It literally didn't make me look at you any differently... except maybe thinking that you're even more of a badass for all of the resilience you've shown.
I was wacthing her for so long and I didn't wacth the coming out video so I had no idea that she was trans but when I found out I was like ok but she is still the nikkie I know
So sweet were all human and it doesnt matter about gender lgbt disabled we dont have to hude it express yourself and be you theres only one you love yourself your worth it
It makes me sad that she keeps saying she lied ! There was no lie, she doesn’t have to tell a bunch of strangers on the internet anything about her personal life , she came to UA-cam to share her love of makeup , not anything else
This. It's not a lie, not even by omission. If she doesn't talk about it, it's other people's problem if they assume things and then feel betrayed/confused/offended... And no one expects cis UA-camrs to disclose their cis-ness either.
I’m not trans but as an SA survivor I relate so hard to the idea of “when people look at me I feel like they know” and it’s the worst, scariest feeling in the world. And I just wanna say how much I look up to you and always have and how much these videos have helped me. Thank you Nikkie 🤍
It's so sad that she feels like she lied to the world. She did not owe us her story, she still doesn't owe us anything. It was her story to tell. I wish she had been given the chance to tell her story at her own time and pace. It's been a year and I'm still mad 😡
It broke my heart a little too, the fact that she was so preoccupied about not disclosing her PRIVATE and PERSONAL past to people like... girl, that's your survival, no need to apologize. She's an amazing woman, talented, and warm. She's Nikkie, period. Nothing else matters ♥️
The way I view her did change after finding out. I realized she’s so much stronger than I ever knew. It made me appreciate her all the more. She’s beautiful inside and out.
What an incredible mother she has, what an amazing friend she has and what a courage this girl has to speak up about her secret in public.Nikkie, you are a true inspiration.Thank you for existing
The fact that there are people in her school/community that knew but when she shot up to fame. Nobody went online and post about it for clout, like a “expose” video (or I just assumed since there’s nothing online till she announced it herself). That’s the level of respect that should be a norm.
I completely forget every time that she is trans, until she mentions it. That means that I never doubt her femininity or recognized it in anyway by myself. For me she is just Nikkie, nothing has changed.
Yeah I seriously just see her as Nikki Tutorials, queen of makeup. I had no idea she was trans. On an unrelated note, why is it that gays/drag queens/lgbtq+ people all seem to have been blessed with the best style and artistry skills? Lol its true
@@cassie8844why are people always trying to “define” something? It’s just an energy, an aura, or feeling in the ether - we are beings of energy, not everything needs to be angrily “defined” and confined and labeled to exist.
I hate whoever blackmailed her. This was none of our goddamned business. She should have been allowed to live her life as she was. She should have been allowed to have that peace.
@Jazzarai Jackson they can be held accountable but they can't get fired as they are the ceo of toofaced so nothing will happen unfortunately but toofaced did get alot of backlash tho because it has been said before that their bullys 🥺
I agree with Nikkie keeping her secret. Why is it her responsibility to “come out”? We all have a past, and if it’s personal and it’s in the past why is it wrong to want to leave it there and just live your life?
Exactly. I don’t have to come out as non-trans, why should Nikkie ‘have to’ come out as trans? I’m proud of her for doing so, even though the world is so cruel xx
You never lied about being a woman or a girl. You were a little girl in school & you are a woman now. How we saw you is who you ALWAYS were. A beautiful woman.
Honestly, i'm also proud of the Dutch. She said she was the "trans girl" at school. So everyone at school knew... Hundreds of people. And no one outed her during a decade of youtube fame. Yeah, one person tried to at the end but come on, if she was American, you know someone would have sold her story as soon as she gained a little bit of fame.
Hearing nikkies mom talk about accepting her daughter and allowing her to express herself brought tears to my eyes. It gives me faith that there are people out there who love and support their children for who they are. You are an absolute icon Nikkie ❤
There are so many of us that allow our children to express themselves and help them grow into who they want to be!!!! I hope that in the future this becomes the norm, no child should ever feel like they need to hide or should EVER be put down for being their true selves!
"I just let my child do whatever it was that made her happy." "have you felt anger?" "not a second." istg the people surrounding Nikkie are everything I aspire the people around me to be someday. Such high emotional intelligence compared to the average human.
I don't like how she says she lied cuz she didn't lie. She is her. She didn't do anything wrong. We didn't have to know. We weren't obliged to know. She lives her life how she wants to live it. I don't think any way she lied. I don't feel betrayed. I didn't have ANY idea, but I don't care. Because I love her how she is.
I remember, actually remember the day, that Nikkie came out to us. I felt so proud of her. I felt scared. I also remember thinking, how did she feel after her show?! To have to wait for the backlash, the hate, the love, the confusion is something else entirely. I really appreciate Nikkie in any way, any shape or form….or cover.
„It didn’t feel like a lie because the first thing I felt was your pain“ - that was exactly my reaction. We don’t have to talk about our pain but it has the potential to bring us closer together.
I know you are sitting at the other side of the world, nervous how people think about this documentation . I’m holding your hand sweetheart, you’re doing great ❤️
let’s give a round of applause to the classmates who didn’t say anything because they knew nikkie was a girl and that her online persona wasn’t labeled as trans.
Yes and no? Shouldn’t be given praise for doing the bare minimum lol, people just should respect others privacy and it should be normal to mind ya business
@@usedtiddyjuice You may consider it the bare minimum, but as a trans person this level of respect is unimaginable. I don't go a single day without being misgendered. To have an entire school not out her to the internet? That's so many people who decided to choose decency and that's rare.
