NF - How could you leave us - REACTION - Sheesh this is HEAVY!
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NF - Why did you leave us - REACTION - Sheesh this is HEAVY!
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I will do mansion and clouds soon
I’m excited, but I wish you did mansion before you did Hope but I’m not mad. All of Hope is basically a recap of all his other music
@@zacharyjones7948 Wait till you see the hope reaction. That’s why I have a guest for that one. You’ll see.
After you take the journey you can always revisit with the understanding you gain. Might be a whole new song for then, and a cool reaction
So sorry for your loss. my Dad passed before I was married and had children. He would have been the greatest grandpa. My mom passed just this summer..both were taken by cancer.
Take it from someone who had one parent, Dad, encouraging emotional expression,vans the other, Victorian British (stoic) Mom, discouraging,even belittling it. I learned to stuff everything down really well, until there was no more room. It was brutal! So don't be me. It's far healthier to let them happen as they do, a little here and there. my wonderful dad used to say, "All things in moderation." It's a universally applicable phrase. Not easy to maintain 24/7, but a good aspiration. God bless you and your family.
When recording the end of the song NF told everyone to leave the studio because he couldn’t do it in front of anyone. All the crying was real time while recording the song. He kept it together enough to make it through the whole song.
I super appreciate your reaction bro. The respect you gave this song was spot on. I recommend mansion before you do hope. It'll help make sense of more things
I second the Mansion reaction
💯 x5 Respect in this reaction, real.
It doesn't matter how many times I listen to this it always hits deep.
Lost my mom 1999… Dad got remarried and my new mom got killed in 2004.. Ever since I found NF and once I heard this song.. It hit me like a train.. Followed him ever since and he’s helped me A LOT with his music.🙏 Dope reaction. You’re a great dad man you ain’t going nowhere!👊💯🔥
I'm so sorry you had to experience that pain.❤
This song broke me the first time I heard it. Cuz it made me think about my sister and nephew cuz my sister is choosing alcohol over her son and her life and it’s killing her.
This is one of the best, most real reactions to this song that I have ever seen
I can see you fighting back tears so hard- but as a woman I have to say that it takes real strength to be vulnerable and to let others see you cry esp if you’re a man. NF is proof that it’s okay to cry. Those emotions have to come out. My heart breaks for nf and any kid who had to deal with this but I have to say- this song hits me differently than most I think bc I’ve struggled with addiction myself and know others who have as well. Addiction is a horrible tragic thing for anyone who’s involved. I couldn’t help but watch this video and think of the mom’s perspective. If you haven’t struggled with any form of addiction I know it’s hard to understand and to emphasize with. That’s only natural esp if your directly affected by it.. but I don’t have to know NFs mom or her story to know that she was miserable. Yes, it was a choice to start taking drugs, for whatever reason, but at some point it’s not a choice anymore.. the drugs start to take over and consume you mentally physically emotionally and even chemically your body starts relying on it so even when you want to quit you don’t or you can’t (not easily at least) bc you basically need it to survive at that point. It’s not only the drugs that consumes you but it’s also the guilt and regret that eats at you every second of every day knowing that you’ve let down everyone you love and you just watch yourself like an out of body experience ruin your life and waste it away but that pain you feel from that is so overwhelming then you take the drugs to avoid and numb that pain bc it’s so heavy. It’s a constant never ending battle that you’ll never fully get over. So unless you have a really strong support system- it feels nearly impossible to overcome. Nobody wakes up wanting to be an addict or a terrible mother or daughter or friends etc. nobody wants to live like that. Addicts are just looking for a good time, and to party, they are trying to survive which is ironic consider what they think is keeping them alive to fight another day - is inevitably the thing that’s going to kill them. I hate that she couldn’t hang on a little longer.. it breaks my heart for her and for Nate. Hearing this after his son was born hurts even more than before bc that little boy won’t have his grandma.. however that kid is going to have the best dad and is no doubt going to be so loved by him and his mother. I take comfort in knowing that at least. And the fact Nate finally
Forgives her in *Hope* it just made me feel so much more at peace.. like maybe I have a chance too. Idk thanks for your reaction.. this song is not easy to digest but it’s so necessary. It’s bringing awareness which can potentially help and save a lot of lives. Anyone struggling right now with addiction or knows someone who is.. you arent alone. You are worthy of loved and forgiveness. I pray you find the strength to overcome it, I hope you all will say a little prayer for me as well to whatever god you believe in.. bc we all need a little help sometimes 💔❤️🩹❤️
I cry everytime I rewatch this song....like a visceral gut-wrenching cry that I haven't done since a kid. One of the most powerful songs I've ever heard, the story, the soul-sucking chorus, the gut-punching verses, and then the crying at the end talking to a lost loved one way too early.....which so many have experienced, drugs or not.
