheese but that's all I know! Cheese is helpful but too much cheese is not. Just like everything else. Don't ignore the issue. Look at it, examine it, and then act upon it. JUST DONT END YOYRSELF. Trust me, that will not solve anything. You don't have to be grateful that you even are alive. Just look at yourself and think about what might be affected once you're gone. Your time is not over. Have a good one and hope this helps. -The Lord of Cheese
I was in a friend group up to 15 friends of us, yup, really big group and although it was fun, enjoyable just until one of them had to move schools, one left and just disappeared, and it just repeated, so now it gotten shorter and shorter and I’m just starting to realize the closest people just always disappears knowing they’ll never come back, it just feels like I wanna stay close to them until the end, but unfortunately not.
Matthew 11:28-30 "Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.” - Jesus Christ
Life is a cycle I hate this I hate working 12 hours everyday without a choice to get better or anything been going since age 15 I'm 20 now I don't know how far I can keep going
Matthew 11:28-30 "Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.” - Jesus Christ
the loneliness came back. worse than I remember.
i don’t get it. i know i’m doing the right thing. you have to see that.
then what is this? why do I feel this empty void inside?
The little details are fucked up, you suffer for things beside your goals. Pointless suffering leads to bitterness, emptiness or burnout.
@@YondoMoloniif you can change yourself, that in itself is “You”. A gift you have you could say. Not everyone can do it, not because they aren’t capable but because they don’t want to. For whatever reasons that may stem from. To be able to let go and completely rebuild, is a gift. For me it comes naturally because I don’t have a imagination, I can’t really imagine a apple in my head even though I know what it looks like I just can’t “see it”. Only time I can really imagine things is in my dreams. So this makes it pretty easy for me to forget and forgive. I’ll say, it’s definitely a positive. Holding onto things helps nothing, I know this because I’ve held onto things far longer then I should of. You find yourself wishing you could go back in time. Sometimes, you don’t understand how much impact your presence has on the world around you. How much you could of helped things progress or smoothed things out.
Whats the point in reality as if you get close to things its just a matter of time before you insert pain somewhere else from it? They say when you love you bare the risk of hatred, however there's no risk as love always leads to hate like a ticking bomb so why love?
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i dont know if im doing the right thing
To feel alone even when you are surrounded by "friends", that's the worse type of loneliness.
No its not. Some people have those same feelings but not even anyone or almost no one they could even call a friend. It is bad though and I can relate
@user-fo9xe9wl2e dude shut up it doesnt matter its the same thing but worse fake friends bully or talk behind your back
it's even worst when your family makes you feel isolated and like a pariah.
Being surrounded by people surrounded by friends with warmth going every which way to evade you and go to someone who deserves it is worse.
people who make you feel alone are not friends
never felt so lonely, high school ended early this year and im alone everyday, sat in my room, playing on my console and watching netflix, that shit is consuming my soul. all my "friends" are busy seeing each other and making plans. tried to talk to some girls but that didn't work out i guess im cursed cause each time i try to escape my loneliness and bad habits, i always fall a bit deeper. im trying to stay strong on the outside but im dying on the inside. sorry i needed to vent a bit and thanks if you made it this far
@YondoMoloni i dont know if meeting peopled that feel like is a good or bad thing cause i dont want anyone to feel this empty. the problem is not the stress itself but the hat we can't stop thinking about it. distracting ourselves is not eternal and there will be a moment when we are gonna need to face this void that we have. i mean we have no other options than to face it. i really needed to vent and im glad that you read my comment and shared how you feel too. hope we get trough this and if you ever need to talk just tag me.
Im glad im not the only one..
i think im better off with no friends atp, get to know myself a little more
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This is the realest sh*t I've ever read
As a child, one of my worst fears was eating alone; I suppose there was a part of me that could recognize the coming familiarity with loneliness in my future. I guess I should've thought of a little more than eating. Now I do everything alone. Now I am alone. I am, in every regard, entirely alone.
I'm genuinely sorry for you bro, I hope you overcome everything and start doing better in life 🙏 🖤🖤
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It's ok, become numb. We are all alone on this rock. Die well, and for something you love.
@@Masaki-1334 that’s the problem I don’t love anything or can’t Is a better word for it
The pain never goes away. You just get used to it.
Matthew 11:28-30
"Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.” - Jesus Christ
@@jimmy-fc6dc religion doesn't help. Atleast it didn't help me. If it helped you then great.
