Being real with myself after 29 years on this earth

7/31/24 - More stream of consciousness word vomit to get my thoughts out there. I've never been so self-critical and psychoanalytical of myself before. I tried being real and uncut, calling myself out on what needs to be done.

[@gw5479]

Hey man im 24 and im moving out to a camper in the woods. Ive given up trying to achieve someone elses dreams. Im struggling making relationships with people and honestly, id consider myself a success if I just had a group of people who genuinely loved me. Try not to see yourself as lesser than the people who are around you. As isolating as life can be, yourself is all you really have. That love you can offer yourself may be the way out of the dark clouds. Acceptance my friend. There are no expectations of you. Let them go. With love, dude. Peace.

[@FroHungry]

Dude, you can always come and phark with your gee-dee boy here in SC! I dont blame your sentiment swag; i feel very similar, very frequently.

[@bunchofkeys]

Hey there, you really doesn't sound good! I think I've been in a similar place. What I'm really missing listening to you - is some kind of acceptance and self-compassion. There sure are good reasons, why you are at the that place right now, and why you feel that way. Do reach out for a doctor or a therapist. It's not you fault. You don't have to push yourself anymore. Regards from germany!