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  • @ConfusedConservative
    @ConfusedConservative 3 дні тому +73

    Oh dear. We are back to square one. I heard all this early on after she left and now here we are. Back to kicking yourself and magical thinking. You say you love her but geez, will you ever trust her if you do get her back. Do you really still like her? Do you think your marriage will go back to the passion and trust after all this? Do you want to have a loveless marriage just for the kids to suffer through? Start looking inwardly and answer these questions.

  • @kitt3n2010
    @kitt3n2010 3 дні тому +14

    If you love someone let them go, if it comes back its yours, if it doesn't it never was ❤❤❤

  • @alecb1178
    @alecb1178 3 дні тому +10

    Your gonna be hurting when she’s with a new man. That’s when you’re going to realize that being delusional right now is a mistake.

  • @betha3558
    @betha3558 3 дні тому +34

    With all respect to you and your wife. Get a Lawyer. That is the only way you'll have some control. She does it once with no explanation, then expect it to happen again.

  • @joannaazar7396
    @joannaazar7396 3 дні тому +17

    Frank it’s over on her end. You have to come to terms with it.

  • @mzg1563
    @mzg1563 3 дні тому +26

    Keep a log on every visit and money orders on child support and receipts for everything you buy them.

  • @beckymarie1123
    @beckymarie1123 3 дні тому +47

    bringing a whole new meaning to “Beating a dead horse”

    • @jimmysotack2523
      @jimmysotack2523 3 дні тому +5

      His channel…his words.No need for u to comment

    • @AunH
      @AunH 3 дні тому +5

      @@jimmysotack2523 And who are you again, to tell anyone what they NEED to do on a PUBLIC platform...Yup next!

    • @jimmysotack2523
      @jimmysotack2523 3 дні тому +3

      @@AunH 😂

    • @artiedevlin7055
      @artiedevlin7055 3 дні тому +1

      @ Becky than don’t watch

    • @lori9204
      @lori9204 2 дні тому

      😂😂😂

  • @AunH
    @AunH 3 дні тому +24

    Frank, I don't think that it's because some of us folks here don't understand, sympathize, or lack any "real" love in our lives. Most of us speak from the very experience you're going through. Yes, your feelings are very valid, but you have stated in this & previous videos, that Rachel has already answered your question...multiple times... that she doesn't love or want to be with you anymore and she wants a divorce. I think the concern is the toll this is taking on your mental health. You keep asking her this same question, I guess you're hoping to get a different answer? Maybe she's just tired of repeating herself is the reason she stopped answering it. Her actions clearly solidify the answer she already gave you. I'm sorry, but there's nothing to give up on.

    • @deborahrobinson6244
      @deborahrobinson6244 3 дні тому +4

      I agree with you!

    • @daniellecamp9781
      @daniellecamp9781 3 дні тому

      @AunH IT so heartbreaking to watch!So sad I pray for you Frank your kids need you more than you realize! They need you to fight get a lawyer I unfortunately guarantee that Rachel has gotten a Lawyer and will not tell you ! Please be Smarter you have some great opportunities That are coming up! Protect yourself and your babies please 🙏🏽 Frank we care all too much for you and your children! Seriously!!

  • @LA-nm4mn
    @LA-nm4mn 3 дні тому +19

    If you have a court order, she must abide by it. Unless she is contacting you ahead of time and made other arrangements or unless there was some sort of emergency. Do not let her do this. She does it once, she will do it more than once. The court has made a decision, and she must abide by it whether she likes it or not. No excuses. Document this and contact the courts Tuesday morning. I’d say Monday, but Monday is a holiday and I don’t think the courts are open.

    • @lori9204
      @lori9204 2 дні тому +2

      It’s not that people haven’t been loved, it’s the humiliation you’re putting yourself through…putting it out there like this…you’ve lost self respect & pride…

  • @janerising1122
    @janerising1122 3 дні тому +30

    Let the courts know what Rachel is doing! DO NOT let her get away with it, Frank. She thinks she can do whatever she wants to.

    • @ScratchThis
      @ScratchThis 3 дні тому +8

      Sadly alot of women are like this and the court system tends to always side with the woman. I've delt with the same shit and continue to deal with the same shit 🤷‍♂️

    • @theresasagner
      @theresasagner 3 дні тому +6

      Frank she's playing you. Don't allow it.