@@flamingburitto
Jesus Christ came to pay your debt of sin, which is transgression of the law. The law being 10 commandments, stuff we KNOW in our conscious is bad like lying, stealing, murder, etc.
I am going to use myself as an example,
Have you ever lied?: Yes
Have you ever stolen something big or small: Yes
Have you ever taken Gods name in vain, which is blasphemy: Yes
Have you ever lusted after a girl: Yes
Jesus says whoever looks at a women with lust is an adulterer in his/her heart (Matthew 5:28)
So I just admitted to being a lying, thieving, blaspheming, adulterer at heart. If im judged by those commandments, I am going to be guilty before God, and therefor going to hell.
However, Jesus came to pay my debt of sin, like if you're in court and guilty before the judge. The only way you're not going to jail if you're guilty (jail being hell), is if somebody who HASNT committed the crime, pays your bail. Thats why Jesus right before he died said, "it is finished". (John 19:30) "It is finished" meaning paid in full.
So, how do we accept this gift so that we could be forgiven of our sins and go to heaven? The Bible makes it clear.
John 6:27-29
Do not labor for the food which perishes, but for the food which endures to everlasting life, which the Son of Man will give you, because God the Father has set His seal on Him.”
Then they said to Him, “What shall we do, that we may work the works of God?”
Jesus answered and said to them, “This is the work of God, that you believe in Him whom He sent.”
John 3:14-16
And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of Man be lifted up, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have eternal life. For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.
@@flamingburitto People are stuck with the idea that Christianity is a religion. It is a relationship with Jesus. If you actively seek Him, you will never be alone.
@@kuben_alt6464i’m sorry but christianity is objectively an abrahamic religion.
0:35 you know it's really bad when your nights look like this
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Fax
real.
Real,that’s how I’m feeling now,night and loneliness
No why i'm often sitting like that bc i feel lonely but thats okey
This always plays in my head when I workout
Kevin Levrone
real shit
Levrone....
Same
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Me when I get home from school
update: it got worse
update: nvm we up
real real bro
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Love you man. i hope your okay
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Real fr i only have gym from escape reality
this is a dialogue that really resonates with me. just the feeling of utter confusion and denial at the days where i do the best i can and still lay in bed at night wondering why i’m so depressed still. even though we can try to get it all right it can and will still go wrong. i think part of living in this world is accepting that fact, and more importantly, letting it go.
The loneliness never left it was always there slowly building up inside of me Day by day
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@@juanramos2337 fax
You can choose to understand the loneliness or let it completely devour you whole until nothing but memories of your old self are left. As humans we don’t have much time here, but It’s important to spend that time not in suffering
Being alone is scary at first . But then you realize you can 100% be yourself without judgement
@@soull2291 being alone is fine being lonely isnt mate thats the thing
Don’t worry kings we’ll all get through this thing called life sooner or later
Just when i thought it would get better... It got worse
@@birdb0i327 real
@@birdb0i327 so relatable, I thought things were getting better 😂
If you’re just getting through, you aren’t living, only existing. Stop waiting for the time to run out.
Only when it ends
Loneliness is the withdrawal symptom of the drug we call feelings.
That shit hit so hard, I felt like with all these feelings I've been hiding, the loneliness comes, athough I don't want to be in a relationship with anyone or ever, I still need or want something
Mr robot is the most underated show in existance
real.
Facts
not alot of people understand it. they dont understand what there trying to say
@@andeax3729 the camera angles talks a lot
Is it worth watching? I might give it a shot
Brian is the most beautiful is such a banger man
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it has such a certain vibe to it and i have no clue how to explain it but its just so good
@@Gabe.Edits0214 f song by strawberry guy gives me the same vibes
@@quicksilver90-g8h whats the name of the song i am trying to find it bro
@@laci5745 brian is beautiful
the loneliness always hits harder at night and playing this feels validating i guess. a strange sense of being embraced with being able to relate to what someone is saying & let your emotions be soothed by the music.
for my channel im thinking of like taking the audio and etc not the video but overlay my life cause its so boring and depressing
@@Samito1 this may seem like it won’t be beneficial at first but i’d really really encourage you to meditate on your solar plexus chakra. your problems won’t disappear but watch how you’re able to deal with them :)
@@dravidianalchemist not to be mean but what the hell are you saying, solar plexus chakra, bro wth🤣
@@Samito1 it’s an energy point located in your stomach
@@dravidianalchemist you had me intill you said some made up bs, god gonna fix me trust
Today i cried almost a year after and i can say that all i want is someone that could hold me and love me unconditionally. Everyday i train like a maniac to lose weight yet i still feel empty and dull inside like it all doesnt matter.