@@usedtiddyjuice You are 100% correct that people should respect someone's life and privacy etc. However, it's rare to be in a school/workplace/community etc without a single mean-spirited person and/or attention seeker and/or even a gossip. ie I think there must have been a great teacher and/or supportive community spirit in Nikki's school/classmates etc that continued even after leaving school. 👏 for an example of great community spirit supporting, and holding dear, the best interests of an individual..... so they can thrive.
@@usedtiddyjuice I agree, it's like praising men for not being r*pist. It's like, yeah? We appreciate?? The effort it takes to not be a sh*t, I guess???
As a mother of a daughter in the community, I’m so proud of you and your family! Congratulations on all the hard work and rewarding moments that followed!!! Sending love ❤️
The fact that she thinks she lied. 🥺 You didn’t lie Nikki, you protected yourself. And that’s okay. You’re a woman, periodt. And I think that’s why we can’t feel anger, if anything we feel compassion. You shouldn’t have been pressured the way you were.
Nikki had I never watched this I would of never known that you were born in the wrong cover! You are strikingly beautiful! I think I’m more shocked that your first language was not English! I’m over the moon proud of you for making this video! You are truly a gifted person and I wish for you always joy and happiness!
Yea it makes me so sad to know that people don’t have that. I hate when parents have children and they hate them! My best friends nephew is hated by his own mother bcuz people forced her to not abort him. And she kept him and abused him daily to the point where he now lives with my friend. People especially children need love and support ❤️
I'm not Trans but I understand when Nikki said "it frames your life" and that's not fair. Trans ppl are ppl period their entire life doesn't revolve around the change they made.
Yes. It’s so unfair and as a teacher I see so many people and kids do this to each other. They only accept what is flawless. Any attempt to be “flawless” cannot be accepted true flawlessness and must be exposed as such. No one goes up to a butterfly and laughs at it for once being a caterpillar- why do we do this to people?
@@thisusernameistakenbyyomam9091 “it” her pronouns are she/her! it isn’t ‘obvious shes trans’ and even if she didn’t pass as much as is ‘socially acceptable’ she’s still valid and you have no place calling her an it. grow up :)
@@thisusernameistakenbyyomam9091 Yeah I don’t believe what you’re saying at all. Nikki has a very feminine voice and her voice can’t be considered masculine at all. In the Netherlands, there are women with very deep deep voices and nobody bats an eye.
such a beautiful video nikki. you are an inspirational and beautiful woman, and have been such a role model to me. i’m not trans but i am a very tall woman, 6’1, and i always struggled with accepting my femininy and being okay to be tall and beautiful. you’ve helped me embrace my stature, and i cannot thank you enough.
Watching you grow and seeing you being able to express your true feelings of liberation, fear, doubt, love, all of it in your native Dutch was so special to me. It almost feel like I have known you for a long time. Thank you for being you, Nikki.
“Have you felt anger?” “Not a second” that made me cry, so many people take that kind of stuff personally when it’s not meant to be. They don’t understand and they think it’s to spite them or something when that’s not the case at all. I’m so glad that Nikki has someone so understanding in her life because that’s hard to come by nowadays.
As a trans woman i cried through out the whole series. From Mikai, to her success, to finding love with Dylan, through the secret. Nikkie you have a beautiful story. Never be ashamed or say sorry for who you are. You owe nobody an explanation. xoxo
I even forgot Nikkie was trans until I saw this. I remember I was shocked when her video came out because I never saw that coming, but then it just completely escaped my mind. Nikkie is Nikkie
As soon as Nikkie's mum said that 'she is every inch a woman' well that just did it for me, I've been crying for 15 minutes so far, far out. We love you so much Nikkie xx
She came out trans & I said “and?” She literally is a woman. More womanly than me! I never looked at you differently not even for a split second. I forget all the time too.
You are such a beautiful woman!!! You were born to be a woman that brings inspiration and beauty into this world. I don't always write comments...but I had to say this! The day you were born you were a woman in your soul. You have always been a real woman. Many Blessings to Nikki and Husband Tutorials 💓 🙏 💕
I’m a mother of two young adults… I’m so proud of you for taking your power back. I hope my kiddos will find their inner power, like you have. I wish you all the happiness in the world. ❤❤❤❤
Honestly when I found out I was like "omg that's awesome" and continued watching her videos. The only thing that changed was that it reaffirmed the fact that she is a strong, beautiful and bold woman with a lot of courage.
This is the first time I heard your story because I’ve never been a gossip person and because I don’t care about tags at all so when you came out I thought “awesome” and kept watching your videos like nothing happened; but now actually listening to it is heart touching, you’re such a wonderful and bright woman and that’s why I’ve always love to see your channel and your progress as a professional.. you’re amazing and you don’t stop surprising me with your energy, your light. We don’t even know each other, we will never meet probably and it’s wonderful to feel like you want to see a completely stranger growing, progressing; that’s the feeling you create on people.
@@FoundSheep-AN Oh shut up you absolute idiot. Gender dysphoria is a diagnosable condition and requires transition. That woman just lied about her nationality for profit, and didn’t actually feel any type of struggle or discrimination because she was one nationality and was “identifying” as another for despicable reasons. Nikki is just living her life and being herself and if she didn’t it would impact her mentality to the point of no return like we see in a lot of trans people. Why is it hard for you to accept something that saves lives and doesn’t in ANY way affects yours? Don’t ever compare the two and if you’re not ok with it why are you giving her views and commenting? You’re just making her algorithms better and paying her bills babe ❤️.
I hope the person who blackmailed her feels like a damn fool. Actually, I hope nothing for them, that person is literally insignificant. They were like “I’m going to ruin her life, just wait until the world knows” but then the world was like “WE STILL LOVE HER” and that person instantly became the least important person in the world
she didnt lie. she lived. being born in the wrong body was the lie. she was, is, and always will be nikki. she is a beautiful, strong, and incredible woman through and through.
