Im sorry this happened. Its important to not let people like that make you eventually question your desires for sincerity. Never let their perception of you be granted amnesty in your mind. I know what it is like to have people do this. It makes us feel we will not be significant to anyone unless its physical. Its dehumanizing. Its why its so damaging. I say this, yet ironically im 33. Your videos are a way to help me review different bothersome experiences Ive had, I live in Memorial city Houston. Used to live in Cypress, but before that fairfax Virginia which is 100% a completely different air than texas. Its very upsetting because me being a guy, ive learned most Western women who talk to me first, feel im there for sex...Im half japanese myself and kept seeing my Asian female friends in college 10 year ago constantly getting preyed upon by hispanic guys. I didn't want to be racist so I took 8 years to study Mexican/central american Society and culture. Apparently the reason why those guys kept trying to constantly go after my Asian female friends with sociopathic tactics is because apparently to them, since I don't pass as Asian/japanese at all, then my female friends must have low standards than most Asian people to not be aware of Hispanic racial prejudices towards Asian people in their native countries in Central america. Those guys literally tried to talk to me out of faith I was on their side and would A, conspire with them to trick my friends into sex, Or B, introduce them to my friends....Of course I always warned my friends of this Bulshit as it made me furious since despite me being mixed and looking a certain way, I still had high sensitivity as my friends who were fully Asian. Knowing someone who is possibly more sensitive, could fall into that type of Sick racist trap, which is literally where the twisted back story phrase "chino puta" comes in, and knowing how Ide feel, It cause rage... It literally comes from self hate that is developed in central america originating from the Spaniard oppressors who still live as pure blood descendant to this day teaching the indigenous peoples to feel inferior. So the Chinese and Japanese immigrants being seen as better skilled in many things, by the Spaniards, just cause the Less white looking Mexicans to develop more internal problems which got passed on to this day through culturally/ mental inheritance along with dehumanizing Asian women as borderline self hatred coping methods. Covert rape is when people try to sleep with you out of resent and anger and in hispanic societies, it is seen as moving up in the world if you get with another race, as Its seem as domination... Of course once those bad guys saw I was against them and felt they were bad(sociopaths dont like it when you call them out and will do the most farfetched things to make you suffer/lose credibility), they then tried every single thing they could out of sociopathic/racist mentality to get me to run into the situation of other Asian people to not listen to me. Basically they wanted me to believe I was wrong to defend those women. This also means they wanted to make me hyperfocus on what they perceived me as, because it bothered them more. **Point is....This repetitive action towards you to eventually dehumanize you so to allow sociopaths to have their way is common all over the world. I as a guy, have experienced it in many ways. Women experience it in many more ways than guys. Understanding that you are entitled to time alone and have significance is the key to prevent their subconsciously targeting bulshit from making you feel what THEY perceive, is law and your destiny.** Its not impossible to find the destined person who can sense how you feel without words in the same way you can sense others. I experienced that once and almost got married. It requires one to let go of all mental attachment, bias and unneeded desires. in this way you can feel things but your emotions do not lead you astray from where your life force asks you to be. Similar energy/ entities try to follow similar paths when the mind is clear. Energy always tries to find a neutral ground. Sometimes the tracks they need to follow requires our mind to remain present. Someone using us for sex can make us afraid to presence ourselves in their world/life time when ultimately this could make us loose connection with ourselves. In south Korea, all men must have military service which turns them into narcissists. There are many nice Korean people, but the society is being negatively influenced by the US agenda against North Korea... It makes it so women begin to question their feelings and in the deepest of ways. Its why family problems are common their and birth rate is low. A narcissist US hold on Korea preventing unification...Ask around. There are some in Seoul who agree but keep their heads, down.
Stuff like that is why my little sister is a lesbian now. Unfortunate some men seem to have no manners what so ever these days. She was same age 20 two years ago when she had similar bad experiences but we were in italy but nevertheless it happens everwhere including the states. You handle em right though you be strong girl!
