So glad it was helpful! You might also like Anna's free Daily Practice. bit.ly/CCF_DailyPractice We also have a course that you might like, Connection Bootcamp: bit.ly/CCF_Connection Julie@TeamFairy
@@CrappyChildhoodFairy me and my best friend is trans i am in love with her she outta me as queer and i arsk her space she was heartbroken when i tell her that what i do and tell her ?. we been best friends were kids .
1. Pick the right people (write a list of qualities that are important to you in a friendship, and qualities you do not want.) 2. Be a good listener. (Don't relate everything back to yourself. Only listen for 30 minutes or only say something about what they're saying. Don't give unsolicited advice. Can compliment them, but not too much and keep it clean, not comparing yourself negatively so they have to say something about you.) 3. Follow up on anything important they share. See how they're doing in a while. 4. Believe in your friend and notice their potential and good qualities. We all have self-doubt and you can encourage them in those moments. 5. Show up for the hard stuff. Help them move house; give them a ride to the airport; sit with them while they grieve, etc. 6. Don't talk about them behind their back. Don't say anything you wouldn't say in their presence. Protect their identity. 7. Stay in touch with them.
“Who didn’t learn this at home” great title. Such a crucial topic. May this video blow up and go viral bc it is so crucial for so many people who don’t intercept these videos…
Anna, I tried your social experiment. I went to a party and decided to not talk about myself at all. Someone did asked about me and I answered briefly. I think friendship is very nuanced and hard to sustain. Parties are not a place one make friends. I also think our modern living, especially in the US is not conducive to making friends. People do have a hard time listen. Even if you do listen to everyone and are attentive, others are not reciprocal. I noticed that at the party. It is a very polite and superficial. It’s like we are all robots doing the same things. There’s something very disconnecting about it.
Omg this is so true that it’s funny when you think about it. I tried this many times and when it was the time for me to talk they didn’t seem to care. It really looks like ppl enjoy just talking about themselves and once the topic or the spotlight is not on them, they seem to immediately disconnect
Agree. Have felt disappointed in friends as they don't listen, they're either trying to solve "my problem" or waiting to talk about how my problem relates to "their" issue. I often feel unheard, unsatisfied. I feel that I focus on them, ask questions + followup, show concern - but can't get that reciprocated. It stunts a friendship.
If you try to do something else you’re labeled a weirdo I agree. Making friends is easier abroad, people expect you to be different since you’re a foreigner.
@@evaphillips2102 I have been a foreigner all my life, moving from one country to another. Yes, it is easier to connect being a fireigner and there is a great difference between the way some cultures deal with negative social issues and deviant behaviour. Some are more humane and aware of the human condition. I've also found that poorer people are less judgemental, very rich, old moneyed people often surprisingly open. Middle class people can be the worst, worried about being soiled by being around you. I know I'm generalizing but this is what I've experienced. I've been living on a Mediterranean island for nearly 30 years now and have found the people much more open and caring and humane than in other places I've lived. But it is still a struggle to keep from disclosing too much. I'm always trying not to go over their limit aware that if I tell anyone everything that they will reject me. It is as though the dirt will never wash off.
@@katella That similarity in attitude between the very rich (old money) and the poor is interesting. Have you noticed anything else about those two groups that is similar?
I remember my momma’s advice about making friends as an adult. Volunteer. Pick an area YOU like. I love dogs so after a divorce and a company transfer/relocation, I volunteered to walk shelter dogs in the new city. Still have those girlfriends even after 30 years.
Somehow, at the age of 13, I figured out that most people like to talk, and few like to listen, and I became a good listener, being attentive, asking follow-up questions etc - and it does seem to attract people. Ironically I was drawn to watch this video, because I feel like I don't know how to make true friends. I've become such a good listener over all these years (I'm middle-aged now), that I inevitably end up being a "listening post" for most people. Your experience at the party in which no one asked you one question about yourself is my life. Whenever I do take the floor, and see the other's eyes glaze over - or see them look past me at something over my shoulder (and not paying attention) - I immediately lose interest in talking. All this to say that, though I get invited places, and people "seem" to like me, it has slowly dawned on me that they're not necessarily interested in me - and I need to change my ways if I ever hope to make real friends.
I agree with this. Other people liking you when you focus on them, and not liking you when you don't, is a red flag for me too. It's transactional for sure.
Thank you for sharing your experience here. It's really hard to be the emotional dump for others but almost never have that reciprocated. I can relate so much to this! 💙💙
I appreciate how you said you "lose interest" in speaking. That is a new way for me to think of it, rather than my usual "going blank". Maybe if I think of not speaking as my own choice it will become less painful not being heard. I wish you peace on your journey of understanding.
I can relate to this so much. But another thing, have your heard the saying, 'to have a friend, first you must be a friend'? I often think this must work in a healthy society, should it exist... but not necessarily in reality.
There are two kinds of people I naturally avoid: those who only talk about themselves and those who only ask me questions and don't reveal anything about themselves. I don't like to talk about myself and was told that others don't trust people who are hard to know - can't disagree! Friendship is a balanced relationship where both sides give and receive depending on actual needs and life situations.
Friends are people you choose to have in your life. They add to a balanced life, and allow us to grow and learn. Quality friendships require disclosure and depth-not an easy task, especially for the traumatized!
Hey! I CAN be a good friend! I've been painfully aware of my lackluster friendship skills but just the other day my neighbor told me she was dreading taking her cat to the vet because her cat is a drama queen. I asked her "Would it help if I go with you?" She was delighted I offered and the whole experience turned out to be a positive one. I'm glad I'm getting better at this business of making friends because life without friends is very lonely. I'll practice listening more. Thanks!
After I was diagnosed with cancer - just before everything was locked down with Covid - I discovered who my friends weren't. Literally two people asked me how I was doing during all the months of isolation. The rest of them had no idea if I was alive or dead, and presumably didn't care either way. Two years later I did hear from one of my former so called friends. She texted me to ask me if I would help her with something she was struggling with. I politely declined and blocked her.
That’s almost exactly what happened to me! I lost a major organ to cancer right as Covid started. I was almost denied surgery by the state! I had to spend almost a week alone in the hospital. I had ONE “friend” who stopped by and brought me something that I needed from the store, because I asked him to, and he acted inconvenienced. Other unfriendly things happened since then, and we are no longer friends. Other friends from the past never reached out during that ordeal. My own mother was pretty much unconcerned about me. Thank God for my wife and kids. Without them, I would have no one. I hope your health is ok today.
@@recollectionsofinvisiblechildyou have a wife and children but somehow you felt abandoned by everyone? Your friend was inconvenienced? Why not ask your wife? It seems like you will feel alone even though you clearly are not.
I have such a hard time NOT giving unsolicited advice, especially about health, since I know a lot about it! I just want to help people! But I do realize most people don't want advice.
I’ve never had trouble making friends as many people have told me “I feel like I can tell you anything” .. I just don’t have it in me to keep people around. I always keep one foot out of any relationship is case I need to jet
You're an empath and those kind of people suck the life out of you "giving" you all their emotional crap. Don't even keep a foot in. Jet as soon as you see them 💛
Maybe its just me....I definitely suffered complex childhood trauma. I studied neuroscience - learned about abhorrent psychology - identified issues in myself and my family of origin. However, I feel like after doing all of this deep dive into psychology and learning to be present, learning to go deep, learning intimacy, it feels like most of the society is just shallow and not even worth it? People seemed to "remember" me when I was on social media. I don't use social media and don't want to but I notice that because I don't, people literally forget who I am. But if I was on their "stories" or "tl" maybe their attention span could afford to remember me. Idk. The world just seems too busy on the rat wheel, consuming media and trying to pay bills to invest in new people. People surely do remember me when they need help or guidance tho.
I feel you on that one... I'm not exactly interested in forming any relationships anymore. If I ever run into someone worthwhile, I'll be fine with them being around, but Idk that I'd want to be friends or anything really... I've had enough of this nonsense...
this is SO true and really sad when you're surrounded by social media addicts. I have a friend who I once considered my best friend (I was in her wedding we used to spend every day together), and now she literally will not talk to me if I am not on instagram or Facebook. she literally hounds me when I deactivate my account and will totally ignore me if I am not on social media (mostly liking and commenting on her posts). it made me sad at first but then I realized that she is incredibly shallow and tbh I think social media is an addiction. I have an account now, but I don't want any parts of THAT side of it. I want to live in the real world.
The tough thing is that I've always ALWAYS felt threatened by good, healthy people, with very few exceptions. I'm in a 15 year drought finding deep connection and trust in friendship. I've been alone for so long I get very nervous around men in my season of life. I have great understanding as to the roots of this panic and maimed psyche but it's there, hard to feel different to give myself a chance at feeling healthy around potential friends
I relate to that. I had it happen recently when I met a new person. What helped me was mentally taking a step back and choosing to be inspired by them rather than intimidated. It was challenging but it seemed to work, and now I feel more like her equal rather than seeing her as superior to me in some way.
This message came just in time 😂 I needed a sign. I met up with a couple acquaintances. One lady chattered away nonstop about random topics that interested no one else at the table. It was strange because we had plenty of topics in common based on our previous exchanges…so why did she select THESE today at our first meeting as a group?!?! I was both annoyed and perplexed, but I stayed engaged and polite. The other lady had annoyed body language. At one point I used a break in the convo to ask the annoyed one a question, and then she took over. No one asked me a single question!!! But I listened to people go on and on about themselves. A couple times I interjected just go get a word in, but I would get talked over or feel rude because I would have had to be the one to talk over others. So I gave up. I don’t think I would like to meet up again. It feels weird to waste your day with people who love to talk about themselves. They know nothing about me, and I got nothing out of it except for stories about people I’ll never meet. 🤷🏽♀️ they could insert literally anyone in my seat next time, and get the same result. People, if you find yourself monologuing in excruciating detail about people your interlocutor will never ever meet….or about topics they’ve already politely told you they know nothing about…even though you think they look fascinated to hear all about it….stop, drop it, and ask them a question. Or they won’t want to see you again.
