Chit Chat GRWM [ Reflecting on Grieving, Peace, My Faith ]
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- Опубліковано 29 вер 2024
- ..This year has been quite the year.. There are no words to express how this year tried to break me but Im proof that no matter what you go through in life you can make it. I hope this year you chose peace and are able to recognize you have all the tools you need to achieve everything you want in life. while yes this makeup look turned out so pretty I also want to touch that under neath it all im still navigating how to grieve mommy in a way where she can be proud of me while also allowing myself to feel sad at times. I love y'all and thank you for all the grace this community has shown me
I went through the same emotions after my mother passed away. Like why are people still laughing, walking, talking birthdays were celebrated. Why hasn't the world came to an abrupt. I told my mother that if she leave this world I wanted to leave as well despite her preparing myself and ny siblings for her departure. Yes I'm still here breathing and laughing but it took me a very long time to get to my peace. God is great and we cannot question what He does. The pain will always be there but the memory of our love ones help us to heal..
I am still not there yet, I miss my baby brother (died in 1986 of lupus) and my mother (died in 2015 hemalytic anemia ) I still get angry with God, I miss them every time I breathe. I am 58, never been married (l am a dog mom), I am the oldest child. One day I will get to a place where I can be at peace.
Happy New Year, Monica! I’ve been waiting for you to post about your mom’s passing. I’m a new mom to an 8 month old and my mom actually passed away 3 weeks ago suddenly. Thank you for sharing this video because it’s encouraging to know I can get through this 🙏🏾💗
My deepest condolences on the loss of your mother.
I looked down at my tablet and saw the notification of this video and I was so happy to come and sit with you! I've missed you! As for your child the kids are coming out differently now. The babies necks aren't as loose as they used to be. They're holding their head up and turning over much earlier. I always say that they've been here before 😂. My Moma and Daddy were married 58 years and they passed 5 months apart. I didn't understand how the Sun kept rising and setting when I was so devastated that I'd lost the biggest consistency in my life. Then in 2022 my husband of 33 years passed and I was in that place again. I was shook to my core. I felt like my left hand was gone. But I have kids and grandkids to Love on and be loved by and I know that I am yet still Blessed.
Happy New Year Monica💜
God bless you
Oh no, so so sorry. Blessings
I'm so proud of how you've carried on Monica, and I know your son will see your strength and give you back some of that love you've been missing. Feliz año morenita, so proud of you!
Thank you so much my love. He’s been the best gift to me I truly thank God for him. Gracias mi amor!!!! Feliz Año nuevoooooo😘😘😘😘
I needed this today. Thank you, Monica. I can’t wait for all of the amazing content you’re going to produce this year. Love you! Happy New Year 🎆
Your ability to cope and your immense strength is a testament to how much of a great mother your mom is. You have an amazing personality and she did too (we could feel it through your posts). God bless you and your family. 🫶🏽😊
You look gorgeous! Everything you said resonated with me. I lost my mom a year and a half ago and it devastated me. I just started to feel some sense of normalcy, I will never get over losing her but I have learned to live with it. She would want me to get up and keep pushing and by the grace of God He has done it. I pray you will find peace in your healing journey.
It’s been years since I’ve seen your videos. And I am so glad to be back ❤. I’m sorry for the passing of mama muse but I admire your strength. I pray that God continue to protect you and keep you in this new year! Thank you for your authenticity and being a vessel of light! Happy new year!
God works in mysterious ways because I needed this video experiencing grief from my only sisters passing, so sudden a few weeks ago and to see you power through the passing of your mother and keep going helps me know we are not alone
Thank you Monica for coming on and sharing and being vulnerable with us ❤ I hope this year brings you much joy and blessings
Happy New Year to you and your family! I pray nothing but blessings over your lives. You got this go after everything you ever wanted. Your mom is still with you just continue to make her happy. Yes I think I’m your cousin 😂😂😂. Thank you for sharing with us ❤
It’s because you are my cousin!!! Stop playing!!🥹😂💕 but thank you my love I appreciate you so so much!!!!
