Keith Moon: The Final 24 (Full Documentary)

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  • Опубліковано 28 жов 2020
  • September 6, 1978. Keith Moon is one of the most outrageous rock’n’roll performers in the world. As the genius drummer for The Who, wild-man Moon is a non-stop party animal. In 24 hours, however, the party will be over… And Moon will be dead. Featuring archival footage, dramatic reenactments, and interviews with his family and closest companions, Final 24 documents the final moments of this rock star’s life.
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    Directed by Mike Parkinson
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  • @rafthejaf8789
    @rafthejaf8789 3 роки тому +1660

    When I was about sixteen I was in a shop on Shaftesbury avenue called Drum City with a friend who was looking for drum sticks. We were talking to the owner when he suddenly started looking intensely to the front of the shop. He said "wait a minute" and ran towards the door. Standing there looking in was Keith Moon in a top hat and tails. He asked him in and brought him to where we were standing. We were speechless with our mouths open as Keith Moon said to us, "hello lads". The owner asked him to sit at a drum kit and give them a try, which he did. Imagine the scene, you are a sixteen year old kid (who liked The Who) and there you are standing right in front of the craziest drummer of the times and he's performing just for you!! He was amazing of course and when it was over we just floated out of the shop and down the road! It was a moment I have never forgotten! 😊

  • @cgirl111
    @cgirl111 Рік тому +65

    “The most terrifying thing that ever happened to me was that Keith Moon decided he liked me.”
    Joe Walsh

  • @patnewman1
    @patnewman1 Рік тому +17

    I worked for a Limousine company as a Chauffeur in Los Angeles during the mid to late 70’s. Keith Moon was one of our clients. “Moon the Loon” was an entirely appropriate nickname for him. He lived at that time in Broad Beach located in the Malibu area of Southern California. I drove him a couple of times and he usually did some crazy as stuff. At some point he was asked to leave the country and returned to the UK. During the release of the “Who are you” album, MCA hosted the group at their offices located in Universal City. I drove Keith to the listening party and was given explicit instructions not to let him out of my sight until he was to leave the country 2 1/2 days later. Long story short, I spent 52 hours with Keith at his place in Broad Beach and I am happy to say that he behaved himself and he really seemed to be a different person from when I first drove him. I was deeply saddened that he passed approximately 3 weeks later in the UK. He most definitely lived life to the fullest.

    • @elalexillo
      @elalexillo 2 місяці тому +1

      He did not live life, period.

  • @MookBaylock
    @MookBaylock 2 роки тому +220

    I LOVE these ‘final 24’ pieces SO much. I wish they would do more of them, I have already seen them all 😔

  • @StewartNicolasBILLYCONNOLLY
    @StewartNicolasBILLYCONNOLLY 2 роки тому +287

    I was born in 1952. I was awakened by the Beatles, the Who, Small Faces and The Stones after years of beige musical crap. Once I witnessed Keith Moon my destiny was written. I managed to play drums professionally for many years. I worked with Chuck Berry, Four Tops, Temptations and many others. Thank you KEITH JOHN MOON. I managed to survive the years of lunacy on the road. ❤️

    • @jounitoivanen9468
      @jounitoivanen9468 2 роки тому +8

      I'm happy that you understood his genius. He wasn't the smartest guy on the block, but noone has played as well as he did.

    • @MeeMee-gz5vp
      @MeeMee-gz5vp 2 роки тому +2

      @@jounitoivanen9468 yeah I’d have to say the same about Townsend. All I ever heard about was how magnificent Jimmy Page and Jimi Hendrix were. I think Pete Townsend is a better guitar player than Page, but not Jimi. No way lol

    • @MeeMee-gz5vp
      @MeeMee-gz5vp 2 роки тому +4

      What a lovely memory. Thank you for sharing your trip down memory lane 🤘

    • @ThatNofbody
      @ThatNofbody 2 роки тому +1

      @@MeeMee-gz5vp ur crazy

    • @rafthejaf8789
      @rafthejaf8789 2 роки тому +2

      @@MeeMee-gz5vp I can't agree that Pete Townsend was a better guitarist than Jimmy Page. I think Jeff Beck was though. Could he have ever played "Goodbye pork pie hat" better than Beck? I don't think so. I agree with you about Hendrix though, he was in a class of his own.

  • @dombarnes7092
    @dombarnes7092 3 роки тому +253

    “He looked like he was in his 40s or worse” 🤔🤔 I’m in my 40s and was having a good day till I heard that😔 thanks for that😩

    • @ctrlshiftqq9846
      @ctrlshiftqq9846 3 роки тому +5

      😔

    • @AbsyntheAndTears
      @AbsyntheAndTears 3 роки тому +28

      Haha! Me too I am 40..but I guess they meant you don't wanna look fifteen years older than you are. I've seen people in their 40s and 50s that look more vibrant and youthful than those in their thirties. Its all how you take care of yourself 😊

    • @christytaylor5554
      @christytaylor5554 3 роки тому +12

      @@AbsyntheAndTears while that's generally true; stress is the big one that ages you.

    • @debrarowley2264
      @debrarowley2264 3 роки тому +6

      Lmao.....I thought the same, I left my 40's a while back.....so I felt even more..... 😂😂

    • @Brittjones
      @Brittjones 3 роки тому +4

      I’m in 40s... I watch what I eat... I take BP meds...I don’t look anything like that...

  • @m3talentagency680
    @m3talentagency680 Рік тому +20

    I was in Junior High School when Keith passed away. I was a big fan of The Who and I listened to their audio cassettes in my Sony Walkman.
    It was so shocking...

  • @timmotel5804
    @timmotel5804 Рік тому +20

    Excellent. Ringo and Keith are the reason that I started playing drums back in 1965. I still play. Thank You for this posting.

  • @thomasnichols8150
    @thomasnichols8150 Рік тому +26

    I saw the Who twice at the Auditorium Theater in Chicago. Both concerts were great! Moons drumming was intense and wild, but he was totally in control of himself.

  • @newgabe09
    @newgabe09 3 роки тому +49

    First gig I ever went to... Sydney 1968, aged 14. Who, Small Faces, Paul Jones. That rocked :)

    • @aryalogo6624
      @aryalogo6624 3 роки тому +2

      Marriot from small faces was a true legend with incredible talent but oh so sad how his life ended it still upsets and angers me

    • @Lukronius
      @Lukronius 2 роки тому +1

      That must have been unbelievable!!