Had a tough time finding friends and also recognising what and who qualities for a good friend. After a lot of hurt pain and bitter lessons I have learnt how to distinguish between soul friends and fair weather friends. This video is a gem for me.
In my experience a soulmate friend (very rare) is instantly recognizable. The others tend just to be casual chit chat "friends" nice people, no real connection. But you have to learn to appreciate these people too.
I realized from this video that I ended friendship with people who were true friends and am still hanging with people who did not show up for me when I was going through a tragedy
Thank you so much for this. Friendship has been hard for me. I have a few close friends since adolescence. It’s hard to make friends in older age (I’m 73). I’ve “broken up” with several friends in the last ten years or do: one was seriously mentally ill; one was controlling and judgmental; one became radically politically extreme. One, a lifelong friend, was too self-absorbed and mean. Did each of them always have these characteristics and I just never noticed? All these friendships taught me something. I’ve recently become part of a warm, welcoming dance community. I’ve been gradually becoming part of an inner circle of longtime friends. But I’m wary because I don’t trust my own judgment. I’ve been dancing with these people for about a year. I’ve never heard any of them say mean things about other people. That’s a good sign. I’m happy that I’m still learning and growing as a person. I have no family relationships, so friendship is very important to me.
Thank you for this video! I am only sceptical about the advice on listening. As another viewer mentioned, I have experienced the downside of listening too much. Being naturally shy and introverted, I am used to letting other people talk and would rarely speak about myself unless asked a direct question. I've noticed that most people enjoy being the centre of attention, talking about their own lives, but show minimal interest in others. And even if they do ask questions, it seems more out of politeness rather than a genuine desire to get to know the other person. The moment I start opening up and sharing, their attention wanes and they start looking at their phones. I have made a lot of "friends" like that, who seek me out solely to be heard. They even initiate hangouts with, "I have so much to tell you!" As a result, I do not consider them to be true friends. If anything, I need to learn how to balance listening with communicating my needs, and stop investing so much in these one-sided interactions.
I absolutely agree and experience similar dynamics. Symptoms of my CPTSD include having a limited sense of my needs or thinking they are not worth expressing even if I knew what they were, and feeling safer being invisible in relationships. Consequently, like you, I end up in ‘friendships’ with self interested/narcissistic people where it’s all about them. I’m in middle age now and only starting to become aware of this, it’s always felt so natural for no one to care about what’s going on for me. Yet another layer of healing to work on…
@@carlas967 Very well said! You are spot on about "feeling safer being invisible in relationships". I was the invisible child in my family, sitting silently in the corner and reading books. Ignoring my needs was easy. This is what I am used to, and I end up in this kind of relationship dynamics even now. As you say, it feels natural. It is not fulfilling, though.
So very true! When I was a stay-at-home mom, all kinds of people would phone me up just to talk or vent with absolutely no interest in getting to me at all. They just assumed I had all the time in the world, which I didn’t.
It's so hard because my friends were my life. They were the sunshine in my life, the reason I felt loved and smile and now they've pulled away. I've got to learn now 💪. I'll get there x
I had no friendships in adult life until I was in my mid-40s. Hooray, I thought, I now have made friends. Then, one by one my new friendships turned sour. At first I was demoralized and wanted to give up, but after a while it was clear that these friendships collapsing was actually _progress._ It helped me realize that other people have problems and dysfunctions that I could not have seen until I had spent time with them. I had always figured everyone else seeming so happy and confident meant they were secure, whereas I was not. I learned that is a false divide -- that my messed up-edness is not uniquely about me, but pretty common among people. That made me feel better about myself. And the failures showed me that people are _not_ perfect. So my failings no longer made me feel shut off from everyone else. I began to overcome a "magical thinking" outlook that had me seeing others as having that savvy that I did not. And this paved the way to better friendships. I've hit more obstacles and difficulties in many of those, but remembering how those initial disappointments 20 years ago actually enabled me to move forward gives me strength.
Great timing... Went through a spike of emotional dysregulation yesterday and my "dark brain" went back to its old reflexes of thinking that if I don't get invited to things, If nobody seems to notice my absence in a gathering in this new group of friends (of my sister, they have all known each other for years and through break-ups or big trips), I get triggered back to my default thinking of : WHATS WRONG WITH ME... beating myself up, projecting these abusive thoughts onto those people like I am an awkward unfunny old drag, really...I have spent my whole life, out of my family bubble, being a shadow of myself, never learning, asserting and honing my true self through social frictions. I tiptoed, crapfit and played parts that were never ME to be LIKE this girl or THAT person, to be liked, to not make waves... Always neglecting myself like I was never enough or too much to be accepted, loved, part of a popular group... I caved in my fantasy world, and in real life, I was a people pleaser. I had no identity or personality... of course I couldn't connect deeply. Heartbreaking really. Back to NOW, I am full of questions and still doubting MYSELF... I am a great coach, dynamic, great listener etc... And yet I feel like I don't seem to connect well. Are these people from my sister's group the right people? Should I force it to make it work? Or they are just NOT my people? Do I have what it takes to be a good friend and person? I just have had a bad habit of trying to connect to anyone thinking it's better than nothing, and when it all failed because they were bullies, narcissic abusers, I kept thinking: it's not them, it's me... ONTO SOME GOOD THINGS: this afternoon, my actual 2 good friends I connected genuinely and deeplywith last year reached out out of nowhere and we discussed about all that and catching up on lighter stuff, it all reassured me that YES, I am ME with them, even at my lowest I feel safe and good, time spent with them is never triggering or exhausting or confusing. It might take a while to find them, but when you are being yourself (because you reach a point where you are burnt out and won't waste anymore energy and time compromising yourself), the frail but clear core you hold will attract the right people for you; DO NOT LOSE HOPE. //// all that to say, Thank you again Anna for your videos and clear insights, I haven't watched your videos in a while and I realize that I need this daily lil maintenance work to not relapse into toxic habits.... What a journey...
Anna, your videos have helped me to not only "spot" problematic connections, but also check myself. In your recent video about friendships, I had to laugh because I always thought "I'm so friendly and love to help, why do people not want to have me around?", without realizing that I was being a bit difficult to have around. The "maybe I'm just different" narrative worked for me for a long time, but it didn't click anymore. This was such a relief!! Haha, this can be worked on. THANK YOU.
listening to others is no problem at all to me. I could listen to others all the time. I am more stressed out by the feeling of having to be enough entertaining to others and not having enough interesting stories to tell myself...
Thank you for this video. Friendship is a mystery to me, even though I’ve healed (or compensated) enough for other areas of my life to work. Your suggestion of listing what you want in a friend made me realize I just accept whoever comes along as I don’t expect anyone to find me friend material. Step 1: work on that.
The key bit in this video, for me, is where you validate that ‘friends’ who disappear when you’re grieving, are not good friends… that happened to me, more than once, with some supposedly good friends, and whilst I’ve tried to keep those relationships going, their lack of initiation, mutual reciprocity, investment etc, and your comment, have made it clear, they’re not the friends I should have chosen. Thank you x
Dr Gabor Mate here on YT addresses this exact topic, his talks have been very eye opening and reassuring to me (55) and my grown daughter’s (30 & 32) we are all on a healing journey together trying to break the trauma cycle, and hopefully it will save my 14 yo daughter from all the struggles and abuses we all have endured.
Listening has never been a problem. People seem to tell me their deepest darkest secrets ending with them in tears and then its like they are embarrassed over what they confided and never come back. I never reveal people's secrets. Oh well...
At 12:15 to 1:00 you spoke about having a headache. Yesterday I told someone I had a headache. Their reaction was "You have more headaches than anyone I know!" I couldn't quite put my finger on why I felt so bad after that, but after watching this video I see it wasn't me that was being problematic. How nice it would have been to have someone who listened kindly!
Thank you CCF ❤ my issue is I never really talk about myself, i just listen to others talk about themselves. I think I only do that around really old friends, i think I tend to puzzle a lot of people around me, with new people i seem engaging, charming and interested at first and then things just.. flicker out. I end up having a lot superficial relationships- especially with women, and friendship and acceptance is something that deep down i crave but I think I've learnt to live without it at this point. I often think about why it's like this for me and i think its because I dont come as I am, because I'm certain that no one would really care to get to know that person and I either I attract people who love me for my mask or scare away people who realize that I've been lying to them. I'm a working actress so I hope to find meaning in that and meet people in my work but it's really not what it seems, it's a lot of competition, transient interactions, periods of no working. Everything in my life has been very transient but when I have the strength I try savour it somehow.
Thank you for this --I hope you decide to make more videos with a similar focus. The majority of social skill resources that I have come across emphasize "what not to do" when, truthfully, I need the "what to do" instructions. I often find myself stuck in conversations where I don't know how to segue, or I feel like a certain response is required but I don't know what's appropriate to say. I'm trying to improve my skills so I don't find social situations as intimidating or draining. In the past, I felt the overwhelming need to pre-plan conversations with others. I would feel pressured to think of all of my responses ahead of time to ensure that the conversation was "successful." Obviously, that's not a good approach or achievable. I hope that I can move past that and converse more naturally. A few questions I have: How to tell you have a connection with someone, what is that supposed to feel like? How to leave a conversation? (I know this is a simple one, but I often get stuck with timing and interrupting when I need to leave.)
I’ve more or less given up on friends. It hurts to be alone but it hurts worse to try and watch those relationships fail. I have a fiancé and hobbies. That’s all I need for now. That’s all that is there. The thirty minute trick sound good, I will try it with my fiancé.
As I get older and realize I have no friends I know that my body and mind are suffering. Really suffering. Daily. I ask the universe to send me a friend. I work 7 days a week to survive and the friendships I see around me seem so far away from me. There's the employer friends and then there is the Cutoff point where I'm just not in that group. I to picked the broken drug addicts. I know it was because I didn't feel judged. When those go away, it really feels bad. Thanks for this video today. It was literally an answer to a wish.💥
Imagine being queer and also trying to figure out what healthy friendships look like after your family never modeled any kind of healthy relationship dynamics so not only do you miss out on that, you also are gay and have to figure out so much that’s not heteronormative in friendships. Add on you were constantly moved around so you never got a chance like the other kids to form long bonds with classmates or anything... -coming from a confused gay gal that’s always struggled with friendships, especially female ones 😭🤯🏳️🌈
I feel friendships work well when you have shared values, interests and trust in each other, faith also shapes the friendships to weather the storms, misunderstandings as some one willing to be at wrong end sometimes.
