It's a journey! We will gain ground and step back a little. What changed me was giving myself forgiveness and compassion. God does the transformation! We yield to it!
@@VelveetaChiffon-p3x absolutely. I’ve learned a lot of tools and am I totally different place in life. A lot of change but I’ve learned to deal with it in healthier ways
Isn't it a shame that someone taught me Sunday on shame and guilt of sin the premise being fear of backsliding using Heb. 6 and Heb. 10 and how it is possible to fall away if one is in that state. It tried to throw me into a tailspin again because I have been trying to focus more on the love of God through your teachings. He also said Romans 7 is not a believer's battle which I believe is wrong. It most definitely a believer's battle.
🤦🏼♂️ This is me 100%. Will not having a relationship with your earthly father for all of your life, automatically put you into this cycle and keep you there? My mental health is shot...This tormenting emotions have shut down my whole being and is seriously affecting my health to the extend that my nervous system is completely overloaded and feel like its actually shutting down and my strength is simply being sapped right out of me. I'm completely exhausted...😣😪🙇🏼♂️🤦🏼♂️🤦🏼♂️🤦🏼♂️
Thank You!!! Mark, your so gentle with the truth. I'm learning so much from you , thanks for bringing Jesus to me with so much LOVE. So many WOW!! Moments. Thank you brother. Love your sister in Christ.
Thanks Mark, again. For years I argued with my thoughts, only for something different to come up next time. I was always trying to find what it was that I had done wrong. I was very religious and salvation OCD. This has made me realise exactly what was going on. Another building block in my healing journey. 😊
High Im from India My father also put toxic guilt in me I find a secret of it given by divine Mother all you need to do is breath deep bellow 2 inch of the navel center. The moment you feel your this guilt in your stomach breath deeper and dont try to fight this feeling generated in navel rather go deep breath into scaral chakra . My mantra is I am born to fulfill my desire with smile and happiness I am not here to understand other and take accountability of others. I am here to follow my dream and desire.
Thank you. I have been struggling for years. Please say a prayer for me if you remember and have time. Often feel so alone and disconnected from people. No one seems to understand. And those who I thought God wanted to be in my life to support me are just off doing their own thing and I have not control over that. So it's just me and God. And even God feels distant from me.
High Im from India My father also put toxic guilt in me I find a secret of it given by divine Mother all you need to do is breath deep bellow 2 inch of the navel center. The moment you feel your this guilt in your stomach breath deeper and dont try to fight this feeling generated in navel rather go deep breath into scaral chakra . My mantra is I am born to fulfill my desire with smile and happiness I am not here to understand other and take accountability of others. I am here to follow my dream and desire.
🎉Thank you Mark de Jesus. I needed this as I'd an encounter today and you provided clarification. God bless you always and your ministry as He continues to use you powerfully in Christ Jesus. Amen 🙏🏽🙏🏽✝️✝️
This video is healing to my soul💛‼️I have perfectionistic tendencies & often hyper focus on my flaws, but I am on the journey of learning to receive God’s love & to give myself love🤍
When I wake up in the morning I either wake up in a panic of sorts or I wake up and notice I feel ok and then within 1 minute.. The physical feeling of shame and guilt comes into my body I to my heart and stomach. I don't even have to think. It is just the noticing that I'm feeling good that triggers it. I've been working on myself for a little over a year and this one thing... It is almost like part of my actual body. But I want to be able to feel love and peace as a default. It's gotten better I was having multiple panic attacks a day and was in bed for four years with suicidal severe depression in a 24/7 abusive shame spin all day and night if I wasn't sleeping. I was in rebellion to God for 20 years and now I'm back home with God. I just want to feeled loved and be able to love. The feelings of it. I hurt a lot of people in my brokeness and in fact I was so depressed and suicidal 20 years ago that I left my marriage and left my kids with their dad thinking I didn't deserve them and they certainly didn't deserve a mother like me. 7 years later a very bad thing happened to my youngest child the worst thing and I blamed myself and I just stayed in that for 11 years. I just ordered the God loves me book and the Rejection one. They will be here today. I'm hopeful about the future but I recognize I'm in a state. 😂 But u can't just pick a therapist and go with it when you're a Christian with trauma such as this. I'm really glad I found Mark DeJesus. I'm working on not panicking if I make a mistake, and finding grace for myself. I'm also just focusing on God's grace which is sufficient above all things. It's just this stupid feeling im in trouble all the time! Ugh!