I've seen/heard this multiple times and it gets to me every time.. This is a true story unfortunately...
Also he actually is crying.. When he is talking at the end he told everyone to leave the studio so he could have some alone time just talking to his mom..
If i could come with a recommendation *Story* is a good one and video is so sick.. Definitely worth checking out.
Also *Mansion* is a song worth mentioning..
If i remember correctly, they almost couldnt get him to leave the studio
@@MithicalBeats Oh wow i didn't know that..
@@Danny_R_ yeah, he practically had an emotional breakdown. Massive respect to nf
Everything NF does is real. That’s why his slogan is Real music. This one always gets me emotional as well. I’m enjoying your NF reactions so much. I can’t wait to see them every week.
Bruh i feel you. I lost my dad when i was in my mid 20’s, really was hard for me. And i don’t want my 2 daughters to go through that, i feel you bro.
NFREALMUSIC! Prayers for anyone that needs it! Stay blessed bro!
Genuine reaction. Loved the reaction. Powerful song. NF=Real music. Go back and listen to Mansion.
A beautiful reaction ❤️ to be able to express emotion both a man and as a woman is important. Important to teach our children and let them see that. ❤️
This was beautiful. All of it!
My best friend committed suicide November of 2021. He was like a brother to me and my family even too him in for a while because he was in a tough spot and my parents did help him out, but at the end he lost his battle with depression, and there’s not a day that goes by where I don’t think about him. Being 23 at that time I never would’ve expected to experience that loss at that age, and sometimes it is hard not to be bitter at the fact that he isn’t here. With us being practical brothers, the hardest part of going through life is knowing how much he’d enjoy where we’re all headed, and knowing he won’t be there to experience that with us. If you are someone who battles depression, or any mental illness please talk to someone and know that you’re loved. Shit gets real and I myself am usually stoic like you said, and don’t like to ever show emotions, but I now understand the importance of letting your emotions out, and letting people know men go through shit too, and it’s okay to be in those places as men.
NF has been making me feel like I'm not alone since therapy session. I'll forever be grateful for falling asleep at my pc and waking up to Therapy session. Changed My life and frame of mind.
Literally meant to be
NFs willingness to put his emotion upfront like that is incredible.
Youre a real man for being authentic and honest. Thank you for speaking your truth. Much love from Switzerland ❤❤❤
This is exactly why I love your channel! You are such a genuine and all around great human! ❤
Fairly new subscriber to your channel... binge watching tonight. The emotions are REAL!! I am a grandma, almost 58, helping raise 2 of our grandkids because their mother (my son's wife) walked out on them, and him, in the middle of the night because of drugs we didn't know she was doing. That was in 2018 right after my daddy died. Rough year! The kids are now 7 and almost 10. This could have ended up being their story... but it won't be. I just went through my own cancer battle recently... breast cancer, finished chemo 11 days after my 57th birthday, last January and radiation 2 months later. I wanted to give you a mama hug so bad... I am so sorry for the loss of your mama. My boys lost their dad (my first husband) to cancer in 2021, he was 57. The fear was real for them when I was diagnosed. By the grace of GOD, mine was caught real early and I am cancer free now. Emotions... rambling... have to watch your reaction to MAMA now. NOTE, this and "Mama" are both track #4 on the albums.