  • @alexisluca4323
    @alexisluca4323 3 дні тому +27

    She is giving you all the reasons you need to see she is not who you thought she was. What kind of mom puts her children through this nonsense. Those children are expecting to be with you. This is not acceptable. You went to court because SHE wanted to! She is now breaking the court’s order but more importantly the kids hearts. It’s not you obviously it is and always has been her! Put your children first Rachael has no business being number one. She is a BIG zero.

  • @brat8475
    @brat8475 3 дні тому +30

    Shes playing mind games dude period

  • @IamRemoWilliams
    @IamRemoWilliams 3 дні тому +10

    Frank
    Looks like she will be her own undoing.Keep your composure frank.Easy for me to say but important you know how important it is.

  • @jinatoscani7342
    @jinatoscani7342 3 дні тому +24

    Yo frank what happened to your dogs

  • @deborahrobinson6244
    @deborahrobinson6244 3 дні тому +35

    Racheal, if you watching this...please be careful🙏
    When the mind goes the man follows. Frank is not respecting your wishes, that you want a divorce and you dont want him anymore. And he won't except you moving on with your life either. He shows signs of someone being delusional not accepting the truth. Men like him if they can't have you, they can't handle you being with another man in life. So I'm praying for you!!

    • @santaanaluna4563
      @santaanaluna4563 3 дні тому +8

      Actually he’s being very respectful, he’s hurt as any man would be. Obviously you’re not supporting Frank like we are so what are you doing here?…

    • @deborahrobinson6244
      @deborahrobinson6244 3 дні тому +22

      @ Oh really? I not going to take Frank side until I hear Racheal side too! Do you believe every thing some says to you or tells you? Or do you want to hear the truth? And by the way sis or bro whoever you are, I’ve been a follower since from the beginning okay…..And here for the truth because Racheal seemed like a nice god fearing woman and it’s not fair to her to only hear Frank side.

    • @carmenl163
      @carmenl163 3 дні тому

      @@deborahrobinson6244 But this is Frank's channel, not Rachaels. So he will tell HIS truth.

    • @deborahrobinson6244
      @deborahrobinson6244 3 дні тому +2

      ⁠@@carmenl163Only a fool believe they hear, instead of investigating the truth. His channel yes, and Racheal was on here as well. He still talks about her constantly on here so it’s like she never left…

    • @deborahrobinson6244
      @deborahrobinson6244 3 дні тому +2

      ⁠@@carmenl163 Only a fool believe everything they hear, instead of investigating the truth😊

  • @IamRemoWilliams
    @IamRemoWilliams 3 дні тому +13

    DONT LET HER DRIVE THAT BAD SIDE OUT OF YOU.if posting this helps you post it you know the line.
    You will and are a winner frank....WINNER SIR

  • @roseannlulgiuraj1711
    @roseannlulgiuraj1711 3 дні тому +9

    Frank we are speaking from experience. I was married for 20 years. You need professional help and a lawyer. I hope that you wake up soon before things get ugly. Actions speak louder than words.

  • @lindametcalf9169
    @lindametcalf9169 3 дні тому +25

    It's NOT giving up. It's moving on, aka moving forward. ❤

  • @RhondaBliss
    @RhondaBliss 3 дні тому +11

    My ex husband cheated on me and I had a hard time getting him out of MY house. He thought I would beg him back lol nope I was done! My life is wonderful being single 🙏🏻

  • @simmipaul
    @simmipaul 3 дні тому +7

    Everybody loves different. You were fortunate to feel the love that you felt whether it was reciprocated or not just the fact that you loved that deeply be grateful you felt it.

  • @Twothumbsup-818
    @Twothumbsup-818 3 дні тому +14

    Bro message her on that app and Document it and take it to the courts and if you got a Cort Orders on paper call the sheriff and its your right to get them and have them stand bye while you exchange the kids

  • @apryllcardenas
    @apryllcardenas 3 дні тому +10

    Frank, actions speak louder than words. She is showing you everything. I know you don’t want to accept it. Praying for all of you. ❤️‍🩹🙏🏻❤️‍🩹🙏🏻

  • @charissaeverett9811
    @charissaeverett9811 3 дні тому +11

    She is doing this because you love your kids. If you didn’t care she will be like you need to see you’re kids and you’re kids need this etc. keep track of everything.