This is my favorite video of yours @MarkDeJesus! How I wish it was preached from every pulpit in the world 🌎! Do you have a video on how trauma wounds are played on with this cycle? Also, do you have any videos on how active stressors/difficult circumstances seem to make these patterns flare up? Thanks, and God Bless!
Mark this is so hard when there is something so old and smelly that started so long ago. And on top of that is the religiosity and toxic guilt and shame learned in legalism ,,,,???
I almost don't have words. I did not know that anyone else ever understood what I'm going through. I feel like some sort of alien. You cannot feel like a normal person when you feel guilty of everything at all times. I know that my brain has been operating this way for so long that I have to practice not being this way and it is a journey. It's just that when it gets triggered into action the enemy is right on it and the physical feeling of it is so so so heavy. I just need to remember that in court .. I've been found innocent because of Jesus. When I get trolled I need to remember this but why don't I? Lol why don't I ever remember that I'm not on trial at all ... Ugh
I so get it. I've been walking with the Lord for over 35 years and could never figure out what was "wrong" with me. And then, The LORD led me to Mark DeJesus. I know that we're on a journey and we have to learn to take it one step at a time, one day at a time. As Mark DeJesus says, it's a journey. And I have begun. And so can you. We KNOW the truth. Jesus is the Author and the Finisher of our faith, and He will never leave us nor forsake us. We just need to stay tethered to Him; He will do the rest. God BLESS you, Mark DeJesus, you truly are a Godsend!
Oh Mark how I wish I knew this long ago. Coming from a very legalistic church and recently divorced from narcissistic abuse, I at least grateful now to have these tools to undo the work of the enemy. My heart breaks though because my children still have to live under their father’s ways half the time. Do you have any guidance for me as a mama bear who is seeing this abuse shift from me, because I am not married to him, to now my daughters. I try to intentionally practice the “over responsibility” I do with myself for the mess they are left in and try to see the blessings and tools I have now to help them but they are 10 and 12 and have such confusion and gaslighting. Any words of wisdom on how to navigate that yet still desiring they respect their dad. Thank you. Love on Christ.
Thank you brother I needed this so bad... I've been listening to you for a couple years.. I missed work because my mind was spinning.. now I may not have a job my question lately has been what is wrong with me? Am I sewing or am I my reaping. what lesson do I need to learn..
High Im from India My father also put toxic guilt in me I find a secret of it given by divine Mother all you need to do is breath deep bellow 2 inch of the navel center. The moment you feel your this guilt in your stomach breath deeper and dont try to fight this feeling generated in navel rather go deep breath into scaral chakra . My mantra is I am born to fulfill my desire with smile and happiness I am not here to understand other and take accountability of others. I am here to follow my dream and desire.
I wonder when OCD thoughts are actually my thoughts 😢 I never wanted those evil thoughts but it is like they are now my own.. I am not sure how to respond to this..
Hi Mark! Could you elaborate on gifts of the Holy Spirit ? It’s confusing to me and I’m spinning because I don’t know which one I have or how is it supposed to work. Are there only 7 or more of them?
I'll take this one step further- when satan takes you to court, the Judge is gonna ask, "what are YOU doing here?" We are exempt from court appearances! Thank you Jesus!
I wonder if you see the Law in Scripture ( as any kind of aught to or should do command, as Law, and as good and used by God) in order to expose our need for the gospel of grace in Jesus? I’m talking about in a ongoing way, where the Holy Spirit continues to work in our hearts through it.