Wow, I need this info! In 2020 I had 3 brain surgeries, unfortunately without support from my "family" I thought I was going to die young so I gave up. Last fall I had to change my life. 8 mos off narcotics and I'm so proud of myself. 💟✨ Last few months I've been missing human interaction. Spent the time with the wrong people.. AGAIN through march. I thought I found a love, he was even more lost in life than I. I turned 30 in April and it was hard. No one expects to have brain tumors in 20s. But damn, my humility, understanding and patience have grown so much. I feel like I have had a wonderful blessing in disguise. Life is a ride! #crps #atypicaltrigeminalneuralgia
A lot of people with CPTSD, like myself are over helpful and need to learn boundaries . Being a friend means honoring ones own needs and asking for help specifically. People who are self aware, caring, and have good boundaries can be direct about their willingness and availability.
I recently called it quits with my best friend of over 10 years and I have been telling myself that I am ok but everyday I wake up with this extreme emptiness inside me and an extreme feeling of loneliness and I don't know what to do now. So, for the very 1st time I came to the internet to learn how to go about this situation. I used to wonder why people searched the internet about their personal relationship. Now I know why! Its not like she did a grave mistake... But even if she did, for the 1st time in my life, i want to forgive. For one, I am not a believer of forgiveness, I think it's bullsh*t. But, more than forgiving someone for what they did, I am not gonna forget everything that they did, but i still wanna give someone a 2nd chance, which i NEVER did in my life either. So doing things like forgiving or giving a 2nd chance that is SO unlike me, is making me question if I am doing it out of rationality or just because I am F*ing LONELY!!!, Anyways... I came to listen to this in hopes to learn a thing or two about being a good friend. Let's see. ~24th March, 2024 @8:23pm, Sunday
Thank you very much, for this and all your videos. And yes, our culture focuses too much on romantic relationships, but not friendships--especially good, close friendships. I appreciate you.
Super helpful information for me. I’ve realized over the years I tend to relate everything back to myself, and how that is dismissive of my friends and family.
Great topic! My folks didn't want me to be influenced by bad kids. When I was 7 my parents joined an Evangelical style church. They were told that the church people's kids were the only ones who were raised properly. So my Mom told my friends who came asking if I can come out to play to go away. They quit coming back after they were rejected a few times. I didn't have friends again until someone in college took me to a counselor and I learned stuff like this. I still usually have only one at a time.
That sounds hard, you're in the right place. If you're interested, Anna offers a course called 'Connection Bootcamp' which focuses on creating more connected relationships. Here's a link if you want to check it out: bit.ly/CCF_Connection -Calista@TeamFairy
Kind people people who reciprocate an interest in being my friend Not judgmental Compassionate Loving Respectful Encouraging Uplifting Reminds you of who u are Supporting healing and growth A good person Do an activity ex- bowling Listen 30 min don’t talk abt urself Just listen don’t talk abt urself
Most people can’t have a conversation. Making connections with people is difficult. It’s super rare that anyone inquires about my life, although I always make a point to ask about something they may have shared with me.
They say the first impression we make is very important. And not only do we refrain from talking behind your friends back or anyone 's back for that matter, remember too, that thoughts really are things - this as well is energy.
I decided some time ago just to listen to people that I meet, generally in holiday accommodation, and I have found that it's actually less boring to listen to others and not talk about yourself, you will learn plenty of new things if you let people talk uninterrupted, they actually like being heard and you feel less frustrated and impatient also if you don't feel you are waiting for the other to shut up so you can have your say.
I have always listened to others with genuine intent, without anxiety. For years my thinking has always been, “If God had meant for you to talk more than you hear, He would have given you 2 mouths & only one ear. But I get about a D- on throwing out advice- only when I know whatever it is to be true. Although, I get it. That’s not the point. I guess it’s from being an instructor for so many years. I was learning so much at different times, so it felt like a disservice by not sharing, especially when they seemed to be so down & out over a particular issue. Good stuff!!! 💯- “Don’t talk about friends behind their backs.” 👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼
My 37-year-old son with autism asked me to pray for friends for him because he's lonely. I watched your video hoping for some help for him, and thank you, I do believe it will help. I have good friendships where I'm there for my friends through thick and thin and they're there for me, but my son just doesn't pick up on our example. With autism, things need to be spelled out and practiced ALOT, and you gave good advice on how to practice being a friend and how to choose friends. Thank you.
Is it possible to speak a little about how to gauge what a good friend is to even begin to try these things? What to look for to not keep choosing the wrong “friends”?
She did mention writing out what you are looking for in a friend, as well as qualities you definitely do not want in a friend. I guess sometimes we do not choose correctly, but I think there is an awful lot of information that can be gained pretty early on when meeting someone.
This is so helpful! I know I’m the fix it person so I’m bad about jumping in and giving advice too much, I’m definitely going to try this 30 minute listening exercise. It seems like most of my friends typically are people who’s had a lot of issues and trauma in their life, which end up being a lot of drama for me. Currently I don’t have any close friendships, I’ve been burned a lot and it does take a toll. I know at the beginning of the video you say to choose the healthy, right friends, I try but it seems like those types of people already have enough friends so I’m either stuck by myself or with toxic friends. I go to church but I just haven’t found that friend that I click with yet. Adult friendships are hard. I’ve been trying so much to heal and get to a place where I can make good lasting friendships. I know I’m personable, I’m friendly, I long to be that good friend and show up but it just doesn’t seem to work out for me. I had a best friend about 10 years ago, we were two peas in a pod, we could complete each others sentences and thoughts, we had a blow up, although we talked and forgiveness took place our friendship didn’t survive. I was so overwhelmed and hurt that I feel it keeps me from wanting to get too close… that was a long time ago, I hope I can get to a place where I can trust and have a good friendship again, I guess I felt that maybe I don’t deserve friends and I just tend to shy away. Thanks again for the video! It definitely helps and I will try because I’m at that place where I truly would love some healthy friendships.
Such great advice. It's shocking how ill-equipped most people are at "simple" skills like listening, being truly interested and remembering to encourage and acknowledge others. Myself included. I will make it a priority to remember these points and employ them. Thank you!
I always find a reason NOT to be friends with people. At 45, I feel like I made the friends I needed, but they love far away. I also don't do well with calling people. When I do make a friend, I pull away when they say or do something I don't like. It's a cycle I got tired of, so I just don't have friends.
I really needed to listen to this. It describes much of what is happening in life currently, since entering 'the lonely period' after ridding my life of friendships/relationships that were absolutely WRONG for me my entire life. I did not realize it was a thing. I have hope it won't last forever, though it is quite miserable having what you need in life and no one to share it with. My idea, is to keep being the friend I would want to have, while making space only for those who truly belong. Now I have more dialogue to consider and incorporate after listening today. Great examples and stories throughout...these are quite helpful!💎
I'm in the same boat and it's a relief to know I'm not the only one. After doing a lot of work on myself, I jettisoned any friendship that was clearly one-sided, which turned out to be most of them. But I'd rather be alone than put up with people who just take or focus only on themselves. It is lonely though, and hard to meet others who aren't that way.
When I was in my 20's I carried the insecurity I was raised with; doubting my skills and gifts. I attracted a group of people I hung out with, and even though I hung out with them, there was this underlying judgement toward me. I heard things they said behind my back and still hung out due to being able to dissociate from my own pain. I even had two friends tell me they were jealous of me, but I couldn't understand why, and so I just dismissed it until later in life when I realized they used my own insecurities against me due to their jealousy. I had to break with all of these people and it truly empowered me when I finally figured out what they were jealous of and how they hurt me because of it. Nice Video, Thanks :)
You're so accurately describing my life and friendships! The only logical conclusion is that I do have C-ptsd! I learnt about it some years ago, but had no idea that my neurological brain wiring was set up that way, because of not being physically abused, and apparently being 'looked after'. I was emotionally neglected and bullied by my domineering step dad. I've been in deep emotional denial, weed and alcohol helped that end. It's time to learn and grow! Feel what I need to feel. EFT helps me. Thank you soooooooooo much wonderful fairy! I would never have thought it without you and your perspective. Many blessings xxx
I’m most often the one in my friend group that follows through with a call or inquiry to “check in” and my friends will often acknowledge my ability to remember what is special or upsetting to them but they don’t seem to reciprocate
Your videos are so immensely helpful to me as I address my healing from childhood trauma all the way through to adult trauma RELATED to childhood trauma. I am even beginning to understand my mother's trauma and how it contributed to her behavior and parenting style, which is really helpful and contributes to my own healing. CPTSD is complicated. Your insight, personal tells and resolutions have helped so many people searching for answers to their own difficult life issues. You're brave to put it all out there but I am grateful to you for doing just that.
Hello, I've been watching a lot of your videos and they have been really helpful. Being in my 40's I'm just starting to understand the things that twisted my mind up the decades and I've been following your advice about relating to other people. It's brought a friend much closer and I've been much happier, however, tonight it went away, not in a dramatic way, not the friendship, but I allowed myself to sink into the unhappiness and regret that made me sad in the past. I became hopeless, depressed, bawling my eyes out and then I saw it. The state that I was in was normal. What I was a couple of hours ago was like supported and happy and I could see the chasm that used to be normal to me, and I had been able to get out of it. I know what it feels like to be out of it and how to get there. If I can identify it, I can change it. :)
I recently went through a limerent episode with someone I'd known of for the better part of three decades. I had no agenda going in other than just expressing my appreciation, and things got off to a promising start, but the weirdness of all that avoidance of human interaction came gushing out and undermined all that goodwill. In reflecting on my interactions with her what keeps coming to the surface was that I really wanted a close platonic friend. One of my many errors, I think, was in mistaking the difference between being a believer and being a people pleaser.
