Adverse childhood,even in the womb the baby can sense mams stress,what an athlete you could say he should have achieved more.Chris be grateful your alive i hear and feel your pain.You excelled in the biggest quest staying alive.
I have exactly one week off fentanyl and other drugs. I'd been abusing the local MAT program for over a year but had stopped being a client a couple weeks prior to quitting fentanyl. I've been to treatment almost a dozen times, outpatient and inpatient. When I relapsed 2 years ago, I had just reached 6 years off all drugs. I was maintaining with my 12 year old, and when I asked him if he knew that I haven't been myself, he simply said, "No, mom, I haven't noticed" but a couple weeks prior I set off the smoke alarm and he, in a very dad-like tone, asked me if I was smoking, and then he said, "Please just don't too high, Mom" and that killed me. It absolutely killed me. My entire heart is in my throat, sitting here thinking about him saying that to me. I can't express enough how thankful I am to have made the decision to get clean, again, now at 34 years old. ...Fentanyl still sits in my back, and I'm still laid up detoxing. I've detoxed off heavy Oxy, and later heavy IV heroin use, and have never experienced anything quite like this. *that's not true, a year ago I went unto precipitated withdrawal while doing the same and THAT is something I hope nobody has to experience. Worse than childbirth, without an epidural, because I did that too. 😅 All I can say about that is DON'T use Subutex while you have fentanyl in your system. You literally cannot escape it until it runs its course. For me that was, at least, 6 hours of unrelenting and extremely severe fentanyl withdrawal.
Honest! honest and again honest. We need more people like you to guide our young people. Thanks a lot Chris for your sincere dedication to change our young children and this nation. These young people are the future of this country. someone should help them to stop their destructive life style, in spite of deceptive pseudo science advertisement in favor of drug abuse and drinking.
Adverse childhood,even in the womb the baby can sense mams stress,what an athlete you could say he should have achieved more.Chris be grateful your alive i hear and feel your pain.You excelled in the biggest quest staying alive.
going 8 years sober
Congratulations Jose! That's amazing 🙌🏽💪🏽
I have exactly one week off fentanyl and other drugs. I'd been abusing the local MAT program for over a year but had stopped being a client a couple weeks prior to quitting fentanyl. I've been to treatment almost a dozen times, outpatient and inpatient. When I relapsed 2 years ago, I had just reached 6 years off all drugs. I was maintaining with my 12 year old, and when I asked him if he knew that I haven't been myself, he simply said, "No, mom, I haven't noticed" but a couple weeks prior I set off the smoke alarm and he, in a very dad-like tone, asked me if I was smoking, and then he said, "Please just don't too high, Mom" and that killed me. It absolutely killed me. My entire heart is in my throat, sitting here thinking about him saying that to me. I can't express enough how thankful I am to have made the decision to get clean, again, now at 34 years old.
...Fentanyl still sits in my back, and I'm still laid up detoxing. I've detoxed off heavy Oxy, and later heavy IV heroin use, and have never experienced anything quite like this. *that's not true, a year ago I went unto precipitated withdrawal while doing the same and THAT is something I hope nobody has to experience. Worse than childbirth, without an epidural, because I did that too. 😅 All I can say about that is DON'T use Subutex while you have fentanyl in your system. You literally cannot escape it until it runs its course. For me that was, at least, 6 hours of unrelenting and extremely severe fentanyl withdrawal.
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Honest! honest and again honest. We need more people like you to guide our young people. Thanks a lot Chris for your sincere dedication to change our young children and this nation. These young people are the future of this country. someone should help them to stop their destructive life style, in spite of deceptive pseudo science advertisement in favor of drug abuse and drinking.
Chris's dedication to changing the way the youth think is amazing!
Salute!✊🏿 CSU Fresno! #1999Graduate 🏆
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