Being caught in a spin out mentally while driving caused me to get in an car accident last week as i zoned out and was to busy in my head spinning to even be aware of my surroundings. Im literally losing my mind. I dont know how to cope with life anymore. Im ready to go home, thats if i dont get cast to hell cuz i cant stop fornication, shacking up, smoking etc. Im a horrible mother too. I curse , i use the lord name in vein alot, i complain, gluttony, idolatry... im a monster
Dont argue with the law, thats what Satan wants us to do, just acknowledge the law's sentence over us is correct "I deserve death, i can't stand before God" but realize Jesus paid the sentence for you and His love is greater than your faults/failures ❤️ He delivered us from the law!
❤❤❤❤ you're my favorite biblical teacher! Keep it up, Mark! God bless you.
Also, my autistic 8 year old son loves you, Mark! 😊
Your teachings help me to be a better child of God, mother, wife, daughter and sister ❤
Same
@@alexandriarcollins ❤️❤️ amen, sister!
God bless you, man. You do wonderful work for Him.
Here I am again. I thought I beat my ocd/depression yet here I am again 😢
It's a journey! We will gain ground and step back a little. What changed me was giving myself forgiveness and compassion. God does the transformation! We yield to it!
It takes time. I am the same. We will make it ❤
I thought the same thing. Have you progressed since you left this comment? I know I’m learning new things each time. I’m sure you do too!
@@VelveetaChiffon-p3x absolutely. I’ve learned a lot of tools and am I totally different place in life. A lot of change but I’ve learned to deal with it in healthier ways
@ that’s awesome! I’m so glad to hear that!!!
Mark thank you for representing God's love, I appreciate it!
I really need love give myself some grace
I need this today!!!!!
Sometimes guilt is linked to insecurity... not knowing how to handle a situation and feeling that you handled it the wrong way
Isn't it a shame that someone taught me Sunday on shame and guilt of sin the premise being fear of backsliding using Heb. 6 and Heb. 10 and how it is possible to fall away if one is in that state. It tried to throw me into a tailspin again because I have been trying to focus more on the love of God through your teachings. He also said Romans 7 is not a believer's battle which I believe is wrong. It most definitely a believer's battle.
Your content is straight fire my brother 🔥🔥 Thanks be to God who gives us the victory
Dude you like described my trouble. I have moral scrupulousity and been fighting my whole life. I'm not alone which is nice.
Guilt and ocd have completely turned me to a different person smh
🤦🏼♂️ This is me 100%. Will not having a relationship with your earthly father for all of your life, automatically put you into this cycle and keep you there? My mental health is shot...This tormenting emotions have shut down my whole being and is seriously affecting my health to the extend that my nervous system is completely overloaded and feel like its actually shutting down and my strength is simply being sapped right out of me. I'm completely exhausted...😣😪🙇🏼♂️🤦🏼♂️🤦🏼♂️🤦🏼♂️
Thank You!!! Mark, your so gentle with the truth. I'm learning so much from you , thanks for bringing Jesus to me with so much LOVE. So many WOW!! Moments.
Thank you brother.
Love your sister in Christ.
I agree!! He is an amazing teacher.
Thanks Mark, again. For years I argued with my thoughts, only for something different to come up next time. I was always trying to find what it was that I had done wrong. I was very religious and salvation OCD. This has made me realise exactly what was going on. Another building block in my healing journey. 😊
High Im from India
My father also put toxic guilt in me
I find a secret of it given by divine Mother all you need to do is breath deep bellow 2 inch of the navel center. The moment you feel your this guilt in your stomach breath deeper and dont try to fight this feeling generated in navel rather go deep breath into scaral chakra
. My mantra is I am born to fulfill my desire with smile and happiness I am not here to understand other and take accountability of others. I am here to follow my dream and desire.