I was fat all through highschool. Zero girls. Lost weight over COVID. To this day, I’ve never dated a girl despite being more fit than I’ve ever been. Getting fit is helpful for gaining confidence. It’s all about confidence. I cant really complain about being lonely because I don’t try at all to pursue girls. I thought, if I got fit that girls would come to me. Wow, I was wrong.
I've never cried
The only person who decides what matters is you. Dont be hard on yourself. Accept the pain of acknowledging your feelings and desires and become resolute on continuing on because you want to make a promise to yourself. That you will try because you love you. Even if you never make it you can feel love knowing you want to make each day better for your sake
rlly hate it when so many people say
"oh love yourself first before someone loves you"
what if I dont give a flying fuck
@@chryon315 then at least be smart and understand that you get out of life what you put into it. If you don't care about your why the fuck would god/reality/fate.
The pain slowly turns into anger...
You're not alone we are two
...And then sadness. For me at least
@@danilowhittemaia6975sadness and anger dont mix well for me I almost done it so close luckily the semi didnt get too close
but it all fades into the nothingness we choose its all just a choice
that i beat my meat with
I learned how to play this on guitar and it sounds so beautiful
do a video
@@LeBoeryOffical bet, I uploaded it
" To truly hate yourself, Thats power. "
There's so much comfort in watching things like this, knowing im not alone in at least the fealing of being alone. But i hate the feeling so much, i would kill to never feel it again. But i wouldnt always want to be around people, that is the double thing about it.
been called an attention seeker, never want to vent again and plus, people have it worse than me. the quote that replays in my head whenever i feel something
Listening to this while training is the best thing ever
The scary thing about being alone is that after a while you get used to it and somehow you can't let it go. Whether it's because of your psyche, trust issues or other reasons. In your inner hatred you also learn to love it.
Being alone is peaceful only if you can master the art and understand it, like Goggins said, its scary but it gives you awareness and what you do with that awareness if up to you.
I like being alone, not feeling alone
@@Jos_206 Because its your comfort zone, its what familiar to you.
Lonely is not the same as alone thougj
@@soda2576 they aren't entirely different
i spend all my days alone
i cant keep it together
Try harder bud
lets be a mess together. and hope things get better
Professional help always works my g. Other contacts like friends or family might help to comfort you. And if you feel uncomfortable to call them, it's ok. They are there to support you. And if you don't have friends, the only thing I can say is make some. Make some that are able to comfort you during your worst. It's hard to find them sometimes but when you do, it's like finding a diamond in the rough. I can't say that everything will be good from there but I think it'll definitely help a bit. But just know that friends also need space as well. So don't just use them for emotional support. Besides, family is always there to help. (I don't want to get a bit too personal to this. You might not have a supporting family but that's ok. Because sometimes, friends are the ones that can lift you up the most). I hope this advice helps you friend. Even if it comes from an amateur. Farewell. -The Lord of Cheese
nice
I can’t count how many times I replayed this. I’m really not okay
Real (I'm Literally Elliot Alderson)
It's ok to be down sometimes. But don't let it get to you man. It'll push you down, slap you around, and beat you up but you know what? You're still here. And that's the good part. That you are still here in this world. Because there is nothing compared to losing someone you care about the most. And I'm sure that many people (even if it's just a few) care much about you. You are human so I know you can't always battle your demons alone. However by reaching out for help, you can defeat them. Not "you can" even, YOU WILL. I hope this helps you during a sad chapter in your life. Farewell and may brighter days come to you. -The Lord of cheese
same ( i am going insane)
🤓
He's literally me
The loneliness never left.
Real...
real
Real
Real.
real
I used to listen to this all the time.
I’m feeling better, thanks for helping me during my bad times .
i love that for you, keep feeling better
Loneliness has followed me my whole life. Everywhere.
Matthew 11:28-30
"Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.” - Jesus Christ
Happiness is all in your head but Sadness hate and guilt you feel in your soul.