The pain you hear in his voice is so crazy. This song gets me everytime
Shit I cry my ass off every time I hear this. My ex abandoned our kids when they were little. Just like in the video, she would say she was coming to see them and then never show. My kids would be standing by the window and then be devastated when she wouldn't come.
I heard this song 100's of time and this song hit me every time
This song is this generation's cat's in the cradle. Harry Chapin wrote that for my generation. About a father who put work above his family. The trauma kids have being abandoned for ANY REASON will be with them for their whole lives. As parents we must make wise choices.
The grown man in me just got done watching this video of you reacting to this video from NF and man.. let me just say that you and your story left me with some tears as well BP. Mind you I've seen this music video before this reaction also. Authentic, real, and amazing reaction brother. Your mother seemed like an angel to the community and your family man. Always remember that your children will be able to see her through you, and that will always matter. Much love
Peg I feel it in my heart how much you love your mother, she must have been a wonderful woman. I'm a mother to 3 little boys, and I hope and pray they will love me the way you love your mother. I want you to know that we love our children so, so, so viscerally, it's so deep and a primal part of us.
My heart hurts so bad when I hear Nate's pain, because I know his mother loved him. And I know her struggle, I'm a mother, I KNOW she loved him, she just lost the struggle of addiction. So many people have. It's so heartbreaking because there's just so much collateral damage done.
I feel what you said about leaving your daughter to my core. I have a 6 year old daughter and recently she’s become more aware that death is a thing and she tells me from time to time that she doesn’t want me to die, and it literally guts me. They are so innocent and it cause me the deepest pain to think of all the aspects of life they will come to realize as they grow.
I get you when you say you have to be strong, my Wife is Fighting Terminal Brain Cancer and is in the last stages after battling for the last year and a half, I lost my Father back in 2018 and my Mother was diagnosed with Alzheimer's around the same time. Fast forward to last year 2022 my older brother pastaway unexpectedly the end of October then 5 days later My Oldest son Past away, then my Mom past in Dec. So it's taking everything I got to hold it all together for the rest of my Family
One of the best songs there is.
Beautifully said, pegasus. This song has always been painful and heartbreaking to watch. One bcuz of the deep agony he feels for being left behind by his mom and for 2. My husband (ex) was heavily addicted to dr@gs and i left him in 2012 bcuz he refused to get clean. He ended up passing away in 2020 from an overdose. Although, i held my father's hand while he took his final breath, lost my sister and brother 7 mths apart (my bro ended his life and I'm the one who found him), telling my children that their dad was no longer here was by far the most painful thing i ever had to endure. Sending love to anyone who's ever experienced loss of this magnitude.
I had great parents but my son went thru this with his biological father ( my ex husband ) Fortunately he had a great step dad but it still left scars in his life. His biological dad wasn’t addicted but he would say he was coming to pick him up then not show sometimes not coming around for months and he came from a good family. Unfortunately his dad passed away in 2020 alone. This one hits me because I was always trying to make up the bad with the good with my son. Then I got sick with lyme disease when he was so young and I feel like I did my best but had to be in bed a lot. We always managed tho. God bless NF and this one got me so much. You don’t have to be stoic 😢 and your mom will see your daughter eventually in heaven so hold onto that.
Respect for the genuine reaction fam !!
Sorry about your mother. I lost mine 2 years ago unexpectedly when I was 29. It was the most painful thing to go through and to be honest I don’t think I’ll ever be over it. 💙 This was the first music video that has ever made a little teary eyed. This is art though.
Lost my mom at in '98, at 12, also to a drug overdose. This song always hits hard but it's on my playlist regardless. It really is timeless. Sorry to hear about your loss, that's really awful. Your mom had to be pretty young still. She sounded like a wonderful person. Thank you for your reaction to this and opening up about it.