Can we just also give a round of applause for her supportive mother! Supportive parents make these journeys a lot better and they need to be recognized!❤️❤️❤️❤️
Late to the game, but still wanted to say you have me bawling at work on my break. The depth of your love knows no bounds, and the conversations you are having are beautiful. You’re one of many important lights that make this world brighter and safer. I’m so proud of you!💛
This goes to show how much of a champion MamaTutorials is for Nikkie. She always encourages her daughter to be her true self regardless of others opinions. Their mother-daughter relationship is truly beautiful.
when Nikki came out I was just like “ok and?” She’s always been a women and always will be a women to me. I’ve never once thought of her any different and never will Nikki is Nikki and always has been .
She’s not a woman I’m sorry . He’s still has to have prostrate exams. “She” will never be admitted in a women’s hospital they specialize in women’s organs that would not be discrimination as she does not biologically qualifies for it
@@savyrr6802 this is what i hate about you morons. not one trans person claims they are biologically that gender. guess what? i’m a woman and so is nicki :)
I never felt lied to. You expressed yourself as the authentic you, and it shouldn’t matter how you became to be that person because you’re here now and you’re YOU, not what others expect you to be.
I wouldn’t ever be angry if any of my friends for telling me something about themselves they don’t tell the world because it hurts them. Omg! NEVER! I would show them more love and support 🥺❤️ love you Nikkie
@@faithjonsson It's not like she presented as male to him and then came out or realized she was female when she was dating him. He always knew her as female, never male.
Your mom... your mom is amazing, she’s an Angel. The way that she let you do whatever made you happy without even batting an eye, never tried to convince you otherwise. She never let you stop being who you felt you needed to be. I wish their were more parents like her in the world.
This really helped me to understand difficulties trans people face. I have trauma in my past, and I would never want to have to dig it up and mix it into my career. It is disturbing that people expect this of trans people. Why? I'm sorry people blackmailed you, Nikkie. I really admire your response. You taught me a lot and your makeup and personality are amazing! You're a true artist.
@@dewilew2137 she’s comparing the blackmailing to having her trauma dug up and used against her. Maybe it’s hard for you to understand cuz it’s worded weird but she was talking about her OWN trauma.
@@dewilew2137 it absolutely can be. There is a reason the sui(ide rate is so high among trans people. Gender dysphoria can bring a whole lot of darkness, which is absolutely trauma by definition (“a deeply distressing or disturbing experience “).
I'm sorry, your story is absolutely inspiring but can we please talk about the PROFESSIONALISM of this documentaries, its so well constructed i loved that fourth wall(?) break with Linda, amazing
I just personally don’t feel like it was a lie. After you told the world, I never thought that I had been lied to. My first thought was “damn she’s awesome.” ❤️
If a close friend came to me & told me “I’m so sorry, there’s something that you don’t know about me... I was born a male” (or female, whatever). I would be like “Really?! Wow! That’s amazing! You’re amazing!” I cannot, for one second, imagine being angry! How selfish!
hey, just to let you know: transwomen weren’t born male, they were assigned male at birth, and transmen were assigned female at birth, not born as female :) not putting it like that (being assigned ____ at birth) is extremely hurtful to trans (and also nonbinary) people. a transwoman is and always was a woman, just not her body :)
@@skye6764 I think what I meant was if one of my girlfriends came to me & told me that she was born with male genitalia (& vice versa) that I’d be nothing but loving & supportive. Am I correct/making more sense wording it that way?
In no way was it wrong for Nikkie to hold this back. This is her story. Her truth. Her life. She doesn’t need to tell anyone that she was previously in a different body. But I’m glad she did.
My best friend is MtF, and I can say that she's always been a woman to me. You are a beautiful person, Nikkie, and what form your body took in the past doesn't change the fact that you were and are a beautiful woman inside and out. Also, IMO, it is NO ONE'S business but yours about your history and past. We are all blessed to see you and share what you let us to with you, but you shouldn't and don't owe any of us anything. That being said, thank you for this video! It takes a strong person to be able to put themselves out there like this. And your mom is awesome. ;) All, the love!
Nikki, I know I'm only one voice in millions, but I'm so sorry we live in a wold where you have to apologize for living the way that made you feel safe. You're amazing. I'm 55 and I love your channel.
On a binge today and came across this. I’m sorry we live in such a viscous cruel world that you went through so much pain and suffering finding the beautiful person you are! ❤
It literally didn't make me look at you any differently... except maybe thinking that you're even more of a badass for all of the resilience you've shown.
Exactly!
Completely agree ❤️❤️
Yeah same. This just made me realize that whenever she talked about bullying in high school it was obviously ten times more. So proud of this girl.
🙏🙏🙏
When she came out as trans, it never changed how I think of her. She’s still Nikkie.
That's how I felt about her too. She's always been Nikkie and she will always be Nikkie ♥
I still forget sometimes. When she teases an announcement I start thinking she's pregnant 🙈
I was wacthing her for so long and I didn't wacth the coming out video so I had no idea that she was trans but when I found out I was like ok but she is still the nikkie I know
So sweet were all human and it doesnt matter about gender lgbt disabled we dont have to hude it express yourself and be you theres only one you love yourself your worth it
FEEL THE SAME EXACT WAY!!!!!!!!
It makes me sad that she keeps saying she lied ! There was no lie, she doesn’t have to tell a bunch of strangers on the internet anything about her personal life , she came to UA-cam to share her love of makeup , not anything else
Exactly ❣️
100%
THIS THIS THIS.
THIS!