Tu Mami esta en el cielo pero esta contigo todo el tiempo❤❤
Happy new year Monica ❤ wishing u & your family nothing but blessings 🙏🏽
🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 Head up because she’s always gonna be holding you down. May God continue to bless you. Happy New Year 🎉🎉🎉
This just brought me back!!! Missed the chit chat type vibe. Thank you for always being so honest and open with us. Definitely sitting in my gratitude all 2024
My Love I know it hurts I lost my mom 3 yrs ago but this I can tell you as a mother your mom did what a mom supposed to do go before their children just think how much you love your lil boy and how without a second thought you would give your live for him that’s what your mom did cuz of the love she has for you and your brother! So rejoice knowing she would want you to live your best life knowing she is good as long as you your brother and Carter are living! I ask Gods perfect peace be upon you and your family God bless you and know she is just asleep and one day when you lived your best life you will be together God bless you all mucho
Love the softness of your set up - also love the mauves on you! Blessings to you!
sending you love 💗 happiness and joy is really a choice. and once you know that, you’re really blessed.
Happy New Year! Sending love and hugs Monica♥️♥️♥️. By the way, what color foundation is that?
Did not realize this video would be about your mom. The first thing I saw when I came on is that you look just like her. But be happy pretty lady. As a mom of a grown married son, I know that you being happy is what matters the most to a mother. So keep going and be ok with being happy. ❤❤❤❤
My condolences to you and your family dear.
Sorry to hear about your loss. Losing a parent is inevitable but it's definitely a tough loss. I'm proud of you for being so resilient and Carter is blessed to have you ❤
👑 hi Mommy ❤ i don't 📖 know this Level of pain but my Husband does his Mom Transitioned February 2023 my Mother In Law Life is so crazy you can take it for granted u just feel Like folk will be around forever ❤ i do however know what its Like to see Your Dad pass on i was happy he was not in pain in the PRESENCE OF JESUS But he's not here as of October 2021 i say keep going forward and keep Honoring Your Family take it one day at a time 🕊
Happy New Year!! Thank you for sharing this video, sending lots of love ❤️
i unfortunately needed this video, thanks for spreading hope 💙
Tu hermosa mama siempre esta contigo ✨❤️ Mi mas sentido pésame. Un abrazo 🫂
Gracias mi amor!!! 🥹🫶🏾💕💕💕
Hey, girl! How u been? Where u been? Hearing yoou saay:"my child." is FUNNY.. Cuz I remember when u were childless..
Ugghh I just love you 🤍 you give me peace 🤍🤍🤍
Loved this look and happy to see a new GRWM from a legend! 💕❤️
The last day of 2023 was a challenge for me I mishandled a gift that was granted to me and initially I was devastated. In the grand scheme, I know that it will have purpose; be a lesson. Taking it day by day as you said wow your presence, aura, beauty in this video just immaculate. Thank you gorgeous!
You are thriving! And your mom is now your guardian angel!! May I ask how/what did she pass from? My mom currently has a heart condition so I’m just always so scared.
How do like Elfs primer in comparison to MILK?
Did it start raining like you said? That's no coincidence if so, mom was there all the way saying she's with you and you got this.
That’s normal, that’s how the grieving process goes
YOU 👏 ARE 👏 STUNNING 👏
Praying for you and your family, Monica! 🩷
I’m in the same boat my dad died mom moved to be closer to my brother she has scitizophrenia. Had a second child and it’s just a journey
Amiga ❤ such a beautiful honest and open hearted video! I loved it, thank you for sharing 🙏🏾
You look absolutely Gorge 👌🏾🫶🏾
Monica what is skincare like now? Your skin looks so good 🙂
Looking so much like your mom ❤
Nope, it starts before two… I have 4 😅🤣🥴
Muy dificil cuando tu mama es not your tether anymore
Oh honey I’m sorry 😢 you are so strong!