@14:06, unfortunately yes, it is his real life story...and this took him a very long time to write, much less record and then make a video!😢 I can't imagine how deeply it tore him apart. Plus the little girls are his 2 little sisters and bc of the ways they differed about it all and the song, it tore them 3 apart from each other's lives for the longest time! I'm so happy that they have since put it aside and are very close again, then they got to see him get married and are now aunties to his beautiful baby boy ❤ I actually can relate to this on a different level bc I have family that are all addicts and in the past I have had to go help raise 2 kids of one that was their mom. And it killed me to watch them go thru this! 😪 He was 17yrs old at the time 😢
All love BP! Let it go bro, sometimes, you have to cry. That's being a man, that's being human. Your mom would be proud of you!
On the flip side, listed to NF's new track "Mamma" on his Hope album. It's part 2 to this track.
"Be strong for your family. Do the right thing, fellas. Take care of your kids." True, but if you're struggling. If inside, you feel like it's all getting too much; look for help too. If you have a good support structure, good people around you, and friends you can open up to... then great. That might be all you need. If you need help, I can't say LOUD ENOUGH; please don't hesitate to get help.
You could speak to a specialist. A therapist. Don't let it eat you up. Don't try and push it all down as it will bubble up. It can manifest itself in all sorts of ways, and they're usually/always negative. However, with a little help. An ear to listen. A guiding hand or voice - you can get through it.
I know this is an older video but I’m going to comment anyway. I’m around the same age as you and grew up in a strict military family on both sides of the family…when my grandmother passed my uncle who was a green beret and commander in Vietnam came to me and said “life is unpredictable and hurts, when it comes to family and love, the rules do not apply, go ahead and cry because nobody will judge son”. I’ve lived by that
I could have written this song word for word. I thank NF for making this for my own representation. Peg, can you ask Krizz Kaliko next time yall do a video if he remembers signing my Mom's urn in Pensacola,FL?
Sorry bout your mom bro. I get what you mean about being tough I was raised the same way. Just make sure to remember that it's okay not to be tough all the time.
Amen!
This song makes me booger cry every time. The fact that you can feel his pain makes him so special. 🖤
I’ve heard this song 100s of times and still have to hold tears in bro lol this song is crazy powerful
My Dad died in a traffic accident when I was 9 years old, it took years just to finally accept that he was actually dead, then we had to deal with the delayed grieving process. I'm now 33 and still dealing with his death and the results of it. The pain goes away with time, yes, but the trust issues and fears of people leaving etc., those follow you. This song makes me cry every time I hear it.... Thanks for taking one for the team and watching it! Lol
One of the best reactions I've seen. To anything. Instant sub
At 23, I lost my dad. At 25 my mom. It wasn't some kind of crazy stuff like drugs. It's just that circumstances and health have developed. I still punish myself by thinking that I was not at home, as if I could have prevented it.
When all this happened, there were many people who came to see them off on their last journey.
My sisters and I still don't realize that they are no longer with us. We have a feeling that they went on a trip and just turned off the phone. And it kills me that they will never see their first grandson, who was in the womb of my sister, and who attended his grandmother's funeral.
It’s a true story this is what this man really went through. That’s why you gotta love him
@15:05, He actually was crying hard, and made everyone leave him alone in the studio and he finished it by himself 😢😢😢😢😢
We like to make you cry during these type of songs,but in a good way bwcause we like this side of you. Good shit man. I toatlly agree, also a parent of all daughters.
When I first listened to this song when I was a freshman in high school I couldn’t understand the pain he went through but I knew my worst fear was losing my mom. My mom passed away in October of last year and im 18. This song hits different now when I listen to it because I know the pain. My mom and I were extremely close and she was my best friend. I miss her more than anything. My mom passed away from a disease called scleroderma.
Wonderful reaction, thank for sharing.
Im with you bro. I lost my mom March 6th 2018. She was already in the hospital for pneumonia which got hot all the gone because of smoking. December 27th she was supposed to come home but on December 26th she had a heart attack. We brought her home on in home hospice care end of January and me and my dad were her nurses till she passed. I still haven't processed one second of it. I still have nightmares of finding her when she passed 😢
His new one came out Thursday and it already has almost 2.5 million views. He also mentions his mom the new song.