This. It's not a lie, not even by omission. If she doesn't talk about it, it's other people's problem if they assume things and then feel betrayed/confused/offended... And no one expects cis UA-camrs to disclose their cis-ness either.
I’m not trans but as an SA survivor I relate so hard to the idea of “when people look at me I feel like they know” and it’s the worst, scariest feeling in the world. And I just wanna say how much I look up to you and always have and how much these videos have helped me. Thank you Nikkie 🤍
I can relate to that, as an S.A survivor as well..
I hate that she feels like she has to forgive herself for not telling the world. She came to UA-cam to teach us about makeup. That’s what she did.
This🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Amazingly said!
Exactly we love her for her she didn’t owe anyone anything
The most vulnerable life is not you but the smallest human. Bought into the victimhood is delusional.
Exactly. The fact that she thinks she owes a bunch of strangers an apology is so sad. It’s her life and she doesn’t owe anybody anything.
Her mom is truly something else, the world wouldn’t have nikkie if it wasn’t for her!
Underrated comment
Agreed.
YESSSSS! We love mammatutorials!
Stan her mom. She is so kind and nothing but supportive!!!!
Just goes to show what having supportive parents can mean.
It's so sad that she feels like she lied to the world. She did not owe us her story, she still doesn't owe us anything. It was her story to tell. I wish she had been given the chance to tell her story at her own time and pace. It's been a year and I'm still mad 😡
It broke my heart a little too, the fact that she was so preoccupied about not disclosing her PRIVATE and PERSONAL past to people like... girl, that's your survival, no need to apologize. She's an amazing woman, talented, and warm. She's Nikkie, period. Nothing else matters ♥️
Get over yourself
@@L-M-O-1 what-
@@L-M-O-1 shut up transphobe
She didn’t lie about anything.
The way I view her did change after finding out. I realized she’s so much stronger than I ever knew. It made me appreciate her all the more. She’s beautiful inside and out.
I literally don’t see Nikki as any different since her coming out.
I still see her as the inspiring makeup girl from my country that I don't really watch but appreciate nonetheless
That's because she isn't different. She is still the same. ❤
Same
the only way I see her different is that she's my hero more than ever because I never knew of any trans UA-camrs when I first came out
Same
Honestly. The world doesn’t deserve mama tutorials
She is the epitome of unconditional motherly love
She’s the best! Everyone deserves unconditional motherly love ❤️
@@cleverfeather777 but not everyone receives it 😥😣😭
Every LGBTQ kid's dream parent
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absolutely, a true example
The only time I felt betrayed by her was when I found out she wasn’t a natural born English speaker 😂😂😂
same!!!😂✋ i didnt even notice both gosh
same lmao
The entitlement
Alondra Bocanegra i am sorry I have never been to the Netherlands or come across someone who speaks Dutch. I will do better
Me too
What an incredible mother she has, what an amazing friend she has and what a courage this girl has to speak up about her secret in public.Nikkie, you are a true inspiration.Thank you for existing
Never looked at her differently. She's a beautiful talented woman.
exactly 🤍
💯❤️🥰
Agreeeeed
Periodt
Exactly.. My only and honest surprise was to see how tall she is lol
You didn't lie to anyone, girl. You said from the very beginning "I'm Nikkie", a beautiful make-up-obsessed woman. You never lied about being a woman.
I was looking for a comment like this. 🙌 💕💕
Was literally about to write the same comment... Never lied, and Nikkie is still Nikkie 🤷same
Facts!
So true
A woman is a woman if they say they are! ❤️🏳️🌈
The fact that there are people in her school/community that knew but when she shot up to fame. Nobody went online and post about it for clout, like a “expose” video (or I just assumed since there’s nothing online till she announced it herself).
That’s the level of respect that should be a norm.
Someone was blackmailing her
Unfortunately she didn't get to reveal this on HER terms, though she was glad.... her hand was forced.
@@DesiiPerv06 i think they’re saying it took a long time for that to happen, even though she’s been a big UA-cam personality for years.
That's American society for you. Well, LA. They're always clawing to get a one up on you for no reason other than to see you fall or embarrassed.
That's how Dutch society does, lives . LIVE AND LET LIVE❤
I completely forget every time that she is trans, until she mentions it. That means that I never doubt her femininity or recognized it in anyway by myself. For me she is just Nikkie, nothing has changed.
Yeah I seriously just see her as Nikki Tutorials, queen of makeup. I had no idea she was trans. On an unrelated note, why is it that gays/drag queens/lgbtq+ people all seem to have been blessed with the best style and artistry skills? Lol its true
@@rorichacon6094 Queer person here and yes I'm a artist but I'd say my style is at best questionable 😂
Tbh she looks kinda manly to me
define femininity
@@cassie8844why are people always trying to “define” something? It’s just an energy, an aura, or feeling in the ether - we are beings of energy, not everything needs to be angrily “defined” and confined and labeled to exist.
Seeing you run after a rabbit was so adorable and pure
Lmao that was my favorite part too
I loved it 🥺
SAME
Yeah 😂
"A rabbit! I saw a rabbit!" Cutest moment of the entire show. I hope she gets to see them at her house!
I hate whoever blackmailed her. This was none of our goddamned business. She should have been allowed to live her life as she was. She should have been allowed to have that peace.
I think it was the owners of toofaced
@@nutmegvlogs4503 Oohh really
@Jazzarai Jackson they can be held accountable but they can't get fired as they are the ceo of toofaced so nothing will happen unfortunately but toofaced did get alot of backlash tho because it has been said before that their bullys 🥺
I think it was Ellen
@@adrianahwasheree it weren't Ellen nicki just said that Ellen's ignorant
I agree with Nikkie keeping her secret. Why is it her responsibility to “come out”? We all have a past, and if it’s personal and it’s in the past why is it wrong to want to leave it there and just live your life?
