As an ex NHS administrator the lack of 'bedside' manner and communication never fails to amaze me. If he has the results it is mental abuse to leave you waiting. Take care, live life to the full whatever.
This must be so hard. We had to wait for 2 weeks for our son's diagnosis, and that felt like torture. I can't imagine not knowing after 7 weeks. (my son did not have cancer, which I am so grateful for)
Elreann, "no news is good news" was my nana's favourite saying at times of stress, so I'm hoping for the best for you. My love and prayers that keep you strong and positive 🙏 🤗 💕x
I’m so glad you found comfort from those 3 subscribers. I’m praying for your complete remission. I’ll pray for peace while you wait for your appointment!
I understand what you're going through. my brother had his surgery two weeks before you did and, they still don't know. And has not started his treatment yet, other than meds for seizures.
I discovered I had a tumor in March last year, I had a craniotomy and I experienced what you are going through. It's very difficult not to know if you have cancer or not and I know that all the torrent of thoughts eats away at the soul. After six weeks, I received a soul-soothing message: I didn't have cancer. Even better: I didn't have a tumor, but rather the rupture of a gigantic AVM that, unfortunately, killed part of my brain and made my neurosurgeon believe that I had a tumor that was bleeding. Everyone who goes through similar episodes (tumor, aneurysm, AVM, bleeding or any other event that affects the brain) begins to see life from a different perspective and reconsiders priorities and thoughts. I really hope that you have the best prognosis possible and that, in the future, you can look back on everything you've been through and be proud that you won this battle.
wow I'm so sorry you had to go through that but I'm very glad to hear it wasn't cancer. Thank you for sharing and such a lovely comment ☺ I'm hoping you're feeling great now and proud of yourself for what you've been through!
@@casw1883 When I had the hemorrhage, the auditory cortex and Wernicke's area were affected. I couldn't understand spoken language, and when I tried to speak, the words didn't make sense. My internal monologue was intact and I was able to think normally, just a little confused due to the seizure and the medications (they started giving me corticosteroids to combat the toxicity of the blood that was in contact with the brain parenchyma). I could also read and understand everything. After 5 days of bleeding, I had a craniotomy and a mass (which, at first, was a tumor) measuring 2.5x2.5x2.5cm was removed. This removed mass was part of my Wernicke's area and auditory cortex (to a lesser extent). Due to the depth of the lesion, part of the white matter was also removed (more specifically, the arcuate fasciculus (AF) and superior longitudinal fasciculus (SLF)). With the lack of fascicles, I have a small (nowadays) difficulty in speaking and writing, placing me as a sufferer of conduction aphasia and dyslexia. Neuroplasticity helped me a lot and continues to help me, but I still suffer from paraphasias and it is still very difficult to repeat (I understand everything, but I can't repeat) sentences or understand sequences of numbers (which need to be broken into smaller parts). There's a good chance I'll become a neurosurgeon. As I mentioned in my original comment, anyone who goes through situations like the one I went through begins life with different eyes. I always liked neuroscience and what happened to me lit a fire in me. As I ''lost'' my English, there will probably be grammar errors, but I imagine it is possible to understand everything. I uploaded the first MRI (before surgery) and one post-surgery. Feel free to ask me anything. imgur.com/a/WWh2ep4
Please remember, no one knows how long we will be here on this planet. I hope you get good news, but regardless of what they say, live your life to the fullest. No one really knows. 💕💕💕
I am sorry that you’re having to endure this! I’m a Registered Nurse in Los Angeles and hearing that you’re doctor has biopsy results and is making you wait another week is infuriating! Personally, I would request get an earlier telephonic appt to review the Pathology. Speak with the Office Manager and explain that you may need to move back to Ireland and cannot wait a week if you are moving to start planning based on the Pathology results 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
@@coriannevlogs8231 I can tell you what is going on in Russia. For $50 you can get an MRI and the result today. Honestly I don't even get how you live like this.
It's horrible it's taking so long to get you a proper diagnosis, it must be so stressful. Crossing my fingers you get a "good" result, sending best wishes your way.
I feel waiting seven weeks for results is unacceptable. If they don't know what type of tumor it is, they could at least tell you what they've ruled out so far. I hate the way this has been handled, but admire how you've handled the situation so much ❤️.
Eireann, I discovered you through your viral video and now I'm waiting everyday so nervous for you. There are so many people who care about you who haven't even met you, but would love to. Sending lots of love from Spain and manifesting positive news!
I’m a pediatric oncology icu nurse and I have seen so many kids/teens/young adults throughout their cancer journey. One of my patients told me he was grateful for his cancer because it taught him what was important to him in life. Perhaps this journey will show you that being close to family is what you value most. I wish you all the luck next week and will continue to follow your journey.
thank you so much for sharing this ❤ I 100% agree. Going through this has put everything in my life into perspective without a doubt. Thank you for your kind words :)
My uncle passed 3 decades ago from A brain tumor . He was in his 30s. He waited and waited for results yet his condition deteriorated as the months went on. His speech, movement from his left side of his body were affected. I see you in a different boat. You look awesome, no speech or movement issues. Prayers for good results. Take care
I'm so so sorry that he went through that. That is so awful I'm sorry your family had to see that. Thank you for your kind words and I will be saying a wee prayer for your uncle and family tonight ❤
Your mental clarity and groundedness in such times of uncertainty is absolutely incredible and a real inspiration to many, myself included! You have been in my thoughts since I stumbled upon your first video regarding the tumour. I really pray that it's good news for you next week. Sending Love and support. -Eddy from Belfast, NI
I wish healthcare folks would watch these videos to get a sense of the importance of not making a person wait on results that are currently available. Find a way to have someone go over the results sooner rather than later. Good luck next Thursday, sending positive energy your way.
As I'm suffering a fatal brain disease and already undergone twice major brain surgeries I am confident to repeat this phrase to you as my Neurosurgeon says "HOPE FOR THE BEST,BE READY FOR THE WORST" Yes this is a horrible line to hear but the REALITY to us having this. Before heading to surgeries we positively waited for my MRI result, we expected for a good news but instead a bad result came. I had no other choice other than to accept the truth,faced my 2 times very risky major brain surgeries and Now 16 months after,still on recovery state and struggling still due to the surgeries post complications that most is lifetime but I WILL TELL YOU I AM HAVING NOW A BETTER QUALITY OF LIFE compared my life before with severe continues headache. We can do it!💪,my hugs and prayers from Philippines🙏💚
Don't worry about this words if the doctor want to see you, because sometimes it is not bad , a few months ago, I was waiting like you for the results, in my case was the breast, and when the nurse call me and said that the doctor want to see me and talk about the results I was shocked, I was only thinking about my kids , and that I'm only 36 years old,but thanks to God and all prayers, I took only a anti inflammatory for a couple of months. Be strong and God bless you. Big hugs from Italy.
