FTM transition thoughts, & how the present is a gift

Hi there :) I was lying in bed, trying to sleep, and my mind started wandering places. I thought I'd try and document my thoughts on camera, by opening my mouth and letting words flow out, hahah. It's like I'm feeling nostalgic about the present as I'm living it. It's so weird. I should really try and be less impatient with changes that will happen. Just try and convince myself that they will, eventually. It will come, it will happen. I will get there. In the meantime, I should try and appreciate right now.
(This is my second channel, where I upload livestreams from YouNow and random chats about what's on my mind.)
My main channel:
/ @kovukingsrod
I hope you're having a good weekend
- Kovu