Exactly. I don’t have to come out as non-trans, why should Nikkie ‘have to’ come out as trans? I’m proud of her for doing so, even though the world is so cruel xx
YES!!! I have personal things about my past that I don't share-why is one secret bigger or worse than another?? So proud of this woman!
ofcourse she doesn't have to. but it does help in being proud of who you are and standing up for trans rights ofcourse!
Absolutely ❤
Absolutely! This is who she is now. She should share only what she feels like. We have a long way to go regarding respecting trans people.
You never lied about being a woman or a girl. You were a little girl in school & you are a woman now. How we saw you is who you ALWAYS were. A beautiful woman.
Honestly, i'm also proud of the Dutch. She said she was the "trans girl" at school. So everyone at school knew... Hundreds of people. And no one outed her during a decade of youtube fame. Yeah, one person tried to at the end but come on, if she was American, you know someone would have sold her story as soon as she gained a little bit of fame.
I had the same thought and I hate how true it is...
This is what im wondering too! I was like wait,no one outed her?? Not that I want to, but its cool they dont spread her gender
Yess so true!
because in nl its something normal...
Yes I agree! It just shows most people genuinly don’t care and just let people Iive their lives.
Nikkie didn’t lie to anyone. She’s a woman, she always has been. She didn’t owe anyone the story of her past.
EXACTLY!
Exactly!!
Ana M;ayte Un;
EXACTLY MY TOUGHTS!
Agreed
Hearing nikkies mom talk about accepting her daughter and allowing her to express herself brought tears to my eyes. It gives me faith that there are people out there who love and support their children for who they are. You are an absolute icon Nikkie ❤
I absolutely adore her mom!! What a great woman. She gets many of her wonderful traits from her mama 🥰
There are so many of us that allow our children to express themselves and help them grow into who they want to be!!!! I hope that in the future this becomes the norm, no child should ever feel like they need to hide or should EVER be put down for being their true selves!
You didn't lie!
You were yourself.
No one needs to know about your past unless you want them to.
Keep being yourself girl, shine brightly! :)
Whaaaaaat ?
Well,I think her fiance needed to know,but she didn't tell him until she was forced to come out.
"I just let my child do whatever it was that made her happy."
"have you felt anger?"
"not a second."
istg the people surrounding Nikkie are everything I aspire the people around me to be someday. Such high emotional intelligence compared to the average human.
this!!!!!!
Be that person for the people in your life! I’ve found that that’s the best method to building that circle of people :)
You are an amazing person
Incredibly irresponsible parenting. Says more about the adult's desire to avoid the hard yards, than anything at all about love.
@@pm2886 Treating your child like a person is not irresponsible.
She didnt lie. I wish she didnt think that. She will and always has been Nikkie to me. Such a brave woman for sharing .
She did lie.
How did she not lie?
@@jtpcwife1486 no one asked her specifically and she chose not to talk about it she never denied it it just wasn’t brought up
@@jackieacevedo28 hiding things is still considered to be a form of dishonesty.
@@jtpcwife1486 she never hid it, it was just something that she didn't need to bring up because it has no relation to her content. she did not lie.
I don't like how she says she lied cuz she didn't lie. She is her. She didn't do anything wrong. We didn't have to know. We weren't obliged to know. She lives her life how she wants to live it. I don't think any way she lied. I don't feel betrayed. I didn't have ANY idea, but I don't care. Because I love her how she is.
He lied
@@mammymountain2057 Nikkie is a she
exactly, its 100% her choice whether she wants the world to know or not, the world isn't entitled to people's private information
Seriously. I had an *inkling* she was trans, but I didn't have some burning desire to know.. none of my business.
@@mammymountain2057 there are no dudes in the video. I think your comment is on the wrong place.
I remember, actually remember the day, that Nikkie came out to us. I felt so proud of her. I felt scared. I also remember thinking, how did she feel after her show?! To have to wait for the backlash, the hate, the love, the confusion is something else entirely. I really appreciate Nikkie in any way, any shape or form….or cover.
We need more Mama Tutorials in this world! Imagine if everyone had parents this supportive.
alot more ppl would be happier n alive
I love how her accent comes back when she's speaking Dutch. It's adorable.
As opposed to what?? Speaking Dutch with an American accent? If it’s her native language it’s not an accent lol
@@makalehelie I think they meant that her accent from where she was born comes back when she speaks Dutch
@@makalehelie her dutch accent (the region where she's from)
Your mom is a saint. She accepted you like not many American parents could
Her mom is Dutch, not American :D They are all Dutch and live in the Netherlands, Europe.
@@EvaSVD I thought that's what she was saying? That she was more accepting than is typical for Americans. Maybe I'm wrong.
Most parents wouldn’t be accepting not just “American “ parents. Have you met Latino parents?
How every parent should be, if you get kids you should always be ready to accept your child like they are or will become.
@@kerrie790 yeah, i was saying her mother was far more accepting of her than most american parents would be of their children.
„It didn’t feel like a lie because the first thing I felt was your pain“ - that was exactly my reaction. We don’t have to talk about our pain but it has the potential to bring us closer together.
I know you are sitting at the other side of the world, nervous how people think about this documentation . I’m holding your hand sweetheart, you’re doing great ❤️
I was just shocked to find out she wasn’t American. She has ZERO accent.
Same lol
Same 😂
she does though? literally everyone has an accent
@@camilladyrefrank I think she means she doesn’t have a foreign accent xx
Please tell me Americans realize that American English is an accent...
let’s give a round of applause to the classmates who didn’t say anything because they knew nikkie was a girl and that her online persona wasn’t labeled as trans.