What an awful feeling the unknown is, especially when it concerns your health. Sending as many positive vibes as i can summon over to you in Canada for a grand outcome on thursday.
You are so incredibly brave! I know how it feels to not know and it's horrible, I had a brain MRI last summer and the wait to find out whether or not my head is okay was horrible, turns out I have an AVM in my brain and now have to wait another 6-7 months to have treatment because our NHS just isn't the fastest, living with a ticking time bomb in my head is hell, I can't imagine how you're feeling but keep strong, you got this!!!
I'm so so sorry that's what you're going through right now. I know that you're SO strong and you're going to be so proud of yourself when you get through this scary situation. Hopefully they can rush that for you and get you in as soon as possible!
@@diaryofeireann Thank you for the kind words!! We’ll both be okay in the long run I’m sure of it! I really appreciate the videos you’ve made about your recovery from craniotomy since I’ll probably have to have one as well and it’s great to have someone explain the process and recovery etc, I wish you all the best and good luck! Thank you for being here!! :)
I cannot imagine how difficult waiting this long has been for you. I would be a raving lunatic by now! I waited 2 weeks for pathology on my dog's spleen tumor, and that was so hard. Then, had to wait another 20 days to get a final diagnosis, but that is NOTHING compared to your wait. Will keep you in my thoughts and prayers for a proper diagnosis, and also for one that is benign!
@@diaryofeireann Believe it or not, she really WAS a wee dog - 5 lb. chihuahua! But, our final diagnosis wasn't as bad as it could be. It was a very rare indolent (slow-progressing) b-cell lymphoma. She's had follow-up ultrasounds for a year, and she's still cancer free and doing GREAT! We are crossing all fingers and paws for you to receive good news next week!
Hey, I personally think it's a good sign that the surgeon wants to speak to you face to face! People's health needs to be treated with the upmost respect, and I think face-to-face contact means that the surgeon really cares! I'm praying for the best news possible
My 29 year old son just had his second brain tumor removed. First one was at 6 years old, recovered fine. This time was a long 9 week recovery and still needs a few more weeks before returning to work. Praying for positive results. Stay strong. We decided he needs scans twice a year going forward. Bless you.
I'm so so sorry that he is going through that right now. He is incredibly strong and I'm sure you should be so proud of him. Twice a year is definitely a good call I would love to do the same. I will be saying a wee prayer tonight for both yourself and your son so that this is the last time you go through this ❤
I feel so bad that you are still waiting for your pathology results, but am also hopeful that the news will be positive since you are being made to wait an additional week. The surgeon should have made the time for you and not let this drag out any longer. I think I would have parked myself in his waiting room until he spoke to me. 🥴 We are all praying for good news. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Hi Eireann, waiting is the hardest thing! Especially when it's about such an important thing as your health. I'm praying you get solid answers and not ones that just leave you with more questions. Love, from Karen in Cloverdale, Indiana
I would ring the neurologist again. you will no doubt get their PA/Assistant. Ask repeatedly, you need an earlier appointment or some feedback. Explain this is affecting your daily life and mental health. I had to do this a few times after my surgery. I was very persistant. ❤
Thank you for sharing your journey. A mass was found in my mom’s brain and the up coming surgery is stressing me out. Seeing your amazing recovery is helping me have peace. Praying for your complete recovery.
Keep strong! I live in Ontario and our healthcare system takes an abysmally long time for diagnoses and in general really. Praying for favorable results and good luck on the move back to Ireland whenever that happens :)
So sorry you guys have to deal with your government run healthcare system. I don't want to make this political but here in the states our private healthcare system is comparably very fast despite its many other issues. Best of luck
I cannot even imagine going 7 weeks and not knowing. I would be an utter wreck! I am praying you receive good news. I completely understand re: face to face making you nervous. I don’t blame you for feeling you need to be near family. I have am a dual citizen of the US and Greece. I actually want to live in Greece full time but my mum is older & she doesn’t want to live abroad. I can’t do it while she’s still here. You don’t get that time back with your loved ones so even if the news is good, I completely understand wanting to be near loved ones. Sending you a big hug & well wishes!
I hope that you get the best possible news on Thursday. Please don’t go to the appointment by yourself. If Devon can’t go with you, take a good friend. If you need radiation and chemo, we’ll be rooting and praying for you, but whatever the diagnosis - you’ve got this! I think that the fact that you look and sound so good, with no deterioration in your condition - and the fact that the doctor didn’t rush you in for the results, is good news. ❤
Hang in there Eireann,were all here right beside you,good or bad.When you go back home please keep your channel going ok? all my thoughts and prayers,Carolyn xoxox
Hi Carolyn this comment is so lovely :) I started my channel originally to have somewhere to store my memories and look back on things so I definitely will keep my channel. Thank you ❤
Éireann, I hope the appointment goes well for you. They don't usually give a final diagnosis over the phone, but one never knows. No matter how it goes, there is no guarantee of any kind. Good or bad, it's still a toss up for us all. Just live your life because it's the only thing anyone can do. The world loves you. Everything will be okay. 💕💕💕
Today I watched your vlog while my daughter was undergoing chemo. She is 26 years young. And today she received amazing news and she only has 3 more days of treatment! My advice to you (which you can take or leave) is to rest (ad you are still healing from a big surgery), pray, eat something delicious, hug your pets and your sweet Devon, journal and stay as calm as possible (not easy) as you await your appointment. Receive all of the positive energy being sent your way from around the world! I pray that you are able to withstand the long waiting game…you are almost there. Everything will fall into place for you, even if it doesn’t feel like it at this moment. God will take every little worry and turn it all around for you. Prayers from Ohio, US…just a few hours away from you! 💛🙏🏼🫶
wow you're so so strong. I'm so glad to hear that you're in remission! Clearly you're killing it :) I will say a wee prayr for you tonight that you never ever have to deal with it again
It must be such a stressful time for you and your loved ones. I truly admire you for all your patience, strength and just the way you eloquently talk about your thoughts and experiences. I do have the same thoughts as you; if the situation was critical then you would be called in asap. So i am hoping and praying its the news you are hoping for. You are such a beautiful, elegant and caring young woman and i wish you all the best for Thursday. So many of us are praying for you darling. Stay strong, you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers ❤.