At 14:04 you talk about following up with a phone call and asking about the persons surgery or whatnot, my husband is very, very good at this he remembers every detail of every conversation he’s ever had with people it seems and he’s very good at pretending to care, after 25 years living with his covert narcissistic abuse and everyone else thinking he’s such a gem, whew, I have so many autoimmune diseases (nephritis, in remission, fibromyalgia, interstitial cystitis of the bladder, POTS, and hemorrhagic colitis…I’m trying so hard to get well enough physically to be able to work to support myself or find someone to help my apply for disability (I’ve asked husband several times for help, he refuses to, he says I don’t do a damn thing around here so why should he help) of course I do do a lot I always give 110% whenever I’m physically able to.
I’m going to try & ask further, like you said 🙏🏼🌺 Haven’t heard anyone around me ever talk like that though. In my family the men have these huge stories that should be taken with ten grains of salt. At birthdays I always get cut off, bc I’m not ‘allowed’ to speak…. cause what if the (au)tism kicks in 🤷🏻♀️ (so I’d rather help out in the kitchen or cancel). In general it’s either extremely superficial like everything is going ‘great’ (not good at that) or ppl, even strangers, tell me the most heartfelt stories. I only ‘blab’ when I’m extremely anxious in social situations 😅🙈🙏🏼🌺
I've found that by telling anyone anything about my family or my past makes them look down on me. I've never been an addict, an alcoholic, a deadbeat or led any sort of deviant life. I got my degree under very difficult circumstances, worked hard, have hardly ever been in a bar or club, dont smoke, took care of my children and have always led a quiet and decent life but the moment I disclose anything about my family I see the change in them. Some pull back immediately, others are entrigued, their eyes light up and they ask questions. I know these are the type that have just latched onto a juicy bit of gossip. When I realize this i just don't ever tell them anything personal again. When I run into these people they will always ask about my situation trying to gather more info to share with their friends. Before I realized what they were doing I shared too much and this resulted in my becoming a joke and a"less-than". I can't help the family situation I was raised in, but it seems that I cannot escape the shame no matter what I do or accomplish. For example, I discovered last week that my grown daughter who has been ab alcoholic for decades, is now living on the streets. I was devastated but I'm afraid to talk to anyone about it. I know they will judge me as a lowlife. One of "those" people. It seems that I can never escape the curse of my birth or being judged for the behaviour of a family member.
There are some things that are easily empathized with (not judged or entertained by) by someone who's been in the same situation. Have you checked to see if there are support groups locally? A therapist could steer you in the right direction. `Pearls before swine' is an adage about not entrusting precious things to those who lack the capacity to understand that they are precious. With a `friend' who gossips, who needs enemies?
This is true. I have noticed that, although I came from quite a rough background, after I graduated from University and got a City job, I began to change to fit in the work colleagues and I was in the company of. We socialised a lot and I gradually adopted their graces, etiquettes, style of speech and even some clothing choices. Gradually, over the years, I became far more polished. This led to meeting others easily when changing jobs and fitting in easily. I made some very good friends over the years.
I think I'm a pretty good friend. And I'm not the doormat/people pleaser type. But I seem to find myself ending up with 'friends' where I listen, and listen, and listen - and I'm not being listened to, or shown much loyalty. I've certainly had better friendships than that in the past. These days it feels like very hard work.
I lived my life to the maxim "you were given two ears and one mouth so you can listen more than you speak", and it led me to relationships where listening to me was not a priority. That may be useful as an experiment for a party, sure. But not if carried out for too long.
Lol Anna, I did not steal this from your video, but I did want to say that that shade of blue looks really lovely on you 🙂 Thank you for this video - I have a reeeeeeeally hard time letting anyone in. Since I've been following your guidelines, though, I've been able to connect to a few people and I'm really working hard to cultivate a deep and meaningful friendship with each of them. Its hard, and it can be triggering, but the effort is paying off and I'm LEARNING (!!!) and growing! Thank you for helping me, and hundreds of thousands of others, to live a more serene and fulfilling life. ♥
I tend to give too much and talk too much b/c I had no voice for the first 30 years of my life. However I am a good listener and am learning to make the meeting more about them than me more often.
Thank you for this Anna ❤ so insightful and yes, it's a topic that's really not dealt with widely or well elsewhere. Would be good to have more on this subject, for example what to do you if you find yourself immediately liking people then starting to find fault with them, and dumping them, as a regular pattern. Also, how to overcome being triggered by the happy lives and achievements of people. And jealousy - another issue not much addressed in the context of friends and potential friendships, but a real human emotion we were taught made us horrible children instead of normal children with normal emotions and needs. Sending love and healing to all 😘
Thank you! I was taught there’s no such thing as friends, that everyone just wants something from everybody they say they’re friends with. But I’ve always valued friendships because they taught me a more realistic world view!
I recently met a girl from a neighborhood, witty, funny, I was delighted!. We were laughing and it was interesting to talk to her and she had an ear for me for sure, although it is big age difference, it didn't matter, it seems like we "recognized" each other! And she invited me to go out with her and her boyfriend. Oh my goodness! She was dressed as somebody who wanted troubles, her boyfriend couldn't move an inch further from her (he even didn't want to go out, but went because of it!), plus in a public transport (the whole thing lasted more than half an hour!) she was talking to some acquaintance - al.the.time and it seemed as she was with him, not with us. Plus her boyfriend opened to me, all bitter, that she ordered him to refuse some job that he needed to go to another country for, job he liked and looking forward to!! She told him: work or me and he accepted not to go (although they are not wealthy, far from that and the job was well paid!). Later her friend, a girl asked her about it, and she gave explanation, something like; well they called him yesterday to take a flight today, this is not nice behavior. That friend and me said; - so what?? I was totally appalled and speechless and I was looking forward to never to see her again!
We moved every year or less, changing schools, homes, states...I make so many of these mistakes. I'm more likely to show up for the hard stuff but hate to show up for the weddings and baby showers.... Forwarding to my children😁
I love your videos! I too have done that experiment and had the same results - people LOVE to talk but few care enough to listen. Finding good friends takes time, commitment and willingness to NOT jump in because I'm lonely. I love your idea of making a list of traits you absolutely need in friendship and being willing to follow through - that's why I recommend support groups like Al-Anon because this stuff gets hard without enough support. Great video as usual!
This is really wonderful advice. I would add though, not to dismiss people too soon. A lot of us can be at a loss how to help during bad times or we cocoon when we are suffering or exhausted. So a quick call or text may be all we ourselves have to give at the moment. Life and friendships can ebb and flows... but those texts should probably explain and it shouldn't be too often. Reliability is important. If it is alot of cancellations then put people in the light friendship category, at least for the time being.
I need to work on being a better friend. I usually don’t have blowouts, but the relationship just ends up fizzling out, and I start to see things that I don’t like about them, or bug me. sometimes I feel like I’m being too overly critical of others, but I can’t help it.
Thanks so much for this. I always keep people at a distance, though I am generally well-liked. I want to get closer, but my trauma always stops me. I've felt embarrassed about this. My mother used to close the door in visitor's faces and never left home if she could avoid it. There is progress in me, but I want more. I cut off the hurtful relationships years ago and am in a holding mode now.
Great video. Made me realize I do talk about me and about half listening to others. I have had a lot of trauma in my life and a lot of people just came and went. Went to a a lot of different schools and constantly having to leave my friends growing up. A lot of jobs I had ended for many reasons.
Thank you!!! In my quest to have a healthy romantic relationship I am going to learn to be a good friend first. I want my partner to be my best friend. Thank you Fairy❤
Recently I came across a surprising chart listing what degrees of closeness mean. It said it was ok to ask for help to move from any type from acquaintance to an intimate. This shocked me as I always believed you only help move your closest friends. Now I don't know what a close friend is any more.
This was soooo helpful. I wrote down 3 pages of notes, so I can read over it and look for ways to practice these skills. Thank you so much.
So glad it was helpful! You might also like Anna's free Daily Practice.
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Ditto, like wow thank you !
@@CrappyChildhoodFairy me and my best friend is trans i am in love with her she outta me as queer and i arsk her space she was heartbroken when i tell her that what i do and tell her ?. we been best friends were kids .
1. Pick the right people (write a list of qualities that are important to you in a friendship, and qualities you do not want.)
2. Be a good listener. (Don't relate everything back to yourself. Only listen for 30 minutes or only say something about what they're saying. Don't give unsolicited advice. Can compliment them, but not too much and keep it clean, not comparing yourself negatively so they have to say something about you.)
3. Follow up on anything important they share. See how they're doing in a while.
4. Believe in your friend and notice their potential and good qualities. We all have self-doubt and you can encourage them in those moments.
5. Show up for the hard stuff. Help them move house; give them a ride to the airport; sit with them while they grieve, etc.
6. Don't talk about them behind their back. Don't say anything you wouldn't say in their presence. Protect their identity.
7. Stay in touch with them.
Thanks!🌷
Whoa thanks 🙏🙏
“Who didn’t learn this at home” great title. Such a crucial topic. May this video blow up and go viral bc it is so crucial for so many people who don’t intercept these videos…
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Anna, I tried your social experiment. I went to a party and decided to not talk about myself at all. Someone did asked about me and I answered briefly. I think friendship is very nuanced and hard to sustain. Parties are not a place one make friends. I also think our modern living, especially in the US is not conducive to making friends. People do have a hard time listen. Even if you do listen to everyone and are attentive, others are not reciprocal. I noticed that at the party. It is a very polite and superficial. It’s like we are all robots doing the same things. There’s something very disconnecting about it.
Omg this is so true that it’s funny when you think about it. I tried this many times and when it was the time for me to talk they didn’t seem to care. It really looks like ppl enjoy just talking about themselves and once the topic or the spotlight is not on them, they seem to immediately disconnect
Agree. Have felt disappointed in friends as they don't listen, they're either trying to solve "my problem" or waiting to talk about how my problem relates to "their" issue. I often feel unheard, unsatisfied. I feel that I focus on them, ask questions + followup, show concern - but can't get that reciprocated. It stunts a friendship.
If you try to do something else you’re labeled a weirdo I agree. Making friends is easier abroad, people expect you to be different since you’re a foreigner.