  • @kitt3n2010
    @kitt3n2010 3 дні тому +6

    Also, a woman's perspective. The minute you start "moving on", Not giving g a #&$^ about what she's doing, thats the minute you become 100x more attractive. We are rooting for you ❤❤❤

    • @alecb1178
      @alecb1178 2 дні тому +2

      Frank this is true. You being weak making videos about it does not help you look more attractive to Rachel. You are being weak Frank. Stand up for yourself, she left you bro. The best action is inaction man.

  • @cherlouisewilshaw1898
    @cherlouisewilshaw1898 День тому +2

    Frank you need to have a family lawyer and you need to log all of the times that she messes the children and you about, if there’s a court order it needs to be stuck to.

  • @camodup
    @camodup 3 дні тому +8

    Frank, you cannot give Rachel all the power over you. It's you allowing her to control everything about you...when does Frank think about Frank? Prayers man.

  • @Jrzygrl_NJ
    @Jrzygrl_NJ 3 дні тому +8

    Frank, I’m gonna say it again…you need a lawyer. You don’t have a formal agreement for visitation so she can do whatever she wants. I know you said you don’t want a formal agreement but it’s time. She will keep the kids from you whenever she wants and there’s nothing you can do about it. And you’re the one who’s suffering.

  • @JojoJojo-hd3xp
    @JojoJojo-hd3xp 2 дні тому +6

    With this whine, whinge, moan and complain fest, it is becoming more and more clear why Rachel left.

  • @570finest3
    @570finest3 3 дні тому +9

    That's not ur wife anymore frank she looking past u

  • @KualaLumpurMalaysia-le4yk
    @KualaLumpurMalaysia-le4yk День тому +1

    I hope that talking through what is in your head has helped you realise how badly you have been treated in you marriage.

  • @iamterriffic7041
    @iamterriffic7041 3 дні тому +15

    Cant you report her for violating the custody order?

    • @rafascrofa
      @rafascrofa 3 дні тому +1

      He sure can that’s a court violation

  • @dianebellitti4590
    @dianebellitti4590 2 дні тому +7

    No you didn’t block her when she left it’s because she was questioning you from when she was watching you she wanted to know why you were saying certain things and not telling on yourself. That’s when you blocked her!

  • @newenglandcoast-b4p
    @newenglandcoast-b4p 3 дні тому +33

    My ex-husband accused me of cheating, constantly (I have never been with another man). Because HE was cheating throughout our long-term marriage. Frank, stop letting your wife decide YOUR LIFE and future.

  • @justinhawsakajaybird
    @justinhawsakajaybird 3 дні тому +6

    Still thinking of you. Just want to see you happy. Stay strong 🙏

  • @kellymcfadden7514
    @kellymcfadden7514 3 дні тому +2

    Every time you start over, you’re not starting from scratch-you’re starting stronger. You carry the lessons of every misstep, the wisdom of every stumble, and the clarity of knowing what no longer serves you. Each attempt builds on the last, making you more resilient, more focused, and more capable of creating the life you want.
    ~ Writer's Blossoms Writer’s Blossoms
    ~ Art by Kristin Vestgård

  • @trishbender7940
    @trishbender7940 День тому +1

    🕊Frank.. watch this twice… a lot of people are rooting for you!!

  • @kristinagerson9831
    @kristinagerson9831 3 дні тому +5

    My prayer is your wife will open her heart to forgiveness. In life, we are ALL still learning and growing. Especially those in recovery. I can’t imagine suddenly being told my husband would be done. Finished with waiting for me to get and do better.
    To have the love you both share, I believe is rare. At least how you speak of your love for her.
    Praying for your family, Frank.

  • @juliedepew7530
    @juliedepew7530 3 дні тому +7

    If you really think about it would you want to be with a woman that doesn’t love you?

  • @AnaFernandez-jp5uh
    @AnaFernandez-jp5uh 3 дні тому +5

    Frank, please start thinking like a single father and do what is best for your children and for yourself. Your children need to see you as a strong father and they can deal with their new life with the knowledge they can come to you without making you cry.