Yes and no? Shouldn’t be given praise for doing the bare minimum lol, people just should respect others privacy and it should be normal to mind ya business
@@usedtiddyjuice You may consider it the bare minimum, but as a trans person this level of respect is unimaginable. I don't go a single day without being misgendered. To have an entire school not out her to the internet? That's so many people who decided to choose decency and that's rare.
@@usedtiddyjuice You are 100% correct that people should respect someone's life and privacy etc. However, it's rare to be in a school/workplace/community etc without a single mean-spirited person and/or attention seeker and/or even a gossip. ie I think there must have been a great teacher and/or supportive community spirit in Nikki's school/classmates etc that continued even after leaving school. 👏 for an example of great community spirit supporting, and holding dear, the best interests of an individual..... so they can thrive.
Didn't she said she was bullied? 🤔
@@usedtiddyjuice I agree, it's like praising men for not being r*pist.
It's like, yeah? We appreciate?? The effort it takes to not be a sh*t, I guess???
Wow, what an amazing supportive mom she has ❤
You are pure love. So proud.
Queen nikkie
So true love her ❤
I don't see how she owed people to reveal her identity...like how is it anyone's business? Enjoy her tutorials and let her be :'D
They threatened to expose her if she didn’t give them what they wanted so she decided to expose herself, I’m glad she was able to over come this!
Yessss that’s what I wanna know lol
As a mother of a daughter in the community, I’m so proud of you and your family! Congratulations on all the hard work and rewarding moments that followed!!! Sending love ❤️
The fact that she thinks she lied. 🥺 You didn’t lie Nikki, you protected yourself. And that’s okay. You’re a woman, periodt. And I think that’s why we can’t feel anger, if anything we feel compassion. You shouldn’t have been pressured the way you were.
You are such a beautiful person inside and out ❤️
Rolyyyyyyy awwwweeeeeee
That is very true.
Awww roly!!! We love the positivity 🥺😍😭😍
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This surprising and also not
Nikki had I never watched this I would of never known that you were born in the wrong cover! You are strikingly beautiful! I think I’m more shocked that your first language was not English! I’m over the moon proud of you for making this video! You are truly a gifted person and I wish for you always joy and happiness!
One thing I take from this is her best friend, boyfriend and family are a amazing support system.
People need that.
Yea it makes me so sad to know that people don’t have that. I hate when parents have children and they hate them! My best friends nephew is hated by his own mother bcuz people forced her to not abort him. And she kept him and abused him daily to the point where he now lives with my friend. People especially children need love and support ❤️
I'm not Trans but I understand when Nikki said "it frames your life" and that's not fair. Trans ppl are ppl period their entire life doesn't revolve around the change they made.
True it doesnt matter what happened in the past
Its the past
Yes. It’s so unfair and as a teacher I see so many people and kids do this to each other. They only accept what is flawless. Any attempt to be “flawless” cannot be accepted true flawlessness and must be exposed as such. No one goes up to a butterfly and laughs at it for once being a caterpillar- why do we do this to people?
Shocked she is not American. Never would have guessed she was born in the wrong body, makes no difference, she is lovely.
Nikkie doesn't look like a woman....she is a woman
I'm confused on what you mean?
@@colorbar.s nikkie ( i prob spelled her name wrong) is trans😊😊😊🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️
The moment I saw Nikki I knew it was a guy and now that I know I can’t unsee it. Especially it’s voice. It’s very obvious.
@@thisusernameistakenbyyomam9091 “it” her pronouns are she/her! it isn’t ‘obvious shes trans’ and even if she didn’t pass as much as is ‘socially acceptable’ she’s still valid and you have no place calling her an it. grow up :)
@@thisusernameistakenbyyomam9091 Yeah I don’t believe what you’re saying at all. Nikki has a very feminine voice and her voice can’t be considered masculine at all. In the Netherlands, there are women with very deep deep voices and nobody bats an eye.
I can’t see anything but a beautiful woman. All gorgeous woman.
So true
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Youre beautifull!! 😍😍💕
@@IndyIsabelle thank you🙏🏾
Exactly! and a beautiful one as well! 💗
You weren’t telling a lie
You were living the truth
YESSSSSS!!!!
such a beautiful video nikki. you are an inspirational and beautiful woman, and have been such a role model to me. i’m not trans but i am a very tall woman, 6’1, and i always struggled with accepting my femininy and being okay to be tall and beautiful. you’ve helped me embrace my stature, and i cannot thank you enough.
She has never lied, she has just omitted some details of her life... but isn’t that something all of us do?
Watching you grow and seeing you being able to express your true feelings of liberation, fear, doubt, love, all of it in your native Dutch was so special to me. It almost feel like I have known you for a long time. Thank you for being you, Nikki.
I wish Nikki's mom was every mom.
I wish my mom was like Nikki’s mom
Gosh me too
Yes
Eh
I wish mine was more like moma tutorials thats for sure. Mines not understanding at all
“Have you felt anger?” “Not a second” that made me cry, so many people take that kind of stuff personally when it’s not meant to be. They don’t understand and they think it’s to spite them or something when that’s not the case at all. I’m so glad that Nikki has someone so understanding in her life because that’s hard to come by nowadays.
i'm so happy her mom was supportive of her. a supportive mother is all a little girl needs.
As a trans woman i cried through out the whole series. From Mikai, to her success, to finding love with Dylan, through the secret. Nikkie you have a beautiful story. Never be ashamed or say sorry for who you are. You owe nobody an explanation. xoxo
That whispered "I'm sorry" to her friend after recording her coming out broke my heart
I even forgot Nikkie was trans until I saw this. I remember I was shocked when her video came out because I never saw that coming, but then it just completely escaped my mind. Nikkie is Nikkie
And girllll...Listen...You have absolutely Nothing to apologize about!!! You are a GIFT to US ALL🤩
As soon as Nikkie's mum said that 'she is every inch a woman' well that just did it for me, I've been crying for 15 minutes so far, far out. We love you so much Nikkie xx
@@noahmcabee2534 alright we found the transphobe guys, take them out to the door !!