Thank you. I have been struggling for years. Please say a prayer for me if you remember and have time. Often feel so alone and disconnected from people. No one seems to understand. And those who I thought God wanted to be in my life to support me are just off doing their own thing and I have not control over that. So it's just me and God. And even God feels distant from me.
High Im from India
My father also put toxic guilt in me
I find a secret of it given by divine Mother all you need to do is breath deep bellow 2 inch of the navel center. The moment you feel your this guilt in your stomach breath deeper and dont try to fight this feeling generated in navel rather go deep breath into scaral chakra
. My mantra is I am born to fulfill my desire with smile and happiness I am not here to understand other and take accountability of others. I am here to follow my dream and desire.
🎉Thank you Mark de Jesus. I needed this as I'd an encounter today and you provided clarification. God bless you always and your ministry as He continues to use you powerfully in Christ Jesus. Amen 🙏🏽🙏🏽✝️✝️
Excellent Mark, thanks very much 👍👍🙏🙏
This video is healing to my soul💛‼️I have perfectionistic tendencies & often hyper focus on my flaws, but I am on the journey of learning to receive God’s love & to give myself love🤍
Be gracious to yourself, love. We are all on this journey together! ❤️🙏
@@tee1763thank you😊 & Amen🤍
Truth!!
This right here is so so good, Mark!!!
Love you brother!
When I wake up in the morning I either wake up in a panic of sorts or I wake up and notice I feel ok and then within 1 minute.. The physical feeling of shame and guilt comes into my body I to my heart and stomach. I don't even have to think. It is just the noticing that I'm feeling good that triggers it. I've been working on myself for a little over a year and this one thing... It is almost like part of my actual body. But I want to be able to feel love and peace as a default. It's gotten better I was having multiple panic attacks a day and was in bed for four years with suicidal severe depression in a 24/7 abusive shame spin all day and night if I wasn't sleeping. I was in rebellion to God for 20 years and now I'm back home with God. I just want to feeled loved and be able to love. The feelings of it. I hurt a lot of people in my brokeness and in fact I was so depressed and suicidal 20 years ago that I left my marriage and left my kids with their dad thinking I didn't deserve them and they certainly didn't deserve a mother like me. 7 years later a very bad thing happened to my youngest child the worst thing and I blamed myself and I just stayed in that for 11 years. I just ordered the God loves me book and the Rejection one. They will be here today. I'm hopeful about the future but I recognize I'm in a state. 😂 But u can't just pick a therapist and go with it when you're a Christian with trauma such as this. I'm really glad I found Mark DeJesus. I'm working on not panicking if I make a mistake, and finding grace for myself. I'm also just focusing on God's grace which is sufficient above all things. It's just this stupid feeling im in trouble all the time! Ugh!
How can I help my son who is going mad with his thoughts, I know God hears my cries 🙏 He is faithfil and will never leave us or forsake us
AMEN BROTHER!!
This is my favorite video of yours @MarkDeJesus! How I wish it was preached from every pulpit in the world 🌎!
Do you have a video on how trauma wounds are played on with this cycle? Also, do you have any videos on how active stressors/difficult circumstances seem to make these patterns flare up? Thanks, and God Bless!
Mark this is so hard when there is something so old and smelly that started so long ago. And on top of that is the religiosity and toxic guilt and shame learned in legalism ,,,,???
Relate 😫💔😪💞🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💞💙
Thank you.. it’s definitely something I’ve been dealing with and healing from! God is so good! God Bless you!
Thank you.