    • @peterthompson4637
      @peterthompson4637 2 роки тому +1

      I applaud you!! Steve marriot with that line up. You witnessed gold

  • @Darrylizer1
    @Darrylizer1 Рік тому +26

    Keith really didn't play like anyone else and I think for any other band but The Who he was wildly unsuited. He needed them and they needed him. He was one of a kind, a nutter and a genius.

  • @tomoaktree6551
    @tomoaktree6551 Рік тому +55

    Best rock drummer, ever! RIP Keith Moon.

    • @joshuaborosch1874
      @joshuaborosch1874 Рік тому +9

      it’s bonzo

    • @amarshmuseconcepta6197
      @amarshmuseconcepta6197 Рік тому +2

      @@joshuaborosch1874
      🤣"I was just about to write that!
      Ya tuk the words right outta my mouth..
      ✊🤍Bonzo4eva🕊️
      Saw his/their last gig in UK 11 August 1979 Knebworth park....
      Glorious memories..👊🔥

    • @markfrost2707
      @markfrost2707 Рік тому +9

      Bohnam is, sorry

    • @brandonmurphy4657
      @brandonmurphy4657 Рік тому +2

      @@joshuaborosch1874 the man played for a flipping cover band

    • @aaroncunningham1280
      @aaroncunningham1280 Рік тому

      @@brandonmurphy4657 what a stupid thing to say

  • @andyandcallie
    @andyandcallie Рік тому +37

    I saw The Who in Dec. of 1974. Keith was amazing, as usual and I'm SO thankful I got to see them, from 15 feet away, right at the front of the stage in a 20,000 seat arena in Philly. When Pete started wrecking his guitar, I remember shards of aquamarine-colored fiberglass whizzing past my head at 120 mph. Hahaa. Luckily, I didn't get hit in the head with one because I would've been dead! I'll never forget it. RIP, dear Keith and thank you for everything you gave me!

  • @crashburn3292
    @crashburn3292 Рік тому +19

    Alice Cooper: "I don't know where Keith got the energy."
    Come on Alice. Yes you do.

  • @Kelly14UK
    @Kelly14UK 3 роки тому +143

    If you TRULY care about an alcoholic who's on the danger list, never invite them to a party

    • @lauramalizia9636
      @lauramalizia9636 3 роки тому +2

      Right?! That's just common sense.

    • @iamcasihart
      @iamcasihart 2 роки тому +8

      She was barely out of childhood. She wasn’t going to have the sense and wherewithal to make such sound and rational judgement. Also, I’m fairly certain she was a glorified groupie who was only with him for said lifestyle, associations, drugs, money, etc. If he were Keith Moon the fry cook working at the local diner, do y’all think she’d have been with him? 🙄

    • @lauramalizia9636
      @lauramalizia9636 2 роки тому +2

      @@prototek100 I meant common sense on the part of the person inviting the addict to a party.

    • @janetgood6332
      @janetgood6332 2 роки тому +5

      It was also a different time. Alcoholism was not as openly discussed and awareness wasn't anything like it is now.

    • @Kelly14UK
      @Kelly14UK 2 роки тому +4

      @@janetgood6332 Well if anyone who has a drink problem is reading this, it takes me about a month, plus Mirtazapine to get my sleep to normal when i come off it. The insomnia might be an alcoholic's worst enemy, not just the cravings. Hope my advice helps.

  • @XkidXuglyX
    @XkidXuglyX 3 роки тому +43

    i love that the reenactment of his audition of destroying the drum kit just shows the toppling of one cymbal

  • @dunston666
    @dunston666 2 роки тому +69

    Tony Fletcher's book "Dear Boy" is the best rock biography I have read. A brilliantly written story about someone who's life that had it not been witnessed, you'd simply never believe. Such a crazy life... Can't recommend the book enough.

  • @kzeich
    @kzeich 3 роки тому +69

    I paused on his report card. In music class, the teacher says of Moon, " Great ability, but must guard against tendency to show off".

    • @Bulletguy07
      @Bulletguy07 3 роки тому +4

      @Kevin Zeichner One of the best quotes I always remember was John Lennons Aunt Mimi (who John lived with) who told him in the early days, “Playing the guitar is all very well, John, but you'll never make a living at it.”

    • @PH5221
      @PH5221 3 роки тому +8

      @@Bulletguy07 I think that's still sound advice. 99% of guitarists will never be able to make a living off it. It doesn't mean you shouldn't follow your dreams, but be prepared to never get anywhere. The 1% we see in the media who made it doesn't show the 99% who didn't make it.

    • @petestanton1945
      @petestanton1945 2 роки тому +1

      @@PH5221 judging by Guitar Center sales over the decades, I'd say more like .01%

    • @fairweathercyclist
      @fairweathercyclist 2 роки тому +3

      @@Bulletguy07 My dad was Queen Bassist John Deacon's tutor at University and when John went to see him to say he was quitting his studies because the band was taking off, my dad said "well if it doesn't work out you can always come back to science". He never saw him again...

    • @MeeMee-gz5vp
      @MeeMee-gz5vp 2 роки тому

      His showing off was his signature drumming style and what made him great

  • @sabrinaxraquel
    @sabrinaxraquel Рік тому +31

    The pain in her eyes when she knew he was gone .... And her retelling the experience. What an awful memory. And for her to be able to recall it and share it. Bless her. I've come across the love of my life blue and lifeless struggling to breathe from an overdose. Than goodness he lived after I gave him narcan. I can't imagine the pain and guilt of having to have that moment on my memory.

    • @nicolarollinson4381
      @nicolarollinson4381 Рік тому +1

      She clearly loved him 💜

    • @toriackley8402
      @toriackley8402 3 місяці тому

      When she said and they put a blanket over him and carried him out I lost it :(

  • @elizabethvincent1645
    @elizabethvincent1645 2 роки тому +6

    Cheam Baths, The Who played a great concert, mid 60's I got 2 drumsticks as Keith chucked them out to us, fantastic concert.