What the hell is wrong with me it’s been 5 months but I find my self here again why am I stuck in this endless loop someone help me.
That one person you enjoy being around leaves and doesn’t come back
Being alone is not easy, not everyone enjoys their own company. Until you get over it. As a guy who has been home alone for quite a few years due to my parents having to go to work very early and returning late, it was not easy. At first i was scared, deeply, i couldn't leave my room to eat, i feared the dark. Until I woke up and realized that fear is not real and being alone is just a new experience. Us humans have this specific fear of the unknown, what we can't control and can't see, we fear it. So until you can build up courage to walk in the dark alone, you will just be a scared little boy.
Peace ✌️
I just want my dad back man
Hes watching you from up above, make him proud 🙏
Make him proud bro
being alone is peaceful, it's the feeling of being alone and knowing that everyone that you used to understand and know things about walk past you like your strangers. This past year was mentally draining.
the epitome of modern television,trust me nothing gets better than this
Sunday march 19 11:41pm
adhd-ptsd-bipolar disorder
No gf horrible friends alone
No money no source of happiness no family absolutely nothing everyday is the same repeating thing over and over wake up go to school come home lay down wake up go to school come home lay down wake up go to school come home lay down wakeup go to school come home lay down WAKE UP GO TO SCHOOL COME HOME LAY DOWN I CANT ESCAPE
wake up go to school come home lay down wake up go to WATCH UA-cam AND LISTEN TO MUSIC school come home lay down wake up go to school come home lay down wakeup go to school come home lay down
No family??
I hope you're doing better now..... you are.. right? :)❤️
this is always repeating in my head omfg why is it so perfect
You are never lonely, god is with us everywhere, every time.
if god is real why does he make me feel so lonely. why do i feel like this. why do i wish i never existed. this isn't a test. this is torture
@@raccioon if god is real why bad thing happen to me - 🤓
I'm god's lonely man. there is no escape
@@alimexdi1615If I'm God's loneliest man, he must be lonely too.
@@raccioon Nothing to do with a god or any type of religion (its obviously all bs) its all up to you, and you have so much time to feel content, find people you enjoy being around that make you feel good thats what helped me. If you dont have anyone like that right now dont worry you will find them
I realized it started getting bad when I came back from school and went right to bed, because I just did not want to be awake
Loneliness is good no one can bother you,you learn everything start working out and become the best version of your self and you can do what you want and please
When summer vacation starts
Fax bro... fax
Every night looks like this, it’s always a nightmare to keep myself from jumping from a window, and then when the morning comes still gotta go work, I love-hate this life with a passion
this show is pure gold
This plays in my head when my sister tells:
You know that our friends hate us right?
At least you have your sister
@@agamsingh__0my sister is dumb, she doing silly thing and always is the clown.
@@agamsingh__0 It’s odd. Even if you have family members, they can all just treat each other as complete strangers.
@@Cafendless Honestly you could have a lot of people around you , friends, family, etc, and it will all still feel completely artificial I never grew past the point in my life where I felt something genuine I guess everyone is just bound to feel lonely
day by day i play this
real.
i feel you Bro. Its like slowly rotting from the inside
My friends say they pull girls but the only thing I can manage to pull is the trigger.
real
real real
Real
Real
Real
So true, they allowed me to feel hope. I tried to disengage but the hope they fed me was something worth craving…especially in my dark mind and time. We all go through our own struggles, I’m more or less just sick of the way things work in this world. If you fly, you fly alone. If you cry, you cry alone. And when you die, you die alone. Lots of ways to positively look at it from god always being with you to having people all around you to comfort you but the reality is no one and I mean no one understands exactly what you are going through or thinking or what your thinking while your going through what you’re going through. Just a tough world but no matter what we have moments of bliss that allow us to feel what sad even is. Allows us to recognize the good when it’s there rather than ignore it because we allowed it to become a setting of expectation. We got this y’all, good luck to you and I’ll see you when this whole thing is all over whenever that may be ❤
от таких точных слов у меня внутри сжалось :
I don't deserve to feel this way.
Hey, how you doin?
@@koirakala I'm good
@@McCracken000 good to hear
@@McCracken000 i feel this way too man, was in sped made no friends even they picked on me nobody wanted to be my friend.
@@Chern_byl I lied?