When I found out she can speak Dutch and she's not a natural born English speaker oml
It’s really not fair that trans people feel like they have to “come out”. It is something that nobody else has to carry around with them.
gay people
@@aaaaaah0 facts especially if you are black 🖤
So gay ppl dont come out? Lol Gtfoh.
@@jcbentleyalley154 tf does race have to do with it. U think being black & gay make u oppressed ? Lmaooo
@@XixiSplash honey, read what you wrote, but slowly.
She came out trans & I said “and?” She literally is a woman. More womanly than me! I never looked at you differently not even for a split second. I forget all the time too.
Wym by “and” ?
@@AlatOnDemand and as in who cares
Same... I was like, "So? Let's talk about that highlight you used on those cheekbones sis!" Lol she's still Nikkie to me.
Same. I didn't even care, I was like *"Ok, I hope you're fine."* and then I watched some of her videos.
I was just shocked cause I had no Idea.
You are such a beautiful woman!!! You were born to be a woman that brings inspiration and beauty into this world. I don't always write comments...but I had to say this! The day you were born you were a woman in your soul. You have always been a real woman. Many Blessings to Nikki and Husband Tutorials 💓 🙏 💕
I feel like Nikki coming out was at the best time because she has probably helped and inspired so many children and parents about acceptance
I’m a mother of two young adults… I’m so proud of you for taking your power back. I hope my kiddos will find their inner power, like you have. I wish you all the happiness in the world. ❤❤❤❤
I’m so happy I had premium already, I wouldn’t have been able to wait for each episode. This whole thing is amazing and I’m crying with each episode
Signed up for premium so I could watch them all!!
i literally bought premium just so i could watch this.
Honestly when I found out I was like "omg that's awesome" and continued watching her videos. The only thing that changed was that it reaffirmed the fact that she is a strong, beautiful and bold woman with a lot of courage.
mama tutorials 😭😭😭💓 i want to be that kind of mom to my kid.
I bet you will!
This is the first time I heard your story because I’ve never been a gossip person and because I don’t care about tags at all so when you came out I thought “awesome” and kept watching your videos like nothing happened; but now actually listening to it is heart touching, you’re such a wonderful and bright woman and that’s why I’ve always love to see your channel and your progress as a professional.. you’re amazing and you don’t stop surprising me with your energy, your light. We don’t even know each other, we will never meet probably and it’s wonderful to feel like you want to see a completely stranger growing, progressing; that’s the feeling you create on people.
She didn’t lie. She’s a woman. Only decided not to tell the past
Yeah ... like Hilaria Baldwin
@@FoundSheep-AN Oh shut up you absolute idiot. Gender dysphoria is a diagnosable condition and requires transition. That woman just lied about her nationality for profit, and didn’t actually feel any type of struggle or discrimination because she was one nationality and was “identifying” as another for despicable reasons. Nikki is just living her life and being herself and if she didn’t it would impact her mentality to the point of no return like we see in a lot of trans people. Why is it hard for you to accept something that saves lives and doesn’t in ANY way affects yours? Don’t ever compare the two and if you’re not ok with it why are you giving her views and commenting? You’re just making her algorithms better and paying her bills babe ❤️.
@@rubyallan9385 it's a dude?
@@ANormalName. that’s your opinion you still paying her bills tho 😂 ty for financially supporting my girl x
@@nathan-lu5ir yeah I know that? if she wasn’t born a male then she wouldn’t be trans? 😂 my IQ is dropping just reading these replies oml
Everyone needs a mom like hers and a friend like Linda.
No.
@@americanskylines2789 Ya
I hope the person who blackmailed her feels like a damn fool. Actually, I hope nothing for them, that person is literally insignificant. They were like “I’m going to ruin her life, just wait until the world knows” but then the world was like “WE STILL LOVE HER” and that person instantly became the least important person in the world
It was ellen degeneres
@@AadynNmommy really??? 😦😦😦😲😲😲
@@DontEatMyPopcorn no, it wasn't
y’all are so pressed about this person get on with their lives and stop thinking about them
she didnt lie. she lived. being born in the wrong body was the lie. she was, is, and always will be nikki. she is a beautiful, strong, and incredible woman through and through.
"A rabbit! A rabbit! I saw a rabbit!" Omfg, she's so cute
Thank you for reporting this, I’ll call an exterminator and get that rabbit problem cleared up
I actually love that she said 'just the one?' to having a selfie with a fan. It just says a lot about her. ❤️
Can we just also give a round of applause for her supportive mother! Supportive parents make these journeys a lot better and they need to be recognized!❤️❤️❤️❤️
Supportive? His mother supported his sterilisation. 🙄
Nikkie’s mum is incredible ..this is an example of unconditional love.
Agree. Nikkie's Mum you're awesome 💖
Late to the game, but still wanted to say you have me bawling at work on my break. The depth of your love knows no bounds, and the conversations you are having are beautiful. You’re one of many important lights that make this world brighter and safer. I’m so proud of you!💛
This goes to show how much of a champion MamaTutorials is for Nikkie. She always encourages her daughter to be her true self regardless of others opinions. Their mother-daughter relationship is truly beautiful.
when Nikki came out I was just like “ok and?” She’s always been a women and always will be a women to me. I’ve never once thought of her any different and never will Nikki is Nikki and always has been .