  • @blainstutts473
    @blainstutts473 3 роки тому +59

    I never knew that about his friend getting killed. So sad. Something like that will drive you over the edge. I lost a few good friends since high school and went down my own dark path of drugs and booze. Almost died in a car wreck. It took that to slow me down, but I wasn’t done yet. Years later I was taking speed, doing coke, and drinking a half gallon of vodka per day. Then I had a stroke. That was it. The party was over. I had been given so many chances. So rather than blow it, I pulled myself up, raised my son, and fell in love with my now wife. My son is in the Army, and I’m still clean after four years. But I know I could have died in an instant. Life is so short. But I understand how Keith slipped into his addiction. Especially when it’s at every corner you turn.

    • @blainstutts473
      @blainstutts473 2 роки тому +3

      @Seven Inches of Throbbing Pink Jesus good for you. I’m glad you were able to get clean. That’s something to be very proud of. I know!

    • @danpedersen55
      @danpedersen55 2 роки тому +4

      Glad you are clean now, and staying clean 😎👍 it takes a strong person to change path 💪💪💪 often we have to stand on the edge of the grave, before we decide to drop our addiction and turn around, and walk back into the life, we've been running away from, fighting our inner demons on the way back...

    • @MeeMee-gz5vp
      @MeeMee-gz5vp 2 роки тому +1

      Hope life is treating you well these days.

    • @windsofmarchjourneyperrytr2823
      @windsofmarchjourneyperrytr2823 Рік тому

      @@prototek100 Don't bother w guilt. No addict is going to listen to anyone close to them.
      I've hung out w newly sober and said, look, I really dgaf if you use tonight or not. I'm not your mommy and I'm not coming after you.
      It works when you've done what they did or worse. And you aren't close enough to care if they use or not. Ime.
      Old sponsor types always offer to buy the 1st round at the bar and go, call me once you're sober and ready to talk. Because they know they'll get their a** kicked. Seriously, most likely. If they're hanging out at recovery meetings. Lol.

  • @paulengels8214
    @paulengels8214 Рік тому +8

    That same groupee was in the Morrison documentary. She takes getting around to a whole new level.

    • @crand20033
      @crand20033 2 місяці тому

      You mean passing around?

  • @JK-gm6kk
    @JK-gm6kk 3 роки тому +177

    Man, imagine being that kid that filled in for him for that show

    • @Artisan1.618
      @Artisan1.618 3 роки тому +21

      Thought the same thing. Just a boy from Idaho filling in. Like a dream that actually came true.

    • @JK-gm6kk
      @JK-gm6kk 3 роки тому +7

      To cope with the situation, ideally I'd be like 40 or 50% Keith Moons substance level. Maybe 55, but 60 might be a bit much

    • @petebest22
      @petebest22 3 роки тому +17

      The kid probably played better than Keith 😊😊

    • @JK-gm6kk
      @JK-gm6kk 3 роки тому +9

      @@petebest22 in his current state, likely.

    • @paulwcfp
      @paulwcfp 2 роки тому

      @@JK-gm6kk 1

  • @MrUltraworld
    @MrUltraworld 3 роки тому +33

    I got to see the Who shortly before he died in NYC. The Who were the most exciting (and loud) band in the world, and they did not disappoint. I was impressed with the entire band. John Entwistle had what amounts to an entire PA for a bass amp. Pete Townsend had several Hiwatt Stacks. It was incredibly loud, and they sounded amazing.

  • @stormy8427
    @stormy8427 3 роки тому +128

    His daughter seems quite composed and together , so the mother did the right thing i guess. Sad that they did not get to know each other very well.

    • @rebels42wynn83
      @rebels42wynn83 2 роки тому +2

      I can truly relate.

    • @akschmidt2085
      @akschmidt2085 2 роки тому +3

      Keith broke his wife's nose on three separate occasions until she one day had a panic attack at the store at the thought of going home. He only played with his daughter when nothing else was going on. So yes, the right thing, probably a bit late if anything 😣🤐 What do they say about the fine line between genius and madness? Wherever that line was, Keith crossed em both. RIP.

    • @chuckschillingvideos
      @chuckschillingvideos 2 роки тому +6

      It was no doubt the best thing for his daughter that she had so little contact with Moon.

  • @johnvanzyl2960
    @johnvanzyl2960 3 роки тому +43

    Predictable ending when you burn the candle at both ends.

  • @banjoist123
    @banjoist123 3 роки тому +115

    I remember an interview with Townsend who talked about them using some modern recoriding eqpt to go back through some of Moon's tracks isolated,. The new tech allowed them to take what sounded like just chaotic playing and break it down. To their amazement they found that he would sometimes play in two different time signatures at the same time! Whether he knew what he was doign or not, it is still pure genius.

    • @RussellCarterMusic
      @RussellCarterMusic 3 роки тому +9

      Keith Moon was a genius actor, he fooled everyone into thinking he was a drummer.

    • @The_D_Man
      @The_D_Man 3 роки тому +7

      Nope wrong even “good” drummers cant replicate what moon was doing

    • @The_D_Man
      @The_D_Man 3 роки тому +4

      @@royharper2003 you must not have looked at my channel

    • @The_D_Man
      @The_D_Man 3 роки тому +6

      Keith moon was a genius bro and there almost no people that play like him today listen to amazing journey, young man blues, cut my hair, dogs part 2.

    • @The_D_Man
      @The_D_Man 3 роки тому +3

      @@royharper2003 Yes it is extremely fast and fluid and it accents the music like a lead instrument it also adds suspense and energy. Instead of something more robotic sounding

  • @kennethholmes6787
    @kennethholmes6787 2 роки тому +11

    Thank you for this memorial program. It has been interesting, informative and entertaining. Nice work researchers, producers and video personnel.

  • @razony
    @razony 3 роки тому +6

    Remember this so well. I was going into the Army in 78. 79 saw The Who In Nurnberg, Germany in September, 1 year later to the day!

  • @jollyrodgers7272
    @jollyrodgers7272 2 роки тому +6

    Keith was also a founding member of The Hollywood Vampires Drinking Club with Alice Cooper, Ringo, Harry Nilsson and Mickey Dolenz. He died in the same London flat that Cass Elliot died in four years earlier, and owned by Harry Nilsson. Harry was so unnerved by that repeat and his closeness to Keith that he sold the flat - to Ringo. Thanks for the memories, and RIP.