Also, I thought of something else…. Every time a dr walks in your room, ask for a business card! In the future, If multiple drs are involved, write down which dr prescribed what medication. When they say cancer patients work around the clock, “they” mean it! We found it easier to get a bound note book and journal each day when there is an encounter with a dr. After years of treatment it got a bit confusing to us all. (My brother, mom and I) I hope they can diagnose you soon. Best of luck. I’m still hanging in there for you and praying for you as well. You got this!! 😊
I’ve had my share of health issues, but speaking specifically about cancer diagnosis, appointments and stuff. I think, speaking strictly from my own experiences, that you are 100% right about the appointment being made for next week. I knew the answer before I got to my doctor based on the quick appointment date. I really think, if it is bad, you’d be there today. I mean, they should understand the amount of stress this length of wait has caused and get those answers to you today anyway, I would probably be feeling a lot irritated. But you are handling it with good energy grace and positivity . I’ll be watching for good news. ❤️
thank you so much for your kind words and reassurance❤and thank you for sharing your experience I'm so sorry to hear that you've had a lot of health issues. I will be praying for you tonight that your health is great and you have no further problems. You should be so proud of yourself for getting through every challenge you've faced :)
So frustrating they are making you wait! Good or bad news it is unconscionable to make you worry for one minute longer than necessary! The doctors do this all the time, though. One doctor did it to my husband last year (in the US.) Wanted us to wait a month to get updated results from a CT lung scan and we already knew he was fighting a terminal scarring disease. I just had a thought. If bad news, they probably would not make you wait, because it would be important to start treatment right away. I know you can feel all the good wishes, love, concern, and prayers. May the support give you the strength to function with confidence and peace of mind if the news is not good. If you have to move back to Ireland, I hope the process is not complicated. I know your family and friends will welcome you with open arms. And you now have friends all over the world! Thinking of you and hoping for good news. ❤️
I don’t know you Eirann, but your accent makes me feel a connection with you. I too am from the north of Ireland and will pray for you as you walk this path. It must be so hard but you come across as a strong girl who has thought through the options for you. You also have a supportive partner. I will pray for you. The waiting and not knowing is definitely the hardest thing. Xx🙏❤️💕 God bless you xx
Praise God for all of your healing! He is really taking care of you through all of this. I recently found out that I probably have a brain tumor. I am in the early stages of testing, so I don't know much about it yet. I found your videos and your attitude about all that you are going through has really helped me. I pray that you continue to heal and that God gives you peace knowing that He will always be there for you through everything you are going through. Jesus has given me so much peace with what I am about to go through as well. I am scared, but I know He will give me strength to get through it, and I know He will continue to give you strength as well. God bless you!
Hi there, I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through this right now. I know how stressful that is but you've got this :) I will be praying for you tonight that everything moves quickly for you and easily. If you have any questions at all I am here for you ❤ Please try not to worry too much.
@@diaryofeireann thank you Éireann for you kind words, encouragement and prayers. I appreciate that so much. I will find out more tomorrow whether or not I do. I have a really strong feeling that I do have a brain tumor, I have had symptoms for many years, that I did not know were symptoms until now. I pray that yours is not cancerous, and mine as well. Stay strong, Jesus will help us both through this. Thank you again, I will keep you in my prayers. 💕
My primary care will do this a lot - randomly saying he needs to speak in person. There are just some things doctors prefer to discuss face-to-face, not necessarily bad things. Just important things! A nurse at my doctor’s office once told me not to worry too much, because if it was something BAD, that he would be like get in the office asap. Sounds to me like your doctor wants to have a good thorough talk on where you’re at in your journey, is all. I pray you are holding up okay, do not downplay your feelings during this time ❤ They are valid. Sending love from my family to yours. I keep checking back frequently for updates - you are not in this alone. We are all with you and checking on ya like a bestie
Thank you for the update, I am so sorry that you are still waiting for the detailed diagnosis, that is rubbish. Please stay positive, thinking of you ❤
Hello Eireann! I hope you will soon receive good new❤ If not I highly recommend you to get treatment in Ireland. I spent 4 years in Canada and my health was significantly declining, I didn’t receive a proper treatment, was misdiagnosed so many times. I was blessed with an opportunity to return back to Europe and get the treatment I required. Never ever again I will reside in Canada. My husband is Canadian and he will never return back home due to absolutely failed healthcare system. You are young and beautiful and I wish you good luck and a long happy healthy life ❤
I am not a believer but, in my own way, I pray for you 🤞. As many other have said, your resilience is outstanding. I really hope results come out good and this year brings you all the health, love and good things you definitely deserve. Stay strong 🤍
I cannot fathom this waiting. That has to be torture!!! You are handling this with such grace and poise. Will keep you in prayers. I DO think it's a GREAT sign they are waiting a week. They may just want to see you in person because you still need treatment and they want to go over a lot. But time will tell, but you are just beautiful inside and out. Will continue to pray for your healing and long life
Woohoo glad to see I found this video cause the one I just watched you still had the tumour. I will keep praying for you of course I said that 5 minutes ago on a video from a month ago. Still the point is their we will all wish you and your boyfriend all the best. Live as much as you can everyday. Modern medicine has advanced so very much have faith and know around the world people care.
Please stay positive , it will be good news . Girl get on a flight and go home as soon as you can . Having family support is priceless . Ask for copies of all your medcal reports and xrays so it will be an easier transition when you get home. Good luck
I know we only see you in your videos but you come across so full of life and healthy that it just has to be ok!! Recovering from a craniotomy isn’t easy and your going through added emotional stress. You are so kind in your videos so I’ll be the mean one and say that Im pretty ticked off at your neurosurgeon ! There is a thing called Empathy. Positive thoughts and prayers have been sent your way since I saw your first video. ❤
You are a very self possessed self aware young woman Eireann. I don’t think I’d be as outwardly positive as you under the same circumstances ( although I know you do have your moments where you’re scared too). Thankyou so much for sharing your experience with us…. You have my greatest respect . Know you are in my prayers often. Live in the light honey. Xo
We continue to pray for you and your family. I think Med folks have to quit leaving people hanging. It is horrible waiting to hear what they have to say. Wishing you the best in your future move. There is nothing like family. Take care, thinking of you and your family.