  • @RedBeard10025
    @RedBeard10025 3 дні тому +9

    DOCUMENT EVERYTHING

  • @queenrc4372
    @queenrc4372 3 дні тому +6

    Frank,nobody can tell you how to heal.Take it one step & day at a time.Jesus will give enough strength to cope being able to function accordingly.Praying for you & your family.❤🙏🏽💪🏽

  • @TashaColon-v3z
    @TashaColon-v3z 3 дні тому +5

    Close that chapter you deserve better if your the man yr saying to be ❤️

  • @stefanietrimiar9565
    @stefanietrimiar9565 3 дні тому +7

    Heyy Frank💙
    Awww! I love when you speak about your kids!!!
    Ohhh! Omg! What the f***! I Can't!!
    What the hell does Rachel need??
    I Can't! Wow!
    You need to go see a lawyer!
    You can't go through life like that!!

  • @joellenduda6136
    @joellenduda6136 День тому +2

    Document EVERYTHING. When you drop them off when they are dropped off to you.

  • @Charlie-g4s
    @Charlie-g4s День тому +5

    It's not all about the kids it's all about her lol, he have other children why aren't they important dummy

    • @morningmom6
      @morningmom6 15 годин тому +1

      Right? He has a son and a daughter from 2 other women.

    • @Charlie-g4s
      @Charlie-g4s 9 годин тому +1

      @morningmom6 exactly he so fake with this My kid's, My kid's. He be lying about alot of stuff that happened.

  • @theresasagner
    @theresasagner 3 дні тому +4

    Frank it sounds like a control thing with Rachel as far as the kids go. Call her up. Don't let her get away with it. Try writing down the date and how long you had to wait to see your kids.

  • @techheroes4907
    @techheroes4907 3 дні тому +12

    Uhhh she filed for custody bro yes, she wants a divorce. She already got a new man and they loving watching this shit. She gonna take you for everything you for everything.

    • @lisaj.j.2999
      @lisaj.j.2999 3 дні тому

      Why would u go out if your way to say that Rachel has another man? U don't know that? If you're Franks pal then why would you want to put these negative thoughts in his head? Not all women like to run out and get a new man immediately after a breakup. Smh

  • @sidneymeyer750
    @sidneymeyer750 3 дні тому +5

    MY GOD FOR GIVE HER .CHILDREN NEED THERE FATHER BECAUSE MY CHILD WENT THROUGH THAT AND ALL HE WANTS IS HIS FATHER IT BROKE I CHILD😢

  • @EliCuevas-t3l
    @EliCuevas-t3l 3 дні тому +1

    I have been married for 22 years and my marriage has gone through something like this and I was the one that pushed for a divorce because I felt unsafe in my marriage. So I understand his fight to want to keep his marriage because I had a change of heart because I saw him do the work to change and I believe that mistakes even huge ones like I went through should be seen through the eyes of Jesus who are we to judge and not show mercy and be willing to be vulnerable and fight for your marriage. So frank I applaud you for your strength and love and loyalty to your marriage and family.

  • @anukataja6805
    @anukataja6805 3 дні тому +3

    You must think that you must have new life and rutines. New woman. New life is waiting for you. I hope all the best. Your children is number one.

  • @CristinaF210
    @CristinaF210 3 дні тому +4

    get a lawyer Frank get a lawyer, how can you still trust her????? and still love her too??

  • @dianebellitti4590
    @dianebellitti4590 2 дні тому +3

    She doesn’t want to continue in the relationship. If she did she would be back already. Your beating your head off the wall. The love you have for your wife apparently wasn’t that good cuz it sounds like your begging her. First of all you should have not put this out there. Now see you asked her if she wants a divorce? She said Yes! No you try to tell yourself oh I will just give her some time and ask her again. You say she didn’t answer. How many times do you have to hear it to get it? She told you already. You just don’t accept it. Well God bless you all🙏

  • @kateglastic9826
    @kateglastic9826 3 дні тому +1

    I think the last part of the video was really important for people to hear and try to understand.

  • @Bobsbud100
    @Bobsbud100 3 дні тому +1

    Stay strong Frank and remember you are a good person who loves hard. Take care of you. 🙏✝️❤️

  • @janetclark5852
    @janetclark5852 2 дні тому

    My advice to you is document document document. I told my daughter this a long time ago and it saved her children from having to be around a drug addict father. The judge asked her why she document so much, and she told him that her mom had to her to do it. The judge told her you have a very smart mother. Get a large box calendar no matter how trivial write it down with dates and times.