  • @antonioazevedo5833
    @antonioazevedo5833 3 роки тому +102

    I really don’t see Keith Moon having reached or lived through the 80’s even without that overdose. His lifestyle was too excessive to carry on.

    • @pgroove163
      @pgroove163 2 роки тому +5

      I kind of agree with you.. same with that cat Brian Jones..can you imagine these guys alive nowadays !.. can you imagine him living through the 80s, 90s etc... Nah

    • @johnb5057
      @johnb5057 2 роки тому +2

      @Seven Inches of Throbbing Pink Jesus im 33 and im scared of getting older. it keeps me up at night. i cant imagine living to 50

    • @melissawright1979
      @melissawright1979 2 роки тому +2

      Yeah he definitely wasn't destined to live long

    • @christinab.2864
      @christinab.2864 2 роки тому +2

      @@johnb5057 I’m not much younger than you are and I’m scared to be getting older. It’s just very boring and lonely is that a fair but nice way of putting?

    • @bassinblue
      @bassinblue 2 роки тому +1

      Same can be said for Keith Richards but even he is surprised he's alive xD

  • @deby5983
    @deby5983 3 роки тому +20

    @PopcornFlix I just realized how many full stories I missed while serving in the US Air Force during the late 70's - 80's. Wow. As anyone in the military can agree, we are so focused on our new 'military community' and our mission that we missed a lot. Thanks for uploading these videos. Decades later, I'm catching up on a lot of details! Very well done short documentaries.

    • @debrakirby149
      @debrakirby149 3 роки тому

      P

    • @MrStr8den
      @MrStr8den 3 роки тому

      This programme wasn't produced in the 70/80's, more like 2010!

    • @wolfgirl1722
      @wolfgirl1722 Рік тому

      I know what you mean- I was in from 2002-2014 and I missed a lot in pop culture. These videos have helped me “catch up” now in 2022! It’s like I knew stuff happened but I was always deployed or training to deploy so it just kind of took a backseat to my “real life”

  • @craigbarron3706
    @craigbarron3706 2 роки тому +7

    I like the fact that your recreations have actors who have a good resemblance to the real people of the documentary.

  • @NxDoyle
    @NxDoyle 3 роки тому +46

    One of the things I most like about Keith is that he called himself a drummer before he ever picked up the sticks. He didn't say, "I want to learn to play the drums", he said, "I'm a drummer."

    • @FirePlayzOG
      @FirePlayzOG 2 роки тому +1

      You gotta fake it until you make it.

    • @Organise_Space
      @Organise_Space 2 роки тому +1

      He asked jazz drummer "Philly" Jo Jones for a tutorial, Jones watched him play then refused to teach him because he didn't want to spoil what he'd seen!

  • @edwarddeitch8886
    @edwarddeitch8886 3 роки тому +30

    The cemeteries are full of people whom the world couldn't survive without.

  • @HardCold-Alquan
    @HardCold-Alquan Рік тому +2

    Moon's break on "Baba O'Reily" was so great, that you had to keep rewinding it to hear it again!

  • @woollett182
    @woollett182 Рік тому +6

    The best drummer to ever walk this world

  • @Bangkok-ik1fp
    @Bangkok-ik1fp 3 роки тому +34

    Phenomenal drummer who orchestrated his set to perfection.

    • @monicaadriana7476
      @monicaadriana7476 3 роки тому +1

      It is the best drummer of all time! I love this wonderful man! He is magic!

  • @MartaWomack
    @MartaWomack 3 роки тому +28

    I remember seeing him in Miami when I was younger. He was indeed mesmerizing behind the drums.

    • @pownbnull
      @pownbnull 3 роки тому +2

      Too bad Keith Moon was a drunken, abusive, piece of chav...typical...😄

    • @MeeMee-gz5vp
      @MeeMee-gz5vp 2 роки тому

      Lucky you!

  • @ettoregelli6834
    @ettoregelli6834 9 місяців тому +4

    In my opinion THE WHO IS the greatest band of rock in the history. A legendary drummer, a incredibile guitarist, a great vocalist and....the ubique and real GENIUS of the band on basso guitar

    • @edd-ik1lw
      @edd-ik1lw 3 місяці тому

      Right so has the stones,Fleetwood mac,and led z every member of them bands us special the who where one of the best yes but the talent in them days was overlooked as only a certain type made it through even Eric Clapton struggled to grip the big time as the strain got to much on there bodies of some ppl that's where who different they brought a new kind of energy.

  • @ameliareaganwright2758
    @ameliareaganwright2758 3 роки тому +33

    I have all of The Who's autographs, including Keith Moon. It was a pleasure meeting him, as he was very kind and so childlike. At the same time, I got all the autographs of Herman's Hermits and The Blues Magoos. All three bands were in town, with Herman's Hermits being the headliner band. Sure wish I could sell those autographs to a collector.
    BTW...Pete Townshend and John Entwistle were total an a-holes, and Roger Daltrey was so funny and likeable.

    • @TuckerSP2011
      @TuckerSP2011 3 роки тому +3

      Great story! Roger seems so down to earth, and Moonie was just totally lovable and child-like.

    • @ameliareaganwright2758
      @ameliareaganwright2758 3 роки тому +1

      @@TuckerSP2011 Moonie really was as you described.

    • @chasepat2598
      @chasepat2598 3 роки тому

      How much are you asking for the autographs?

    • @juliebryne2903
      @juliebryne2903 Рік тому

      Townshends always an asshole! Hes well known for it!😁

  • @kenshiloh3349
    @kenshiloh3349 3 роки тому +47

    I have been a teacher for decades now, but I have yet to find a student with worse ADHD than I had! Drums were the perfect outlet for me; sometimes I would play for more than 8 hours per day.

    • @AirSullivan504
      @AirSullivan504 3 роки тому +4

      This isn’t about you

    • @roonilwazlib3089
      @roonilwazlib3089 3 роки тому +2

      My children have adhd ...they can’t do anything for more than 8mins let alone 8hrs, misdiagnosed or bs

    • @MiamiPush2theLimit
      @MiamiPush2theLimit 2 роки тому +3

      @@roonilwazlib3089 you just haven’t found something that could capture their attention.