From simply getting a Bunny across a border to the journey of a Visa or tumor - your journey has been informative, passionate, & Strengthening.❤ Many thanks for sharing it
What a difficult time for you. Good decision re going back home. Manifesting to the universe and God it was a blip and nothing to worry about in your future xx ❤
I know how waiting a week to talk to a nurse about my pituitary tumor felt, so I may have some idea of your experience, but only an idea. Sending much love and good vibes your way from the Colorado Rockies. Your sharing has me thinking I should share some things too. So thank you for being willing to shine a light and be a light in dark places and challenging times.
I'm praying for you to not have cancer!! I'll also pray that you'll be blessed with great strength and courage throughout this ordeal. It will be alright and take care Eirean.
7 weeks on…..you look and sound really well. No cognition problems? Today is a good day? Everyday is a good day unless you have new problems. Science or the lack of is causing you stress. Focus on your return to home, now that is exciting! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Thanks for the update! Prayers are for you every day! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 My son is traveling to Ireland in May, I am glad you are going home! Family is everything!🩷🩷🩷❣
I'm so sorry to hear this. I truly hope you get the results you are hoping for. God is with you, as well as all of us. Even if the situation seems bad, He is still with us. I have hope for you that everything is well and that you have nothing to worry about. Yes, let us hope that this year is better than the last. God bless you, Éireann. I have told some friends about my situation and said the same, about waiting for the pathology results. One of the guys said, "That must be stressful." I was like "Nah, not really." So just stay positive and focus on Jesus. Give Him your burdens. None of us can do anything alone! Don't get me wrong, I still get nervous too! 😅sweaty hands and all lol, but keep Him in your mind. He will get you through anything.❤
Prayers for good news. I definitely support your desire to be near family back in Ireland. Very smart idea. But if its complex and you think you need more options please consider the USA. For all its many flaws and challenges its still bar none the best healthcare in the world. Canadian pts in my experience are always in shock at the speed and dept of care they receive in the US without constantly being put off and slid to the back of the line waiting for answers that never come. All the best, we are all cheering for you!
this is for sure frustrating but i guess being frustrated is the last thing you'd want to be, hopefully it is a good outcome when he tells you the results. It would make sense to me too that if it was something important with bad results he would've settled an appointment as soon as possible so that you don't waste your time, I really hope its good news 🙏🏼🫂❤️ stay strong!
Ah, this is such a bummer! But one thing I've learned over the years is that pathology is a very inexact science. You get three or four pathologists looking at a tissue sample and you'll often get three or four different opinions. The doctors can't tell you what your future is because they don't really know. And no doctor should be telling you any bad news because there have been many in your exact position who have done very well and lived very long lives. You have such a positive, healthy aura about you I absolutely see you in that category.
Dear Eireann, I pray for you that everything will be fine and that you will live many many happy years because you are such a warm and beautiful woman!!! please for you!!!!!! god is good
I've been there, and sucks. Not religious, but sending all my power and positive energy from Spain. Waiting to hear the good news soon ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I'm feeling nervous but positive about Thursday since recording this! Hopefully it's good news 😊
Best wishes for good news, recovery, and good health. Sending love from California. ❤
Good luck and best wishes for good news!
fingers crossed ❤ sending positive energy 🙏🏻🙏🏻
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Hope you get good news! 🙏🫶🏻 Stay positive ❤
As an ex NHS administrator the lack of 'bedside' manner and communication never fails to amaze me. If he has the results it is mental abuse to leave you waiting. Take care, live life to the full whatever.
This must be so hard. We had to wait for 2 weeks for our son's diagnosis, and that felt like torture. I can't imagine not knowing after 7 weeks. (my son did not have cancer, which I am so grateful for)
that's great I'm so happy to hear that and hope he's okay :)
Thank god. Seriously screw cancer.
Yep. I had a slight suspicion for cancer for a week and it was the most stressful week of my life😬 I hope things turn out well for you
Elreann, "no news is good news" was my nana's favourite saying at times of stress, so I'm hoping for the best for you. My love and prayers that keep you strong and positive 🙏 🤗 💕x
She was 100% right ❤️ thank you so much ☺️
I’m so glad you found comfort from those 3 subscribers. I’m praying for your complete remission. I’ll pray for peace while you wait for your appointment!
thank you so much ❤️
I understand what you're going through. my brother had his surgery two weeks before you did and, they still don't know. And has not started his treatment yet, other than meds for seizures.
I discovered I had a tumor in March last year, I had a craniotomy and I experienced what you are going through. It's very difficult not to know if you have cancer or not and I know that all the torrent of thoughts eats away at the soul. After six weeks, I received a soul-soothing message: I didn't have cancer. Even better: I didn't have a tumor, but rather the rupture of a gigantic AVM that, unfortunately, killed part of my brain and made my neurosurgeon believe that I had a tumor that was bleeding.
Everyone who goes through similar episodes (tumor, aneurysm, AVM, bleeding or any other event that affects the brain) begins to see life from a different perspective and reconsiders priorities and thoughts.
I really hope that you have the best prognosis possible and that, in the future, you can look back on everything you've been through and be proud that you won this battle.
wow I'm so sorry you had to go through that but I'm very glad to hear it wasn't cancer. Thank you for sharing and such a lovely comment ☺ I'm hoping you're feeling great now and proud of yourself for what you've been through!
curious neuroscience student here, but what part of your brain died and what has it been like dealing with that?
@@casw1883 When I had the hemorrhage, the auditory cortex and Wernicke's area were affected. I couldn't understand spoken language, and when I tried to speak, the words didn't make sense. My internal monologue was intact and I was able to think normally, just a little confused due to the seizure and the medications (they started giving me corticosteroids to combat the toxicity of the blood that was in contact with the brain parenchyma). I could also read and understand everything. After 5 days of bleeding, I had a craniotomy and a mass (which, at first, was a tumor) measuring 2.5x2.5x2.5cm was removed. This removed mass was part of my Wernicke's area and auditory cortex (to a lesser extent). Due to the depth of the lesion, part of the white matter was also removed (more specifically, the arcuate fasciculus (AF) and superior longitudinal fasciculus (SLF)). With the lack of fascicles, I have a small (nowadays) difficulty in speaking and writing, placing me as a sufferer of conduction aphasia and dyslexia. Neuroplasticity helped me a lot and continues to help me, but I still suffer from paraphasias and it is still very difficult to repeat (I understand everything, but I can't repeat) sentences or understand sequences of numbers (which need to be broken into smaller parts).
