I have a question for you. I enjoy listening to the teachings of quite a few enlightened or awakened individuals. They are either passed away now or fairly advanced in age. Your video surprised me with the level of clarity and truthfulness. But I can't help but wonder if you, at this age, have already been "here", "then what"? Have you figured out your purpose /role in this life time? How do you envision livin the rest of your life? Not sure I'd have your answer. But regardless, this video is quite valuable. Thank you a lot for sharing!
I want to host a community of friends, whether that be through what I do now, music, arts or acting. I think in my later years I’ll be a musician maybe. I don’t know. I’m down for the ride. Right now I enjoy hosting the community and helping people with these matters. There are only two purposes in any lifetime. To find happiness, and to share it. Or, to find truth, and to celebrate it. The celebration can look different for everyone 🙏 I am open to possibilities of how much better the celebration can be than I can currently imagine.
Nice. Fresh. I can still hear Rupert Voice there, but I can feel something new. And I am not saying it is a new approach only, but I can smear some different ideas. Thank you.
The approach comes from many different places, Greg Goode, Kashmir shaivism, Jean Klein, Francis Lucille, atmonanda Krishna menon. Though I learnt it from Rupert and Francis. It works 🙏
I have been meditating on the focus of myself as being just awareness. But this has caused me derealization/depersonalization, I just feel like an observer and not fully plugged in physical reality. Any tips
How about self-referntial structures? You say, as I see, that if we can separate “I” and “body”, and look from “I” to “body”, therefore I and body are separate entities. In computer science for example Turing machine can see and modify its own code, and overall in maths there's lots of such objects.
Good point. However you’re implying an example that bares no relation to this. Computer code is not aware. It is not aware of itself neither is it aware of the code. So if you can provide me a clear example I may be able to understand you better 🙏
I'm not afraid to die. I'm just afraid of how I'm going to die. It limits me. I think it's my survival system that's a little broken. Or my program to live without pain. What do you think?
Fear is the experience of non existence. So no matter what you fear, you’re fearing fear, and fear is the experience of non existence which means ultimately you’re still fearing that, except in the form of fearing fear. Best step is to see this clearly. You’re not fearing how you’ll die, you’re fearing fear. And fear is the experience of non existence which means everything im sharing still applies 🙏 Fear has bypassed your intellect and you are over thinking which means your ego is living inside that fear. Therefore if that fear was do stop, it would also end a part of your limited identity, which is why it wants to survive, which means that you will believe “I don’t fear death” so your ego can survive. It’s an intelligent way to hide the ego. Don’t let that hold you back. Hope this brings good awareness to it :)
@@sajafendel Thank you for this Saja. For the longest time, I would tell myself that I'm not afraid to die. Except I don't want to die broke, I would like to die knowing that I left my children a legacy..a legacy of money and wealth. My sense is that this program running in my mind for decades is a result of what I have witnessed and to a great extent continue to wtiness, 'Stories' of lack of money, Living paycheck to paycheck, total lack mentality. This vid and post is opening my eyes to the truth, I am grateful. And Saja, should you have any further thought on what I have just shared, I will lovingly receive it. Thank you again.. I'm already feeling a deep sense of liberation.❤
@@JackieMaclean yes you’re absolutely right to catch that Jackie, this sense of “I don’t fear death” is illusory, if we fear dying without having done XYZ, if we fear how we die, if we fear anything, it’s always the same fear. The fear that we will lose some form of identity, even if that loss of identity is the experience of fear itself. The separate self knows nothing of death, so how could it claim to truly fear death? The ego doesn’t fear death. It simply fears to lose itself, the identity which energises it. And it does not know what’s on the other side of that, which is why it fears it. It knows it doesn’t exist in the other side of that. Which in turn, creates itself the actual closest we can get to death, which is fear itself. So don’t let the ego hide in these crevices, it sounds like it was the time for you to realise this and you did. Thanks for sharing Jackie, I appreciate your comment and support 🙏
You do and will always have your own experience. The mind doesn’t die. The mind is what creates the experience of individuality. That part doesn’t go :)
@@appleheaddefenderexactly what i was thinking..This way of thinking leads eventually to the theory of solipsism which many people are not ready to truly comprehend it.. however Saja made some true points as well..
The brain doesn’t exist independently of the mind. The brain is a part of the physical manifestation of the mind. But really, our entire experience is our mind.
It does work for all fear. You’re going back to relative fear again. All those fears again find their root in the ultimate fear which is exactly what in speaking of 🙏
You are a wonderful speaker of nondualism. Basically 5D asmr lol
5D asmr 🤣🤣🤣 would you like me to do asmr meditations specifically? I’ve always wanted to do that.
@ it’s all about finding the nondual truth between asmr and enlightenment
Love your non dual teaching! Just very refreshing ❤
Thank you! I love the cat in your pic💚
Keep going, id say youre the most powerful pointer I've ever come across.
I really appreciate the comment my friend 🙏🌅
Agreed western monk mode
Ohh yess
Things slowly start to click when I listen to you
Thank you
My pleasure brother thanks for the comment
Saja, it’s so special to take time to see past the layers. Thank you.
Agreed! I appreciate the comment Leah glad you resonated 🙏🌅
Happy to have found your channel. I put my name in for The Thought Dojo.🙏
Thank you victor, sounds like I will see you soon! 🙏
This came in as a perfect message at the perfect time. I have requested to join your community, looking forward to be a part :)
I’m very glad! I look forward to seeing you there :)
Wow excellent video 🙏
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Good stuff brother.
Love and blessings!
Love and blessings back 🙏
I have a question for you. I enjoy listening to the teachings of quite a few enlightened or awakened individuals. They are either passed away now or fairly advanced in age. Your video surprised me with the level of clarity and truthfulness. But I can't help but wonder if you, at this age, have already been "here", "then what"? Have you figured out your purpose /role in this life time? How do you envision livin the rest of your life?