    • @danpedersen55
      @danpedersen55 2 роки тому +9

      @@roonilwazlib3089 haven't you heard about hyper focus, it's a typical thing with us, with ADHD diagnosis. If we find something that feed our racing brain, with impressios, something that removes the clutter of sensory overload, we fight with on daily basis, something ever changing, like the drums....it'll give us a much needed break.

    • @sasquatch6903
      @sasquatch6903 2 роки тому +1

      @@danpedersen55 what about add?

  • @tinahachey454
    @tinahachey454 3 роки тому +18

    That was really interesting but sad thank you for sharing ❤️👼🏻

  • @nathanielanderson4898
    @nathanielanderson4898 3 роки тому +45

    One of the best concerts I have ever seen was the WHO. Unfortunately Keith Moon was already gone by then. One thing I liked about the WHO , is that everyone in the band was a front man. The music was louder than anything I have ever heard then or since. But I could hear every note crystal clear.
    When I went to the concert, I really didn't know who they were. But I knew every song they played. And I realized the magic of live performing was much more difficult to obtain than studio music. Which is not a fact that everyone understands now, much less in the early 80s. I had seen at least a dozen concerts at this point in time, and I am a musician, so I had high expectations for the groups I loved. I would have to admit that the Who was the first band I fell in love with live. I had been disappointed in most every concert I had been to up until this time.
    But it taught me a valuable lesson about the music business. And I was aspiring to be a professional musician, so I needed all of the lessons I could get. Never judge a band by their covers.

    • @aunch3
      @aunch3 3 роки тому +3

      Very underrated comment. Album songs are several takes put together like a puzzle then you perfect from there. Playing live is the true test

    • @guerralg63
      @guerralg63 2 роки тому +1

      You're right. Everyone stood out.

    • @fernandoramoa7079
      @fernandoramoa7079 2 роки тому +1

      as an amateur band, to this day we can't figure out our live sound for large, open spaces. It's like every venue sounds different in spite of trying to repeat the same mixer ctrl combination that seemed to work in another place

    • @hubbsllc
      @hubbsllc Рік тому

      The thing that disappoints me about the idea of trying to go see the Who today is that they've completely lost that "everyone is a front man" vibe. It's Roger and Pete doing a tribute act. I didn't get that sense when I saw "big-band Who" in the '90s with Simon Phillips playing drums (whom I'm a big fan of) nor did I when Kenney Jones was with them. I want to see a four-man act, plain and simple, no matter if they're embellished or not. And I'll just leave this here: Geddy Lee ain't doing much...

  • @davidwoods358
    @davidwoods358 2 роки тому +5

    This is a great follow up video after reading Roger Daltrey's autobiography.

  • @hedwizel1507
    @hedwizel1507 3 роки тому +57

    Main point: what an awesome drummer!!! 🥁

    • @littleshell2748
      @littleshell2748 3 роки тому +2

      Hum funny I thought the main point was drugs are bad 4 u an can kill 🤷👀😹😹

    • @petebest22
      @petebest22 3 роки тому +3

      Was a good drummer , but fell for the deadly drugs & drink, shame really 😔

    • @sofiedouglas757
      @sofiedouglas757 2 роки тому

      @@littleshell2748 OR MURDER!

  • @shelbeepollino6025
    @shelbeepollino6025 3 роки тому +188

    It made me sad that he thought his friends wouldn’t like him anymore if he didn’t act out 😞

    • @Road_Rash
      @Road_Rash 3 роки тому +30

      This is very often a symptom of depression...you have to be the wildest, the craziest, the funniest, the life of the party...the most drink, the most drugs, last man standing, most indestructible that nothing & no one can touch...unfortunately it's all a show & when it's all over & you're by yourself afterwards, that's when everything crashes & those all too human frailties start to invade & you bottom out...I can very much identify with Keith...now just over 6 years sober, I better understand that I don't need to do all that...hopefully I can now live longer & better life because I was able to accomplish what Keith never could...

    • @HiddenFarmApalachin
      @HiddenFarmApalachin 3 роки тому +11

      @@Road_Rash I think Robin Williams suffered the same depression.

    • @Road_Rash
      @Road_Rash 3 роки тому +11

      Yep, he did...didn't work out well for him either...

    • @pownbnull
      @pownbnull 3 роки тому +5

      Lolol..Keith Moon was a drunken, abusive piece of chav...😄

    • @FirstLast-Area52
      @FirstLast-Area52 3 роки тому +8

      @@Road_Rash about Robbin Williams.. agreed ..but I was watching something.. Bobcat Golthwait was saying and I think he had some bizarre form of dementia that he was diagnosed with and this either made him want to go before it or he was losing out to it. Idk. Seems like a whole lot of the craziest guys suffer from depression. ✌🏼

  • @AlaskanAndie
    @AlaskanAndie 3 роки тому +75

    Those eyebrows had a personality of their own!!! Seriously though,
    As I watched him here, I couldn't help wonder what was his true pain??? With human nature, it's usually pain from our childhoods and younger years!!! I always think deeply about people when I look at them, because what I see with my eyes, is only the packaging for all of the secret things that are truly you!!!

    • @TaswcmT
      @TaswcmT 3 роки тому +6

      What you experience during childhood will follow you to the end of time - which happened just 32 years later in Keith's case. Becoming a successful musician is for many like entering an endless party, and your way out will be strongly influenced by your way in. When you get access to "all the money in the world", it is often accompanied by nobody saying "no" to you - because everybody wants scraps from your table. You can get everything you want whenever you want it. Those who make it out the other end alive are those who don't need everything as badly as those who don't.

    • @lisamartin3734
      @lisamartin3734 3 роки тому +3

      Those aren't eyebrows, those are caterpillars.

    • @RadioUgly
      @RadioUgly 3 роки тому +5

      He accidentally killed his best friend and Driver.

    • @ryaneverett8375
      @ryaneverett8375 2 роки тому +1

      Very well said. Completely agree

    • @RoedofWak-be5fo
      @RoedofWak-be5fo 23 дні тому

      He accidentally killed his friend and also was terribly insecure. If he wasn't making people laugh, he felt useless.

  • @dellahicks7231
    @dellahicks7231 3 роки тому +35

    I believe the rock stars that make it out alive and find a balance in their lives, finally do learn that people love them and they don't have to keep proving themselves, as Tony Fletcher alludes to near the end if this video.