Definitely do Mama next, he has really evolved in his feelings and has accepted the past. Truly amazing. So beyond proud of his growth. I think having his son has really been a big push.
Here for the nf journey
Subscribing to see more -
Thank you for your reaction to this - it was powerful
Love bro. I appreciate you! You ain't no less of a man. Be strong! Great channel.
Yes, Nate lost his mom to opiod addiction. This was him actually crying. He made everyone leave, so he could be alone to record the end. He said he wasn't sure how much, or exactly what he wanted to say, that he just let the song open him up to say what he'd been holding in so long. Real and raw. NF = Real Music. The raw expression of emotion that mych if his music envokes is what i think appeals to most of us. We can safely, vicariously , release parts of our pain through the good cry that happens. Btw, crying actually releases toxins feim yoyr system . So there really is a "giis cry."
**** Nate is married to Bridgette. When he recorded Hope, his son had been born the year before. They are now expecting a daughter. That's part of the reason i alwausvsay go in order. Because we go with him on his hard but healing journey. And we get ro see gis "aha" occur. You as a father are gonna l9ve what happens through therapy session, the search, and when you get HOPE it will ve wven mire powerful having geard abd seen the hard journey that got him there. Hevwas basically sharing his nental health journey in real time.
The ending monolog, NF broke down in the studio and asked everyone to leave. He broke down and just spoke to finish the song.
I can tell. Man… heavy
NF is REAL! His lyrics paint pictures so vividly.
Im 37 and have never lost anyone that you, for lack of a better term, expect to die before you, like my grandparents at ages 85-95. But this song hits deep and makes you extremely uncomfortable to listen to, yet it draws you in.
not sure why but i just realized im 36, not 37
Thank you for a great reaction!
Don't feel bad I break down everytime I hear this song I hesitated clicking on this because of that. Thank you for being so open with us. You seem like such a good man I imagine your mother would be so proud of you today and what you do. ❤
Dang man your story about your mom at the end hit me so hard because my mom was also like the mom of the street I lived on all the kids would come over and hangout when we were young play cards on the porch and she’d always make food and make sure everyone felt welcome. Appreciate the reaction and the perspective you shared.
Really appreciate your honesty and reaction. Definitely appreciate your perspective. Subbing now. God bless you Sir
This hits hard every time. Very heartfelt reaction bro ✌❤💪
Great reaction and loved hearing ur story. Black P! Always giving
Your genuine reaction was so emotional . I am sure your Mom is proudly watching over you, your daughter and all her babies. Thank you for being real and opening up to your subs, we love you !! On the new album that dropped today...April 7th '23...the song "Mama" will be a good one to hear !!! He is back and the album is amazing !!
Loved your reaction. And thank you for sharing your personal story. 🙌💙
Something I sadly can relate to. Lost my mom when I was 19, and my dad when I was 28.
Appreciate your honesty❤👍🏼🔔
Great reaction man.. This song is amazing.. Brutal, but amazing. Brings me to tears every time i hear it.
Just subbed. Thanks for this one. NF only writes and does music about his life experiences. So glad you are going through his tracks. NFRealMusic 🔥🔥🔥
His mom died from pills about 2 weeks before he graduated high school. Yeah, this was his life. He had people leave the studio while he recorded this.
Your intro discussing that NF is a Christian rapper surprised me. I have heard a few of his songs, but most often reactions to this. I never was aware that he was Christian, except in the way that so many people say they are if they are not something else specifically. What I have heard is mostly therapy, expressing and addressing his psychological dilemmas - certainly nothing nonchristian about it, but not in any way pushing religion. What you gave as an example is my problem with a lot of Christian music - it preaches at you, without expressing the thoughts and feelings that might lead the listened to understand.
BTW, props to the actress who plays the mother. She has to show a range of emotions in the interactions, no words, and does a great job.
FINALLY!!!! GLAD U REACTED TO IT 🙏❤
My mom was an amazing mother. However she had pill problems and alcohol problems which ended up killing her. One time she got put on probation for calling in her own narcotic prescriptions to the pharmacy.