Damn this is advanced bullshit
She’s not a woman I’m sorry . He’s still has to have prostrate exams. “She” will never be admitted in a women’s hospital they specialize in women’s organs that would not be discrimination as she does not biologically qualifies for it
@@savyrr6802 chill now, these people don’t like to listen to facts. Just feelings
@@palereaper she’s not biologically a women yes, but her gender identity is women.
@@savyrr6802 this is what i hate about you morons. not one trans person claims they are biologically that gender. guess what? i’m a woman and so is nicki :)
I never felt lied to. You expressed yourself as the authentic you, and it shouldn’t matter how you became to be that person because you’re here now and you’re YOU, not what others expect you to be.
I wouldn’t ever be angry if any of my friends for telling me something about themselves they don’t tell the world because it hurts them. Omg! NEVER! I would show them more love and support 🥺❤️ love you Nikkie
Whoever it was that tried to bring Nikkie down didn't succeed in doing so. She's stronger now!
I don’t see it as a lie either, I see it as something traumatic she was trying to avoid.
I see it as a lie to her fiancée coz he deserves the truth for sure .
@@faithjonsson It's not like she presented as male to him and then came out or realized she was female when she was dating him. He always knew her as female, never male.
@@faithjonsson she said in the coming out video that he knew
She said it was a lie. Her own words...”was it a lie? Yea...but it was to protect myself.”
There was no “need” to tell anyone, your life your choices, everybody should respect that. Best luck girl.
Someone was threatening to expose her unless she gave them money
she was blackmailed and forced to come out
Seeing this 3 years after her coming out video I still get chills. What a strong woman Nikki is.
Your mom... your mom is amazing, she’s an Angel. The way that she let you do whatever made you happy without even batting an eye, never tried to convince you otherwise. She never let you stop being who you felt you needed to be. I wish their were more parents like her in the world.
Your amazing. UA-cam needs a love button cause a “like” button just doesn’t say enough!
This really helped me to understand difficulties trans people face. I have trauma in my past, and I would never want to have to dig it up and mix it into my career. It is disturbing that people expect this of trans people. Why? I'm sorry people blackmailed you, Nikkie. I really admire your response. You taught me a lot and your makeup and personality are amazing! You're a true artist.
Biological sex isn’t a “trauma”. How incredibly insulting.
@@dewilew2137 she’s comparing the blackmailing to having her trauma dug up and used against her. Maybe it’s hard for you to understand cuz it’s worded weird but she was talking about her OWN trauma.
@@dewilew2137 to trans ppl it kinda is
ofc you don't have gender dysphoria so it's difficult to comprehend
@@dewilew2137 it absolutely can be. There is a reason the sui(ide rate is so high among trans people. Gender dysphoria can bring a whole lot of darkness, which is absolutely trauma by definition (“a deeply distressing or disturbing experience “).
- Do you know what's gonna happen next?
Well she's about to host eurovision, that's one thing
And she absolutely nailed it
She was absolutely brillant ❤❤❤
Having a Mum like Nikkie’s, it’s no surprise to me she turned out to be so incredible 🥺
I will never forget hearing that wobble in your voice when you finally told the world and how instantly we all felt so proud 🥰☺️🥲
Het is alweer even geleden. Maar na het kijken van deze video zit ik met tranen in mijn ogen. Wat een mooi mens ben je toch Nikkie! ❤️
Whoa. Nikki's english is incredible. If you didn't know her you would never guess she's dutch!
I'm sorry, your story is absolutely inspiring but can we please talk about the PROFESSIONALISM of this documentaries, its so well constructed i loved that fourth wall(?) break with Linda, amazing
Linda is the bestest friend ever. Nikkie is very lucky to have a friend like her
The only thing I couldn't believe at first is that she was Dutch. Then I heard heard her speak it.
I just personally don’t feel like it was a lie. After you told the world, I never thought that I had been lied to. My first thought was “damn she’s awesome.” ❤️
Spot on! She never lied
If a close friend came to me & told me “I’m so sorry, there’s something that you don’t know about me... I was born a male” (or female, whatever). I would be like “Really?! Wow! That’s amazing! You’re amazing!” I cannot, for one second, imagine being angry! How selfish!
hey, just to let you know: transwomen weren’t born male, they were assigned male at birth, and transmen were assigned female at birth, not born as female :) not putting it like that (being assigned ____ at birth) is extremely hurtful to trans (and also nonbinary) people. a transwoman is and always was a woman, just not her body :)
@@skye6764 I think what I meant was if one of my girlfriends came to me & told me that she was born with male genitalia (& vice versa) that I’d be nothing but loving & supportive. Am I correct/making more sense wording it that way?
@@skye6764 nope
Well. I would understand that sometimes it's something someone has to get used to.
In no way was it wrong for Nikkie to hold this back. This is her story. Her truth. Her life. She doesn’t need to tell anyone that she was previously in a different body. But I’m glad she did.
She did because someone was blackmailing her. It makes me sad she was forced to do it, rather than when she was ready
My best friend is MtF, and I can say that she's always been a woman to me. You are a beautiful person, Nikkie, and what form your body took in the past doesn't change the fact that you were and are a beautiful woman inside and out. Also, IMO, it is NO ONE'S business but yours about your history and past. We are all blessed to see you and share what you let us to with you, but you shouldn't and don't owe any of us anything. That being said, thank you for this video! It takes a strong person to be able to put themselves out there like this. And your mom is awesome. ;) All, the love!
Nikki, I know I'm only one voice in millions, but I'm so sorry we live in a wold where you have to apologize for living the way that made you feel safe. You're amazing. I'm 55 and I love your channel.
On a binge today and came across this. I’m sorry we live in such a viscous cruel world that you went through so much pain and suffering finding the beautiful person you are! ❤