    • @MJ-qb5ph
      @MJ-qb5ph 2 роки тому

      Elton John? Saved by sobriety then David furnish

  • @matheusttx7452
    @matheusttx7452 3 роки тому +32

    rest in peace amazing drummer 🥁🥁

  • @laraoneal7284
    @laraoneal7284 2 роки тому +2

    Yes love these Last 24 documentaries.

  • @emilyveale2805
    @emilyveale2805 3 роки тому +64

    Convincing someone with untreated ADHD that you love them and they're enough? I think it's underestimated how much this has played into his story

    • @katrinaolsen2444
      @katrinaolsen2444 3 роки тому

      Her ex-husband Michael Des Barres ( a 70’s Rock Star 🌟 And now an actor) is very much alive. 🙄

    • @davidpfeifer4755
      @davidpfeifer4755 3 роки тому

      Boo hoo, so what he needed speed like adderall or ritalin? That garbage makes it worse lotta suicides related to that poison

    • @emilyveale2805
      @emilyveale2805 3 роки тому +9

      @@davidpfeifer4755 no i think he probably needed compassion and understanding like a lot of neurodiverse people do...

    • @lorimiller4301
      @lorimiller4301 3 роки тому

      @@emilyveale2805 that's a great term, neurodiverse. I like that.

    • @redacted2275
      @redacted2275 3 роки тому +2

      @@emilyveale2805 You do know this is the 70s, right? You are talking about the issue with a mindset from 2021. Ian Curtis passed away from a series of psychiatric misdiagnosis in 1980, too, it wasn't until the mid 80s/early 90s these issues started to be taken more seriously.
      Keith also had a lot of side effects from years of taking amphetamines (it can mess up your head quite a bit) during The Who's mod era and alcohol. It was sadly the perfect storm of terrible events that took Keith's life.

  • @Pimpernella
    @Pimpernella Рік тому +14

    Greatest drummer ever!

  • @richarddavis5542
    @richarddavis5542 2 роки тому +29

    The first time I heard "I Can See For Miles" by The Who I was blown away with how powerful drums could be on a song. As time went on I heard Ginger Baker and I knew I had to learn to play drums. As I matured I appreciated Keith's free form energy but most of the time he sounded out of control. I was saddened by his death as well as John Bonham. As a fellow Premier player I do feel a distant connection but I am always tempted to incorporate a little wild playing when I perform.

  • @andrewwright.
    @andrewwright. 3 роки тому +16

    Drink took 3 million in 2019.
    Smoking took 5 million.
    He was a star, stars shine brightly and fade ever to soon. Rip.

    • @MikeGreenwood51
      @MikeGreenwood51 2 роки тому +2

      You seem to be confusing him (tinselstar) with an astro interstella star of the type out beyond the earth's atmosphere in space. Tinselstars are posers of more hype than real outter space stars. I wouldn't recommend confusing him with 'The Moon' either. Another astral body which some people think shines where as the so called moon light reaches earth from the Sun. The sun apparently is a star. But a good comment quoting the UK mortality rate for alcohol drinking and smoking 2019.

    • @kongzilla2270
      @kongzilla2270 2 роки тому

      heminevrin killed him not booze or street drugs

  • @ajh6354
    @ajh6354 2 роки тому +9

    I partied like a 19 year old until I was forty eight. Then I had a child and realized that it was time to be an adult. 12 years later and I could not be happier. Thanks Emma.

  • @drunkdrummer107
    @drunkdrummer107 2 роки тому +4

    Keith Moon - forever

  • @peterhaynes8258
    @peterhaynes8258 Рік тому +7

    Greatest Drummer in my time, A Legend/Icon! R.I.P. Keith.

    • @racheldoesacrylic4089
      @racheldoesacrylic4089 Рік тому +1

      After 10 yrs at the top , moonie should not have to feel he had to perform to be accepted, i used to be a singer in bands and know and saw what drugs/drink do to you, and a real shame he died this way ,too many were lost well before their time/ 2022

  • @yourdaywillcome5694
    @yourdaywillcome5694 Рік тому +2

    All the good rock comes from guys from England they make the best rock ever

  • @cynthiaschultheis1660
    @cynthiaschultheis1660 2 роки тому +4

    Saw them live twice, outrageous!!!!

  • @noodlehat3250
    @noodlehat3250 Рік тому +6

    If I was a rock star I would definitely stay out Harry Nilsson's apartment.

  • @lhstarr6879
    @lhstarr6879 2 роки тому +5

    1975... THE WHO....my 1st concert. 😁

  • @nadiatr8731
    @nadiatr8731 3 роки тому +28

    With so much drug abuse and alcohol what to expect??? The groupie was wright it was a surprise he lived as long as he did.

  • @susandilaudo9534
    @susandilaudo9534 2 роки тому +3

    i married a musician(guitar/vox)--anyway, when i was pregnant, i would pray the usual stuff (health happy, etc)--i always ended the prayer the same way,"and God, whatever instrument he plays, plz dont let it be the drums." My son shares his bday with Moon, aug 23, and has been playing drums since he could sit up. he's a young adult now and shares other similarities...

  • @jeffclement2979
    @jeffclement2979 3 роки тому +10

    Listen to Live at Leeds
    The very definition of classic rock
    And Keith's at the top of his game
    R.I.P. Dear Boy

  • @ThePiratemachine
    @ThePiratemachine 2 роки тому +5

    Extraordinary look - especially the eyes - similar to the actor Robert Newton ( Long John Silver ) who died much the same way.

  • @lovelyshirl
    @lovelyshirl Рік тому +1

    Great documentary. Learned lots of things about Moon the Loon that I hadn't known

  • @gabethedinosaur95
    @gabethedinosaur95 2 роки тому +9

    My folks told me about The Who and I have to say they’re absolutely awesome. Keith moon was such a great drummer. But it’s sad he died 44 years ago. If he were still alive now he be married and he be living in a house he be playing the drums .
    Rip Keith moon

  • @mjedwards75
    @mjedwards75 3 роки тому +20

    The first 10mins seemed like an hour to me :D

  • @danielbrown1724
    @danielbrown1724 2 роки тому +19

    Keith’s wife looks fantastic for someone in her early 60’s

  • @RhythmBulzara
    @RhythmBulzara 3 роки тому +52

    I never realized how similar Keith moon is to John Bonham. Both crazy good drummers and alcoholics. Also pretty much died because of it.