There's a good chance I'll become a neurosurgeon. As I mentioned in my original comment, anyone who goes through situations like the one I went through begins life with different eyes. I always liked neuroscience and what happened to me lit a fire in me.
As I ''lost'' my English, there will probably be grammar errors, but I imagine it is possible to understand everything.
I uploaded the first MRI (before surgery) and one post-surgery. Feel free to ask me anything.
imgur.com/a/WWh2ep4
Please remember, no one knows how long we will be here on this planet. I hope you get good news, but regardless of what they say, live your life to the fullest. No one really knows. 💕💕💕
you're 100% right. Thank you so much for this comment ❤️
I am sorry that you’re having to endure this! I’m a Registered Nurse in Los Angeles and hearing that you’re doctor has biopsy results and is making you wait another week is infuriating!
Personally, I would request get an earlier telephonic appt to review the Pathology.
Speak with the Office Manager and explain that you may need to move back to Ireland and cannot wait a week if you are moving to start planning based on the Pathology results 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
We are extremely blessed in the US to have the healthcare we do. People complain but they have no idea what goes on elsewhere in the world
@@coriannevlogs8231 If you can afford it!
@@coriannevlogs8231 I can tell you what is going on in Russia. For $50 you can get an MRI and the result today. Honestly I don't even get how you live like this.
It's horrible it's taking so long to get you a proper diagnosis, it must be so stressful. Crossing my fingers you get a "good" result, sending best wishes your way.
thank you :)
I feel waiting seven weeks for results is unacceptable. If they don't know what type of tumor it is, they could at least tell you what they've ruled out so far. I hate the way this has been handled, but admire how you've handled the situation so much ❤️.
thank you❤
Eireann, I discovered you through your viral video and now I'm waiting everyday so nervous for you. There are so many people who care about you who haven't even met you, but would love to. Sending lots of love from Spain and manifesting positive news!
thank you so so much ❤I'm so jealous you're in Spain lol! I lived in Alicante for a year when I was wee and we love to go to Spain every Summer :)
I’m a pediatric oncology icu nurse and I have seen so many kids/teens/young adults throughout their cancer journey. One of my patients told me he was grateful for his cancer because it taught him what was important to him in life. Perhaps this journey will show you that being close to family is what you value most. I wish you all the luck next week and will continue to follow your journey.
thank you so much for sharing this ❤ I 100% agree. Going through this has put everything in my life into perspective without a doubt. Thank you for your kind words :)
My uncle passed 3 decades ago from A brain tumor . He was in his 30s. He waited and waited for results yet his condition deteriorated as the months went on. His speech, movement from his left side of his body were affected. I see you in a different boat. You look awesome, no speech or movement issues. Prayers for good results. Take care
I'm so so sorry that he went through that. That is so awful I'm sorry your family had to see that. Thank you for your kind words and I will be saying a wee prayer for your uncle and family tonight ❤
Your mental clarity and groundedness in such times of uncertainty is absolutely incredible and a real inspiration to many, myself included! You have been in my thoughts since I stumbled upon your first video regarding the tumour. I really pray that it's good news for you next week. Sending Love and support.
-Eddy from Belfast, NI
aw Eddy thank you so much for such a lovely comment it means so much to me :)
PS I miss Belfast lol I'm so jealous!!
I wish healthcare folks would watch these videos to get a sense of the importance of not making a person wait on results that are currently available.
Find a way to have someone go over the results sooner rather than later.
Good luck next Thursday, sending positive energy your way.
I am genuinely in awe, your resilience is staggering. I wish you all the health, happiness and love in the world.
this is such a lovely comment ❤ thank you so so much!
As I'm suffering a fatal brain disease and already undergone twice major brain surgeries I am confident to repeat this phrase to you as my Neurosurgeon says "HOPE FOR THE BEST,BE READY FOR THE WORST" Yes this is a horrible line to hear but the REALITY to us having this. Before heading to surgeries we positively waited for my MRI result, we expected for a good news but instead a bad result came. I had no other choice other than to accept the truth,faced my 2 times very risky major brain surgeries and Now 16 months after,still on recovery state and struggling still due to the surgeries post complications that most is lifetime but I WILL TELL YOU I AM HAVING NOW A BETTER QUALITY OF LIFE compared my life before with severe continues headache. We can do it!💪,my hugs and prayers from Philippines🙏💚
Don't worry about this words if the doctor want to see you, because sometimes it is not bad , a few months ago, I was waiting like you for the results, in my case was the breast, and when the nurse call me and said that the doctor want to see me and talk about the results I was shocked, I was only thinking about my kids , and that I'm only 36 years old,but thanks to God and all prayers, I took only a anti inflammatory for a couple of months.
Be strong and God bless you. Big hugs from Italy.
That's great news I'm so happy for you but I understand that must of been such a scary situation. Thank you :)
What an awful feeling the unknown is, especially when it concerns your health. Sending as many positive vibes as i can summon over to you in Canada for a grand outcome on thursday.
Aye I can't wait for that feeling to be gone :) thank you so much
You are so incredibly brave! I know how it feels to not know and it's horrible, I had a brain MRI last summer and the wait to find out whether or not my head is okay was horrible, turns out I have an AVM in my brain and now have to wait another 6-7 months to have treatment because our NHS just isn't the fastest, living with a ticking time bomb in my head is hell, I can't imagine how you're feeling but keep strong, you got this!!!
I'm so so sorry that's what you're going through right now. I know that you're SO strong and you're going to be so proud of yourself when you get through this scary situation. Hopefully they can rush that for you and get you in as soon as possible!