Im sorry this happened. Its important to not let people like that make you eventually question your desires for sincerity. Never let their perception of you be granted amnesty in your mind. I know what it is like to have people do this. It makes us feel we will not be significant to anyone unless its physical. Its dehumanizing. Its why its so damaging.
I say this, yet ironically im 33. Your videos are a way to help me review different bothersome experiences Ive had,
I live in Memorial city Houston. Used to live in Cypress, but before that fairfax Virginia which is 100% a completely different air than texas.
Its very upsetting because me being a guy, ive learned most Western women who talk to me first, feel im there for sex...Im half japanese myself and kept seeing my Asian female friends in college 10 year ago constantly getting preyed upon by hispanic guys. I didn't want to be racist so I took 8 years to study Mexican/central american Society and culture. Apparently the reason why those guys kept trying to constantly go after my Asian female friends with sociopathic tactics is because apparently to them, since I don't pass as Asian/japanese at all, then my female friends must have low standards than most Asian people to not be aware of Hispanic racial prejudices towards Asian people in their native countries in Central america.
Those guys literally tried to talk to me out of faith I was on their side and would A, conspire with them to trick my friends into sex, Or B, introduce them to my friends....Of course I always warned my friends of this Bulshit as it made me furious since despite me being mixed and looking a certain way, I still had high sensitivity as my friends who were fully Asian.
Knowing someone who is possibly more sensitive, could fall into that type of Sick racist trap, which is literally where the twisted back story phrase "chino puta" comes in, and knowing how Ide feel, It cause rage...
It literally comes from self hate that is developed in central america originating from the Spaniard oppressors who still live as pure blood descendant to this day teaching the indigenous peoples to feel inferior. So the Chinese and Japanese immigrants being seen as better skilled in many things, by the Spaniards, just cause the Less white looking Mexicans to develop more internal problems which got passed on to this day through culturally/ mental inheritance along with dehumanizing Asian women as borderline self hatred coping methods. Covert rape is when people try to sleep with you out of resent and anger
and in hispanic societies, it is seen as moving up in the world if you get with another race, as Its seem as domination...
Of course once those bad guys saw I was against them and felt they were bad(sociopaths dont like it when you call them out and will do the most farfetched things to make you suffer/lose credibility), they then tried every single thing they could out of sociopathic/racist mentality to get me to run into the situation of other Asian people to not listen to me.
Basically they wanted me to believe I was wrong to defend those women. This also means they wanted to make me hyperfocus on what they perceived me as, because it bothered them more.
**Point is....This repetitive action towards you to eventually dehumanize you so to allow sociopaths to have their way is common all over the world.
I as a guy, have experienced it in many ways. Women experience it in many more ways than guys.
Understanding that you are entitled to time alone and have significance is the key to prevent their subconsciously targeting bulshit from making you feel what THEY perceive, is law and your destiny.**
Its not impossible to find the destined person who can sense how you feel without words in the same way you can sense others.
I experienced that once and almost got married. It requires one to let go of all mental attachment, bias and unneeded desires.
in this way you can feel things but your emotions do not lead you astray from where your life force asks you to be. Similar energy/ entities try to follow similar paths when the mind is clear. Energy always tries to find a neutral ground. Sometimes the tracks they need to follow requires our mind to remain present.
Someone using us for sex can make us afraid to presence ourselves in their world/life time when ultimately this could make us loose connection with ourselves.
In south Korea, all men must have military service which turns them into narcissists. There are many nice Korean people, but the society is being negatively influenced by the US agenda against North Korea...
It makes it so women begin to question their feelings and in the deepest of ways. Its why family problems are common their and birth rate is low.
A narcissist US hold on Korea preventing unification...Ask around. There are some in Seoul who agree but keep their heads, down.
So he just ask you a personal question and he said "have you ever had sex" Dafuq kinda question is that. Only a perverted man would say that.
Stuff like that is why my little sister is a lesbian now. Unfortunate some men seem to have no manners what so ever these days. She was same age 20 two years ago when she had similar bad experiences but we were in italy but nevertheless it happens everwhere including the states. You handle em right though you be strong girl!