@@evaphillips2102 I have been a foreigner all my life, moving from one country to another. Yes, it is easier to connect being a fireigner and there is a great difference between the way some cultures deal with negative social issues and deviant behaviour. Some are more humane and aware of the human condition. I've also found that poorer people are less judgemental, very rich, old moneyed people often surprisingly open. Middle class people can be the worst, worried about being soiled by being around you. I know I'm generalizing but this is what I've experienced. I've been living on a Mediterranean island for nearly 30 years now and have found the people much more open and caring and humane than in other places I've lived. But it is still a struggle to keep from disclosing too much. I'm always trying not to go over their limit aware that if I tell anyone everything that they will reject me. It is as though the dirt will never wash off.
@@katella That similarity in attitude between the very rich (old money) and the poor is interesting. Have you noticed anything else about those two groups that is similar?
I remember my momma’s advice about making friends as an adult. Volunteer. Pick an area YOU like. I love dogs so after a divorce and a company transfer/relocation, I volunteered to walk shelter dogs in the new city. Still have those girlfriends even after 30 years.
Somehow, at the age of 13, I figured out that most people like to talk, and few like to listen, and I became a good listener, being attentive, asking follow-up questions etc - and it does seem to attract people. Ironically I was drawn to watch this video, because I feel like I don't know how to make true friends. I've become such a good listener over all these years (I'm middle-aged now), that I inevitably end up being a "listening post" for most people. Your experience at the party in which no one asked you one question about yourself is my life. Whenever I do take the floor, and see the other's eyes glaze over - or see them look past me at something over my shoulder (and not paying attention) - I immediately lose interest in talking. All this to say that, though I get invited places, and people "seem" to like me, it has slowly dawned on me that they're not necessarily interested in me - and I need to change my ways if I ever hope to make real friends.
I agree with this. Other people liking you when you focus on them, and not liking you when you don't, is a red flag for me too. It's transactional for sure.
Thank you for sharing your experience here. It's really hard to be the emotional dump for others but almost never have that reciprocated. I can relate so much to this! 💙💙
I appreciate how you said you "lose interest" in speaking. That is a new way for me to think of it, rather than my usual "going blank". Maybe if I think of not speaking as my own choice it will become less painful not being heard. I wish you peace on your journey of understanding.
I've spent my entire life focusing on other people and their needs while my needs are ignored.
No more.
I can relate to this so much. But another thing, have your heard the saying, 'to have a friend, first you must be a friend'? I often think this must work in a healthy society, should it exist... but not necessarily in reality.
There are two kinds of people I naturally avoid: those who only talk about themselves and those who only ask me questions and don't reveal anything about themselves. I don't like to talk about myself and was told that others don't trust people who are hard to know - can't disagree!
Friendship is a balanced relationship where both sides give and receive depending on actual needs and life situations.
Friends are people you choose to have in your life. They add to a balanced life, and allow us to grow and learn. Quality friendships require disclosure and depth-not an easy task, especially for the traumatized!
Hey! I CAN be a good friend! I've been painfully aware of my lackluster friendship skills but just the other day my neighbor told me she was dreading taking her cat to the vet because her cat is a drama queen. I asked her "Would it help if I go with you?" She was delighted I offered and the whole experience turned out to be a positive one. I'm glad I'm getting better at this business of making friends because life without friends is very lonely. I'll practice listening more. Thanks!
Yay! It’s so good to hear success stories like this!
-Cara@TeamFairy
Good for you, I'm so happy to hear that.
Yes, be a friend and bring good things to the lives of others.
aww I'm proud of you! bet she was very thankful lol
Maybe the neighbour is the drama queen because she isn't skilled enough on being able to handle kitty.
After I was diagnosed with cancer - just before everything was locked down with Covid - I discovered who my friends weren't. Literally two people asked me how I was doing during all the months of isolation. The rest of them had no idea if I was alive or dead, and presumably didn't care either way. Two years later I did hear from one of my former so called friends. She texted me to ask me if I would help her with something she was struggling with. I politely declined and blocked her.
That’s almost exactly what happened to me! I lost a major organ to cancer right as Covid started. I was almost denied surgery by the state! I had to spend almost a week alone in the hospital. I had ONE “friend” who stopped by and brought me something that I needed from the store, because I asked him to, and he acted inconvenienced. Other unfriendly things happened since then, and we are no longer friends. Other friends from the past never reached out during that ordeal. My own mother was pretty much unconcerned about me. Thank God for my wife and kids. Without them, I would have no one. I hope your health is ok today.
@@recollectionsofinvisiblechild hope you're ok now. It's a real slap in the face isn't it, but I think it's better to know the truth.
I also got cancer in 2021. It does let you know who your true friends are, for sure.
@@recollectionsofinvisiblechildyou have a wife and children but somehow you felt abandoned by everyone? Your friend was inconvenienced? Why not ask your wife? It seems like you will feel alone even though you clearly are not.
Treasure those two people who showed concern for you...even if you have just two good friends, you're doing all right.
I like when it comes naturally. Not forcing anything anymore.
Quite honestly if you can actively listen to someone for 30mins, you’re most likely already one of their favourite people on earth 🙂
I have such a hard time NOT giving unsolicited advice, especially about health, since I know a lot about it! I just want to help people! But I do realize most people don't want advice.
Same here
~Me, too~
Ditto.
I’ve never had trouble making friends as many people have told me “I feel like I can tell you anything” .. I just don’t have it in me to keep people around. I always keep one foot out of any relationship is case I need to jet
Same here. I get so overwhelmed
You're an empath and those kind of people suck the life out of you "giving" you all their emotional crap. Don't even keep a foot in. Jet as soon as you see them 💛
Same!! 😂✨💜
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Maybe its just me....I definitely suffered complex childhood trauma. I studied neuroscience - learned about abhorrent psychology - identified issues in myself and my family of origin. However, I feel like after doing all of this deep dive into psychology and learning to be present, learning to go deep, learning intimacy, it feels like most of the society is just shallow and not even worth it? People seemed to "remember" me when I was on social media. I don't use social media and don't want to but I notice that because I don't, people literally forget who I am. But if I was on their "stories" or "tl" maybe their attention span could afford to remember me. Idk. The world just seems too busy on the rat wheel, consuming media and trying to pay bills to invest in new people. People surely do remember me when they need help or guidance tho.
I feel you on that one... I'm not exactly interested in forming any relationships anymore. If I ever run into someone worthwhile, I'll be fine with them being around, but Idk that I'd want to be friends or anything really... I've had enough of this nonsense...
Don't give up.
this is SO true and really sad when you're surrounded by social media addicts. I have a friend who I once considered my best friend (I was in her wedding we used to spend every day together), and now she literally will not talk to me if I am not on instagram or Facebook. she literally hounds me when I deactivate my account and will totally ignore me if I am not on social media (mostly liking and commenting on her posts). it made me sad at first but then I realized that she is incredibly shallow and tbh I think social media is an addiction. I have an account now, but I don't want any parts of THAT side of it. I want to live in the real world.
I‘ve had the same experience. No social media, no existence as it seems… but it reminds us that none of those connections were ever „real“..
I feel the same. People put way too much value on social media following. You're a nobody if you aren't on socials. It's so stupid lol
The tough thing is that I've always ALWAYS felt threatened by good, healthy people, with very few exceptions. I'm in a 15 year drought finding deep connection and trust in friendship. I've been alone for so long I get very nervous around men in my season of life. I have great understanding as to the roots of this panic and maimed psyche but it's there, hard to feel different to give myself a chance at feeling healthy around potential friends
I relate to that. I had it happen recently when I met a new person. What helped me was mentally taking a step back and choosing to be inspired by them rather than intimidated. It was challenging but it seemed to work, and now I feel more like her equal rather than seeing her as superior to me in some way.
This message came just in time 😂 I needed a sign. I met up with a couple acquaintances. One lady chattered away nonstop about random topics that interested no one else at the table. It was strange because we had plenty of topics in common based on our previous exchanges…so why did she select THESE today at our first meeting as a group?!?! I was both annoyed and perplexed, but I stayed engaged and polite. The other lady had annoyed body language. At one point I used a break in the convo to ask the annoyed one a question, and then she took over. No one asked me a single question!!! But I listened to people go on and on about themselves. A couple times I interjected just go get a word in, but I would get talked over or feel rude because I would have had to be the one to talk over others. So I gave up.
I don’t think I would like to meet up again. It feels weird to waste your day with people who love to talk about themselves. They know nothing about me, and I got nothing out of it except for stories about people I’ll never meet. 🤷🏽♀️ they could insert literally anyone in my seat next time, and get the same result.
People, if you find yourself monologuing in excruciating detail about people your interlocutor will never ever meet….or about topics they’ve already politely told you they know nothing about…even though you think they look fascinated to hear all about it….stop, drop it, and ask them a question. Or they won’t want to see you again.
Those people are very traumatised. Recovery for me means finding healed people and not feeling sorry for those who will not try to heal.
Everyone is like that now.
Had a tough time finding friends and also recognising what and who qualities for a good friend. After a lot of hurt pain and bitter lessons I have learnt how to distinguish between soul friends and fair weather friends. This video is a gem for me.
I'm so glad! Thanks for sharing :) -Calista@TeamFairy
@@CrappyChildhoodFairy could you show us the photos of you with friends? Like Joni's jams? Only, Faeries friends?
In my experience a soulmate friend (very rare) is instantly recognizable. The others tend just to be casual chit chat "friends" nice people, no real connection. But you have to learn to appreciate these people too.
The worst thing is finding out those fair weather friends were only fair weather towards you but is ride or die for someone else
BFF Bumble for Friends has been great for me - lovely women who get me.
I realized from this video that I ended friendship with people who were true friends and am still hanging with people who did not show up for me when I was going through a tragedy
Thank you so much for this. Friendship has been hard for me. I have a few close friends since adolescence. It’s hard to make friends in older age (I’m 73). I’ve “broken up” with several friends in the last ten years or do: one was seriously mentally ill; one was controlling and judgmental; one became radically politically extreme. One, a lifelong friend, was too self-absorbed and mean. Did each of them always have these characteristics and I just never noticed? All these friendships taught me something. I’ve recently become part of a warm, welcoming dance community. I’ve been gradually becoming part of an inner circle of longtime friends. But I’m wary because I don’t trust my own judgment. I’ve been dancing with these people for about a year. I’ve never heard any of them say mean things about other people. That’s a good sign. I’m happy that I’m still learning and growing as a person. I have no family relationships, so friendship is very important to me.