Mr.Robot one of the best 🐐 commercial series ever made and dropped 🙌🏼💯🥶😢✅️
I need an hour version PLEASE I been having to loop this for 6 months
This is what plays in my head at the gym
Watching this on my birthday goes hard
Damn Sophie you good ?
late happy birthday then
average home alone class clown experience :
Hey there.
What are you doing here so late?
Can't sleep?
Ah. Coming here to cry in the middle of the night.
I get that.
It feels nice to do that, so I understand.
Take all the time you need.
You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break.
Wanna sit down for a while?
Tell me about what's bothering you?
Oh, dont worry about me. I don't find you annoying.
I wanna be here for you.
I`ll try to help as best as i can.
I wont judge you. Everyone has their own story.
Ah, that sucks.
I cant begin to imagine how you must feel.
Your so tough for getting through all of that.
Im so proud of you for not giving up.
Of course i understand.
One broken soul to another.
I just want to remind you.
No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong.
Take care of yourself.
You cant go into a battle already wounded.
You cant wave the white flag without trying your hardest.
And hey.
If you need to take another break, Im always here.
Helping you is my specialty
They always find there way. One way or another.
You can come sit down with me any time.
Ill try to lend some advice, Or just an ear to listen.
My job is done.
Take life on with all your energy, and remember that you always have a soul cheering you on.
Youll always have my support.
I cant wait to see the great things you achieve.
Before i go.
I love you
Gtfo Noob and do something usefull like touching grass and Helping Your dad
thank you
ur wellcome@@latsdravs
I love you too bro
shut up
This song is the peak of realest gym songs.
💯
I watched this Video on the height of the pandemic, i was depressed , lonely, addict to porn one of the low points off my life, now im better end thank God i find meaning again end im living better to you who are suffering there is always a light in the end of the tunnel.
Fine… I’ll watch Mr. Robot again
See this hits me like a train an I’m 23, you realise how much you lot that are still in school have to go through yet right? Buckle up buttercups cause it’s gonna be bumpy ride❤️ stay safe
Thank you man it has been hard
Theres just that 1 girl i cant get my heart off her she hurt me many times
can you help me?
I always break down, I hate it that I never get used to it
Nobody:
The class clown in the middle of July after not seeing anyone for the whole summer (he is completely alone and has no friends)
Real
Real
Holy shit i was corny
im just breathing waiting for the next day and the next day hoping for the next day and waiting and waiting. It feels like im waiting for something but i dont know for what but for the next 5 years i will be waiting. I was always the 2nd option in a friendship of 3 now i dont have friends or GF and I will never get them . I dont have a personallity and know what others think of me, I know what my future is but for the next 5 years I will be waiting amd after that I will think that something gonna change but it will probably not change and I will always be waiting evry single day just waiting to go to bed and wake up and I will be waiting, waiting for ever.
real real
just wanted to end this fuc*ing day 💔
(suffering)
Realest real of all real
i feel you
Man so true I need this to stop
I am nothing but a repeat of a repeat, my days. SCHOOL, home, sleep, repeat. repeat, no special event. IM nothing but a plague to my parents, friends.
You shouldn't think like that, maybe your family loves you more than you think?
@@theoreticaldoofus2724 probably not.
Look man, I get it. Things might seem like everything is against you. Where it's like no one likes you or hates you even. And then you're just stuck in some loop. But here's the thing, there is always gonna be one person who cares about you. You might not have grown up with it but trust me, someone will. And don't worry about your life being in a loop, just try something new. Maybe go for a run or write a story or anything at all. And if that don't work, take a step back and try to change it. If you can't change it, drop it and move on to the next. This probably isn't the best advice coming from a stranger but in my mind, I think it makes a little sense. Keep your head up high my g, drink some water, and treat yourself. Loving yourself is the first step to improvement. -The Lord of Cheese
Just stay away from substances like alcohol or drugs. It can cause some really unhealthy addictions. Of course moderation is key, but it's hard to stop when a good thing happens, you just want more. I won't shame you if you have done it in the past or currently are. But I have seen way too many people get lost in it. Do that, and I think you'll do just fine. -The Lord of Cheese
I feel nothing more than a burden, a lost cause, and a disappointment. All I do is drag my friends down and disappointment my family. It honestly doesn't feel worth it to carry on anymore. Even when I become an adult I don't wanna be some corporate slave working a 9-5 just to pay the bills. Why is it always good people like us who feel this way.
this is how life feels when your search history starts filling up with hundreds if not, thousands of questions of how to end it.