Not sure I'd have your answer. But regardless, this video is quite valuable. Thank you a lot for sharing!
I want to host a community of friends, whether that be through what I do now, music, arts or acting. I think in my later years I’ll be a musician maybe. I don’t know. I’m down for the ride. Right now I enjoy hosting the community and helping people with these matters.
There are only two purposes in any lifetime. To find happiness, and to share it.
Or, to find truth, and to celebrate it.
The celebration can look different for everyone 🙏 I am open to possibilities of how much better the celebration can be than I can currently imagine.
Great video bro 💖💯
I appreciate it man, glad you liked it 🙏
Awesome ❤
Nice. Fresh. I can still hear Rupert Voice there, but I can feel something new. And I am not saying it is a new approach only, but I can smear some different ideas. Thank you.
The approach comes from many different places, Greg Goode, Kashmir shaivism, Jean Klein, Francis Lucille, atmonanda Krishna menon. Though I learnt it from Rupert and Francis. It works 🙏
Brilliant......
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🎉❤ Thank you ! Clear!🎉❤
My pleasure. Glad this helps 🙏💚
I put in a request to join your community, Love.
Ha, I was going to ask about awareness after the body dies.... And you answered right at the end 😂
Haha thanks for watching all the way though, I hope it helped 🙏
Reminds me of Rupert Spira :)
Haha, makes sense.
I have been meditating on the focus of myself as being just awareness. But this has caused me derealization/depersonalization, I just feel like an observer and not fully plugged in physical reality. Any tips
How about self-referntial structures? You say, as I see, that if we can separate “I” and “body”, and look from “I” to “body”, therefore I and body are separate entities. In computer science for example Turing machine can see and modify its own code, and overall in maths there's lots of such objects.
Good point. However you’re implying an example that bares no relation to this. Computer code is not aware. It is not aware of itself neither is it aware of the code.
So if you can provide me a clear example I may be able to understand you better 🙏
Saja did the fear lessen gradually over time for you or did it disappear after a period of time? If that makes sense 😀
Gradually lessened until there was a moment of absolute surrender and courage, which turned into pure conviction of my absolute nature.
@@sajafendel Love this,
I'm not afraid to die. I'm just afraid of how I'm going to die. It limits me. I think it's my survival system that's a little broken. Or my program to live without pain. What do you think?
Fear is the experience of non existence.
So no matter what you fear, you’re fearing fear, and fear is the experience of non existence which means ultimately you’re still fearing that, except in the form of fearing fear.
Best step is to see this clearly. You’re not fearing how you’ll die, you’re fearing fear.
And fear is the experience of non existence which means everything im sharing still applies 🙏
Fear has bypassed your intellect and you are over thinking which means your ego is living inside that fear.
Therefore if that fear was do stop, it would also end a part of your limited identity, which is why it wants to survive, which means that you will believe “I don’t fear death” so your ego can survive. It’s an intelligent way to hide the ego. Don’t let that hold you back. Hope this brings good awareness to it :)
@@sajafendel thax
@@sajafendel Thank you for this Saja.
For the longest time, I would tell myself that I'm not afraid to die. Except I don't want to die broke, I would like to die knowing that I left my children a legacy..a legacy of money and wealth.
My sense is that this program running in my mind for decades is a result of what I have witnessed and to a great extent continue to wtiness, 'Stories' of lack of money, Living paycheck to paycheck, total lack mentality.
This vid and post is opening my eyes to the truth, I am grateful.
And Saja, should you have any further thought on what I have just shared, I will lovingly receive it.
Thank you again.. I'm already feeling a deep sense of liberation.❤
@@JackieMaclean yes you’re absolutely right to catch that Jackie, this sense of “I don’t fear death” is illusory, if we fear dying without having done XYZ, if we fear how we die, if we fear anything, it’s always the same fear.
The fear that we will lose some form of identity, even if that loss of identity is the experience of fear itself.
The separate self knows nothing of death, so how could it claim to truly fear death?
The ego doesn’t fear death. It simply fears to lose itself, the identity which energises it.
And it does not know what’s on the other side of that, which is why it fears it. It knows it doesn’t exist in the other side of that. Which in turn, creates itself the actual closest we can get to death, which is fear itself.
So don’t let the ego hide in these crevices, it sounds like it was the time for you to realise this and you did.
Thanks for sharing Jackie, I appreciate your comment and support 🙏
@@sajafendel Love.
Idk if thats freeing cuz it means u might not have ur own experience
You do and will always have your own experience. The mind doesn’t die. The mind is what creates the experience of individuality. That part doesn’t go :)
@@sajafendel but do you then?
@@sajafendel arent you implying solipsism
@@appleheaddefender absolutely not at all. I’m saying that we won’t lose individual experience after the death of separation.
@@appleheaddefenderexactly what i was thinking..This way of thinking leads eventually to the theory of solipsism which many people are not ready to truly comprehend it.. however Saja made some true points as well..
The mind is far bigger than your individual brain it is infinitely extended, part of a master mind, i think🤔 ?
The brain doesn’t exist independently of the mind. The brain is a part of the physical manifestation of the mind.
But really, our entire experience is our mind.
but but but.... that doesn't get rid of ALL fear, what about fear of pain and sickness and violent crime? lol
It does work for all fear. You’re going back to relative fear again. All those fears again find their root in the ultimate fear which is exactly what in speaking of 🙏
@@sajafendel yes, but i'm not afraid of not existing, or dying, but i am afraid of HOW i'm going to die!!
@@elaineremains Then I definitely suggest you see this from 60 seconds in:
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