I find that if you tell people too much,that is a good way to scare them off...
I love CCF's comment section... so much vulnerability and sincerity.
I come here too before I even finish the vid 😅
Us too! It's great having a community here :) -Calista@TeamFairy
Thank you for this video! I am only sceptical about the advice on listening. As another viewer mentioned, I have experienced the downside of listening too much. Being naturally shy and introverted, I am used to letting other people talk and would rarely speak about myself unless asked a direct question.
I've noticed that most people enjoy being the centre of attention, talking about their own lives, but show minimal interest in others. And even if they do ask questions, it seems more out of politeness rather than a genuine desire to get to know the other person. The moment I start opening up and sharing, their attention wanes and they start looking at their phones.
I have made a lot of "friends" like that, who seek me out solely to be heard. They even initiate hangouts with, "I have so much to tell you!" As a result, I do not consider them to be true friends.
If anything, I need to learn how to balance listening with communicating my needs, and stop investing so much in these one-sided interactions.
I absolutely agree and experience similar dynamics. Symptoms of my CPTSD include having a limited sense of my needs or thinking they are not worth expressing even if I knew what they were, and feeling safer being invisible in relationships. Consequently, like you, I end up in ‘friendships’ with self interested/narcissistic people where it’s all about them. I’m in middle age now and only starting to become aware of this, it’s always felt so natural for no one to care about what’s going on for me. Yet another layer of healing to work on…
@@carlas967 Very well said! You are spot on about "feeling safer being invisible in relationships". I was the invisible child in my family, sitting silently in the corner and reading books. Ignoring my needs was easy.
This is what I am used to, and I end up in this kind of relationship dynamics even now. As you say, it feels natural. It is not fulfilling, though.
So very true! When I was a stay-at-home mom, all kinds of people would phone me up just to talk or vent with absolutely no interest in getting to me at all. They just assumed I had all the time in the world, which I didn’t.
yeah I feel like that was more geared towards people who have a harder time listening than those who listen too much.
thanks for reminding me to reach out to a friend who lost her mother recently ♥️
It's so hard because my friends were my life. They were the sunshine in my life, the reason I felt loved and smile and now they've pulled away. I've got to learn now 💪. I'll get there x
I had no friendships in adult life until I was in my mid-40s. Hooray, I thought, I now have made friends. Then, one by one my new friendships turned sour. At first I was demoralized and wanted to give up, but after a while it was clear that these friendships collapsing was actually _progress._ It helped me realize that other people have problems and dysfunctions that I could not have seen until I had spent time with them. I had always figured everyone else seeming so happy and confident meant they were secure, whereas I was not. I learned that is a false divide -- that my messed up-edness is not uniquely about me, but pretty common among people. That made me feel better about myself.
And the failures showed me that people are _not_ perfect. So my failings no longer made me feel shut off from everyone else. I began to overcome a "magical thinking" outlook that had me seeing others as having that savvy that I did not.
And this paved the way to better friendships. I've hit more obstacles and difficulties in many of those, but remembering how those initial disappointments 20 years ago actually enabled me to move forward gives me strength.
Great comment, Brian. It sounds like you really learned and grew from these relationships, even if they didn't all work out.
Julie@TeamFairy
Great timing... Went through a spike of emotional dysregulation yesterday and my "dark brain" went back to its old reflexes of thinking that if I don't get invited to things, If nobody seems to notice my absence in a gathering in this new group of friends (of my sister, they have all known each other for years and through break-ups or big trips), I get triggered back to my default thinking of : WHATS WRONG WITH ME... beating myself up, projecting these abusive thoughts onto those people like I am an awkward unfunny old drag, really...I have spent my whole life, out of my family bubble, being a shadow of myself, never learning, asserting and honing my true self through social frictions. I tiptoed, crapfit and played parts that were never ME to be LIKE this girl or THAT person, to be liked, to not make waves... Always neglecting myself like I was never enough or too much to be accepted, loved, part of a popular group... I caved in my fantasy world, and in real life, I was a people pleaser. I had no identity or personality... of course I couldn't connect deeply. Heartbreaking really. Back to NOW, I am full of questions and still doubting MYSELF... I am a great coach, dynamic, great listener etc... And yet I feel like I don't seem to connect well. Are these people from my sister's group the right people? Should I force it to make it work? Or they are just NOT my people? Do I have what it takes to be a good friend and person? I just have had a bad habit of trying to connect to anyone thinking it's better than nothing, and when it all failed because they were bullies, narcissic abusers, I kept thinking: it's not them, it's me... ONTO SOME GOOD THINGS: this afternoon, my actual 2 good friends I connected genuinely and deeplywith last year reached out out of nowhere and we discussed about all that and catching up on lighter stuff, it all reassured me that YES, I am ME with them, even at my lowest I feel safe and good, time spent with them is never triggering or exhausting or confusing. It might take a while to find them, but when you are being yourself (because you reach a point where you are burnt out and won't waste anymore energy and time compromising yourself), the frail but clear core you hold will attract the right people for you; DO NOT LOSE HOPE. //// all that to say, Thank you again Anna for your videos and clear insights, I haven't watched your videos in a while and I realize that I need this daily lil maintenance work to not relapse into toxic habits.... What a journey...
Anna, your videos have helped me to not only "spot" problematic connections, but also check myself. In your recent video about friendships, I had to laugh because I always thought "I'm so friendly and love to help, why do people not want to have me around?", without realizing that I was being a bit difficult to have around. The "maybe I'm just different" narrative worked for me for a long time, but it didn't click anymore. This was such a relief!! Haha, this can be worked on. THANK YOU.
listening to others is no problem at all to me. I could listen to others all the time. I am more stressed out by the feeling of having to be enough entertaining to others and not having enough interesting stories to tell myself...
Thank you for this video. Friendship is a mystery to me, even though I’ve healed (or compensated) enough for other areas of my life to work. Your suggestion of listing what you want in a friend made me realize I just accept whoever comes along as I don’t expect anyone to find me friend material. Step 1: work on that.
This is such a good point! 💜💜💜
The key bit in this video, for me, is where you validate that ‘friends’ who disappear when you’re grieving, are not good friends… that happened to me, more than once, with some supposedly good friends, and whilst I’ve tried to keep those relationships going, their lack of initiation, mutual reciprocity, investment etc, and your comment, have made it clear, they’re not the friends I should have chosen.
Thank you x
Would you mind doing a video about hurt parents raising kids and not passing the hurt on to them, please? Thank you! What wonderful videos!
I'll pass on the suggestion! Here is a past video you may also find helpful: ua-cam.com/video/lORzoCzbp_w/v-deo.html -Calista@TeamFairy
@@CB19087 thank you very much. ❤️
@@CrappyChildhoodFairy thank you! ❤️
Dr Gabor Mate here on YT addresses this exact topic, his talks have been very eye opening and reassuring to me (55) and my grown daughter’s (30 & 32) we are all on a healing journey together trying to break the trauma cycle, and hopefully it will save my 14 yo daughter from all the struggles and abuses we all have endured.
Listening has never been a problem. People seem to tell me their deepest darkest secrets ending with them in tears and then its like they are embarrassed over what they confided and never come back. I never reveal people's secrets. Oh well...
I have the same problem..
Some people think there is something wrong with u when u know they need help!!. They think stupidity when you're trying to be kind.❤
At 12:15 to 1:00 you spoke about having a headache. Yesterday I told someone I had a headache. Their reaction was "You have more headaches than anyone I know!" I couldn't quite put my finger on why I felt so bad after that, but after watching this video I see it wasn't me that was being problematic. How nice it would have been to have someone who listened kindly!
I’ve self-sabotaged many friendships, thank you for this topic!
Thank you CCF ❤ my issue is I never really talk about myself, i just listen to others talk about themselves. I think I only do that around really old friends, i think I tend to puzzle a lot of people around me, with new people i seem engaging, charming and interested at first and then things just.. flicker out. I end up having a lot superficial relationships- especially with women, and friendship and acceptance is something that deep down i crave but I think I've learnt to live without it at this point.
I often think about why it's like this for me and i think its because I dont come as I am, because I'm certain that no one would really care to get to know that person and I either I attract people who love me for my mask or scare away people who realize that I've been lying to them.
I'm a working actress so I hope to find meaning in that and meet people in my work but it's really not what it seems, it's a lot of competition, transient interactions, periods of no working. Everything in my life has been very transient but when I have the strength I try savour it somehow.
Thank you for this --I hope you decide to make more videos with a similar focus. The majority of social skill resources that I have come across emphasize "what not to do" when, truthfully, I need the "what to do" instructions. I often find myself stuck in conversations where I don't know how to segue, or I feel like a certain response is required but I don't know what's appropriate to say.
I'm trying to improve my skills so I don't find social situations as intimidating or draining. In the past, I felt the overwhelming need to pre-plan conversations with others. I would feel pressured to think of all of my responses ahead of time to ensure that the conversation was "successful." Obviously, that's not a good approach or achievable. I hope that I can move past that and converse more naturally.
A few questions I have:
How to tell you have a connection with someone, what is that supposed to feel like?
How to leave a conversation? (I know this is a simple one, but I often get stuck with timing and interrupting when I need to leave.)
I’ve more or less given up on friends. It hurts to be alone but it hurts worse to try and watch those relationships fail. I have a fiancé and hobbies. That’s all I need for now. That’s all that is there. The thirty minute trick sound good, I will try it with my fiancé.
As I get older and realize I have no friends I know that my body and mind are suffering. Really suffering. Daily. I ask the universe to send me a friend. I work 7 days a week to survive and the friendships I see around me seem so far away from me. There's the employer friends and then there is the Cutoff point where I'm just not in that group. I to picked the broken drug addicts. I know it was because I didn't feel judged. When those go away, it really feels bad. Thanks for this video today. It was literally an answer to a wish.💥
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Your timing with this topic is perfect. Thank you for this! ❤
Imagine being queer and also trying to figure out what healthy friendships look like after your family never modeled any kind of healthy relationship dynamics so not only do you miss out on that, you also are gay and have to figure out so much that’s not heteronormative in friendships.