  • @donna5499
    @donna5499 3 дні тому +1

    Praying for you Frank and that your family will be complete again. God Bless and Stay Strong in your faith to God. Sending love and hugs from Seattle Januari🫂🙏🏼

  • @MistymeQueen
    @MistymeQueen 3 дні тому +7

    Bichez play games with the kids. It’s WRONG !!!!

  • @kitt3n2010
    @kitt3n2010 3 дні тому +2

    From looking at the comments, its obvious she has other plans. Cmon King 🤴 you have been down for awhile now. Stay strong, do not crumble, do NOT react... Keep moving 🤴 u got this ❤

  • @JuileSobka-wx7jy
    @JuileSobka-wx7jy 3 дні тому +5

    Frank have u ever thought about shaving your beard side burns off I bet you would look great.take care of yourself 😊

  • @Workingclasshero368
    @Workingclasshero368 3 дні тому

    Keep going Frank! You’re looking better, you got this! Look how much you have achieved!

  • @joeblue354
    @joeblue354 День тому +4

    I wonder what her side of the story is? You have spent 6 months bashing her. But we don't know her side. Without thoes details for all we know You could be a narcissistic
    Liar unless you're gonna give us both sides of the story. you need to get a counselor not a UA-cam channel.

    • @morningmom6
      @morningmom6 15 годин тому +2

      Absolutely. He is portraying himself as the victim. She has a lot of strength to not respond to him. That's dignity and respect right there.

  • @Spookiechoo
    @Spookiechoo 3 дні тому +1

    I am going through the same situation. It’s been 6 months ❤you are in my thoughts I know your pain ❤

  • @barbarakoltz1081
    @barbarakoltz1081 3 дні тому +3

    Frank you are a very young man. **** that BS! I am so sorry, man. Keep keeping it a buck and keep it moving.

  • @josephkrokoski5095
    @josephkrokoski5095 2 дні тому

    Re: your awarded custody..."I'm with you on that, my friend"

  • @elisabethsalmon4107
    @elisabethsalmon4107 3 дні тому +3

    STAY STRONG, FRIEND

  • @artiedevlin7055
    @artiedevlin7055 3 дні тому +1

    I say do what you need to do for you,period.Stay strong and don’t feed into the b.s.

  • @oldlady12345
    @oldlady12345 3 дні тому +3

    You let her walk all over you. Get a set schedule signed by the judge. Get a good attorney! Stop whining poor me.

  • @Bhatia423
    @Bhatia423 3 дні тому +7

    Hang in there, Frank. This is the battlefield called life. Praying for your family🙏🏻

  • @kellymcfadden7514
    @kellymcfadden7514 3 дні тому +2

    Frank, those people that say here you go again talking about her, or stop talking, just may have had that kind of love and just want you to move fwd. you don’t know for a fact if they had that kind of love or not. They care and want you to keep moving fwd. not going fwd, then backwards etc. keep going fwd Frank. Also if you would stay with her, if she were to continue cheating, you would be the one with the problem too. Not just her. You had sounded like “if” she was cheating it would be okay with you. You need to love yourself more, than to put up with that.

  • @jay1182
    @jay1182 3 дні тому +2

    Bro the more you act like you attached the more she’s gonna pull away the key is to act like you don’t care you can’t show women that or they gonna run farther away im telling you they always come back but don’t act like she’s the only girl in the world

  • @marybennett8657
    @marybennett8657 3 дні тому +2

    When are you going to Rome????

  • @katucker4251
    @katucker4251 3 дні тому +2

    It’s not my place to judge nor put my two cents in however, I want to tell you that your situation/age/occupation, my husband is a barber/shop owner as well our relationships are so similar to although I’ve been with my husband now for 20 years and 4 sons later. We separated for almost two years due to the fact that not only was I getting attention from another person, I enjoyed it because my husband wasnt at the time so I decided to leave and it took months but I realized that the person wasn’t for me and eventually went back home. I’m not saying that is what your wife is doing by any means it just sounds all too familiar.

    • @bangrakhouse3175
      @bangrakhouse3175 3 дні тому +1

      Amen...

    • @Quietstorm9999
      @Quietstorm9999 3 дні тому +3

      I feel bad for your husband. You left him for someone it didn’t work out for you so you went home. Man I hope he realizes he made a bad decision .