I just love people w this sense of humour
weird to say but this video literally made me buy and watch mr. robot so far so fucking good
it is
i have replayed this 405 times
real
@YourFriendlyNeighborhood! i need help
Every high school boy when they wake up on a Monday:
IM AT MY LOWEST POINT WITH THIS ONE 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣
I still feel alone surrounded by people
Damn…
I use to feel lonely af when i got home from school (highschool) i just couldnt wait to go back tommorow
real (feeling same)
now i feel the emptiness in school surrounded by everyone…
i feel the same after school...
i listen to this when i workout
real
It won’t get better, will it?
Even zolaft wasn’t working is so real
This reminds me of my dads childhood
This is a song that represents my life
Song name plz 🙏
@@_ZeRoX_YTBrian is the most beautiful, slowed
I'm in this situation rn but my fellow brothers ! Don't lose hope i can't and you can't netheir ! Don't worry king we're going to make it. I know you I will not give up it's just a phase I hate this moment too but i force myself to see further and I know one day i will think about this moment writting this comment and i will be smilling knowing what I've been throught and still make it !
Thanks man…
Don't fear to stay alone its the best time of your life do whatever you want to do workout make yourself better
When I return from college, I remember that I live in an African country where there is no future for me, even though I tried in every way to earn money, but a lot of time has passed and I have not succeeded. This is just to get money and leave my country for a better country. I want to be alone but with a lot of money
Wish the best for you brother. People have different problems, here in America it's all about work it'd be perfect but we are facing a loneliness epidemic like Japan.
P.S. From a second gen immigrant just make sacrifices and don't look for an easy way out there is hope.
Ive watched this show pike 10 times, no bs
😊
100 reasons to be alive :
1.There isn’t
I hate those comments
Listen in christmas and... hits hard
my brain when I smile and say I'm fine
I started to feel this way since I felt that I lost myself
cant forget her
Try harder
real(I’m going to blow my brains out)
@@wisetree5322 pleas don't. If you do, how do you know what cheese is going to taste like? How cheese smells like? You might not like cheese but that's all I know! Cheese is helpful but too much cheese is not. Just like everything else. Don't ignore the issue. Look at it, examine it, and then act upon it. JUST DONT END YOYRSELF. Trust me, that will not solve anything. You don't have to be grateful that you even are alive. Just look at yourself and think about what might be affected once you're gone. Your time is not over. Have a good one and hope this helps. -The Lord of Cheese
@@bird_63 nah
@@wisetree5322 Welp, I tried (I take things a bit too seriously as you can tell)
i hate feeling like this but its so comfortable :/ but all the same i hate it so so much.
real.
R:realising
E:everyone
A:always
L:leaves
real
I was in a friend group up to 15 friends of us, yup, really big group and although it was fun, enjoyable just until one of them had to move schools, one left and just disappeared, and it just repeated, so now it gotten shorter and shorter and I’m just starting to realize the closest people just always disappears knowing they’ll never come back, it just feels like I wanna stay close to them until the end, but unfortunately not.
Falling into a void indeed, "saving me from angst" 1:35 - 2:00
The only loneliness that can’t come back is the type that’s always there. That’s mine and many others sadly.
what i be listening in lunch in hs shi be hittin lost all my friends but i fw being alone.
stopped eating for 2 days cs im fat im gon starve myself tried the gym membership stopped tried going on runs didnt work
@@JaysinGonzalez go back to gym, it saved me
Loneliness is like shadow... always with me
Loneliness has followed me my whole life 🙂💔
my mind every second of the day
Matthew 11:28-30
"Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.” - Jesus Christ
yes the loneliness came back, and never left
Life is a cycle I hate this I hate working 12 hours everyday without a choice to get better or anything been going since age 15 I'm 20 now I don't know how far I can keep going
Matthew 11:28-30
"Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.” - Jesus Christ
Praised be the Lord Jesus for ever and ever amem
Life feels numb
So true
thank u for posting these
Its easy to get into lonelyness but its hard to get out of it
indeed but there is a value in being alone u will never be more urself than when ur entirely alone
Come home after school, stay up all night cus of insomnia and repeat
I can’t watch Mr Robot the same again after Until Dawn…
When I realized that people aren't tired of life but tired of other people