Add on you were constantly moved around so you never got a chance like the other kids to form long bonds with classmates or anything...
-coming from a confused gay gal that’s always struggled with friendships, especially female ones 😭🤯🏳️🌈
I feel friendships work well when you have shared values, interests and trust in each other, faith also shapes the friendships to weather the storms, misunderstandings as some one willing to be at wrong end sometimes.
Wow, I need this info!
In 2020 I had 3 brain surgeries, unfortunately without support from my "family"
I thought I was going to die young so I gave up. Last fall I had to change my life. 8 mos off narcotics and I'm so proud of myself. 💟✨
Last few months I've been missing human interaction. Spent the time with the wrong people.. AGAIN through march. I thought I found a love, he was even more lost in life than I.
I turned 30 in April and it was hard.
No one expects to have brain tumors in 20s. But damn, my humility, understanding and patience have grown so much. I feel like I have had a wonderful blessing in disguise. Life is a ride!
#crps #atypicaltrigeminalneuralgia
A lot of people with CPTSD, like myself are over helpful and need to learn boundaries . Being a friend means honoring ones own needs and asking for help specifically. People who are self aware, caring, and have good boundaries can be direct about their willingness and availability.
I recently called it quits with my best friend of over 10 years and I have been telling myself that I am ok but everyday I wake up with this extreme emptiness inside me and an extreme feeling of loneliness and I don't know what to do now. So, for the very 1st time I came to the internet to learn how to go about this situation. I used to wonder why people searched the internet about their personal relationship. Now I know why!
Its not like she did a grave mistake... But even if she did, for the 1st time in my life, i want to forgive.
For one, I am not a believer of forgiveness, I think it's bullsh*t. But, more than forgiving someone for what they did, I am not gonna forget everything that they did, but i still wanna give someone a 2nd chance, which i NEVER did in my life either.
So doing things like forgiving or giving a 2nd chance that is SO unlike me, is making me question if I am doing it out of rationality or just because I am F*ing LONELY!!!,
Anyways... I came to listen to this in hopes to learn a thing or two about being a good friend. Let's see.
~24th March, 2024
@8:23pm, Sunday
Thank you very much, for this and all your videos. And yes, our culture focuses too much on romantic relationships, but not friendships--especially good, close friendships. I appreciate you.
Super helpful information for me. I’ve realized over the years I tend to relate everything back to myself, and how that is dismissive of my friends and family.
Great topic! My folks didn't want me to be influenced by bad kids. When I was 7 my parents joined an Evangelical style church. They were told that the church people's kids were the only ones who were raised properly. So my Mom told my friends who came asking if I can come out to play to go away. They quit coming back after they were rejected a few times. I didn't have friends again until someone in college took me to a counselor and I learned stuff like this. I still usually have only one at a time.
That sounds hard, you're in the right place. If you're interested, Anna offers a course called 'Connection Bootcamp' which focuses on creating more connected relationships. Here's a link if you want to check it out: bit.ly/CCF_Connection -Calista@TeamFairy
Kind people
people who reciprocate an interest in being my friend
Not judgmental
Compassionate
Loving
Respectful
Encouraging
Uplifting
Reminds you of who u are
Supporting healing and growth
A good person
Do an activity ex- bowling
Listen 30 min don’t talk abt urself
Just listen don’t talk abt urself
Most people can’t have a conversation. Making connections with people is difficult. It’s super rare that anyone inquires about my life, although I always make a point to ask about something they may have shared with me.
They say the first impression we make is very important. And not only do we refrain from talking behind your friends back or anyone 's back for that matter, remember too, that thoughts really are things - this as well is energy.
I decided some time ago just to listen to people that I meet, generally in holiday accommodation, and I have found that it's actually less boring to listen to others and not talk about yourself, you will learn plenty of new things if you let people talk uninterrupted, they actually like being heard and you feel less frustrated and impatient also if you don't feel you are waiting for the other to shut up so you can have your say.
I have always listened to others with genuine intent, without anxiety. For years my thinking has always been, “If God had meant for you to talk more than you hear, He would have given you 2 mouths & only one ear.
But I get about a D- on throwing out advice- only when I know whatever it is to be true. Although, I get it. That’s not the point. I guess it’s from being an instructor for so many years. I was learning so much at different times, so it felt like a disservice by not sharing, especially when they seemed to be so down & out over a particular issue.
Good stuff!!! 💯- “Don’t talk about friends behind their backs.” 👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼
My 37-year-old son with autism asked me to pray for friends for him because he's lonely. I watched your video hoping for some help for him, and thank you, I do believe it will help. I have good friendships where I'm there for my friends through thick and thin and they're there for me, but my son just doesn't pick up on our example. With autism, things need to be spelled out and practiced ALOT, and you gave good advice on how to practice being a friend and how to choose friends. Thank you.
So glad it may be helpful for you & your son! Julie@TeamFairy
Is it possible to speak a little about how to gauge what a good friend is to even begin to try these things? What to look for to not keep choosing the wrong “friends”?
That would be great. And reciprocity in friendship to not end up people pleasing or being taken advantage of.
She did mention writing out what you are looking for in a friend, as well as qualities you definitely do not want in a friend. I guess sometimes we do not choose correctly, but I think there is an awful lot of information that can be gained pretty early on when meeting someone.
This is so helpful! I know I’m the fix it person so I’m bad about jumping in and giving advice too much, I’m definitely going to try this 30 minute listening exercise. It seems like most of my friends typically are people who’s had a lot of issues and trauma in their life, which end up being a lot of drama for me. Currently I don’t have any close friendships, I’ve been burned a lot and it does take a toll. I know at the beginning of the video you say to choose the healthy, right friends, I try but it seems like those types of people already have enough friends so I’m either stuck by myself or with toxic friends. I go to church but I just haven’t found that friend that I click with yet. Adult friendships are hard. I’ve been trying so much to heal and get to a place where I can make good lasting friendships. I know I’m personable, I’m friendly, I long to be that good friend and show up but it just doesn’t seem to work out for me. I had a best friend about 10 years ago, we were two peas in a pod, we could complete each others sentences and thoughts, we had a blow up, although we talked and forgiveness took place our friendship didn’t survive. I was so overwhelmed and hurt that I feel it keeps me from wanting to get too close… that was a long time ago, I hope I can get to a place where I can trust and have a good friendship again, I guess I felt that maybe I don’t deserve friends and I just tend to shy away. Thanks again for the video! It definitely helps and I will try because I’m at that place where I truly would love some healthy friendships.
Such great advice. It's shocking how ill-equipped most people are at "simple" skills like listening, being truly interested and remembering to encourage and acknowledge others. Myself included. I will make it a priority to remember these points and employ them. Thank you!
Having trouble being a good friend, schedule friendly actions in your calendar.
#1 Characteristic “Trust”, I must have the feeling of being emotionally safe. I also that is reciprocal.
I always find a reason NOT to be friends with people. At 45, I feel like I made the friends I needed, but they love far away. I also don't do well with calling people.
When I do make a friend, I pull away when they say or do something I don't like. It's a cycle I got tired of, so I just don't have friends.
But you cannot expect people to be perfect, though.
@@Coryraisa That's not an expectation I have.
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Good.
everybody says something that's off sometimes don't we?
I’m tired of people who expect you to mind read and cut you off with no explanation.
I really needed to listen to this. It describes much of what is happening in life currently, since entering 'the lonely period' after ridding my life of friendships/relationships that were absolutely WRONG for me my entire life. I did not realize it was a thing. I have hope it won't last forever, though it is quite miserable having what you need in life and no one to share it with. My idea, is to keep being the friend I would want to have, while making space only for those who truly belong. Now I have more dialogue to consider and incorporate after listening today. Great examples and stories throughout...these are quite helpful!💎
I'm in the same boat and it's a relief to know I'm not the only one. After doing a lot of work on myself, I jettisoned any friendship that was clearly one-sided, which turned out to be most of them. But I'd rather be alone than put up with people who just take or focus only on themselves. It is lonely though, and hard to meet others who aren't that way.
When I was in my 20's I carried the insecurity I was raised with; doubting my skills and gifts. I attracted a group of people I hung out with, and even though I hung out with them, there was this underlying judgement toward me. I heard things they said behind my back and still hung out due to being able to dissociate from my own pain. I even had two friends tell me they were jealous of me, but I couldn't understand why, and so I just dismissed it until later in life when I realized they used my own insecurities against me due to their jealousy. I had to break with all of these people and it truly empowered me when I finally figured out what they were jealous of and how they hurt me because of it. Nice Video, Thanks :)
You're so accurately describing my life and friendships! The only logical conclusion is that I do have C-ptsd! I learnt about it some years ago, but had no idea that my neurological brain wiring was set up that way, because of not being physically abused, and apparently being 'looked after'. I was emotionally neglected and bullied by my domineering step dad. I've been in deep emotional denial, weed and alcohol helped that end. It's time to learn and grow! Feel what I need to feel. EFT helps me. Thank you soooooooooo much wonderful fairy! I would never have thought it without you and your perspective. Many blessings xxx
I’m most often the one in my friend group that follows through with a call or inquiry to “check in” and my friends will often acknowledge my ability to remember what is special or upsetting to them but they don’t seem to reciprocate
Your videos are so immensely helpful to me as I address my healing from childhood trauma all the way through to adult trauma RELATED to childhood trauma. I am even beginning to understand my mother's trauma and how it contributed to her behavior and parenting style, which is really helpful and contributes to my own healing. CPTSD is complicated. Your insight, personal tells and resolutions have helped so many people searching for answers to their own difficult life issues. You're brave to put it all out there but I am grateful to you for doing just that.