    • @carmenl163
      @carmenl163 3 дні тому +2

      @@Quietstorm9999 I think you missed the part where she says her husband didn't give her any attention. They both made mistakes.

  • @leese-h7j
    @leese-h7j 3 дні тому +2

    So wrong she keeps you wondering. It's at the point now DON'T WONDER. Do you and the kids seriously.

  • @raquelhernandez7754
    @raquelhernandez7754 3 дні тому +6

    I hope my comments don't make you upset. I tell you this things because am a woman and I've lived. if you still love her, play hard to get it will get you better results. You don't want her to look down on you and loose respect. If I was younger I would have put my freak on you and had you like, Rachel who?

  • @kathy_beauty1955
    @kathy_beauty1955 3 дні тому

    So good to see that beautiful smile again!!

  • @annamoore4182
    @annamoore4182 3 дні тому +1

    Frank, I’ve been there. I love my husband so much. I loved him more than myself and he went out all the time he cheated and I always forgave him and no matter what I loved him with my soul but now I think about it we’ve been divorced for 25 yearsand I think how the hell did I allow him to treat me like that and why did I love him so much?

  • @RolosMate
    @RolosMate 3 дні тому

    Frank, have a fun time with the kids. Stay strong hon. Xx

  • @LG2022xv
    @LG2022xv 2 дні тому +1

    Frank you should be logging all this so social services or courts see that she is not sticking to her schedule. Did you say you were using an app to communicate with Rachel then perhaps you should be asking her where the kids are through the app.

  • @leoking5306
    @leoking5306 3 дні тому +4

    Where’s titan at? Frank

  • @bangrakhouse3175
    @bangrakhouse3175 3 дні тому +2

    Grow up. Move on. LAWYER UP. BEGIN A NEW LIFE FOR YOURSELF. It's over Frank, move on. Stop talking about the X ever again: it's unkind, unloving & crule , the bitterness is impatient inconsiderate...Listen to your own advice. Stop your mouth. Focus on the family & today and the rest of your life moving forward...

  • @Missstrish
    @Missstrish 3 дні тому +2

    This is so wrong you were so excited to see them and rightfully so, but you are getting stronger. Now you are starting to speak to her when you are pissed instead of protecting her. 👏 I don’t believe in the mentality of you need to get over this. You will your way in time and that may take 6 months or 5 years. We all grieve differently and this is a grieving process.

  • @nmetoyer7
    @nmetoyer7 3 дні тому +1

    Hi Frank hope your doing well, favored and blessed:)

  • @dianebellitti4590
    @dianebellitti4590 2 дні тому +1

    Call her ask when your getting the kids. She’s going into your time! How can you not be mad? I would be calling and saying it’s my time!

  • @sborras12
    @sborras12 3 дні тому +1

    Frank, been thru this you need a lawyer.

  • @suellenbrown9755
    @suellenbrown9755 3 дні тому +5

    Get a lawyer!

  • @bobbiann
    @bobbiann 3 дні тому

    Oh wow. Major's in State College! 💕

  • @maysummerfield6665
    @maysummerfield6665 3 дні тому +1

    Take her back as in uk you can get i to big trouble for going back on plans

  • @kitt3n2010
    @kitt3n2010 3 дні тому +2

  • @sallywoolverton9147
    @sallywoolverton9147 2 дні тому

    Frank, you are allowing her to infringe on your time! What you allow, will continue! Take some solid advice please and hire a lawyer! You must know by now that Rachel is not going to comply! She is playing head games with you, Frank! Get a grip on your new reality, and this is your time shine! Please file for divorce!

  • @brat8475
    @brat8475 3 дні тому +3

    She come across slow

    • @Bhatia423
      @Bhatia423 3 дні тому

      @@brat8475 who is slow?

  • @Sharon-u4f
    @Sharon-u4f 3 дні тому

    WTF BRO❤🙏🦋🇳🇱

  • @belindagortarez2877
    @belindagortarez2877 3 дні тому

    ❤😊🙏🙏😇🤪

  • @annamoore4182
    @annamoore4182 3 дні тому +19

    Frank, I’ve been there. I love my husband so much. I loved him more than myself and he went out all the time he cheated and I always forgave him and no matter what I loved him with my soul but now I think about it we’ve been divorced for 25 yearsand I think how the hell did I allow him to treat me like that and why did I love him so much?