What if you stopped running (from yourself)?

Imagine
You go on a trip. Just by yourself.
To a remote and lonely place.
No reception, no distractions, just you and your thoughts.
Will you have a good time?
How long could you stay there?
Who would be there with you, even though you are just by yourself?
Are you going to keep distracting yourself from yourself
or could you really face yourself?
Without judgement.
Without regret and
without the pressure to be someone you don’t want to be?
And lastly,
Who will return from that trip?
Will it be you?
Some other version of you?
Nobody?
Or someone entirely different?
Maybe I should do it.