Thank you so much for your kind note, Mary! Glad you are here and healing with us. Julie@TeamFairy
This was very well expressed
Hello, I've been watching a lot of your videos and they have been really helpful. Being in my 40's I'm just starting to understand the things that twisted my mind up the decades and I've been following your advice about relating to other people. It's brought a friend much closer and I've been much happier, however, tonight it went away, not in a dramatic way, not the friendship, but I allowed myself to sink into the unhappiness and regret that made me sad in the past. I became hopeless, depressed, bawling my eyes out and then I saw it. The state that I was in was normal. What I was a couple of hours ago was like supported and happy and I could see the chasm that used to be normal to me, and I had been able to get out of it. I know what it feels like to be out of it and how to get there. If I can identify it, I can change it. :)
I recently went through a limerent episode with someone I'd known of for the better part of three decades. I had no agenda going in other than just expressing my appreciation, and things got off to a promising start, but the weirdness of all that avoidance of human interaction came gushing out and undermined all that goodwill. In reflecting on my interactions with her what keeps coming to the surface was that I really wanted a close platonic friend. One of my many errors, I think, was in mistaking the difference between being a believer and being a people pleaser.
At 14:04 you talk about following up with a phone call and asking about the persons surgery or whatnot, my husband is very, very good at this he remembers every detail of every conversation he’s ever had with people it seems and he’s very good at pretending to care, after 25 years living with his covert narcissistic abuse and everyone else thinking he’s such a gem, whew, I have so many autoimmune diseases (nephritis, in remission, fibromyalgia, interstitial cystitis of the bladder, POTS, and hemorrhagic colitis…I’m trying so hard to get well enough physically to be able to work to support myself or find someone to help my apply for disability (I’ve asked husband several times for help, he refuses to, he says I don’t do a damn thing around here so why should he help) of course I do do a lot I always give 110% whenever I’m physically able to.
How tragic a thing it is when our longtime "good" friends bail in our time of suffering. Finding real friends is the trick.
I’m going to try & ask further, like you said 🙏🏼🌺 Haven’t heard anyone around me ever talk like that though. In my family the men have these huge stories that should be taken with ten grains of salt. At birthdays I always get cut off, bc I’m not ‘allowed’ to speak…. cause what if the (au)tism kicks in 🤷🏻♀️ (so I’d rather help out in the kitchen or cancel).
In general it’s either extremely superficial like everything is going ‘great’ (not good at that) or ppl, even strangers, tell me the most heartfelt stories. I only ‘blab’ when I’m extremely anxious in social situations 😅🙈🙏🏼🌺
I've found that by telling anyone anything about my family or my past makes them look down on me. I've never been an addict, an alcoholic, a deadbeat or led any sort of deviant life. I got my degree under very difficult circumstances, worked hard, have hardly ever been in a bar or club, dont smoke, took care of my children and have always led a quiet and decent life but the moment I disclose anything about my family I see the change in them. Some pull back immediately, others are entrigued, their eyes light up and they ask questions. I know these are the type that have just latched onto a juicy bit of gossip. When I realize this i just don't ever tell them anything personal again. When I run into these people they will always ask about my situation trying to gather more info to share with their friends. Before I realized what they were doing I shared too much and this resulted in my becoming a joke and a"less-than".
I can't help the family situation I was raised in, but it seems that I cannot escape the shame no matter what I do or accomplish.
For example, I discovered last week that my grown daughter who has been ab alcoholic for decades, is now living on the streets. I was devastated but I'm afraid to talk to anyone about it. I know they will judge me as a lowlife. One of "those" people. It seems that I can never escape the curse of my birth or being judged for the behaviour of a family member.
There are some things that are easily empathized with (not judged or entertained by) by someone who's been in the same situation. Have you checked to see if there are support groups locally? A therapist could steer you in the right direction. `Pearls before swine' is an adage about not entrusting precious things to those who lack the capacity to understand that they are precious. With a `friend' who gossips, who needs enemies?
Just tell a therapist and vent to God in prayer most people can’t hold water and delight in suffering amongst others
Finding the balance is the journey itself. Learning how to be selective/cutating a good friend circle
This is true. I have noticed that, although I came from quite a rough background, after I graduated from University and got a City job, I began to change to fit in the work colleagues and I was in the company of. We socialised a lot and I gradually adopted their graces, etiquettes, style of speech and even some clothing choices. Gradually, over the years, I became far more polished. This led to meeting others easily when changing jobs and fitting in easily. I made some very good friends over the years.
I think I'm a pretty good friend. And I'm not the doormat/people pleaser type. But I seem to find myself ending up with 'friends' where I listen, and listen, and listen - and I'm not being listened to, or shown much loyalty. I've certainly had better friendships than that in the past. These days it feels like very hard work.
I lived my life to the maxim "you were given two ears and one mouth so you can listen more than you speak", and it led me to relationships where listening to me was not a priority.
That may be useful as an experiment for a party, sure. But not if carried out for too long.
This is so relevant and valuable for me right now. Thank you!
You are so welcome! I'm glad the video was helpful :) -Calista@TeamFairy
Lol Anna, I did not steal this from your video, but I did want to say that that shade of blue looks really lovely on you 🙂 Thank you for this video - I have a reeeeeeeally hard time letting anyone in. Since I've been following your guidelines, though, I've been able to connect to a few people and I'm really working hard to cultivate a deep and meaningful friendship with each of them. Its hard, and it can be triggering, but the effort is paying off and I'm LEARNING (!!!) and growing! Thank you for helping me, and hundreds of thousands of others, to live a more serene and fulfilling life. ♥
Mam you were speaking directly to me in this one lol! Thank you
Glad you're here! -Calista@TeamFairy
I'm sobbing good tears because you are describing my life. Thank you. Thank you so much. Your site is like no other.
I tend to give too much and talk too much b/c I had no voice for the first 30 years of my life. However I am a good listener and am learning to make the meeting more about them than me more often.
Love listening to your content. Very insightful. Greetings from Venezuela. :)
I'm so happy to hear that! Thank you for taking the time to comment :) -Calista@TeamFairy
Clean compliment? Noted. Excellent vocab from an amazing person
Thank you for this Anna ❤ so insightful and yes, it's a topic that's really not dealt with widely or well elsewhere. Would be good to have more on this subject, for example what to do you if you find yourself immediately liking people then starting to find fault with them, and dumping them, as a regular pattern. Also, how to overcome being triggered by the happy lives and achievements of people. And jealousy - another issue not much addressed in the context of friends and potential friendships, but a real human emotion we were taught made us horrible children instead of normal children with normal emotions and needs. Sending love and healing to all 😘
Thank you! I was taught there’s no such thing as friends, that everyone just wants something from everybody they say they’re friends with. But I’ve always valued friendships because they taught me a more realistic world view!
I recently met a girl from a neighborhood, witty, funny, I was delighted!. We were laughing and it was interesting to talk to her and she had an ear for me for sure, although it is big age difference, it didn't matter, it seems like we "recognized" each other! And she invited me to go out with her and her boyfriend. Oh my goodness! She was dressed as somebody who wanted troubles, her boyfriend couldn't move an inch further from her (he even didn't want to go out, but went because of it!), plus in a public transport (the whole thing lasted more than half an hour!) she was talking to some acquaintance - al.the.time and it seemed as she was with him, not with us. Plus her boyfriend opened to me, all bitter, that she ordered him to refuse some job that he needed to go to another country for, job he liked and looking forward to!! She told him: work or me and he accepted not to go (although they are not wealthy, far from that and the job was well paid!). Later her friend, a girl asked her about it, and she gave explanation, something like; well they called him yesterday to take a flight today, this is not nice behavior. That friend and me said; - so what?? I was totally appalled and speechless and I was looking forward to never to see her again!
Thank you for this amazing free content. More helpful than expensive therapist. You’re are doing a great service!
We moved every year or less, changing schools, homes, states...I make so many of these mistakes. I'm more likely to show up for the hard stuff but hate to show up for the weddings and baby showers.... Forwarding to my children😁
Thank you for this, it's a relief to know it's a learnable skill not some talent or grace some people receive and that I'm irreparably broken.
I love your videos! I too have done that experiment and had the same results - people LOVE to talk but few care enough to listen. Finding good friends takes time, commitment and willingness to NOT jump in because I'm lonely. I love your idea of making a list of traits you absolutely need in friendship and being willing to follow through - that's why I recommend support groups like Al-Anon because this stuff gets hard without enough support. Great video as usual!
This is really wonderful advice. I would add though, not to dismiss people too soon. A lot of us can be at a loss how to help during bad times or we cocoon when we are suffering or exhausted. So a quick call or text may be all we ourselves have to give at the moment. Life and friendships can ebb and flows... but those texts should probably explain and it shouldn't be too often. Reliability is important. If it is alot of cancellations then put people in the light friendship category, at least for the time being.
A movie can be a good way to connect if you hang out and talk about it afterward, and it gives a focus to the conversation.
Great episode and topic. Would love to see follow up on this, more riffing on the subject and further advice would be greatly appreciated
I need to work on being a better friend. I usually don’t have blowouts, but the relationship just ends up fizzling out, and I start to see things that I don’t like about them, or bug me. sometimes I feel like I’m being too overly critical of others, but I can’t help it.
Thanks so much for this. I always keep people at a distance, though I am generally well-liked. I want to get closer, but my trauma always stops me. I've felt embarrassed about this. My mother used to close the door in visitor's faces and never left home if she could avoid it. There is progress in me, but I want more. I cut off the hurtful relationships years ago and am in a holding mode now.
This is such a great video. I just started exploring this topic with my counselor today …how to choose friends. Love it. ❤
Great video. Made me realize I do talk about me and about half listening to others. I have had a lot of trauma in my life and a lot of people just came and went. Went to a a lot of different schools and constantly having to leave my friends growing up. A lot of jobs I had ended for many reasons.
Thank you!!! In my quest to have a healthy romantic relationship I am going to learn to be a good friend first. I want my partner to be my best friend. Thank you Fairy❤
Reciprocity. Something I want to learn. Thank you, Fairy!
Recently I came across a surprising chart listing what degrees of closeness mean. It said it was ok to ask for help to move from any type from acquaintance to an intimate. This shocked me as I always believed you only help move your closest friends.
Now I don't know what a close friend is any more.