I was 23 when she died
NF is Real🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Sorry for your loss, your mom sounded like a great woman.
Much love🖤
Thanks for this reaction, and thanks for the vulnerability you shared with us. I can't directly relate to this song, but like you said, as a father, this is hard. Kids don't deserve it.
New song HOPE just dropped yday. New album HOPE comes out April 7th.
Big respect for doing this one, i can tell it fcked with you, but you sucked it up and finished it.
Ps. Everything Nate's done is a real story for him...all except for the one called "Story" 😅 he was just trying it out bc of everyone saying what an amazing storyteller he is ❤ And he asked if we'd like to see more like that from him too! He said that him n Tommee Profitt were just messing around with ideas and then it came to him🎉❤
It is true it really happened
Hey yo, we don't care that u might be vulnerable, we care that love, hurt, and pain does exist... relatability isn't wrong, and for it we are given a reason to understand empathy, sympathy, and so much more to those who really need it, in the end of all just know we feel for u, showing nothing but love.❤
Wow omg😢😢😢😢
NF real music isn't fake, he doesn't write this stuff as fiction, this is what he is actually experiencing.
this song hits me hard, my mother was addicted to pills and they changed her she became someone i was scared of at times, and most times i was in fear of losing my own life... i was the one that found her body, the pills ruined her veins she didn't overdose but the damage was done, she had a vascular collapse from the extended drug abuse... please remember to take care everyone.
You gotta do NF - Clouds! That song and video is incredible!
Hey I just want to say thank you for your open honest and vulnerable reaction. That does not make you any less of a man. If anything it makes you more of a man because you showed a part b for some reason you guys always seem to want to hide. It makes you real. It makes you human. She always open the door I appreciate you
He requested everyone to leave the studio so that he could break down privately on the track.
Hey brother at the end of his new song hope The biggest part of that song if he gives his mother
If it wasn't for reactions I could never cope rewatching. Thankyou my unknown friend 😢
I'm here finally
This is a true story
@Pegasus, PLEASE JUST ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT IT TAKES A STRONGER MAN TO CRY AND BE VULNERABLE THAN IT DOES NOT TO BE 😉🥲🫂🥰 AND BELIEVE ME, YOUR MOM HAS SEEN IT ALL! SHE'S BEEN WITH YOUR BABY GIRL,AND Y'ALL THE WHOLE TIME ❤
Bruh you did good holding that in. This song hits me EVERYTIME. It's one of those songs I can't listen to. My mom was an addict. Alcohol was her drug of choice.
I lost my mom in December 2010 from cancer too. I feel that.
I wish men would stop feeling like they can't be emotional. I'm a single mom who left abuse. I'm raising my son to know not only I am his safe place, but any emotion he feels is ok and safe to feel.
Men need to stop feeling afraid to be vulnerable. My son will never feel that.
Life is tough. And as a single, full time working mom with a 14 year old son and 4 year old daughter, in 2023 with the world as sh*t as is, I'm going through it. Man or woman, we all go through it. And we are all allowed to feel real emotions and express them. Regardless of gender.
And I refuse to let my son ever think his feelings don't matter and makes him less of a man because he expresses emotions. Absolutely not. You're less of a man if you're fake and a liar. I said what I said. No regrets.
I'm so sorry about your mom. She sounds amazing, and it seems she raised a good son! Only "mom" advice I can give is never apologize or fear having real emotions. Knock that ish off! You deserve to feel and express your feelings and feel validated in them.
Men, you are just as worthy and validated . Please speak up more
@0:58, FR we both NEED a box of tissue 🤧 😭 😩 This one always has killed me, but I just watched your reaction to "If You Want Love" and that with you made me 😢 plus, I have some major shit going on rt now too, and I've been crying a lot easier lately, so I know this one is gonna do me in for sure!! Gonna have to be my last one for today for sure!!😰😭😭💔💔❤️🩹💔💔💔
you gotta check out mansion....another deep one