@@diaryofeireann Thank you for the kind words!! We’ll both be okay in the long run I’m sure of it! I really appreciate the videos you’ve made about your recovery from craniotomy since I’ll probably have to have one as well and it’s great to have someone explain the process and recovery etc, I wish you all the best and good luck! Thank you for being here!! :)
@@BobbyVMedia of course!! Everything will be grand so don't worry :) I'm here if you have any questions at all
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I’m praying for you 💜 I can’t imagine the frustration, fear, and stress. You’re brave and strong.
thank you so so much ❤️
Wishing you a full recovery! ❤
thank you ❤️
I cannot imagine how difficult waiting this long has been for you. I would be a raving lunatic by now! I waited 2 weeks for pathology on my dog's spleen tumor, and that was so hard. Then, had to wait another 20 days to get a final diagnosis, but that is NOTHING compared to your wait. Will keep you in my thoughts and prayers for a proper diagnosis, and also for one that is benign!
Omg your poor wee dog I'm so sorry :( aye definitely the hardest 7 weeks of my life to be honest. It's 8 weeks tomorrow! Thank you ❤️
@@diaryofeireann Believe it or not, she really WAS a wee dog - 5 lb. chihuahua! But, our final diagnosis wasn't as bad as it could be. It was a very rare indolent (slow-progressing) b-cell lymphoma. She's had follow-up ultrasounds for a year, and she's still cancer free and doing GREAT! We are crossing all fingers and paws for you to receive good news next week!
Awe. Crossing your fingers and paws. So cute!
Hello sweetheart I am a grandmother and wish to give you a grandma hug. Praying for you.
Hey, I personally think it's a good sign that the surgeon wants to speak to you face to face! People's health needs to be treated with the upmost respect, and I think face-to-face contact means that the surgeon really cares! I'm praying for the best news possible
My 29 year old son just had his second brain tumor removed. First one was at 6 years old, recovered fine. This time was a long 9 week recovery and still needs a few more weeks before returning to work. Praying for positive results. Stay strong. We decided he needs scans twice a year going forward. Bless you.
I'm so so sorry that he is going through that right now. He is incredibly strong and I'm sure you should be so proud of him. Twice a year is definitely a good call I would love to do the same. I will be saying a wee prayer tonight for both yourself and your son so that this is the last time you go through this ❤
I feel so bad that you are still waiting for your pathology results, but am also hopeful that the news will be positive since you are being made to wait an additional week. The surgeon should have made the time for you and not let this drag out any longer. I think I would have parked myself in his waiting room until he spoke to me. 🥴 We are all praying for good news. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Hi Eireann, waiting is the hardest thing! Especially when it's about such an important thing as your health. I'm praying you get solid answers and not ones that just leave you with more questions. Love, from Karen in Cloverdale, Indiana
Hi Karen thank you for your kind words ☺❤
It's always good to pray and to be positive
I would ring the neurologist again. you will no doubt get their PA/Assistant. Ask repeatedly, you need an earlier appointment or some feedback. Explain this is affecting your daily life and mental health. I had to do this a few times after my surgery. I was very persistant. ❤
Thank you for sharing your journey. A mass was found in my mom’s brain and the up coming surgery is stressing me out. Seeing your amazing recovery is helping me have peace. Praying for your complete recovery.
Praying for the best news possible.
I feel with you and everyone else! You are brave.
My prayers are with you! Much love from Germany! :)
thank you so much ❤
Well, good luck for next week, fingers are crossed that's it will be better news then previously expected 🤞
Your a hero Eireann. I'm from Tyrone, still living here, are you still at the homeland. You sound like you're from around here somewhere ❤
Keep strong! I live in Ontario and our healthcare system takes an abysmally long time for diagnoses and in general really. Praying for favorable results and good luck on the move back to Ireland whenever that happens :)
So sorry you guys have to deal with your government run healthcare system. I don't want to make this political but here in the states our private healthcare system is comparably very fast despite its many other issues. Best of luck
thank you so so much 🥰
I cannot even imagine going 7 weeks and not knowing. I would be an utter wreck! I am praying you receive good news. I completely understand re: face to face making you nervous. I don’t blame you for feeling you need to be near family.
I have am a dual citizen of the US and Greece. I actually want to live in Greece full time but my mum is older & she doesn’t want to live abroad. I can’t do it while she’s still here. You don’t get that time back with your loved ones so even if the news is good, I completely understand wanting to be near loved ones.
Sending you a big hug & well wishes!
I hope that you get the best possible news on Thursday. Please don’t go to the appointment by yourself. If Devon can’t go with you, take a good friend. If you need radiation and chemo, we’ll be rooting and praying for you, but whatever the diagnosis - you’ve got this! I think that the fact that you look and sound so good, with no deterioration in your condition - and the fact that the doctor didn’t rush you in for the results, is good news. ❤
I think you're right! 😊 Thank you for such a kind comment I really appreciate it ❤
Hang in there Eireann,were all here right beside you,good or bad.When you go back home please keep your channel going ok? all my thoughts and prayers,Carolyn xoxox
Hi Carolyn this comment is so lovely :) I started my channel originally to have somewhere to store my memories and look back on things so I definitely will keep my channel. Thank you ❤
Éireann, I hope the appointment goes well for you. They don't usually give a final diagnosis over the phone, but one never knows. No matter how it goes, there is no guarantee of any kind. Good or bad, it's still a toss up for us all. Just live your life because it's the only thing anyone can do. The world loves you. Everything will be okay. 💕💕💕
I wish and pray the surgeon has great news for your health . Good luck 🍀
Today I watched your vlog while my daughter was undergoing chemo. She is 26 years young. And today she received amazing news and she only has 3 more days of treatment! My advice to you (which you can take or leave) is to rest (ad you are still healing from a big surgery), pray, eat something delicious, hug your pets and your sweet Devon, journal and stay as calm as possible (not easy) as you await your appointment. Receive all of the positive energy being sent your way from around the world! I pray that you are able to withstand the long waiting game…you are almost there. Everything will fall into place for you, even if it doesn’t feel like it at this moment. God will take every little worry and turn it all around for you. Prayers from Ohio, US…just a few hours away from you! 💛🙏🏼🫶
The waiting is the killer, I have had cancer twice now (not in the brain) and the wait just slays me. I’m now just over 5 years in remission.