    • @Xtremecarfan10188
      @Xtremecarfan10188 3 роки тому +9

      Same age too

    • @hollyhk3501
      @hollyhk3501 3 роки тому +6

      Yep ! Was thinking that all the while I was watching this

    • @melissawright1979
      @melissawright1979 2 роки тому +4

      Yeah both killed by excess. 2 years apart and same age. Also Moon died in the sane room where Cass Elliott died x

    • @southsider3542
      @southsider3542 2 роки тому +1

      They were both very good friends as well

    • @chevyblue10
      @chevyblue10 2 роки тому

      Led Zeppelin is my favorite band and I've always loved Bonham. Rush is my #2 group (tied with Pink Floyd and The Allman Brothers lol), but I've often wondered who really was the best drummer. I always favored Moon just because his personality and his partying ability so much reminded me of me. If I had Moon's talent, and thus tons of money, I doubt I would have lived nearly as long.

  • @malekmo63
    @malekmo63 2 роки тому +2

    Viv Prince coined the phrase Moon the Loon according to Jimmy Page, Jimmy always said Viv was wilder than Keith yet he retired from music and breeds dogs I believe, Keith as a young musician would watch and take notes of everything Viv Prince did on stage, the first British Wild Rock drummer. Kicked out of New Zealand for life, first British rock musician to be arrested for drugs and firearms, worked with Jimmy Page in 1963 in the band Carter Lewis and The Southerners, the whole band were wilder than any other rock band in 63, 64 65 and pretty much their whole career!!! Viv is very much alive and living in Portugal!!! The first The Pretty Things album is worth checking out for his approach!!! Viv Prince filled in for Keith in 66 when Keith was struck down with whooping cough, there is a brilliant article on that on Viv Prince's Facebook page, well worth reading!!!

  • @debbiesmith2511
    @debbiesmith2511 3 роки тому +10

    But no one ever told him he should love himself ...Who cares what others think. You GOTTA love yourself...Good or bad...Love yourself.

    • @2msvalkyrie529
      @2msvalkyrie529 3 роки тому

      You mean like The Kardashians ?
      They really " love " themselves.

    • @roboneil408
      @roboneil408 2 роки тому

      @@2msvalkyrie529 No, not like that at all. Proper care and concern for your own self....as if you were caring for a loved one outside of you.

  • @suzanneglendinning1820
    @suzanneglendinning1820 2 роки тому +8

    I think the telling of Keith's life is important as it shows how public figures deal with life. He sounds like a wonderful person. Just left us too soon.

  • @cornerofthemoon
    @cornerofthemoon 3 роки тому +16

    It's a shame that Keith Moon didn't make it to the 80's. He would have been a darling of the early MTV era and the Who may have not broken up (the first time) back then.

    • @markfernandes9715
      @markfernandes9715 2 роки тому

      Pete later said that he had wanted out of the Who from '79 onwards. The break after '82 did them good. But might have finished Keith off if he had survived after '78. He wasn't destined to live a long life. Good things come in short packages

    • @victoriaross3263
      @victoriaross3263 2 роки тому

      @@markfernandes9715 That's not what that saying is about at all.

  • @kingfish4242
    @kingfish4242 2 роки тому +7

    I'm a recovering alcoholic. Those types of medications should only be taken when the body is in withdrawal. They are not meant to be taken while actively drinking. They should also only be taken in a medical setting like a clinic or hospital.

    • @nicholasjohnson6724
      @nicholasjohnson6724 2 роки тому +1

      That is a very sensible comment. Thank you sir, I pray and hope that you win your battle 🙏

    • @windsofmarchjourneyperrytr2823
      @windsofmarchjourneyperrytr2823 Рік тому

      YUP. Agree. Personally against that sh*t for that reason. But the pill pushers wanna make DAMN sure you STAY on that crap--FOREVER!
      If you study for CADC, the pill pushers are all over, pushing swag. What a coincidence.

  • @colheg3113
    @colheg3113 2 роки тому +11

    The final 24 hours...... so they go and tell his life story !!

  • @jamesgeorge2299
    @jamesgeorge2299 2 роки тому +4

    That photo of Keith with Linda Lovelace and Linda Blair made me smile. What an iconic 1970s image that is.

  • @pertermurderstrom8115
    @pertermurderstrom8115 3 роки тому +22

    What this documentary forgets is Keith Moon was the best drummer ever. Jazz drummers included, there is nothing alike this immaculate disprover of Zeno's paradox. He was simply the best and there will never be a better drummer.

    • @aaronbickford8725
      @aaronbickford8725 2 роки тому +1

      Technically and traditionally speaking, Ginger Baker was a far better drummer than Keith Moon. Ginger’s roots were in jazz, but he was a fantastic rock drummer as well. Do your self a favor and check out Ginger Baker’s Air Force some time.

    • @fernandoramoa7079
      @fernandoramoa7079 2 роки тому +1

      l doubt the metronome fancied Moon's flamboyant ways

    • @machinegunjackmcgurn7453
      @machinegunjackmcgurn7453 2 роки тому +1

      Bullshit.

    • @jonathanbuford1793
      @jonathanbuford1793 2 роки тому

      No way the moon was the man I’ve heard people say Neil pert lol and many others but give me a break research The Who couldn’t come close to replacing him after his passing which bummed me out but that’s how irreplaceable he was rip

    • @crashburn3292
      @crashburn3292 Рік тому

      The video literally called Moon "The greatest rock drummer of his generation" TWICE. And, saying "there will never be a better drummer" is laughable.

  • @skippress
    @skippress 2 роки тому +6

    I met Keith at a party McCartney and Wings gave in 1976. Had a great time talking with him. Six years later, I was dating the girl he was living with when he drove the Rolls into a pool. There's a lot more to the story which will be in a book I'm writing about Hollywood days. It was too bad he inebriated himself to death because he was so talented.

  • @blondechick9804
    @blondechick9804 3 роки тому +22

    I can't help but think he favors AL Pacino..In that last T.V. interview he did I thought that was Tony Montana!!

    • @rebels42wynn83
      @rebels42wynn83 2 роки тому +2

      WOW, I HAD THOUGHT THAT I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO HAD COMPARED HIM TO AL PACINO.