Hey Monica and everyone watching I pray that you all have a safe, happy, healthy and blessed 2024 🎉🎉 Monica death is so hard to deal with I miss my daddy so much and it's been 15yrs but just know that she's there with you because I feel my daddy with me all the time. ❤❤🙏🙏
Happy New Year to you as well!
My condolences 💐
sending you lots of love
Thank you my love 🥹💕
Monica I'm sending nothing but LOVE to you and your family and your son is hear for you to caring on I'm glad to have seem this you made great points .We all have to experience what you have experienced and like you I never can think of living life without my Mom. Girl you working through it 💪💪🩷🩷
Gawguss 💜🩷
I needed to hear ALL of this I lost my biological Dad and step-dad within 7 months of each other. God knows All, everything is ordained by him. He knew you needed your son to pull you through. I’m an Aquarius too! We are thinkers and we love from the heart. I thank God for my relationship with him, my love of God has definitely helped me. I’m still learning to lean on him in my times of sadness. Thank you for your transparency and truth.❤🙏🏽. I’ll be praying for US!
Monica, sweetheart, so sorry about your mom. 💔 may God give you all the strength that you will need to live with this. It must be really hard, but you need to hold on to God now more than ever because He is our source- without him we cant do anything. 🙏🏽
Great to see you pushing through and am sure that your baby boy’s smiles and laughter will help you heal. A child always brings happiness to the family.
I Love your make up today, you look gorgeous as usual!
Much love to you❤️
Monica, I am so sorry for your loss. I know how this feels of losing your loved ones especially your mom. I lost my beautiful mama 8 years ago almost 9 and to me I feel that it never ever gets any easier for me. 😢 she truly was my best friend my everything. She would always call me and we would talk for like an hour or 2 and she would send me gifts and cards. She would always tell me that I am beautiful and how much I looked like her. I do know that my mama is with me and will always be with me protecting her children.
i remember when you announced that you kiss your mom and my heart hurt for you because i had lost my ma. i’ve been following you for years and i always loved seeing the monicas! i know she’s proud of you and im glad to still watch your journey. also this look eats.
This blessed me in many ways my brother passed a year ago and it’s been soul crushing yet freeing at the same time… we missed you and love you thank you for sharing your grief with us ❤❤❤❤
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Love love from down under Perth Western Australia
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Gorgeous ❤❤
Thank you! 😊
Your eyes are perfect. I wish I could pull off the eye looks you do.
Wishing a lifetime of continued strength for you and your family!
This is beautiful ❤
Thank you!!!!!
Mi Monica sending you lots of love to you!! ❤️❤️❤️ TQM 🫶🏻
Thank you so much my love 🥹💕
My dad kidnapped me and my two brothers from my mom at the age of 9 and moved us all the way across the world (over 5k miles away). As an only girl and middle child, I lived with my dad and 2 brothers. I spent my entire life trying to make up for her absence in my life, whether it's learning to cook or obsessing over how to take care of a child, dating, female sh*t, even how to manage menstruation. Till this day, I still don't know how to use tampons and it's not that I don't want to learn bc sure there are so many resources out there. It's bc Im just used to my current process. It's interesting to hear your perspective on this.
Btw your makeup looks beautiful. Purple is your color and that lip combo is genius. 💫 🩷
Beautiful finish.
I’m deeply sorry about your loss. I can relate, I also loss a parent. Two, my biological father and bonus father. ❤️🩹 It get easier if you allow yourself the necessary space to grieve and heal. But the hurt will always be there.
You are very strong and I’m happy that you are using the love for your mother as inspiration and motivation to keep reaching and striving towards the top 💞💕💞🌸
I lost my mom when I was 23, I’m 30 now and I feel the same way about it. It’s like an empty feeling inside you that you can’t fill because they are not here 😩 but you gotta keep living your life - when good things happen just think of the good old times you had with her - internet hug 🫂 - we have the same birthday too my Aquarius sis 2/6 🫶