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wow you're so so strong. I'm so glad to hear that you're in remission! Clearly you're killing it :) I will say a wee prayr for you tonight that you never ever have to deal with it again
Manifesting the best news possible and praying for you❤❤❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Ah Eirinn the waiting is the worst part. Candle lighting every day for you! Good luck for Thursday afternoon. X
It must be such a stressful time for you and your loved ones. I truly admire you for all your patience, strength and just the way you eloquently talk about your thoughts and experiences. I do have the same thoughts as you; if the situation was critical then you would be called in asap. So i am hoping and praying its the news you are hoping for. You are such a beautiful, elegant and caring young woman and i wish you all the best for Thursday. So many of us are praying for you darling. Stay strong, you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers ❤.
thank you so so much for such kind words❤
Also, I thought of something else…. Every time a dr walks in your room, ask for a business card! In the future, If multiple drs are involved, write down which dr prescribed what medication. When they say cancer patients work around the clock, “they” mean it! We found it easier to get a bound note book and journal each day when there is an encounter with a dr. After years of treatment it got a bit confusing to us all. (My brother, mom and I) I hope they can diagnose you soon. Best of luck. I’m still hanging in there for you and praying for you as well. You got this!! 😊
That is such a helpful tip I will definitely do that going forward! thank you so much ❤️
I can’t even imagine what you are going through! God bless you and I’m praying for you!!!! From Virginia
thank you ❤
All the best from Ireland 🇮🇪 you got this xx
Thank you so much ❤ Missing home lol I'm so jealous!! Hopefully I'll be back soon :)
You are a ray of sunshine. This Earth needs people like you, beautiful and brave♥
this is so so kind of you to say ❤️ thank you so much
I’ve had my share of health issues, but speaking specifically about cancer diagnosis, appointments and stuff.
I think, speaking strictly from my own experiences, that you are 100% right about the appointment being made for next week.
I knew the answer before I got to my doctor based on the quick appointment date. I really think, if it is bad, you’d be there today.
I mean, they should understand the amount of stress this length of wait has caused and get those answers to you today anyway, I would probably be feeling a lot irritated. But you are handling it with good energy grace and positivity . I’ll be watching for good news. ❤️
thank you so much for your kind words and reassurance❤and thank you for sharing your experience I'm so sorry to hear that you've had a lot of health issues. I will be praying for you tonight that your health is great and you have no further problems. You should be so proud of yourself for getting through every challenge you've faced :)
So frustrating they are making you wait! Good or bad news it is unconscionable to make you worry for one minute longer than necessary! The doctors do this all the time, though. One doctor did it to my husband last year (in the US.) Wanted us to wait a month to get updated results from a CT lung scan and we already knew he was fighting a terminal scarring disease. I just had a thought. If bad news, they probably would not make you wait, because it would be important to start treatment right away. I know you can feel all the good wishes, love, concern, and prayers. May the support give you the strength to function with confidence and peace of mind if the news is not good. If you have to move back to Ireland, I hope the process is not complicated. I know your family and friends will welcome you with open arms. And you now have friends all over the world! Thinking of you and hoping for good news. ❤️
Wish you the best, God bless you
I don’t know you Eirann, but your accent makes me feel a connection with you. I too am from the north of Ireland and will pray for you as you walk this path. It must be so hard but you come across as a strong girl who has thought through the options for you. You also have a supportive partner. I will pray for you. The waiting and not knowing is definitely the hardest thing. Xx🙏❤️💕 God bless you xx
I wish you the best! Hoping for good news!
Praise God for all of your healing! He is really taking care of you through all of this. I recently found out that I probably have a brain tumor. I am in the early stages of testing, so I don't know much about it yet. I found your videos and your attitude about all that you are going through has really helped me. I pray that you continue to heal and that God gives you peace knowing that He will always be there for you through everything you are going through. Jesus has given me so much peace with what I am about to go through as well. I am scared, but I know He will give me strength to get through it, and I know He will continue to give you strength as well. God bless you!
Hi there, I'm so sorry to hear that you're going through this right now. I know how stressful that is but you've got this :) I will be praying for you tonight that everything moves quickly for you and easily. If you have any questions at all I am here for you ❤ Please try not to worry too much.
@@diaryofeireann thank you Éireann for you kind words, encouragement and prayers. I appreciate that so much. I will find out more tomorrow whether or not I do. I have a really strong feeling that I do have a brain tumor, I have had symptoms for many years, that I did not know were symptoms until now. I pray that yours is not cancerous, and mine as well. Stay strong, Jesus will help us both through this. Thank you again, I will keep you in my prayers. 💕
The waiting is the hardest part, but the fact that they are waiting a week to see you seems like a positive thing!
But kinda cruel to her mentally.
My primary care will do this a lot - randomly saying he needs to speak in person. There are just some things doctors prefer to discuss face-to-face, not necessarily bad things. Just important things! A nurse at my doctor’s office once told me not to worry too much, because if it was something BAD, that he would be like get in the office asap. Sounds to me like your doctor wants to have a good thorough talk on where you’re at in your journey, is all. I pray you are holding up okay, do not downplay your feelings during this time ❤ They are valid. Sending love from my family to yours. I keep checking back frequently for updates - you are not in this alone. We are all with you and checking on ya like a bestie
My heart goes out to you sweet lady.....You will have a long and fruitful life.
Thank you for the update, I am so sorry that you are still waiting for the detailed diagnosis, that is rubbish. Please stay positive, thinking of you ❤
Hello Eireann! I hope you will soon receive good new❤
If not I highly recommend you to get treatment in Ireland. I spent 4 years in Canada and my health was significantly declining, I didn’t receive a proper treatment, was misdiagnosed so many times.
I was blessed with an opportunity to return back to Europe and get the treatment I required. Never ever again I will reside in Canada. My husband is Canadian and he will never return back home due to absolutely failed healthcare system.
You are young and beautiful and I wish you good luck and a long happy healthy life ❤
praying for your healing Eireann.
I am not a believer but, in my own way, I pray for you 🤞. As many other have said, your resilience is outstanding. I really hope results come out good and this year brings you all the health, love and good things you definitely deserve. Stay strong 🤍
You've got this! No matter what, get back to family because love is healing. You've got this!
Thank you so much ❤
I cannot fathom this waiting. That has to be torture!!! You are handling this with such grace and poise. Will keep you in prayers. I DO think it's a GREAT sign they are waiting a week. They may just want to see you in person because you still need treatment and they want to go over a lot. But time will tell, but you are just beautiful inside and out. Will continue to pray for your healing and long life
As a cancer survivor I can not imagine haingto wait that long. Praying for you.