I really need to get set free one day
I can be so vulnerable to guilt
This is my love this is who you are in Christ this is what your father
Maybe one day all get delivered from all that mess one day
I almost don't have words. I did not know that anyone else ever understood what I'm going through. I feel like some sort of alien. You cannot feel like a normal person when you feel guilty of everything at all times. I know that my brain has been operating this way for so long that I have to practice not being this way and it is a journey. It's just that when it gets triggered into action the enemy is right on it and the physical feeling of it is so so so heavy. I just need to remember that in court .. I've been found innocent because of Jesus. When I get trolled I need to remember this but why don't I? Lol why don't I ever remember that I'm not on trial at all ... Ugh
I so get it. I've been walking with the Lord for over 35 years and could never figure out what was "wrong" with me. And then, The LORD led me to Mark DeJesus. I know that we're on a journey and we have to learn to take it one step at a time, one day at a time. As Mark DeJesus says, it's a journey. And I have begun. And so can you. We KNOW the truth. Jesus is the Author and the Finisher of our faith, and He will never leave us nor forsake us. We just need to stay tethered to Him; He will do the rest. God BLESS you, Mark DeJesus, you truly are a Godsend!
Oh Mark how I wish I knew this long ago. Coming from a very legalistic church and recently divorced from narcissistic abuse, I at least grateful now to have these tools to undo the work of the enemy. My heart breaks though because my children still have to live under their father’s ways half the time. Do you have any guidance for me as a mama bear who is seeing this abuse shift from me, because I am not married to him, to now my daughters. I try to intentionally practice the “over responsibility” I do with myself for the mess they are left in and try to see the blessings and tools I have now to help them but they are 10 and 12 and have such confusion and gaslighting. Any words of wisdom on how to navigate that yet still desiring they respect their dad. Thank you. Love on Christ.
Oh hey we are the same.
Thank you brother I needed this so bad... I've been listening to you for a couple years.. I missed work because my mind was spinning.. now I may not have a job my question lately has been what is wrong with me? Am I sewing or am I my reaping. what lesson do I need to learn..
High Im from India
My father also put toxic guilt in me
I find a secret of it given by divine Mother all you need to do is breath deep bellow 2 inch of the navel center. The moment you feel your this guilt in your stomach breath deeper and dont try to fight this feeling generated in navel rather go deep breath into scaral chakra
. My mantra is I am born to fulfill my desire with smile and happiness I am not here to understand other and take accountability of others. I am here to follow my dream and desire.
In sobriety not in toxic guilt
Shame does blockage my identity
I wonder when OCD thoughts are actually my thoughts 😢 I never wanted those evil thoughts but it is like they are now my own.. I am not sure how to respond to this..
I think it's hard sometimes
Hi Mark! Could you elaborate on gifts of the Holy Spirit ? It’s confusing to me and I’m spinning because I don’t know which one I have or how is it supposed to work. Are there only 7 or more of them?
I'll take this one step further- when satan takes you to court, the Judge is gonna ask, "what are YOU doing here?"
We are exempt from court appearances! Thank you Jesus!
I wonder if you see the Law in Scripture ( as any kind of aught to or should do command, as Law, and as good and used by God) in order to expose our need for the gospel of grace in Jesus? I’m talking about in a ongoing way, where the Holy Spirit continues to work in our hearts through it.
Being caught in a spin out mentally while driving caused me to get in an car accident last week as i zoned out and was to busy in my head spinning to even be aware of my surroundings. Im literally losing my mind. I dont know how to cope with life anymore. Im ready to go home, thats if i dont get cast to hell cuz i cant stop fornication, shacking up, smoking etc. Im a horrible mother too. I curse , i use the lord name in vein alot, i complain, gluttony, idolatry... im a monster
I'm not letting my journey happen
I do serve guilt when l know better
W
The idea of Christ loving us actually HURTS, imo
*promo sm* 😕
Dont argue with the law, thats what Satan wants us to do, just acknowledge the law's sentence over us is correct "I deserve death, i can't stand before God" but realize Jesus paid the sentence for you and His love is greater than your faults/failures ❤️ He delivered us from the law!
I feel like am not rooted in God's love
The flesh is like a Hook 🪝
Maybe one day all get delivered from all that mess one day
Maybe one day all get delivered from all that mess one day