    • @matthewjdouglas6471
      @matthewjdouglas6471 2 роки тому +1

      @@rebels42wynn83 me too.

  • @Bustygirl-dz1wi
    @Bustygirl-dz1wi 2 роки тому +9

    The way Keith was going not surprised he died young

  • @FromaTwistedMind
    @FromaTwistedMind 3 роки тому +7

    Find someone that looks like Keith to play Keith. No.
    Find someone to play Keith that can actually play the drums. No.
    Moon the Loon was a one off virtuoso genius & party boy. Love him.

    • @redacted2275
      @redacted2275 3 роки тому

      I think they didn't have the budget to do better. All episodes of this series are like that.

  • @chefbrittan84
    @chefbrittan84 3 роки тому +112

    Keith Moon was a legend. All these hate comments are sad. Don’t judge someone’s demons.

    • @pultsari9036
      @pultsari9036 3 роки тому +31

      A man beating up his wife, the mother of his child. That's what is sad, not the comments.

    • @andrewthomson2628
      @andrewthomson2628 3 роки тому +18

      Any man who lifts his hand to a woman is scum.

    • @andrewthomson2628
      @andrewthomson2628 3 роки тому

      @Scott Murphy Thanks Captain Obvious.

    • @spacefishingmusic694
      @spacefishingmusic694 3 роки тому +1

      Your right... I HATE PREJUDICE!¨

    • @Cunning.Stunt7
      @Cunning.Stunt7 3 роки тому +5

      I was in a abusive relationship for 7 years. It's never ok no matter who you are. I truly believe life is what you make it aswell as what goes around comes back around. 😉

  • @elimaduro1271
    @elimaduro1271 3 роки тому +8

    A fantastic album... A masterpiece...

  • @paulthornton918
    @paulthornton918 2 роки тому +6

    I was the last person to be photographed with Keith Moon & last person to speak to him other than his girlfriend Anette.
    I was walking past the Odeon in Leicester Square, London as he came out of the cinema with his girlfriend on the night he died & I had a brief chat with him. My friend John who was with me took a photograph of Keith & myself. It was quiet by then & no one else was around, Keith was friendly & subdued but looked well.
    Keith then got in a 'black cab' taxi with Anette & left. A few minutes later his chauffeur pulled up in a rolls royce outside the Odeon & asked John & I if we had seen Keith, we told him he had just left & the Chauffeur said thanks & drove off quickly. The photograph of Keith & myself was on the front page of my local paper the Sheffield Star.

  • @MarkkuKoljonenwTinja
    @MarkkuKoljonenwTinja 2 роки тому

    Thanks! T&M

  • @user-bt8py5kv5m
    @user-bt8py5kv5m 3 роки тому +27

    Reckless life Killed This 🥁 Legend .

  • @jamesmoran5192
    @jamesmoran5192 3 роки тому +35

    Keith Moon lived fast and died young - pretty rock 'n roll.

    • @michaelroecker4315
      @michaelroecker4315 3 роки тому +4

      No.....ugly rock n roll.tragic 4 him, and tragic 4 family.although i have drank my share of vodka cokes.Remember the headline when Moony died?"Keith went and passed before he got old".Ringo was a great drummer?maybe I'm unqualified 2 judge.

    • @michaelmilandes2040
      @michaelmilandes2040 3 роки тому

      @@michaelroecker4315 2

    • @redacted2275
      @redacted2275 3 роки тому +1

      The guy was in shambles in his last days and he wanted to get better, what are you talking about?

  • @MrTee-hw7mp
    @MrTee-hw7mp 3 роки тому +14

    He really was the best drummer in rock history. No hyperbole.

    • @Zeppelin927
      @Zeppelin927 2 роки тому +1

      No he wasn't and stop saying hyperbole

  • @iancarpenter6298
    @iancarpenter6298 2 роки тому +6

    amazing drummer.the greatest.where did he get that energy.?...love him r i p..keith...miss you.

    • @nathanialbroadway2719
      @nathanialbroadway2719 2 роки тому

      I think he already had a natural energy within him , but I also think the upper drugs along with booze turned him into a hyper Energizer bunny lol it’s a shame he passed so young tho !!! For some reason the best legends always do !!!!!

    • @BeaIEngio
      @BeaIEngio 2 роки тому +1

      Er, amphetamines?

  • @ChrisGWGreen
    @ChrisGWGreen 2 роки тому +4

    This doc is as all over the place as Keith Moon :S

  • @lindamerchant2401
    @lindamerchant2401 2 роки тому +3

    One of rocks greatest drummers

  • @Crumpet_Central_
    @Crumpet_Central_ 8 місяців тому

    Keith's birthday was yesterday, would've been 77. Rest in power ❤

  • @kansascitycomputers
    @kansascitycomputers 2 роки тому +1

    WOW!! Keith Moon..burning the candle at both ends !!!

  • @HappytubsDoncaster
    @HappytubsDoncaster 2 роки тому +3

    So many non famous ORDINARY people battling with addictions yet no one worships them? They just look down on them.

  • @alexanderarcher8013
    @alexanderarcher8013 3 роки тому +4

    I've been there,miracle walking,You are at peace and your legacy will goe on forever

  • @BledaRassmar
    @BledaRassmar Рік тому +2

    Keith Moon: *dies from alcohol*
    UA-cam: *plays alcohol advertisement*
    Me: "...uh"

  • @majordeezee1659
    @majordeezee1659 2 роки тому +2

    My first mega concert in Pontiac Michigan “THE WHO” good times.

  • @joebrewer4529
    @joebrewer4529 3 роки тому +7

    The sad part about drug addiction is that it is extreme and brutal. And almost the worst part is when you're stopping this vicious cycle you're in. even if consciously you don't want to do things anymore now they've become habits. That's why you see bums off the side of the road like say Ted Williams that lived his life for so long like that. The worst part is reaching like 5:00 in the afternoon when you've done the same routine for 10 years or more. And you find yourself at 5:00 in the afternoon still going through the same habitual routine. It ends up haunting your mind. it's not so much addiction at that point as it is that's just what you've done every day for like 10 years. I think that's pretty much what happened to Mooney at the end. And sadly his body was so ravaged by drugs that they didn't take much for him to do himself in an even if he was trying to get better.