My dear Eireann, I am a Christian and I am praying for you and your diagnosis. I hope everything goes well🥹🥹 much love from Barcelona☀️☀️
Healing sent. You got this. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I can’t even imagine the waiting that you’re going through. This has to be torture. I live in Florida in the United States and I’m praying for you.
Woohoo glad to see I found this video cause the one I just watched you still had the tumour. I will keep praying for you of course I said that 5 minutes ago on a video from a month ago. Still the point is their we will all wish you and your boyfriend all the best. Live as much as you can everyday. Modern medicine has advanced so very much have faith and know around the world people care.
Praying for you, sweetie. May God bless you and grant you His peace.
Please stay positive , it will be good news . Girl get on a flight and go home as soon as you can . Having family support is priceless . Ask for copies of all your medcal reports and xrays so it will be an easier transition when you get home. Good luck
I know we only see you in your videos but you come across so full of life and healthy that it just has to be ok!! Recovering from a craniotomy isn’t easy and your going through added emotional stress. You are so kind in your videos so I’ll be the mean one and say that Im pretty ticked off at your neurosurgeon ! There is a thing called Empathy.
Positive thoughts and prayers have been sent your way since I saw your first video. ❤
Thank you so so much ❤I really appreciate your kind words and prayers 😊
You are a very self possessed self aware young woman Eireann. I don’t think I’d be as outwardly positive as you under the same circumstances ( although I know you do have your moments where you’re scared too). Thankyou so much for sharing your experience with us…. You have my greatest respect . Know you are in my prayers often. Live in the light honey. Xo
You have a beautiful soul. Thank you for the update.
Thank you so so much for such kind words ❤️❤️
We continue to pray for you and your family. I think Med folks have to quit leaving people hanging. It is horrible waiting to hear what they have to say. Wishing you the best in your future move. There is nothing like family. Take care, thinking of you and your family.
thank you so much ❤️
From simply getting a Bunny across a border to the journey of a Visa or tumor - your journey has been informative, passionate, & Strengthening.❤ Many thanks for sharing it
wow thank you so so much for such a lovely comment this has made me feel so much better 😊 Thank you for sharing your kindness with me ❤
What a difficult time for you. Good decision re going back home. Manifesting to the universe and God it was a blip and nothing to worry about in your future xx ❤
I know how waiting a week to talk to a nurse about my pituitary tumor felt, so I may have some idea of your experience, but only an idea. Sending much love and good vibes your way from the Colorado Rockies. Your sharing has me thinking I should share some things too. So thank you for being willing to shine a light and be a light in dark places and challenging times.
I'm so sorry that you had to go through that stressful time. I hope everything is okay :) Thank you so much for your kind words!!
Sending prayers from the US 🙏🙏🙏🙏
I'm praying for you to not have cancer!! I'll also pray that you'll be blessed with great strength and courage throughout this ordeal. It will be alright and take care Eirean.
I hope the news is good for you Eireann. The medical advancements in this area are improving constantly. I’m hoping for you.
Thank you 😊
Waiting really is hard, no way to prepare. I’m sending more prayers! 🙏🏻
I can’t imagine being in your feet right now. But I’m praying for the best. 🙏♥️
Praying for good news.
7 weeks on…..you look and sound really well. No cognition problems?
Today is a good day? Everyday is a good day unless you have new problems.
Science or the lack of is causing you stress. Focus on your return to home, now that is exciting! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Thanks for the update! Prayers are for you every day! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 My son is traveling to Ireland in May, I am glad you are going home! Family is everything!🩷🩷🩷❣
You're right and I hope he has a lovely trip!! :)
Prayers for your recovery. Also I recently visited Ireland. Beautiful country.
I'm so sorry to hear this. I truly hope you get the results you are hoping for. God is with you, as well as all of us. Even if the situation seems bad, He is still with us. I have hope for you that everything is well and that you have nothing to worry about. Yes, let us hope that this year is better than the last. God bless you, Éireann. I have told some friends about my situation and said the same, about waiting for the pathology results. One of the guys said, "That must be stressful." I was like "Nah, not really." So just stay positive and focus on Jesus. Give Him your burdens. None of us can do anything alone! Don't get me wrong, I still get nervous too! 😅sweaty hands and all lol, but keep Him in your mind. He will get you through anything.❤
Prayers for good news. I definitely support your desire to be near family back in Ireland. Very smart idea. But if its complex and you think you need more options please consider the USA. For all its many flaws and challenges its still bar none the best healthcare in the world. Canadian pts in my experience are always in shock at the speed and dept of care they receive in the US without constantly being put off and slid to the back of the line waiting for answers that never come. All the best, we are all cheering for you!
this is for sure frustrating but i guess being frustrated is the last thing you'd want to be, hopefully it is a good outcome when he tells you the results. It would make sense to me too that if it was something important with bad results he would've settled an appointment as soon as possible so that you don't waste your time, I really hope its good news 🙏🏼🫂❤️ stay strong!
thank you so much ❤️ and you're 100% right so I'm feeling positive!
Hey Ann, Look forward to the best posible news next week, and a great 2024 for you and yours! 💞 ~ R
Ah, this is such a bummer! But one thing I've learned over the years is that pathology is a very inexact science. You get three or four pathologists looking at a tissue sample and you'll often get three or four different opinions. The doctors can't tell you what your future is because they don't really know. And no doctor should be telling you any bad news because there have been many in your exact position who have done very well and lived very long lives. You have such a positive, healthy aura about you I absolutely see you in that category.
Dear Eireann, I pray for you that everything will be fine and that you will live many many happy years because you are such a warm and beautiful woman!!!
please for you!!!!!!
god is good
Prayers for you.I am glad you are returning to Ireland as Canadian healthcare is very very slow, no matter what specialty.All the best❤❤❤❤❤
Hang in there, I know it is so hard waiting and waiting and not knowing. Still keeping you in my prayers!
thank you❤
I’m praying for you! Good results, please dear God.🙏
Éireann, hoping your New Year's will be a bright one. Lots of 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 from me. I love your Irish voice. May you be cancer free. 🌹
Thank you so so much ❤️
I've been there, and sucks. Not religious, but sending all my power and positive energy from Spain. Waiting to hear the good news soon ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Hoping for the best possible results for you!❤ Love from Germany
thank you so so much ❤ I've been to Berlin and loved it 😊